#please dont hate christmas

[dustymansonotome]

Dusty Plays: Please don't hate Christmas! [Full version] - Merry Christmas (best ending) Plus CGs

#youtube #otome #english otome #indie otome #indie game #visual novel #dating sim #christmas #please dont hate christmas #yandere #male yandere

[blueskittlesart]

being in art school and having basically 0 knowledge about christianity whatsoever is so funny at this point i think you could tell me literally anything was an allegory for jesus and i'd just believe you

#my ass has been to church like twice in my entire life so my peers are like 'this is a biblical allegory' and im like yeah ok sure #makes art history class very annoying tho because everyone just assumes you can look at a stained glass window and know who all the guys ar #also sometimes people will be like this image depicts the story of david or peter or some random other biblical name #and then just. not elaborate. because apparently we all know the stories of every biblical guy who ever existed. #who is peter and why is he in the church window. please #and i dont even have an EXCUSE bc like both ethnically and like in basic practice i am christian. i celebrate christmas or whatever #my parents both just fucking hated church so much as children they were like nah were not doing that #and now i have a deficiency in Identifying White Men In Paintings apparently. #sigh. sorry just got a 5 out of 13 on an art history quiz feeling GREAT

[orlamccools]

WHERE IS MERRY CHRISTMAS PLEASE DONT CALL

#jack antonoff is a sick bastard #and i hate him #maddie mumbles #bleachers #jack antonoff #merry christmas please dont call

[avengedbiologist]

This is the absolute worst time of year, and yet every year it shocks me that it's bad.

#can i have like an enjoyable new years please #like new years hasnt even like happened #but fuck me i already hate jt #i cant go have a nice time with friends cayse work and none of my friends live near me and also moved o #i cant help but relfect on my year #sure some of it was great but i wish that good feeling would stay #i thought id be further on than this #but no still in this shitty place with a shitty job 😋 #love life #xoxo #Christmas and new year's SUCK ASS #can this year please go well #i want to see my friends i dont eanna be alone all the time #i want to move ON

[silverislander]

got through another church service :) (people wouldn't stop touching me without asking) (got guilt tripped abt not coming around anymore twice) (extremely aware i was being watched and judged the whole time) (everyone only seems to remember my brothers accomplishments) (they still fucking do gendered call and responses in 2023)

#but fuck it! i got through it #the guilt tripping doesnt work anymore anyway so i just kinda. roll w it #theyll be like 'wow its been such a Long Time... we miss you...' and then hit me with the boomer stare. jokes on you bc i just smile + nod #now were both staring at each other in silence and you made it awkward. who feels guilty now pamela #levi.txt #seriously tho im so fucking tense my shoulders hurt. i hate how everyone feels the right to fucking touch me at church so much #i KNOW you want to say hi and thats fine just PLEASE dont come up behind me and clap your hands on my shoulders #i will gladly shake your hand or whatever. you dont need to physically grab me we can be normal abt this i promise #unfortunately i have a really bad freeze response so i usually cant manage 'please dont do that' or 'stop' if startled #and the womens/mens call and responses? how are we still. doing that #idk i didnt expect them to be trans affirming all of a sudden or whatever ik theyre transphobic im just. ugh. bad surprise #and watching people try to 'subtly' look and see which lines im reading or why i sound Like That. it makes me feel like a zoo animal #i forget how much church is an anxiety trigger for me. fuck #glad its over. i only have to go on christmas eve and easter while im living at home and thats fair enough for me

[comet-wire]

Every Christmas year I loose my mind because I see that one photo of mine being reposted constantly

It's the "tits now" wrapping paper

I'm so serious

It's on my old phone, my very first one so if I ever get it to work and find it I WILL show it lmao

But basically I sent it to a now ex friend who sent it to his boy scout troop and I think one of them posted it without me really knowing so now every year I'm cursed with the knowledge that I accidentally became a meme without my face being in it. I remember I was wearing jeans and had my brown slippers on and I was helping my mom wrap. I was 13. 💀💀💀💀

#val/comet rambles #sorry if im not active after this i needed yo get this out #also eve and Christmas is kinda crunchy for me lmao #for personal reasons #i dont hate it its just allot of things have happened specifically around Christmas #christmas memes #idk what to tag this lol but please if you're gonna reblog reblog the latest one #<<meaning the last reblog from me adding to this post

[theunconcernedembalmer]

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 4.5 // Part 5 // Part 6 //

Hopefully I can get at least the next part out before work kills me. Unlikely but I will try ahaa

#aesop carl #identity v #identity v embalmer #victor grantz #identity v postman #unconcerned comic #modern ghost au #at this point im just doing whatever the hell i want to. although i guess thats what ive always been doing HAHAHAHAH #god i dread going back to work. im never gonna be able to draw again for the next 6 months #i wish i could find a job that like. has better work life balance. but i damned my ass to this profession for a while #my comics are gonna be more simple rn. i dont think my energy is going to be any better rn #i didnt manage to draw anything for christmas just cos i was so tired. this comic took me way longer than id like it to be #i was doing like a page a day. thats so slow. head in hands #which is also why i dont think ill be able to get out the next part of the comic soon. but if not then im seriously just going to like #disappear off the face of the earth for a few more months. which i personally hate #i planned at least until part 4. please brain let me have this before next week. i know thats a tall order. god

[arcadequeerz]

I miss my dad.

#Cade.vnt #Closer it gets to Christmas the more it gets real and the more i hate it. #keep feeling like he's back on the road in his truck but i know he's Not and he's not coming home ever #N idk if its pathetic because me and him didn't get along and yada yada but i always expected him to outlive me #he was supposed to outlive me and he didn't and its Fucked Up and wasn't supposed to be like this. #old fuck was supposed to outlive all of us and he ended up dying in a hospital bed hooked up to machines and i didn't even get to say #goodbye #he didn't even eake back up #and i think thats what fucks me up the most that he didn't get to die here ay home- comfortable in his bed #or didn't get to make some stupid fucking joke that he Reall y shouldn't of said but still would make us laugh- #he left too quietly. he should of gone laughing #it isnt fair. it isn't fucking fair and i hate it and everyone keeps telling me its okay he's 'with god' now #and i dont want him to be i just want him back here. was suppoed to be a xonstant in my life and now #there's this fucking absence and i hate it so fucking much #we still dont even know what happened. #they kept throwing shit around and never said anything for certain. #anyways. my mom cut up a bunch of his shirts this evening- she sais she's gonna make a qult with them #she let me keep his pink floyd shirt though. crying and getting snot all over it rn #i just kind of need 2023 to be kinder to me. and my family. please i cant take anymore loss or pain #it feels like the universe hates me and wnts me dead.

[maleyanderevnshowdown]

Meet the Creators and their Games!

As we wait for the votes to begin, here's a list of the creators of these yanderes and a link to download their games in case you haven't played them, but they interest you! :D

(Edited to include more Tumblrs thanks to @maleyanderecafe!

Z (Favor)

Tumblr: @favorvn

Itchio: Download Here!

Tenebris (Duality)

Tumblr: @dualityvn

Itchio: Download Here!

Dorian (10:16)

Creator's Tumblr: @artwithoutblood

Itchio: Download Here!

Nial (Parasite in Love)

Creator's Tumblr: @nightasobu

Itchio: Download Here!

Friend (See Thru Friend)

Tumblr: @stnaf-vn

Itchio: Download Here!

Stalker/Dameon (Broken Colors)

Creator's Tumblr: @inkly-heart

Itchio: Download Here!

Simon (Colored Gaze)

Tumblr: @clrdgaze

Itchio: Download Here!

Ashton (Picture Perfect Boyfriend)

Creator's Tumblr: @espoirduvide

Itchio: Download REBOOT Here!

Eros (Seven Bloody Nights)

Tumblr: @sevenbloodynightsvn

Itchio: Download Here!

Cassanova (Cannibal Sweetheart)

Tumblr: @cannibalsweetheart

Itchio: Download Here!

Fone (Honey Hotline)

Tumblr: @ringringringbananafone

Itchio: Download Here!

Itchio: Download Here!

Adam (You and Him)

Griffin (Duplicity)

Tumblr: @duplicity-vn

Itchio: Download Here!

Devyn (Invite Me In)

Itchio: Download Here!

Liu (Glass Mind)

Itchio: Download Here!

Rook (A Cry for Help)

Tumblr: @stnaf-vn

Itchio: Download Here!

Sebastian (Particles of Reality)

Creator's Tumblr: @arewar

Itchio: Download Here!

Castor (Darling Duality)

Creator's Tumblr: @melancholy-marionette

Itchio: Download Here!

Markus (Yandere Island)

Tumblr: @yandere-islandvn

Itchio: Download Here!

Sasha (Hopeless Romantic)

Creator's Tumblr: @xbonecandyx

Itchio: Download Here!

Liev Latane (Pulsatio Cordis)

Itchio: Download Here!

Gold (Ai-yo, Kogane-San!)

Creator's Tumblr: @crystalcrynight

Itchio: Download Here!

Ezra (Restart Heart)

Tumblr: @restartheartvn

Itchio: Download Here!

Klaus (Please Don't Hate Christmas)

Itchio: Download Here!

Bo (Dachabo)

Itchio: Download Here!

John Doe (John Doe)

Creator's Tumblr: @purple-verse

Itchio: Download Here!

Sunny Day Jack (SWWSDY)

Tumblr: @sunny-day-jack-official

Itchio: Download Here!

Kylar (Degrees of Lewdity)

Creator's Blog: Download Here!

Ren (14DWY)

Tumblr: @14dayswithyou

Itchio: Download Here!

Alan (My Dear Hatchetman)

Tumblr: @hatchetmanofficial

Itchio: Download Here!

Ren (BTD2)

Creator's Tumblr: @gatobob

Website: Download Here!

#male yandere showdown #male yandere #blanc's announcements #swwsdj #colored gaze #pulsatio cordis #picture perfect boyfriend #seven bloody nights #john doe game #ai-yo kogane san #invite me in #glass mind #please dont hate christmas #honey hotline #particles of reality #you and him #yandere island #favor vn #your boyfriend #dachabo #degrees of lewdity #see thru friend #restart heart #14dwy #boyfriend to death #cry for help #cannibal sweetheart #duality vn #helpless romantic #darling duality

[sprinklethetangerine]

Don't you wish the good times could last forever?

#i have to go to fuckin school next week #i was free this week cause ive been with my sister ather apt near her university #but now im going back #what if i cried #please dont make me go dude #let me have fun let me live #i wouldnt even have a problem with going back if it werent for school #thats it thats my entire problem #school is such a fucking nightmare #if im not pulling my hair out and crying by the end of the school year itll be a christmas miracle #i literally already want to cry just thinking about it #SCHOOL IS A LIVING HELL #ITS A WAKING NIGHTMARE #I HATE ALL MY TEACHERS AND EVEYR SINGLE PERSON IN MY GRADE IS AN ABSOLUTELY ASS PERSON #IM LITERALLY SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF THIS SHIT I DONT EVEN CARE IF I GET EXPELLED AT THIS POINT #PLEASE EXPEL ME I DONT FUCKING WANT TO BE HERE ANYWAY #YOU THINK IM GONNA BE SAD BITCH IM HAVING A FUCKING PARTY #LET ME LEEEAAAAVVVVEEEE #anyway yeah i wish i coukd stay here forever and NOT go to school

[hecksupremechips]

I just like. Don’t love my parents

#whyyyyy cant i just be alone #christmas is shit cuz its like you gotta be around family and its ass i just feel nothing positive about any of these people #i hate it i hate everything about it i wanna rip my skin off when im around these people #i cant stand this anymore i cant stand that i cant do anything without my parents having to perceive it and make commentary #i want them to just fucking explode #nothing is mine anymore and i dont even do what makes me happy anymore i just modify my entire life #to fit around their needs cuz if i existed in a way that made me happy itd have to be seen by them #and ruined by them #im nothing but a damn baby i just wanna breathe i cant get out #im literally just gonna be here forever i think im too childish and incompetent to get a job #im so tired of being here and being here and wasting my life on these people i cant do this anymore i cant i cant i cant #can someone please free me just bust me out of here i never wanna be here again okay i cant do this anymore #im just gonna shut my eyes and when i wake up i wanna be somewhere else #okayyyyyyy okay

[philosophicallie]

also being short in the western world is fucking humiliating and not even in a compare your appearance way. its the fucking constant lack of fitting clothing because your proportions are so fucking short because you total up to fucking FIFTY FIVE!!!! 55 inches ONLY

small sized clothing will usually still have 4-5 excess inches for fucking standardization IM NOT THE STANDARD IM A STUPID SHORT ASIAN IMMIGRANT JUST LET ME HAVE SMALLER CLOTHES WITH SOME FUCKING DIGNITY

#this is a very personal problem and i wish i could complain more but i dont have theq energy and all i have are tears #but like i already live thru the embarrassment of asking for help constantly and using stupid ass ladders #cant i at least fucking have some actual short people pants please. please. i have to geqt shit tailored or start doing mods myself but #I SHOULDNT HAVE TO ITS 2023 #i literally want to die tonight so i can stop being a burden on my bfs bc i can feel it i can feel how taxing i am and i know i shouldnt be #thinking this but like. i cant stop. i make it hard to be my friend i make it scary to be nice to me all i wnt to do is attack bc im hurtin #but thats not. gonna make me feel better in any way but thats not gonna stop the constsnt impulse in there to just start screaming #and its worse knowing thwt no matter what route is taken ill still get angry. or maybe i just want them to be angry about me already so i #have an excuse to get wngry back and idk. feel catharsis through that or something #idk. i hate my stupid brain and i hate my stupid ex for making me hate it more #im so angry and i have no one who is comfortable enough to deal with that so instead ill sleep earlu @ #idk i hate differences they make me fixated on all the ways i can get angry about it so idk how to deal w that #i have so much to compare + i cant say it bc if i do then theyll be conscious abt it/theyll know its smth that just adds .1% to anger meter #ugh i think were hoing to moms this Christmas and while thsts nice i dont. have the emotional capacity to confide in her #i only want my mom. but i cant tell her any of this bc theres nothing that she csn even do #other than just throw money at me for support #i hate this #original #vent

[vanilla-flavored-icecream]

im hungry

but i think i'd rather starve myself after what happened.

#i wanna eat but i dont think i deserve to eat after i yelled at my own cousin on accident. #i think everyone in the house heard it #i feel so ashamed of myself #i wish i were normal #im trying to calm down rn but i cant stop thinking abt it #I WANT TO GET THIS OUT OF MY HEAD #IF MY MOM TOLD ME I NEEDED TO CLEAN OTHER THINGS IN THE BATHROOM BESIDES THE MIRRORS AND THE SHOWER GLASS I WOUDNT BE FEELING LIKE THIS. #FUCK YOU I HATE THIS #theres always this christmas this year?? right???? #please dont let my christmas be absaloute shit please dont let my christmas be absaloute shit please dont let my christmas be absaloute shi #I BEG YOU #PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #overwhelmed rn #vent

[seithr]

no 1 i regularly chat with is on tumblr so im shouting at the wall here where im Not As Seen But Feel Someone Can Hear so I'm not talking to myself in a depression hole manner tjat is mildly even more depressing than screaming in a corner. Sorry im not sure what this is

#things are getting Worse again. tomorrow my family is going to gather in person and talk about whats going on. #about our house. family divorce. how to keep affording the house/food. confronting how my own worst pain was wielded #to make my mom cry and feel worse. everything. the clock is ticking closer to the end of the year and the nausea is coming back. #i refuse to go ask my doctor for medication because it's an additional price when we're pressed and it's more stress #when no one needs to see that. no one needs to panic. my grandma is already hospitalized. there is so much more going on i wont add to it #im so sick. i feel so small. i feel stupid like a child for wanting to beg things to be okay. beg people please be kinder #i hate this haughty disgust i feel for the idea of this stupid christmas tree being put up early because we desperately need something nice #i hate that i let myself enjoy a slice of cake when i dont deserve that and questioning if we should even be buying these stupid things #tryin so hard not to go back to calculating how much it costs my family to have me live if it would be easier if the expense werent there #i hate this stupid fucking fight in my honour and name that has only ever made me feel worse for being here #im so fucking tired. i want to cry. i dont have the right to. i worry my mom is where i was this year. i dont know. #i don't want to be here as in- in 2023 in this state of my family and our livelihood. everything just gets worse. i want to be alright... #sui ment #i guess. implied is enough. im ill. #stupid ass kid crying about his parents divorce. i feel like nothing

[lucithecrow]

So fucked that my dad thinks he can be a good dad now. I told him I wanted to go to the aquarium, just offhandly, and now he keeps trying to find time to go.

He's a busy man so it's hard to find time but he's still trying, and it's fucking me up so hard. If you could make time for me, how come you never did it back then? How come now I'm your top priority? How come now you say "I love you" and get me gifts on my birthday? How come you love me now?

#please go back to hating me #hate me #i dont want your love #not anymore #childhood neglect #parental neglect #he got me so many gifts last last christmas #what the fuck is up with that #just get me a rock ever year or so #and call it a day #like before #just treat me the same

[maleyanderevnshowdown]

Male Yandere Showdown List (Draft)

If you have any suggestions for changes, feel free to send me an ask!

Rules:

1. Can only be male yandere characters from indie games

2. Must at least have a demo out

3. One character per game

4. It's all for fun! Be nice, please!

List:

Ren (BTD)

Sunny Day Jack (SWWSDY)

Peter (Your Boyfriend)

Alan (My Dear Hatchetman)

Bo (Dachabo)

Kylar (Degrees of Lewdity)

Z (Favor)

Adam (You and Him)

Friend (See Thru Friend)

Ren (14DWY)

Ezra (Restart Heart)

Cassanova (Cannibal Sweetheart)

Tenebris (Duality)

Sasha (Hopeless Romantic)

Sebastian (Particles of Reality)

Markus (Yandere Island)

Dorian (10:16)

Griffin (Duplicity)

Rook (Cry for Help)

Jakk (Courtin Cowboys)

Nial (Parasite in Love)

Fone (Honey Hotline)

Stalker/Dameon (Broken Colors)

Klaus (Please Don't Hate Christmas)

Devyn (Invite Me In)

Liu (Glass Mind)

Simon (Colored Gaze)

John Doe (John Doe)

Gold (Ai-yo, Kogane-San!)

Ashton (Picture Perfect Boyfriend)

Liev Latane (Pulsatio Cordis)

Eros (Seven Bloody Nights)

#male yandere #male yandere showdown #blanc's announcements #yandere male #swwsdj #colored gaze #pulsatio cordis #picture perfect boyfriend #seven bloody nights #john doe game #ai-yo kogane san #invite me in #glass mind #please dont hate christmas #honey hotline #particles of reality #you and him #yandere island #favor vn #your boyfriend #dachabo #degrees of lewdity #see thru friend #restart heart #14dwy #boyfriend to death #cry for help #cannibal sweetheart #duality vn #helpless romantic