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icallhimjoey · 1 year

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Hand in marriage right now- THAT WAS AMAZING! Honestly I loved it so much, making me go giggle and kicking my feet ugh 😭, do you think there will be a possibility that there will be a part 2?

Love your works so much <3

ok so i obviously left a lot of room there for more, SO FINE here's another part (and if you want more, you're gonna have to let me know because i think i might be able to pull 5 parts out of this if i tried really hard) enjoy! (also pls know that i still feel weird writing wesley) (i have only ever seen pics of him) (thats all) (rewritten 19 nov 2023) Wordcount: 2.2K

Inevitable Sparks

part one - part two - part three - part four - part five

Oh, how the tables had turned.

Where before Wesley was always made to shut up about you, now it was Wesley who had to tell Joe that not everything he'd tell him involved or surrounded you.

"I'm actually not feeling great, I think the sushi I had last night was–" "Did you go for sushi with her?" Joe interrupted. "No..." Wesley narrowed his eyes at Joe. "I went with my dad." "Oh... yea, of course. Do you happen to know– like, does she like sushi?"

Wesley rolled his eyes at his friend who apparently, when it came to you, operated like he was in primary school still.

From a very specific angle, it was cute.

From all the other ways to look at it, it was mostly annoying and frankly a little pathetic, Wesley thought.

You and Joe had only met the one time at your flat, and you'd talked for a little while before you'd mingled with your other friends and had left Joe to join Wesley on the balcony from where he could just stare at you through the window.

You had seen Joe stare. You'd definitely noticed. But you'd also done your very best to pretend you hadn't been aware of it at all.

And Wesley had, to his dismay, seen all of it from up close and concluded that you were both terrible at this.

"I don't know, man. Ask her yourself." Wesley said, hoping to not become the middle man for the two of you, but entirely aware that, he probably already was.

"I would, if you gave me her number..." Joe tried, eyebrows high up on his face, giving his friend questioning eyes.

Wesley laughed, sat up and tried to imitate his friend's face as best he could. "Can you pass her this note to see if she like likes me?"

It was a dig at Joe, but it made him laugh heartily anyway.

"She's taking me to an exhibition tomorrow," Wesley then revealed. "You could book yourself a ticket and tag along, if you want," he shrugged, knowing you wouldn't mind it.

You'd more than not mind it, actually. Wesley was getting this bullshit from both sides.

"No, come on," Joe waved a hand at Wesley, frowning. "I wouldn't want to intrud– what time you guys heading over?" Joe cut in on himself as he'd whipped his phone out to check his schedule, making Wesley shake his head at him.

Joe was an idiot.

Meeting Wesley outside Kensington High Street station, he had let you know he was bringing a surprise, and you'd expected maybe a crunchie bar, or a hot cup of coffee.

You choked on your own spit when you saw him emerge from the station with Joe by his side.

"Joe loves the Design Museum," Wesley said when in your earshot, obviously sarcastic, but all three of you were smiling.

You were all entirely too aware of the situation at hand, but none of you called a spade a spade and just let the truth float in the air in between you.

"Yea? You into ASMR, Joe?" you asked, challenging him slightly.

Joe blinked his eyes and searched for the right words, the noises coming from his mouth a stumbling mess of various vowels.

Obviously, he had no idea what he was in for.

"We'll see, won't we?" Joe eventually replied, and you saw Wesley behind him with a furrowed brow and one corner of his mouth pulled out, shaking his head, and it made you giggle.

And Wesley had been right.

Joe hated every second of the Weird Sensation Feels Good exhibition; an immersive experience where you got to both experience and create ASMR-type visuals and audios.

You lived for this kind of stuff, and had paid for Wesley's ticket after being unable to talk him into tagging along without you getting it for him.

When you'd entered, you'd distanced yourself a little from the boys and wandered from padded space to padded space, soaking up information, learning about how brains worked, what triggers there were and eventually, you sat down at a table that held microphones, headphones and an array of brushes to use.

When you sat down and placed the clunky headphones over your ears, you saw Wesley and Joe wander in.

Wesley immediately gravitated towards an installation of hanging bags holding different substances to squish and grab, all of them meant to be satisfying.

Joe, on the other hand, saw the chair opposite you was empty, and made his way over to sit down.

"Hi," you said softly, smiling, unaware of the volume of your voice since you weren't able to hear yourself.

Joe just smiled and reached for the other pair of headphones to put on.

In front of you were two microphones, and you used a finger to tap at one. You heard nothing, but saw Joe flinch at the sound and it made you chuckle softly.

As playful payback, Joe did the same to the other, tapping it harder than you did, making you laugh louder as the noise of it consumed everything.

You were the first to take a brush, and you swiped it over your own microphone first before moving it to brush at his. Joe ducked his head into his shoulders at the sound and frowned deeply; his whole body cringed and he was quick to push your hand away from his mic.

"Is that meant to relax me?" Joe's angered confusion made you laugh.

You gave it another try, enjoying how strongly Joe reacted to it.

"That's infuriating," he concluded, but took hold of a brush himself, giving it another try at his own microphone, looking at it with disgust painting his features.

"Hate that. Hate it, hate it."

Joe had to take the headphones off.

You were well aware you were in a museum that was meant to solely relax people, but there were giggles stuck in your throat that you couldn't keep in. A blush creeping up your neck towards the apples of your cheeks that you couldn't stop.

Then Joe moved to your microphone, and you were immediately triggered.

Triggered the nice way.

The noise of the soft bristles against the mic sent tingles from your scalp, all the way down your spine, and for some reason, they ended at the backs of your thighs.

Fuck.

That was nice.

Too nice.

It was relaxing, but it was awkward, because this was Joe's doing and he was looking at you, intrigued at the effect it had.

"Is that working?" you could see the smile tugging at his cheeks, and you gave an embarrassed nod.

"Is it actually?" Joe's open-mouthed smile grew.

It was far too intimate a moment for the two of you to be having, Joe holding power over bodily responses you had like that in a public setting with Wesley in the room?

Not okay.

You looked over at Wesley who was then stood at a different headphone station and found him practically drooling as he was listening to something with his eyes closed.

"I think Wesley's too into this," you said as you removed your headphones and pointed, making Joe turn in his seat and suppress a laugh.

"That's... that's not right. Entirely inappropriate. Wesley, mate! Get a room, just for yourself,"

You noticed how every single thing Joe said made you blush and giggle, and you silently scolded yourself for it.

Get yourself together, woman.

You weren't 12 and not everything Joe said was funny.

Be an adult.

A grown up.

Behave.

You were lucky, because Joe hadn't even noticed in the slightest that your ears were glowing.

Oh, he'd noticed the giggles, but he had also been out to get them from you, so it didn't feel overdone.

He also didn't have time to think about what you were thinking, because every time he got close enough to talk to you, his mind ran at a million miles per hour to figure out how to work your phone number into the conversation.

What subtle comment or question could fall from his lips that would have you reach over for his phone to put your number in?

Add to that the fact that this museum held a lot of headphone-wearing and not a lot of room chitchat.

So instead, he settled for enjoying the view of you, for now.

A little while later, you had outstretched yourself on a grey fuzzy art piece that was meant to look like the inside of a brain next to Wesley, both in headphones, looking at a screen.

You were relaxed.

This exhibition was definitely living up to the name of it; it was all weird sensations, and it all felt good.

From across the room, Joe looked at the two of you, and he stared long enough for Wesley to eventually feel his friend's eyes on him.

Wesley furrowed his brow at Joe when they made eye contact, and a silent nonverbal conversation ensued.

He gave his chin a tiny nod upwards, asking Joe what he wanted from him. Joe copied his friend's frown, and nodded his head to the side, meaning for Wesley to move away from you. To make space for Joe.

Wesley looked at you for a second, and you seemed completely enthralled by what you were experiencing.

He decided that Joe wasn't allowed to disturb you.

You hadn't taken Wesley to this exhibition just so Joe could flirt with you, and in that moment, he felt protective over you the way he'd feel protective over a younger sister.

Wesley looked back at Joe and gave his head a tiny shake. It made Joe drop his head and groan in defeat.

Maybe you could go for a coffee after.

Or if he was lucky, a pint or two.

Joe could maybe get your phone number then.

Except he didn't, because the more he thought about it, the more he let his nerves grow until they formed a giant mountain Joe couldn't compete against.

Even when two people got up in a packed tube and you and Joe were quick to snag the seats, Joe still didn't muster up enough courage to casually ask for it.

And so when you had to part ways because you had to change for another line to make your way home, it was a quick simple 'see you later' for Joe, and the quickest of quick hugs for Wesley before you stepped off the train.

Wesley plopped down next to Joe and slapped him hard on the knee.

"Great job mate, glad you got her number," Wesley joked as Joe looked out the window behind him, giving you a small wave as the tube took off and he got a last glimpse of you walking down the platform.

"Just– could you please just give it to me?" Joe pleaded as he turned back to his friend, making Wesley laugh loudly.

"Absolutely not. I've introduced the two of you to each other. I've done my part."

However, what Wesley hadn't anticipated, is that you also needed Wesley's help.

The second you had service on your phone, you couldn't help but text him.

"saw you take a pic of us, i need it", quickly followed by, "for scientific purposes obvs".

The second Wesley had service on his phone, he read your message but waited until he was away from Joe to reply.

Wesley had, in fact, snuck a picture of you sat together on the tube. It was slightly blurry, and you'd both been looking up to check the tube map across from you - unnecessarily so, you both knew where you were going and where you needed to get off.

When Wesley sent the pic, you followed it up with, "give me his number", and Wesley let out the loudest most annoyed sigh he could pull from his lungs.

You were both useless.

He took a minute to think it over. He'd been so adamant he wasn't going to give Joe your number that it almost felt wrong to just hand you his. At the same time, he'd had enough of Joe's pestering and didn't need your harassment added into the mix. So, he thought of something to put all three of you out of misery.

You were zooming in on the blurry photo of you and Joe on the tube, thinking what a terrible photographer Wesley was, but how good the two of you looked together, when suddenly you got a notification.

You'd been added to a group chat called "two halfwits make a whole" and, curiously, the image of it was the one you'd just been staring at.

"What the..."

You opened the group chat and were met with an empty chat screen, Wesley's name and an unknown number at the top.

Joe.

Then a message from Wesley popped up.

"Here you go, idiots"

Followed swiftly by the notice, "Wesley left".

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hypezombies · 11 months

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WHAT IF THE UPSIDE DOWN IS DIVIDED IN TWO: A COLD SIDE AND A HOT SIDE?

Okay so, I was looking at a screenshot of what the Upside Down was like when Henry was sent there in ‘79 and I thought:”The atmosphere definitely used to be hot back then”. We’ll come back to this, but for now take a look at the light. It’s yellow and warm, it’s not the same cold, blue, barely-there, night light we see in the Upside Down after Will entered it.

One thing made me brush this thought away initially and it’s the fact that we’re shown how sensitive to heat the creatures from there are. But in the flashback of Henry ending up in the Upside Down (S4e9), we see that it was already inhabited by Demogorgons and Demodogs.

If we go back to season two, we see how Dart couldn’t even stand the heat emanating from a lamp and ran away/hid from it more than once. And so I thought: even if they used to be able to live in a hot climate, they would have had way too short a time to evolve and adapt to the cold temperature.

If the Upside Down was somehow changed by Will when he entered it, then they would have had less than an entire year to evolve, between Nov 6th ‘83 and Oct 31st ‘84, when Dustin found Dart.

If it was changed somewhere between ‘79 and ’83, it still would have been an incredibly short amount of time, going by our world’s standards. But hey, these are creatures from a fictional alternate dimension, as much as it seems impossible to me, it could actually be.

And then I thought:”Dart only hid/ran when the light was pointed directly above him and there’s a scene of him going outside Dustin’s house in the daylight (under the shade of some trees)”.

So the Demodogs AND Demogorgons (Nancy sees the Demogorgon during the day in Steve’s backyard, in season one, again under the shade of some trees) definitely can stand a certain amount of heat. Yes, they’re more sensitive to it than most creatures from our dimension, but they’re used to living in the dark, so of course they would be. So them being able to live in a hot climate in the past and slowly adapting to a colder one and partially losing their heat tolerance, makes sense.

I rewatched the scenes of the UD in ‘79 and took some pictures (so the quality sucks, so sorry). Let’s look at them before getting to why I thought about the possibility of the Upside Down being sort of divided in two.

We can see red-ish, orangey sky (my camera made everything a lot more yellow than it actually is, idk why); sparks in the air, exactly like the ones that fly out of bonfires; lightings; warm, yellow light everywhere, coming from the ground too. Now, I don't know what could be emitting that light from the ground. Fire? Lava? I don't know, but it’s undeniable how visibly hot it used to be in the Upside Down.

While rewatching season two, I got to the scene in episode five, in which the Lab scientists are showing Owens the samples of the contaminated dirt they took from the farms around Hawkins. When put above a flame, they started floating and spinning around.

Where else have we seen that same behavior? Yes, we’ve seen it with the Mind Flayer (this got me thinking about the hive mind and how the MF particles are probably, somehow, most likely, the same particles that were in the contaminated dirt and could even be everywhere else in the UD. But that’s a whole other thing and I don’t wanna go spiraling down that hole too right now).

So I started thinking about how and why the Mind Flayer behaves the same way as the contaminated ground samples when they are placed above a flame.

We see that he's made of spinning particles in the flashback in S4 (and not only, but we'll get to it). If we think about how the atmosphere was hot back then, then it makes sense for it to be acting the same way as the heated particles in the dirt.

But we also see him act the same way in S2 too, when the Upside Down had already become cold and dark.

But when Will was having the visions and seeing the Mind Flayer, it was initially always accompanied by lighting and a red sky.

(Exactly like the sky from which Henry was falling, when he got sent to the Upside Down and exactly like the sky where he keeps the bodies of his victims in S4, where he didn't want Max to see).

If I think of lighting and red light, I think of heat.

The MF stopped being accompanied by lighting and red sky when he got close to Will: on Halloween night and the day he got possesed.

This is when I thought:"What if only part of the Upside Down is dark and cold and stuck on the night of November 6th 1983? What if somehow everything else is still the same and where Hawkins is, is the only part that changed?"

When the Mind Flayer was far away in Will's initial visions, he had a red sky and thunder behind him. Very similar to the sky where he was when Henry found him (the red sky we see behind the MF in S2 is much, much darker than the orangey one in S4, but you get what I mean). So what if he was still on the "hot side" of the Upside Down and when he entered Hawkins and got close to Will, he entered the "cold side" we all know. And maybe when he did that, he didn't enter it in its entirety. Maybe part of him was still far away, in the "hot side" and that's why it was still spinning on itself.

I mean if we think about it, the Mind Flayer is HUGE, so it can easily stretch for kilometers. And when Will sees it with the dark blue sky, it seems to grow. I think it makes sense for it to be "growing", cause it's coming from a far away place and taking shape in another. When you look at something in the distance, getting closer and closer to you, it does look like it's growing.

This would explain why the particles the Mind Flayer is made of, spin in S2 too.

Now let's look at the official S2 poster.

On the left of the road, we have our world, on the right, the Upside Down. But the sky on this side is two different colors. On the right of the sign and, in perspective, closer to the kids and Hawkins, it's blue. On the left and, in perspective, further away it's red, just like the sky where the Mind Flayer is.

So to recap everything: the Upside Down used to be hotter and brighter than how we get to know it in the first three seasons. Somehow it changed between 1979 and 1983 and became cold and dark. But there's a possibility that not all of it changed and only where Hawkins and the near surroundings are, did. And the Mind Flayer is usually in the unchanged, hot side, of the Upside Down and entered the cold side, (that maybe, possibly Will changed with his powers in S1?) when he got to the UD version of Hawkins, while still partially staying on the hot side.

I most likely just read too much into it and the spinning particles were there only to make us connect the dots with the Mind Flayer, but this was still a lot of fun to think about and I hope at least someone enjoyed reading it :)

#stranger things #stranger things theory #upside down #will byers powers #mind flayer #stranger things vecna

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savrenim · 2 years

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This is the second time I've found somebody who got into the mha fandom from Nov 5 within two days of each other, except yours is a reverse reaction XD That OP was someone who understood all the memes EXCEPT "what is a dabi and why is he touya" when Nov 5th first had Dabi trend above the election and all that happened, the rest of us were dying to know the confusion it caused to the non-mha fans and the poor twitter headline writer who had to wonder why a burnt anime boy was trending that day.

hello anon thank you for making my day other five asks below the cut bc this became a Long Post (ur right it's more.... I try to be as considerate as possible to other people on my dash so I've gotten into the habit of readmores for long posts?)

(2) So thank you for sharing your story, even in the form of an insane chunk of tags lol. Some fics updated before canon reveal actually contain crumbs of canon too just because the author goes back and edits it in, usually names since they can't change the entire fic of course. This is the case for Hawks's name, we used to call him "Takahiro Sora(ta)" after a fic first kickstarted the name. But shortened it because birb + sky. And hawk + word that sounds like "hero"

(3) In Dabi's case, it was whatever name related to spring or autumn the author could find, I've seen Haruka used once. (Because the Todoroki sibs are named after seasons, Touya and Shouto are too but vaguely and I forgot which is which.) Their tags are HUGE and I've read so many fics these past 4-5 years, I'll have to get back to you later because not only do I have so many deadlines, but also have to look through them all again 😭 Once you have canon sorted out, do u wanna hear fandom stories?

(4) You really had to go and choose the only two mha characters (Dabi and Hawks, Aizawa is fine) who caused an absolute RIOT in fandom. In so many ways, but we'll stick to one type for now. Dabi??? We been knew who he was, but it actually wasn't his backstory reveal trending that day, it was his name, which was also revealed 100 chapters ago! Just not connected to him. We got EVERYTHING wrong about his backstory, the single thing we got right was the method which was a beloved fandom dream.

(5) And even then some of the "method" caught us off guard, I won't spoil you but boy am I tempted to ramble cause these are all my favs too lol. Hawks? We got everything RIGHT. But in all the worst ways. Every crack theory we had became canon. Everything we thought about his backstory was severely understated or we were outright tricked into thinking it was something else because of how it was drawn. It does NOT help that these two aren't often written accurate and they LIE a lot. Good luck!

(6) Also I would love to know what your osmosis journey has taught you if you're willing to share, it's always funny I want to see if you fell for the same things we did or even the same things other osmosis readers fell for. It shows just how strong fanon becomes XD I could send a really long ask, but decided to send it in parts so you could hide it under a read more, since it looks like you don't like long posts. Also! I can find canon retellings, but how do you feel about canon set fic?

OKAY SO

funny story with (2) actually I have seen something like this happen in the star wars fandom, specifically with Dooku. I read several fics that referred to him as 'Yan Dooku' and there is so much spinoff material that, like, I went 'shrug even though this doesn't appear in the movies it might as well be true' bc it was in multiple fics. and then was brought up in question whether or not that Was His Actual Name and it had gotten into fandom osmosis enough that it made it onto a wiki page it took quite a while for me to convince myself that no.... no this wasn't actually Dooku's name...... canonically he only had one name...... someone had just picked it up and run with it..........

but that's so fun and funny I love it, good job fandom choosing names, that's great

I mean I Do Not Mind Spoilers, I'm already pretty spoiled for this thing and am only going to learn through fandom osmosis and love fandom stories so if you want to give me The True Story Of Trending/ Method, I would love that

also deeply amused that I picked the two most Fandom Rioting characters to love this is GREAT, I would absolutely love any set-in-canon fics mostly, like, 'alternate universe -- no quirks' doesn't interest me very much bc there's less grounding into the things that I find interesting in the setting, but otherwise p much anything goes

alright so the interesting thing with 'things I learned from osmosis' is that you need to understand that I started out this fandom reading a jjk crossover fic where My Fave Character Gojo Who Has Math Powers That Are Ridiculously Overpowered and this fic was 'Gojo Is Reincarnated As Dabi He Keeps His JJK Powers And Just Gets Dabi's Too And Decides Instead Of Being Responsible For The Whole World He'd Rather Just Fuck Around And Have Fun And Kind Of Accidentally Gets Labelled As A Supervillain For This And Doesn't Care And Is Also Adopting Half Of Class 1-A Bc The Teacher Instinct Never Goes Away' but it means that a whole bunch of things that were from the initial osmosis were like.... me knowing the character Gojo and assuming things were him and not BNHA; it took my a few chapters to figure out that Dabi was actually a character and not just the hero/villain name that they decided to give Gojo throwing him into the universe (and also that all the other characters who appeared were actual characters and not OCs)

but anyways some fun weird osmosis things

I at first thought that everywhere having star wars names was 100% just Gojo having fun naming places. the star wars names have come up enough that I'm pretty sure everywhere does have star wars names. this is so weird to me. like I guess if it's set on earth that's a historical reference not copyright infringement but W I L D

I've gotten used to gay canon pairings in a few things and I did legit think Aizawa and Present Mic were married for a little while. I think that's just a popular ship now but a person can dream

given other ridiculous parentage reveals (mostly Dabi) there are a number of fics where All For One is Izuku's father. I am now, like..... 65% convinced this is a fan theory but am leaving a 35% convinced this is canon

I figured out really quickly that Hawks/Dabi is a popular ship, which, like, good for them it's fun with their backstories but then exactly bc of the backstories and the ship, 100% assumed that 'Hawks goes undercover to try to infiltrate the League of Villains' was a contrived reason for them to interact. at this point I'm 95% sure that no that's an actual canon arc not just a fanfic thing

on the opposite end of the spectrum I am fairly sure that Dabi is not the lead singer of a mcr-style emo/punk/rock band but boy did y'all have me going for that one a lot

cannot tell how much the League of Villains are Misunderstood Poor Little Meow Meows who just want to Change Hero Society and Unfortunately Are Somewhat Willing To Murder To Get There and how much they are murdering psychopaths I think it's the latter but it's funny how many fics they seem a lot more willing to be chill in

also having a hard time telling who is currently dead or not as well as whether canon had a Nomu apocalypse arc and canon itself is now in some horrible everyone-barely-surviving setup or if things are more chill there but I hope y'all are having a good time wherever you are

those are most of the ones that I can think of, the rest of the osmosis has mostly been me picking up what the main events of the first few arcs are, general things about how quirks work, I'm fairly certain the reveal that One For All kills you/ages you at an accelerated rate came late enough bc there are a number of fics that are 'Izuku actually has a quirk!' that does not touch that angst at all but yeah out here having a good time mostly

#my life #bnha

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the-100th-witch · 2 years

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Journal 1? Sep 7th, 2022

Don't know im trying out different things. Maybe journaling on Tumblr will make me more consistent? we'll see

Had a pretty productive morning due to the handymen in my house at 8am lol

been working on making a plan on my goals and learned of themed years rather than new year resolutions or 5-year plans. Even breaking it down to themed seasons. So this autumn (sep, oct, nov) I'm going to be working on self-improvement, studying, and reading.

From there im going to break it down further:

September: Self-improvement

research on: tools to improve my life, habit building, actionable steps for my broad goals, etc etc

I'm hoping this won't overwhelm me and I actually stick to my goals. I tend to try to do too much and get freaked out and then have a bad week and ruin my progress. This way, even if it's only 30 mins of working on self-improvement, im still on track in a way. Not my usual "all or nothing" approach that I accidentally adopted recently lol

Rambling under readmore

i think the lack of routine (from school especially) really threw me through a loop. I honestly think I would have gotten over it quicker if not for a 3-year pandemic (still ongoing obviously but from 2020-2022 of all the confusion and a million other things, that on top of graduating really fucked with my head). I was waiting to finally feel like my normal self again but I don't think that will be happening. I almost have to re-invent myself into a new person bc my old habits/strategies don't work for me anymore.

my biggest issue is energy. I'm so tired all the time and it might be bc of some issues with possible long covid (had it at the beginning of this year and was the first time I actually had it). I noticed that even with proper sleep and diet (during my good months lol I realize I'm not as consistent as I want to be but even during those good months of going to bed at 10:30-11pm and waking up at 5-6am) I can't muster up the energy like i use to. It 100% could also be age on top of long covid, I'm nearly 30 and can't push my body/mind like i use to in college.

i'm eating an apple and having a coffee (my daily routine in the morning) and my work isn't as stressful and i actually enjoy it (with some usual minor headaches that every job has) but after work im just so fucking tired but my brain is still active.

im fixing my diet and trying to re-fix my sleep schedule. I was okay for a couple of months and then I moved back home and now my sleep schedule is back to going to bed at 12am or later. I did have 2 anxiety attacks this week for no reason other than overthinking dumb things. I just can't stop thinking at night for some reason.

Maybe moving back home made me feel like a failure but honestly, i lived on my own during the whole pandemic and circumstances (my friends moving out; one for health reasons and the other wanting to go to school outside the country) and the current inflation of everything not justifying paying high rent pricing. The current renting average in my area is 1300-1500 for a shitty apartment. any lower and I'm in a bad area. A one-bedroom apt is 1380 and a two-bedroom is 1495 like????? WHY IS IT ONLY A $115 DIFFERENCE??? that's not even including all the utilities or extra shit. Obviously, i move in with people but just knowing about the $115 difference pisses me off. This is just one example and there is another that is $350 difference but that's still ridiculous between a one bed and a two bed apartment...

i want to save up to move out of state so it doesn't make sense for me to move out unless my mother becomes 100% unbearable which she is 50% there right now... but i think I have to stick it out for a year or 2 bc I'm not dealing with strangers and high rent when I'll just move in a year or two for possible grad school or just to get the fuck outta Cali. Idk I'm just rambling now but we'll see.

#personal #journal entry?#who knows if ill keep up with this #im just venting and word vomiting #this is the shit i think about at night when i need to be sleeping lmao

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armor-month-2021 · 2 years

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Hello and welcome!

This is a fan held event for fans of the characters Arthur and Morgana Pendragon from BBC Merlin and related Arthurian mythos. The event is open to all to participate (shipping these two characters is not a requirement in order to participate) and runs for five weeks starting November 28th, 2021 and running until January 1st, 2022.

Each week has a list of possible prompts to choose from (more on this down below). In order for your work to be accepted for the event and shared here on our blog it only must relate to Arthur and Morgana in some way, and by no means has to be intended as romantic, for us to consider it for the event. Likewise, the prompts serve as a starting point for you to start brainstorming ideas; you do not have to follow them to a tee if you would prefer not to. Also feel free to mix and match prompts between weeks. You don’t even have to post content related to the specific prompts of the week during that same week. As long as you tag your posts with #armormonth2021 we will reblog your work to share with others; there are no deadlines. Ultimately, we want this event to be welcoming to everyone in our fandom so we will be accepting all sorts of creations. Fics, fanvids, fanart, gifsets, graphics, playlists, headcanons, etc. are all welcome. Even your WIPs if they relate, we welcome you to share!

The prompts: As mentioned above, the prompts are just a starting place for you to get ideas. Feel free to run with them however you like and pick and choose whichever ones you feel drawn to. They are not listed in any particular order and nor do works related to any specific prompt have to be posted on a certain day of the week. Feel free to post your work whenever you would like. Just make sure to tag it with #armormonth2021 so we see it and can share it here on this blog.

Week One (Nov 28 - Dec 4):

The moment you shipped them

Favorite romantic scene and/or bantering moment

Favorite relationship trope

Favorite BBC Merlin quote

Pendragon siblings

Week Two (Dec 5 - 11):

Favorite quote from an outside source

Morgana’s visions of Arthur and/or Arthur being protective of Morgana

Other Arthurian books or films’ portrayal of their relationship

Rivals/Enemies (to Lovers?)

Something based on your favorite fic, headcanon, fanvid, etc.

Week Three (Dec 12 - 18):

Favorite parallel

A quote from an Arthurian novel that relates

Modern/Reincarnation au

Friends to Lovers

The Lady and the Champion

Week Four (Dec 19 - 25):

An Arthurian Legend au

Something holiday inspired

Archetypes (ex. The Once and Future King, the Witch in the Woods)

A song that makes you think of them

Alternative ending to the show

Week Five (Dec 26 - Jan 1): Free Week - create whatever you feel inspired to!

It is our hope that you will join us in celebrating these characters throughout the month. We look forward to seeing your creations!

Also, if you have any questions feel free to message us. This is our first time hosting something like this, so we'll try to do the best we can. ❤

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I’m gonna start this off by saying that I’m not an anti, promise, I love these two 🙏🏼 but here is the thing... this fandom has me really confused lately... like t talking about z so much.. if we look at their past behavior this doesn’t indicate a relationship, quite opposite actually... they are private people and know that everything gets blown up about them. If they still have the same values and would currently date again/fix their problems, they would keep it as low as possible, especially since they have the opportunity at the moment (spending time and noone exposing them on/from set)... in the interview he references zs help like he did in 2016/2017... what he said about her is nothing new and the fact that they talk about each other so openly just tells me that it isn’t romantic at the moment... none of them have ever talked about romantic partners publicly before and they keep stressing that they have no intentions of changing that... (btw esquire reached out to people around tom not just z, that says absolutely nothing about their relationship status) ... like why is this fandom so excited about this??? If ghey wouldn’t talk about each other would be waaay bigger tea....???

Keeping in mind that whatever the problem of their relationship was, they couldn’t fix it by spending time together... they chose to break up even though they spend the next two months traveling and doing press together....if being more public would have solved the problem they could have fixed it back then but clearly that wasn’t their issue...

It just confuses me lately...like i said earlier... if they would be tight lipped about each other... that would be tea...

(Wow this turned into a rant sorry, I just had to say this 😅)

Your opening disclaimer is interesting.... 😏

"I'm not an anti, BUT..."

It sounds so much like:

"I'm not a racist, BUT..." (then the person goes on to insert all kinds of racist comments to follow) 🥴

Anyway, whew chille... your ask was all over the place lol, but I'll try to tackle it.

Firstly, idk why you're so confused Anon. Tom & Z have always talked about each other.... even back in 2017 and beyond. They can't AVOID talking about each other forever lol. 😆 Even when they were dating and hiding it they were still talking about each other. So I'm not sure I'm seeing your point? 🤷🏾‍♀️

Are you saying you think they were dating when they WEREN'T talking about each other lol? 😄 So...I guess back in Nov/Dec 2020 you must have REALLY thought Tom and Z were dating huh? 😆 THAT was what had you convinced? Not talking about each other? Hmm... interesting.

Anyway, I'm not sure what you're trying to say, but they HAVE been VERY private about (even their "friendship" with) each other. They have been filming in Atlanta for like 3+ months, and we STILL have yet to see them post a selfie or a group photo of the cast back on set, or even just hanging out in their down time! And we KNOW they hang out, coz Tom already spilled those beans, and so did Jacob lol. 😄 Oh, and so did that Thanksgiving chef.

Maybe we'll get smthg later on, but for right now, everyone has been extremely quiet about SM3 filming.

Tom will post IG stories of him with Harry, him goofing off with Rachel in the hair and makeup chair, working out with Jack in his basement gym, etc..... But yet, NOTHING with his two "besties" Jacob and Zendaya. Kind of odd behavior for "just friends" don't you think? 🤪

Re: Your Last Statement About Relationships...

Idk how much experience you've had with adult relationships, but sometimes a breakup can actually be a GOOD thing. And in some cases, is absolutely necessary in order to maintain some semblance of a future relationship, or peace.

A breakup isn't necessarily a sign that two ppl DON'T love and care for each other. Sometimes two ppl actually need time APART (NOT TOGETHER) in order to "fix" whatever issues they may be having, or in order to have a different perspective, mature somewhat, work on themselves, etc.

Zayn and Gigi broke up like at least 3 or 4 times (from what I can remember lol), but they've gotten back together and started a family. Ross Lynch and Jaz Sinclair also broke up, and are now back together and are stronger than ever. ❤

So I'm sorry Anon, but I really don't see your points. 🤷🏾‍♀️

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