#she doesn’t like physical touch

[jancysmixtape]

I don’t understand how anyone can say Wednesday didn’t like Tyler. She chose to go to the dance with him, she INITIATED their first kiss and SMILED at him. Then even after finding out he was the Hyde, she still said he was her type. It’s canon that she liked him. 😭

#wednesday x tyler #wednesday addams #wednesday #tyler galpin #weyler #wyler #it’s all CANON #it’s so rare for Wednesday to romantically like someone #she doesn’t like physical touch #but she kissed Tyler first #she only smiled a few times this season #but she smiled at Tyler after kissing him #then kissed him again #they’re going to be endgame #I can feel it #enemies to lovers excellence #forbidden romance #so many good tropes #ahhh i love them

[lokittystuckinatree]

2 months later almost to the day and I’m still literally sobbing into my pillow about the Shakespearean tragedy that was Sylki

#I’m a strange mix of pissed and heartbroken and frustrated and confused and bitter and bittersweet #it’s like my own breakup #Sylki #now I’m seeing people argue that Sylvie doesn’t love Loki back anymore or even in the first place???? really???? #it’s in written and live interviews that she LOVES him like no one she’s ever known #by the end of season 2 she is emotionally glued to him the way she was in season one #is Lokis love of her more obsessive and codependent and unconditional to the point of being unhealthy? #yes. #does she still love him as deeply as someone with her level of attachment and trust issues and stunted emotions physically can? #yesssss #stop the mental gymnastics #they just have realistic attachment styles #and she needs to be warmed up to opening herself and her life and heart to people and coaxed into a relationship like a feral cat #while Loki glomps onto anyone that shows him affection like a touch starved baby monkey #I feel like the only one who freaking GETS them

[moomsine]

guys i just realized that when nathan wakes up from his trance and like jolts up, gabriel and annalise are already holding hands 😭 like by the time nathan reaches for gabriel his other hand is already holding annalise’s they started holding hands while she was still extracting the poison from nathan. just gimme me a minute

#they are literally in love your honor #i do not make the rules #but they are #the bastard son & the devil himself #annalise obrien #gabriel boutin #nathan byrne #cause like who do you think reached for who #did annalise ask for his support or did he just offer it #gabriel honestly probably reached for her #he loves physical touch it’s his love language 1000% #but annalise is learning that gabriel will be then when she reaches #so maybe she did #idk i just think #their dynamic is beautiful in and of itself #i hope we get a season 2 that grows it #and doesn’t hold itself down to the books like i’m hearing it hasn’t so far #anyway #nabrielise for the win #nabrielise

[lvstharmony]

cuddling with your mum is therapy

#especially when she doesn’t like physical touch

[runningatypufullspeed]

WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason

#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad #NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE #IT. IT IS. THAT BAD #IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE #ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and #there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally #after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite #so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just #it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim #now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story #AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny #a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking #where is bros melanin 😭 #I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker #I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling #also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies. #and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book #then I can move on to the movies 🥰 #but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of? #actually not really now that I think about it #I have my own reasons. #TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE #my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts #I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design… #she was white there too. terrible #it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on #ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE

[swordmaid]

something about how brienne tries so hard to appear as stoic and nonchalant in the outside (how different characters perceive her) but she actually is sensitive to a lot of things and how she just internalises it like …………

#🫠🫠🫠🫠 thinking about how she always tries to hide her smile . or hide her tears . or hide if she’s feeling nervous etc . #she can never freely express her own emotions out of fear or being mocked . and it’s the same with how she feels towards someone #where she’s just used to loving from the outside and just doing stuff FOR them and not expecting anything else done to her #screaming into the wall #I guess this is also why I’m not a fan of that take where jb won’t happen but they’ll know there’s love between them but it’s not acted on #like it’s some symbolism or whatever. like yeah I get it romantic love doesn’t depend on the actions made but it’s also like #you have a character that’s been so used to suppressing everything she feels and who actually craves acknowledgement and she wants physical #touch but you’re just denying it for the sake of said Symbolism. like it’s cruel to me that she’ll never get that kind of resolution #just because it’s more symbolic that she doesn’t ????????????????????? I’m too much of a bri stan for this 🙄 #and not to mention . said character who thinks that her touches are repulsive to other people and then u don’t want her to be touched #by someone who actually cares about her ? ok ……

[rowanhoney]

if one thing is guaranteed I will bawl my eyes out any time I finish a series

#this time was halt and catch fire #which doesn’t feel like the kind of show I’d cry over #but like I said it’s basically guaranteed #people think I’m soooo soft and sweet and wholesome. lost track of the amount of times I’ve been called wholesome #and then people get to know me and they’re like wow she’s heartless and ruthless and idk if she has feelings at all #and then people who reeeaaaally know me know that I’m a mess who can’t process stuff quite right and I’m super sensitive #and I need a hug 90% of the time but don’t try to hug me cos I’m weird abt physical touch

[nat-of-personifs]

Withdrawal

Foundation feels Overseer Two’s body heat through the three layers separating them: her sweatpants, comfortable to work through the night, and the personification’s long-sleeved gray polo under the lab coat she’s forgotten to take off. The shirt was tailored to fit like a second skin—the scars underneath are security hazards, and even she isn’t allowed to see them—but there’s space between her stomach and the fabric now, shifting when she moves.

She sits on the floor, back against Two’s leg, arms wrapped around legs pressed against her middle. The warmth is superficial. She makes the most of it.

She shudders. Yawns in the middle. She hasn’t been this tired in centuries, and this is the only place where she has a chance of staying awake. Looks up at Two’s desk, compares the stack of paper to her right to the one on the left, and leans harder against her.

“I’m trying, Ira.”

The words and the use of the pet name Overseer One gave her almost jolt her back to her usual awareness. She straightens her spine and tilts her head back, fitting the back of her neck to the bend of her knee. It’s not comfortable, but it’s the easiest way for her to make eye contact without losing the warmth. It soothes the constant static where the roots of her hair end, too, but she’s too tired to smile.

Distantly, she remembers she’s not supposed to be so… physical. One stopped tolerating it once she reached her teens.

The place in her chest where his voice lives is empty.

Two shows her the file she’s looking over with one hand and runs fingers through her hair with the other, sending clumps of blonde strands to the dark floor. “I’m not going home for at least a month. I promise.” A forced smile, for her sake. Her Overseers have promised many things to her; less than half are fulfilled.

“Don’t go home at all,” she blurts, suddenly fearful, then digs her nails into her coat when she realizes what she’s said. “No, I’m sorry, I don’t mean that—“

But she does. Two has been her replacement lynchpin since One’s breakdown, and she’ll unravel completely without her. She squeezes her legs with her arms, checks that they’re still solid. There are exactly twelve people in this world she can’t hope to control. She’s not going to act like she can.

“He’s going to come back, Ira,” she says, whispers, like it’s their secret. “Our researchers are working. Day and night.”

Foundation knows that well. She, and Site-17, made sure of it themselves. But she’s shivering now, because it’s One’s paperwork Two has taken on and it hurts when she’s not working on it.

She nudges her leg again instead of talking.

“What’s wrong?” then Two corrects herself, which is also wrong. “Other than the obvious.”

This is obvious. The more of his work Two completes, the warmer she’ll feel, and the less stressed One will be when he comes back. She fights the irritation trying to show in her voice and returns to somewhat-professionalism, discounting the touch: “His absence hurts, and it helps me when you work, Overseer.”

Two barely conceals her sigh—something wet and cold enters the emptiness—but she does what she asks, and Foundation returns her head to its former position. One never complained about this, even internally. The ache intensifies.

#more of this au #the Ira brainrot #probably gonna be writing a lot of Another Time crossover so #Ira and Aaron #that’s the tag #scp fandom #scp foundation #scp #O5-2 #sophia light #we were talking about fluff it shows #Ira being soft and the overseers acting like her parents is my new Thing #doesn’t mean she doesn’t scare the shit out of me though #I feel physically incapable of writing in anyone’s POV but hers #she’s kinda #she’s kinda touch starved #personifposting #NTJ #OTJ

[youmearepeaches]

my total admiration for nurses and caretakers. I’ve spent a couple of days taking care of my grandma because my aunt and mom are on holidays and I ended up crying out of frustration

#like i take care of her sometimes but not usually the heavy stuff like hospital admitions and stuff #it’s just so much work? and I’m physically and emotionally exhausted #she’s old and i adore her because she basically raised me #but fuck it’s hard to deal with someone who doesn’t listen and want things exactly the way she wants them and won’t accept other options #I’m just really frustrated right now after spending 1 hours between calls because she touched something on the tv and it didn’t work #i ended up sobbing and with a little mealtdown and my cousin managed to fix the issue via phone call #i feel weak and a failure but i mentally need a break agter yesterday #it breaks my heart but I can’t spent more than a few hours with my grandparents without ending up being very very frustrated #which makes me feel like I’m an ungrateful bitch #anyway i don’t have any more energy today and it’s not even 1pm #i wish i could call someone to give me a hug and hold me while i cry for a bit #but i feel guilty about bothering the few friends i have so yeah #im gonna pour my feelings in a tumblr post like i used to do 10 years ago lmao

[enavant]

i missed the dash hug train earlier but on the same note as my last hc post, j’isu is high up on physical affection with people she cares for or gets to know closer. she just loves being close n touchy

all that’s to say, she gives amazing hugs, not too tight not too loose the kind that is specifically tailored to each person as if she knows exactly how you’d want to be held. emotional support catte uwu also she smells amazing n she’s warm so that’s a plus

#[ she just ( clenches fist ) loves being physically affectionate ] #[ if u tell her u hate it she’ll back off but also she kinda usually has a sense for who does n doesn’t like physical touch ] #[ also for her children / siblings u kno that scene from stitch where the big sis just lays on lilo n says gravity is increasing #jisu does that !!! she rly does ] #━━ ❥ headcanons »

[ceruleanmage]

telling people “oh yeah im writing a book!!” except i haven’t touched the doc in many, many days

#writing #this post is more or less a joke #see look. #been exhausted so it’s fair. rest is important #I get is hung up over the idea that this can be done quickly… which is just… so untrue #for different people at least #some people can write a book in a year. some people wrote multiple books a year #and some people write one book in five years #so on and so forth #what is possible for some isn’t always possible for others #i saw a post from an author i really love and she said when she used to write six hours a day as practice #like after school she would lock herself in her room and write/plan/outline. rinse and repeat #and for a moment i was left in complete awe. but also complete envy #I told myself i was inadequate because I don’t do that. I’ve never done that #and the truth is that that’s simply not possible for me #I physically cannot focus on something like that unless it’s a hyper focus which happens only occasionally #even if it’s something I truly love and enjoy. I am not able to do that #but that doesn’t make me any less of a writer. taking longer does not mean your work is invalid #not writing every day doesn’t mean you’re not a writer #so yes. even if i haven’t touched my doc in a week. I am still writing a book #mage monologues

[scionshtola]

good morning. i made myself sad already today thinking about how between leaving vestra and reuniting with aeran in karth mirren did not have anyone to hug

#or like any kind of touching in kindness/love for years… #bc of the combination of her aversion to touch unless she considers them close and her unwillingness to let ppl be close to her #and her aversion is like part natural aversion. part bc she holds herself away from people. #and part bc she doesn’t like to see how ppl react to her touch (which is why the first clio meeting was so important!) #and though she usually does not like it that much she does sometimes. want it. from ppl she cares about. u know? #so being reunited with someone she already has a close relationship with!! who is generally very affectionate/physically affectionate #i wonder how long it took them to get back to that. like if they had to work up to the way they are in episode 1 physically #i mean i mostly wonder about aeran lol. if he was like careful. had to work up to it for a while #on mir’s part she probably took a bit to get used to it again #if you made it through these tags ilu #oc: mirren sero #just us #for the tags lol #i need a text post tag

[lilgynt]

obligatory dad i will beat the shit out of you if you put ur hands on my mom moment

#personal #just broke up a fight then put my dad down for bed with a whole lecture #but definitely a moment #i think forcing them to let go of each other was more emotionally than like #more emotional for me #idk sternly talking to my father #anyway i didn’t tell him but i did tell my mom next to him in a normal speaking voice #if he gives you any issues call me if he touches you yell and i’ll fucking take care of him #then emphasized to him again my mom needs to sleep for both their sakes or else she’s gonna attack him #he cannot talk to her touch her he doesn’t have to sleep but he can’t bother her #and then left but i heard him talking to her so i came in and was like #why do i hear you talking to her? no talking no touching. let her sleep. if i hear it again i’ll come in again. then left #oh and mentioned how my mom has to be awake in four hours and i have to been awake not to long after we need to sleep #anyway i don’t like talking to him like that bc like #a lot of this isn’t his choice his brain is actively fighting him and making him like he is #and good news we’re getting someone to stay with us sunday and physical therapist coming in tomorrow to help dad #a lot of this isn’t his choice but there’s only so much my mom and i can do 24/7 #i hope my mom knows i’m not kidding about that like #not in a weird way but also ma’am he’s just some guy who beat me as a kid most days and ur my mom for better or for worse #like that’s genuinely not asking a lot #i mean kinda fucked up old dude with dementia but like i know him and he had it coming and if he puts his hands on my mom etc etc #and i mean mostly i just want him safe and comfortable i don’t want to upset him or hurt him #but like if he tries it honestly probably won’t even be hard to just keep him down #he might still have a decent amount of muscle mass over so can’t ignore that but also he’s an elderly blind man #and i outweigh and am taller than him #like not gonna say oh easy peasy cause he does have a decent amount of strength left but pretty sure i can keep him down or kick his ass

[awek-s-archived]

not to be hateful bc ik these things can’t be helped if they’re so contagious but im thinking if my mom understood that no means no i wouldn’t have gotten the flu in the first place especially considering the myriad of other health issues i have that are making this one generic illness rly hard on me lmao

#she insisted on kissing my head and not covering her mouth when she coughed #and she coughs rly violently anyway bc she’s a smoker #so it got worse w the flu #and I TOLD her pls don’t touch me when ur sick bc I WILL get it. like I had covid twice in the past and it was hell #and she was like u don’t love me anymore :/// and kept saying shit like that so I felt guilty and let her kiss my head goodnight #the next morning I had the flu lol #she’s always like this like she straight up doesn’t think ‘no’ applies to her esp when it comes to her kids #i hate physical contact that isn’t from rly close trusted ppl and I hate it from family especially but she forces it and it always puts me #into huge panic mode like I feel like scrubbing my skin w bleach it doesn’t matter if it’s a hug or even a pat on the back I hate it #anyway wow #FNSKFNSN #my mom is .. fine.. like I can handle it most of the time but I’m feeling rly especially annoyed by this today #bc I knew it wld happen and it’s the third night in a row where #i have fever symptoms and I can’t function like this it literally hurts so badly lmao #aweks.txt

[moteldogs]

I need one of those reactive dog vests with the warning patches and everything. don’t pet me I bite

#currently in the ears-back and eye-whites-showing stage of Don’t Like This #turns out living with someone means they touch you. all the time #I guess in the 3 months that my girlfriend was away I forgot that she’s very physical and doesn’t pick up nonverbal cues well #and somehow I didn’t think about how living in a 10x10 room with somebody who is deadset on touching me and doesn’t always take no well #is maybe an actual circle of hell for me. like I’m pretty sure I’ve had this nightmare before #I don’t want 2 wake up to your hands on my stomach because ‘your fingers were cold’. turn the fucking heat up. jesus #when I’ve been moving your hands off me all day and freezing up every time you get close #I get that I’m being unreasonable and she’s not doing anything wrong I just get overdefensive of my space #anyways. it’s fine

[chryzure-archive]

chrysi and mordred will ALWAYS ride on the same horse. it doesn’t matter if there’s enough horses for chrysi to have her own. she likes to sit in front of him and have his arms around her while he controls the reins + she’ll lean her head back against his chest and listen to his breathing.

#memorie.txt #s.chrysimordred #the fact that chrysi loves physical touch vs the fact that i (her creator) hate it is… very funney #i think chrysi jst likes to be close to ppl physically since she doesn’t let many of them close to her emotionally #but idk. i have another headache (shocker) so i’m not going to state that as part of her canon