#she was quiet but very nice

[pillarsalt]

last night had a dream I met a short alt girl with a pink buzzcut and no eyebrows, and her name was Turkey Cinnamon.

#she was quiet but very nice #the person I was with was like 'turkey cinnamon? is that you?' and she was like 'oh hiiii'

[tricoufamily]

a current day nils and a 90s college student nils who's way too intense about his internship walk into a bar

#hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nils hiiii 💗🤭 #let me get my important tags out of the way so i can write you a novella in the rest of them #ts4 #ts4 cas #ts4 edit #the sims 4 #nils #i've been exploring his character 🏃‍♂️ #his full name is nils pelletier he's from canada originally he went to nyc for college and stayed there forever #he didn't grow up with much but he was really good at school so he got a scholarship and he was very very determined to become rich #he interned at frankie's dad's company and was offered a full time position after he graduated yayy you made it. i guess :| (evil company) #he's always been very stern very serious very quiet he's never had many if any friends. he was a deeply unhappy child #his parents weren't even bad they're nice and supportive and tried their best #he was married and has one son but he hasn't been married for a while. i don't know if it's divorce or death or what yet #it was the first girl he ever had a relationship with and he was also her first relationship #a very dull marriage but again not a bad one. she was nice and supportive and tried her best #it seemed like it was what they were supposed to do. get married and have a child bam done you did what was expected congrats #they barely ever even argued it was just. well loveless seems a harsh word. and 'well they were friends at least' seems untruthful #anyway he often has to be frankie's handler because frankie's dad is his boss and he does what he's told always #frankie's really difficult though

[moeblob]

Ananza realizing that Deacon's mom was a devoted follower of hers THEREFORE that's her son now, too! And she will dote on him and love him and never pick on him like all the other deities tend to do. That's her precious little boy who lives in another city and rarely gets to see her!

#my characters #deacon gets mocked for being weird by every other deity but her and ymber (though he does think hes a TAD weird) #and ananza is like NOPE THATS MY LIL BOY !!! I LOVE HIM! and after deacon and ymber leave from their visit #she gets all huffy with fulj because YOU COMPLAINED ABOUT DEACON SO MUCH ??? my sweet lil angel? #and fulj just what - hey wait - did we meet the same person? sweet lil angel? #also for if you care cause i definitely do #ananza is like hmmmm since thats my son now i HAVE to give him something but .... ymber is so protective.... #and then she is like OH YEAH ! ohime said deacon recognized my dance ! #then she is like deacon please come dance with me i formally request a dance come here away from him please here hey #and since deacon is a nice guy hes like ok but i cant really dance well and shes just noooo worries! #and then as they dance she slowly gets him away from ymber and after they are at a decent distance she just #takes his hands in hers and then FWOOSH there's a bunch of wind and deacon is left speechless like ??? what was that? #and so then she is so proud to say that while ymber placed a very PASSIONATE blessing on him she did no such thing! #it is a simple blessing for him since hes like a son to her and hey it might not make you immune to stuff like drowning #but if you are ever in combat which i hope you arent then you will be super duper agile and quiet #and so hes like oh thats pretty cool actually! hey wait what did you mean by passionate hey what #but then the super light footsteps actually are not simply for combat and now hes just a very tall quiet guy #and since he cant remember faces if he sneaks up on someone and they say AGAIN? HOW ARE YOU SO QUIET? hes just #im sorry i didnt mean.... to.... do that.... again.............. (whomst is this and how many times did i spook them) #and ymber is just really happy that thank goodness his blessing and ward act as a GPS and so at least HE knows when deacon is nearby #and fulj is like i hate him even more now did you know he nearly gave me a heart attack like two hours ago ??? this is a crime against me #anyway ananza and deacon are just cute together and hes her precious lil son!

[carmenlire]

rewatching the first episode of bloodhounds and the instant connection between gunwoo and woojin has struck me all over again! I adore that gunwoo just genuinely loves boxing. This hobby-turned-passion may have started to protect his mother but it’s something he finds such solace and joy in. He truly embodies the heart-of-a-boxer mentality that he mentions on the rooftop.

You can see gunwoo be a little taken aback at the showmanship of woojin. I’d like to put a little bit of intrigue there too because it’s so different to his own serious, by-the-book style. And then after the match, when gunwoo is waiting outside the locker room and his puppy energy is just off the charts!!! he says that everyone else left :( but I think he secretly he was just waiting for woojin. And he is so eager and woojin is just staring at this kid like what the fuck? shouldn’t he be annoyed at this rookie who KO’d him? but nah how could he be when it’s so glaringly obvious that the kid loves boxing for boxing’s sake and he’s such a sweetheart.

so they get dinner!! at the barbecue buffet!! and it’s at this part that woojin’s interest is well and truly piqued. He wants to know more about gunwoo and his rapid-fire questions are his way of getting the information. the two of them bond and i gotta love sangyi’s and dohwan’s  chemistry because you can literally see their friendship come together, that bond unbreakable.

And then the next morning! I could write an entire thesis about that first morning after the match! Gunwoo immediately calls his new friend woojin and woojin answers and even when he’s so tired and he doesn’t understand just why gunwoo would go to the gym, he still picks up the phone and his little amused-- and already so fond!!!!-- “gosh, you’re so clingy in the morning” is immediately nullified whenever he tells gunwoo to come over! 

and i love that woojin rapidly and without missing a beat understands and reworks his potential first impression of gunwoo. you can literally see him decide that “idk how this kid has managed this long without me but now i’m here and i’m not letting anything hurt him.”

and just the moments later-- their married couple ass bickering the second time they go to the buffet with hyunju before they are once again a united front as they both bicker with her! 

the montage after the devastation of Episode Six-- the way gunwoo so totally loses it all, his driving need to save his hyung, the way he carried woojin’s drunk ass to bed the night before (and if i hc that woojin wasn’t as drunk as it showed? that maybe there’s a conversation that happens in that moment?). his sheer relief. the way that in the wake of everything falling to pieces, they have each other and nothing will ever come between them-- the way they’re stronger than ever.

and don’t even get me started on their time in the granddaughter’s apartment?! it’s so obvious??? the way she tells them not to be creepy old men and they’re so confused but as soon as they realize what she’s alluding to, their faces wrinkle in disgust and they’re like “lmao wtf absolutely not u don’t have to worry about that” the way they’re talking one morning and??? they don’t realize she’s in the room???? and that’s because she was ON THE TOP BUNK AND THAT NECESSARILY MEANS THAT THEY SHARED THE BED ON THE GROUND FLOOR BECAUSE HOW ELSE WOULD THEY NOT KNOW SHE SLEPT THERE??????????????

#i'm going to write a fic and it's going to be titled the heart of a boxer #i want to see them in those quiet moments of the show #i want to see them happy and secure post canon #i KNOW that gunwoo's mom sees more than she lets on and she's very happy for her son #they get married idc and the granddaughter makes a joke that she knew all along #i wanna see woojin get jealous of someone flirting with gunwoo bc his man is so oblivious #i want to see them with kids #they make a nice little fortune boxing for a few years #and the rich guy i forget his name #he gave them a lot more money than the show said #and they keep that connection #because him and his cousin weren't kidding when they were drunk and said they have to take care of these kids #man i love woojin and gunwoo #bloodhounds #bloodhounds kdrama #my writing tag #fic ideas

[keeps-ache]

every now and then something in my brain turns on and oh hello information i didn't know i had stored! where've you been !

#doodles #sona #sometimes i have. a brain #at inconvenient times but still Hfbshf #//geez it's loud in here i gotta go ffvfvh #why are you playing your music so loud.................... #it tastes like tortilla chiops.... i'm sorry.................................... #sometimes quiet music is like a bad itch and then sometimes louad music is like. getting smacked on the shoulder over and over #i can't just Ignore it lolll #/alright well i've lost my brain anyway so; this is a new song hello #i don't like this one so much.. it's okey tho :) #i like the one where the singer seems to say 'pretty' in an odd way #so it sounds like 'pdiddy' but she says it very nicely hfshv #it's a good noise :3 #oh we're on the usual playlist okay #the mariachi squad is back. alright alright #'mariachi squad' Alright hfbshfvsd #they're on a stage n such. and it's like 30 guys. i know not much more than that hfsh #i like the harp................. #oh and it's a live recording #bing bing bing bing bing bing bing bing bing [<- geetar] #//guitar looks like GweeTar and i have a sibling that hates when i say it like that Lmao #Geetar. Gweetar. Qwiz. Qiz. you see what i mean #//anyway i totally forgot what i was posting kbsk #so. this is one reason i don't go into details w/ my projects usually lol #like yea it's Relevant but is it Worth it hfbvshd #but ye it's loud in here.. bbbbye :3

[july-19th-club]

me age seven being sat down in front of the school’s district child psych lady and being given strange, simple spatial puzzles to solve and then long, complicated worksheets and hammering my way through them at the speed of light while having zero comprehension what their purpose was or why i was here: this is urgent! i have to get a good grade in Weird Puzzles, Or Else, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,

#kjalkjsdalkjasdl mrs button was a nice lady but not one adult in my childhood ever seemed to notice what to me now seems like #a pretty obvious case of the autisms #then again maybe they just didn't look as hard unless it was *really* obvious back then . it was like. what. 2000? a couple years later #everybody was talking about autism but not when i was six or seven then it was usually just when it was Very Visible #a couple years later my cousin who's more visibly on the spectrum than me got her diagnosis so young that she's pretty much always had it #which is...well i think it's just made her life difficult in a different way. people underestimate her or don't treat her like she's her age #but then she's always had the opportunity to get accommodations and people are sometimes more forgiving when she can't do something #whereas i got labeled 'kid that should be ahead of the game' from a pretty young age and then when i struggled adults either ignored it #or it was just a huge hassle to them and even i could see it exasperated them to have to work around me #but because mrs button (nice lady but what were you thinking) hadn't told them to treat me like a kid with a developmental disorder #they didn't do that in good OR bad ways . so i never got any accommodations with school stuff i struggled with which was a fair bit #i wasn't supposed to need extra testing time in a quiet room or tutoring with math or help organizing my abysmally scattered things #the only time i DID get that was in sixth grade when i was sort-of friends with this kid jonathan who was Very On The Spectrum #he wasn't really a talker unless it was about whatever he was reading which suited me fine so we just kind of existed in each other's space #and his TSS was this very smart and nice lady who had clearly clocked that Something Was Going On With Me and even though it wasn't like #her JOB she made a little bit of time for me. mostly with emotional stuff (i think i was under the impression she was a therapist?) #but if i had some problem with being unable to keep friends or being frozen out by the kids i wanted to be liked by (happened often) #she'd be able to just like. be there she'd make the time . wish i could remember her name

[aropride]

im so fucking tired it's unreal i dont want to Do anything i just want to lie in bed for the rest of my life.

#text #trying not to think about how fucked i am if i fail this semester. w hich is looking likelier and likelier with every missed assignmetn #also apparentlyu my gov professor sent ellen a rly nice email sayinfg that she could tell im trying and that she appreciates that #and she emaield me saying smiliar and. :(((<3 god. #guy who cries really hard when authority figures are kind towards him #i need to just. get stuff done i need to just keep trying #but im so so exhausted #i want to go to sleep but its room check week and idk if my RA is doing room checks Tonight or later this week #i dont want to be in here when they do them bc im anxious #but i dont want to be in public either #and i cant be outaide bc its very cold. #well ig i could but i wouldnt be able to be on my puter bc my fingers would get so cold you understand #i need to find a dark quiet private room to hang out in that isny my room and theres nobody else in there

[isfjmel-phleg]

This is a personal post.

If I had a nickel for every time I visited a particular family from church and yelped aloud in the middle of a prayer because their dog licked me unexpectedly while my eyes were closed, I'd have two nickels etc.

It's really embarrassing the second time around.

#random personal stuff #this is the first Sunday I've been back at this church in a while #and I understand completely why the church I was originally going merged with this other larger one #it's a good church and everyone seems very nice #but now every Sunday I go there it is the most socially stressful thing #and I miss our smaller more intimate group #I don't know how to talk to most of these people and 99% of the time it's conversations I can't contribute to #so everyone's all 'why is she so quiet and hard to get to know' #and I feel bad for being bad at humaning #there's no good solution for this I am just very tired of everything

[donaviolet]

SOOOOO I was supposed to go on a movie date last week but my bf slept til noon and missed the time because he forgot to set up an alarm so we had to change it for today 💀

B U T this time it worked!! And since I came a bit earlier to the mall I had some time to take a look at the bookstore near the cinema and LOOK WHAT I FINALLY FOUND

IM SO SO HAPPY BUYING THE BSD MANGA IS LITERALLY MY DREAMMMM

And btw we went to see The Boy and The Heron, this movie is a pure work of art 110% reccomend it

Best day ever 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️

#i LOVE all ghibli movies sm #my mom wanted to see what the mangas I bought were and I was so terrified she would read the description 💀💀 #but luckily she just saw the cover and went like okay #it was so so fun my bf is lame and stupid and weird sometimes but I feel like hes one of the few ppl I cam say literally anything to #Im very reserved and quiet irl so its really nice having someone like this #studio ghibli #bsd #bungou stray dogs #the boy and the heron #date #random stuff #movie date #yea :D

[skyward-floored]

Eheheh I decided not to go to the VBS training because I'm still not in a great headspace to have to be around lots of people and be social (plus I've been to this training a billion times and it's always the same) but my siblings went, and when they came back like three hours later my sister was like "yeah I see why you stayed"

#she's also been to the training a bunch and I think she regretted going heh #I was polite and wasn't smug about it #and I mean I didn't get the free pizza but I haven't been very hungry lately anyways (leftover anxiety) #had a very nice quiet evening with my parents and two siblings that didn't have to go #rambles from the floor

[kawaiichibiart]

Continuing my Felix becomes Argos early AU (which I'm currently referring to myself as the Early Bird AU not sure if I'm keeping the name officially)

Seeing as one of his main (and likely only) goals for attending DuPont is to look after Adrien, he very much steps in to remind Marinette (and potentially later on the rest of the Akuma Class), after he (Adrien) suggests they take the high road when it comes to Lila lying, that Adrien isn't her boyfriend. He is not her keeper. She doesn't have to agree with him. But fuck her if she drags his cousin under the bus because she can't get over a silly little crush and has that affect whether or not she can actually disagree with him. If she wanted to go with it, fine, but she should have laid her own terms. Like if Lila does something drastic, she's going to tell someone, an adult she can trust to do the right thing. Or if Lila doesn't stop soon, even with the more minor lies, she's going to say something. And for love of everything, actually get evidence before you say shit because you're just sounding like a bitch whenever you say Lila's lying with no proof.

Marinette: BUT THEY AREN'T PROVING SHE'S TELLING THE TRUTH EITHER!

Felix: THAT ISN'T THEIR JOB!!

Felix: Literally no one but her has claimed she was telling the truth as far as we know. We all just think her stories are interesting and considering this class, what with Miss I'm The Mayor's Daughter, my cousin the Famous Model, MX. I Live in a Museum and YOU, Miss I Actually Have Connections But I'm Too Humble About It And Don't Wanna Brag, is it really hard to believe what Lila says?

Marinette: But, it's not fair that I have to-

Felix: Have to what? Back up your claims? Yes. It is fair. BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE MAKING THEM!!

Marinette: Felix.

Felix: Marinette.

Felix: Listen, like I said, I'm just here for Adrien. And for whatever reason, he likes you and wants to be your friend.

Marinette:...

Felix: And I'm not going to stop him from being your friend. But if he gets hurt, just because you can't get a clear head when he says something to you, when he suggests something you don't agree with, I don't care what connections you have.

Felix: So, either come up with terms for the honestly very likely time the highroad comes to an end, or tell Adrien you can't take the highroad at all.

Felix: Do I make myself clear?

Marinette:...yeah. Yeah, okay. Give me a few days.

Felix: I'm giving you two at most.

Marinette: But-

Felix: I was going to give you until tonight. Would you prefer that?

Marinette: Ugh, no, fine...

Marinette:...it's hard to like you.

Felix: So I've been told.

Marinette: But I can't hate you, when...ughh, when I know you're right.

Marinette: I'll see if I can come up with any terms, and if I can't... I'll tell Adrien I can't take the highroad.

Felix: Good. I'll hold you to that.

#felix graham de vanily #miraculous au #like seriously felix is only here for adrien #he doesn't care about anyone else at dupont #and he's very much aware of what social cues adrien knows and doesn't know #he knows how adrien was taugh to deal with situations like the lila one #and that is: do not interfere at all if possible. just stand back and let someone else handle it. don't get dragged into it- #-and soil the family name. #it's not something he agrees with but he can't do much about it other than try to get adrien to see it's not a good thing to follow #and as i mentioned before he doesn't know where he stands with marinette #he can't tell if she'd be a good friend for adrien (what with her crush and again where the fuck did she get adrien's schedule?) or not #and he has a feeling she agreed to the highroad simply because she has a crush on his cousin #not because she agrees it's the best path to take #and felix isn't about to let her stupid little crush potentially hurt the only person in this school he cares about #and he isn't going to be nice about telling her these things #he's going to be blunt and mean and rude. she needs to know he's being serious about it and being nice #just won't get that message across for him personally. he has to lay it on thick for her to understand. #and she does eventually understand and tells adrien that she can't take the highroad. she can't stay quiet about what lila has said and don #but she also acknowledges that she's been digging herself into a hole and crying wolf #if she wants others to believe her she can't just use her words and hope that's enough. she has to find things to back her up. #and while she'd rather not #if she has to use her own connections #she will #in short: if felix isn't taking anyone's bullshit as argos he isn't taking anyone's bullshit as felix #his motto: fuck around and find out bitch #early bird au

[daisydisciple]

ok so I'm the new choir director in my ysa ward and we sang today and it turned out really good and a bunch of people came up to me (both in the choir and not) and thanked me for putting it together and the bishop texted me and thanked me and ✨💕✨🌸🎵✨ anyway it's just nice to be appreciated bc I did put in a lot of effort and it didn't feel so much like pulling teeth getting people to come like last time I was choir director in my last ward and like. yeah just doing my calling I'm happy to do it but everyone was being so nice to me :)

#esp bc in my last ward (student ward so you have to forgive a little disorganization) #I left a while for the summer and had choir on hiatus #bc people weren't going to be there consistently including me #and right when I was about to start arranging practices again #they straight up just called somebody else. never acknowledged or released me #and the new girl was very sincere but did not know what she was doing bless her heart #and was unaware that I was the previous choir director #and we were still doing practices at MY apartment with MY piano #and I never wanted to make anyone feel like I was trying to upstage her so I mostly just stayed quiet and sang #but ooooh sometimes I was grinding my teeth let's just say #def a test for my pride lol #so anyway nice to be appreciated this time around

[jedi-bird]

It's been an interesting morning so far. I may have ruined a 12 year long friendship by having to be brutally honest about something because I couldn't keep quiet any longer and let a friend ruin her life further. If it happens, it happens. I gave her some recommendations and we'll see if she listens. But also, the elusive Loki cat followed me around all morning demanding love and attention and even let my pick her up and hold her, which made me feel special.

#hopefully our friendship will be okay but if it's not then that's fine #I've tried for years to help her and give her advice only when she specifically asks for it #and i love that she cares so much that she wants to help everyone but going bankrupt for it is not good #i couldn't keep quiet about that #i watched my mom file for bankruptcy and all the shit that came with it and o don't want to see that happen to her #the loki snuggles were nice though and hopefully she'll let me snuggle her again #i think she's the only cat who wholeheartedly likes the changes I've been making #there's something neurologically wrong with loki that I've never been able to get figured out because of the cost #she periodically seems to forget who we are and goes into hiding over it #but she's happy and healthy otherwise and she's got a good life of free food and cushy beds for as long as she'll be around #petting her is a bonus when she'll allow it #for now I'm just going to try not to stress about my friend and just relax today #make some tea and watch bake off and crochet #I'm still feeling very off and wrong and might try to sleep again in a bit

[chadsuke]

Books Read in 2023:

I Want to be a Wall Vol. 2 by Honami Shirono (2023)

The Villainess is a Marionette (Season 1) by Han Yi Min & Manggle (2021)

Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 1 by Ryoko Kui (2017)

Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 2 by Ryoko Kui (2017)

Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End Vol. 1 by Kanehito Yamada &  Tsukasa Abe (2020)

Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End Vol. 2 by Kanehito Yamada &  Tsukasa Abe (2020)

The Apothecary Diaries Vol. 1 by Natsu Hyūga, Itsuki Nanao &  Nekokurage (2017)

The Apothecary Diaries Vol. 2 by Natsu Hyūga, Itsuki Nanao &  Nekokurage (2018)

The Apothecary Diaries Vol. 3 by Natsu Hyūga, Itsuki Nanao &  Nekokurage (2018)

[ID: Covers of the above books. End ID.]

#gigi.txt #i want to be a wall 2 was good continuation! i liked the further exploration of them #its just a nice manga and i love the relationship between the main two. good friends #villainess is a marionette is quite fun i started reading it bc i saw the novel had an official #eng translation #i just really enjoy the mindless villainess isekais lmao #loving loving loving dungeon meshi #i understand why everyone goes nuts over it lmao #frieren is so good and sad and just #god the first chapter had me bawling already #i love her and i love the quiet reflection and the passage of time and yet #i also love it when they get to murder shit. duality of man. #i just started apothecary diaries yesterday and have already read three volumes so ig that speaks for its quality #maomao is captivating as an mc she is insanely talented and i love jinshi the other main #10/10 and all the characters are very interesting and fun #2023media

[blood-orange-juice]

If there's one thing that will drive me away from the Netherlands it's the car noise.

There isn't a single place in the country where you can't hear cars in the background.

#it's unnatural #a friend of mine says she found one actually #somewhere near the sea if you cross the dunes #but I haven't been there yet #I prefer living in the middle of nowhere #thank you very much #one day I'll be old and somewhat rich and I'll finish all the science projects I wanted #and I'll just buy a house in Connemara #or maybe West Cork #and I'll have books and good tea and the ocean and wind noises for company #occasional sheep #no cars #very few humans #but now I have to suffer :/ #career reasons and all that #honestly Dublin is underrated #it's so quiet most of the time #and the weather is nice #tw: rinn

[juleteinthrum]

Its been a few month since I've been out of headspace why is everything like That. /half joking

Like i knew things would be different but damn, like my arms? My hair? Even my smell is. Off. Everything is off. Its okay, i know whats going on im not disoriented or anything mostly its all surprise but im just. So this is what its actually like to not be out for a while and see things change

System stuff hits a little different sometimes

#actually plural #zims stink #fictive #invader zim #rant #osdd fictive #like. mitten is still in charge in fact shes been cocon for a week almost now? #GOOD for her when i was out before she couldnt even do that for some reason and its real nice to come back to her thriving #my relationship with kiba is firing back up bc im not a mopey bitch anymore and being in this form doesn't suck like it used to #its really nice #im getting over Cincinnati. the thought of it isnt crippling like it was last time i was out so thank you team for working with that omg #its sunny and warm and fall out and im going to a party at my uncles as a pirate im very excited #i havent dressed up in like a decade and ive never had contacts. my family is about to be introduced to me having them. #trying to think of a new name for myself #something nature and universe themed but quiet and small and about growth #something like limabean but .idk maybe bean IS perfect its mine now? it always was. but. they. made it ours. idk. #it stings still dont get me wrong the whole thing is aggravating and painful regardless of position but. #yeah i can think about it without that pit or anything