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levi-supreme · 2 years

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For the First Time

Characters: Captain Levi x Levi Squad fem!reader

Genre: SNK!canonverse

Warnings: Smut, minors and ageless blogs dni. Mentions of virginity and deflowering. Jealousy and insecurity from reader. Unprotected sex, first time, pull out game from Levi.

Word count: 5.9k

A/N: We are down to the single-digit countdown! It's D-9 to Levi's birthday!!! This idea had been with me for the longest time ever, and I'm so happy to finally be able to share it with you all!

Disclaimer: Reader is a virgin in this story. However, I did not specify if Levi is one too, so it is up to your interpretation whether or not you see Levi as a virgin in this.

[10/01/2022] Cross posted to AO3!! Read it here!

Summary: When you and Levi got into an argument about your relationship, and one thing lead to another.

“We need to talk. Come over to my office at 10:30 pm sharp, I do not accept ‘no’ as an answer.”

— Levi

You crushed up the slip of paper in your hands, feeling your anger and frustration increasing tenfold. Looking at your pocket watch, you still had a little over an hour before you had to meet with your squad leader. You decided to take a bath before meeting him, wondering just what the fuck Levi wanted with you after giving you the cold shoulder for the past week.

Unbeknown to others, you and Levi had actually been in a relationship for the past one and a half years. He had noticed your stellar performance when you were new in the Survey Corps on your first expedition out of the walls and took a liking to you. Levi was the one who asked you out first, and the both of you became an item after two months.

Six months later, Levi requested for you to be placed in his squad, and Commander Erwin approved his decision without a doubt; your precision with killing titans was something unmissed by Erwin as well. Levi, of course, had selfish reasons to put you in his squad. He couldn’t stand being apart from you for too long, he needed you by his side. He needed to be there with you while fighting the titans, he couldn’t stand second-guessing whether or not you’re still alive. Humanity's Strongest was only an ordinary man in front of you.

However, you had to keep your relationship a secret. Recruits aren’t allowed to date others in the same squad, and Levi Heichou was no exception. Couples had to declare their relationship and be placed in separate squads to prevent conflict of interests. As such, the both of you had to maintain the professional superior-subordinate relationship around others. You had to bear with all the flirtatious looks the female recruits gave to Levi whenever he walked past; the way they worship Levi like he was some kind of god, the way they all craved to be near him, or get his attention. You hated how everyone looked at Levi like he was a piece of meat for sale. You were pissed. You hated that ugly jealous monster growing bigger and bigger deep inside you. You wanted to scream and tell everyone that Levi was yours and yours only, but you can’t. You hated how possessive of Levi you have become.

And the one you hated most was Petra Ral, the only other female in Levi Squad alongside you. It was so painfully obvious that Petra had feelings for Levi; the way her eyes would follow wherever he went, the way she always called him ‘heichou’ in that disgustingly fake tone, and her overly pretentious behaviour around Levi. However, Levi seems to think differently.

“You think too much, brat. Petra’s just being nice,” Levi would always say the same thing whenever you brought up Petra’s behaviour. You were in his office after hours, the only time you both could meet without the scrutiny of the others. You were sitting on Levi’s lap, complaining to him about the flirtatious look Petra gave him earlier during dinner. Levi had an arm around your waist while writing his report on the recent expedition.

“Being nice, my ass,” you said scornfully. She wasn’t this gentle and nice and sweet around Gunther, Eld, and Oruo, was she? Petra’s just trying her luck to get Levi in her pants and you know it.

“Levi, she's thirsting for you, I know it! Her behaviour around you says everything! She’s not a day one recruit, why the fuck would she ask you to correct her grip on the controllers? Why the fuck did she pretend to ‘lose her pocket watch’ and ask you for the time when Oruo was next to her with his watch? And Petra’s not the only one, Levi. Open your eyes and look around you! Why the fu–”

“Enough,” Levi said coldly, eyes focused on writing his report. “If you have nothing constructive to say, I suggest you leave. I have work to do.” You gasped in disbelief.

“How dare you say something like that to me, Levi. I’m here feeling insecure as fuck and telling you how I feel, and you’re telling me to leave because of work?” You stood up from his lap.

“You know how I feel about Petra, and every other female recruit out there. This isn’t the first time I'm talking to you about this. Aren’t you going to at least put in the effort to listen to what I say? Or care about how I feel?” You were on the verge of tears, your frustration with Levi about to hit your threshold. It was already so tough trying to hide your relationship with him, and he’s not making it easier with that nonchalant attitude of his. Petra’s behaviour around Levi was your constant source of insecurity, and Levi never took that into consideration and tried distancing himself from her. Despite your outburst, Levi treated you invisible, and continued writing, flipping a page as he continued.

You hated arguing with Levi. With the others, he was never hesitant and always said what was on his mind. He was rude and often brutal, yet you know what he said will always be the truth. But with you, he’s silent and always letting you have the last word. You hated how avoidant he was whenever you both argued. You needed answers; a solution to the issue, but Levi never gave it to you.

“I’m talking to you, Levi, the least you can do is to look at me!” You shrieked and banged his table. Levi raised his eyebrow but continued to ignore you.

You couldn't take it any longer.

“I’m going to declare our relationship to Commander Erwin tomorrow. If being in a relationship with you is so improper that we have to keep pretending there’s nothing going on between us, then I would rather we be separated. At least we get to behave like how a normal couple should,” you turned and stormed out of his office without a thought. Levi growled and grabbed your arm.

“Don't you dare brat. This is not a child’s play,” Levi’s eyes were void of emotion. You tried prying his fingers off your arm, but his grip was tight. “Let me go, Levi.” You continued wiggling your arm, but Levi wasn’t letting go. On the contrary, his grip tightened.

“If you’re going to do something as idiotic as to declare our relationship, then I’m not letting go. Don’t you understand the implications behind this?” Levi’s voice dropped an octave lower. He was pissed, but you couldn’t care less.

“NO I DON’T! Is our relationship that shameful? Why the fuck must we hide it?! We can’t hold hands in public, we can’t even go on dates like how any other couple would, and I have to watch you behave like you’re single? Do I have to tolerate Petra and everyone else flirting with you? I had enough, Levi! If you’re not going to do something about it, then I will!” You shouted at Levi, using all your might to break free from his grip. Levi was not budging.

“If you tell Erwin anything, I’ll break up with you this very instance,” Levi let go of your arm and crossed his arms in front of his chest. “If you have nothing else to say, I suggest you leave, y/n,” Levi turned and went back to his table, continuing on with his report. His insensitive demeanour was the last straw, and the tears you tried so hard to hold back came falling without control.

Without looking back, you ran out of his office with a huge pang in your chest. This was the biggest argument you ever had with Levi, and it broke your heart. You let your insecurity get the better of you, you couldn’t control your temper and lash out at Levi. Your feelings were unappreciated, and you felt so misunderstood. Why can’t Levi understand that you’re not being sensitive, and you're not imagining things?

Ever since that outburst in his office, Levi avoided you like the plague. You hardly see him anymore, and your other squadmates couldn’t help but notice the awkward tension between you both.

“Are you and Levi Heichou alright, y/n?” Eld asked you in the kitchens. You both were assigned cleaning duties for the week and you were sweeping the floor while Eld was scrubbing the counters. “We’re fine, Eld-san, Heichou’s just being an ass,” you answered half-heartedly.

“Don't take his words to heart, eh? You know how insensitive he is when he scolds people,” Eld attempts to cheer you up. Tch, Levi’s insensitivity was the exact reason why you both even argued in the first place. You gave Eld a small smile. Eld finished scrubbing the counters and retreated back to his bunk for the night. As he left, you sighed and squatted next to the sink. It’s been a week since you talked to Levi.

You missed him.

You missed hearing his voice.

You missed hooking pinkies whenever you both walked near each other; those little touches that made your sensory system go overload, and the deliberate eye contact he would give you alongside that smirk on his face when he caught you staring at him.

You missed the late-night rendezvous in his office where you both would get really frisky; you sucking him dry under his desk while he tangled his fingers in your hair, or him experimenting with the number of times you reached your orgasm with just his fingers.

Although your relationship with Levi had gotten physical, you both never crossed the line. Levi wanted to take it slow; he didn’t want you to think that he's dating you for sex. You were comfortable with how things were going with Levi too. However, you couldn't help but wonder when that day will come. On occasions when things got heated and you wanted to have a taste of more, something in the back of your mind told you to stop. You were inexperienced and Levi was your first boyfriend. What if you didn't know what to do? What if you suck in bed and Levi hates you for that? What if Levi is experienced, and compared you to his previous lovers?

You slapped your cheeks. This wasn’t the time to think about losing your virginity. You and Levi were in a cold war. Sex was the last thing on your mind right now. As you stood up, you found a torn piece of parchment hidden in the bag of potatoes under the sink. Picking it up, you recognised that slightly cursive handwriting. It was Levi’s. Opening up the parchment, it only contained a few words:

“We need to talk. Come over to my office at 10:30 pm sharp, I do not accept ‘no’ as an answer.”

— Levi

You snorted in disbelief. This is all he could say after ignoring me for a week? You wanted to burn the parchment and pretend you didn’t see it. He’s probably going to say something mean, what’s the point of going?

However, at ten-twenty sharp, you wore a shawl over your nightgown and left your bunk towards Levi’s office, feeling butterflies in your stomach. Is he going to break up with me? Am I going to be transferred out of Levi Squad? You kept repeating the negative thoughts in your head. Although you and Levi had dated for some time already, you never really understood what was on his mind sometimes, and today was no exception. Before you knew it, you reached the door of Levi’s office. Hesitantly, you knocked thrice before entering.

Levi’s office was the same as you remembered; spotless and empty with a hint of tea lingering in the air. Levi was seated on his chair by the table, staring at you with his head resting on his palm. You stood by the door, unsure of what to do. Is he meeting you as Levi Heichou, leader of the Levi Squad, or is he meeting you as Levi, your boyfriend?

“What do you want from me at ten-thirty at night, Levi Heichou?” You broke the silence. “Aren’t you a busy man?”

“Shut up and sit down, brat,” Levi answered, gesturing to his couch with his head. Oh, so it's Levi then. You felt the wires holding your patience snap.

“What the fuck? After one whole week of ignoring me, the first thing you tell me is to shut up and sit down?” You let out an incredulous gasp and crossed your arms, refusing to sit down.

“Are you listening to me? I told you we need to talk,” Levi walked over to the couch and sat down.

“I was under the impression that Levi Heichou wanted to see me.”

“Are you going to stop being a brat, or should I throw you out of my office instead?”

“Fine,” you walked over to Levi's couch and plopped yourself down next to him. Your arms were still crossed tightly in front of your chest, and you refused to look at Levi. Levi spoke after moments of silence.

“Hey, look at me,” Levi's voice was surprisingly gentle, and he gave your arm a tap.

“Don’t touch me Heichou, who knows how many girls you touched with those hands before I came over,” you shifted slightly further away from him. You were throwing a tantrum, but you couldn’t help it.

“I touched no one,” Levi forcefully grabbed you and turned you around, trying to pull you to sit on his lap like how you normally do. You tried your hardest to resist, but you couldn’t win. You ended up straddling Levi’s waist, while Levi had his arms around you.

“I'm sorry for ignoring you, it was wrong of me,” Levi said earnestly as he handed you a pretty little box with a ribbon on top. You looked at him quizzically and he told you to open it. It was a box of your favourite chocolate.

“Are you trying to bribe me with food, Heichou?” Your voice was full of displeasure, yet you took a piece of chocolate and started munching.

“I'm not bribing you. I’m apologising. And why are you calling me ‘Heichou’ non-stop you shitty brat?” Levi glared at you.

“Petra loves calling you that, so why can’t I? Unless you’re telling me you prefer hearing Petra calling you ‘Heichou’ in that fake sweet voice of hers than mine,” you said as you took another piece. Levi was looking at you expectantly, waiting for you to feed him the chocolate, but it wasn’t happening.

“Shut up about Petra. I didn’t ask you here to quarrel with you.”

“Then why am I here? You said you wanted to talk right? So what do you have to say?”

“I wanted to apologise. I’m sorry for ignoring you. I knew you were right about those girls. I just didn’t want to admit it. I knew I shouldn’t let them get so close to me, but I didn’t want to risk exposing our relationship.”

“Well, that’s a start. For once you actually agree with me. Is that all you wanna say?” You said between mouthfuls of chocolate. Your fingers were sticky but you didn’t have your handkerchief. As such, you sucked and licked the melted chocolate off your fingers. Levi took a nervous gulp. He was getting turned on, and the smeared bits of chocolate on your lips weren’t helping. He wanted to be the one to lick chocolate off your fingers instead.

“I’m sorry, okay, forgive me? Please?” Levi held you closer to him and tightened his arms around your waist. You could feel his warm breath on your lips and felt him staring at them. Was there something on your lips?

“I’ll forgive you if you promise to always listen to me, especially when it comes to those thirsty hyenas,” you took the last piece of chocolate with your teeth and held it there. Levi gingerly reached forward and took a bite of the chocolate, his lips briefly touching yours. The contact sent electricity jolting right through you. It’s been a week since you two had any form of physical contact after all.

“I promise,” Levi replied, and without a pause, he captured your lips with his own.

The kiss was soft and slow as Levi took his time tasting you. Your lips were sticky, but you didn’t mind. The kiss was sweet and tasty, with melted chocolate coming in between. You snaked your hands up his chest and draped them over his shoulder, and you felt a tear escape your eye. You missed Levi so much, a kiss just wasn’t enough. Levi broke the kiss after tasting something salty.

“Why are you crying?” He softly said while kissing your eyelids.

“I... I just missed you so much,” you broke down in front of Levi and covered your face in embarrassment. “You didn’t speak to me for a week, and I felt so miserable. I couldn’t confide in anyone because I don’t want to expose us. It's been so hard…” Levi removed your hands and tilted your chin up. You looked at him through your teary eyes. “I cried myself to sleep so often, I was so afraid Petra would hear me. I missed you so much but you ignored me, and—”

“I'm so sorry for hurting you. I’ll make it up to you, okay?” Levi smiled and ruffled your hair. You wiped the tears with the back of your hands and nodded as you crashed your lips onto Levi’s.

The kiss was different from before; it was hungry and urgent. You wanted to get back a week’s worth of kisses and touches. You never felt so needy for Levi before. You bit his lower lip, and as Levi gasped, you slid your tongue into his warm cavern, engaging him in a battle for dominance.

Levi tightened his arms around you, pulling you even closer as you leaned against his firm chest. As you arched your back, Levi’s hands felt every curve and crevice of your body. Your hands found their way to Levi’s shirt and you removed the buttons one by one. Breaking the kiss, your tongue danced across his jaw and you harshly bit his neck, leaving a mark you know damn well will turn into a bruise tomorrow.

“This is for ignoring me,” you growled after sucking on the same spot you had bitten. “And this,” you said as you bit down on another spot on his neck, “is for failing to admit that I was right about Petra thirsting for you.”

As you continued marking Levi, his brows furrowed while he kept squirming on the couch. Levi was extremely sensitive around his neck after all, and this was the perfect comeback to his shitty treatment towards you. When you bit hard on a particularly sensitive spot near his earlobe, Levi let out a soft moan.

“You’re not allowed to wear your cravat tomorrow, you hear me?” You tapped his cheek, ordering him. With a dazed look, Levi nodded as you removed his shirt, roaming your fingers across his toned body. Oh, how much you missed this feeling, the warmth radiating from his body, the goosebumps rising where your fingers previously touched. Levi's hands followed suit and slowly removed your layers of clothing, leaving you in your lingerie. As your clothes piled up on the floor, Levi lowered you gently onto his couch as his lips continued assaulting yours, his fingers skilfully unclasped the hooks of your bra which joined the rest of your clothes.

“So beautiful, my love,” Levi marvelled upon seeing your heaving chest, dragging his lips across your jawline, past your clavicles and down your cleavage, before engulfing your nipple, already hard from his kisses and touches. You let out a breathy moan, rubbing your thighs together in a poor attempt to dissipate the heat gathering around your core. One knee accidentally brushed against Levi’s crotch and he let out a hiss, staring back at you with a devilish glint in his eyes. As you tangled your fingers in Levi’s dark locks, Levi’s free hand played with your soft mound while the other found its way to the waistband of your underwear, pulling it down with one smooth motion.

“Ahh, Levi…” your remaining sentence never found its way out as Levi silenced you with a flick of his tongue against your soaking core. His firm grip on your hip was grounding you, preventing you from thrusting into his mouth as he took you on a trip to paradise.

“Shh, my love,” Levi briefly disconnected from your dripping cunt, eyes meeting your hazy ones. “I said I’ll make it up to you. So let me make you feel good, alright?” He gave you another smile before bringing himself back to your sex, giving your lower lips the attention they lacked for the past week. Levi took his time with you, slowly licking from the bottom upwards, gently sucking on your clit as though there was no rush for time.

“Oh y-yeah, j-just like tha—” your pull on Levi’s hair got stronger as the pleasure you felt got higher. Between licks, Levi inserted a finger knuckle deep into your core, eliciting a dirty moan from you once more. You were a melting mess. The knot in your stomach was tightening, your brows were furrowed, and sweat dotted your forehead. Yet, you couldn’t help but smile; Levi always knows what to do to bring you closer to your high. Once you got used to the sensation, Levi inserted another finger, pumping a steady rhythm while massaging your breast. He loved seeing you so needy, squirming around on the couch with a look of desperation plastered on your face. He loved hearing you mutter his name, with your messy hair and sweaty body on display.

“L-levi, I’m... gonna…” you could feel your release approaching, bubbling deep within you waiting to erupt. You clamped your thighs around Levi hard, and he didn’t mind. Levi’s fingers did a final curl before you jerked violently, letting out another cry while gripping the soft covers of the couch to steady yourself. Levi extracted his fingers and licked your slick off, making sure that you were watching him do it. Seeing an obvious bulge in his pants, you let out a laugh before pulling Levi down to hug him while slowly recovering from your orgasm. Levi returned your smile and leaned his forehead against yours, staring deep into your beautiful irises.

“Hey,”

“Hmm?”

“... Do you want to do it… for the first time?” Levi’s eyes were locked on yours, sensing any hint of discomfort. Your eyes briefly flicked to his lips before returning to his mesmerising grey ones. Was today the day it finally happened? Were you sure you really wanted this? Did Levi really want this too, or is he just trying to make up for the past two weeks, making up for lost time?

For once you felt afraid of the unknown, unsure of what to expect. Does it hurt? Does it really feel as good as what people described it to be? However, you know you could trust Levi with your life. He would never hurt you, and never betray your trust. You were willing to go beyond the depths of hell for this man. Contemplating your choices, you knew the answer was just waiting to be said.

“Yes,” locking eyes with Levi, you gave him a nervous smile. As if on cue, Levi snapped up and pulled down his pants and underwear, throwing them on the floor. Your hand went forward and tugged on his erection hard. Heat crept up your cheeks, and you wondered why you were feeling nervous all of a sudden. You’ve seen each other naked countless times, why would this be any different?

Levi’s erection prodded your wet entrance and you squirmed at the foreign feeling. His eyes were locked on to yours, as though he not only wanted your bodies to connect but also both your souls. Slowly, Levi entered you bit by bit at the slowest pace he could manage. You wanted to scream and pull your hair. You've heard people saying that the first time would hurt, but you never expected it to be this bad.

“A-ah! OW!” You let out a shout as you felt like your cunt was being ripped apart. “Oi, shh, brat, do you want to wake the entire barrack up?” Levi groaned as well while he tried to distract you by kissing your sensitive spots. All he could think and try to focus on was how tight you were, and how you were squeezing every inch of him, sucking him whole. It felt exhilarating, the way your walls contracted around him. It felt good, too good, better than having your hand wrapped around his shaft, better than your mouth sucking him deep. Your warm cavern fit him perfectly, as though you were made for him. Levi felt like the happiest man in the world.

At long last, Levi was buried deep in you, he let out a grunt, feeling a strong urge to move. On the contrary, all you felt was still a stinging sensation and a burning rage.

Why the fuck do people enjoy sex when it hurt this bad?

You breathed in and out, trying to get used to being stretched this full. Levi looked down at you while you grimaced. Was he doing something wrong? Why do you look like you're in pain the whole time? Do you not enjoy it as much as he did?

“O-oi, y/n, can I move?” Levi spoke after a while. Your brows were still furrowed and your fists still tugged at the covers. Maybe you were too tense. You tried to relax, your back no longer arched but is now levelled with the couch. Strangely, it felt better. Your fingers loosened, your forehead no longer in a frown.

“Y-yeah, but slo-slowly,” you managed to mutter. Levi bent closer to you and placed his forearms by your head. Moving his hip, he slid out slowly, afraid of hurting you. You groaned at the weird feeling once more, and you furrowed your brows again. Seeing your pained expression, Levi kissed your brows each time he moved, trying to change the angle he entered you. You weren’t used to the stretch yet, but it gradually got better. Levi maintained his speed, keeping his eyes on you and making sure you weren’t in pain. As Levi kept on sliding in and out of your tight cunt, the pain and stretch were slowly overtaken by an odd sense of pleasure instead.

“A-ah, Levi—” you moaned, feeling a familiar tingle down south. “Oh?” Levi whispered and sat upright and continued thrusting steadily in you. Slowly but surely, you were beginning to feel your toes curl and your stomach tighten. Levi was feeling it too. You were unknowingly contracting and relaxing your cunt the whole time and although it was a slow buildup, Levi was definitely on Cloud Nine. Levi let out short moans of delight, grunting and panting each time he felt your walls contract.

“Oh my god Levi, wh—” you inhaled sharply as Levi’s dick kept rubbing against a particular spot. The more he rubbed, the better you felt. Your groans of pain became cries of pleasure, your hands that were clutching the couch covers started toying with your own breasts. Sensing you were no longer feeling discomfort, Levi gave you a helping hand by sucking on your nipple while his hip gradually went faster. You felt ecstatic, very stimulated, and eventually became a whiny mess.

Incoherent mumbling started spewing from your lips as you felt your stomach tighten even further, the itch in your cunt becoming stronger and stronger. You started rocking your hip, trying to match up to Levi’s pace. With the added motion, Levi gasped while sitting upright again, his hands grabbing and playing with your chest. Your moans became louder, you were embarrassed at how you sounded. You covered your mouth, trying your best to muffle your voice, afraid that someone really might hear something.

“Levi, I-I’m, oh my god—” you felt your stomach contract, your walls clamping down harder on Levi. You were so close, just a bit more and you know it. Levi continued to thrust deep into you, maintaining his pace to make you feel every inch of him. With one final thrust, you came undone, clamping Levi as you rode out your second orgasm of the night and your hip continued grinding down on Levi. Feeling your walls pulsate around his dick further drove his feral senses and with a harsh thrust, Levi let out a moan before quickly pulling out, hot sticky semen spilling out seconds later on your stomach, with a little drop flying to your cheek.

The both of you tried to catch your breath and you licked that droplet of Levi’s cum off your cheek. As you two slowly came down from your high, you looked at each other again and simultaneously you both broke out in a smile. Interlocking your arms around Levi’s neck, you pulled him down for a kiss, feeling your breathing slowly coming back to normal. Levi broke the kiss and leaned his forehead on yours again, arching his body to make sure he’s not in contact with the cum on your stomach. Looking into your eyes, he gave you another gentle kiss before stroking your cheek.

“You feeling okay?” You smiled and nodded, biting your lower lip. “Never felt better. You?”

“I’m fine. Relieved, actually,” Levi chuckled. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for today.”

“Me too, actually. There were so many times I wanted to go further, but I was afraid it wasn't what you wanted.”

Silence soon took over, the only sound heard was the crickets outside and the gentle crackling of the fire. So what’s going to happen now that you both finally did have sex? Did Levi like it? Was it up to his expectations?

“Did you… feel good?” You questioned Levi, embarrassed to look him in the eye. It was your first time after all. You bit your lip again. Levi tch-ed and kissed your forehead. Lifting you up in a bridal carry, Levi slowly walked to the bathroom joined to his office. Sitting you on top of the toilet bowl, Levi took a towel from his cabinet and wetted it before wiping his cum off your stomach.

“I did, you silly girl, stop worrying,” Levi ruffled your hair before preparing the bath. As you watched Levi, you only had one thought in mind, something you needed to say out loud.

“I love you.” You blurted as Levi lowered you into the bathtub. Levi was caught by surprise, he wasn’t expecting that from you. Grabbing your hand, Levi looked at you in earnest. He took a deep breath before answering you.

“I love you too, okay? So trust me.” Levi gave you a small smile. “I'm serious about our relationship, and absolutely serious about you. I will never have feelings for any other woman. Every part of me belongs to you. My body, my heart, my soul. And for fuck’s sake, even my dick belongs to you.” You giggled hearing Levi's last sentence and got into the bath, pulling him in together with you. Once you were done, you both left the bathroom and dried yourselves up. Picking up your clothes from the floor, you wore your undergarments and was about to put on your nightgown when Levi hugged you from behind.

“Stay with me tonight, please?” Levi spoke in a soft voice and you felt heat creep up your cheeks. No matter how late it was, Levi never asked you to stay the night for the chances of being discovered was too damn high. Hange and Mike always visit him unannounced and Erwin also pops by sometimes. Levi didn't want to get you in trouble so he never dared to put you at risk. Yet, Levi was willing to put those risks aside for tonight, and probably from today on.

“Of course,” you gave Levi a smile and a kiss to his cheek before walking to bed together with him. Snuggling together, Levi pressed a kiss on your shoulder before whispering 'goodnight' to you. Although you and Levi cuddled before, it was never like this. This newfound intimacy was foreign to you, yet it had you feeling warm and biting your lip. This was something you could slowly get used to. Turning to face Levi, you kissed him goodnight and dozed off to sleep.

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“Heichou!” A shout came from outside, and there was frantic knocking on the door. You groggily rubbed your eyes, turning around to see Levi still sleeping next to you. Checking the clock, it was only seven in the morning. Who in the fucking world had business with Levi on a fucking Saturday morning? Putting on Levi's shirt, you got up and made your way to the office door.

“Heichou, wake up!” The knocking resumed, and you recognised the owner of that voice: Petra. “Heichou, wake up! We’ve got trouble! Y/n’s missing and—” you opened the door and stared angrily at Petra who in turn looked at you in horror.

“... y/n? Wha-what are you, no, w-why are you in—” Petra looked around, thinking that she might have knocked on the wrong office.

“Oi, brat, who’s making all that noise?” Levi’s muffled voice came from inside and Petra’s face turned as red as a pint of chilli sauce. She eyed you up and down and after looking at your angry face, Petra seemed to connect all the dots together and she ran away without a word. You rolled your eyes and went back to Levi’s bed.

“Who's outside?” Levi mumbled, pulling you close to him and burying himself in the crook of your shoulder. “Oh, it’s just Petra. She’s looking for me,” you nonchalantly told Levi, yet you couldn’t forget the look on Petra’s face when she realised your relationship with Levi. “I guess Petra and probably everyone else will stop flirting with you from today onwards.”

“Tch, let them. I don’t give a titan’s fart about it,” Levi opened his eyes and rubbed them sleepily. “Don’t wanna hide our relationship anymore.” You turned towards Levi, sweeping his fringe out of his eye. “But what if we get separated?”

“Then I’ll go threaten Eyebrows about quitting,” you playfully hit Levi’s shoulder, telling him off for joking about something serious. Levi pulled you close to him, the sleepiness long gone. “I’m serious. I thought about it the whole time we weren’t talking, and I realised that I don’t want to be without you.” You looked at Levi, feeling tears forming in your eyes again.

“I want you with me, always. I don’t care about what others say or think anymore. I want you by my side.” Levi gently held your hand. You could sense his sincerity in every word he said. He was willing to sacrifice so much for you, for this relationship, and you knew how much you meant to him. You pecked his cheek and squeezed his hands.

“I want to be with you too, forever and always.”

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