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braisedhoney · 9 months

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in judgement and in apathy

#tsp #tsp fanart #the stanley parable #the stanley parable fanart #tsp narrator #tspud #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #narry is so near and dear to my heart at this point he really is like my old man son #he’s hilarious too bc he’s so uncompromisingly aroace #but also by far has the most simps of any character i’ve ever drawn #uh. as far as i know #i’m kind of disconnected from all that #… like father like son. or something. apples and trees. whatever floats your boat #been enjoying taking a break from super rendered pieces #but i think part of it is bc i don’t lose as much of the sketch/lineart #anyway w/e take this pic of my old man son <3

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girl-kendallroy · 10 months

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someone should tell richard siken about simon and garfunkel and how they don’t speak anymore like i think he would eat that shit up. maybe we’ll get some beautifully tragic simon and garfunkel yaoi from him

#in honour of whatever is going on with his twitter.#i don’t use twitter so everything i’m seeing is secondhand and i’m losing it!!!

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thatgirlonstage · 3 months

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The thing about tumblr is that there’s a panic about how the site is dying and falling apart literally every other week so eventually if you’ve been here long enough you just get zen about it. Like if anything specific is your breaking point do whatever you want but personally they’re gonna have to pry me out of the vents like a feral raccoon before I leave. Anyway if you’re new here and you see people talk about how something is the end of tumblr and you’re afraid they’re correct I just want you to know I’ve been here through probably like 300 ends of tumblr. I’m not saying it will never happen for real but statistically I remain skeptical.

#this is about the midjourney deal thing but #if it breaks containment and starts circulating every time smth happens I’m gonna laugh #anyway: yeah sure it’s scummy on tumblr’s part. but like.#I don’t honestly believe there’s a site that ISN’T getting scraped by ai and data mining these days #so what are you even really losing #yeah yeah I toggled off the data sharing whatever #it’s just not nearly the scummiest thing tumblr has done #and not even close to the scummiest thing a major social media platform has done #so people seeing people be like ‘WELL I’M LEAVING OVER THIS’#I’m just like. lol okay.

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dazednmatthews · 1 month

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i’m so genuinely dead fucking serious when i say this picture is my roman empire and i think about it at least six times a day

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 2 months

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couple of mello + near doodles

#death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia #bright colors #eyestrain #been having fun w colors recently :3 #these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards #like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh #i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind #this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done #with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool #with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really #help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes #me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk #anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you

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impish-ivy · 5 months

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Thinking back on it, it’s so obvious Solomon isn’t as emotionally intelligent as I additionally thought he was. Which knowing his childhood and background…yeah that makes a whole heck of a lot of sense.

#obey me #obey me Solomon #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #like no wonder this super intelligent man can’t tell people don’t like his cooking #no wonder he treats 13’s attempts at getting his soul like play #((tbh she obviously cares a lot about him. that’s just their friendship))#it also explains why he gets along with some many emotionally intelligent people #MC. Simeon. Barbatos. Asmo. Satan etc!#he’s got repressed trauma AND emotions #he can’t even openly talk about what happened to him to the person he cares most about without having to stop #he can’t even say it all outloud :(#thats not even addressing his immortality. whatever the heck happened with Barbatos and losing control of his powers OR his insecurities #about MC and their relationship #LIKE THIS MAN NEEDS A HUG #I love him so much

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becauseplot · 6 months

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anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this

just. yeah. yeahh.

#qsmp #ordo theoritas #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #qsmp badboyhalo #i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free #also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated??#as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol #it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out #it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something #and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again #anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn #dont mind me im just rambling #god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao

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tongues--and--teeth · 2 months

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I’ve been wanting to draw his stupid ass concept outfit ever since I first saw it like a year ago.

#anyway. Dark Cacao #I thought he kind of looked like. a mafia boss or something idk #but my concepts with that were way too ooc so #idk man I’m fighting for my life against the ‘bad at drawing suits’ allegations.#I can’t draw suits for the life of me I am on the ground losing this fight 10-1 #that’s redundant i don’t care #love rambling in the tags bc they don’t transfer in reblogs and I can’t be sure if anyone actually reads them so whatever #crk #teethart #cookie run fanart #cookie run kingdom #dark cacao cookie #dark cacao crk #fanart #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #me resisting the urge to put ten different coloring layers on any given drawing #I think this one has… three? idk

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junosswans · 10 months

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Entry to RoyEd Week 2023 August 2nd Day 2 - Soulmate AU

(Edited: Long fic ahead! Also I posted this on ao3 too :> thank you everyone for all the wonderful comments!! I am all giddy over them)

It was already late when they arrived at the Rockbell’s house, where villagers said they could find the Elric brothers if they were not home. The cottage was dim inside, only allowing the faintest trace of dusk to put shape to the helpless boy in the wheelchair, and the enormous suit of armour towering over him.

In the literal blink of an eye, Roy Mustang’s life was turned upside down.

Despite the darkness, Roy saw the boy in foreign vividness that he had never witnessed; colours exploded in front of his eyes like fireworks, rendering him speechless. The boy’s shade was accentuated by a distinct warmth— Roy would later learn the name of the colour that was gold, a pigment that he would come to associate with justice, passion, and everything that was pure and magnificent.

Before arriving at Resembool, Roy had rehearsed his recruitment speech for five different situations, but none of which took the current one into account. For the first time in a long while, he had no idea what to say.

At that moment, assaulted by colours he had yet to know, he only knew one thing— that destiny had cursed this little boy to be attached to him, Roy Mustang. A man who had far more enemies than allies, more nightmares than sleep— more dead than alive.

The boy did not give any visible reaction to Roy’s loud entry into the house, and his aimless eyes had already betrayed his state to Roy.

He could not afford to have a soulmate. Not when his soulmate sat defencelessly like this, deaf to the entire world. Being his soulmate meant putting a target on their back, meant always sleeping with an eye open, meant never finding peace till the day of his death.

He could not, in good conscience— with what little he had remained of it— put his soulmate through what his life entailed. Anyone sane enough would be able to see him from a distance and turn around immediately. Nobody deserved to be Roy’s soulmate to experience what he would inevitably put them through. No one would be tough and yet foolish enough to stay.

Ignoring the nausea this revelation has caused him, Roy bit his tongue and demanded an explanation for the situation instead. He listened, in slowly freezing horror, to the younger brother of the Elrics– Alphonse Elric– explaining how they ended up in their current bodies.

Roy looked at Edward Elric who was missing two limbs, and reminded himself that this young boy in front of him had committed the greatest taboo in alchemy and survived. Then, as if it was not enough, did it again to bargain his brother’s soul back. An improbable, stupid, and lethal decision—yet it was undeniable that he had done the unthinkable and survived the consequences. At such a young age nonetheless, when most alchemists' apprentices were still struggling with the most basic of elements.

Perhaps given time, this boy could grow into someone beyond Roy’s imagination. Perhaps given time, Roy could grow into someone strong enough to shield his soulmate from harm.

And so Roy told him, in an earnestness that surprised even himself, that when he was ready, he could find Roy in East City and Roy would provide him with resources that could put him back on his feet. That it would be a road filled with thorns and danger, but the rewards were worth the risk.

Against his better judgement, Roy had provided his soulmate a choice. Edward could choose to run after him into the shower of bullets and webs of lies, or he could choose to stay in the quiet countryside and never let their paths cross again.

Secretly, Roy wished that his soulmate would choose the latter, wiser option. But he also knew acutely that the world had a morbid sense of humour, and whoever that was tied with him could never have any good sense in them. If fate had decided that they were meant to be, then his soulmate must have been as much of a stubborn fool as him, if not more.

Roy bid the family goodbye, and walked out of the dark shadows of the cottage. He was greeted with an entirely new world, now coloured in radiant hues he could not put words to.

He examined his palm under the flickering street light. He could see his veins faintly under his skin, pumping blood into every corner of his body. It was purple and flesh and red and human. It was warm and colourful and alive.

Remember it, remember what I’ve said, and catch up to me. Roy thought. Those who cannot keep up with me cannot be my soulmate.

I’m putting my faith in you that, no matter which way you end up choosing, our paths will converge, and we shall meet again at a time when you and I are wiser and stronger and unmovable in the face of danger. I’m putting my faith in you that, regardless of the dangers on my journey, you will find me and stay beside me and not be frightened.

I’m choosing to believe, if fate has decided that I’m still worthy of a soulmate despite my sins, then there must still be something redeemable in me, and you must be someone with enough love to love me for the monster I am.

Please find me soon.

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And then Ed surprised him after a year when Roy expected to wait at least 5 more years lmfao

I wanted to play on the idea of “you only begin to see colour once you’ve met your soulmate” and thought VERY hard about how to visualise it without turning it into a long comic. My very stupid, no good brain came up with the idea of putting a colour wheel in the background :> in hindsight it’s very cringe but at that point it was already too late to give up or change it lmaooooo

I also put paint and paint brushes around as decoration which i think is kind of cute ^^ and special thanks to my sister who helped me fix the colouring because my usual way of doing it just… lacks the vibrancy this prompt asks for. She’s a goddess and 192729% better at this drawing business than me.

@royedweek2023

#royedweek2023 #royed #sorry for the wacky fic! haven’t written any thing fiction in ages #I wish I can join for more days but my brain is failing me so probably only one more #I want to emphasise the idea that roy wants someone strong enough to be his pillar #and so he puts a blind trust on Ed believing that no matter his choices Ed will come up on top and surprise him #letting Ed do whatever he wants knowing he will come back #regardless of dangers and temptations #because they are starcrossed lovers and they are meant to be in the very end #kind of like a /of course my soulmate is strong af they’re MY soulmate/ situation #but more like /my life is so dangerous that if you can’t survive hell there’s no way you could be my soulmate/#and /I don’t want to lose you so please be strong and invincible/#it’s the right amount of faith and DELUSION <3 #fma #lia’s art #fmab #fullmetal Alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #edward elric #Roy Mustang #fanart

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inklore · 8 months

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banners + the DNI MINORS

(I have a feeling you will do a beautiful aesthetic)

please like or reblog if you use them!

#dni banners #minors dni dividers #writer banners #dni dividers #banners #15k celebration <3 #also feel free to resize these and make them bigger i just like how they looked in this size!#+ if ya'll want different variants of dni banners or more colors lmk #pro tip: if you crop them they’ll get bigger if you don’t wanna go through the whole resize process lol #i made them big in size so you can do whatever with them without them losing quality #ʚ laurs art ɞ

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goldensunset · 2 months

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we can fix volo but i don’t want us to

#redemption arc? mmmm only if it’s super interesting i guess #i would like his character to be explored more deeply but idk i’d rather have him nosedive even further into insanity #not even necessarily becoming more evil i just need to see him become a complete and utter mess of a human being #have something unnatural happen to him have him babble too much have him lose whatever final shreds of hope sanity or a decent life he had #he has very little going for him and i want to see him lose that too #also please tell us exactly what happened in his past to make him this way in the first place. it’s a necessity #we deserve the official volo backstory at this point so i don’t have to keep speculating #pokémon #legends arceus

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anna-scribbles · 2 years

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season 5 is going to be the year of adrinette i can feel it in my bones. win after win for me personally. every new episode will only make me more powerful physically mentally emotionally etc. what i am trying to say is congratulations in advance to me

#clearing shelf space for trophies because guys i am going to WIN #i’m gonna watch adrien fall in love with marinette in 4k #or whatever terrible quality the animation will be. i don’t care #oh it’s going to be delicious i can already taste it #season 5 is taking up a LOT of my headspace for something that gave us 2 episodes and then got scared off by metamorphosis summer #(rightly so. thank you canon for giving us room to properly lose our minds over metamorphosis)#anyway. feeling normal tonight.#i’m literally gonna win every day i can already feel it i love being alive #ml #ml season 5 #anna rambles

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tanzdoesthings · 3 months

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having an assignment where the whole topic is “is it worth it to suffer for art” is really making me think.

#tanz talks #it’s weird. i don’t believe suffering to achieve a nebulous greatness is good.#but i actively do it anyways. i sit here and i yearn to create and get recognition #as my hands ache and i lose sleep just to try and take time back #the process of creation has a cost. and it’s very small. but it adds up.#i am pulled apart by school and then work and then go back to my place where now i need dinner too #all while being disabled.#and i just. take time i shouldn’t take and make things.#because if i wasn’t making things and actively doing that #i would probably drop out of school or something i couldn’t handle it.#it’s not worth it to suffer. the system im in makes me suffer anyways.#whatever. i need to fix some things but i need the energy to do it first.#which is a problem.#but. i keep going so. yeah.

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trash-can-sam · 5 months

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There is something so delicious abt the intertwining of failure and success when it comes to the narratives of pathologic.

Daniil enters the town a success, a celebrity doctor, well know and well liked, desperate to save his lab and secure funding but ultimately it isn’t the end of his life if the Hail Mary doesn’t turn out- he still might find a way to save it. Even though the details are uncertain, Daniil Dankovsky enters the town mostly a success. Artemy enters the town hated, suspected of patricide, denied his inheritance, in p2 he didn’t get the degree his father wished of him (it was more about the actual learning than the degree but still) because he was drafted into the war. His old friends dislike him and all hate eachother, by all metrics, Artemy Burakh enters the town a complete failure.

However, even when Daniil gets the Utopian ending, his entire time in the Town is a never ending cycle of little victories that ultimately end in failures. He barely does jack shit, even his medicine sucks ass and doesn’t work. He’s technically the only person here with a medical degree even if both Rubin and Artemy are qualified, yet he functions as a bureaucrat most the time. Even if he gets the utopian ending, he still has failed to save his lab and his old life, it’s all still in ashes.

In Daniils quests, even the ones you do well, half the time it still feels like you’re losing. Daniils story is the story of a man who lost everything he held dear in the span of 2 weeks, the entire time getting punched in the balls.

However, Artemy, even though he enters the town as a failure, retakes his place. He manages to disprove his guilt, he finds his fathers murderer, takes his revenge, he takes his rightful place in the kin (debatable how much he wanted to but like, he didn’t want literally anything so yk), he reunites his friends, his medicine is so good, even when you’re playing as Daniil it’s THE most useful medicine you can create by far. HE ADOPTS CHILDREN FOR FUCKS SAKE.

If Daniil wins, he’s destroyed the town and the people will forever hate him for taking it away. If Artemy wins, he’s the town hero, the one who successfully filled his fathers shoes and saved the town from a deadly outbreak.

Does Daniil deserve such a title for his ending? Absolutely not lmao, he’s an outsider afterall. This was never his world to come in on, merely all he had left. But it’s simply showing how Daniil is doomed to be a failure, and Artemy has the chance of being a hero.

AND the way this feeds into burakovsky is great I feel, the town hero and the disgraced doctor. The one who had it all and lost it all vs the one who lost it all and gained so much more than he ever could’ve expected. Not to say Artemy has only won, but he comes out of the outbreak with far more of a purpose and direction in life, he has a job to do. Daniil has nothing at all, the closest thing being his old friends who spend all their nights drinking away their lives mourning the dream of Utopia. Artemy has set up the future of the town, the children who will ultimately succeed him. Daniil has lost the closest thing he had to a child as well as his own hope.

The story of Daniil is getting beat into the ground where the story of Artemy is climbing your way out of the pits of hell. And idk. I think. I just think it’s fun. (AND both of these things do LITERALLY happen- with Daniil getting the shit beat out of him in the abattoir and whenever you talk to Clara before Artemy jumps in the pit. Or in p2 whenever it’s arguably even more clear that he jumps in a glowing red pit and makes his way out of the bowels of the earth yk)

#Daniil saying he’s used to winning is such a cruel joke when his whole route is him repeatedly losing over and over again #before eventually losing himself #ITS SO GOOD. I just love how you never feel like you’re winning as Daniil. it’s fascinating.#he gives me so many feelings #truly a man doomed by the narrative #I fear this is mostly nonsense but hey #first pathologic text post #innane ramblings #probably relatively milque toast observations but whatever #daniil dankovsky #pathologic #pathologic 2 #artemy burakh #wont tag burakovsky because I don’t go into much depth but know it is about them in that way.#and yes I mix p1 and 2 events with little regard for how much sense it makes- sue me #I make my own canon

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dramarants · 7 months

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Wanting more homoeroticism in the tension between the show’s leads as the narrative introduces greater intimacy and higher stakes between them, especially in a landscape that lacks queer representation who isn’t a villain or dies within one or two episodes, but also recognizing that core values/motivation for these characters lie in their relationships with one of two major female characters in an on screen sausage fest where the only other woman is a morally reprehensible femme fatale and erasing and/or vilifying female leads in favor of conventionally attractive males is a common practice observed in fandoms that’s rooted in misogyny and justified under the guise of rejecting heteronormativity, thinly veiled double standards, or claiming the woman is simply not interesting enough and not wanting to bolster that mindset

#the worst of evil #you know who’s not interesting enough? haeryeon!! bibi’s acting the hell out of her and slaying while doing it #but idk anything besides she’s willing to subvert her dad for dick and values money over everything else #and also she’s hot which is great for me!! but also the male gaze #and I also get it - we don’t know much about euijeong in her limited screen time besides her relationships to junmo/kicheol #but she is given so many traits that are silently conveyed like compassion and bravery and sacrifice #she brought a fucking gun to her date with kicheol like the conflicts and motivations here are SO JUICY #her exasperation guilt and despair with the investigation; esp after listening to the voicemails #what’s the self respecting thing to do; do I still love my husband if he loses himself; can I continue a game I never wanted to play #at the cost of my life or my family’s life?#even though a lot of her choices are for her marriage she’s using whatever agency she has in her own terms #kicheol works to be an honest man and make a difference partly bc of her #not trying to place the burden of fixing men on her but ignoring her impact in the boys’ lives is wild #ship whoever you want hate whoever you want but don’t deride a woman just cuz ‘she’s in the way’ ya know #all this being said; kicheol bringing junmo home after he RAMPAGED seemingly on his behalf - literally who else is doing it like them #the yearning all around - I get it now; we need gangster mob!throuple to get any shit done around here (and for all 3 to stay alive 🫣🙏)#but the reality next week is gonna be so so bitter

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blueskittlesart · 1 year

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y’all know you don’t. need to let me know when you unfollow me right. like do whatever you want i do not care

#in the nicest way possible i have over 20k followers. follow me or don’t it doesn’t matter #and it’s highly unlikely i will notice. like. just hit the button i don’t need explanations in my inbox LMAO #personal #even in like a ‘i’ll refollow after totk hype dies down’ type of way. i don’t need to know. just unfollow lol it’s whatever #i’m not gonna like get upset over losing followers. i’m not dumb i anticipate a drop bc of totk spoilers #and like. follower count is useless on this site anyway so just. do what you want. i don’t need to know why

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