#so when i went to bed last night

[sleepy-achilles]

Me seeing The Rock on smackdown after I began trying to summon him to raw in wwe 2k23-

#its crazy to me #i mean #you have to remeber the timezones are way off #so when i went to bed last night #i thought the rock was doing makeovers with his daughter and doing interviews #not that he was actually fuckin about on smackdown #wwe #dwyane johnson #the rock #dwayne the rock johnson

[pixiemage]

THAT'S MY MINECRAFTER!!!!

#Skizzleman #Hermitcraft #MCYT #HOLY SHIT 100k I'M SO PROUD AHHH HE DESERVES IT #He was at like 85k or something close last night when I went to bed #My guyyyyy #Look at him go!!!

[curry-and-casteliacones]

Ok so I might by chance be dumb? But um.. Volo as Barry's ancestor?? Idk if I haven't seen other people mention this because it's a stupid idea, or i just have missed it somehow. But like you can't tell me these two hairstyles aren't even a little similar.

And then there's the whole thing of Volo kinda acting like a rival how he just sorta pops up to talk with/fight u from time to time.

I mostly find this idea amusing cuz imagine if Barry ever let's his hair grow out it would continue to do the stupid reverse gravity thing Volo's does.

#it's literally 6 am and i just woke up from being passed out for like 12 hours because ive been sick the l ast couple days so if this #makes like no sense ill come back and delte this later when im coherent but like #idk i feel like smth could be here??? #or maybe not #after all my best ideas def dont come while im sick and sleepy #pokemon #pokemon diamond and pearl #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon volo #pokemon barry #im so tired i wanna go back to sleep but i missed dinner last night by sleeping so like now im hungry... #im th eone who made dinner last night too i ust went ot bed right after it was done #anyway it wouldnt be a post of mine w o me rambling in the tags but imma go get some food now #pokemon legends arceus spoilers #pokemon spoilers #i still have no clue if i gotta keep tagging post game stuff as spoilers but i will

[clits-and-clips]

Going to sleep is so fkn hard I just want to call him and tell him I love him and ask for cuddles when will that stop

#waking up is worse i break down immediately #if i had a fucking friend i wouldnt need to keep going on and on about it in txt posts so im sorrrryyyyy if im annoying #but fuck it hurts so much #does he even miss me? #does he crave cuddles like me? #i just #ugh #we are different ive always hated sleepi g alone #like when i was really little up until i was maybe 15 i would go into my sisters room at night and sleep on the floor #in our old house i had a bed set up in her room #thats how often i went in there in the night #so im just #reaaalllllyyy struggling #he worked night shift up until last year and i was always waiting up for him till 4am #so now its like #really super hard #at least im waking up early enough to pass out at night #plus i do have some sleeping tablets if i need them #i just fucking want cudddlllesss #i want to trace his skin #i want to hold him #ffmmmllll #txt

[luckyagain]

Referring to Louis and Harry as a dagger and rose besides just not making sense (why would they tattoo themselves on themselves? if anything, they would have gotten each other's tattoos) is also just reductionist and insulting to both of them. You view them as one-dimensional characters where Harry is soft & feminine and Louis is harsh & masculine. If you can watch Louis doing the gender reveal and think he was acting like a dagger, you weren't paying attention.

louis was out here looking like THIS last night and you want to talk about fucking emojis??? 🌹🗡️

#where are your priorities 😭😭😭😭 #i went to bed early last night and literally just screamed when i saw the pics 💀💀💀💀 #i love that you wanna claim that i view them as one dimensional characters #but also in the first sentence of this ask insinuate that louis is the rose and harry’s the dagger #to fit your narrative #so is louis also the anchor? the paplion butterfly? the ship? #anyway i need yall to care like 10% less #both about me and my opinions #and about harry and louis #like i promise yall nothing is that deep #louis is very soft and lovely and kind and i love him for that #and in this instance he was very sweet and excited for this mom AND he was also stomping around on the balloon and cursing like a sailor #it was very louis and i love that 🥰 #now please leave me alone to my louis thirsting #i’ve been awake for like 5 minutes

[jojotier]

can dogs get dementia or is my elderly little dog just pacing around bc titi isnt home so she doesn't want to sit

#sam's thinkin again #she did this a lot too when titi went to bed last night #and she didnt seem to understand 'go lay down' when i told her but then like #when i stood up and told her again she listened. and shes always been a bit stubborn and wasnt really properly trained so she just sometime #doesnt listen #ellie mae what in the world is with you

[pocketramblr]

#honorable mention goes to the kid who kept trying to bring 'class pets' to the biology teacher #and also the different kid who kept trying to 'set free' the actual bio class pet hamster #but yes these all happened. #pocket's adventures in teaching #poll #I'm so mad i had like at least three more poll ideas when i went to bed last night #woke up to this lovely gift! and couldn't remember any of them

[milkweedman]

Somehow managed to fuck up both sleeves of my sweater at work a few days ago and have been too busy and tired to fix it at home, and then ran out of clean sweaters. So now im fixing them at work, which is not ideal (mending something that youre wearing is already not very easy--mending it while working the register is even more fiddly bc i keep getting interrupted by customers). Think im gonna have to take it off and just wear my jacket while i fix the big hole though--i'm ambidexterous but badly, and it needs to be held at just the right angle so it stays on the darning mushroom head.

The yarn is just some handspun scrap i found in my backpack that looked like it would blend in with the sweater well enough. It's probably merino and corriedale.

#darning #mending #handspun yarn #so so tired #went to bed pretty much right after i got home last night and woke up half an hour before my next shift 🤕😭 #hate it when that happens #and my knees are basically just searing whenever i stand. which is 11 hours a day. #still havent heard back from my PT about the knee braces.... #so painful. have literally spent this entire week at work convincing myself not to quit :/

[mossflower]

loki season two has me screaming crying throwing up trying not to get dragged back into the mcu trenches

#i am stronger than this. i am better than this!! #by the trenches i mean consuming fanfiction at an unhealthy rate. fourteen year old me was insane i think i was on ao3 more than i slept #that’s not exaggeration. i was getting four hours of sleep on school nights and frequently went to bed at 5am on weekends #it is ONE good story. one. literally not worth it. i don’t even care about ninety percent of the mcu characters #i will ignore the little voice in my head reminding of the sheer amount of fanfiction. this was my pre-tumblr days #so my fandom interaction was like. youtube and ao3. maybe instagram posts sometimes. it was so much fun like. zero drama zero discourse #i was honestly living my best life. got less interested when i joined tumblr and went full doctor who mode #and after endgame i watched i think wandavision and loki and that was it. just didnt care anymore lol #i know exactly why this is happening tho. currently the thing i am insane about is my own damn project. which i am in the process of writin #for obvious reasons no fandom there. bc it lives in my mind twenty four fucking seven #i do wonder if i’m kind of growing away from fandom anyway? the closest i’ve got since toh ended was homestuck tbh #i want to feel obsessed with something again!! everything i’m into now - tma tlt and the like - i love them #but it doesnt hit like it used to. i don’t know it’s hard to explain #like video essays that i would have loved a few years ago!! the hour long ones about representation and queer media #they just irritate me now! i got halfway through one last week and had to bail i just could not care less #how did 2020 social media have me convinced that x character being gay was super important politically economically socially etc #ofc the answer is that i was a baby lesbian getting even less social interaction than normal #like representation is important obviously but also. sometimes it was not that deep #i don’t know if i’m making sense tbh but you get my drift #morganposting

[skinreflectsthesun]

I am not well 🤧🤒🥺😴

#personal #last night beba went to bed at 8 pm #I was like okay let’s get started with night time routine because it’s gonna take at least an hour I’d like to go to bed as soon as he does #and legit I started rocking him in my arms around 8 and he closed his eyes around 8:05 and started whining #when he does this he wants me to put him down so he can fall asleep on his own #which just breaks my heart but it’s a good thing #anyways he starts whining so I put him in his bed #and then close the door and leave the rain sounds on for him #and I anticipated giving it about 10 minutes before he thrashed around a bit and started crying because he can’t fall asleep #that’s usually when I come in and pick him up and rock him again and we do the same song and dance for about an hour #and literally I set him down to sleep at 8:15 and he just…slept through the night #I went to bed at 830 and fell asleep by 9 and he slept the whole night #my goddddddddd #I needed that sleep so bad #it didn’t fix me entirely but it’s a start

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[isa-ah]

i have formally and officially entered the loop. sigh.

#im so so so tired but ive been putting off going to bed for hours #even tho im like straight up getting nauseous and dizzy spells #mostly bc my dreams last night and the last couple nights fucked with me #but when i stay up like this my dreams just get worse #which makes me stay up more #etc #the loop #im so tired awughh #once reached a point of sleep deprivation where i had a mental breakdown repeated false awakening nightmare followed by spider hallucinatio #so many spiders on the wall when i woke up #it took hours to actually believe i was awake LOL #i used to have this issue over the course of years where i had the same nightmare every time i fell asleep #didnt matter if it was 1am or 1pm if i slept for 45 minutes or 4-5 hours etc #same nightmare every single time. so i lost A LOT of sleep avoiding it like the plague #i went full whacko mode man. i was off my shit. hallucinating daily type sleep deprivation #dont be like me kids #stay in bed

[sandsucks]

when i get proper sleep….i will be a changed man i promise

#istg insomnia always kills me when i finally have time to sleep #like explain how i went to bed at 1 last night woke up at noon today n somehow only got five hours of sleep. not consecutive #someday i’ll find a cure for this…..for now it’s just work or art or doom scroll till it my eyes give up ig #also i’m so sorry i feel like i keep ranting here lol. i’ll be less insufferable from now on sorryyyyy #to everyone who sent in reqs btw thank you very much!!!!! #i’m getting thru them verrryyyy slowly lol since some irl things have been discouraging me from actually chilling out…i’ll share them soon!

[transexualbutchfagdyke]

it's so fun having a manipulative and controlling mother. ma'am I'm 20 years old, don't be pissed I stayed an extra night at my bfs bc YOU didn't come pick me up after offering to.

#shes so mad at me #and she was like “well. youre gonna stay there until they bring you home bc im not getting you.” so my dad picked me up last night instead #like. she asked “are they gonna pick you up or do j need to?” and i said she needed to bc my bf was hungover and his mom was already in bed. #and she got mad?? and was like “just forget it. im going to bed.” like ok. strand me then. youre the one who wanted me home. #so i had to text my bfs mom and ask if i could stay an extra night bc my mom was mad. which is a humilating thing to do at any age butt #especially as a whole adult #and when i got home last night she barely talked to me ans just went to bed as soon as i walked through the door. #god. #ratt squeaks

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

clothing shopping is the mind killer </3

#camera talks #i went clothing shopping w/ my mom yesterday bc i needed to and i actually felt so drained after the first store #i literally had to drag myself into bed last night thats how much mental energy it takes me to clothing shop #i can grocery shop forever tho. give me a list and the ability to just wander around looking for what i need and im good #only by myself tho. when w/ people i dont like grocery shopping ? idk man #anywayys i have so little energy today i feel super bad

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Generally fucking love how today so far has been testing my will of not losing it completely, given my mom has been nothing but bitchy to me all day over the money to the point of blaming me somehow for her choosing to sell her Switch that she got for christmas that she literally hasn't touched since then and now my dad is starting on me because he's either tired or drunk.

#like the way my mom would be all lovely to dad #but when i speak she fucking hates me #i literally told dad i watched mad max fury road last night and mom sarcastically went 'thats nice for you' #and the way she went 'go and tell your brother then hes right about me turning out to be a bitch of a mother' #fucking dont tempt me is all im saying #thats all im saying #and just one of the kittens knocked something down...so dad in pissed off mode throws our airer and breaks it more then it already is #oh and i keep saying dont let the kittens out they not netured or chipped yet #but what does my dad do when im in bed? lets them out #insisting they need the window open #yeah okay enjoy me never forgiving you if anything happens to them #its just...im so tired #i just am