#somebody rambles about parts

[clever-and-unique-name]

When I was younger, I aggressively hated wearing outer layers. I didn't mind the cold much, and would be out in freezing temps in a tshirt. I overheated very, very easily.

Now, I'm still like that sometimes, depending on the parts out. But I also sometimes feel extremely cold, like I can't warm up. And sometimes I'm in the middle.

The temperature outside hasn't changed at all today, but I've gone from shivering from the cold and needing a coat, to removing said coat and still sweating. And I've been tracking the parts present all the way; home parts don't have much resilience to the cold, and work parts do.

Parts shenanigans. Yay.

#personal #somebody rambles about parts

[witchspeka]

I dont think Mob is naive as much as he's socially unaware, like the reason why he trusts Reigen so blindly is a bit more complex than just him being naive

Cause Mob reached out to Reigen because he was desperate to find someone like him, someone who understood his psychic specific issues, someone that could truly know what he's feeling and going through and give him guidance and support

Post incident Mob's thinking process was something along the lines of my powers hurt people -> my powers are bad -> my powers (my emotions, my instincts, myself) cannot be trusted

So he lost all confidence and trust in his own actions, resigning to being as passive as possible to avoid any further damage to anyone else, thus he started doubting his own perception of reality too

He's a kid already struggling with being ostracised for being socially inept, who just got traumatised and all of his insecurity increased by the tenfold, he doesn't know how to process what he's going through. He needs help.

And here comes Reigen, seemingly reliable, a responsible adult in a child's eyes, someone who claims he can understand him

Even tho Reigen doesnt. But it doesn't matter, because Mob finds comfort in his words and takes them to heart

Even if Reigen doesn't fully get it, even if he doesn't see the bigger picture, even if his advice isn't always the best

Eventually, Mob grows up, realises Reigen isn't as honest as he seemed through his 11 year old perspective, but like most things, he refuses to acknowledge it on a deeper level

Mob knows, but never tells Reigen, never thinks about what all those lies mean to him (ofc until he forces himself to face those doubts regarding Reigen, to properly acknowledge both of their flaws and accept them as they are, I should scream into the void about Confession Arc more God)

Due to his lack of trust in himself, Mob has relied on Reigen for years now to shape his moral compass, his thoughts, his decisions

Because well, Reigen lies, sure, but he isnt a bad person. When he hurts Mob, it isn't intentional or with ill intent, he still wants the best for him, what's the issue?

Except that it stunts Mob's growth. He doesn't develop as a person, doesn't have goals or wishes or ambitions, can't make choices on his own, he doesn't even let himself acknowledge his own emotions, he refuses to let himself exist

But Mob realises in time that he wants more than that, he wants to become better and be independent and feel again

Still, he puts the acknowledgement of the lies on hold for as long as he can, unwilling to question the way things are

This can make him feel a little naive, he constantly relies on Reigen and trusts his decisions and raises questions rarely until separation arc when he finally puts his foot down

And I do think that moment is the most resounding proof we have that Mob knows and allows himself to be used by Reigen, not wanting to shake the status quo, until he gets fed up

I mentioned the social ineptitude at the beggining but idk if I should even elaborate on that, you've watched the show, you know what I mean

He's blunt and can't read social cues or tonality that well and can't speak in front of crowds and is overall pretty awkward and I do think some people conflate that with naivety

Mob is still a child, he doesnt fully understand how the world works at the ripe age of 14 years old, but some folks take that as him being inherently naive/innocent/whatever which I don't find true

#ppl do a similar thing with seri but for different reasons but i do think in his case its worse cause thats a whole ass adult #anyway. i dont think im saying anything new i just wanted to ramble <3 #i missed mobposting what can i say #ik i saw somebody talk about this in a more eloquent way but i doubt i could find the post cause i dont think i rbed it so rip #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #kageyama shigeo #that ova needs to come out already im going insane #cine te a intrebat #also hope i didnt come off as too negative towards reigen or smth #but like. my favourite part of confession is him saying (i didnt know!) LIKE YEAH. U DIDNT. LMAO. #ppl treat him as a bit too reliable sometimes and dont give him a lot of room to grow like Reigen isnt even 30 yet!! he aint that old!! #he still needs to get HIS own shit tgt before giving out advice just saying. also he totally doesnt understand mob fully. how can he?? #he never mentions the incident with ritsu and considering mobs inclination of never telling anyone anything unless prompted #i doubt he knows... like reigen genuinely doesnt know the extent of mobs trauma!! when he said I Didnt Know he meant that shit!!!!!! #which is like. fine. cause to me whats important is how he always wants to protect mob and support him and help him #even if he doesnt always know how. even if advice backfires. hes always there and hes always trying and hes just as human and flawed as mob #himself #ig what im getting at is just that im bothered by the Flavour of reliable adult fandom is giving him. hes a lil pathetic and #fucks up sometimes and thats fiiiiiine. i feel like i talked shit about reigen but i do think hes a good guy and IS reliable just not in the #gives great advice way. but in the Knows How To Talk And Bullshit His Way Through Everything and Has Genuinely Good Intentions (usually) #and will throw away all of his self preservation if the situation requires him to. his advice is good but can be vague idk ONE rlly managed #to balance his pathetic side with his helpful reliable side and i dont think i articulated it the best way but like.... hes simultaneously #pathetic and sad but also the most sane and reliable adult in this show. rant over see u next time byeeee

[potatobugz]

i submitted my lovely mouseboy Finnegan for the @ahatintime-oc-competition yesterday :D here is the art i drew 4 them!

for those unaware: he came from a dream i had once involving him and Snatcher But As A Bird; and i sorta just. added onto them from there. they're so sillay

#a hat in time oc #potatart #ahit #(just for the art tag....sorry : #Finnegan Snowshoe #get propergandered. i will conjure up more art of them soon i think #very vivid image in my mind of what their personality is like but its rlly hard to describe #........... #ok quickly avert ur eyes i am going to say something that is embarrassing to me #oc competitions make me nervous and it is because i think last time i did one it went Badly #like idc about the losing part i thought that was really funny but i just felt like everyone.hated me : #i know thats not true and its the brain poison talking but #i remember somebody skimmed thru my account and saw that i was hyperfixated on south park at the time and #uswd that as a reason to not vote for my character #which was one of those things that made me so so nervous that i felt Physically Ill and it ruined like my whole day #confidence is key. i think. so i am grabbing myself by the shoulders and going “YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE FUN!!!!” #sorry for the very Personalness that just jappened here. its okay thought bc i trust everuone averyed their eyes to my sad ramblings #besides i like finnegan :] and i trust most ppl to not Kill me Dead #anyways. ignore ignore ignore FINNECHER NUMERO UNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #THIS IS A LITTLE SOMETHING I LIKE TO CALL: PUTTING TOO MUCH EFFORT INTO THINGS

[piplupod]

it just seems cruel and sick to me that I tell someone "i think this little life has inherent value and I'd like to extend a little kindness to it when I am able to" and they laugh at me as if I'm being foolish and tell me I must squash it with my shoe :/

#to hear somebody earnestly tell you that and not even stop to consider you might be wrong. it is baffling #absolutely foreign to me. if somebody were to insist upon something so earnestly i think i'd at least stop and think for a moment #especially if it were about just... being kind to someone or something. it feels very strange that you wouldn't even pause #god im such a fucking sap. idk. this is all probably just ramblings of some naive sheltered little freak w stars in their eyes sdfjkl #''oh the world should be kinder to pests'' i sound ridiculous dsgjkl i am being laughed at by another part in the brain #i KNOWWW this is unrealistic and overly sentimental. i just feel awful any time i have to kill a spider idk #i dont think it should be all that ridiculous. but im probably getting too worked up about it fdsjkl #curse this overly compassionate freak brain of mine #anyways. sorry. i'll be normal now fsjkl. this was just weird and upsetting today #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[nonuggetshere]

Why do i suddenly imagen that flower can sort of tune out their dad..every other Siblings is like "dad! stfu!!"

ODBDJD Honestly it'd make sense, after they made up Flower was very active in the political part of being a princess and eventually accepted the role of an heir, they probably would travel with their parents for any political meetings and such outside Hallownest and eventually learned to tune that engine of a man out

Their siblings have. Less of a built tolerance for his snoring

#thylacines can talk #asks #faaf au #also funfact: Flower absolutely did NOT want to be a king in any way. they accepted being an heir because their father was adamant he'd rule #for the rest of his and Hallownest's existence. Flower being his heir was a formality and a Plan B scenario in case anything went wrong. #like if they needed somebody to run the kingdom while they were unavilable type of stuff. None of them expexted Flower to EVER take over #as a king. Unfortunately much later down the line PK's bad choices caught up with his health. And between having to take on a role they #didn't fully want vs watching their father slowly gade and work himself into an early grave. They'd choose the former in a heartbeat #Eventually they settled into it and became content in their new role. It wasn't so bad especially with Lurien's. the great knights' and #their parents' help. They started to feel a bit aimless in their life previously so they eventually grow to like this new life. though it #took a bit to get used to. And part of them is also glad to be back home. As eventually they and their partners decided to travel a bit #and ended up living in another kingdom for a couple of years. But they grew homesick. So it felt good to be back #sorry for wildly off-topic rambles in the tags ive been thinking about this for a few weeks now

[ansy-tea]

Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?

Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.

#incoherent rambles #ansy-stalks #confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA— #LISTEN #NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y #vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”) #then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased #even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg #I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33 #Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time #broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me” #and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—” #for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part #too bro 😭😭😭😭 #AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID #i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭 #OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA #“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS #AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP #OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA #okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.*** #“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time #had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I #live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“ #I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious. #MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest #“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's) #okay i really need to shut up 😭 #aight. i will stop.

[randomraytrash]

There is something weird in Nate character arc

I love Nate and I like his relationship with Jade. I root for his happiness, I was Nate x Happiness way before season two, because I really relate at many of the mental struggles he faces.

But let me make clear a thing:

Relationships don't fix mental illness.

A new partner will not fix all the problems in your life.

A good relationship can help you, can support you through difficult time, but it won't magically fix you. You need to act, change your behaviour and fix yourself, because nobody will do it for you.

Nate needs to own his fucking mess, he needs to see through Rupert schemes and put his foot down. Because blocking his mistakes (with Ted, especially Ted) like he did during this episode won't help him, avoidance can work only for a short period of time, then it comes back and bite you in the ass.

Because everybody is growing and changing but him (and no, getting a girlfriend is not synonymous of a redemption arc, nor a healing process, especially if all his confidence is still tight with "getting a girl" and without a girl to "show off" he's worthless, which wasn't disproved yet and no, don't spit at your self reflection one time, while never addressing the root cause is not enough). He's risking of getting stuck in the past, in his old mentality, in a fake confidence not internal but tied to an external person (Jade).

Fight forward, isn't it? Get out of that box and live the moment, every moment is worth living, because you are worth it, whatever you succeeded or failed, you deserve happiness in your life.

That's what I think we should stride for Nate's arc.

It's nice that Nate got a girlfriend (I enjoy them because they are such opposite character and energy), but it'll come crushing and burning down if he doesn't understand why he was able to ask her out. It matters that he found the courage to ask her out for a date, but he matters regardless, even without this accomplishment.

Nobody defined Nate if not Nate himself. And I think Jade can help him realize it, but the relationship with her is not a magic cure (and to be absolutely critical I think they will have many communication problem if they don't learn how properly work things out before a real relationship, since Jade is not really an extroverted person and Nate is an anxious mess ready to misinterpret every ambiguous body language, I know it because I'm the same).

Getting a girl is not the redemption arc, is not the finale, it's barely a consequence of the first step in becoming a better person. I believe (eh, Ted Lasso, isn't it?) Nate is fundamentally a good person, he's a brilliant tactician, funny and sensible, but he's also deeply insecure and he broke the trust, and leash out to people who (truly) loved and trust him and we can say all we want to explain his reasoning (his past bullying, his daddy problems, the miscommunication), but it doesn't chance the fact he was wrong, it's not a justification.

Nate matters with Rupert, and without him (a lot more without him). With Ted's or his father's approval or without. (And already had Ted's, like this episode he went to see him play with his son, Ted already, for the most part, forgive him. Ted doesn't have to accept his apology, but Ted Lasso is Ted Lasso and do what Ted Lasso can do best: treating people with compassion, so he will without a second thought the moment he'll see Nate sincerely regrets).

But Nate does need to do it, though, he's redemption arc is tied with this apology. Because they say hurt people hurt people, and it may be true, but it's also bullshit. Even if your struggle with mental health, you have no right to hurt others.

To do this apology thought Nate needs to grow, needs to build his confidence and self esteem for himself, because he's action were mostly a counteract to a perceive rejection, he is not what twitter says about him, or Jade, or Ted, or his father, or Rupert.

The belief that you matter, you know? Regardless of what I do or don't archive.

Ted is going to forgive him, of course he is.

#But let me be real with you real quick #if somebody I trust revealed my mental struggles to somebody else for a petty revenge for a perceived betrayal I didn't even done (while I #I would never NEVER talk to them again nor accept their apologizes. Fucking hell that shit makes my blood boil #I understand Nate but I despise what he did there #he was in wrong and there are no justification #he needs to apologize #I'm just rambling at this point but as somebody who mental struggle made do a lot of bad shit #i cannot emphasize enough how much apologizing was part of healing myself and giving the chance to start over without baggage #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #nate shelley #Again it's an interpretation #Do not take this as an attack to his character more like a thought about calling getting a girl a redemption arc #I still root for him #And I shamelessly enjoy him on screen every time

[crossfalconx5]

I know generally nobody cares but I have this lost ones oc and love him so much. I am a lost ones enjoyer and The Follower is my masterpiece of a pathetic ink thing, love him sm.

#batim #batdr #batim oc #bendy #lost ones #lost one oc #hes so traumatized yet so silly #hes also part of an AU I might go into further detail in if this gets hmmm #Twenty notes fuck it I wanna ramble #or if somebody wants to hear more I just like talking about my silly’s

[spring-lxcked]

thought abt the secret mini games in P.S and went crazy again

#—— ✧ ooc » #.tbd. #like the constant theme of william targeting kids who need somebody is just. ugh. #especially if you're like me & think midn.ight motorist is a part of this #( i don't think any theory fits perfectly but tbh i think the af.ton family one is completely disproven by the ending ) #( like when matp.at said 'you want me to solve MM? i don't think ANYBODY can solve MM' that was real fkjsdhfash ) #william & susie mourning her dog & a kid trapped in an abusive home & charlie locked out of the pizzeria #like my william is so invested in the day-to-day of Being Spri.ng Bon.nie & building these seemingly genuine connections. #somebody the guests can go to & get supposed comfort from ( YES there's intentional irony in this regarding his own kids ) #and it's a lot easier to manipulate somebody who needs something/somebody and believes they can trust him #and if their parents don't give shit about them then it's just that much easier #like. To Me. in my canon midn.ight mot.orist is like. he's made this kid feel like he's the one person they can go to #anyway rambling done i'm so sad over this rn #child murder tw #child death tw #murder tw

[lightningfilledsaber]

sigh I’m not doing yaoi discourse in 2023. takes three seconds to look up how it originated versus other gay genres/subgenres like yuri, shounen-ai, bara, or BL. I seriously don’t give a fuck if people create/engage with yaoi but ignoring its origins is not helping anyone especially if you’re trying to reclaim the genre.

#mud rambles #yaoi is not yuris counterpart and people pretending it is. is like. ridiculous #men writing yuri and women writing BL in of itself is not an issue but like. yaoi was literally created out of the fetishization of gay men #by women for the consumption of other women. that is not 'pushing a bias' or what the fuck ever it takes two seconds to confirm that #reclaim the genre! idc! but again ignoring how it started isnt helping anyone #it's very distinct from BL bara and shounen-ai #i have a love hate relationship w yaoi as a genre bc it was a big part of my self discovery journey #and it's not even inherently bad. its just that. AGAIN. you cant ignore its origins in favor of having an aesthetic pair with yuri #ive been researching and learning about this shit since i was a teen #anyway seriously. this is the last im gonna b talking abt this #dont send me shit i am not engaging w it further #this was brought on bc somebody screenshotted tags i left on a post i reblogged but have since deleted #cause again. not doing fucking. yaoi discourse of all things as a fucking grown man lmfao #again. idfc if people create/consume/etc yaoi i literally would just like people to actually be critical of what they consume and #not ignore shit because they cant deal with the reality of how certain genres can come from shitty origins #okay bye <3 back to my regular blogging experience #dont reblog this or screenshot this or whatever this is my post my blog if i could figure out how to turn reblogs off for this post i would #i was able to do it before on the mobile app for other posts but that function apparently just does not exist on the web for me specifically #and i deleted the app a while ago. anyway. k bye

[tvrningout-a]

i will not lie: i read the new chapters for j.jk while i was eating, and now i'm Thinking

#i realized i never wrote that post concerning miyuna and the culling games!! and it's such a fun development so i need to uvu #i also need to think about tsugumi's role in all this though bc part of me says she'd follow miyuna and the other part #says she'd stay out of the culling games bc there's still cursed spirits that need to be dealt with and people that need protecting #hmmmmm i need to write both of these ladies more #let's be honest i need to write a lot my muses more often but that's kinda hard sometimes asdf #ALSO i have the urge to write chiyo's jjk verse so much now #just thinking about how she'd probably run herself ragged trying to support the sorcerers outside of the culling games and the civilians #who got caught up in everything #and the absolute joy in her heart when somebody makes a comeback :' ))) #anyway i'm gonna maybe write that thing for miyuna and then get a start on some drafts! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[clever-and-unique-name]

Okay, inspired by that "does your art style change based on who's fronting" poll, I wanted to attempt to parse out the major Styles I've noticed from different parts' influence when we draw. (Not an exhaustive list, and definitely not strict.)

Reki:

Usually monochrome with heavy reliance on contrast and values with some patterns/texture. Will do some mild shading or add lighting effects.

Astrid:

Grayscale, or grayscale + 1 or 2 accent colors. Heavy use of black. Likes to make art more "crunchy" with things like halftone and hatching.

Mal:

Also grayscale, but in a more painterly fashion. Mimics watercolor or charcoal. Tends to look "softer."

Rue:

A bit more variable and willing to experiment stylistically to achieve a certain mood or effect. Generally uses thin lines and more freeform shapes.

Razael:

Generally fully-rendered pieces with attention to lighting. Mostly hates doing any kind of background.

#personal #somebody rambles about parts #our art #part appearances #everyone pictured here is either one of Us or Bunny :> #nobody asked for this but it was fun to put together so

[vulcandyke]

some of you pjo fans are reading totally different books than me because y'all swear annabeth is constantly talking about how hard it is to be a smart blonde but that never fucking happened

#somebody drop some page numbers or something bc i reread them all and she never mentions it. at all. #and some idiot on tiktok is trying to say it's her motivation through the whole series but she literally never mentions it #percy mentions that shes blonde a few times but other than that? #it's barely even a part of her character #it's so clearly racism when people get mad about that little girl who's playing annabeth of course #but beyond that it doesnt even make any fucking sense? how is that your defense? i don't see yall tormenting that boy who's playing percy #even though he's blonde and percy has dark hair. #i wonder why. #anyway if you're mad about annabeth's casting do me a favor and die mad about it that way we don't have to hear you #rambles

[spookyboywhump]

I am owed financial compensation for having a dream where I’m back in school, wearing braces that make it nearly impossible to talk to people, unable to find anything edible during lunch

#the only good part was meeting somebody who let me ramble about ice nine kills #even though I kept nearly cutting my tongue on those stupid wires

[wikipedie]

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#personal #personal rants #rambling #so like.......read at your own discretion if you happen to ig i just need to vent in a way that feels different than in my diary #i don't know what to write so that it doesn't show up when people scroll #i feel like shit and a part of me is aware that it's probably because my period started #but i'm at a point where i am TIRED of feeling like shit #I AM TIRED #i want to feel good for longer!! #i managed to have a nice weekend albeit still with a bit of anxiety #but still the idea of feeling good for most of the time is still such a baffling thought for me #LIKE. Even if i don't have something major that i'm worrying about (like jobs applying for jobs starting college again while working etc) #or me wanting to live my life better (sports?? books?? maybe a new show or something to be more cultured bc EVERYONE is watching stuff) #(and i miss watching stuff more regularly and being excited about watching stuff and not having watching stuff be a complicated thing) #so like.......if somehow i'm not worrying about all that then i'm worried about whether i am allowed to like my favourite shows #because they're problematic #and listen (if somebody is somehow reading this but i am so whatev) I KNOW that i am allowed to like whatever the fuck i like #i'm not an idiot...rationally #ok i'm an idiot rationally too but i mean...i know all that #emotionally i feel like a 5 years old that i can't navigate anything #and i feel very black and white and i HATE it i hate it I KNOW it's not healthy #com'on brain we're smarter than that why are we worrying about stupid shit #i'm just........*pouts* i'm just small and tired #anyways rant's over

[godzexperiment]

him having to cut his hair an few times an week, because of how fast it grows and that you can tell when he's been occupied+hasn't bothered to do so

#<< falling apart at the seams i cant deny >> headcanons #(odds are if he vanished for an week he's going to reappear with longer hair and chalk dust all over his clothing) #(generally he doesnt think much about his hair obsessively at all) #(he doesn't style or tame it because he's just always doing things that would mess it up or doesnt care anyways) #(perfect hair cuts are stupid in his eyes and he really just cuts it himself with purposeful not being precise to it) #(he also just forgets it's an part of his being too sometimes till somebody is like dude your hair is an mess) #(to which nix just cards his fingers through and calls it good) #(also his hair is super soft especially when longer) #(i realized have not really rambled about this too much so :p)