#stop stoppppppp

[drawbauchery]

I’m still not sure I’m satisfied with this but if something is missing I can’t figure out what it is so I’m throwing it at you as is

..ok. alright. i'll see you in the tags

#opeskyopossum #now in color #danganronpa #kokichi oma #HHRMRMRMBMFGF I'M OBSESSEDDDDDD #YOUR COLORS. SO VIVID. THE HIGHLIGHTS. THE PINK #ALL THE EXTRA DETAILS #the fucKIn TAtTOo #the placement. that's extremely hot i'm ngl holy shit #the little dice pieces on the choker. adored. #the blood. the eyeshadow. all the makeup. #HIS HAT. THE GLITTER #stop #stoppppppp

[libelelle]

KJSDHFKJAFB LOOK AT THIS THUNG LOOK AT IT. CAHOS

#STOPPPPPPP STOP WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE THAT #(drew the image) #talk tag

[smile-files]

i think the main issue in arguing with zionists is that, well, they believe in zionism! if israel did deserve to exist, then the genocide and injustice in palestine could be argued for (not like it should be, but it certainly could) -- and zionists believe israel deserves to exist.

i, unfortunately, have a large amount of experience interacting (personally) with zionism and zionists. most of those i've talked to feel for the palestinians, and the violence they are facing, but they fail to realize (or they staunchly deny) the very, very active part israel and the IDF have had in that -- and how it's representative of what the nation has always done.

at the same time, they focus more on israeli hostages than palestinian ones -- and i know, of course, that these zionist jews i've interacted with are either israeli or have loved ones in israel, and so have a very personal stake in the safety of israeli hostages (which may very well be friends or family members), but i find it strange how much emphasis they put on hamas' cruelty in taking hostages while the IDF is doing the same thing (in essence; the exact details of who's doing it worse are important to note, but not relevant right now, because folks should realize that their side is being at least as cruel as the enemy's).

recently i was drawn into an argument with an israeli zionist (who, unfortunately, is very close to the action and tragedy by being israeli), and she was incredibly offended by my anti-zionism and my opposition to israel's abject cruelty to palestinian citizens, as it seemed (to her) like i was bypassing the cruelty hamas has enacted on israeli citizens -- which is very telling. i've noticed that we as jews have the tendency, whatever the situation may be, of focusing more on our pain than the pain of others, even if we are the ones hurting them. that person has every reason to be scared and hurt, and i'd be lying if i said her response wasn't at least somewhat sympathetic, but her pain in this horrible, violent conflict does not invalidate the pain on the other side. jews, throughout this recent crisis, have consistently not talked in depth about the constant losses in palestine -- am i suddenly being callous by focusing on those losses, and not our own? (YOUR PAIN AND THEIRS AREN'T MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE, YOU DOLT! sorry...)

because it all comes down to believing in israel! my mom has always told me about how beautiful it is there, about her time living on a kibbutz... and sure, it might be nice. i can't argue with that. but why is it that our nationalism for israel is so strong, so virulent? i have not seen patriots as loyal for any other country. and when you criticize israel, israelis feel like you're criticizing their entire existence -- and many non-israeli jews do, as well. because zionism has been built so deep into the modern religion! it's made to be a necessary piece! belief in it is the default!

and, from the inside looking in, i can't be surprised that many jews take anti-zionism as being antisemitic -- because, to them, israel and zionism stand as the pinnacle of safety and support for the jewish people. it is impossible to argue with them about anything above that base layer, as the base layer itself serves as a foundation: so long as a jew thinks that israel is right, deserved, and necessary, no proof will sway them into hating israel. it's just impossible, and that's very frustrating.

for me in particular, i find it very frustrating, as this single idea has turned so many people i know to support a genocidal entity. they believe in and support israel, so they stand with it now -- even if they condemn its current actions, they neglect how those actions are just an extension of its inherent existence -- whether they think israel's doing the right thing or wrong thing right now, they don't really care at the end of the day, because israel, to them, is necessary in keeping the jewish people alive. they stand with it, thinking that jews can only stand at all if they do.

but a genocidal crutch is no crutch at all: it only breaks us more. zionist jews make me so mad, and the worst part is that i could never express that to them in a way they'll understand.

#melonposting #anti-zionism #israel #i am so madddd and frustrated and stressed #with the whole camp thing going on my parents will inevitably find out (and soon!) that i'm anti-zionist #and given their age and proximity -- they're so deeply entrenched in zionism that i can't even hope to sway them #it's so sad and scary (i don't want them to be mad at me -- even though that really isn't the important thing here) #but it's also philosophically bizarre... like these people have good principles! #it's just this one tiny stupid thing (believing in israel) that's effectively turned them into bad people! #<- it's weird saying something like that. because i don't think they're bad people. but they're zionist. #part of it is that they're my parents and i love them but also... they're so good otherwise. a single thing went wrong. #(okay well not a single thing but it's generally minute things y'know?) #i don't wanna hate my parents. and i don't want them to hate me. can they please for the love of god stop #(takes every jew i know by the shoulders and shakes them back and forth) PLEAAAASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOPPPPPPP #anyway it's very hard for me to do work because i have this on my mind. #how do i break it to my parents that 1. i won't be working at camp this summer and 2. it's because i hate zionism? #i'm not cut out for situations like these ughhhhh why did i have to post that stupid anti-zionist instagram story in march #i could've just chosen not to take the job on my own accord and have enough time to come up with an excuse for my parents #whatever. too late for that. i dug my grave and now must lie in it #i guess it's character-building?? :')

[elegyofthemoon]

listen i know that the star rail girls suffer from "same character design" but i got mildly obsessed with a bit of ruan mei's design because of one particular detail and that is:

it's this particular bit where the DNA strands are joined together by the plum blossom she's named after.

in order for DNA to be replicated, it has to be unwound by a protein called helicase which then allows for the reading of the DNA to create the new strands. I felt like it was fitting that like the plum blossom unraveling the DNA in her design, she's also trying to unravel the truths of the world and get to its essence.

#was it actually intentional? who knows! but i do like the thought alskdjfahl #like idk #helicase is the first step on DNA replication - it unwinds/unzips the DNA so that another protein can read each nucleotide and produce a ne #strand #in a similar fashion ruan mei does the same trying to unravel what makes an aeon or life or etc and tries to reproduce it #utterly fails but YOU KNOW YOU GET THE POINT #anyways i like ruan mei but i think she does the same thing that a certain other scientist does for me #where im holding my head in my hands like mAAM WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING STOPPPPPP STOP GIRL STOPPPPPPP #snow plays hsr #anyways i finished the first new trailblazer continuance (finally) and i have cats :) weeeeeeee #ruan mei #ngl i wonder just how many geneticist jokes are in ruan mei's design/abilities/etc #i would crunch on them if possible but alskjdfhal i probably shouldnt fixate #hsr #im just tagging these two for myself but its fine

[missworld1994]

the “i’m just a girl 🥺” trend is so annoying omg you literally perpetuate the same misogynistic beliefs that men have had for YEARS. i’ve been called a bitch and i’ve been treated miserably so many times by men while playing video games solely because i’m a woman. go ahead and have fun, enjoy ur silly games, but stop being bad on purpose and saying you’re just a girl… WORSE that you’re a man’s girlfriend like girl stand UP? ofc you’re gonna suck at a game you just got into omg

#it’s ok to have fun it’s ok to be silly but stoppppppp it please stop 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #im so sick and tired of seeing the same tiktoks on my fyp

[thefirstlie]

reminding myself that no, i do not need to inundate myself with graphic war videos and pictures as "punishment" for being at school all day and hearing nothing about it

#WHY CANT MY BRAIN BE FUCKING NORMAL GIRL STOPPPPPPP #like. like i know i don't need to do this. i don't need to upset myself more while scrolling through the tag. because i KNOW it will just #-result in me panicking and thinking im responsible for it for not doing enough . #but i just. cant stop myself. i have the tags filtered and everything but it isnt enough i cant shake the guilt #its enough to be informed. i am informed. ive donated my own money. im fine im fine im fine i #is this like. is anyone else experiencing rhis . #scrupulosity #moral ocd

[desceros]

god damn it nanowrimo starts tomorrow night and here i am thinkin about possessive bayverse leo i fkkin hate it hereeeeeeeeeeee

#text tag #once he lets himself have you he’ll break his own fingers before he lets you go #ohhhmgmgmmyggggddddd #he’d be soooo annoying about you wearing his clothes. about using the same body wash. sleeping in the same sheets. #he’d be that boyfriend that like. works you into every conversation. not even on purpose. just because he thinks about you All The Time #and everything reminds him of you. oh this is your favorite color. this is your favorite song. you love this flavor. #donnie: leo if you order one more pair of oversized shirts for your girlfriend the post office will learn where we live and i’ll kill you. #leo: [sweats bc he just placed a second then third order bc the first one Definitely wasn’t enough] #and oh God. hickies. he hates them and loves them in equal measure. he feels like an animal marking you up. #but it feels so Good every time someone looks at them and knows Leonardo Put This Here. Leo Did This. Leo Is Allowed To Do This. #god i need to STOPPPPPPP WHY HAS NO ONE STOPPED ME YET #fragment tag

[twentythousandvolts]

next time someone shows me jokes about those like severely pillowed batteries i'm going to send them an image of like A cyst from google images and send it right back to them with the same caption swear to god

#it feels like im looking at an illness of some kind Bro stop ittt stoppppppp

[holedyke]

idgaf abt scream 7 please get to final destination 6 already 😭😭😭 im begging pleaseeeee or at least creep 3 🙈

#scream stop it stoppppppp #h

[gaycinema]

NOT NATALIEEEEEEE

#STOPPPPPPP STOP SHUT UPPPP #everyone just SITTING THERE AND WATCHING WHERE IS THE URGENCY WHERE IS THE HUSTLE😐 #so many thoughts in my brain of course it’s misty what other way could it have happened #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers

[wickershells]

the x-files — s3 e22 ‘quagmire’ | s4 e5 ‘the field where i died’

#the x-files #is this anything #guys stop projecting your dead fathers onto the other. guyssss stoppppppp #the father as authority vs the father as lenience or levity; punisher or saviour? #i had to paraphrase a lot here when adding the text but also important is scully saying trying to capture his obsession #will only end in his death and the deaths of those around him #in this way scully is expressing her concern for him; to mulder she is instead a father who died trying to protect #one hubristic one martyred #how many times has scully's life been endangered as a result of her work in the x-files? hmmmmm #scully notoriously relentlessly seeking the love from her father; approval; connection - to be recognised; validated #(thinking of mulder & scully meeting because she was assigned to INvalidate his work; to question his belief) #scully in s1 e13 - she no longer needs to be told her father was proud of her; she knows because he was her father #vs scully saying the only person she trusts is mulder; her biggest fear him betraying her (s3 e23) #(the ultimate betrayal at that; that he was one of the men who violated her body) #also the concept of desire as a cage vs love as freedom #to want is to acknowledge there is something you do not have; something you feel you perhaps cannot have #such as the love of a father (figure) #we covet what we see everyday etc. and what is more mundane than family and what is more felt than the absence of their love #scully saw her father when dying and he told her to go back. but it was mulder she listened to #does any of this make sense. it is 3am. goodnight #mine

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

finally brought myself to watch doomsday i literally need to punch david tennant through my screen

#STOPPPPPPP BEING CUTEEEEEEEE IM GONNA FUCKING KILL YOUUUUU #like. i know im gonna be crying in a half hour bc of this so STOP IT. KILL YOU

[geminipdf]

“sorry for hitting rome when he was a kid”?

#stoppppppp like stop we all knew it but why the fuck would he say that #succession #personal

[justtogetthrough]

Petition for my hair to stop being so greasy I don’t want to shower every day

#body. stop #stoppppppp #personal

[caracello]

TAKE A STRESS PILL DAVE

#WOOO #iilllk dnsfjakdlalkd #ill kill his stupid ass STOPPPP HE SAID TO STOP #HE SAID STOPPPPPPP KILLSYYOUUU KILLS YOU #aso liveblog

[yeokii]

CILLIAN MURPHYYY IS SOOOOOOOOOO

#me and him r locked in fr #HIM IN WATCHING THE DETECTIVES #PLEASEEE #BRING BACK NEIL #AND VIOLET #MY PARENTS #stop theres no way that man was the same man that played #Thomas shelby #and #oppenheimer #NO WAY #peaky blinders>>> #I regret calling him an old white man #when he was xins pfp #HES SO FINEEEE #nd hes chronically offline too #STOPPPPPPP #NO I REFUSE TO BEILEVE HES NOT THOMAS SHELBY #THIS MAN LITTERALLY STILL ACTS LIKE IT #stop the things id do for him #this needs to be stopped