Always Dreaming of You (Frenkie De Jong)
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"figure your shit out frenkie, i'm serious this time. i'm done playing your games. either you want me or you don't" y/n said as she slammed the house door leaving the blonde boy inside.
y/n hit the studio, she had to meet up with her best friend who was also her producer and helped her write her songs as well. y/n and tatiana had been friends since elementary school, they saw each other grow and went through phases together.
the best friends: y/n and tatiana (tati)
"okay i'm back tati let's get this done" y/n sighed as she sat down on the couch that was in the studio.
"someone looks defeated, what's wrong?" tatiana asked y/n.
y/n she sat up, "frenkie, he's being weird like he can't make up his mind about whatever this is. i like him a lot and he does too, or so i believe. although there's days where he's distant and others when he's clingy. i decided we should take a break because i couldn't do it anymore".
"well you know what to do baby, sing it out" she passed y/n her headphones and started a new recording set.
and that's how it went for a couple of days, y/n had recorded sad songs; she was good, amazing even but her new album had to have a little bit of everything.
"that one was good right!?!" y/n smiled at tati who was behind the glass.
tati gave her a thumbs up and signaled her to come back to where she was. y/n placed her headphones down, and approached tati.
"look babe, i know you're going through it and the songs you've written are amazing don't get me wrong but we also have to records the love songs for the album. you've already promoted them and the fans are excited to hear them" tatiana explained to the black haired girl.
y/n nodded as tati handed her some lyrics, "i wrote this one, you can add or take things away however you're feeling".
she placed the lyrics infront of her and began to sing. y/n felt off, she hit the notes but the energy wasn't there. y/n felt it and tatiana could see it.
"y/n you're not feeling the song or any of the love songs you've written" her best friend said as she stopped the recording.
"stop tati i do love them i really do" the girl said.
"well it doesn't look like it, you miss him" tatiana replied.
y/n sighed and played with her ring, "what does that have to do with any of this??"
"everything y/n everything. most of your songs are love songs, and who do you think about when you sing them?" tatiana looked at her waiting for y/n to answer.
"frenkie." y/n said.
tatiana nodded, "there you go, how about you take the lyrics home and read them over, find your place get grounded; you know what you have to do. you're amazing y/n, i love you with all my heart you're my best friend. you got this".
y/n hugged her best friend and went back home. as soon as she got there she took of her shoes and went straight to her small alcohol bar. she pulled out her favorite wine and poured herself a glass.
she then walked to her bathroom and had gotten ready to take a bath. the bubbles covered the top of the warm water as well as the scent of roses. she had taken the lyrics with her since most of her ideas came to her when she was relaxed.
y/n summerged her body in the warm water, she breathed in and out. she closed her eyes for a minute, letting her muscles relax and her mind rest. she reached out for her glass of wine and took a sip.
she looked over the lyrics and hummed the melody, as well as singing the lyrics. as she sang the lyrics over and over again, it stuck with her. she related too much with the words, it reminded her of him.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
reality was that she missed frenkie so much. she wondered what he was doing at every time of the day. was he thinking of her? did he finally make up his mind? was he figuring out what he wanted? she craved his touch and his voice, a couple of days have passed since they saw each other and it was weird not having him around. she wondered if he missed her as much as she missed him.
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
Dreaming about you and me
y/n really did miss him to the point where she dreamt of him. great, not even in her sleep she could rest. he looked so pretty in her dreams, his blonde hair perfectly combed back and his fair skin glowed in the sunlight.
she dreamt of them having fun on those late barcelona nights. although once she woke up and he wasn't next to her, she'd slam her hand on the empty bedside. instead of sleeping with the blonde boy, she would end up cuddling with the bear frenkie had gifted her for her birthday.
Wonder if you ever see me, and I wonder if you know I'm there (am I there? am I?)
he thought about her all day and night, it was hard for him to focus on his football matches. little things that reminded frenkie of y/n would be all over his house.
her left over hair ties, hoodies and clothes she had left, even a pair of lipsticks and makeup she had left inside his bathroom cabinet as well as her toothbrush. he would lay his head on the grass, letting the sun soak him up. he made up his mind, he was done playing games; she was the one for him.
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
frenkie loved her eyes, the way he'd look into them and he'd get mesmerized. he had a different mentality, he knew he had messed up many times. he frankly thought that he didn't deserve y/n. he felt terrible for making her cry, to say the least seeing her shed tears from her pretty eyes broke him even more.
I just wanna hold you close
But so far
All I have are dreams of you
a couple of minutes away from the blonde boys' house was his girlfriend, dreaming and craving him to come to her. although she wanted to prove herself and to make him understand that he couldn't play around with her feelings.
there were times where she missed his cuddles and his scent, especially at night. his aura was just so bright that he could immediately make her smile and his laugh was very contagious. she'd make fun of him and say how much he resembled the sun and a golden retriever.
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you, yes I do!
frenkie had waited too long, his love for y/n was a burden inside of his chest. he had to tell her, he missed her deeply. there was nobody like her. her wit, charm, and beautiful energy was missed by him every day. he was done partying and playing around, he wanted to be with y/n and love her only her.
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he decided to go to her house, he had to do what was right. frenkie knocked on her door, y/n opened it looking beautiful as ever.
"hi, can i talk to you?" frenkie said.
"yeah sure" she said then let him into her house.
the couple sat down on the couch, she was eager to hear what he had to say.
frenkie played with his ring, "look i'm done, i noticed these past days that we were separated; i need you. you're the one i need, i've missed you so much i couldn't sleep at night. i know i'm not worthy of your love but if you give me a chance i'll make it right. will you be my girlfriend...again?"
she smiled then playfully rolled her eyes, "yes frenkie i will, i missed you too. i'm glad you came to talk to me because i couldn't sleep either and i wasn't feeling my songs".
"can you sing me the song?" he eagerly said, and how could she say no if he looked so pretty in the light.
y/n nodded and sang her recent piece, he sat there astonished. he loved listening to her song, didn't matter if it was in one of her concerts he'd attend or in the shower, or when she'd be in the kitchen cooking.
"wow that was amazing as always though, you have a beautiful voice my love" he said as he caressed her hand.
"thank you, that's why i needed you i feel like my love songs were hard to sing since i wasn't in that mood" she explained.
"you think of me when you sing?" he asked her.
"of course i do, i always think of you frenkie" y/n admitted.
"good because i'm always always thinking about you too" he replied then gave her a kiss.
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frenkiedejong: my favorite artist who is also my girlfriend i love youu 🫶🏼
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fcbarcelona: golden couple ❤��
y/n.l/n: te amo mi amor <;3
↳ frenkiedejong: i love you more!!
jordialbaofficial: she's an amazing singer !!
pablogavi: my favorites 😎
pedri: she has to perfom in the classico
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y/n.l/n: always dreaming of youu ☁️
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frenkiedejong: cause i'm dreaming of you tonight till tomorrow i'll be holding you tight 🤍
↳ y/n.l/n: i love you!!!
fan1: OMFGG IS THIS FROM THE NEW ALBUM!!??!?!
↳ y/n'sbiggestfan: I THINK SOO AAA AND FRENKIE REPLIED WITH MORE LYRICS 😭
karolg: super emocionada para el nuevo álbum reina!!! 🫶🏼
↳ y/n.l/n: gracias bebe luego nos vemos para festejar!!!
(so excited for the new album queen/ thank you baby we'll see each other soon to celebrate)
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a/n:
LONGGG FRENKIE ONESHOTTTT
hope y'all enjoy reading it !!
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I miss you, so I'll cry out to the Moon ~。*♡
A/N: Pure and evident angst. I'm not sorry.
Love n' sparkles!!💗✨
Yami Sukehiro~。*♡
You're Losing Me - Taylor Swift
Your hushed steps echoed through the deck as night completely settled in, the waves gently caressing the wooden posts of the structures, rocking the boats from side to side, finding its way to you in an almost loving way.
You had always loved the ocean, it brought you peace. But you had decided, howbeit painfully, to not return to the rough and firm tables of the memory holder that was that old deck until you had come to terms with the circumstances.
As you walked with hesitant steps towards the end it, you tried to hold your tears. You slowly crouched, rolling up your old trousers to not soak them when your feet inevitably summerged into the soft waves of the night. After doing so, you finally sat on the edge of the deck, dipping your feet into the midnight water, and looked up, looked at the stars, and looked at the full moon.
Your sight was suddenly blurred, the inevitable flow of tears finally erupting from your eyes as you stared into the moon, a silent plead on your unfocused stare. As you let the tears roll down your tears, you started talking out, to the one person you wished would listen, as the falling droplets merged with the waves.
"Why... why did you leave? Everything was here... all you needed was here."
The volume of your voice raised with every word you spoke, your pain finally coming foward.
"Everything we always talked about! It was here! For the Moon's sake... I... I'm here! Sukehiro, I was here!" a sob broke its way out of you "Wherever you are... please! Just c-come back... Its been seventeen years. Gods, why would you-" you didn't have it in you to continue as sobs wrecked your body, as you let yourself fall into the sea of memories you two had shared, hoping it would take the pain away from those years waiting for your best friend to come back from the fishing trip- a wait that never ends.
When you emerge to the surface, you find your voice to murmur a soft and broken;
"I miss you"
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