#the blow up is actively happening

[allthegothihopgirls]

this is what i mean when i say oblivious jayroy btw

#as in. jason who's constantly like 'yeah. that's my BEST FRIEND. he just so happens to actively be the reason i choose to be alive everyday- #-he's kind of a dick though. i hate that guy' #and roy harper who is just. constantly flirting for the silly hahas. but also not (but he doesn't understand that yet) #so when he's upset that jason didn't reciprocate. it's Solely because he wasn't committing to the bit (lie.) #oblivious in the way they'd both put each other in the 'fuck' category in a game of 'fuck marry kill' no questions asked #and if roy doesn't want to go on a mission with jason. jason says and believes he doesn't care. but then goes and blows up a building #'for no reason' #and if vice versa. roy starts contemplating death instantly and questions why he's still in the business at all (he's a drama queen) #they're just bros though #rhato #red hood and the outlaws #roy harper #jason todd #jayroy #arsenal #red hood #dc comics #dcu #dc #gothihop speaks

[trivijoy]

USER TRIVIJOY HITS 2(.3) K!!!!!!

let me start off by answering the obvious question: where the hell did you go for 4 months straight??? basically I went thru something in early december and I lost all my motivation for everything but schoolwork (and rv ofc I streamed chill kill don't play) and everytime I gained my motivation back I would make a mb I didn't like and get frustrated and delete the app, get sick and give up (like I almost did today I have a 101 fever rn 😭) or I just forgot about Tumblr all together (especially in January uhm) but SOMEHOW and SOMEWAY I gained 500 followers while being complete mia 😧 SO THANK YOU SMMMMMMMMMMMMM?????!?!?!? next month will mark a full year since I started posting on this acc and I've probably been active for only half of the year with some real eye twitching icky mbs (not my joy ones though love all my joy mbs) yet y'all are still this nice to me omg?? Like fr tysm 🫶🏾🫶🏾 I'm gonna be active now I swear on my future barricade rv concert ticket (in my dreams- YOU LOVEEEENEMEEEEEE BAAAACK) OKAY OKAY enough rambling TYSMM AGAINN if you read allat you're a star ⭐ refresh my blog bc I'm gonna post 4 mbs right after this (as an apology for the 4 months I left 😓) hope y'all like them 🫶🏾 also posting on seulgios tmrw thank u mar for carrying it you're iconic 🫂

y'all already knowww I have to tag my moots (some of y'all I've known for almost a year wtf ily)

@kelories @joyszn @mingisito @koosuvi @i08wony @haevrrs @wonk1s @fembroesa @luvlyxgracie @y-ves @ecojinri @baesol @chwepunk @aegsll @yeritos @i4sullyoon @j-urins @chaey2k @111polaris @sulliar

@beoism @yunjidoll @jenfaery @yeossemble @lorlita @ningrlz @g-aeuls @froopis @wiotas @sseulr1n @k-yujin @subinelos @sunoofication @haewrin @dewyrka @yeon-n @isamiracle @v6mpcat

@kysbot @hyeism @y-unjins @boos2bies @y-eora @wonwonyoyo @r-ampage @y-ujin @h-ao @fuckici @yoyojoy @jeonzio @y2qi @i-jaeyun @obrigados @jangism ++ many more 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

#trivijoy #trivijoy : milestones #HAVE YOU BEEN STREAMING CHILL KILL 🔫 #happy late bhm to my afro moots #tysfm for blowing up my yunjin mb omg?? 3k notes what the fuck #ADD ME ON INSTA I BEG I WAS STILL ACTIVE ON THERE SOMETIMES #@trivijoy on ig yaa #@trivjoy on discord too mhm mhm #someone catch me up on what happened fr #WHERE IS WEIROS AND WONKI

[suncaptor]

Perhaps it's good to acknowledge how much at a breaking point I am at. That I cannot be this trapped. That something has to change. In theory, I would have already changed it, since the problem is the helplessness. Like I need to stop living with this amount of financial deprivation and unsustainability. I need help and support. I need rest and distance from crisis. I need to feel safe.

#i need to blow past barriers and the problem is nearly all those barriers are lack of support money or having a disability #but i am not trapped how i was before #i don't know WHAT to do and i KNOW i cant do it alone — thats part of the problem #but i know something has to happen. i know this with the certainty and clarity i had that i had to escape before #and hey! i did that! #but the problem is. crucially. i cannot. do. it. alone. which! well what else do i do? #the lights are on. its all so clear #like even. all my PATTERNS for fucks sake man the times ive seemed to be doing better. ..... #summer 2021.? summer 2022? even that brief interim now. i see everything its all so clear. #i cannot do this alone. its not even about having needs met for a month knowing next month i wont #bc then i wont this month either bc i wont buy food or medicine or anything #like man this is insane ive been bleeding and in agony for two weeks bc i couldnt get a doctor to prescribe A MEDICINE YOU CAN GET OVE #THE COUNTER #i need support i need to stop being trapped in this constant like. i dont think anyone gets. the degree. #or how im living #holy fuck how I'm living is fucked up #NO WONDER I CANT GET ANYTHING DONE #but i was doing better for a bit #bc the emergency housing #that support. #but its like. #this isnt normal. okay. #like people arent supposed to exist how i am in a society #this is fucked up #got told today i seem to have more barriers than anyone. but thats bc how i am living is impossible and the fact i am still engaging like #that is a fucking testimony #i cant do this. it has to stop. this isnt right. the fact this has been my life for so long is fucked up #my standard is fr ' #'not being actively abused' #what about basic needs.

[polyamoryprincess]

I don’t fucking understand what is so hard to wrap your head around that antisemitism is a fucking problem, it has always been a problem. It matters and it shouldn’t fucking happen.

But millions of people are being systematically decimated right now, right this second, and they have been for MONTHS, they have a time limit. THEY HAVE A TIME LIMIT. They need HUMANITARIAN AID RIGHT NOW.

#OFC THAT COMMERCIAL WAS POINTED ARE WE JOKING #THE WHOLE POINT IS THAT WE LIVE IN AN ANTISEMITIC ASS SOCIETY THAT SUDDENLY “CARES” #YOU DONT FIND THAT SUSPICIOUS???? #YOU THINK THEY JUST HAPPENED TO DECIDE TO CARE WHEN THEYVE BEEN PROPAGANDIZING US AGAINST ARABS FOR MONTHS AND ARE BLOWING UP RAFAH #THIS IS NOT A RELIGION TRYING TO PRACTICE AND ITS NOT FUCKING SELF DEFENSE #YOU ARE LYING TO YOURSELF IF YOU REALLY THINK THIS ISNT AN ACTIVE COLONIZATION EFFORT #THE ISRAELI GOVERNMENT IS TRYING TO GROW AN EMPIRE THATS PRETTY FUCKING OBVIOUS #AND ITS NOT BECAUSE THEYRE JEWISH ITS BECAUSE THEYRE A PIECE OF SHIT GOVERNMENT BODY

[snekdood]

random and unnecessary bloodshed towards minorities is good when its my side advocating for it

-tankies

#someone on youtube was literally like 'bloodshed is normal to happen' in regards to trump winning over not voting for biden #dawg??????? you're a straight up fascist telling yourself you're a leftist. thats all there is to you. #'killing thousands of innocents is fine as long as i get to larp about my perfect utopia' shut the fuck up and step the fuck down #you should never be trusted with power in your LIFE #i repeat: id rather be fighting for a better world while theres still some amount of peace left vs while its ACTIVELY BLOWING UP #i kinda just feel like thats a very unproductive environment and everyones gonna give more of a fuck about their personal survival #than about making society better. at this point i cant help but think you're a psyop if you're like this. #'minorities dying in the streets bc i decided accelerationism is better? no biggie. this is what ive trained my apathy for! for this very #moment! so that i may finally seize power for myself- i mean justice and make the world how i want it- i mean make the world a #better place and not feel bad about the lives lost at all!!!!!! !! ! #numbing yourself from all empathy and love for other humans is good guys i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!' #at this point im no longer desperately pleading for any of you to give a single fucking shit. now im just disappointed and ultimately #fucking DISGUSTED with the type of people you are. what a disgrace to humanity.

[redhotarsenic]

Okay so as to why trigun valantinez dies (this is gonna be incoherent as fuck I’m so sorry I’m very bad at words)

So to start off the place they came from was a very very isolated village that was falling on hard times. Super religious too. And I THINK that at some point the people that lived there actually saw the plant they’d had unfurl (holy fucking shit that is literally an angel ) and they went NUTS.

So at some point the plant starts dying right? And you KNOW that’s a death sentence for the people. So they all got the Bright Idea to easentially do some Unethical Shit by literally extracting bits off of the plant and doing some convoluted experimentation bullshit that resulted in Horrible Goo being implanted into a willing surrogate (woman that REALLLY wanted to be the next Virgin Mary. She wasn’t pregnant with them or anything she just fuckin neuralinked or something to the plant after getting filled with Goo and Valantinez burst out of the dying plant like Knives did that one time fully grown and everything. Except the resulting wave of radioactivity melted everyone within a ten mile radius. So basically the entire village fuckin horribly died.)

And essentially what they ended up doing is creating a being that is rapidly decaying over time and could literally violently explode at any second (Sentient Nuke).

So here’s the thing! The body modifications are still there! Except in this case it’s literally to keep them from bursting at the seams. They are very much living on borrowed time and entropy WILL catch up to them whether they like it or not. Which. Their whole philosophy is still very much “Fuck You I’m Not Dying On Your Terms I’m Dying On Mine”

Which brings us here! They’re a mercenary! Gun for hire! They outright kill people for money! Super fuckin reckless too. Like actively putting themself in Mortal Danger all the time (circles right back around to the philosophy thing) and like. The thing HERE is that either they get cash (funding for more modifications) or they get a bullet in their brain and they die without causing another Incident. Win win you know?

#kinda got lost in this one and my brain went left and I can’t recall what else I was gonna say so I’m stopping here #also #I’m being so serious they’re actively trying to get themself killed #okay so! how do you know when they’re actually dying? #you know the hair thing being an indicator that independent plants are decaying! #and that the more power is used the darker the hair gets? #Valantinez ALREADY has dark hair! so the opposite happens to them! #except the lighter their hair gets the more volatile they become #until they literally start throwing off waves of energy and violently blow up and die #<- dmc4 blitz if it helps you understand what I’m going for better #they DO eventually meet vash. I can go into detail later I think. if you want. #please take note of the whole being a mercenary and actively trying to get themself killed #oc stuff

[commissionsdarian]

how is everything going dari-pop

To be honest, I don't think I'm the one you need to be checking in with

#💀 #been getting loose updates on what's happening with everything else #and uh #good god 🤩 #anyway #everything in my existence is still yet to explode #so that's a positive #but I've had to be talking and running about all day #got a busy week ahead of me #which is great #because it's even more to do and it means I need to reinforce security measures to make sure everyone else doesn't blow up #because if I don't and something happens I will just break down #which is a bit inconvenient at the moment #another positive- I've bought a cookie dough brownie #don't ask how that classes as a brownie #also yes this is a general notification that I'll be less active for a bit #doesn't mean I'm not watching though #darian answers stuff

[belovedcethleann]

Activity Check!

(both January 2023 and February 2023 combined)

points: 4 -> 6 faith: C -> C+

class mastery! commoner complete!

January Completed Threads: (3) *Flayn VC* The Fish... us and this stick we found The Will of the Wisp

February Active Threads: (1) everyones *favorite* mechanic

#toa activity check #flayn [stats] #( needed to do this oamsuicnbhcdsa or else I would blow up ) #( so much happened and now that im free hehe ) #( i finished it!! yay for me )

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

amaia is a national treasure <3

#imo dven people who don't like OT have to agree that OT is great cause it gave us amaia #anyways i just went to her concert and !!!!! #the only artist i've seen live where people actively shut up and don't sing the songs to hear her voice #it happened in the OT tour concerts i went to and it happened tonight #during the piano songs the room was quiet #shd sung this beautiful mashup of la cancion que no quiero cantarte and ave maria and it was a religious experience (no pun intended) #ave maria by bisbal obv #she also sung fiebre by bad gyal in the piano and oh my god it was the prettiest thing i've ever heard #please look it up on youtube cause it's mind blowing #you know what i'll probably post it here cause it's so good #also !!! she sung a jota in JAPANESE only guitar and voice #i recorded a bit if you want me to post it here #only amaia <3 #AND HOW COULD I FORGET #THE GUEST ARTIST WAS MARIA #MARIA OT AKA MARIA ESCARMIENTO AKA LA MARI AKA MY FAVOURITE NEPO BABY #they sung la cancion que no quiero camtarte (the original version this time) and it was soo fun #anyways amaia reina de españa de la vida y de mi corazón #la mejor es que no hay nadie como ella 💞💞💞

[butterballbuttnakey]

I'm a proud member of the "Imma leave it to God bc if it's left to me I'm going to jail" ministry

#i have to be #i carry too much rage to be active in getting my lick back #case in point: i personally know the owners of the company i work for #and yes i could go to them & tell them about the shit that happens at my job #BUT #the contract is up for renewall next year (i wont be there but still) and the students are increasingly dissatisfied with the service #the teachers are too lowkey #so why go to corporate when i could let the ship continue to sink & they’ll lose the contract & then everyone will have to find a new job #why fix the crack when you can blow the whole house up 🤷🏾‍♀️😌 #and that's on being a sagitterrorist 😌

[caffeinated-bibliophile]

I'm still crying 😠

#this is the kind of blow that would have made me actively suicidal a few years ago and yes i realize how stupid that is #as things are now... I'm not coping *well* but I'm managing to hold onto anger so the depression doesn't totally take over #but i can not stop crying #every time i think I'm finally done it starts up again #this has also pushed my anxiety to the point where i feel like I'm going to pass out throw up or both and i can't stop shaking #audiobooks with my noise canceling headphones were my best/only semi-effective tool for dealing with anxiety #and yes i know. reading is a privilege and i should just be grateful that books are available in my country & that we have libraries at all #this year has been one thing after another and even small things like this pile up and eventually become overwhelming #and this happening as my seasonal depression is really ramping up was just the fucking cherry on top i guess #i almost just. deleted this blog lmao. what's the point of having a book blog when i can't really read right? #but i keep telling myself nothing lasts forever and i will regret it if i throw away an 8 year old side blog #but even looking at books is making me feel even more nauseous and shaky right now #so i might be on hiatus after my queue runs out idk #depends on how long this churning pit of despair lasts i guess #and also. this happened at a holiday weekend all i can't even make a 1-2 hour drive to a library to renew or get a new card #because libraries around here close between 4 & 6PM most days and i can't get to one after my partner gets home from work before they close #everything about this situation is like. worst timing.

[girlkomaeda]

thinking about replaying all the danganronpa games and reading more of the novels and spin offs n stuff…

#I’m always thinking about komahina and komaeda but it’s been a while since I was actively into danganronpa itself… I’m feeling the urge now #honestly I never finished dr3 anime because I didn’t like it 😭😭😭I know everything that happens in it I just never finished the last 4 episo #bc I got ultra depression and couldn’t watch anything for a while when I was 15 #I did actually like most of dr3 but there were like just a few things I didn’t like #I don’t remember why so I’m curious if I’ll feel differently about it now. I also didn’t like some of komaedas characterization #I liked most of komaedas characterization but I also felt like they used him for fan service too much. not talking about the shower scene #that was just funny and awesome. I love komaeda sexualization #I remember not liking him blowing the gym up or whatever bc I felt like it was more fan service than anything. but that’s just my opinion #and it’s been so long so maybe when I rewatch it I’ll feel differently who knows #I just felt like thag part was kind of silly and didn’t make much sense. it felt like just fanswrbeice like here’s Komaeda blowing somethin #up like ok thanks. I guess. like it’s not even completely out of character really I just didn’t like it #also honestly I got so into komaeda at some point that seeing him made me feel ill I can’t explain it. like I got sick seeing people talk #about him or make videos about him or mention him… it was crazy #even now I still get stressed out to an unreasonable degree when people from my pov mischaracterize him or stray too far from my specific #headcanons like it’s not super healthy LOL but I think I’m allowed to be super insane about at least one gay anime boy ok #I’m better at recognizing when I’m being unreasonable now though… I respect some different interpretations… sometimes #damn this ramble paragraph might be proof that i should not get actively back into danganronpa itself

[autismserenity]

know someone who enjoys horror stories? share this one! it's true!

hahahahahahahahahaha aarrggghhhhhhhhhh 3,000,000 deaths due to COVID-19 last year. Globally. Three million. Case rates higher than 90% of the rest of the pandemic. The reason people are still worried about COVID is because it has a way of quietly fucking up your body. And the risk is cumulative.

I'm going to say that again: the risk is cumulative.

It's not just that a lot of people get bad long-term effects from it. One in seven or so? Enough that it's kind of the Russian Roulette of diseases. It's also that the more times you get it, the higher that risk becomes. Like if each time you survived Russian Roulette, the empty chamber was removed from the gun entirely. The worst part is that, psychologically, we have the absolute opposite reaction. If we survive something with no ill effects, we assume it's pretty safe. It is really, really hard to override that sense of, "Ok, well, I got it and now I probably have a lot of immunity and also it wasn't that bad." It is not a respiratory disease. Airborne, yes. Respiratory disease, no: not a cold, not a flu, not RSV.

Like measles (or maybe chickenpox?), it starts with respiratory symptoms. And then it moves to other parts of your body. It seems to target the lungs, the digestive system, the heart, and the brain the most.

It also hits the immune system really hard - a lot of people are suddenly more susceptible to completely unrelated viruses. People get brain fog, migraines, forget things they used to know.

(I really, really hate that it can cross the blood-brain barrier. NOTHING SHOULD EVER CROSS THE BLOOD-BRAIN BARRIER IT IS THERE FOR A REASON.) Anecdotal examples of this shit are horrifying. I've seen people talk about coworkers who've had COVID five or more times, and now their work... just often doesn't make sense? They send emails that say things like, "Sorry, I didn't mean Los Angeles, I meant Los Angeles."

Or they insist they've never heard of some project that they were actually in charge of a year or two before.

Or their work is just kind of falling apart, and they don't seem to be aware of it.

People talk about how they don't want to get the person in trouble, so their team just works around it. Or they describe neighbors and relatives who had COVID repeatedly, were nearly hospitalized, talked about how incredibly sick they felt at the time... and now swear they've only had it once and it wasn't bad, they barely even noticed it.

(As someone who lived with severe dissociation for most of my life, this is a genuinely terrifying idea to me. I've already spent my whole life being like, "but what if I told them that already? but what if I did do that? what if that did happen to me and I just don't remember?") One of its known effects in the brain is to increase impulsivity and risk-taking, which is real fucking convenient honestly. What a fantastic fucking mutation. So happy for it on that one. Yes, please make it seem less important to wear a mask and get vaccinated. I'm not screaming internally at all now.

I saw a tweet from someone last year whose family hadn't had COVID yet, who were still masking in public, including school.

She said that her son was no kind of an athlete. Solidly bottom middle of the pack in gym.

And suddenly, this year, he was absolutely blowing past all the other kids who had to run the mile. He wasn't running any faster. His times weren't fantastic or anything. It's just that the rest of the kids were worse than him now. For some reason. I think about that a lot. (Like my incredibly active six-year-old getting a cold, and suddenly developing post-viral asthma that looked like pneumonia.

He went back to school the day before yesterday, after being home for a month and using preventative inhalers for almost week.

He told me that it was GREAT - except that he couldn't run as much at recess, because he immediately got really tired. Like how I went outside with him to do some yard work and felt like my body couldn't figure out how to increase breathing and heart rate.

I wasn't physically out of breath, but I felt like I was out of breath. That COVID feeling people describe, of "I'm not getting enough air." Except that I didn't have that problem when I had COVID.) Some people don't observe any long (or medium) term side effects after they have it.

But researchers have found viral reservoirs of COVID-19 in everyone they've studied who had it.

It just seems to hang out, dormant, for... well, longer than we've had an opportunity to observe it, so far.

(I definitely watched that literal horror movie. I think that's an entire genre. The alien dormant under ice in the Arctic.)

(oh hey I don't like that either!!!!!!!!!) All of which is to explain why we should still care about avoiding it, and how it manages to still cause excess deaths. Measuring excess deaths has been a standard tool in public health for a long time.

We know how many people usually die from all different causes, every year. So we can tell if, for example, deaths from heart disease have gone way up in the past three years, and look for reasons. Those are excess deaths: deaths that, four years ago, would not have happened. During the pandemic, excess death rates have been a really important tool. For all sorts of reasons. Like, sometimes people die from COVID without ever getting tested, and the official cause is listed as something else because nobody knows they had COVID. But also, people are dying from cardiovascular illness much younger now.

People are having strokes and heart attacks younger, and more often, than they did before the pandemic started. COVID causes a lot of problems. And some of those problems kill people. And some of them make it easier for other things to kill us. Lung damage from COVID leading to lungs collapsing, or to pneumonia, or to a pulmonary embolism, for example. The Economist built a machine-learning model with a 95% confidence interval that gauges excess death statistics around the world, to tell them what the true toll of the ongoing COVID pandemic has been so far.

Total excess deaths globally in 2023: Three million.

3,000,000.

Official COVID-19 deaths globally so far: Seven million. 7,000,000. Total excess deaths during COVID so far: Thirty-five point two million. 35,200,000.

Five times as many.

That's bad. I don't like that at all. I'm glad last year was less than a tenth of that. I'm not particularly confident about that continuing, though, because last year we started a period of really high COVID transmission. Case rates higher than 90% of the rest of the pandemic. Here's their data, and charts you can play with, and links to detailed information on how they did all of this:

Here's a non-paywalled link to it:

https://archive.vn/2024.01.26-012536/https://www.economist.com/graphic-detail/coronavirus-excess-deaths-estimates

Oh: here's a link to where you can buy comfy, effective N95 masks in all sizes:

Those ones are about a buck each after shipping - about $30 for a box of 30. They also have sample packs for a dollar, so you can try a couple of different sizes and styles.

You can wear an N95 mask for about 40 total hours before the effectiveness really drops, so that's like a dollar for a week of wear.

They're also family-owned and have cat-shaped masks and I really love them. These ones are cuter and in a much wider range of colors, prints, and styles, but they're also more expensive; they range from $1.80 to $3 for a mask. ($18-$30 for a box of ten.)

#covid isn't over #covid 19 #disability rights #disability advocacy #wear a mask #covid conscious #covid cautious #mask up #wall of words #public health #health care

[hon3y-y]

Roomie!sukuna doesn't even get horny for anyone other than you anymore. You have the wettest, nastiest pussy he's ever seen- and he deserves the best so nobody but you will do. You're fucking so many other fine men now that you dont even give him a second glance when he walks out the shower in just a towel to tease you. And oh, his temper when one of your hookups pick you up and you don't come home for the weekend. Or even worse, they stay for the weekend. Sukuna has never let a girl sleep over at the apartment but now there are two colognes in the bathroom, two pairs or men's shoes at the door, and he can almost never see you in the living room without some other man hanging off your side

read the other parts here! : part 1 part 2

he’s literally so embarrassingggg it’s not even funny. he’ll walk around and flex his muscles, smirk on his puffy lips as the water drips down his ripped torso. he stands outside your open door, you’re looking down at your phone deciding on whether to spend the night at choso’s or nanami’s (pick choso, nanami gets up at like 5 am 🙄), “showers empty..” sukuna basically purr’s, resting his arm on the doorway.

and you literally could not give less of a fuck💀

you just nod, mumbling a ‘thanks’ as you focus on putting both their names in a generator and letting that choose your fate for the night. let’s just say sukuna was extremely angry when a motorcycle pulls up and you just giggle and hop onto it, kissing the stupid leather clad boy while throwing on the custom bikers helmet choso had made for you. and to top it off, sukuna had to physically restrain himself from blowing up your phone on where the fuck you are??

messages;

ryo<3: didn’t see you this morning

you: i’m staying with choso for the weekend! sorry, should’ve told you last night:/

you: i also won’t be home after wednesday satoru is taking me to this festival! i’ll send pics😋

ryo<3: have fun 👍

omfg he’s losing it. he literally will spend the whole time in the gym, refusing to be in the empty apartment for longer than eight hours for sleep. he feels like there’s a cement brick in his chest when you’re whisked away by these men. but nothing is worse than when he stays over.

he being satoru.

it was becoming a huge issue. his longest “sleepover” was a week. a week where you weren’t even home for half of it. but sukuna was. he was there for all of it.

there was now a third toothbrush taking up countertop space in the bathroom, he would find satoru’s clothes in the wash (which would always somehow be in there whenever ryo specifically had to use it??), and gojo absolutely loved to make out with you everywhere but inside of your room and sukuna started to hated it. publicly claiming you in front of the guy who literally made it possible🙄 unbelievable.

let’s just say you take a break from bringing satoru over, doing your best to settle the tension at home. but sukuna couldn’t let it go, not when he stares at the stupid fucking blue electric toothbrush and knows that it’s only temporary.

at this point he didn’t even give a fuck about the other guys, you can keep them as long as he’s added onto your roster.

it’s been a while since the two of you had a movie night. something that used to, at the very least, happen once a month has been delayed due to your extra activities. the two of you relaxed into the couch, the movie was a random one you found choosing whatever looked the best by cover and for the first time in a while, sukuna felt like he had you.

“did you buy the candy?”

“shit, yeah. i think i left it in my room?”

“go get it while i make the popcorn!” you smiled up at him, your eyes sparkling excitedly. you looked so cute and soft, and ryo got a glimpse of your cute pink panties when you bent over to grab something so he was feeling just as good. he could already picture the little damp spot he’d create after teasing you and then force you to beg and make it up to him.

he thought about it the whole walk to his room, picking up the bag and then back to the living room, fantasizing about what he plans to do. and just as he’s about to turn the corner, a head of white fluffy hair is laying on your lap, legs spread to take up the full length of the couch. and the only seat available? the one farthest from you.

“i hope you don’t mind, satoru said he missed us!”

us… sukuna looked down at gojo, looking at the content quirk in his lip while he snuggled into you more, moving one of your hands into his hair to play with it. ryo’s eye twitched before he put the bag down and went back into his room, the door slamming behind him. the noise makes you force satoru up, a pit forming in your stomach. you didn’t want sukuna to feel uncomfortable in his own house—

“damn, what’s he so mad abo- he got macha kitkats!? mmm~”

*bonus*

sukuna is literally in his room about to dry heave because??? what alternative version of himself gave him such bad karma?!? in his room like this;

but quietly, because he DEFINITELY doesn’t want you to see him like this. such a fein🤦‍♀️

a/n: i didn’t put smut because i didn’t want to get repetitive BUT should we finally let sukuna get a taste?? part 4 where he finally gets her?? lmk🫶

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[puffpuffity]

Coming back from being DEAD to say I love douchebag Puff, I really can't see him being anything besides a total POS.

I think it's at least partially related to how I wish they would just make not-very-good borderline offensive crass songs instead of bruhhhh I wanna be rich and popular or whateva telescope and rich people and verified were

#yfm #I will save everyone from my sperging about fanon personalities for all of them rn bc mostly none of it is very positive bahahaha I'm sorry #I do think 1.5 puff also wants to be rich and popular but in a way more annoying ass way like he thinks it'll legitimately happen and #that its only a matter of time before his shitty band blows up and he'll have hella groupies #Its only coming back from the dead btw because Idek how active ive been I stopped listening to yfm every waking moment of my day lel

[goblinbabe666]

i can’t afford rent because i haven’t worked since being assaulted LMAO fuck me i love this shit

#shut up em #my birthday is in 19 days and i want to be dead long before that. #what am i going to do? make a go fund me so my employers can see i was raped? no thanks. #charges are not active since evidence is still in processing so the compensation council is out of the question #i mean seriously. i’m calling every single day trying to get answers and nobody has any. #i’m in fucking limbo. #my mom keeps saying there’s no way my brother can help with rent but there were 7/12 months i couldn’t cover his portion but still had to #find a way to do so. now that he’s finally paying he can’t cover me this one time. #my credit is so low from the amount of rent i’ve had to pay this last year i can’t get approved for a loan #and it’s still been less than three weeks since someone i trusted coordinated with a stranger to do this to me. and somehow im still #having to be responsible for everything when all i want to be is dead. #how is that fair? #how is any of this fair? #i did not ask for this to happen to me i didnt ask for him to do this. and now that it has i literally. literally cannot afford my rent. #i just can’t. #i have to call the bank and the victims compensation fund people and the advocacy team again tomorrow. and today i just have to be in #purgatory wondering how this is going to be okay in the long run. #i have some ideas but none of them are favorable. most of them end in me wanting to be even more dead somehow. #anyways. this fucking blows.