#the hot mv was perfect for this set
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HOT - SEVENTEEN FT. COLORS
for @kpopcreators colors in kpop event
#seventeen#svt#svtgifs#svtedit#svtcreations#svtdaily#svtsource#kpopco#kpopccc#kpopedit#userace#userzaynab#userzyx#userngocchi#emification#ftsummer#mygifs#mery.creations#sorry to ignore the poll results#the hot mv was perfect for this set#will use the selected mv for another edit tho
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Hello, lovely! I'm so excited to see that you're accepting requests again! If its not much trouble, may I please request something for Bada? Whether it be g!p or her with a strap but maybe her usually shy and inexperienced girlfriend surprises her by asking to be dominated for the first time, how she wants to be claimed by her in every way and reminded who she belongs too. And maybe reader calling Bada mommy or daddy because we all know Bada is mommy coded and daddy coded. She can do both. 🥵 (*Sorry I got side tracked, but dominant daddy Bada is so sexy to me.*)
Daddy Bada is something istg.... Thanks for the request, luv!! 💖💖 Hope you like it!
cw: nsfw, + 18, gagging, strapon usage, face slapping, spanking, cum play, orgasm delay, nipple play, a lot of pet names, choking, daddy kink, not really proofread;
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You and Bada had been going out for months now, everything was good, smooth even. She was a gentlewoman, so caring and funny and overall a calming presence, always leading you through things without you even noticing.
She was absolutely perfect, your dream come true. But there was one slight problem... the sex.
Not that it wasn't good, it was great. And although you always got satisfied you always felt like she wasn't 100% there, as if she was holding herself back the whole time. She always treated you as her precious little porcelain doll and that was great and all but it bothered you that she neglected her needs for it. And even though you were so shy you tried your best to think of a solution, to change that. You were going to be bold, yeah. Like why not? The worse thing she can do is tell you no.
You had the perfect plan.
She gave you the spare keys to her house a few days back to feed her dog and to hang out as she spent a few days out of town for some idol's MV, so you got everything prepared in the mean while.
You patiently sat on her couch, robe securely tied around your waist and a cute set of black lingerie underneath it, really hoping she wouldn't laugh at you. You knew she wasn't that type of person, but you were still a bit anxious.
You heard her motorcycle passing the heavy gates and her pretty voice greeting her dog. 'That's it, it's time' you thought to yourself as her footsteps got closer. You got up almost in front of the door doing your best to smile as it clicked and she stepped inside.
Oh she was hot. Jesus Christ.
She was wearing a pair of black joggers and a black jacket, he hair a bit messy because of the helmet and a silver chain with your name's initials on a small pendant. Her eyes lit up when she saw you there, her shoulders visibly relaxed as her smile grew wide enough to show her dimples.
"Welcome home!" You said, literally jumping on her arms. She held you with both hands under your ass and kissed you, sitting you both on the couch to hold you better.
"Did you miss me, baby?" She hugged your waist and you nodded as she kissed you again, feeling you on her hands. Suddenly bada stopped as she felt your skin under the robe. "oh, what's this?" She backed up, staring at you.
"A present?" You blushed, untying your robe and revealing the lacy lingerie, letting it fall back.
"Fuck" She kissed you again, ever so carefully. You stopped her, pushing her lightly by the shoulder. She frowned. "What? Are you not on the mood anymore? It's okay if you are not, baby" You shook your head.
"no that's not it..." You said, looking into her eyes. "I want you to promise me something" you caressed her cheek and she leaned on your touch.
"Anything, baby" She kissed your palm and you felt yourself melting on her lap. You got close to her body, your boobs touching her chest over the jacket.
"Promise me you won't hold back" You whispered on her ear, witnessing in first hand the hairs on her neck stand up.
"What?" Her voice sounded low and you reached for the box on the other side of the couching, handing it to her.
"I love being intimate with you Bada, I really do" You were saying as she opened the black box. "but I feel like you are holding back from what you really wanna do with me..." You did your best not to blush when she finally saw what you were up to.
The 8 inch dildo attached to a leather harness, two sets of white rope and lube. She looked petrified, thinking her next move. Your heart danced on your chest waiting for her to say anything. You couldn't hold your tongue anymore.
"I know I'm young and not as experienced as you but I really want you to feel as good as I feel" You kissed her cheek, your lips touching her skin a bit longer than a normal kiss would made her shiver, her addams apple moving so beautifully as she gulped, her hand gripping your waist and letting go as if her touch alone were enough to hurt you.
"I am scared I might hurt you" She chased your lips, whispering against them and nudging her nose against your cheek.
"I am not made of porcelain" You kissed her lips so lightly it was as if it never happened. "I know deep down you wanna teach me so many things" You felt her slender arm snaking around your waist to press you better against her body. "Do you want me to call you mommy?" She smiled against your lips, shaking her head. "Uhm... Daddy?"
You felt her eyes shift, going from playful to serious in half a second.
"oh, daddy it is" she kissed your lips so urgently you really got surprised. She stood up taking you as if your weight meant nothing to her, one arm around your waist and her other hand holding the box.
Rolling her tongue against yours you felt how she really was holding back before. This Bada was bold and way stronger that you thought she was, literally throwing you in bed with a yelp from you.
"Do you really want me to stop holding back?" She said, unzipping her jacket. You nodded, squeezing your thighs together as her dark eyes scanned you. "Use your words"
"Yes daddy please, don't hold back" you pleaded and she smiled, getting between your legs. Her naked slim body body felt heavy and bigger than the other times, taking your breath away when her skin touched yours.
"Good job" She praised, her big hand going to your neck to hold you in place as she kissed you, her other hand touching your nipple over the fabric of the lacy bra. You moaned against her lips when she pinched with a bit more force. Feeling bold you smiled.
"Is that all you got?" Well that was the wrong thing (or maybe the right one?) to say because next thing you felt was a sharp sting on your cheek. It wasn't a hard slap, but it definitely did the job on turning you on even more. You moaned, biting your lip.
"oh baby you like that?" She kissed your neck, pulling the straps of your bra to kiss your shoulder and then your chest.
"I do daddy, fuck" pulling your tits out she licked one, then the other, tugging on it with her teeth. "God, I'm going insane" You tried to hold back a moan and she bit even harder holding your hips to make you hump her thigh.
That was it, that was Bada. You knew she was fighting hard the urge to treat you gently and neglect herself once again and you were making sure to let her know you wanted her to let go on you. You pulled her hand from your hip to your mouth, kissing her fingers. She groaned when you pulled two of them into your mouth to suck, licking them.
"I'm gonna train your throat a little bit, princess" she sat on her heels, pushing them far back on your throat and making you gag. "That's it baby, good girl. Breathe though your nose" she commanded and you gagged again, each time that happened you felt your pussy clench harder and your eyes water.
She kept fucking your mouth as her other hand caressed your pussy over the lacy underwear. You closed your eyes, focusing on all the stimulation you were getting as your body started to shake. She pulled your panties to the side as she toyed with your clit, her eyes trained on your face when she entered your drenched slit with two of her fingers.
She pulled her fingers out of your mouth to kiss you as you gasped for air, crying as she pumped her fingers hard.
"Fuck I was going insane thinking of the day I could finally fuck you like a slut" She bit your lower lip, fucking you hard and fast, curling her fingers up on your gspot and thumbing your clit.
You moaned like a slut, finally also realizing how you were enjoying that rougher side of her, discovering with your girlfriend that you, in fact, liked it rough and not just her.
"Daddy" you cried out against her neck, hugging it. "oh god it feels so good, don't stop please please please" You said and Bada smiled, holding your neck with her left hand as her right one kept the rough pace.
"Oh yeah, does it feel good?" She choked you and as you rolled your eyes clenching for the sweet release she stopped, ripping your orgasm from you.
Your body violently shook, tears streamed down your cheeks as your body ached for her, for more. You were sure you passed out for at least ten seconds because next thing you knew she was pulling you by the shoulders to kneel on the floor.
"I said on your knees, pretty girl" She said, already wearing the strap. Her abs looked delicious with a bead of sweat going down and you clenched hard. "Open" she said, holding you by the chin and you did as she said.
She held it by the base and slowly entered your mouth, her sharp gaze burning your skin as you instinctively pulled her into you with both hands on her thighs. She smiled, petting your head.
"Fuck baby, someone is feeling greedy" You gagged, big teary eyes staring up at her and you felt her hips slightly falter.
She started slowly fucking you with the huge dildo, closing her eyes trying to hold herself together because of the stimulation on her clit.
"Your mouth feels so good" She fucked a bit harder, holding you by the held to use your mouth as a fuck hole. "your lips feel so fucking good" she rolled her eyes and when her stare went back to your face she smirked, taking the cock off. You coughed and she pulled you up to kiss you.
She touched your wet pussy again, this time smearing your wetness on it and gathering some on her fingers to spread on the fake cock. She turned you around to bend you over the bed, face on the sheets.
"So pretty..." She spread your ass cheeks to spit on your holes, watching you clench next. She positioned the cock on your entrance and pulled you by the hair, her other hand on your hip to steady you, her mouth glued to your ear. "Are you sure you want me to stop holding back?" She kissed your neck and your whole body shook.
"yes daddy, please" you didn't even had to think twice about the answer.
"alright then" She kissed again. "Tell me if anything hurts too much" She said and you understood that it was going to hurt, you just needed to enjoy while it wasn't too much for you.
In one go half of the thing disappeared into you and you absolutely mewled, tightly gripping the sheets and burying your face on it. She held your hips, slamming it inside of your tight pussy over and over again, knocking the wind out of you every time.
"Daddy, oh god" you cried out, trying to hold her hand for support but she had other plans, pulling both your arms behind your back as her hips kept fucking into yours.
You were going in and out of consciousness, moaning against the mattress without your arms to hold support your weight.
"This is your place, baby" She growled, fastening her hips. "Ass up for daddy, taking my cock like a good cock sleeve" She held your arms back with one hand and repeatedly slapped your ass cheeks with the other one, each strike making you cream even harder on the plastic cock.
She switched your position again, this time she had you on your back, your knees on your chest as she pounded into your pussy with abandon, spitting on your clit just to make even more of a mess, scratching the back of your thighs just to mark you up.
You could only moan, your voice hoarse and tired from all the throat action but you wanted her to keep going, almost reaching your breaking point.
"Daddy I'm gonna cum" You cried out, scratching her hard abs and she clenched, almost climaxing as well due to the end of the dildo rubbing back on her clit.
"Do it baby, cum for daddy" She moaned, feeling how it was getting harder to move her hips because of how hard you were clenching. Her hands found your neck again, not really choking but holding you in place. She fucked you with might, the hard skin slaps echoing around the room along with both of your moans.
You came so hard you felt your scalp tingling, gushing your creamy juices on her cock as she came as well, silently screaming against your lips as she did so. Her hands never left your neck as you kept kissing, sweaty and out of breath.You could barely open your eyes when she took it out of you, slipping off the wet harness.
she went down to clean you up,knowing very well you didn't like to be sticky for long. She fucked you so hard you could barely feel anything anymore, almost completely numb. She went back up to kiss your lips, spitting your juices back into them, licking your drool as it started to get too messy.
You fell asleep as she kissed yous body, praising you and telling you how well you took her, only hearing how she is going to tie you next time, her warm hands caressing your sweaty skin...
The other day you woke up to see her peacefully sleeping, her slender limbs all tangled in you. You felt sore but so happy that she finally stopped holding back, kissing her cheeks to wake her up.
"Hey pretty girl" She said, kissing your forehead. "How are you feeling?" She asked, her morning voice sending shivers down your spine.
"Sore" You shyly said. "How are you feeling?" You asked, trying to move but she kept holding you as if you were trying to escape.
"Very relaxed" She sounded way too cocky and you rolled your eyes.
"I am not trying to run away, you know" You looked at her arms and legs around your body. "After yesterday I am sure I got addicted to you" You blinked twice and her eyes darkened.
"Oh yeah baby?" You nodded. "Good to know..." She got on top of you, between your legs. "Let me see how addicted to me you are" She kissed your stomach and you whimpered.
Let's say that when you two finally got up after a few hours of hard fucking, you were definitely limping...
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Hi, so this is a big request, not sure if it’ll be too long considering my whole idea. It’s a “smut” idea that I think of a lot. My idea of it is being a collab between Chan and a female idol/artist/reader for a second mv for Red Lights, they’re good friends and all, that song in my opinion is a like very smutty song, the reader is wearing a red outfit, don’t have much of a description for it except part of the outfit being a corset. The mv is more on the smut/sexual side of things, Chan grabbing the reader here and there, neck grabbing, and some of it in my head being that Chan is almost leaving kisses up and down her neck, like the chemistry between the two is like on fire type of deal. Towards the end of the making of the mv, reader is alone in their changing room, sitting around, a few people are around the set but not in the changing room, Chan comes in to talk to reader, they talk for a bit and then things start to get hot and heavy after a few minutes ❗️if this is too much to try to write a smut on or not enough descriptions/ideas for some of it, or you don’t feel like you can or want to write something on this, I completely understand, I don’t expect you to be able to write anything on it. I just thought I’d send my idea to someone I know who writes smuts❗️
Bangchan x reader
Genre: Smut baby, romance, love at first sight
Word count: 6.6k
Warnings: finger, oral sex (males & female receiving) coming on body parts, unprotected sex (don’t be stupid people wrap it before you tap it) use of the word cunt…. Amongst other things that little children should not be reading. So if you are under the age of 18, this is not for you.
Masterlist
“ACTION” the producer screams then the music starts to play
🎶 make you feel my love, oh🎶 “okay Y/N hands on throat in 3…2…1” you place your hand on chans throat
🎶 Now, tell me you hate me, 더 이상 널 버틸 수 없어🎶 “ANNNNNNNDDDDD CUT….on to the next scene” the hair and makeup team run in.
The next part was the beginning of the song. Christopher was going to have to rough you up on camera. “Okay, Y/N, we have you in a costume change” you all of a sudden got ripped away into the change rooms. The costume lady pulls out this corset.
“You have got to be fucking kidding me,” you say as she pulls out the matching underwear.
“How the fuck am I going to fit into that” you tuck your hair behind your ears and grab the corset, lifting it to the light.
“What are these dangly parts,” you say. The costume manager laughs as she walks over to you.
“It’s okay, miss Y/N it will look amazing on you…. Just trust us, okay” you have to agree you’ve come too far to stop production now.
“Okay, I’ll put it on for you”, you smile. She grins as she helps you put it on, tying the corset so tight to cinch your waist.
“Perfect,” she said, turning. You are around to look in the mirror. The underwear was barely covering your vagina, and the rest of the outfit was just as revealing.
“I’m not sure if Christopher will be comfortable with me wearing this,” you said as the manager pushed you back out, closing the dressing room door.
“Y/N good you ready”, the stage hand brings you to the next scene. Chris is their bare chest, and he looks so embarrassed to be half naked as well. It got you so much comfort knowing he felt the same.
“Fuck me,” he said when he saw you. His mouth dropped, and his body went stiff. It felt like his eyes scanned your entire body.
“OKAY, QUITE ON SET……3….2….1” you had no time to make small talk. The producer was already starting the music.
🎶 I cannot breathe without you being right by my side. I'll die🎶 Christopher’s lips touched your earlobe as his hand slid up your side. Bring your hand behind his neck. You tilt your head so your lips are almost touching while he lip-syncs. You continue this for a couple more rounds until they think they have a perfect shot.
“Okay, guys, THAT'S A WRAP,” The man says. Christopher lets go of your hips, and you sprint to get this off your body.
…..
“Omg,” you gasp, holding onto the chair in front of you as you cannot finally breathe.
“You looked so beautiful out there”, the younger stylist said while packing her things up.
“You think so?” Your eyes glimmered as you smiled towards the young lady. You loved to hear good feedback, especially when you felt as insecure as you did at that moment.
“We will clear out so you can get dressed,” the manager said, shooing everyone out of the room.
You take your corset off and throw on a hoodie. You sit on the couch they placed in the dressing room and take out your phone “finally, a minute alone”, you say while scrolling through Instagram. You sat cross-legged on the couch, still, in the stockings and underwear you wore from the music video.
*knock knock*
“Shit….come in”, you called.
“Sorry to …….uhh….omg…. I am so sorry….I thought you said to come in” Chris was fumbling all over the room, trying to find the exit.
“It’s okay…it’s okay…. Relax…. I said, Come in” you laugh, pulling him to sit on the couch.
“What’s up, Channie…. You’re sweating,” you giggle a little.
“Oh no, I’m just hot”, he smiled, fidgeting in his spot.
“I’ll get you some water” you got up and walked over to the mini-fridge, bending down to grab Chris’s drink. You smile a little knowing your ass is in his view. You turn around, and Chris's head turns away quickly, looking at the posts on the wall.
“Here you go,” you say, handing it to him.
“Thanks, I appreciate it”, he replied
“Soooo…I was thinking of tomorrow in the bed scene….instead of” you got this excellent idea, what if you teased Christopher. All the idol girls loved him. All you heard about for days before coming to this music video was how attractive and polite this man was.
“Chris…..I have an idea. I’ll show you what I mean,” he almost chokes on his water.
“Ohhh….Ummm…okay,” he is so awkward it’s kinda cute. He puts the water down and turns to face you.
“Okay…..so you’re lying down” you smile as you push his upper body down, so he’s now lying on his back. “And I’m on top like this”, you swing your leg over, so now you’re straddling him. “ what if I do this” and you lower your body, so your lips are hovering over his. “Is this too much, you reckon” without thinking, Chris attacked your lips, holding the back of your head in place while he aggressively kissed your lips.
“Fuck…..you’ve been teasing me all day,” he says, breaking the kiss.
“I have not”, you reply, smacking his chest playfully.
“Mmmm, sure” his hands move to your hips, pushing them down, so now you’re sitting on his pelvis.
“Explain to me how?” You give him a cheeky smile, and he leans back up, reconnecting his lips with yours. You move in sync, pushing his upper half back on the couch. “Okay, maybe I have just a little”, he scoffs in reply to your comment.
“I knew it was going to be hard… doing this music video with you….but fuck me….you make me so horny” he takes a deep breath in and presses his lips to yours again. You part your mouth, allowing his tongue access to your mouth. You begin to grind on his clothed member. Chan pushes your hips down, forcing you to stop. “Stop….we couldn’t be doing this…in the stage clothes that are” he gave you a cheeky grin.
“True… do you have a condom?” You add Chris was so horny he forgot to bring his wallet. You were on the pill, however, you did prefer to use a condom as extra protection.
“Fuck, it’s in my changing room. I’ll run and grab it” he pushed you off and adjusted himself. “You change into something, okay I’ll be back”, he runs out of the room.
…….
He ran out and down the hallway towards his dressing room “fuck, where’s my wallet” he ripped that room apart, looked under all the couch cushions and finally found it.
“Please, god, let it be in there….she’ll kill me if I don’t have one” he knew he always kept one in there however, it had been a while since Chris last used a condom, and he didn’t know if he replaced the last one.
He opened up the section he would usually put it in, and to his surprise, he found one with a tiny note. “Channie Hyung���.good luck….Y/N is fucken hot as fuck soooo in case you need this…” it was signed by changbin the Cheeky cunt. He looked up and rolled his eyes. This wasn’t his intention to sleep with you; however, he was grateful for his best friend who pulled through when he couldn’t.
“That cheeky cunt”, he mumbled. “Thank you,” he said as he placed it in his back pants pocket and walked back to your changing room, Chris didn’t want to walk with too much purpose to not draw attention to himself.
“Yo Chris”, his head shot up as he recognised the voice.
“Oh my god fuck….what are you guys doing here” he did not look impressed. All 7 of the boys had shown up to check out the set.
“We came to see you silly….why got something better to do?” Hyunjin spoke up.
“I’m actually on my way to a meeting”, Chris was quick on his feet “, but you guys go into my dressing room. I’ll be 45 minutes tops. Changbin looked at Chris and narrowed his eyes. Chris shot him a look to which changbin replied.
“Okay…will see ya in 45 then” none of the boys objected, and all started to walk towards the freeing room except changbin.
“Did you get my note” he smiled as he passed Chris.
“Yes, now piss off….and do me a favour…..take the boys out for lunch and don’t let them come back until I text you, okay” changbin was suspicious about what was happening; however, the look you gave him before now clicked.
“Oh, shit….your gonna sleep with her….you lucky Son of a bitch…how does it feel to live my dream” he laughed, patting chans shoulder.
“It feels fucking good, now fuck off the lot of you”, changbin laughed as he walked away towards the dressing room to collect the boys.
Chris opens the dressing room door, and you are dressing in the same dress you walked in with on.
“What took you so long,” you say, dragging him inside.
“The boys are here” he smiled as he swung the door shut behind him.
“Oh really…should I go say hi” you tease as you go to open the door. Chris grabs your wrist, pulling you back towards him.
“You can say hi to them after I’m done” chan pulls you towards the couch sitting you down.
“That is so hot”, you grin as he pushes you down, kissing your lips while taking his denim jacket off.
Laying you down, chan slides his hand up your thigh grabbing on and squeezing as he part your leg kneeling between them.
“All the girls in the company would be so jealous,” you say, pulling away and running your hand up his chiselled stomach.
“Huh?” He said, kissing down to your neck.
“Really…. Like every girl in JYP thinks you’re hot” chan paused for a second, lifting his head.
“They what?….no they don’t”, he laughed.
“They do”, you wiggle to passion your body better on the couch.
“Well, practically every male artist wants to sleep with you”, he added. This was a shock to you. You had no idea that people even noticed you let alone male idols.
“You’re just making that up”, chan continues to nibble and suck on your neck.
“I’m not…but that doesn’t matter because you’re all mine” you never liked the idea of being someone's property. However, your mind quickly snapped out of it when Chris lifted your dress, exposing your wet underwear.
He runs two fingers up your clothed vagina feeling how wet you are for him. “You are so wet for me, baby….that is so hot”, you blush as you start pulling at his t-shirt, aching for him to take it off.
He lifts his body, pulling his shirt over his head and throwing it across the room. His muscular arm is on either side of your body, and he smiles as he plays with the top of your underwear line.
“Your turn,” he says as you sit up and pull your dress off. It meets his shirt on the ground.
“I want you to bend me over this couch, Chris”, you moan between kisses. Chris chuckles out of excitement. He has wanted this since he saw you 6months ago. You are the only idol in JYP Chris has ever wanted to hook up with.
Chris picks you up, showing you how strong he is “before we get to that, I have some other ideas” he smiles he leads you to a wall, where he pins your back against it. You unwrap your legs from his waist, “you can do whatever you like”, you say, sucking his earlobe.
He kissed along your jawline until he reached your lips. “I want you so bad”, you whisper before he kisses you passionately, your mouths working in sync, your tongues tangling with each other. With your underwear now dripping with your arousal, Chris brush’s the top, waiting for your approval to pull them off your tight little body.
But you remove his hand. Chris is shocked. Did you not want to continue this? “You are gonna have to beg for this pussy” the grin on Chris's face begging was something he never did, so this was a challenge he was willing to accept.
“We will see about that” with that, Chris reaches around the back and clips your bra. He grabs one in each hand, massaging them as he places kisses down your neck. He starts to suck on your breast, using his tongue to flick your nipple, squeezing to shove more into his mouth.
“There is honestly not enough time to do all the things I was to do to you today”, he moans as you reach down and start stocking his cock.
“Who said we have to do it all today” you smile as he stops sucking for a second to look at you.
“Do you mean that?” He was looking at you for confirmation.
“Yes,” you lick your hand to use it as lubrication, continuing to stroke his cock.
“That is so hot… so tomorrow as well, then?” He started to kiss your shoulder bones, and you rolled your neck to the side for more skin exposure.
“Let’s see how today goes,” you say in a cheeky tone, leaning in and placing your needy lips on his.
Chan has his hand pressed against the wall next to your face while his other hand roams your body.
“Please, Y/N… let me feel you’re wet pussy”, he huffed into your ear.
You grab his hand and place it onto your now naked vagina, his fingers spreading your lips. Your back hits the wall as chan creeps closer, pinning you while you stock his cock.
Chan rubs your entrance before inserting two fingers inside you curling his fingers to hit your g spot.
Chan moans into your shoulder as your grip on his cock tightens just the right amount. Chan uses his thumb to circle your clit, making you arch your breasts into his chest.
“Come on baby… come for me”, he moans in your ear. You kiss him as you increase his speed and stroke his dick. He moans as he two speeds his finger up.
“ Oh, Channie”, you whimper as you feel the heat in your stomach rise a release through your whole body.
Chan grunts as you feel him release his load into your hand.
He lifts your chin and kisses you softly “thank you…. It's been a while since I’ve cum like that” he smiles as he pecks your lips.
“Again tomorrow?” Your question.
“Fucken oath”, he laughs as he pulls out of you, his fingers covered with your arousal.
You wash your hand in the sink, chan following after you.
“I better go meet the boys…did you want to get dressed and come along,” he said, pecking your lips again. Chan couldn’t get enough of you.
“I can’t sorry… I have so much I need to do for tomorrow,” chan pouts at your response.
“Can I call you tonight?” This man was whipped after one hand job.
“Mmmmmmmm, let me think about it,” you say, putting your bra and dress back on.
Chan snakes his arms around you, placing kisses behind your ear. It takes everything in you not to turn around a rip Chan's clothes back off.
……..
Later that night.
Chan
“I Miss you.”
Y/N
“You saw me 5 hours ago.”
Chan
“Yeah, I miss you…and how you moan my name.”
This man is the hornest motherfucker you’ve been with in a while.
Y/N
“Christopher”
Chan
“Yes”
Y/N
“Did you want to come over?”
Chan
“Be there in 15, yeah.”
Chan was excited. He had never had a booty call. He went to walk out of the dorm when he was court by changbin.
“ Where do you think you are sneaking off to,” he said with a half smile.
“Y/N’s,” he said with his head down.
“You horny bastard”, he laughed “here, take these,” he said, tossing him a box of condoms.
“Don’t you think this makes me look too keen?” chan said, looking at the box in his hand.
“Well.. you are the one sneaking out to get your dick sucked,” changbin said, patting his shoulder while pushing him out the door.
“You think she’ll suck my dick,” chan said as the door was shut and locked in his face. Chan smiled as he walked into the elevator. The idea of you portraying sucking him off made him gitty.
He is wearing his favourite hoodie and sweats to your apartment. All jyp idols live in the same building, it’s easier for the company to pick up and drop off. He knocks on the door, and you look breathtaking. Chan immediately feels guilty for coming over to take advantage of you.
You pull him over to your couch “shall we start here” you say, pushing him down and straddling him. He gulps before you place your lips on him.
“Maybe I shouldn’t have come here,” he said, pulling away.
“Why,” you say, running your fingers through his hair.
“I feel bad….. like I’m just using you as a sex doll or something” you look into his eyes, and he seems genuinely worried.
“Channie,” you say, racking your fingers through his hair.
“Mmmm,” he says, eyes flicking to your lips.
“Shut up,” you say, pressing your lips down on his he squeezes your hips, and you rock back a forth.
“I want your pretty lips around my cock”, he said as you deepened the kiss. You wearing joking when you told yourself you were going to make him beg for your pussy.
“I can do that,” you say, getting off his lap and kneeling between his legs.
You pull down his sweatpants and his jocks, his dick bouncing out. You lick your lip, and just before you place them on the top of his cock he stops you.
“Chan, WHAT NOW,” you say, looking up at him, annoyed.
“I want to make sure….you are okay With this. I’ve never done anything like this before” he was sweet, you had done this countless times before, but with Chris, it was different. You wanted to take care of him. He was sweet and kind.
“Done what… a one-night stand?” You say, confused.
“Yes,” he said, leaning down and kissing you.
You placed your lips on his tip, sloppy kissing down his shaft. Chan relaxes on your couch and starts to run his fingers through your hair as you put his balls in your mouth.
“Fuck baby”, he moans as he grabs and tugs your hair.
You grab and play with his balls as you look up at him, spread on your couch, enjoying your mouth on his hard cock. You lick his tip, making him cringe a little, indicating that your actions are working. “Do you like that, Channie” you whimper, wanting reassurance from him.
“Every much baby”, he moans as you continue to suck and swirl your tongue around his cock, all while using your hand to play with his balls. Chan starts to buck into your mouth, forcing his dick to hit the back of your throat.
“Oh please…you are gonna make me cum”, he moans suddenly. He ejaculates into your mouth, making you swallow immediately. He pulls your head back by your hair and leans in to kiss you.
“What did you want from me,” he said seductively. You thought you might play a little game with him.
“Nothing….you can go now”, you smile. He was shocked. He looked at you as you stood up.
“Huh?…you don’t want…..wait, what?” You had heard rumours about chan. He liked to have a relationship with the girl he was sleeping with. He wanted to get to know her. Making her feel good was what drove him. So you decided to test that theory and tease him. It seemed to work because he had a tight squeeze on your hips.
“Isn’t that what you came here for?” You questioned. He was so confused.
“I thought maybe…I don’t know….shouldn’t this be an equal exchange” he said, trying to pull you in, eager to satisfy you.
“No….I’m okay, Channie,” you say, kissing him. He’s now squeezing your ass. “You can go home now”, you smile “ I’ll see you tomorrow”, you continue. “Bye, Channie”, you kiss him as he pulls up his sweats. He walks out and grabs you one last time.
“This is over the right?….you still want to do this with me again…because I do like you” his eyes were searching your face.
“We will see”, you smile. He let go of you, and you shut the door.
……….
The next day
Chan
“Good morning beautiful….I can’t wait to see you today.”
You couldn’t help but smile at your phone truth was you did like chan more than you have ever liked anyone.
Y/N
“Happy last day of filming 🥰”
You didn’t want to show chan how excited you were to see him. After he left last night, you couldn’t stop thinking about him.
……
meanwhile
“Channie Hyung, we are all coming with you today” Jeongin smiled as the boys came out of their bedrooms, chan almost choking on his glass of water.
“Whose idea was that?” Chan knew the exactly whose idea that was.��
“Changbin Hyung… he said he wanted to see you in action”, chan laughed. He couldn’t fucking believe the nerve changbin had.
“Cheeky cunt”, chan mumbled as changbin patted him on the back. Chan turns his head, and death stairs him.
“Come on then, Channie Hyung, we are going to be late” changbin smiled, knowing chan couldn’t say anything without exposing himself for wanting alone time with you.
All the boys rushed out the door leaving chan and changbin in the kitchen alone for a moment “cock block”, chan said to changbin, who laughed.
“Have you bought her a gift yet?” Changbin added.
“I’m supposed to buy her a gift” Chan was so confused.
“Yes….see you need me”, he again pats his back as he walks towards the door.
“Wait….what should I get her?” Chan said, running after changbin.
…….
Ryujin
“How’s the music video going?”
Y/N
“Good last day today.”
Ryujin
“How does it feel to be inches away from chans face….. that’s my dream 🤣🤣🤣”
Oh, Ryujin, I have been far closer than just inches, and from his face, you thought to yourself.
Y/N
“Good, he is very nice 😊”
Ryujin
“Changbin texted saying he and the boys are coming down…..so some girls and I are coming as well.”
Ryujin had a thing for changbin, and all oh JYP knew it. She would have been excited that he texted her, but the fact that he was made you think he was up to something.
Y/N
“Oooohhh, are they now…..sure come on down.”
You messaged chan
Y/N
“So I heard your boys are coming for a visit. Can’t wait to meet them finally.”
Chan
“I am so sorry….they just sprung this on me this morning.”
Y/N
“It’s okay…..I am excited to meet them… especially changbin….Ryujin doesn’t shut up about how great he is 😂”
Chan couldn’t help but get jealous; in the car, he locked his phone and squeezed it, placing it upside down on his leg.
“You okay, bro” changbin said, placing his hand on his shoulder.
“Hana?…. Today could you make it your mission to find miss Y/N a thank-you gift?”
Chan's assistant Hana nods and starts looking immediately for gifts online. “What do you think she would like, Mr bang.”
“Ummm, she has a lot of Prada things, so maybe a nice new bag” changbin almost choked on his spit.
“Those bags cost millions of won Hyung” chan didn’t care about him. This was nothing. Chan competed for your heart. He wanted to show you why you chose to sleep with him and not changbin.
“It’s all good. I can afford it,” Chan smiled at a changbin, who just plopped back in his seat, stunned. When changbin said to get you a gift, he meant a lovely bracelet or something, not an almost 3500-dollar bag.
Chan picks up his phone
Chan
“I can’t wait to see you.”
You begin to blush. He was so cute. You giggled at your phone your assistant smiled.
“Who has you all gitty today?” She said, continuing to work.
“Oh, no one”, you smile and look out the window.
“Mmmmhhmmm….is it a boy?” She was so interested.
“Maybe…will see…..he’s um working hard…and it’s nice for once” you continue to look out the window trying to think up a reply.
Y/N
“What else can’t you wait for?”
You decided to be a little flirty with him. You knew he would get flustered, and it would make for a great shoot.
Chan
“Are you teasing me?”
Y/N
“Is it working?”
Chan
“Do I currently have a boner?….yes….can I do anything about it….no…so yeah, it’s working”
Y/N
“Is it that easy to make you hard?…. Ha, you don’t have sex much, do you?”
Chan was smiling at your text. Indeed, he doesn’t have sex often; however, this won’t stop him from fucking your brains until you can no longer form a sentence. That’s if he even gets alone time with you today.
Chan
“Ha….wouldn’t you like to know how much sex I have”
You laughed at his reply. He’s trying to be a fuck boy.
Y/N
“Well, if you're getting so much ass, I guess you don’t need me anymore.”
Two can play that game, Mr Christopher.
Chan thought he had fucked up big time. His eyes widened.
“Changbin?” He said out of panic
“Mmmmm”, changbin replied, texting a special someone of his own.
“Help!” The word made changbins eyes shoot up to meet chans.
“Let me look,” he said, grabbing the phone. The other boys are now curious as to what’s happening.
“She’s just playing with you….don’t worry about it….ignore her”, he smiled.
“Ignore her?…..she just told me she doesn’t want me anymore”, chan was going to hyperventilate. He had just got you. Now he’s gone and fucked it up. He had to write something to get you back.
“Chris”, changbin said, chans head snapping to look at him, trying to hold back his panic.
“She’s playing a game……where has all your confidence gone, bro….just text her back, okay,” he said, grabbing the phone and typing “Okay then” into the message.
All chan had to do was press send “listen to me… she’s trying to make you sweat….hit send” the boys in the car are still so confused about who they are talking about.
Chan pressed the sent button squeezing his eyes shut as he did so.
…..
“Did he just okay then me?” you said in the car, shocking the driver jumping out of shock. You laughed because he was asking for advice from someone, and you would make him sweat. As the car pulled up, you hopped out. There was another black car behind you that you thought might be chan, so you waited.
You popped changbin first, then the rest of the stray kids finally chan. “Morning, Channie”, you smile and wave.
“Oh, uh, morning”, he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
“You guys must be the rest of the stray kids….changbin, Felix, Han, Minho, Hyun-jin, Seungmin and Jeongin, right?” You were hoping you got the name right.
“It’s so nice to meet you, Y/N….Channie Hyung is so excited to do this project with you” chans eyes widen as he knows he has to get these boys inside before they expose his embarrassing secrets to you.
“Alright….. inside we go Y/N has a lot to prep for”, he smiled, pushing them in a line inside, turning his head back towards you, mouthing “sorry”, before turning back and directing them all into his dressing room.
You giggled as you watched him struggle to control them. Just as you stopped, Ryujin showed up behind you.
“Y/n, omg, long time no see,” she said, hugging you.
“So good to see you, Ryujin” you smile as you hug her, you lead her into the dressing rooms, and she sits on your couch.
Thirty minutes or so went by, and you said you were about to start getting ready; there was a knock on the door.
“I think that’s my hair and makeup. Could you let them in, please, Ryujin” she gets up and gasps as she opens the door to Chan's assistant, Hana?
“Miss Y/N….she said, entering… Mr bang wanted me to give this to you,” she smiled, holding the most beautiful Prada bag
“Omg…. Is that the Prada Cleo brushed-leather shoulder bag?” You jumped up. You had wanted this bag. It just came out this week. You grab it and hug Hana, who hands you a note.
“Read it,”, Ryujin said, grabbing you to look at the bag.
“Happy last day of filming…thank you so much for EVERYTHING” you can’t help but blush. As you look inside the bag, your eyes widen. You quickly close the bag holding it to your chest. “Ryujin?…..could you do me a favour?” You smile, knowing she will do it because it includes changbin.
“Sure, anything?” She smiles, still trying to get her hand on your bag.
“After the shoot today….. I’m going to take chan out for dinner as a thank you… do you think you could distract the boys for me” this was right up Ryujins alley?
“That is too easy….I am the girl for the job” you shove the bag in the corner with the rest of your stuff.
…….
“OKAY ACTION” 🎶 The moment when I close my eyes. 🎶Plays as you present to play with chans chains. 🎶All I see are red lights, red lights, and red lights. 🎶you lean into his body, your chest to his 🎶도저히 널 가만히 둘 수 없는🎶 you say as the flashing lights flicker, your hand rising to his throat as the producer screams “HOLLLLLD” you star into Chan's eyes as he flicks between your lips and eyes.
“OKAY, CUT… great chemistry today, guys,” he says, getting off his chair “let’s break and come back for the last scene.” Chan chuckles “been a while since I’ve been changed to a bed” before getting off his lap, you thank him for his gift “thank you for my bag….how will I ever repay you” you flirt as the stagehands untie his wrists. He leans up to kiss you; however, you quickly remember where you are and pull away. You hop off and walk back to your dressing room, looking around. You Can’t seem to see Ryujin anywhere.
“Has anyone seen Ryujin?” One of the boys pointed to her flirting her heart out with changbin, leaning against the wall, just listening to her babble while she twisted her hair.
“Never mind, I found her”, you laugh, walking back into your dressing room.
…..
You hear your name get called over the loudspeaker, and finally, the last scene of the music video, two whole days of typing. What a fantastic journey this has been. The people you have met, chan, which is just wild humans.
You walk out on set, and there he is, all smiles as you walk up and stand next to him “my turn to choke you”, he whispers, razing his eyebrows.
“Okay, everyone, take your provisions, please…..ACTION” the backing to the song plays, and you fall to your knees, chans hand snakes around your neck as you mouth 🎶 도저히 널 가만히 둘 수 없는🎶
“PERFECT….Love it, good job,” he said “okay, team love the first take. That should be enough” Everyone around us applauds as chan smiles, helping you off the floor.
“I’d like to take a minute to thank everyone for the last two days of work… you are all appreciated…now let's pack up and get out of here, aye,” the head of the project said, smiling. You walk into your room to get undressed when Ryujin walks in “okay, I told changbin…. We are going out to dinner”, she smiled
“So you and can better make a run for it”, she laughed; you quickly popped on your dress and walked out with her chan behind the boys, so it was easy for you to grab him and pull him away from the crowd.
“Ryujin gooooo”, you whisper, shout, shooing her to catch up with them.
“Oh, I thought we were going to dinner?” He said, pointing and looking back at the boys.
“I have other plans for you, are I, “ you said, placing a hand on his chest.
He gulped as you leaned forward onto your toes to kiss his lips. “Oh, okay….I’m pretty hungry,” he laughed. You roll your eyes and yank him out the back door.
“We are going back to my place,” you say, pulling him through the alley and into a cab.
“Can I eat first?” he said. Your lips are now shutting him up. You pull his collar in and deepen the kiss, and chans body relaxes.
“Never mind, this is good too,” the cab driver chuckles at Chan's comment. You start making out in the back of the cab; once he arrives at your dorm, chan pulls out his credit card from his pocket and, without breaking the kiss, starts tapping random parts of the card machine until he hears a beep.
You pull back, cupping his face “okay….kids, you have fun”, the cab says as you open the door. Hopping out, chan thanks him and closes the door, grabbing your waist as the taxi drives away “stop, I’m ticklish”, you squirm.
“Good,” he says, pinching your waist again. This time, you play, squealing as you run into the dorm building. Once, chan looks around to see if anyone is around before pulling you in and kissing your swollen lips “the number of times I wanted to do this to you today,” he said breathily. You push the elevator button, and it dings; you both hip in, and chan places his hand on your lower back as you swipe your level card.
You both live in the same building; however, chan lives on the upper floors with the boys as they need a bigger apartment. The door opens, and you take his hand as you walk through the halls.
You open the door to your small apartment and say. You turn around. Chan pushes you against the wall kissing you tenderly. “Hope you don’t already have the bag”, he breathes into your mouth.
“I don’t thank you…. You didn’t have to do that for me…..but I have one question?”
“Mmmmm,” he says, pecking his lips.
“The lingerie inside…..” chan pulls back, all confused.
“Sorry, the what?” You realised that maybe Hana had made a mistake.
“The lingerie…the set you gave me is so tiny…I’ll never fit, sorry” chan pushes your shoulders back so they’re flat against the wall.
“Show me?” He was so confused. He never asked Hana to get anything like that for you, and when he looked inside the bag before it went, it was empty.
You pulled out this tiny laced underwater bra. “No….that was not me…..fucking CHANGBIN”, chan growled. You couldn���t help but laugh at Chan's anger.
“What a wanker”, he said, looking down.
“I suppose that he sent the….okay then text to this morning”, chans head shot up.
“How did you know?” His eyes are looking at you with awe.
“Because I know you would never be okay than me,” you say, walking him back into your bedroom.
“You’re so right…I wouldn’t,” he agreed as the back of his legs hit the bed, making him fall backwards onto a peaceful sleep.
Placing his hand on the back of your thighs, He pulls you in to straddle him. “I forgive you, though”, you smile while running your fingers through his hair.
“Did you want to eat first?” You mumble between kisses.
“No…..I’ll be okay,” he says, pulling you closer to his body.
“Chan….you sure?” You didn’t want him to starve himself in case he was afraid you’d lose interest.
“Positive…..I want you first” he flips you over on your back, so he is between your legs. You giggle as he removes his hand from behind your back.
“Me over food….Channie, you must be whipped,” you laughed. Chan leaned in and softly kissed you to quiet you for a moment.
“Oh, I am 100% smitten by you” he brushes the hair out of your face, his eyes roaming, taking in the beautiful sight he has beneath him.
You start to kiss his neck. “Be careful…I still have promotions tomorrow” you wanted nothing more than to mark his neck, but you didn’t.
His clothes member grinding on yours as he kissed down the side of your face “but I don’t,” Your breath chan got the hint a. He lightly dug his teeth into your neck, nibbling and sucking in the right spot.
“Mmmm”, you moan.
“You are all mine….you understand….any other guy you have….get rid of him” this possessive side of chan was supper sexy. You pressed his head further into your neck, moaning in his ear.
“Show me why I should give them up” you didn’t have anyone else, but he didn’t need to know that.
Chan grunts as he pulls back, unbuckling his belt from his pants. Once his belt hit the floor, he pulled his jeans off. You could see if rigid member bouncing in his boxers; you like your lips as you sit up, placing your lips on his line.
“Shit”, he moans.
He pushes your body back down on the bed “ah ah ah…..your turn, baby girl” chan had this other side to him when he got hungry he was so sexy he tended his arms as they pulled you to the edge of the bed.
“Spread,” he says, widening your legs. Squeezing your tights and licking his lips, he pulled your underwear down your legs, flicking them to the side. Chan pushes you to dress up, trying to clear as much away from your body as he can.
“You’re so wet for me”, he said before spreading your wet fold with his tongue.
Your body indirectly flinches, dude, to pleasure. “Hmmm, you like that, don’t you?” He said before wrapping his lips around your clit, sucking and flicking his tongue.
“Love it”, you moaned; no one had ever eaten your pussy like this before; he didn’t need any prompting. He just knew exactly what you wanted.
He poked his tongue inside your core, flicking up at your G spot. “Plss Channie….keep going” chan wasn’t playing on stopping anytime soon. You pull his hair, and he grunts while eating your pussy harder.
“You taste so good”, he hummus into your centre, sending shivers down your spine.
“You eat pussy so well”, you moan. You can see chan flicking his boxes off.
“Channie, plss, I need you inside me”, you moan, the sudden realisation that he had again forgotten the condoms.
“Baby….I don’t think I can. I have no condoms,” he grunts.
“Channie….. I’m on the pill,” you moan.
Chan stops and stands up in between your legs. He inserts the tip into your centre; you arch your back at his touch.
“You are so tight….this feels fucking amazing”, he says as he enters you, your dress and shirt still on. You are both so hungry for each other that you forget to strip.
He's pumping in and out of your centre; you continue to moan his name, “Channie….keep going”, you lament as his thumb is now situating your clit. Just a couple of seconds later, you are screaming.
“Channie, I’m coming” you can feel his white liquid enter your core. It feels warm as you feel your stomach turn and a flash of pleasure shoot up your body.
Chan pulls out and lays beside you “fuck me….you are fantastic”, he pants.
“You’re not too bad yourself,” you say, rolling over to kiss him.
“Can I ask you a question?” He said, still breathless.
“Sure”, you smile.
“Can I be your boyfriend?”
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Han Jisung x Idol!Reader
Genre: Suggestive, Fluff, Angust
Warnings: None (I know of, if there are any please let me know)
Word Count: 9569
Masterlist
You are a part of a 6 member girl group (CELESTE) under JYP
The group has a sort of ethereal almost mythological vibe
Each member represents, a mythical creature
The group had two previous comebacks before this theme
Mihi (lead dancer and sun vocals): fairy
The closest to the two previous comebacks
glitter purples pinks
art deco inspired, ordinary objects are pretty and ornate
Flowers, petals, some wind motifs as well
Hee-young(main vocalist, visual, makne):angel
sky heaven themes
Has a massive pair of wings in the MV
Gold, light blue
Wind motifs feathers
Yuri (main dancer, main vocals and sub rapper): elf
Also, elegant but there are glimpses of something darker
tree themes (think Galadriel LOTR)
Foresty, vines, some crystals mostly opal diamond selenite moonstone and white howlite
honestly, Lord of the Rings stylez
Aera (lead vocalist, visual): nymph
floral themes, water lilies, some more water themes
Perhaps suggest a sort of rusalka vibes (not explicit, just some sort of implication the nymph may be a vengeful spirit???)
The darker parts are more obvious but with a brighter colour palette that acts as a kind of misdirect
(Sugar Rush TXT vibes)
Y/N (main rapper, main vocals and sub dancer): vampire
The dark parts are now on full display, and fully embraced
deep red blues greens
Lace, silver
gothic with a splash of grunge
Title track has scream’s (dreamcatcher) styling with the lacy dress parts not the magic in the MV lol with a cross between Odd Eye and Nxde (with it’s sampling of classical music)
B side track is the one you got to go crazy on. It’s full rock/ metal think I Miss the Misery by Halestorm with Odd Eye’s styling)
Nam-Gli (leader and lead rapper): witch
The dark parts continue with as much elegance, but there’s a certain finality to it
dark purples, black, gold, and silver
Misty, foresty but a darker green to Yuri similar to Odd Eye MV
(As an aside: the birth order is Nam-Gli, Y/N, Aera, Mihi, Yuri, Hee-young)
Each comeback is based on one of the mythical creatures of one of the members
The group is very popular, but because comebacks are rarer than for most k-groups not massively successful
A lot goes into giving the perfect vibe, a lot of you do brand deals and modeling on the side. Aera has two dramas under her belt
You, Yuri and Nam-Gli have your own lil side trio, with you and Yuri being a duo when Nam-Gli is busy. y’all cover your favorite songs usually by other trios
The three of you had covered 3RACHA songs several times and the fans loved it
The three of you settled on the members that complemented your rapping styles with Nam-gli usually covering Han’s lines Yuri Changbin’s and you Bang Chan’s
The fans absolutely adored your little trios 3RACHA covers so JYP had the grand idea of getting your groups together and you started doing more activities with them
It started off slowly, with the label testing the waters
At first it was just your trio and 3RACHA doing a lyric challenge of sorts where they would have to rap the next line of yours and your group members verses while you would have to do the same with 3RACHA songs
The atmosphere was really nice and to your surprise you seemed to bounce off Jisung the most
You didn’t really think much of it at the time, the company probably wanted to strike while the iron was hot and get both groups some more promotion
You didn’t really think you’d see any of Stray Kids again
The company, however, had other ideas. After the fan response they knew they struck gold and quickly set up more activities for both groups
Despite initially being shocked to see Stray Kids again you found yourself natural drifting towards Jisung in the group interactions
Really quickly it was easy to see you and Jisung had wonderful chemistry in the group shows and so you ended up doing separate vlives just the two of you
The very first one started off a bit strange, the two of you had no idea what to say to each other when it was just the two of you. During group activities, the two of you would sit next to each other either piling on top of one another in fits of laughter when another member said something you found funny; defending something either of you said that you agreed on, or playfully arguing whenever you inevitably disagreed
One time, both groups were asked if a sauna was burning, what would you rather cover your private parts or your face. You and Jisung collapsed in on each other when Seungmin said the question was probably which would you protect from burning
In short, you could always rely on other members to say something for the two of you to react to
You both awkwardly asked how your morning was at the same time before bursting out with laughter, slightly diffusing the tension. While the rest of the live was slightly awkward, the initial icebreaker allowed you to joke with each other a little more
From then on, the lives usually consisted of you guys catching up with each other, Jisung excitedly telling you about his busy days while you filled him in on yours
The lives had different vibes depending on where they took place, if it was in the Stray Kids dorm the lives were far more chaotic; one day he threw a pillow at you. You glared at him, beckoning with your finger for him to come over. He looked terrified, and you struggled to keep your grin in. You subtly grasped the pillow he threw at you in your hand and hit him with all your strength, starting a pillow fight which, much to your chagrin, Jisung ended up winning
He would always do mildly annoying things to get a rise out of you, but you dealt with it with a Stoic patience, only occasionally giving in. Every live always ended in laughter
You would often stay round afterward as both of you had a break, he was remarkably chill when the cameras weren’t on him, it was difficult to get used to but refreshing
After a few hours of being high energy, you were both tired, so you’d either put on a movie or scroll through your phones, showing each other memes and catching each other up on things you couldn’t say on camera
You told him about all the comebacks for Celeste. He asked more about the groups' concept in general, and you happily explained how with each comeback a certain member is focused on as it’s their theme. Celeste's last comeback was fairy themed, so Mihi was featured the most, and she had more freedom to implement her vision. You joked that for this comeback, she became the group's pseudo leader
Jisung quickly asked when your theme would come up.
You said not for a while, as the company wants the group to establish themselves with more feminine themes first. You said Yuri’s was next, and you were still super excited by it. The concept she talked you through sounded amazing
“What concept have you got?” Jisung quickly asked. He was leaning towards you on the couch, and he’d put his phone down, listening intently
You were extremely taken aback, you’d talked at length about it with your group, seeing if they were okay with all your ideas, and they were annoyingly accommodating it made you want to cry a little.
They’d suggest ways to make your vision come true without compromising it in any way. They said it was because you did the exact same thing with their ideas. It made them really happy, and they wanted to make you happy as well
You shyly started with the mythological creature your theme was about and Jisung’s eyes went wide, “Vampire?! That’s so cool!!”
This boosted your confidence a little and you told him everything. How you wanted it to be inspired by classic vampire literature with a modern rock twist. You listed your inspirations from Dracula and Carmila to Halestorm’s music. You said you wanted the music video set to be in a gothic revival house (you didn’t mind if it was a replica or green screen as long as it fit the vibe) like Strawberry Hill in London. You realized that the rock vibe probably won’t be accepted by the higher ups, but you were sure as hell gonna try
Jisung looked at you in awe, you were amazing already, but even more so when you talked about your project. The determination in your eyes made him smile
Lives in your groups' dorm were a lot more chilled out, both of you having chill conversations perhaps scrolling through your phones if there was a lull in activity on the vlive but mostly responding to comments made by fans
This is where the fans really got to see a different side to the both of you. Often you would be working on something while Jisung read out the comments. You stop what you were doing and join in the conversation. Then you would switch, Jisung would put in an ear bud and work on his music while you carried the conversation
Occasionally you would set out vlives where people could just work with the two of you, usually when you had deadlines coming up
In the vlives at your dorm you would always be draped over each other in some way, just general keeping physical contact
For some reason after these vlives Jisung was full of energy and would end up causing a raucous, the two of you had a makeshift lightsaber fight, and you enjoyed it so much the two of you impulsive brought lightsaber replicas after
When yours arrived, you raced over to the Stray Kids dorm ready to challenge Jisung, you burst through his door activating your white lightsaber, but your eyes went wide when you noticed he was in the middle of a live
You blinked a couple times trying to hold back a laugh, “I’m so sorry, I’ll wait” you left the room with your lightsaber making whooshing noises as you left the room and closed the door
You could hear Jisung burst out laughing as Minho passed you, saying “told you so”
You quickly checked the vlive to make sure the fans weren’t mad that you interpreted, thankfully only a small handful said what you did was really disrespectful, while most were clearly enjoying themselves. There were lots of laughing emojis, with loads asking if it was a lightsaber
Jisung replied smiling saying how after your last vlive together you impulse brought yourselves lightsabers, “mine actually came today” he enthused and took out a purple lightsaber
You laughed as he swooshed it around, hearing the replica make the noise
Your cheeks heated up when all the comments started saying “lmao y/n’s a massive nerd’ Jisung laughed on your phone screen nodding his head
His eyes seemed to light up as he talked about how much you loved Star Wars and how you knew so many historical facts and how much you knew about architecture
Your stomach pleasantly twisted, causing a shiver to run up your spine
You saw Jisung sign off and quickly pocketed your phone, but not before you saw a comment teasingly saying he ‘shouldn’t keep his girlfriend waiting’
You hopped Jisung didn't glimpse that one, you knew he’d overthink your friendship and might stop acting in the same way he did
Besides, you didn’t need him overthinking at the same time as you were
He swung the door open and stared at you, expression unreadable. He took his lightsaber from behind his back and activated it, the purple glow lightly illuminated his upper body
You activated yours, and you dueled each other throughout the dorm before collapsing on the sofa and watching a movie like usual
A couple of days later, your two groups had to complete a series of challenges pulled from a challenge pile, you read yours out loud “challenge someone on the opposite team to a lightsaber duel”
You and Jisung burst out laughing, confusing both of your band members
You fell first. On a separate vlive someone asked how you’d managed to find such a good friend in Jisung, you look at the comment a little shocked, you didn’t know how to answer
Of course the content your groups make was thought of by the company for further promotion and without that you doubt you would have ever met Jisung
You tell the truth: you’re not sure, “but he always takes care of me. He always checks if I’ve eaten and checks in to see how I’m feeling, and I return the gesture in kind.” He’s always drinking energy drinks, and you’ve been trying to get him to cut back at least a little. “You’ve all seen the vlives I’m sure, and it thinks it’s really easy to tell that we’ve got a good rapport with each other and I think we’re gonna be good friends for a really long time”
Your heart clenches when you say friend, and you realise you want something more than just friendship
Jisung takes longer to come to terms with his feelings but where you lacked in action on your end he did not hesitate to initiate
Every time someone asks about you on one of his vlives his eyes light up as he compliments you to no end “she’s so nice, she always checks in on me, makes sure I’ve eaten. Oh! She’s trying to get me to cut back on energy drinks because the caffeine is bad for you and I drink way too much.” He’ll then go on to talk about your stage presence and how it absolutely mesmerises him and how you were the first member that caught his eye when your group debuted even though the fairy theme is the complete opposite of yours, you killed it
It takes relentless teasing from his band mates before he realises his feelings for you
He walks in after one of his vlives and his band mates are all talking about the will they won’t, they between the two do you
When they mention it to Jisung he obviously denies it saying he’d know if he had feelings for you, and he doesn’t, you’re just friends
Minho looks at him incredulously and pulls out an edit he saw of the two of you made by, clearly a very dedicated fan, “you look at her like you’d look at a girlfriend, and you say you don’t have feelings for her” he scoffs. “I do not look at her like that, and I do not have feelings for her. Can we drop this?”
That same night, he can’t help but reach for his phone and search your names on TikTok
The more edits he watches, the more he notices how he’s staring at you. His eyes really do betray him, and he remembered back to his vlive how his heart pounded when he talked about you and how he couldn’t stop smiling
He’d fallen hard
And just in time for your theme to be the centre of your group’s comeback
You kept it from Jisung because you wanted it to be a surprise you knew how excited he was for your theme to come up and every time he said it you willed your heart not to explode
Loads of your friends were excited, Jisung was no different, you told yourself
The comeback was steeped in deep blues, rich reds and engulfing greens, silver necklaces and black lace. The music’s tone was darker, like something watching from the shadows; it sent a chill down his spine as he watched the MV
You sampled a lot more classical music as well as used more classical instruments (violin especially) to give a more gothic feel to the comeback, all somehow perfectly intertwined with some fully rock songs.
At the very end, you let out a splendidly sultry laugh, showing off the fangs made especially for the comeback. If you had to be honest you kinda liked them, probably too much
JYP decided it would be good publicity for both groups to have Stray Kids react to your group’s most recent comeback, especially as the two groups were still close despite your groups popularity rising and thus having less activities together
There were lots of shocked expressions and ‘whoas’ coming from the group in general. They were used to the bright colour palettes and upbeat feelings of your group's songs
Despite there being a lot of posing and standing, the boys found it endlessly compelling, there were bursts of quick movement where the screen would go blank, and you would end up in a different place on the screen
Similarly, there would be a blur of motion followed by one of the members changing their position in the room
Jisung watched intently whenever, you showed up on screen of the title track’s MV, by the end he was brimming with pride knowing you were the main driving force behind the comeback
He watched you fully sink into the role, more than he’d ever seen you do before, you embodied the vampires of legend, you were dangerous but endlessly enticing
While most of the scenes took place on a set that resembled and old mediaeval castle, the choreography scenes were set inside a hall clearly inspired by Strawberry Hill
Chan, mostly impressed with the composition of the song, asked who’s theme the comeback was, before someone from behind the camera could answer Jisung beamed and yelled “Y/N’s it was Y/N’s.”
When the group looked at him questioningly, he said you had told him everything about your vision, he just had no idea it was coming up next. You must have kept it from him as a surprise
The group talked more about what they thought was really good about the comeback’s title track, from the lyrics to the set design
Next, they showed the boys the album’s B-side track; even Jisung, knowing everything he did, was utterly shocked. Like you mentioned, he didn’t think the company would allow you to do a fully rock song
The lyrics seemed to hit really close to home, the song expressed the frustration in knowing your feelings for someone but not being able to do anything about it, having to hold back every time they’re around you. Not allowing yourself to give in and the hurt that carried with that
Not to mention, the visuals were heartbreakingly beautiful, seeing you laying in a forest with a—very familiar to him—band hoodie and ripped bell bottom jeans just staring at the sky made him feel things!
All he could do was stare at the screen watching the credits roll by, and he kept noticing your name a lot more than in the title track
Everyone was in awe and thought they’d seen it all
The video ended with the whole of Stray Kids wishing your group the best of luck throughout your promotion and that they’ll see your group at your comeback stage
Needless to say it was an absolute hit, within the first couple hours there were already thousands views on the title track’s MV with the number was steadily growing
You and your group prepared frantically for the comeback backstage. Everyone was rushing about getting makeup and any clothing alterations done
Yuri rushed over to you to make sure you were okay, judging from your expression you were very anxious, “hey, what are you worried about?” she asked
You were taken slightly aback that she was able to tell, but realistically, who wouldn’t. It was very clear you had been a ball of stress ever since before the comeback was even released. “I don’t know, just-what if it all goes horribly wrong? It’s on me, I suggested the concept. I picked all the outfits, set the staging, sure the video has enough views, but they’re a meaningless metric of popularity for the company. If they don’t receive a high profit from album sales and promotions, that’s it. It’s the end-”
You continued rambling until Yuri interrupted you, “you were not the only one, if the company saw something they knew wouldn’t work they wouldn’t have let it happen. Besides, this comeback was awesome! I, for one, loved every second. I don’t think that’s the only reason you're nervous. I think it has something to do with a certain boy group member you often hang out with and his opinion”
You gave her a warning glance, taking a deep breath. Yuri just patted you on the back and let you finish getting ready
Jisung watched the entire comeback stage in awe, his expectations were utterly blown away, you looked stunning in your outfit and the looks you gave on stage were perfect
You brilliantly embodied the essence of enticing but deadly on screen and stage
The red skirt opened and closed around your thighs with every movement, contrasting with the tucked in baggy band T-shirt, that was also in the B-side music video. He smiled, you thought of every detail
God, he wanted to kiss you so bad
With the very last beat of the stage, fake blood was poured all over you and staying in character you smirked at the camera running your tongue over your teeth as you grinned bringing attention to the fangs you’d worn for the performance
You got a small break where you promote the album more, telling them there were more performances still to go
You did all that without paying any attention to the blood still dripping down your face, seeping into your clothes and Jisung couldn’t keep the image of you grinning as blood dripped down your face out of his head
you took one last gulp of water and set yourself in position for the B-Side track performance
It was just as high energy as the title track but with more intricate group movements usually surrounding you singing your lungs out in the middle
At the end you all bowed and one of the staff came out in stage whispering in your ear and ushering you off stage
Everyone was confused until Nam-Gli clarified the staff wanted you to get changed because the dripping blood was a bit of a safety hazard, all while avoiding several pools of fake blood on the floor
The audience and group laughed at the side steps, but thankfully staff came out with mops cleaning the blood patches
As they’d finished you ran back on stage and Jisung nearly choked, there was no way you could have looked more stunning on your big day yet here you were. Pulling out surprise after surprise
The entire outfit was skin tight, a stark contrast from the previous look, under the black jacket's front buckles was a black bustier top that slotted inside the hem of the leather chained and pleated skirt
Jisung was relieved to see you kept the thigh highs, he’d never admit it, but they were his favourite part of the ensemble
The stage continued with renditions of previous songs as well as a rehash of the title and B-Side until, tired and ready for bed, your group bid everyone goodbye leaving the stage
Turns out Stray Kids left early because they were all stood backstage waiting to congratulate you all
Jisung launched himself at you as soon as he saw you, enveloping you and in a tight hug. He breathed in your scent as he buried his face in your neck and refused to let go, until Chan cleared his throat at which point you separated
After several congratulations and cheers, the conversations started separating off
You stood next to Jisung with Changbin and Yuri, all of you conversing about the coming days both for your group and Stray Kids
You barely paid attention to their words, hyper focused on how close your hand was to the Jisung’s, you could feel the heat radiating off it
One tiny shift and your pinkies would be intertwined, another small shift, and you’d comfortably fold your hand into his
Your hand twitched a little at the thought, so desperate to follow through on your desires but ultimately stopping short
You couldn’t do it, you made up excuses for yourself, he hasn’t given any clear indication he likes you, the dreaded dating ban. Not that you followed all the rules, but this one was just too convenient
When you left your daze Jisung was staring at you and once you made eye contact he reached for your hand folding it into his own
Your heart jumped, did this mean what you thought it meant ?
“Can I speak to you?” you saw a small flash of pink dust his cheeks, “privately”
Your heart lurched again as you nodded, not breaking eye contact
He dragged you into a dressing room and stood in front of you, this time holding both your hands
“I wanted to take a moment to congratulate you, personally. You were amazing. I mean, I couldn’t take my eyes off you. You were mesmerising,” he grinned, and you smiled back, your heart swelling with each word.
“I’m so proud of all you’ve accomplished already, and it’s only the beginning”
Meanwhile, the group were placing bets as to why Jisung pulled you into another room, he wasn’t exactly subtle
“They’re definitely gonna bone?” Minho deadpanned
“Ew gross, they’re not gonna do that”, exclaimed Mihi
“No I agree, Jisung’s too much of a chicken, probably hasn’t even kissed her,” Changbin teased
Felix then chimed in, “it’s weird he’d go for Y/N. I was always under the impression Nam-Gli would be more his type”
“Please,” she dismissed Felix’s claim, “I want someone who can take care of me, I’ve already got my hand full raising these four”
“What about Y/N?” Chan frowned
“She’s an equally stressed parent” Nam-Gil smiled and the group laughed
Back in the dressing room, Jisung continued, “I can’t wait to see my best friend grow and become even more famous!”
Wuhoh, ‘best friend’ your brain wouldn’t stop repeating the word, it packed onto it and refused to let go
Jisung regretted it as soon as he said it, it felt so wrong, it made his stomach churn
You managed a weak smile and replied, “thank you so much,” you slipped your hands from Jisung’s warm hold, “we should probably head back and all go home. It’s late, I don’t want the girls to think I’m doing anything weird”
“Oh yes, totally, this was just a casual conversation between best friends,” Jisung really couldn’t stop himself. He had no idea what else to say, my crush? A conversation between two people who could possibly grow to have a long and beautiful relationship? Maybe start a family that spans a generation, with each child being more successful than the previous?
At least ‘best friend’ wouldn’t freak her out as much he thought
‘Best friend’ that infernal title was stuck with you all the way to your bed, nagging you and telling you we're stupidly misinterpreting the signals. He was just being friendly
Soon you fell into a flat dreamless sleep
When Jisung got back instead of sleeping, he looked up his and your name again. On TikTok, YouTube, everything. He found several edits that made him smile a little
Twitter, however, made him blush the most, it was filled with playful ‘wish he looked at me like that’ followed by screenshots of his staring at you in joint lives
Others were from the video filmed of his group's reactions to your comeback. The tweets talked about how absolutely whipped he looked for you, mostly with, ‘we all know who that look’s for ;)’ and ‘jiy/n dating when?’ comments
Part of him hoped you’d see these and know, he didn’t mean that he only wanted to be best friends but the other hopped to god you didn’t see them to save him the embarrassment
He fell asleep to an edit of the two of you with the classic sickly love song played in the background
You weren’t able to see Jisung as often as you had previously, the comeback schedule was gruelling, but perhaps it was for the better
At least not seeing him meant you didn’t have to hear ‘best friend’ emerge from his lips and painfully lodge itself inside your heart
Jisung, however, couldn’t help but feel upset. Every time he saw you his heart filled with a strange mix of pride and adoration with an insufferable anxiety because why were you only just texting him back it’s been an hour?
Your comeback schedule kept you too busy for Jisung’s liking. He understood, he really did, but after the so dubbed ‘best friend’ incident he was constantly on edge seeing you
Maybe ‘best friend’ did freak you out and your comeback was nothing but a perfectly convenient excuse to ignore him
You sat on a raised bench behind three of your bandmates in between the other two, there was no missing you
Each of one of you was given a pointer for your ‘most likely to’ game
You enjoyed some fun ones like, “who’s most likely to stack it on a night out?” “who would not realise they stayed up all night because they were too busy playing video games?” etc.
It was hilarious getting to know new things about your members you never would have before
When the next question got asked, you froze, ‘most likely to fall in love with someone from another group?’
Act natural you thought as everyone pointed at you
You tried to diffuse some of your nerves by delaying your point for comedic effect, the MC laughed, so it must have worked a little
“Me?” you mock gasped, “I would never!” all the members laughed, and you chuckled along with them
“Oh, are you sure?” Yuri teased, “it seems exactly like something you’d do”
“In all seriousness is it?” the MC asked
“I mean, if it happens, it happens” your heart skipped a beat thinking of one person in particular. “I’d like to say, I’m aware our group's dating ban isn’t over yet, so I wouldn’t do anything I’m not supposed to. Besides, feelings aren’t always reciprocated” you ended with a bittersweet smile
Feeling the tension you left in the air, you spoke up again, “unless of course your Yuri, who responds to so much fan mail she can barely keep up,” you smiled brightly
Yuri blushed to the backdrop of all the members laughing, “aww don’t be embarrassed, it’s cute” you smiled again, and she shyly smiled back with the rest of the members giving small chuckles at the interaction
Jisung had finally decided on something to occupy his time with.
He had been working on lyrics to a new song
The frustration that came with the “best friend” incident gave him a sick sort of inspiration, making him want to write his feelings into song
One song was about how one person can make you want to be the best version of yourself while the other, he imagined, as a sort of sister track to your comebacks b-side track
He quickly looked up from his notebook to his phone, still pinging with a notification
He picked it up immediately, hoping it was a text from you
Sadly it was just a YouTube notification for your group’s newest video
He was curious and couldn’t stop himself from clicking the notification and watching the video
He laughed a couple of times thinking how he would have probably picked the same members having known them for so long
All of a sudden, all the pointers are on you
The answer to the question sparked hope in Jisung, if you were most likely to get with someone from another group he could shoot his shot
Perhaps the “best friend” incident was long forgotten, but his heart wrenched when he heard your response
To him, it was clearly aimed and didn’t miss
As a result he decided to drop hints like Hansel and Gretel dropped crumbs in your next vlive hopping the trail would lead you to his true feelings
He started the live before you came in so the two of you could get right to it, and he could have your usual alone time with you quicker
You walked into his dorm room with heavy steps
You’d rushed over after recording the relay dance for the B-side track and were exhausted, but you really couldn’t miss this opportunity. You hadn’t properly interacted with fans in weeks
Jisung noticed immediately and asked if you were okay. You just tiredly looked at him and sat down with a lopsided smile that didn’t quite reach your eyes
You didn’t want to admit in front of fans that you were exhausted
Jisung noticed and did the first thing he could think of to distract the fans
“Where's my hug?” he pouted, and you looked at him confused
Jisung continued his half serious pout, “I really wanted a hug but since you won’t give me one I’ll have to take it!” he grinned and quickly wrapped you up tightly in his arms
“Jisung come on, let go,” you lightly chuckled
“Nope, I’m not letting go until you hug me back,” Jisung proudly stated
You rolled your eyes smiling and wrapped your arms around his neck burying your head in it, and he did the same
You breathed in his scent and whispered in his ear, “I feel a lot less tired now, thank you” then pulled away and smiled
“You happy now?” You teased out loud
Jisung’s heart beat so fast in his chest the rest of his body couldn’t seem to keep up, but he smiled nonetheless
He started at you and gave you a killer grin, “I’m always happy when you’re around”
It was your heart's turn to explode. You bit your lip and turned round to the screen seeing the comments full off, ‘ew guys get a room’ with Jisung quickly replying that they’re already in one making your eyes go wide
He then quickly and expertly changed the topic asking how everyone was and what they were up to, picking out and responding to the ones he managed to catch in the sea of comments
The live went by smoothly, and you noticed Jisung would bump your hand with his every so often almost like he wanted to take your hand, god you wanted him to take your hand
He pulled away to switch the song that he’d put it on in the background and carried on talking to the fans
You really tried to stay in the conversation, but you zoned out singing along to the music under your breath (imagining 2/14 by the band CAMINO)
Jisung noticed and smiled before joining in
You both fell into the rhythm of the music, vocals effortlessly moulding together into a beautiful concert
The fans adored it, with comments of ‘you guys should perform together!’
You smiled at each other and said that maybe one day you’d be able to get it organised
When the live ended, he grasped your hand, fulfilling your deepest want of the moment before leading you away to the sofa when he draped himself over you as soon as you sat down
“You sure you’re okay?” Jisung asked, “you looked absolutely exhausted.” He looked at you with care and sympathy. You replied that you were better now, just tired from filming
He, still draped over you on the sofa, tangled your legs together and asked you to tell him what you’d been up to
You indulged him relaying the events of the day
Jisung didn’t look away for a single moment, his eyes betrayed warmth as he inched closer to you
You drew out the last syllable of your sentence and went silent, looking into Jisung’s eyes
Your breath hitched, and your eyes were half closed as his face closed in on yours. “Ji,” you breathed, “what are you going?” you whispered smiling and glancing at his lips
“Call me that more,” he sighed, looking up from your lips to meet your eyes; a fire just behind his pupils
This was it, it was the moment you’d know Jisung didn’t mean the stupid friend comment, there’s no way you could be friends when all he wants to do is kiss you until you were out of breath
There’s no way he could only be friends with you when he wants to nip chains of bruises down your collarbone
There’s no way he could only be friends when he wanted you to rake your hands through his hair
Time slowed to a crawl, you were in a parallel universe where time didn’t move and the consequences of a kiss didn’t matter
A parallel universe with just the two of you, no company, no toxic fans, nothing that would get in the way of your affection for one another; where your connection wouldn’t be denied but accepted and encouraged
You focused on his lips, and you felt his searing breath on your lips
He was so close, you were impatient
Before you could launch yourself at him, you heard a sharp knock on the door
The two of you threw yourselves at opposite ends of the sofa as the voice that belong to the knock said “I’m coming in”
The door opens, revealing a mildly annoyed Minho “are you coming or did you forget?”
Jisung stared at him blankly, you could see the cogs moving in his brain, and he yelled apologies
He shot up from the couch, and you knew this was your cue to leave
You walked to the door but were stopped by Jisung who wrapped his arms around you and quickly whispered “I’ll see you soon”
Your lips were still blazing on the way back to your dorm
Your members were enjoying their free time by watching a new drama on Netflix as you walked through the door
You took off, your shoes and sat down next to Aera on the arm of the sofa
Everyone turned to face you and Nam-Gli asked, “So how was it?”
You gulped and yelled, “such a normal time!”
“Why are you being weird?” Yuri asked, eyeing you up suspiciously
“I’m not being weird, you're being weird,” you rapidly released the words
“Very chill response,” Yuri responded in a flat tone, “now tell us what happened”
“Me and Ji- we,” you took a deep breath, “we nearly kissed. Minho interrupted. Turns out he had to go to an event but forgot about it”
You looked away as they yelled in surprise
“What are you gonna do when you see him next? You guys have another vlive in about two weeks, don't you?” Mihi asked
“Honestly, I don’t think I can face him after this. What am I supposed to say? ‘Let's continue where we left off?’” you grimaced
“YES,” Yuri yelled, “just get together already! Do not use the dating ban excuse, I know for a fact you couldn't care less”
The two of you argued about the importance of the dating ban, with you trying to defend yourself because ‘it’s not just an excuse’
“Okay, we get it you disagree,” Nam-Gli quelled the fire. “How about you give yourself until your next vlive together to see him? That way you can put it out of your mind?”
You nodded, grateful for her intervention, you relaxed and continued watching the drama with the rest of the group
You woke up feeling refreshed until you remembered why you wanted sleep to refresh you
Your heart started racing, remembering the events of the last day, and you couldn’t help but smile
There was hope after all
Be quickly the hope turned to anxiety, the dating ban was still in effect and would be for another few weeks, and you promised fans you and Jisung would perform together
That meant weeks of working closely with him every day after the two of you nearly kissed
You took out the switch you’d saved up for a booted up Legend of Zelda, hoping it would distract you, and it worked for a couple of hours
You finally found one of Links missing memories and as the cut scene played it was strangely captivating
Usually you would have skipped over it, having played this game to completion several times already. But something about the way Zelda looked at Link was familiar
You couldn’t help it when you reached for the phone you had been religiously ignoring since waking up
You clicked on his contact, seeing only one unread message when you expected more: ‘how do you want to pitch a song cover to the company?’
You couldn’t decide if you were relieved or angry that he said nothing about yesterday’s incident
You ignored it for as long as your mind would allow you before you huffed and picked up your phone
You replied with a mostly generic response about how the fans really wanted it and it would give both of your groups exposure
The two of you texted back and forth until you had a plan of action and before long you decided to meet with the company in a couple days as Jisung already managed to set up a meeting with the execs somehow
Overall the conversation was painfully professional. Neither of you cracked any jokes or referenced your favourite shows. It was so unlike you
Despite all of this you still hoped, he set up the meeting way too quickly.
Of course there was the possibility he wanted this partnership over with as quickly as possible but there was no way that could be true. Not with the fire behind his eyes when he looked at you
Jisung waited impatiently in the building lobby for you to appear
You hadn’t brought up the nearly kiss at all and he was worried. Did you think he was weird? Maybe he should have waited and dropped more hints. Was he moving too fast?
He nerves stilled when you walked through the door, despite your smile being slightly awkward it made Jisung feel light
“So shall we?” you asked
It was a simple phrase that meant nothing but what was on the tin but it made Jisung soar, he hadn’t heard your voice in longer than you would like
The two of you talked to the executives who loved your idea
Jisung watched as you professionally presented all the benefits this collaboration would have and how this is something that the company would be able to carry on into the future
He wasn’t expecting you to say anything about the future especially after the last incident
As you wrapped up your pitch the execs asked what song the two of you wanted to cover, Jisung hadn’t even thought that far but it seems you had. Immediately with confidence you said ‘PING PONG’ by Hyuna and Dawn
He could feel heat crawl up his face but despite this he still nodded his head and smiled after seeing your own impossibly infectious grin
“Great the matter is settled, you guys can work on it in time for the next award show” one of the execs said with a grin
The next few weeks you and Jisung saw each other every day for at least and hour if not more
Both of you decided to work on learning the choreography first because at you listened to the song to learn the choreography you’d pick up the lyrics easily
As a result your joint lives were mostly updating fans on how the rehearsal process was going
Despite your worst fears the vlives weren’t as awkward as you pictured, the energy flowed between the two of you effortlessly
However, you noticed how where previously he’s have a hand on some part of you body be it you are or your knee, he now refused to have any part of him closer than would be considered disrespectful
You missed his warmth. You were upset because you could tell he was holding himself back
You could imagine why, but it’s not like you pulled away during the incident. In Fact you distinctly remember yourself moving closer, until Miho barged in
Between the bittersweet lives and standing nearly every spare moment practising with Jisung the award show hd rolled around quicker that you expected
For some reason you signed yourself and Jisung up to be the opening act for the award show and regretted it
It hit you that you were supposed to perform a song made for a performed by a couple
Just you and Jisung. Just you and the one person you wished desperately to be in a relationship with but couldn’t
It was all well and good casually running through all the moves in rehearsal but this was serious
You felt nervous as you thought about what the fans would say
Most would not doubt enjoy it but you couldn't help but focus on the ones who believed they owned the idols they admire
All of a sudden you were hyper aware of the dating ban that had ended only a couple days prior
If the two of you were too close it would not doubt cause a scandal
Your mind spiralled as you imagined the headlines calling you undignified, loose, easy
“Hey, you’re gonna do amazing,” were the words that stopped your spiral, they were soft and reassuring. You knew painfully well who they belonged to
You took a deep breath and looked Jisung in the eye and he smiled
It made you insides melt and you were certain he could see it on you face because his eyes darted to you lips for a split second
You recalled how close he was to kissing you in his dorm room and once again thought back to the dating ban
If it was finished surely there was no harm right?
“Yeah, we’re gonna smash this,” you smiled back. “We’ve rehearsed this song so much it might as well have been made for us to perform,” you joked begging no one noticed the implications of your statement
Jisung only hummed and his eyes looked to your lips once again, this time they stayed there for longer than they should have
You licked your lips gently, part of you wanting to make sure they were ready for Jisung to capture them after so long
The other knew it wouldn’t happen as you saw the PA approach to tell you you were on in less than three minutes
Just like in the original you started off the show, the train attached to the right side of your body suit swayed along with your body
You felt confident and full of energy until you felt Jisung’s hand trail all the way up your leg confidently brushing your ass
Thankfully you were facing away from the audience allowing you time to collect yourself
You knew this would be more intense than rehearsals but you didn’t expect Jisung to go this hard
It fired you up and you decided to give it your all as well
Jiung could feel the heat crawl up his face as you shake your ass dangerously close to his crotch
He couldn’t help but smirk as you bit your lip looking him directly in the eye as if to challenge him
He eagerly accepted and the while performance had a push and pull effect to it
The two of you goaded each other on stage testing the waters every time your faces got too close to be called innocent
The built up tension culminated in Jisung dipping you and you holding his face in you hand ready for him to bend don and kiss you as the song ended
The two of you stayed in that position with massive grins on your faces until you couldn’t hold it anymore and Jisung pulled you up and you buried you face i your neck as he laughed and waved at cheering crowd
Once you recovered your turned around and waved at them as well smiling widely
Jisungs hand never left your waist
The two of you left the stage and you shot like a bullet towards Yuri who was silently screaming and telling you how good you were
Chan came up to Jisung and clapped him on the back but Jsiung couldn’t keep his eyes off you
He knew this was the moment to tell you. He was sure you must have known but he still gave you your space
He couldn’t lie and say he was entirely confident, there was a part of him that was worried because you hadn’t made any moved
But he had to tell you
Jisung walked over to you still smiling and took you hand in his, “can I talk to you, privately?” you glanced at Yuri who nodded and gave you a knowing look
“Sure,” you replied, content with your hand in his. You could get used to this you thought
He lead you towards a dressing room and closed the door behind you
You basked in each others presence just looking at each other
“You really went for it didn’t you?” you questioned with a smile
“Sorry, was it too much?” Jisung answered taking several steps closer to you
“No,” you breathed out, “it was perfect.”
You stayed still for a moment and Jisung admired the grin on your face
The silence was comfortable and electric, calm and expectant
“I really hope I haven’t misinterpreted things but I really like you-”
You cut Jisung off before he could say more, “I know. I really like you too,” you trailed off
“But?” Jisung asked with a mixture of hurt and frustration. If you liked each other what could possibly be stopping you?
“But, I’m not sure we should do anything right now. My dating ban’s only just been lifted and I don’t want to make things more difficult for either of us” you explained
Jisung was ready to argue, he was ready to present every piece of evidence that supported the two of you dating but this wasn't one he had prepared for
Much to his dismay he couldn’t argue with you on that point
Whatever happened he knew, that he would come out unscathed but you on the other hand. Well it would be a lot harder for you
His mouth opened and closed as you apologised before leaving him in the room alone with his thoughts
You gulped and went to perform your groups stage, you put on a show for the cameras and tried not to betray heartache in your eyes
Jisung did the same he finished his group’s stage and after neither of your groups won this particular award he went home disappointed
The rest of the members were getting slightly worried for him, exchanging glances
Minho ended up sitting down next to him on the sofa of their dorm
“I’m guessing talking about your feelings didn’t go well?” he asked tentatively
Jisung choked out a ‘no’ and repeated your exact reasoning
“That’s bullshit,” Minho stated
Jisung stared at him shocked, waiting for him to explain
“Sure dating is terrifying but hiding behind the dating ban is nothing but an excuse,” Minho expended
Jisung replied with his reasoning and Minho refused every claim
Jisung bit his lip, “ok well it’s not like I can do anything now,” he explained how he’d agreed and you would have to be the one who comes to him and tell him you’re ready
But Minho frustrated mumbled something under his breath and left
Thanks to your stellar performance the company said you and Jisung can have a break from your activities, that included your collective vlives, much to your relief
You couldn't imagine facing Jisung after what you told him. Not to mention you had already had an argument with Yuri about what you’d told Jisung
It was much the same as always; Yuri telling you to stop hiding behind the dating ban and you trying to explain you weren’t hiding behind it and this is the ebay option for everyone
You reached for yet another tib of ice cream hoping it would stop you from wanting to text Jisung
Any thought of him was painful but what was more painful was being apart
You missed your vlives, you missed hanging out with him after them, you missed the way his body melted into yours when he was draped over you on the sofa
Jisung tried taking his mind off the situation but nothing worked, not properly
Instead he dived back into work and finished the song he started all those months ago
At least this way he could work through his feelings
He frantically scribbled lyrics rewriting them to fit the beat of your bride track
He wanted the two songs to be connected even though the two of you couldn’t
“But?” Jisung asked with a mixture of hurt and frustration. If you liked each other what could possibly be stopping you?
“But, I’m not sure we should do anything right now. My dating ban’s only just been lifted and I don’t want to make things more difficult for either of us” you explained
Jisung was ready to argue, he was ready to present every piece of evidence that supported the two of you dating but this wasn't one he had prepared for
Much to his dismay he couldn’t argue with you on that point
Whatever happened he knew, that he would come out unscathed but you on the other hand. Well it would be a lot harder for you
His mouth opened and closed as you apologised before leaving him in the room alone with his thoughts
You gulped and went to perform your groups stage, you put on a show for the cameras and tried not to betray heartache in your eyes
Jisung did the same he finished his group’s stage and after neither of your groups won this particular award he went home disappointed
The rest of the members were getting slightly worried for him, exchanging glances
Minho ended up sitting down next to him on the sofa of their dorm
“I’m guessing talking about your feelings didn’t go well?” he asked tentatively
Jisung choked out a ‘no’ and repeated your exact reasoning
“That’s bullshit,” Minho stated
Jisung stared at him shocked, waiting for him to explain
“Sure dating is terrifying but hiding behind the dating ban is nothing but an excuse,” Minho expended
Jisung replied with his reasoning and Minho refused every claim
Jisung bit his lip, “ok well it’s not like I can do anything now,” he explained how he’d agreed and you would have to be the one who comes to him and tell him you’re ready
But Minho frustrated mumbled something under his breath and left
Thanks to your stellar performance the company said you and Jisung can have a break from your activities, that included your collective vlives, much to your relief
You couldn't imagine facing Jisung after what you told him. Not to mention you had already had an argument with Yuri about what you’d told Jisung
It was much the same as always; Yuri telling you to stop hiding behind the dating ban and you trying to explain you weren’t hiding behind it and this is the ebay option for everyone
You reached for yet another tib of ice cream hoping it would stop you from wanting to text Jisung
Any thought of him was painful but what was more painful was being apart
You missed your vlives, you missed hanging out with him after them, you missed the way his body melted into yours when he was draped over you on the sofa
Jisung tried taking his mind off the situation but nothing worked, not properly
Instead he dived back into work and finished the song he started all those months ago
At least this way he could work through his feelings
He frantically scribbled lyrics rewriting them to fit the beat of your bride track
He wanted the two songs to be connected even though the two of you couldn’t
You continued, “I heard your song, it was beautiful. It was emotional and heartbreaking and it made me feel a bit hopeless about love. I wanted to talk to my members about it but not matter what it didn’t seem right.”
Jisung listened intently his heart beating out of his chest
“That was until I realised there's no one I want to talk about these things with. I was being overly cautious not wanting to lose what we already have, but if we were meant to be then we’ll last.,” you explained, “Ji I really want to date you. I don’t care what happens, I just know I want to experience it with you.”
Jisung couldn’t help the grin on his face and he stepped closer. His eyes effortlessly travelled to you lips, down your collarbone and back up again
He let out a small breath tickling you until you couldn't take it anymore
He could feel you wanting to get closer, so he wrapped an arm around your waist, cupped your cheek with his hand and his lips finally landed on yours
You groaned, this was all you wanted and more
No matter how many times you imagined this moment the real thing was better
He pulled away and with half lidded eyes said “whatever happens we’ll weather the storm together. I promise.”
A/N: The ending is super rushed and I'm very sorry but I have been so close to finishing for so long and I needed this out of my drafts. Either way I hope you guys enjoy it :)
#han jisung x reader#han x reader#han jisung#han jisung imagines#han jisung scenarios#han jisung skz#han jisung stray kids#han jisung x y/n#han jisung angst#han jisung headcanons#han jisung headcanon#stray kids imagines#stray kids han#stray kids jisung
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𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘, 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄, 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐃, 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐘 — send me this and ask me never have i ever or hot or not questions orrr u can ask me to rate ANYTHING (pls do this one its so fun)
omgomg rate taylor’s tour looks <3
ivy u have no idea how much i love u for this and im going all in im SORRY😵💫💗
first, lets start with the lover era:
this custom versace bodysuit with those louboutin boots is a 10/10 like omg i love this look SOO MUCH.😭
continuing with the versace blazer and louboutin boots its still 10/10 this is perfect for the man performance i stg i love it sm💗
now for the fearless era:
the first roberto cavalli dress paired with the louboutin boots is perfect and it’s so in sync with the set, sparkly fringe dress is so perfect 10/10. however the second dress is a 6.5/10 for me bc i feel like it doesn’t fully fit fearless era, i like the swarovski crystals but thats about it for me and i don’t like the ombre im sorry🤭
evermore era:
moving onto this etro dress i think its 8/10 it’s simple, cute and fits the evermore era so clearly, and so cottagecore i luv it<33
now to the reputation era:
this roberto cavalli bodysuit is to DIE FOR. perfect reputation outfit, red black and diamond beads is actually insane and the snakes the beads form ARGH IM IN LOVE 11/10.🫶🏻
speak now era:
first of all, all of the gowns look so fun and pretty and they’re all perfect for sn era. i like the first ellie saab couture dress but i feel like the flowers with the sleeves is a bit too distracting, still its v cute so 7.8/10, now the second zuhair murad couture custom gown is so perfectly pink i love it! 8/10. and the third nicole + felicia couture custom is PERFECT. the color the sparkles and the vibes of it make me so🥹🥹 9/10.
red era:
the first ashish shirt and the hat combo is iconic, A LOT going on at the moment makes me so BRRR, 8.5/10, when taylor takes off the shirt we can fully see the red ombre bodysuit and its GORGEOUS 9/10 and with the coat its 9/10 still (i love the coat combo w the bodysuit) overall, this ashish custom shirt bodysuit and coat all together looks so cool and blends so well with the red era i luv it!🫶🏻
folklore era:
folklore in itself is in my top 3 fav ts albums, the looks she chose for this era are all so perfect i might pass out. all of the alberta ferretti custom dresses look so ethereal and fits this era so well, giving me stevie nicks, florence welsh, daisy jones vibes SO PERFECT, the first 3 dresses are 10/10, and the fourth green dress is 12/10, seriously my favorite on this tour, looks so ethereal and perfect im obssesedd🤭🤭💗
1989 era:
unpopular opinion: i don’t really like this roberto cavalli custom crop top and skirt combo, i like the custom louboutin boots and i like that they all match but the swarovski work diamonds puts me off idk. the pink and the orange one is 7/10 for me, the green combo is my fav 8/10 !! still so cute tho🥰
and finally, midnights era:
this custom oscar de la renta jacket is to die for, i love how it references the lavender haze mv, however the dress itself is a bit bland for me and i don’t like the match with the louboutin boots 8/10. THE SECOND ZUHAIR MURAD COUTURE BODYSUIT TAYLOR IM ON MY KNEES. the garter belt is perfect 11/10. the third oscar de la renta custom bodysuit is perfect as well, a bit darker but similar to the zuhair murad bodysuit, and its perfect for the vigilante shit performances 🤤🤤🤤 11/10.
#em’s mail💌#ivy🥀#taylor swift#eras tour#eras tour outfits#taylor swift eras tour#emmy’s 22 birthday bash
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My favorite k-pop videos
This list is likely to change depending on what day I'm posting it, but I just rewatched #1 on this list three times in a row and felt like making a list.
1. It's You - ATEEZ (Yeosang, San, Wooyoung) - this video makes me absolutely feral. The song was already my favorite on the album and then they went and released this?!?! It's so hot?! So Sexy!?!! I have an irrational fear that KQ will take it away because it's too perfect and sexy and wonderful and we don't deserve it. I was a Wooyoung/Seonghwa bias beforehand but now it's a four-way tie because holy shit have you seen them???
2. BTBT - B.I (Performance Ver.) - This was the first non-BTS video I became obsessed with, again after falling in love with the song and overplaying it (it was my top-played song of 2022). The dance is amazing, the way they flow, and it's such a simple video (the official video has cool cyberpunk vibes) but it works. This is the only video I've ever watched derivative videos for (dance covers, reactions) because I just can't get enough of it. (gif from the official vid bc the performance vid is criminally under-giffed)
3. Black Swan - BTS - Again, another one where the song got me first. The aesthetic of this video is just so good. I mean, the corsets speak for themselves, but I love how Jimin's amazing dancing gets such a highlight, the backdrops for Yoongi's meaningful verse, how good they all look. The dancing is great, the setting is beautiful, I can rewatch this ten times in a row and still want to watch it again.
4. Move - Taemin - Soooo good. Taemin is considered one of the best dancers in k-pop and he is showing you exactly why in this video. I love him embracing his androgyny here, with the more feminine dance moves and outfit silhouettes. The song is one of my favorites of all time and the video does it complete justice.
5. Rover - Kai - Hot hot hot. Kai. Shirtless. Blond. Those sunglasses?! I didn't like the dance much at first but it has really grown on me over time. Also, apparently this song is a cover/remake?
6. Super - Seventeen - You know, I can't figure out why I love this video so much. Like it's super basic as a concept - just all of them and a whole heap of dancers in one scene. But it works. As soon as they revealed Woozi being held up like he's on a throne with his little smirk, I knew I was done. The dance is so fun and I never get tired of watching this one.
7. Daechwita - Agust D - It's hard to decide between this and Haegeum, but this is the one that starts the story and my Agust D obsession, so obviously I had to choose it. I love the concept and how he lays out the Agust D story in just one mv. Royal Gangster Yoongi is just hnnng. I love the power here.
8. God's Menu - Stray Kids - This one is just super fun. I love all the different outfits - and like, Han in the chef's outfit is top-tier Han, he looks so hot.
9. Shalala - Taeyong - This is one of the most fun music videos I've ever seen. I love all of the different versions of Taeyong and he's the only idol I've seen pull off that shade of lime-green hair. The macarena dance should not work at all and yet it does.
10. Hip - Mamamoo - They slaaayyy in this video. I'm so obsessed with Queen Hwasa literally spitting on her haters. Moonbyul is amazing as always, I love how they have her in various roles that are typically male "anything you can do, I can do better" vibes. Also I really want to dye my hair the same shade as Whee-In's in this video.
11. Don't Call Me - Shinee - I call this the 'weird hat video'. Their hats are ridiculous. And you can tell Minho is really feeling it, just look at the gif. I love it.
#you can tell I ran out of steam halfway through#clear recency bias#fav kpop videos#mamamoo#kai#bts#seventeen#shinee#taeyong#stray kids#agust d#ateez#taemin#b.i#thank you to all the gif creators out there#doing god's work#why did I spend so long making this#Like literally an hour sorting through gifs#kpop#kpop music video
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Sprout*Waning Hermitage - Monday 2
Shu: ...(lightly stretching)
hm?
Mika: G'morning, Oshi-san! Sorry I kept ya waitin'~
Shu: You're fine. The meeting time hasn't passed yet. But you're late in the sense that you're usually here before me.
Mika: Yeah~ But I've got a good reason. Hajime-kun made breakfast, so I only came after I've ate.
After all, I figured I should have a good breakfast in the mornin' if we're having practice today.
Ah, Hajime-kun is a good cook~! Steaming hot rice and miso soup, with hijiki and a hard boiled egg to top it off. Would ya make it for me, Oshi-san?
Shu: I'm full just hearing about it... You'd get heartburn if you eat that much in the mornings, plus I prefer a western breakfast anyways.
Mika: Ah~... That's right, Oshi-san eats very little.
I used to eat little too, and I liked to eat ugly looking things, but recently I've been findin' things "delicious." My appetite might've increased from that?
Plus, people would make me things or send me things while I'm at the dorm.
Shu: I'm not against you eating, I'm saying that you shouldn't eat too much. If you can't fit in the clothes I make, or if it affects your performances, I'll certainly be beside myself with rage.
Mika: Scary...! 'Course I know that...!
Shu: Then let's start practicing. For people that seeks perfection such as ourselves, time is always running out too quickly.
Kagehira, take a look at these.
Mika: Eh? What's this stack of paper for?
Shu: Goodness... It's the storyboard for the new song's MV.
Mika: Eh?! We just got the concept yesterday, and ya already made the storyboard?!
Shu: No need to be shocked. It's been a whole day. There's definitely room for improvement, but it's better than nothing.
Mika: No, this is more than enough. Oshi-san's so cool, you work so fast!
Shu: That's only because you have too much free time.
Mika: Ehehe, maybe so. I'll skim the storyboard. Hm...?
Wuee-----eh? a marionette...?
Oshi-san, I get that we have to work off my concept, but why did the artist create a marionette? Don't artists draw 'n paint 'n stuff? Plus, this feels very ex-Valkyire-y.
Shu: Ah, we're creating a fairytale---which takes concepts of the past. Which is why we are working with a common concept from Ex-Valkyrie.
Paitings and sculptures... I bounced around many ideas themeing them as concepts of eternity, seals of the past, etc etc, and still thought a marionette was the easiest to work with.
Compared to something inorganic. humans are likely to resonate more with something that looks like them and are more likely to be captivated by that as well.
Artists are more or less interested in humans, so there's many a few artists that are also experts in medical science. So, I've chosen the marionette---the closest to actual humanity---as a theme.
Mika: Uwah~ So that's the case. The MV looks supa pretty from the storyboard.
But is it really okay to have such a detailed set? Wouldn't we be spendin' too much money? Wouldn't the people at the agency get mad...
Shu: That's quite alright. I've already spoken with the agency. Back to the topic at hand---have you memorized everything?
Mika: Yup! I have it by heart. Let's start practicin', Oshi-san!
Mika: ♪~ ♪~
Shu: (Hm?)
Kagehira, stop for a second.
Mika: What's wrong, Oshi-san? Did I do somethin' wrong?
Shu: It's not that. It's just... something doesn't feel right.
You don't feel like a marionette. Can you try to radiate the energy you did in ex-Valkyrie?
Mika: Ah, okay. I see, let me try again.
Shu: ...
Start over, Kagehira. Use your imagination more.
...
Non! This is not the quality I'll settle with at all.
Mika: Ngh~...
Shu: NON! Absolutely not. This wasn't what I was going for at all!
Mika: But Oshi-san... I dunno what I'm missin'~...
Shu: (He's not missing anything---on the flip side, he's actually giving too much. Although I am beyond happy that he's more human now, and I've accepted Kagehira as an artist.... I never thought it'd become an obstacle in our work.)
It's not just about having a monotone facial expression, your fingertips are still overflowing with life. Can you even call that "having nothing?"---if you can't have the mindset of a monk, you won't be able to achieve "eternity."
Mika: Even if ya say that... Hm, life... I'm just tryin' ta remember my old self...
Shu: There's nothing I can do for you, so let's just end the practice today. You aren't in the mood so there's no use wasting our time.
Kagehira, I hope you deliver a more outstanding performance tomorrow.
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Hermitage - Monday 2
Author: Nishioka Maiko (with Akira)
Characters: Mika, Shu
Translator: Mika Enstars
"(Missing? —No, the problem is that it’s overflowing. I suppose I should be pleased with how human he is, but…)"
Season: Winter
Location: Dance Room
Shu: …… (lightly doing stretches)
Hm?
Mika: Yer early, Oshi-san. Sorry t’keep ya waitin’~
Shu: You’re on time so there’s no problem, but you’re later than usual. Don’t you typically arrive earlier than I do?
Mika: Nnah~, well I have a reason fer that. Hajime-kun made me breakfast, so I was eatin’ it.
Practice begins today, so I thought it’d be good to eat well in the mornin’.
Oh, and Hajime-kun makes the most delicious food, y’see~?
He made me hot miso soup with nice and warm rice. And hijiki salad and boiled egg too! Should I get some prepared for you too next time, Oshi-san?
Shu: Just listening is making me feel heavy… Eating too much in the morning will give me heartburn, you know… Besides, I’m much more comfortable eating Western food.
Mika: Ah~… Thats true, yer a small eater, Oshi-san.
I didn’t used to eat much before, either, and would only like what looked like failed dishes, but lately things have been delicious to me.
Maybe that’s why I’m eatin’ more?
‘Cuz y’see, I get some food whenever someone makes somethin’ in the dorms.
Shu: There’s nothing wrong with receiving meals, just be sure to not overeat.
If your figure changes and you can no longer wear my outfits, or if it gets in the way of practice, that’ll be the day I get angry.
Mika: Scary…! I know that, ‘course…!
Shu: Now then, shall we begin practice? For we who pursue excellence, there is never enough time.
Kagehira, come and corroborate this real quick.
Mika: Hmm? What’s this stack of papers for?
Shu: Must you ask… It’s the storyboard for our new song’s MV.
Mika: Eh!? We only made those decisions yesterday, and you’ve already come up with a storyboard!?
Shu: It shouldn’t be so surprising. It’s been an entire day.
Well, as far as quality goes, there is still room for improvement. But this is better than nothing.
Mika: Nahh, this is more than enough. Yer amazin’ as always, Oshi-san, you get work done so fast!
Shu: You just take things too leisurely, Kagehira.
Mika: Ahaha, you might be right there.
Alright, lemme take a look at the storyboard. Hmm…
Hmm, hmm—Hm? A doll…?
Hey, Oshi-san. The storyboard lines up exactly with my image, but how come the artist’s makin’ a doll? I was thinkin’ more of a painter or a sculptor for an artist.
The image here feels a bit more like last year’s Valkyrie.
Shu: Right. Because the concept is based on a fairytale—In other words, an old tale. That is why I dared utilize the image of the old Valkyrie.
As for paintings and sculptures… I had given great thought about what would be the symbol of something that can forever preserve beauty without decay.
In the end, I can’t help but think that’s best expressed with the motif of a doll.
Humans tend to dedicate themselves to things that resemble themselves, as opposed to inorganic things.
That, and there are many artists interested in humans. It is why so many extraordinary artists have a medical background.
That is why I chose what is closest to the human form, a doll, as a motif.
Mika: Nnah~, I see! Just lookin’ at the storyboards, I can tell the MV will be real beautiful.
But will we be able to have a large-scale set? Wouldn’t it be too costly? I wonder if those at the agency will get angry…
Shu: No need to worry. I’ve already talked to the agency about it.
So put that aside. What do you think? Is this what you had in mind?
Mika: Mhm! It’s perfect! Alrighty, Oshi-san, should we start practice?
Time passes…
Mika: ♪~ ♪~
Shu: (Hm…?)
Kagehira. Stop for a moment.
Mika: ? What is it, Oshi-san? Did I do somethin’ wrong?
Shu: I wouldn’t call it wrong… However. It is not quite the right image.
Mika: How so?
Shu: It isn’t doll-like. Try giving off the image of the old Valkyrie more.
Mika: O-Okay. I gotcha. I guess I’ll give it a second try.
Time passes…
Shu: Kagehira, do it again.
Time passes…
Shu: Kagehira, use more of your imagination.
Time passes…
Shu: Absolutely not. That is nowhere near the level of quality we are looking for!
Time passes…
Mika: Nnah~…
Shu: Non! Wrong, completely wrong. Not at all!
Mika: But, Oshi-saaan… I can’t figure out what I’m missin’…
Shu: (Missing? —No, the problem is that it’s overflowing. I suppose I should be pleased with how human he is, but…)
(While I recognize Kagehira as an artist of his own… It appears that it has become an obstacle for this particular concept.)
It isn’t enough just to get rid of your facial expressions. You are still full of vitality from the tips of your fingers to your toes.
Perhaps I should call it a state of “nothingness”—Either way, if you cannot make yourself into a vessel, you will remain far from the expression of eternity.
Mika: That bein’ said… Hmm, vitality… I’m tryn’a recall the old me, though…
Shu: I guess we’ve got no choice, then. That’ll be all for today. If you cannot yet grasp the image, you need more time to solidify it.
Polish it more by tomorrow, Kagehira.
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gifmaker / cc wrapped ✦ every month of 2023
January 🌑 my year started with being blocked by tumblr, so in january i was gone for almost two months 😭
February 🌒most popular yoongi in perfect sweater 🤍 my favourite: set of yg waiting for army cheers; i'm so in love with this set, one day i'll do a remake bc it's really his thing
March 🌓 i didn't make any content in march even tho i adore Like Crazy and i still have sets from mv in my drafts, but it's waiting for better times lol
April 🌓 most popular smoking panels 🤍 my favourite: fishbowl part; haegeum was so perfect that i wanted to gif every moment from the mv (i really did). also dday slayed me as yoongi stan
May 🌔 most popular: endearing fancam 🤍 my favourite: amygdala mv set; i was so hyped for dday tour i wanted (and still do) to gif every stage, every fancam that i see
June 🌕 most popular: THAT stage of SDL 🤍 my favourite: same. but also i like the series of sets from d2 backstory; i was so nostalgic during festa this year, rewatched almost all the FMs and rolled hundreds of old photos
July 🌕 most popular: vlog from thai 🤍 my favourite: it's so hard to choose fav, i love this jk and this the last fancam, but i can'r not mention how much i loved suchwita with jk;
August 🌖 most popular: tattoo reveal 🤍 my favourite: dday final was extremely epic, i made a gifset but 10 positions cant consist everything
September 🌖 most popular: wings tour backstage 🤍 my favourite: hyyh set; i had no internet for two weeks and was rewatching old DVDs, always glad that i have them
October: 🌗 most popular: bangtan in pink 🤍 my favourite: valentino aesthetics
November: 🌘 most popular: suga just being hot 🤍 my favourite: vcr of hyyh: on stage this post was waiting in drafts for years and finally was released
December: 🌑 most popular: yoongi being hot again (he is always hot tbh) 🤍 my favourite: 2023 with myg; i was extremelyexcited to made this sets, rewatching all the old staff
thank you so much @kimtaegis for tagging me, i had so much fun doing that
i'm tagging @yoonboobie, @honsool, @jkvjimin, @daechwitas🤍
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Le Sibi : Namjoon is the type of guy who would not change for the better fjadjfa instead he would corrupt her into enjoying "the darkness" like okay. okay. OKAY. The type of man who comes home after murdering someone because "they looked at her weird" and see that act as an act of love liKE listen. Or like the type of man to make her a blood offering so she knows his love for her is neverending fjadjfa
OKAY CAN YOU NOT???? YOU KNOW I WAS ALWAYS HOT FOR SA NAMJOON AND THE MAN WAS THE PERFECT PEACHES AND CREAM RAPPING EYEBROW RAISING DIMPLED SMIRKING BASTARD OF A VILLAIN AND NOW WE HAVE A HC OF HIM BEING THE KING OF DARKNESS SERVING HIS QUEEN QLQJHAGA WHO GOT CORRUPTED TO ENJOY THE DARKNESS
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Uh sibi... When you're free in the next 101982 years with no requests or wips... May I request you on my knees to put this idea into... You know... 👀
On a lighter note we got an OC who became a kittenfucker so we still won.
NO BUT WHY WOULD HE ACTUALLY TREAT THE RIGHT WOMAN SO WELL?? LIKE OKAY HE MAY MURDER THE LOVERS WHO DISSAPOINT HIM BUT I FEEL THAT ONCE JOON FALLS IN LOVE HE FALLS HARD AND HE'D SET THE WORLD ON FIRE FOR HER OFADMFMA like okay brUH FADNFA I'M SPIRALLING ITS THE OBSESSION THAT GETS ME AHFADJFJA
Honestly if you guys are ready for a completely unhinged dark kink story then I'm down for it. He will be brutal though cause Joon fucks like a maniac JFAJFJSD
On a lighter note we got an OC who became a kittenfucker so we still won.
I'm currently working on a MV scene where Yoongus is drunk and I want to give him the entire world JFADJFJA HE !!!!!
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Hi Matt 👋 could you recommend me some viet music? I grew up hearing only my parents' and grandparents' music which is the older stuff and then my uncles' tastes are... yeah... so I don't know how to look I guess for any newer good music? Thank you in advance :)
yea absolutely! sorry I’m gonna go ham with these recs. I’ve outlined a few ways I find my viet music:
spotify’s vpop playlist, called “V-Pop Không Thể Thiếu”. this is my primary method. there’s a mix of styles in there, not just pop. a few artists I found on there + my fav song from them:
Chillies - Qua Khung Cửa Sổ (indie band; chill music)
Machiot - Ai
Bích Phương - em bỏ hút thuốc chưa (this is from an EP. the rest of these songs are excellent)
Vũ Cát Tường - Hành Tinh Ánh Sáng
Nodey ft. Suboi - Đôi Khi <3 (suboi is a vpop icon)
Lynk Lee - Buồn Thì Cứ Khóc Đi (never fails to depress me)
Erik - Sau Tất Cả (i think this is a cover lol but his voice is perfect for ballads. he’s been leaning pop more recently tho)
Monstar - Giữ Lấy Làm Gì (erik used to be in this boy group lol. they’ve since disbanded)
Phùng Khánh Linh & MYRNE - anh đã không rõ ràng với em (the album this is from is so excellent)
Rhymastic - Nến Và Hoa
Touliver x Soobin Hoàng Sơn - Vài Lần Đón Đưa (another cover oops. i love soobin hoàng sơn’s music tho)
Wren Evans - Thích Em Hơi Nhiều
watching a few vpop mvs on youtube, then relying on the algorithm to rec you others. this method can help you catch the newest releases, especially if you binge mvs from certain artists. a few mvs/artists that were memorable to me:
Sơn Tùng M-TP - Chúng Ta Không Thuộc Về Nhau and Lạc Trôi (my OG vpop love...)
Bảo Anh - Như Lời Đồn (found this thru a tweet calling it “viet latin pop” lmao)
Nguyễn Trần Trung Quân - Tự Tâm (period drama setting. the king is bi. a must-watch)
Hương Giang - Anh Đang Ở Đâu Đấy Anh? (1st mv of a 4-part series. it’s SO dramatic)
Noo Phước Thịnh - I’m Still Loving You (he’s hot)
Kha - Em Không Cô Đơn (made me cry)
Gil Lê - Sao Người Ta Nỡ Làm Mình Đau (lesbian rep!)
Trung Quân - Tình Nào Không Như Tình Đầu (so cute that i made a gifset of it. this is also gay)
Đức Phúc - Ngày Đầu Tiên (made me cry HARD)
Min - Cà Phê (outfits so iconic i giffed it)
finding viral vpop songs used on viet tiktok. disclaimer that I’m not on tiktok lmao I just check Denis Đặng’s tiktok every now + then because he is hawt... and then I trace the songs. you will get lots of remixes of ballads, but you could find slightly older songs this way. a few that I loved:
NB3 Hoài Bảo x Freak D - Sợ Lắm 2; its lofi remix
Ngô Lan Hương - Yêu Đừng Sợ Đau; its remix
Ngọc Ánh - Không Bằng; its remix
Low G - okeokeoke
Hoàng Thuỳ Linh - See Tình; its sped-up remix
combing thru Nhac Cua Tui’s site and playlists. there’s some english so it’s not too difficult to navigate imo but i’m using this to practice my reading skills haha. i’m just starting to use it but it seems that all the songs are free to listen to in entirety!
LASTLY! notable artists I found thru misc ways + my fav song from them (i love these artists the most):
Sơn Tùng M-TP - Chúng Ta Của Hiện Tại (found him wayyy back by stumbling on an article accusing him of plagiarising gdragon LMFAOOOO then i listened to his discography n was like damn this kinda bangs tho)
Tiên Tiên - Say You Do (i love all her music so much. also i’m pretty sure she's gay. my little sister said that her friend danced to this song as part of a VSA culture show)
Hoàng Thùy Linh - Hạ Phỏm (this entire album is excellent. also i rec Kẻ Cắp Gặp Bà Già from her prev album, which is also SO GOOD. a viet friend recommended it to me. some of her mvs spotlight diff cultures within vietnam, which is cool)
Isaac - Đau Đầu (idr how i found him but started listening to his music after I recognised him in the film ‘Song Lang’ WHICH I ALSO REC if you want to feel empty inside. seriously it’s so good... i still think about it... he’s my man btw)
#Anonymous#rogare#vpop#did you grow up thinking 'paris by night' was the extent of viet music like i did lmao
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listening to lowlife princess: noir
intro:
i love the vibe and the animal farm lines in it. sets the tone for the album well 6/10
blade:
not really my type of song but i just know this would GO HARD during a concert 6/10
bibi vengeance:
you’ll have to forcefully stop me from listening to this song on repeat for the rest of the year. no words i am obsessed with this song 10/10
animal farm:
not many songs have me in a chokehold like this one. god. 11/10
motospeed 24:
just a good song idk what to say 9/10
sweet sorrow of mother:
idk if its the mv but something about this song makes me want to cry. 8/10
loveholic’s hangover (feat. sam kim):
very chill and i like that. i liked the feature 8/10
wet nightmare:
bibi brought god with her to the studio that day. 10/10
witch hunt:
why is so short shouldve been longer 7/10
lowlife princess:
not really my vibe but she’s hot 6/10
jotto:
everything about this is soooo good its beyond good i love it 11/10
city love:
is this what perfection sounds like? what is going on 11/10
my favorites: wet nightmare, bibi vengeance, city love and jotto
overall ranking: 9.5/10
really good first full album, cant believe this day has even come. so proud of bibi
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2, 16 and 17 for the questions thing! - j-3
2. Do I drink tea or coffee, and how?
I drink both, though I generally prefer tea if it's available! I could write you a whole essay on how I like each, but here are some rules of thumb that I like to follow:
Coffee: best as a mocha; if that's not available, with milk and sometimes sugar
Black tea: with milk and sometimes sugar
Oolong: sometimes with milk, but usually straight
Green: usually straight, but it's nice with honey. My favorite variety is jasmine
White: I've only had it once, but it was really nice and fragrant straight, so if I had the opportunity I'd drink it straight again
Herbal: with sugar or honey
Matcha: juuust a little honey is perfect; even without, it's great with sweets, especially ones with chocolate or anko
Also! When brewing tea, it's best when the water is just below boiling! This keeps it from getting astringent (via scalding) while still being hot enough to actually brew. To more easily control the temperature, I always boil it and then wait for it to stop boiling before I pour gently, holding the vessel high, directly onto the leaves
16. Do I want any tattoos? Of what?
There are two tattoos I really want!
The first is a set, I suppose: MM on my left wrist, below my palm; and MV on my right, in the same place
The second is the spider on MCR's Danger Days album. I might get it in black or red, and I either want it on the back of my right shoulder, at the nape of my neck, or behind one of my ears
17. Are there any piercings I want?
I really want a septum piercing, as well as one on my left eyebrow, and I want more piercings on my ears. I've considered off and on getting snakebites as well, so we'll see
#what no i'm not a tea nerd#and it definitely wasn't an anime thatmade me want to learn so much about tea and blending tea and starting a tea garden#no i'm perfectly normal about tea#ask and ye shall receive
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my top 24 kpop songs of 2023
24. sweet juice - purple kiss
one thing u cannot say abt me is that i slept on purple kiss’s sweet juice
23. stranger - sunmi
i love when kpop songs get a little experimental
22. set me free - twice
production on this song goes so hard
21. sugar rush ride - txt
one of the most memorable comebacks of this year despite coming out in january
20, golden hour - mark
mark doesn’t miss
19. wicked love - yena
ok random yena b side go off
18. i want that - (g)i-dle
this song is so cunty
17. drama - aespa
the best way to end the year is with a cunty aespa song
16. love or die - the new six/tnx
my rookie group submission
15. rover - kai
every time i listen to this song i like it more
14. perfume - nct dojaejung
really nice song
13. killin me good - jihyo
jihyo ate
12. shalala - taeyong
we literally jumpin around
11. fighting - bss
never looked up the lyrics but i just kno they’re saying some inspirational shit
10. knock - lee chaeyeon
everyone say, ‘thank u lee chaeyeon’
9. fact check - nct 127
“check the facts! go check that!”
8. eve psyche and the bluebeard’s wife - le sserafim
#2 song on the list i want to hear at the club
7. guilty - taemin
to be fair you have to have a very high iq to understand guilty (2023)
6. s class - stray kids
song of the summer idc what anyone says
5. bouncy (k hot chili peppers) - ateez
overall (song/mv/concept/etc) this was one of the strongest comebacks for me this year
4. fast forward - jeon somi
#1 song on the list i want to hear at a club
3. baggy jeans - nct u
t7s unit comeback was bound to go platinum in my playlist
2. get lit - stray kids
literally my most played song this year………………kind of the perfect song to me it’s so noisy and the drop gives me a head high
1. bite me - enhypen
my #2 most play song of the year i really like this song
honorary mentions:
cat and mouse - black swan
love me a little - shownu x hyungwon
sensitive - loossemble
amnesia - vixx
get a guitar - riize
cupid - fifty fifty
baddie - ive
stuck - moon jong up
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Hi! Hope youre doing well💕
Orchid and jasmine for the get-to-know-me ask please
Hello! I hope you're doing just as well! Sorry if my response is a bit rushed, Tumblr kept deleting my response so I had to redo this a couple times (I'm also a little tired)
Sorry in advance, by the way, someone before you already asked for orchid so I just copied my response that I gave them since I'm about to go to sleep soon. I hope it's not a bother! (^～^;)ゞ
orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?
I have so many favorite songs right now! Too many to count, really >.<
But a few that I'd consider perfect would probably be the Snail's House MV, オレガオマエでオマエガオレで by Hiroyuki Yoshino (the and voice actor who voices Present Mic by the way), or inabakumori - Lost Umbrella.
jasmine ⇢ do you have a movie or book you loved but will never watch/read again?
Oh, I never thought of this before! I'd have to go with the book "The Hot Zone".
I really enjoyed the way it wrote about ebola and all, but it was a bit graphic for me (ꏿ﹏ꏿ;)
(Also I'm not the biggest fan of military settings, I just can't understand them very much). It was really good science wise though!
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