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k-buki · 1 day
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ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ '𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐑𝐘 ! ,
୨ৎ . . in which ⨾ the jjk men love toying with you until you're in tears . feat. gojo , geto , choso , sukuna , nanami .
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a.notes ⨾ evry1 makes their writing layout so aesthetically pleasing to the eyes . . . MINE WAS SO EMBARRASSINGLY PLAIN 'mg i'm in tears . annyyway writing theme . . how do you guys like itt ? ?
c.w. nsfw ノ mdni. dacryphilia. riding. p in v. cunnilingus. tongue fucking. fingering. dirty talk. squirting. degradation. pussy spanking. not proofread </3
w.count. 3,142.
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GOJO SATORU enjoys the look in your eyes upon the realisation that he wasn't going to let you cum that easily.
the pace he's steady with is brutal, his cock lazily dragging against your severely sensitive walls. it's entertainment for him, drinking in the sight of you squirming and shaking, hips bucking up to meet his movements halfway.
however, whenever you manage to get close to your peak, he halts his movements entirely.
it's all a sick game to him, a test of your abilities to see how long your conscience can last before it busts in the midst of your sinful acts.
and it happens again. once he hears your moans creeping up a couple pitches higher, his pace increases just ever so slightly, sending you into a flurry of emotions, but deep down you knew he wasn't about to let you cum just like that.
he wanted to hear you whine for him, beg for him, ache for solely his cock.
"s'toru..." you'd whine out incoherently, a fresh tear pearling down your cheek, one that he had just been waiting to see. "...satoruuu, p-please..." you just barely manage to stammer out, weakly gripping onto any form of sanity that you can.
"shh, princess..." he hums against your lips, capturing your complaints in a heated, passionate kiss. "i'm gonna give you what you want, just bear with me... yeah?"
a soft pout makes its way across your lips, but gojo didn't care, too intoxicated from the way your dripping cunt clenched around him if he even moved so much as an inch. he's so out of it his hips start to move slower in order to savour the feeling, engrave it into every portion of his brain.
you cry out a slurred moan of his name, hands gripping onto his shoulders as you gaze up at him with that needy look in your eyes that always made him fall to his knees.
his hands cup your cheeks, brushing stray tears off of your cheek.
"fuck, when you look at me like that, how can i resist?" he pecks your lips again, trailing his tongue so messily down to your neck. it brought a nice cold chill down your spine, forcing your hips up into his once you arch your back.
"mmmhng... 'toru... please..." you gasp, short of breath as he begins to relentlessly thrust into you. your eyes begin to roll back in your head, legs being lazily thrown over the male's shoulders. he tilts his head, pressing kisses to the fiery skin.
"happy now, princess?" he hums, his length undeniably rutting into your soft spot. your legs are shaking, mind reeling and hands clawing at his back for some sort of purchase.
you frankly nod, mind woozy in pleasure as he constantly abuses that specific spot time and time again. your breathing picks up, nails digging into gojo's flesh as his pace speeds up, all for you.
"i w-wanna cum… satoru, pleaseee…" you sob out, praying that he'll finally give you what you so desire. a low chuckle fans against your lips and gojo pulls away with his mouth glistening with your saliva.
"mhm… go on, beg some more, princess—maybe i'll consider giving you so much you can’t take it anymore…"
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GETO SUGURU will force you to ride him until the point of no return. he won't be letting you stop unless your legs are physically paralysed, letting you tire yourself out atop of his lap.
"suguru…" you whine in discomfort, still tiredly trying to bounce yourself on his length. "i'm s'tired…" you sighed, legs slightly hurting. geto hadn't helped you once, as you claimed you could handle it yourself.
twenty minutes in, and it was clear you couldn't.
"what? you wanted this, no?" his large hands come to grip down onto your thighs, thumb rubbing circles into the aching flesh.
you pull a face at him, slightly irritated by his teasing. your cunt struggles to fully take him and you still hadn't adjusted to his size. with a soft moan, you brace your hands on his chest to lift yourself on his length again, lazily coming down against him with a lewd slap.
"y-yeah... but..." you cut yourself off with a strangled whimper as his cock brushes against your sensitive walls, eyes slightly fluttering and threatening to fall shut. his hands rest upon your waist, slowly rocking you back and forth.
"awh, you too tired to keep going?" he mocks, leaning up so close to you that your lips are brushing. he playfully bites your bottom lip, causing you to whine out. "don't," you stammer with a pout, trying to get him to flip you over and fuck you properly. "don't tease like that..."
his hand kneads your hips, slowly aiding your movements, but still forcing you to do the majority of the work by yourself. he wanted you to use him, make yourself cum on his cock. "c'mon, doll, ride me properly."
you sigh for the umpteenth time that night, slowly starting to move your hips by yourself again. the air around the two of you is electrifying, your body heating up from the friction.
your slick walls clamp tightly around him, each drag of his cock sending you drooling for more. from how tightly you were clenching down on him, geto found the air suffocating—addicting—yet suffocating.
oh, yet it wasn't unpleasant. far from it. he found himself chasing that feeling over and over again like a drug. normally, you'd be the one craving him—he was craving more of you.
"mhm... that's it, keep moving like that." his low words of encouragement turn you on to an unmeasurable extent. his eyes trail down you're alluring figure, all the way down to the way your folds glistened while sucking him in. a thick, creamy ring formed around the base of his cock with every bounce of your body.
"i-i can't..." your body gradually stills, a single tear rolling down the corner of your eye. you were panting, trying desperately to fend off the ache in your legs, but you eventually just crumbled down on top of him. "please... make me cum..."
a small smile tugs up on the corners of his mouth, his hands curling around the back of your thighs to adjust you slightly, causing a small moan to leave your lips.
"i thought you could handle it, love." his finger comes up to your face to brush the wetness from your cheeks. it seemed you had tried to set the limit for yourself, however went over it immensely.
coming to your aid, geto uses his leverage on your thighs to help you move, grinding you back and forth along his length and making you weak in the knees.
"don't worry, leave it to me to take care of your needs..."
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CHOSO KAMO doesn't even realise you've already came, and that you're about to cum again—his head way too busy buried in your dripping cunt to notice so.
your hands grip onto his hair for dear life, guiding his head subtly as he licks and slurps at your pussy. it was as if he was deprived of water for an extended period of time, lapping up your leaking juices.
"nhgg… cho…" your hips buck up into his face, your clit bumping against his nose. his tongue lolls out, licking a vertical line up your folds before taking your clit into his mouth, suckling at the sensitive bud.
"f-fuck... tastes s'good..." he drawls against your cunt, loose hair swaying with each of his movements. his hands press down on your hips, anchoring you to the bed to prevent you squirming.
your head lolls back slightly into the pillows, a mind-numbing orgasm rapidly washing over you. it leaves you panting, breathless underneath him, trying to regain your bearings as you're twitching with the aftershocks.
choso's spit coats everything. it's lathered along your folds, along with a glossy canvas of purples and reds on your thighs. it's messy, but that was at the back of choso's mind. he missed you so much, he wasn't passing up an opportunity to absolutely devour you.
"n-no choso... wait... s'too much...!" you yelp as he ignores your desperate pleads, delving into your overstimulated cunt.
each drag of his tongue against your hole burned, the muscle exploring the skin thoroughly, it felt as if he was memorising every bump and ridge of your body on his warm muscle, making sure to save the imprint in his mind.
you began to squirm underneath him, back arching off of the silk sheets. tears welled in your eyes as he pushed you past your breaking point, pearling down your rosy cheeks.
and that only proved to spur choso on.
his tongue prods against your entrance, slowly sinking in to swirl around your warm walls. his eyes roll back in his head, lightheaded on the feeling of your cunt clenching gummy around him.
you tasted so sweet, your soft whines and whimpers and sharp tugs on his head not really helping with his situation. oh, he tried to hold back, he really did, but you're just so tantalising, how could he physically pull himself away?
"jus' a bit more... one more? one more f'me, please..." his voice is high-pitched and whiny, his touch becoming more tight on your hips. he pulls himself closer to you, pressing his tongue flat against your folds.
your lips part, shaky moans rolling smoothly off of your tongue as you blink away your tears. it doesn't help, as even more start to well up out of pure pleasure. your legs begin to shake, bucking your hips up against his tongue.
choso's eyes flit up to yours, locking onto your foggy irises. the way your eyes shone within the light, illuminated by the pale sheen of your tears—it made you all the more gorgeous.'
"s'pretty..." he murmurs out instinctively, pressing kisses to the inside of your thighs. it gives you a brief break from the stimulation, but you immediately slur out a swirled moan as his tongue gets back to work on your clit.
"c-cho," you breath staggers, body constantly writhing and tears dripping down from your waterline. "i'm so close..."
he nods against you, using the expertise of his tongue to bring you to another ground-breaking climax. your hand fumbles in his hair for a moment, pushing his head deep into your cunt as your limbs twitch.
choso latches his lips onto you, licking your sweet nectar clean off of your sweaty skin. he licks his lips, half-lidded eyes gazing up at you.
"how 'bout one more? i promise this is the last one..."
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it's all about breaking you down mentally for RYOMEN SUKUNA. he's addicted to dumbing you down until you can barely speak, only begging and crying for his cock.
your back is pressed against his broad chest, one of his arms keeping you flush to his warm body. all your attempts to close your legs were denied by him as his firm grip keep them open.
your frail, small frame was shaking in his grip, his fingers running through your drenched folds and spreading them for his greedy eyes to drink up. his sharp canines drag against your flushed neck, tongue coming out to lick your skin.
your hips jerk into his hand as his digits press against your clit, slowly rubbing circles into the sensitive nub. you cry out, warmth blooming up from between your legs.
"'kuna…" you whine, your throat closing up as his fingers prod at your clenching entrance. "sukuna… please… i'll be a good girl… jus' want your cock."
his hand which was previously holding your abdomen comes up to grasp your jaw, tilting your head back against him. your eyes longingly gaze up to him, hoping he'd give in.
"quiet, slut," sukuna exhales against the shell of your ear, only proving to make the temperature in your body rise to a boil. "do you seriously think you deserve me right now? all of me?"
your lips tug down into a frown, breaking eye contact with him briefly—until he forced your gaze back onto him. "look at me."
you bite your lip, trying to stifle your low cries. he spreads your slick all around your cunt, dipping the tips of his fingers inside of you to test the waters. your jaw clenches, a high toned squeak coming from your nose.
he pulls his fingers away from you, landing a harsh slap to your clit. you jolt back into him, a soft cry leaving your lips breathlessly.
"what do you expect for being a greedy slut?" his fingers roughly circle your clit, causing your head to rest back against his shoulder, your pants brushing right against his ear. "you were the one constantly begging for me all day. have you forgotten your place? need it fucked back into you?"
you swiftly nod in agreement to his words. you'd do anything, say anything in order to get his cock inside of you.
"hm? use your words, now..." he nips your neck playfully, his fingers tracing your clit even faster. you could barely think, mind turning to mush due to his ministrations.
"yesss, sukuna... want your cock in me so badly, please!"
your voice had a whiny, petty undertone to it—it didn't brush past sukuna that easily, as his keen ears immediately picked up on it... and he was sick and tired of your attitude.
he clicks his tongue, shoving his fingers into your throbbing pussy. a lewd squelch reaches your ears, the sounds of his fingers pounding in and out of your wetness bringing heat to the tip of your ears. "wasn't good enough," he whispers into your ear.
you sob, hips thrusting up to meet his movements. the heel of his palm pressed up against your clit, sending you down, down, down into a spiral. his thick fingers press up into your most sensitive spot, finding it with ease.
once he found it, he locked in, relentlessly abusing that spot over and over until your fluids are dripping down his wrist and staining the sheets. you're scrambling for a moment of respite, but the tightening feeling in your abdomen is the only thing keeping you grounded to reality.
before your conscience even recognises it, you're cumming with a cry, squirting all over sukuna's hand. his fingers curl into the deepest areas of you, guaranteed to prolong your orgasm as long as possible. however, even when you're done, he doesn't cease his movements.
"c'mon, you can take this for a while longer? no? how 'bout this; if you can take this, i'll give you my cock. sound good?"
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NANAMI KENTO adores giving it to you slowly, watching the tears of anticipation well up in your eyes from how carefully he ran his fingers along your figure, tracing you like a fine art piece.
you're sniffling, shuddering after every one of his touches. it brings warmth to your gut, a throbbing heat pooling in your lower regions. you're shaky breaths fan against his lips as he peppers your face with kisses.
his hands carefully discard of your drenched panties, not missing the frown on your face when he proceeds to circle your clit with his thumb, pressing down firmly on the swollen pulse.
but you didn't want that, no, you wanted his cock. however, you knew this was the way nanami liked to torment you. he'd slowly work you up to it, making sure you're broken, begging, grovelling at his feet just for a simple piece of him.
he observes your face, seeing the tears glisten within your waterline, before you speak up in a broken tone.
"cock..." you quietly whimper out, hoping he heard your weak plea.
a smirk splays across his face and he leans in closer to you, wanting to see the tears slip from your eyes in real time. "hm? what was that, dear?"
you inhale shakily, gritting your teeth as he slows his motions on your clit. no words could even comprehend the frustration you feel. fuck, why couldn't he just give you what you want? just this once?
"nanami! your cock!" you struggled to get out your words at first, but you internally took a step back to compose yourself before you blew over the top. "i want it... i don' wanna wait any longer..."
nanami finds some sort of... amusement from the desperation in your tone. he presses his thumb harder against your clit, creating searing friction which sent you into a tizzy. your eyes observe his facial features, barely even noticing how amused he was until he spoke up. "are you really that desperate for me?"
you subtly gulp, nodding slowly. he tilts his head, pale locks brushing against your jaw. you turn to face him, showing him your tear streaked face. his gaze softens, admiring how you had tipped yourself over the edge for him.
he moves in between your legs, pressing soft, loving kisses against your jaw before beginning to push his aching cock into your pussy. your warmth was so inviting, fluttering around him with every inch he entered with.
his hands move to the back of your thighs, slowly, carefully pressing your legs flush against your chest, causing him to hit even deeper, more dizzying areas inside of you. his eyes made contact with your sopping cunt which sucked him in so deliciously.
the knot in your abdomen begins to wind up, your shaky legs being gripped onto tightly by nanami. your eyes squeeze shut, moaning out loudly as nanami swiftly thrusts fully into you without warning.
"f-fuck... feels s'good..." your words roll off of your tongue as a declaration, his cock sliding slickly in and out of you with the help of your utterly dripping cunny. you can't get another word in as you lose control of your senses, completely on the high of nanami's thrusts.
you were hooked, deeply infatuated with the way he treated your body so carefully. it undoubtedly made your heart flutter and tears well in your eyes. you didn't even attempt to conceal it, willing to have him observe how completely head over heels you were for him.
"you like that? yeah?" he kisses your cheeks to rid of your falling tears until you let out a low hum in response. you nod feverishly, wanting more and more of him, but he doesn't blame you—it's blatantly obvious how much you've been wanting him ever since he laid you on the sheets.
a soft whimper is forced out of you as he pulls out to his tip, his dick coated in a thick layer of your essence and his pre. each time you created skin-on-skin contact a wet slap would echo in the room, only further feeding the fuel to the fire.
"that's it, you look so pretty when you're crying for my cock..."
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deadandphilgames · 3 days
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A note from Daniel (new epilogue from You Will Get Through This Night)
Thank you for reading This Night. Writing this book in 2021, while sitting locked down in a lightless basement apartment for months, had a certain self-fulfilling irony that was not lost on me.
In many ways, I wrote this book for not only my past self that I wish could have known these things when I needed them most - but for the guy sitting in an incredibly uncomfortable, hunched, t-rex-esque position typing, that needed it right then. Like many of you, I thought those particularly fun couple of years were a temporary inconvenience, that I wouldn't have to age the book by diving into. And here we are. I hope you enjoyed that new chapter about resilience and whatever the hell a 'polycrisis' is. Turns out certain global events do have an additional effect on our mental health - it's understandable that you may try to power through it and pretend it never happened, but we all deserve to take whatever time we need to honestly process how life makes us feel. I hope you're doing alright. My journey of reflecting honestly on my own life experiences and lifestyle while writing was …like spontaneously punching yourself in the stomach. "Wow. I really live like this? That is apparently not conducive to a healthy mind. Oops. Guess I'll go touch some grass." I'm happy if that made this a more entertaining read occasionally.
Even now, I find myself continually re-reading the book in those small moments of first emotional reaction to situations where I now at least think "Wait - what was I supposed to do here? Right. Not catastrophise." If this is you - that is fine. You are not expected to perfectly memorise this book or retain all knowledge you hear in life. I know I don't. If you're ever sat next to me in the emergency exit aisle of a plane, know that you may be required to physically throw me out of the door in order to inflate the slide because I was busy during the briefing, imagining how my life would have been different if I actually had the nerve to dye my hair black that time in school. I am at peace with that.
It was honestly terrifying for me to try and mine the content of my life to try and actually illustrate advice for people that may really need it …for me to honestly look at the balance between joking about my mental health, and really getting real. Hey - if your attempt at opening up via some humour comes out a bit offensive, you still get points for at least putting it on the table. That's progress.
This is not a book about me. I am here just as an example of terrible behaviour that you have permission to have an inappropriate public transport snort at, and as a writer who has repeatedly not finished traditional 'self-help' or scientific study books for being dry, unrelatable and preachy. I just hope you found this moist, identifiable and accepting of all of your beautiful flaws. So many flaws. I often worried if any of the material was maybe obvious, or something you could stumble across on the second page of Google - then I had a small moment of honesty with myself contemplating my own ignorance, commitment to procrastination, attention span …and the fact that factually just 0.63% of all people searching online, ever bother clicking to the second page of results. If you already knew some of this, good for you. Honestly. You must literally be happy with yourself. I'm just looking in the mirror and trying to do something for the 99.37% of humanity that spend their lives never successfully researching how to not lay awake at night fantasising about their doom. Look forward to the upcoming pocket size book of 'offensively self-destructive jokes' by Dan - or 700-page memoir of my yet un-girthy, mostly unremarkable life so far if that's what you're really looking for.
Perhaps the most terrifying result of releasing this book into the world, has been coming face to face with those of you that have read it. For in these moments, all of my protective self-deprecating persona comes crashing down in an instant when someone says this book made them feel better. Hearing that this book was the first time they finished anything tangentially related to self-improvement, or that just one thing they read was a new perspective on a part of their life they needed, makes me feel my mission in life is already complete. Seeing it be recommended by bookstores amongst all the other choices, hearing that people have shared it with their therapists or had it suggested to them by a professional, is an unbelievable seal of approval that I appreciate. I am so inarticulably grateful to have been given the opportunity to do anything that could make your life easier, more peaceful, more enjoyable. I've met people who annotated this book with post-its, told me they listen to audiobook exercises on their commute - and even a few people that have had illustrations tattooed onto them as a symbolic reminder of a message.
All of this puts that year of typing like some kind of infinite monkey at a typewriter into perspective. I'd do it all again. Mostly. It has been the greatest privilege of my life to be the guy whose name is printed on this book, and I just hope that reading it helped you, as much as writing it helped me.
Love and good luck.
- Dan
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synthetickitsune · 1 day
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Jeonghan (SVT) | Wedding Cake fluff | 0.8k | gn!reader
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You really won’t do it, right? You recall asking the question about a week ago, remember your teeth sinking into your lip and shaky breathing. You felt bad about asking then, and you feel the same shame now. There is no reason to ask, nor to doubt, afterall. Jeonghan would never hurt you intentionally. His teasing and pranks are all for entertainment, curated carefully to whoever is their victim, so no harm is caused, no damage done that can’t be fixed with a hug and his loving smile.
The same smile is deeper, fonder, all the more blinding now as Jeonghan looks at you from just a couple steps away. He looks so handsome in his suit, a tiny flower in his breast pocket. It doesn’t look as pretty as it did in the morning - no surprise there, you expected it’d become his emotional support item for the day. You caught him fidgeting with it a few times. But your eyes barely linger on the petals before you finally gather the courage to meet his eyes. Your husband’s eyes. 
Your heart beats just a little faster. The label is still so new and exciting. This is the man you chose to marry, to spend the rest of your life with. You trust him, you know he’d never hurt you. The gentle and loving look in his eyes makes you fall in love with him again. It usually soothes you in an instant, but your anxiety is fueled by the number of people in the room, by the atmosphere, and you know how quickly his gaze can turn from gentle to playful.
It’s time. You close the short distance between you and let him pull you closer by the waist, feel some nerves calm down when he kisses your cheek and smiles at you.
The cake in front of you is what you dreamed of. It’s beautiful and the decorations are cute, yet your stomach also twists slightly. Everything and everyone is in place. Jeonghan picks up the knife and you follow his lead, wrapping your hand around the handle too. You hear the camera shutter click a few times and get a little conscious of your expression. What face are you making? You’re not sure, but you think you’re smiling because your husband is holding you close and you can feel his heart beating fast where his chest presses a little against your shoulder.
The cake is cut, and suddenly your mouth feels dry. You watch in slow motion as Jeonghan’s hand moves towards the cake and you close your eyes, blink for just a second longer than you should. Thousand mortifying scenarios run through your head. Your clothes ruined, your hair dirty with cake, your face a mess. You keep your eyes closed for another second. There’s a little smudge of something cold and wet on your lips.
You open your eyes and try to look down, but there are gentle fingers on your chin and chuckling Jeonghan who pulls you into a sweet kiss. Sweet as in literally sweet. You can taste the icing from the cake. Laughing into the kiss, you pull your husband closer before pulling away. You touch your lips but there’s nothing of the icing left.
He’s smiling too, but you see the way he tilts his head to make sure you’re okay. You are. You hear your friends and family laughing, see their smiling faces from the corner of your eye. Their happiness cannot match yours, however.
“Did you really think I’d smash your face into the cake?” Jeonghan leans closer and whispers into your ear while the cake is being distributed around, his own piece waiting for him, the imprint of his fingers on full display. He sounds a little worried, so you squeeze his hand and give him a smile.
“I was worried for some reason, but it’s not like I thought you’d do it,” you admit and watch him sigh in relief before he pouts.
“Mingyu betted the guys that I would last week,” he whines to you, shooting the man in question a quick glare, “Sometimes I think he hates me.”
“He doesn’t, I think he was just upset about your prank back then,” you reassure him.
“How did you know I pranked him?” Jeonghan gasps, making you roll your eyes.
“I think I know my husband well enough to know,” you shrug. He pauses for a second before he bites his lips and grins. “What now?”
“You called me your husband,” he chuckles, “I like it. Call me that from now on.”
“I think I have no choice,” you laugh, giddiness slowly bubbling all through your body. 
Your husband. 
You’re not sure who makes the first move, who pulls the other into another short kiss, but you know it feels sweet like the cake.
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stayinlimbo · 17 hours
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Wait For Your Love
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pairing: lee minho x reader genre/warnings: friends to lovers, second love (kinda), fluff, minor angst, hurt/comfort, brief mentions of a previous relationship, brief descriptions of heartbreak, so much pining omg, college-aged, mc's gender is not specified word count: 1.21k note:  i am proud i finished this one ngl. thank you @hwangism143 for giving me confidence. i'm not too sure how much i like this fic because it wrote itself but i hope you all still enjoy ♡
If there is anything Minho has learned about you in the years he’s known you, it’s that you’re not subtle. 
It’s something that’s never seemed to bother you, even after he pointed it out once during your shared lecture class, voice tinged with exasperation as you ogled at the upperclassman you’d been making heart eyes at for the nth time that week. You wear your heart on your sleeve like a badge of honor, displayed proudly for the entire world to see. 
Minho has witnessed every emotion be reflected on your face at least once. If asked, he could probably fill a whole book with expressions he didn’t even know were possible until he saw them on you, though the snapshots etched into his memory could never perfectly capture the art of facial contortion you’ve mastered. 
Your open nature was evident from the beginning. He can still picture the bright grin you gave him when you occupied the desk next to his on the first day of high school. The feel of your gaze flickering towards his seated form and the light bouncing of your knee as the teacher dismissed class made it no surprise when you twisted in your chair to ask for his name and if he’d like to eat lunch with you. 
It’s a curious thing, looking back on it, to see the immediate effect you had on him. Minho truly couldn’t help the pink hues coloring his cheeks as you tested his name on your tongue for the first time, nor the shy smile blossoming on his lips at the way you visibly lit up when he accepted your offer. He didn’t know you, didn’t know why you were so happy, didn’t know what this feeling was deep inside his chest; all he knew was that he really wanted to keep making you smile. 
He likes to think he’s been successful over the years, if the way your head tilts back in laughter at his silly antics and tight grip on his biceps to hold yourself up is anything to go by. It’s an admirable goal his younger self set, though he’s not sure when it shifted from wanting you to be happy to just...wanting you.
He wanted you when he introduced you to his cats for the first time, the gentlest smile playing on his lips at your barely contained excitement as they brushed past your legs. He wanted you when you tried to teach him how to swim, despite the poorly concealed judgmental looks you kept throwing at him when he clung to your shoulders tightly in the shallow water. He wanted you at your best, at your worst, and in all your in-betweens. He wanted to be by your side, even if he couldn’t have you. 
And he was. Minho was there to separate your clammy hands, wrung together by the anxiety flooding through your system, and give them a reassuring squeeze. He watched you take a calming breath, offering him one last nervous smile before walking a few rows over to ask out Chan, the upperclassman you wouldn’t stop gushing about. He offered you two thumbs up and the best smile he could muster as you bounded back to him, hands waving wildly in the air as you fervently spilled the details about how you scored a date on Saturday.
He was there to give the best “guy advice” a man with no relationship experience possibly could and third-wheeled more times than he’d like to admit, because, try as he might, he never was able to say no to you. 
No, Minho never left. If he did, who would be there to comfort you after you and Chan broke up right before his graduation? It didn’t matter that you were failing miserably at hiding your puffy face or eyes glistening with tears threatening to fall as you delved further into what happened. He didn’t care about the tears from your sobs staining his shirt and wetting his neck as he pulled you into his chest or the amount of tissue piled in his trash can. Minho chose to bear your heartbreak, be the anchor you needed because he loved you. He loved you in the way you deserved to be loved. 
He noticed the soft sighs escaping your past lips when he drove past somewhere that reminded you of Chan and the distant, longing look in your eyes when his name was mentioned. He saw your posture straighten, features lighting up slightly with a quiet “thank you” leaving your lips when he offered to bring you coffee every week before your morning class. Minho watched the weight on your shoulders be slightly lifted day by day as you reclaimed and channeled your love into yourself. He witnessed the smile finally reach your eyes, your laughter ringing in the air after he successfully predicted what the characters on the TV screen would say, and he swore he’d never felt prouder in his life.
Minho has learned all your mannerisms and would argue that he knows you better than he knows himself. Yet, there was a gleam in your eyes he’d never seen before when he leaned back on your couch and locked his eyes with yours. The way you quickly redirected your gaze was new too, and you even looked a little... shy. His eyes trailed down to your lap, where you fiddled with your fingers as he grabbed one of your surprisingly sweaty hands in comfort. Oh, it’s warm too. Weird. 
It was weird when you refused to look at him for longer than two seconds when he picked you up for class the next day. He could not figure out why you were biting down on your cheeks to hold back the smile threatening to break out any moment, nor did he understand why, two weeks later, your smile directed at him had changed—still radiant and beautiful but somehow softer, more loving.
Why are you looking at him as if you love him? 
You’re not subtle; you never have been. Minho can see it now in the way you’ve found more excuses to hold onto his arm when walking through heavy foot traffic, when you’re scared by the movie he teased you about, when you’re pulling him closer because you’re cold and don’t want to reach for the blanket resting beside your body. He can see your love overflowing in the same way as his, hands itching to intertwine with each other. 
He knows you know about his feelings for you. How could you not, when he can hear your panicky voice reverberating through your apartment’s front door, pacing footsteps creaking the floorboards as you repeatedly question one of your other friends about how you should ask him out? He really hopes the catch in his breath wasn’t too audible.
Minho doesn’t mind waiting; he’d wait forever if he had to. But it doesn’t look like he’ll have to wait for long, not when your hope-filled determination paired with a wide-eyed stare pierces his heart and soul as you wrench the door open and usher him through the entryway.  
And if he didn’t leave until the next morning, hand intertwined with yours as he dragged you to the nearest coffee shop, well, that wasn’t anyone else’s business.
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it hurts me. the chaggie hurts me s o good
Vaggie having been such a great murder soldier (one of the best exorcists) (battalions worth of dead souls piled under her lost wings)
but Protect Charlie and Support Charlie became so important to her (the revelation of reaching out to strangers to heal hurts instead of causing them) she for real got out of practice with actual physical fighting bc she was busy helping Charlie with the emotional battles instead-
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it feels so good.
it's such a big and happy difference, from vaggie the exorcist
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she's fighting for her girl every time she holds Charlie's hand and it's NOT what she's trained for or is always good at, solving people problems without just stabbing anyone who hurts Charlie or gets in Charlie's way- soldier life bleeding through even when Vaggie tries so hard- (a life lived with the kind of people who would use cutting out someone's eye and ripping off their wings as a solution to a problem)
but she says herself she wants to be Charlie's ARMOR. she could have said spear, could have said she wants to be the blade that cuts through all Charlie's problems-
she doesn't want that. Amor, something that stays close, something not meant to hurt, something that isn't a weapon. not anymore
even if it (she) isn't used to that yet
and you know what. maybe that's what getting saved by Charlie actually meant.
Charlie didn't pull her down from heaven- she wasn't the reason that Vaggie looked at a kid in hell and couldn't go through with sticking a spear in them
but without Charlie, Vaggie could still have been a spear raised and redirected towards heaven. even after years in a peaceful life Vaggie still reaches for her spear so quick, how fast on the draw would she've been if Charlie wasn't there? hadn't been there?
(if kindness hadn't pulled her out of that alleyway, would the chance for revenge at the next extermination day have gotten Vaggie moving instead? would the first dead angel have been found years earlier- or would it have been her- a loose end that didn't unravel quietly getting neatly cut away?)
that didn't happen. Charlie was out looking to help people on extermination day. she did find Vaggie
and with Charlie, the spear is a prop more than anything else. part of Vaggie yes, probably forever- not a NEEDED one though. an old instinct always at the ready while not having to be used much anymore.
life with Charlie is Vaggie carrying a spear, sure.... and also growing out her hair. not being used to fighting with it long, because she hasn't had to be fighting
she's still been able to fight for girlfriend anyway
Charlie isn't asking power or wins from her. that's not what the princess of hells needs.
Charlie needs the hand that holds hers during a hard call with her dad, the hug waiting for her when she comes back after a bad day, the soft smile not judging her for telling herself stories when she's sad- likes that side of her, actually-
the woman who knows every embarrassing personal thing about Charlie because Charlie trusted her not to make fun of it, trusted that Vaggie loved her
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Charlie needs the push of Vaggie's words telling her it's time to make that hard call to her dad in the first place, the later unshakable reassurance from Vaggie when Charlie breaks down crying before the battle (breaking down over not being able give Angel Dust the better life she promised, everyone in even more danger now instead)
and Vaggie (pragmatic, realistic, honest Vaggie) does not tell her that things will be okay and they'll win their upcoming fight- but that Charlie has already done so much.
if for no one else, then at the very least for Vaggie
Charlie really has, hasn't she. 'just' by seeing Vaggie as a person she saved her from being nothing but a soldier, a weapon, the hair trigger response of someone who learned trust on a battle field and had her body torn and scarred by the people she trusted-
but now Vaggie does the worst damage to the people who hurt her when she holds her girlfriend's hand. she grumbles but gives people chances, often stressed but just as often smiling in her new life with Charlie. she goes back up to HEAVEN (even though she really really doesn't want to) because her girlfriend takes her hand and askes her with big soft eyes and says they're partners- it's such a change from being a soldier following orders.
partnership is all Charlie's asking for
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and fucking HELL if Vaggie hasn't answered by being there in the darkest moments, tugging Charlie gently back into the light of their shared dreams and the reality of having someone there to share them with
and uh, also getting charlie to call her dad
....and.... yeeting random lit bombs out the nearest new hole in their hotel, when someone hands it to her gf and charlie gets sidetracked trying to politely juggle the thing...
.....
how DID charlie manage before she equipped the smol spear gf??
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poisonlove · 16 hours
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Wednesday Addams x F!Reader
• Reader is about to leave for work. Wednesday asks her if she's forgotten anything, and Reader gives her a kiss. Wednesday turns red and opens her hand to reveal Reader's keys/wallet/etc., saying
'I meant this, but it's appreciated.' Or smt like that!
forgetting something ?
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Pairing: Wednesday Addams X fem!reader
Words: 4k
Warning: fluffy
Author notes: I've received a lot of requests, I'll try to do them all!
Happy reading
"Love, what's the password for your phone?" I ask curiously as my eyes glance at the smartphone in my hand.
I found myself in Ophelia Hall in Wednesday's room with Enid, wanting to spend some time with my girlfriend. Enid was doing Things' manicure while sharing some gossip about some outcasts at school. Meanwhile, Wednesday Addams was making the most of her writing time.
Ignoring me.
The tapping of the keyboard abruptly ceases and Wednesday slowly turns towards me. Her brown eyes turn cold and dark as they meet Enid's, who visibly trembles in the face of that icy, penetrating intensity.
"Things, I'll finish later..." Enid whispers, her nervous smile betraying the fear inspired by Wednesday's gaze.
Without saying another word, Enid jumps up from her bed and hastily exits the room. The door slams behind her, resonating in the silent air as Wednesday watches her pass with an impassive expression, lips pressed in a subtle smile of satisfaction.
"How many times have I told you not to scare her?" I say with a small smile on my lips, and Wednesday looks at me without batting an eyelid.
"I didn't scare her," her voice is calm and controlled, without any hint of remorse or concern.
"You did," I sigh at her comment while absentmindedly playing with her phone.
"As you wish," Wednesday replies calmly, showing no particular emotion.
I smile shyly at her response.
"I told you not to use vulgar nicknames in front of others and you keep doing it," Wednesday justifies herself, looking at me curiously.
I raise an eyebrow in confusion.
"Vulgar?" I ask, feeling puzzled.
Wednesday nods timidly, without a hint of a smile on her lips.
I sigh loudly.
"Anyway... Could you tell me the password?" I ask again, wanting to change the subject to avoid ruining the atmosphere.
Wednesday tilts her head to the side and scrutinizes me with her gaze.
We've been together for a month, but I don't know if I'll ever get used to her quirks.
"My favorite plant" Wednesday replies in a monotone voice.
"Of course" I reply sarcastically as I type in 'Belladonna.' The phone unlocks, and I smile as I see the background: me and Wednesday embracing during the Poe Cup. The brunette had a stoic look while she look at me smile at the camera.
"Nice background," I say teasingly and Wednesday rolls her eyes at my comment.
"I know," she replies monotone.
I could see a small smile threatening to emerge at any moment.
"But don't you have any games?" I ask disappointedly, and Wednesday stares intensely at me.
"I barely use it to write to you," she justifies herself, and I nod understandably.
Wednesday and technology were two completely different things and couldn't fit in the same sentence.
"So you only have WhatsApp?" I ask curiously, looking at Wednesday.
"You're distracting me unnecessarily," Wednesday mutters annoyed by my questions. She turns her back on me and starts writing her story again.
"Thanks, Wed" I say sarcastically, and Wednesday continues to press the keys of the typewriter ignoring me.
"Why am I with her, I don't know," I mutter to myself, turning my gaze to her phone. I scroll through some pages and look at the apps.
I  choice YouTube.
"Because you love me," Wednesday replies loudly without looking at me "and anyway, I can hear you, be careful," she adds in a cold voice.
Was that a threat?
"Right" I reply aloud.
I start searching for what interests my girlfriend. Hundreds of horror stories and interviews of real murders, true photos, and thousands of hypotheses about monsters, unsolved murders, and much more.
Creepy but Wednesday's style.
"Y/n?" I raise my head from the phone and turn my attention to Wednesday who had once again interrupted her writing hour.
"Tell me, darling" I ask with a smile on my lips.
"Shouldn't you be going to work at the café?" Wednesday asks with curiosity.
My smile fades and I widen my eyes in realization: I had forgotten.
I quickly get up from the bed in a panic
"shit shit" I put on my shoes and look around the room in concern. "Where's the jacket?" I wonder, and I look around the room with worry. "You threw it on Enid's bed," Wednesday exclaims disapprovingly, and I smile hugely.
I internally thank Wednesday for her incredible memory.
I walk towards the door, but Wednesday's voice makes me stop.
"Forgetting something?" She asks seriously.
  I sigh at the unfortunate moment of being romantic. "You're right" I walk towards her and lean down towards her face to unite our lips in a sweet kiss.
As we separate, I notice that Wednesday's cheeks were completely flushed.
"You were forgetting the car keys, idiot," says Wednesday embarrassed, showing me the keys.
I had left them on her desk an hour ago when I arrived.
"Oh, thanks," I say embarrassed, and Wednesday smiles widely making my heart race a mile a minute.
"But I appreciated it" she confesses quickly and I smile back getting lost in her deep brown eyes.
Yes, definitely, now I remember why I'm with her.
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pixiiipie · 2 days
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dumbification with sub neuvilette <3
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after a long day that sends his emotions everywhere, neuvilette just wants to crumble. feeling so much but not allowed to break his public facade is exhausting. fortunately, there are two ways he can allow himself to regulate his emotions. one being to do something he enjoys to relax and the other being exactly what he needs today…
he made his feelings known to you as when he returned to you soaking wet from the rain, he fell to his knees and begged “please… help me forget about the day.” who were you to refuse this beautiful man? drenched from the rain and looking up at you through long eyelashes. oh what a sight. he was lucky that you shared the same desire. you had to destroy this man immediately until he was crying- mm maybe you weren’t going to stop.
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oh how he loved this feeling. he had forgotten just how good you can make him feel and now he had forgotten everything except how good you were making him feel. you were trying to be careful with him, trying to remember that you were doing this to make him feel better but neuvilette just looks so beautiful with his hair spread out across the pillows and his blissed out expression.
you were fucking deep into him and with every thrust, a sizeable bulge appeared in his abdomen. he would now and then release his hand from the pillow and trace where this bulge was being made to allow what was left of his mind to fantasise. “you’re being such a good boy for me darling.” you purred by his sensitive ears making him shiver.
your words were all he cared to hear. he no longer worried about how loud he was or how embarrassing anything was. all he thought about was you you you. “mmmgnnn g’boyy” he whined as your praise only furled his lust. he was your good boy. he was always so good for you. “that’s it, stop thinking about everything.” you say noticing the dazed look in his eyes. not long after, his back arched off of the bed as he came for the second time. “hnnngggg ah- haahhh apo-lgies” he whimpered. you have such a polite boy. even though you told him he could cum without permission, he still apologised when he did. cute
“how are you feeling?” you ask, wiping away a stray tear trying to help him down from his high gently. at this motion, neuvilette nuzzled into your hand craving anything you give to him. he was so lost in this soft exchange contrasting with how roughly you were just fucking him that your question had not registered as a question. “mmmore… ple-ease i beg moree” he whined trying to move his hips with you still inside him.
fuck he was so hot. hovering over his face, you pretended to go in to kiss him and instead attached yourself to the side of his neck. neuvilette audibly whined at this and tried using the small amount of strength in him to force you back to kiss him but his actions were soon halted as you made love bites across his neck. “pretty” you whispered every time you came up for air. neuvilette just whined. everything was too much but this was the only too much neuvilette needed. a too much where he could show exactly how he was feeling without fearing about his image.
“p-ple-ease.” he choked out, wrapping his arms around you and attempting to grind onto you. “don’t worry my darling,” you say nibbling his ear making him squirm, “i’ll fill you exactly like you want.” neuvilette almost came again. that was all he wanted. to be full and happy with no stresses. noticing his change in expression, you resumed your thrusts making sure to whisper sweet nothings into his ear for only him to hear. his mind was foggy so there was only so much he could make out but he only wanted you talking to him. all your attention was on him.
“o-ohhh mmnhmghh archons-! haahh” he moaned. with every thrust, the image of neuvilette was disappearing and becoming this mess of tears and desperation. such a stark contrast only for you to see. “ple-ease insi-ide mmgghhhh i-in meee” he begged. “of course my good boy. i’ll make sure to fill you nicely.” you say with your hand redirecting his attention to the bulge you were making. “augghhhhh a-archonss.” he moans as his head swims back to all of his previous fantasies. this was enough to tip him over again.
“together!?” he manages to blurt out quickly pressing his face into your shoulder to stabilise him while he tried to wait for you but that only made things worse. he loved how you smelled and he took in your scent as if he was drinking water. “yes…! yes my darling” you reply quickening your pace.
it wasn’t long before neuvilette was whining into your shoulder and he was trying so hard not to completely loose himself and dig his nails into you. as he wished, you both (just about) came together which almost knocked the wind out of neuvilette as he wasn’t expecting just how overwhelming it would feel.
after a moment where you both recovered from your high, you tried to pull out of neuvilette to which he meekly said “no” and held onto your arm. you just smiled down at him and readjusted yourself to be able to hold him. “how are you?” you ask, kissing his forehead. “…mmm fulll” neuvilette replied, his head too stuffed with cotton to think of anything but you.
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Unexpected Surprise
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Summary: While attempting to gain the support of the vale, jeyne arryn has plans of her own for the prince.
r.q: Everyone forgets house Arryn😔🤘🏻 baddies of the vale Can you write something w Jace and an Arryn maybe lady Jayne’s little sister or daughter or something? Not a totally unreasonable alliance !! They have the coolest castle and knights also Ms Aemma Arryn ™️ like hello!! (I’m impatient as hell for more Vale coverage in season 2)
w.c: 900+
c.w: baela and jacaerys are not betrothed, arryn!reader jenye’s daughter, FLUFF, just a very cute fic, drabble, not proofread
a.n: IVE HAD THIS DONE SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR NO REASON OMGGGG but with the recent jeyne content i felt inspired to write this !! just something super simple <3 HOPE YOU ENJOY !! LOVE UUUU GUYS
masterlist - requests open
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“Im sorry, what my lady?”
“I wish for you to marry my daughter.”
This is not how jacaerys thought this would go. When he arrived in the vale he thought he thought he would have to make simple small talk, present some of the benefits, hells even throw some complements her way in order to convince her. This however had not been in his cards.
“I'm sorry my lady i do not understand.”
“My daughter, y/n remains unmarried, around your age, a sweet girl, agree to wed her and me and my men will bend the knee.”
He blinks. He has no clue what to say to her. Jeyne stands after a moment, “I shall go fetch her.” He watches as one of the guards tries to stop her and tells her he will go retrieve the girl but Jeyne seems determined to go herself and he moves letting her leave. Jacaerys stands awkwardly in the middle of the room unsure of what to do.
He is not too sure he can just flat out agree to a proposal without his mother position, it is not like he is a second son, he is the heir to the queen. The next king, his wife to be the next queen. Yet when he sees you walking into the room, wearing a long dress in your house colors with your mother trialing behind with a pleased look on her face he finds himself wanting to agree to the marriage right away.
You are stunning. Easily the most beautiful women he’s ever seen, sure he hasn’t seen that many women but it doesn’t matter. He watches as you bow and mindlessly nods in acknowledgment, unable to take his eyes off you.
Jeyne looks between the two of you with a satisfied look. “Why don’t you show the prince around?” She gives you a pointed look to which you nod, “Of course i would be happy to.”
He walks over and offers you his arm with a smile on his face and you graceful take it before you begin to walk off with him. Jeyne stays behind and smiles to herself.
“My mother is very forward i apologize to you.” He simply shakes his head, he finds himself look at you instead of the halls he’s supposed to be looking at. “It is not an issue my lady, I rather appreciate it.” You look at him curiously but turn away once you notice he is already looking at you. “Whatever do you mean?”
“Many people speak in riddles, not saying what they mean or truly want, your mother is a rare gem.” You smile at the praise of your mother, “She truly is.”
You lead him outside and begin to tell him about the different plants and different sculptures around the courtyards. He is so charmed by you. The way you light up when you spot something and you begin to tell him of a memory you have, like how your mother scolded you for jumping around in the fountain, or when you almost fell out of one of the window's when you fell asleep.
“You truly love this place.” He can tell. The way you smile at the guards as they walk by or the way you know every detail about everything in the walls. But he sees the way you falter slightly at his words, “Am i wrong?”
You shake your head vigorously, “no no i do, its just i have never been away from here. My mother is a very protective woman, she waves away any suitors, she never even lets me leave the eyrie it is ridiculous!” You realize you're letting your emotions show too much and bow your head, “i am sorry that was out of line.”
He grabs your hands and you look at him with wide eyes. “I understand my lady, my mother is similar, i have truly never traveled to far, i wish to explore, once my mother has her rightful throne i believe i will take the time to see westeros a little bit,” He pauses before he speaks again, scratching the back of his neck sheepishly, “I could take you with me? if that is what you wish my lady.”
He watches as your eyes begin to glow and you beam at him, “truly? oh nothing would make me happier.” He nods and grips your hands tighter, “I shall take you everywhere.”
He does not expect you to throw your hands around his neck and pull him into a hug. He wraps his hands around your lower back, pushing his head into your neck and breathing in your scent. “I will accept your mothers propsal at once. You will fly with me to winterfell.” You pull back and give him an eager look. “Winterfell? Truly?” He nods, “I am to go meet lord cregan stark.”
You can barely contain your excitement at the thought of seeing something that was not the eyrie, especially a place as grand as winterfell.
Jeyne watched you two smile at one another from a window above with a small smile on her face. She does not hear the guard approaching her from behind, “You seem pleased my lady.” She says nothing to him for a moment, simply continuing to stare at the two of you. “Tell my men to ready themselves for war. It seems he will accept my proposal.”
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perm jacaerys taglist <3
@tyronesien @itsbookworm987 @cruelworldlana @smurfelle @ireneispunk @hxtd @venmondiese @urmomsgirlfriend1 @aegonswife
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lyvhie · 2 days
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requests are open wooo!!!! Read all ur fics and god theyre AWSOME…. Maybe requesting a mark x reader where it’s Valentine’s Day and u and mark have been bffs since like foreva so that’s why he catches feelings… And he’s always tried hinting that he likes you so when he finally does confess the 14th he gets all nervouse like sweaty palms and red ears YK…. I’ll leave it up to you for the ending (a happy one obv…)
Maybe also inspired by 1/3 loona song valentine girl it’s so cute plis 💘
confession | mkl
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bestfriend!mark x gn!reader summary: a small misunderstanding combined with his impulsive acts led mark to finally confess the feelings he had been keeping to himself for so long. a/n: hii, anon! i took longer than i expected, but i finally made it! thanks for your patience! I'm not sure if it's exactly what you had in mind, but i did my best!! cw: fluff, best friends to lovers (and lemme know if i missed some!)
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ANXIOUS (adjective) 1. experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. 2. wanting something very much, typically with a feeling of unease.
that was a perfect word to describe mark lee. from the moment he discovered his feelings for you, he was like a house of cards. one subtle movement or one simple word from you could bring his emotions crumbling down. he was always on the verge of a collapse whenever he was around you. a slight touch, the way you looked at him—all of it was enough to send him over the edge. he was a fragile, broken version of himself when it came to you.
the way he felt was beyond friendship or just liking each other. it was a deeper and more romantic kind of love, the kind that he wanted to devote his life to. to marry you and live with you for the rest of his life, it was the closest thing to perfection he could ever want.
even after so many years together, mark still wasn't able to tell you about his sudden change in his heart. the one common fear was weighing him down: losing you because of his feelings.
deep down, he knew that even if you didn't like him in this way, you wouldn't just distance yourself from it. instead, you were more likely to ask for some time to sort out your thoughts before returning to normal. but the very prospect of a temporary separation was enough to make him nervous and anxious again.
and it's not as if he hadn't already tried to tell you about his feelings before. he had actually started leaving hints and clues all the way back since... since ever. you both have known each other even before you knew your own names—you were born within just two days of difference in the same hospital, your mothers were friends and neighbors, so you both were practically raised together. it seemed like fate had brought you together.
the seeds of his sentiments for you started to bloom back when you both were in elementary school. it was the innocent acts like holding your hand together as you walked to school that made his heart pound and his face flush, which always caused you to look at him with worried eyes, thinking that he may be sick.
that was the issue with you—you were painfully oblivious. like, what parts did you not notice that pointed toward his love for you?
he was always complimenting you whenever he had the chance, because, wow, you're amazing in so, so, so many ways.
he paid extra attention in everything related to you, taking notice of the tiniest details about everything you shared with him and always finding an excuse to have quality time with you (he didn't even need a reason for that, as you were always up for spend time with him).
he was always giving you gifts saying, "i saw that and it reminded me of you”.
he loves telling others about how incredible his best friend is, and how proud he is of you.
he would always rush at your call no matter the situation, no matter the place, no matter the reason. one single word of yours is all he needs to come running, because that’s how much he cares for you.
the way that he looked at you with heart eyes the moment you were physically present with him... it was all too obvious—everything about him scream that he likes you.
it is no secret to the people around you that he is completely head over heels for you. It is plain as day that he is deeply in love with you, but the person who doesn't see it is you. and that makes the situation rather amusing to others. after all, you don't seem to know how he feels. the irony is that mark is so preoccupied with his own feelings and how to end things between the two of you that he doesn't even notice that your feelings are the same as his.
it was inevitable that everything you said would somehow include "mark" in it. he'd become the focus of your thoughts for days, constantly on your mind in every situation and conversation. everything seemingly revolved around him, with every thought and idea eventually connecting back to his name as the starting point.
how was your day? it was an amazing time with mark at the new cat coffee we visited. the little cats were simply adorable! mark looked like he was in heaven playing with the kittens, and I took loads of photos of him. do you want to see them?
did you watch that new movie at cinema? yes, i really liked it, but mark said it was terrible, can you believe it?! can’t wait to tell him every single flaw on spider-man movies!
how do you feel about art? i mean, mark is pretty cool.
mark this, mark that.
mark. mark. mark.
you somehow always tend to find yourself mentioning him without even realizing, and, whenever anyone asks if you guys are dating, the answer remains the same: “no, we're just good friends”.
this phrase irks him, for he does not wish to be merely a mere friend; he wants more. he wants you all to himself.
despite the countless frustrations he faces daily, he could not bring himself to say it all to you. for some reason, he found comfort in being just your best friend. it was better than nothing, he thought. being in that position, he couldn't even imagine the humiliation and embarrassment of admitting his true feelings. he knew it was hopeless—so why bother? he would rather be content with what he currently had over risking everything in some grand gesture.
mark left a soft sigh escape his lips. renjun's words echoed in his mind after another night of talking about you. he had been rumbling on about you, unable to get you off his mind. this wasn't the first time he had done this either, but this time felt different. renjun's question stuck out, and it hit him in his heart:
"if you truly love someone, and i mean with every fiber of your being, wouldn't you move mountains and swim across oceans just for a chance with them? is protecting what you already have worth losing everything you desire?"
mark had no explanation for why his friend's words had such sway over him this time, but here he was, knocking at your door on this beautiful valentine’s day evening.
calling you for a night walk together was a not uncommon activity between the two of you, as you were accustomed to taking your dog for a walk and mark always joined in so you wouldn't be alone. but tonight, he felt as though this night walk was different somehow. more special than usual. at least for him.
hearing your voice respond from the other side of the door with a "i'm coming," mark took a deep breath, almost as if preparing himself for whatever he hadn't planned for the night. as the door opened, there wasn't even time to say something before your dog jumped on him.
"oh, hey girl," mark laughed with a big smile on his face, leaning down to pet the dog that was joyously jumping all over him. the pup seemed eager for his attention, her tail wagging and mouth opened in a toothy grin. "did you miss me?" he asked, scratching her behind the ears as she barked in reply, her tail wagging even more.
"ah, the usual scene we have here," you sighed dramatically as this familiar interaction played out. "i mean, i take care of her and look after her, but of course, she goes and greets the person she loves the most instead," you click your tongue, shaking your head in disappointment at the clear favoritism she was showing.
mark rolled his eyes at your comment and straightened his body to face you with an amused smile. "you know that isn't true," he chuckled, casually placing his hands in his pockets. "yeah, this little lie helps me sleep at night," you say with a hint of sarcasm that isn't lost on him, making him giggle. "how was your day, drama queen?” mark questioned as you took control of coco's leash and led you both on the walk.
"oh, you know, the office today was full of surprise love confessions," you shrugged, leaving a soft laugh to escape you as you shook your head. "it's the 'love is in the air' thing," you added.
mark raised an eyebrow and turned to face you as he sounded slightly more curious than casual as he asked, "and... did you receive some of them?" he tried to sound non-chalant.
"well, yes, actually," you giggled softly again, reliving the moment in your mind. your answer caught mark by surprise, and it took him a few seconds to register the information before he could continue walking again. "you... did?" he asked hesitantly, a slightly incredulous tone in his voice as he wondered precisely how many confessions you got.
"a-and who was it?" he asked somewhat carefully, worried that his completely unplanned and not entirely sure if he would even actually confess confession might have already been ruined. "you know the new intern i was training?” you look at makt by the corner of your eyes, "let’s say he thought i was giving signals like hints and not instructions,” you sigh, shaking your head. “he was the only one tho.”
"oh, i see…" a small sigh of relief escapes his lips as he smiles back at you. "but what about you, mr. heartthrob?" you tease, poking his arm with your elbow. "did you get any love chocolates today?”
"of course," he nods with a small smidge of amusement in his eyes. "haechan and doyoung gave me a few ones again," he shrugs casually, and you can't help but laugh at the slight absurdity of getting multiple gifts from the same people year after year.
"should i start giving you chocolate too?" you ask jokingly, playing around with the idea. "i have a feeling that i might be replaced by these boys if things keep going this way, and i don't want to lose you to them," adding a cheeky edge to your tone.
"don't even joke about that," he denies right away, making you laugh at the intensity he rejected it with. "i know, silly, i know. you love me quite a lot," you tease with a wink. "yeah, i sure do," he mutters, his voice still tinged with the smallest shred of embarrassment.
as you both make your way over to the nearby dog park that was just a short distance from here, there are only a handful of people around. you release coco's leash as you settle down on a bench next to mark, and the two of you sit, content in the quiet evening.
"we still don't have lovers, mark," you sigh dramatically, leaning your head on his shoulder as you watch your dog happily frolic around in space. "look at us," you lament once more with another dramatic sigh, "we're at a dog park in the most romantic night of the year!" you shake your head slightly as you continue to keep a close eye on your dog.
the moment you leaned against him, mark had to fight off a swirl of sensations that briefly overwhelmed him. your proximity, your warmth, and the intoxicating scent of your hair had his head spinning. after taking several breaths to compose himself, he mustered the strength to respond with a bit of hesitance.
"i-it's not that bad..." he muttered breathlessly, realizing just how much he enjoyed you being close. after a few seconds, he continued, "we have each other," he chuckled softly.
"right, nothing better than two best friends who have enjoyed being on the shelf for so long, spending yet another year together on valentine's day," you teased him lightly, your lips curled upwards in a little grin. "as if you've ever displayed genuine interest in anyone else either, hm?" he counters in return, his smirk matching yours in both intensity and humor as he continued gently teasing you.
"well, i'm not so sure i'm made for love," you shrugged casually as you leaned against the bench slightly. "but what about you?" you add, pulling your attention away from coco long enough to glance at him curiously. "i've always seen you as this ultimate girl crush guy since we were in school, yet i've never seen you with a girlfriend. so, i have to ask... have you ever liked someone?”
with your question, his eyes were unconsciously drawn to you, admiring your features and taking in every single detail of you to store away, it was almost as if he was mentally engraving you in his mind, forever preserving you in his memory, like he always did.
he let out a soft sigh as he stared, the heat rising to his cheeks as he glanced away, unable to face you for a moment, his thoughts already racing.
a little whisper escaped him as he uttered the words, almost as if they were too precious for him to speak it too publicly. "y-yes, i did..." mark's voice was barely audible, but the sound carried an emotional undertone.
those few words were enough to stir something unexpected inside you, a faint twinge in your heart. you weren't sure why his words gave you that slight pang, but there was something about the way he said it that made it feel as though he wasn't talking about an old crush. it made you realize that you weren't quite okay with the thought of mark in love with someone.
"wait, really?" you raised your eyebrows in disbelief, placing a hand on your chest and feigning pain. "you never told me? why?! you don't trust me?" laughing softly, the smile on your lips quickly disappeared to little pout. "you're the worst, you know? l8ke, the worst betrayal i could ever suffer," you added with over-dramatic flare.
"c'mon, it's not like that," mark waved his hands dismissively. "i just... i couldn't tell you." your brow remained quirked, your curiosity piqued as he stumbled over the next thing he said. "and why?" you prompted gently, noticing the change in his energy. “it's just... i didn't want you figuring out who it was that i liked.”
mark shifted in his seat, clearing his throat as he did. his eyes were focused on you, considering his words and the situation at hand. as he looked at your face, he realized the sudden shift in the vibes between the two of you, which caught him off-guard.
you can't help but feel slightly upset at the fact that he kept this information hidden from you. it might be silly, but you felt weird knowing that he didn't tell you everything as you had imagined best friends supposed to do. you began to wonder if there were other things that he had kept from you over the years.
mark was observant, and the small shift in your smile wasn't wasted on him. he saw how your demeanor subtly changed as he spoke, and he could tell that you were a little hurt by the information he shared. he had to do something to correct the situation, and he couldn't let you misunderstand him.
"wait, wait, wait" he started quickly, "don't get it wrong...”
“no, no, i get it," you dismissed softly, waving your hands in a brushing-off motion, making it clear that you understood his hesitation. "it's fine," you added with a smile, laughing softly as coco stopped playing and came to greet you, sitting in front of you and waiting for your attention, which you gave to her, petting her head affectionately. “i know there are things we aren't comfortable sharing, and–"
"i like you!" mark's words spilled out of his mouth before he could think properly.
you froze, slowly looking at him with wide eyes, blinkling several times as your brain did a double take, trying to process if you'd heard him correctly. "what?" all you could manage to say in reply, confused and surprised by what he'd just confessed to you.
mark wasn't planning on doing it this way. a confession was supposed to be more romantic than this, maybe taking you to a nice dinner or to the amusement park, somewhere more special. he wanted it to be more meaningful than just letting it slip in the heat of the moment like he just did.
“look, I..." mark hesitated, unsure of how to begin his confession. oh god, he was so nervous, his heart pounding loudly in his chest, his hands clenched tightly in fists as sweat dripped down his back.
his mind was racing with a billion thoughts, his words refusing to come easily. how was he supposed to confess in this moment, when everything felt so overwhelming, when every fiber of his being was screaming at him to just say it and get it over with, but his fear of rejection was keeping him paralyzed.
“i-i haven't told you about that because... b-because you are the person i’ve loved since i can remember," mark struggles to get his words out, his breathing quickening as the words felt like they were getting stuck in his throat. "i love you so much that my heart hurts, you know?" he continues, his volume picking up a bit now that he's talking easier. "our friendship is so valuable, it's so precious to me... i-i didn't want to lose it.”
gosh, he sounded like such sappy romantic movie right now, yet it was all true. every single word, the words of a teenager who fell head-over-heels in love and knew that this was real, that this was more than just a crush, more than just attraction. mark was talking from his heart now, and he was opening up in ways he hadn't done with anyone before.
“i want you; i want the whole of you", he continues, his words becoming more and more passionate as he went on. "i don't care if it's selfish, but i want you, need you, i want you wholly and with everything inside of you. and maybe... yeah, maybe, that's really selfish of me, but it's the truth…”
mark felt like his heart was on the verge of exploding at any moment, as if he could drop dead from the overwhelming emotions running through his body, his face hot and red as if he were suffering heat exhaustion. but somehow, he felt a rush of relief, like an immense weight had been lifted off of his shoulders the instant he finally confessed to you.
coco was the only source of noise in the tense silence that hung between the two of you after mark's abrupt confession, her tongue lolling out as she stared back and forth between the both of you.
your jaw hung slightly open as you stared at mark, feeling like you could barely comprehend what had just happened. your insides went into overdrive, fluttering wildly while the infamous butterflies in your stomach fluttered like crazy, seemingly on a mission to take up even more space. you wanted to say something, anything, but the words got stuck in your throat. all you could manage to do was to stare at him, your heart racing ahead so fast that it felt like you could feel the pulsations.
your lack of response snaps mark back to reality, and he begins to panic, realizing that he may have completely misread the situation and ruined everything.
“b-but of course that's just how i feel... y-you don't have to like me back," he stutters quickly, hoping to fix the situation and make sure you wouldn't feel awkward. "if you d-don't feel comfortable around me anymore, i-it's okay, i understand, this was a complete mista—”
he couldn't finish his sentence because you silenced him with a kiss. your lips press together forcefully, making a soft 'smack' sound as they finally collide. he was tense for a moment, his eyes fluttering open as if surprised by your bold move, but he quickly relaxed, his hands gently cupping your face as he reciprocated the kiss, the warmth of his fingers seeping into your skin as he pressed his lips to yours.
he savored the sensation of your lips against his, the taste of your kiss sweeter than anything he had ever imagined. it felt surreal, like something out of a fantasy, and in that moment, he felt like the luckiest person in the world. the heat from your skin and the heat from your lips, the warmth that surrounded him as your bodies pressed against each other was intoxicating, a delicious rush that made his head swim. he wanted to lose himself in the moment forever, to stay lost in you for eternity.
yet, the inevitable finally struck and your lips parted as your lungs cried for air, the two of you panting heavily and staring at one another, both of you filled with delight as your sparkling eyes locked with each other.
“d...does that mean that you...?" mark couldn't seem to make his mind stop racing, not after that explosive kiss.
"are you really asking that question, mark?" you couldn't help but laugh, shaking your head as you noticed him flustered.
"s-sorry... i'm just..." he was still feeling your lips against his, still getting lost in the sensation as the memories of the kiss were running through his head now.
"yes, I like you too, silly.”
right, he really was the happiest person in the world right now.
“can i have... another kiss?" mark looked at you with pleading eyes, wanting more but uncertain of his request would be granted. you didn't hesitate at all, responding quickly with "you don't even have to ask,” as you lean in toward mark to grant his wish.
but as you two are just inches away from locking lips again, coco's sudden jump into mark's lap catches the both of you off-guard, interrupting your almost-second kiss and making the two laugh as the adorable dog makes herself comfortable on his lap.
mark's hands immediately reach out to gently pet her, and when she spots your gaze on her, her tail waves proudly, as if she's very satisfied with the outcome of her interruption.
"of course she's jealous," you roll your eyes at the dog's favouritism for mark, making her way into his lap and immediately getting petted.
"well, she was my girl first, right?" mark said in a cute baby voice, prompting a happy bark from coco. "what am i to you, chopped liver?" you countered, raising an eyebrow and pretending to be upset.
mark looked at you and smiled, laughing at the silly argument. "i guess in her world, you really are, my dear," he teased, as he scratched coco behind the ear. "oh, that's it, you two." you laugh, shaking your head as you playfully punch mark's arm.
coco, sensing all the attention coming to her now, jumped out of mark's lap and walked towards you, demanding cuddles. "finally, she chose me over you," you said jokingly, and started petting her head. "by the way, you didn't even bring me some chocolates? what kind of confession is that?" you protested, pretending to be upset.
"a little box of chocolates wouldn't be enough to express everything i feel for you," he shrugged.
a soft smile still etched on your face, “my boyfriend is so cheesy, oh my god," you said, laughing. "i didn't know you had this side to you," you said gigling.
"please, say it again," mark begged suddenly.
"say what?" you asked, playing dumb.
"you know what i mean, say it again."
"that you are my boyfriend?" you raised an eyebrow, your eyes shining with mirth.
"jesus, can you please repeat it again?"
"you. are. my. boyfriend." you repeated lovingly.
“let me kiss you again, please," he pleaded, leaning forward eagerly.
the little back and forth had you laughing, feeling your heart melt a little each time his eyes twinkled with the flirty banter you were having. “hmm... what about we go back to my house and i give you many kisses, as much as you want and..." you lean in close, you voice lowered seductively as you whisper on his ear. "maybe even something more?”
mark's cheeks were flushed and his ears were burning, as he struggled to hold back the grin that plastered itself on his face. “t-then what are you waiting for?" he asked, quickly getting up. "it's cold out here; w-we should go back quickly!"
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rk1stars · 21 hours
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SAD GIRL
(a jakehoon drabble)
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𝓟RECIS ⌇You had a healthy marriage with Sunghoon, or so you thought. After finding out that Sunghoon has been planning to divorce you, you seek revenge by being with his arch-nemesis, Jake. Now the question is, who's trying to kill you, and who's trying to make you the queen of the world?
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𝓘NCLUES⌇Rich CEO Husband! Sunghoon x fem reader x Rich CEO! Jake, love triangle, dark romance, angst, tension, somewhat cheating, secrets, impossible love, other persons lover, mentions of murder
𝓣HEME SONGS ⌇Sad Girl by Lana del Rey
(betrayer will be revealed in part two)
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“Come to me, darling..” As you stood before Sunghoon, his gaze met yours with a softness that seemed almost otherworldly. His eyes held a certain power, a mesmerizing quality that could make anyone feel like putty in his hands.
In a tense situation, you found yourself enveloped in Jake's arms, with a loaded gun pointed directly at Sunghoon who stood across from the two of you. Sunghoon raised his arms in surrender, convincing you to choose him.
“C’mon, you’re gonna throw all of this away?” Jake felt a sudden sense of danger as Sunghoon's lips twisted into a sinister smirk. He instinctively held you tighter, as if to protect you from whatever evil intentions lay behind that wicked expression.
You were married to Sunghoon for three years, and while it wasn't necessarily a terrible marriage, it also wasn't particularly fulfilling or happy.
Sunghoon and Jake have a long-standing rivalry, consistently trying to outdo each other to become the top company in their industry.
But the company wasn't what they were fighting about, it was you.
After hearing that Sunghoon wants to end your marriage, you felt really angry and frustrated. It sucks that he wants to throw away all the time you spent together without even considering how you feel.
The situation was intense as you sought revenge for what Sunghoon had done to you. You ended up sleeping with his enemy, Jake, but the consequences were not worth it. The regret was overwhelming as Sunghoon found out about your actions, and you were left feeling lost and confused. In the midst of it all, you found yourself in Jake's arms. However, Sunghoon was determined to convince you to come back to his side, leaving you torn between two conflicting emotions.
As Sunghoon persisted in pleading with you, your body trembled with a strong desire to be near him. Despite your inner conflict, the pull towards him grew stronger. Your heart yearned to reach out and bridge the distance between you, unable to resist his magnetic presence.
“Don’t make me do it, c’mon..”
Despite not knowing if Sunghoon might not be entirely truthful, you couldn't help but feel a strong love for him. You noticed that his sweet eyes were possibly just a facade, but you still see a slight care in his eyes, you couldn't resist falling for his charming demeanor and alluring presence.
As you gazed at Sunghoon and Jake, you suddenly noticed Sunghoon reaching for something in his pocket. In a split second, he pulled out a gun and pointed it directly at Jake. The tension in the air was palpable, and you were left frozen in shock, unsure of what to do next.
“If you go to him, i’ll shoot myself,” Jake said with a menacing look in his eyes, Jake tightened his grip around the gun as he directed his gaze towards Sunghoon. "I won't hesitate to use this," he said in a cold, calculated tone, his words dripping with a sense of danger and malice.
“If you keep letting Jake hold you, I’ll do the same.”
As you stood there, heart-wrenched and helpless, you knew that the fate of one of the two men you held so close to your heart will be out of your hands. With tears streaming down your face, you took a deep breath, bracing yourself for the inevitable pain that was to come. You couldn't bear the thought of losing either of them, but you knew that only one would emerge from the fray, and the knowledge was almost too much to bear.
You have a gut feeling that one of the people around you is not being truthful and secretly desires to harm you. However, you are clueless about who that person could be, leaving you feeling apprehensive and on edge.
Your body trembles in terror as tears stream down your face, while the two men prepare their guns. Fear grips you as you watch them ready themselves for whatever comes next. Helpless and afraid, you think of who to choose.
@cholexc @yyawnjun @allforhee @dimplewonie
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sturnsbabie · 1 day
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DEAR OWEN AND LEO
PART FIVE: WELCOME BABY OWEN AND LEO
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pairing: dad!nate x sls!reader
summary: in which sls gives birth to the twins.
warnings: swearing,mentions of labor,crying,pain,childbirth,fluff.
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it was now time for me to start pushing. nervous was a understatement but i knew id be okay with my mom nate and chris being here with me.
nate and chris were holding my hands as the doctor told me to start pushing. i let out a loud scream from the pain as i pushed as hard as i could.
the girls dad, and brothers justin nick and matt all sat in the waiting room with nates family. the screams could be heard from where they were at.
nick was vlogging letting everyone know what was going on while matt was worrying as he heard the screams of his sister as justin was comforting him.
marylou stood beside her son as she was watching her daughter give birth. she was a emotional wreck seeing chris be so supportive for his sister, and she was super emotional the fact that her youngest baby was having babies of her own.
ive been pushing for about a good ten minutes now as i was gripping nate and chris’ hands as hard as i could.
“just a few more pushes and baby a will be out! we see his head.” the doctor said.
nate rubbed my hand. “cmon baby you’re doing so good.” he said.
“you’re doing a good job sis im so proud of you” chris encouraged me.
after a few more pushes the cries of baby leo were heard as the doctor pulled him out laying him on my chest.
i instantly started crying as i held him in my arms looking at him. nate leaned over kissing my forehead. leo looked at me as i smiled softly.
“hi cutie im your mommy” i said as i kissed his forehead.
“hes so handsome.” he said as he had tears running down his cheeks.
chris and nate both looked at eachother smiling happily as they both were crying.
“dad you wanna cut the cord?” the doctor asked him.
nate nodded and the doctor showed him where to cut and he cut it.
the nurses took him off of me to go get weighed and make sure hes okay as it was time for me to start pushing again for owen.
my mom went over to where leo was being weighed at taking pictures for me while chris and nate held my hands as i was pushing for owen.
after two more minutes of pushing, the cries of baby owen were heard as the doctor pulled him out laying him on my chest.
i started to cry again as i had owen laying on my chest. i held him close to me kissing his forehead as he looked at me.
“hi handsome im your mommy.” i said smiling as nate leaned down looking at him.
“hi buddy” nate said as he looked at him just admiring us.
chris leaned over and looked as he was crying. “hi owen” he said smiling.
nate had talked to the nurses and told them that they could ask chris if he wanted to cut the umbilical cord.
“uncle chris you wanna cut the cord?”the nurse asked and he hesitantly nodded.
“its okay chris you can cut it” nate said.
chris sniffled as the nurse showed him how to cut the umbilical cord.
i was so happy that my boys were finally here. it was a long nine months but it was so worth it because now i have two sweet babies.
chris cut the umbilical cord and the nurse grabbed owen going to weigh him and make sure hes okay.
i had to push out my placenta and then the doctors cleaned me out and stitched me up afterwards.
once the babies were both weighed and both were okay the nurses brought them both back to me for skin to skin.
chris leaned down giving me a hug. “im so proud of you theyre so handsome.” he said sniffling.
i hugged him as i held my babies close to me. “thank you chris” i said softly.
my mom and chris went out of the room to give me and nate privacy for a bit to soak in the moment together.
nate got into the bed laying beside me as he kissed me softly. “you did amazing” he said.
we both just sat there staring at the boys admiring them. they were so perfect.
leo antonio doe
october 24th,2022
7lbs 5 oz
owen matthew doe
october 24th,2022
8lbs 10 oz
“you wanna hold them?” i asked nate and he nodded.
i handed them to him as he held them both on his chest admiring them.
“we did a good job.” nate said smiling.
i teared up at the sight of seeing of seeing nate hold the two little babies we both made.
“i love you.” i said as i kissed his cheek.
“i love you too, thank you for making me a dad”he said.
“thank you for making me a mom” i giggled.
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chris went out to the waiting room with marylou as he was crying.
“guys we’re officially uncles”chris said with a big smile on his face.
“how did she do!?” matt asked nervously.
“she did so good, im so proud of her” chris sniffled.
“leo was born first then owen was born four minutes after him”chris said.
“OH i cut owens umbilical cord!!” chris said informing the vlog on updates.
“her and the babies are doing just fine we’re giving her and nate some privacy for a while.” nick told the camera.
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it had now been a few hours since i gave birth. nate and i spent time holding the babies enjoying the skin to skin contact with them.
i was also gonna breastfeed so the nurses have been in here helping me learn how to breastfeed two babies at once and everything.
i also took a shower because i felt gross and got myself looking decent. i was sore and still hurting from giving birth.
i felt myself fall inlove with nate even more when i saw him hold the twins for the first time.
i always thought i knew what real love was but i never knew it til i saw nate hold our kids.
i finally came back into the room after taking a shower and getting myself dressed.
i sat down on the bed with nate as he was watching the twins in their little nursery bed.
“you can go get my parents and brothers now.” i said as i looked over at my twins.
we let my mom and dad hold owen and leo first before letting my brothers.
it was now time for my brothers to hold them and my mom took the vlog camera so she could vlog it for them.
“im holding owen first! its only fair because hes named after me and i cut the umbilical cord!” chris said.
nick and matt both came over giving me hugs and told me how strong i was and how proud they are.
i handed chris owen carefully as he sat down beside of me holding him.
“hes perfect y/n.”he said as he started to get teary eyed.
“i wanna hold leo!”matt said.
“too bad im older im holding him first!” nick said.
“guys dont fight over my son.” i giggled
“matt you can hold him first.” i said as i handed leo to matt as he sat down in the chair.
it melted my heart seeing my brothers hold the twins. it was such a sweet moment.
“hi little leo its uncle matt.” matt said softly as he got teary eyed when leo held onto matts finger.
i watched chris as he was admiring owen and just talking to him.
“hi buddy im uncle chris im gonna be your forever best friend.” he said as he kissed his forehead.
“chris its my turn to hold owen!”nick said.
“no!hes my baby you’re not getting him!” he said.
“chris. just give him to nick you can hold him again after he and matt holds him.” i said.
it was now time for nick to finally hold leo and he started crying as soon as matt handed leo to him.
“aw hi leo its uncle nick.” he said as he smiled.
the rest of the evening my brothers stayed at the hospital with us for a few hours just visting and talking and admiring the babies. mostly while chris held owen the whole time and matt and nick kept fighting over leo.
VLOG: OUR SISTER GIVES BIRTH! *chris cries**emotional*
COMMENTS!
the way chris talked to owen:(
NICK AND MATT FIGHTING OVER LEO LMFAO
theyre so happy to be uncles its so cute:(
chris and owen are the best duo
nick and leo supremacy
matt and leo >>>>
the way nate kept making sure sls was okay :(
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want to know your thoughts about 2.2 and the massive sunday lore drop 😈 also ive read ur thoughts about him and yea now i know why i vibe with sunday immediately from the get go bc he reminds me of myself too 😭
OH MY GOD THE SUNDAY LORE DROP........ I have some things to add to my characterization of him now and MANY thins to say......... Also, since I'll be talking about spoilers, I'll put it under the cut!
Personally, I love contrasts and parallels when it comes to characters, so Sunday and Robin opposing each other's ideas of "harmony" and "dreams" and "paradise" and "freedom" is so good. I love how the bird metaphor comes into play (what do you do with a baby bird? cage it or let it fly free?) with Sunday, and how he decides that "order" is the best way to achieve a perfect paradise. I also love the religious themes with him, especially because Sunday is definitely a person who thinks suffering is a virtue. Bro read The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas and took it a little too seriously!!!
All jokes aside, I definitely think Sunday's emotional core is his sister. Like before he is the head of the Oak Family or even Sunday, he is Robin's brother. Their relationship is so integral to who he is, and it's hard to talk about him without talking about her. She's so important to him!!! Their promise to create a paradise is so dear to his heart, even if the way they want to achieve is different. I genuinely believe Robin is a stronger person than Sunday because he is the one trapped in the cage, and she's the one who tries to fly even if she stumbles, to bring back the metaphor. Where Robin's altruism leads her to help and inspire others, Sunday's altruism leads him to control and make choices for them.
There's something about how Robin believes in the inherent goodness of humanity, even when she gets hurt, and how Sunday is more nihilistic and pessimistic. He truly believes that the best way to make everyone happy is by trapping them in a dream, because reality is cruel and unfair, and people get hurt so easily, and the "strong" will not protect the "weak." Only in a dream can everyone be truly equal. There's an altruistic angle to his argument, but it's also inherently selfish, because he decides he's the one who knows best and is the only one who can carry out his plans to make everyone happy at his expense. Self-sacrifice is selfish, too, and Sunday gives me the vibes of the he has a more "divine" altruism that can only sympathize with others by condescending or looking down on them. Because people who you think need your protection are inherently less powerful/more weak than you.
If Robin is a singer, then he's a conductor. He knows best, and he'll willingly shoulder the burden of protecting the dream for the sake of others. This speaks to a lack of trust in people, too, and a deep streak of hyper-independence, where he can't rely on anyone else and prefers to do it all himself (because only he can do it right/only he should be the one to bear the burden of doing it). He's giving lonely oldest sibling martyr complex, and someone so set in his ways that you need to quite literally beat his ass to make him stop and see otherwise.
Now, I love messy characters, so when I interpret Sunday, I will lean into those messy aspects. I think he's someone who can't get close to others through conventional means, and it's exceedingly uncomfortable for him to be open. He's guarded and cagey, and he needs to express his emotions through 1000 layers of pretension, mind games and power plays (his favorite love languages) because it's never that simple with him!!! I think his feelings can be passionate, but in a way that's a little intense and all-consuming and manipulative <3 He thinks birds need to be kept in cages for their protection, after all, and the fear of the bird getting hurt means he's a very devoted warden.
(It must be mentioned he didn't try to dissuade Robin from leaving Penacony, but her getting shot frightened him and made him reconsider if he should have supported her so readily. His control issues stem from a fear of his loved ones getting hurt, but at the same time, he wants them to be happy more than anything. He's overprotective....)
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Keep Me Near Your Heart 18
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After Jaenara and Rhaelle took a walk and talk, Jaenara return to her chamber alone, Aemond wasn't back yet and Enith was busy so Jaenara took it upon herself to entertain herself. Her aunt taught her how to knit at a young age, and odd enough she took to it pretty fast, she had to stop for a while when she move back to the Red Keep. Jaenara was by the fireplace ball of yarn on the ground next to her chair, her needles moving carefully as she knit her baby boy a blanket.
Jaenara hummed an song that she couldn't remember where she heard it from, she started to feel the weight of everything slowly slip away. The sun was laying on the ocean when Aemond came back, he was caught by surprise when he saw Jaenara in front of the fire, the young princess glance over at her husband with a welcoming smile before going back to knitting.
"Hello, what are you doing?" He asked as he walks behind her chair, before settling down on the chair next to her.
"Just knitting a blanket for the babe." She answered.
"Didn't know you can knit." He says looking at the fine craftsmanship.
"Aunt Rhaelle taught me." She replied, Aemond hmmed before leaning back on the chair, he focus his gaze on the fire deep in thought.
"How was your talk with Daemon." Jaenara asked glancing over at him, Aemond side eye her before grunting.
"Long." He stated making Jaenara glance at him again to see him in his own head.
"What did you two talk about?" She ask subtly as she focus more on Aemond than the task in front of her, the older prince sigh rubbing his jaw.
"Nothing, he just...he just wanted to make sure that you were okay and i was being good to you," Jaenara pause her movement and look at Aemond, the prince look drain as if the months finally caught up to him.
"Are you alright, husband–?"
"Of course, why wouldn't I," He blurted making Jaenara look at him startle, Aemond turn to her with a  apologic look, "Sorry, my love. Yes, I'm fine, just tired." He turns away once Jaenara gave a single nod.
Jaenara turn away from her husband worried, she chew in her bottom as she slowly moves the needles.
"Maybe, once you done with the blanket, you can make me something, hmm?" He looks at her again with a faint smile trying to ease away the tension in the room, Jaenara threw him a timid smile before saying maybe as she focus on her knitting.
It was quiet between them, both inside their own heads trying to make sense on everything that happened. Jaenara is worried for her husband, she feels that he is trying to be a good husband by ignoring the elephant in the room. She fears that Aemond was bottling everything in and keeping it push down just to make her happy, she didn't want him to keep it in, she seen how keeping in your feelings can cause a person feel isolated and alone. It happened to Alyaena when they were little, she kept in her emotions and slash out on her and rhaelle, making them have to walk on eggshells around the girl for weeks.
She didn't want that to happen with Aemond, he truely come a long way from the man he use to be, Jaenara stopped her knitting and laid her neddles and hand in her lap before she look at Aemond.
"You know...that I'm here for you, yes?" Aemond look over at his wife with a confuse look.
"I know."
"So, if you want to talk about anything, you can and I will listen with no judgment." A flicker of something cross through his eye, jaenara could see him thinking about it before shaking his head.
"I'll keep that in mind, my love." Aemond says getting up off the chair, Jaenara look after him in defeat before turning back in her chair to look at the fireplace.
Jaenara shook her head before putting her needles and half made blanket down to the floor with her yarn, before she lifted herself up by the arm of the chair, her hand to her belly and her back as she called for Aemond.
"You know we have to talk about this sooner or later," Aemond had his back to her as he turn his neck to crack it feeling himself getting annoyed.
"We really don't, nara." He says turning to face once he collected himself.
"But, we do–"
"No, we don't. You heard what father said, we buried it and now were moving on–"
"How can we move on, when you are obviously bothered by it." She protested.
"I'm not." He said firmly.
"Yes, you are." She shouted back, Aemond clench his jaw, "I'm not trying to open old wounds, but it is obvious that your keeping it in." Jaenara walks closer as she stand foot to foot with her husband, "All I want to do is help, Aemond." She said desperately.
"If you want to help then stop bringing it up," He said moving around her making her turn around.
"Where are you going?"
"For a walk!" He grumbled before opening the door, Jaenara flinch when the door snap shut behind him.
The sudden wave of sadness filled her body, she hugged her belly with tears before moving to her bed to rest, hoping that Aemond would understand that her worries are sincere and she cares about him.
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Rhaelle followed Enith down the hall after she barge into her chamber, rhaelle was confuse and agitated at being disturb, she hadn't had a moment of peace as she dealt with her extanted family drama and her own. Having a yelling match with Rhaenyra drain her, she never wanted to take someone's head so bad, and the worst part was that Daemon wasn't that to comfort or calm her down as he was out talking with Aemond still and didnt get back until midnight.
Before she could scold Enith, she notice the young girl worried face, Rhaelle didn't need her to say nothing as she got up and left her chamber to check on Jaenara.
When she finally arrived,  Enith stayed outside while Rhaelle walk in to see her neice pacing the room with a concern look plaster on her face.
"Jaenara," she called making the young princess stop and look at her aunt, jaenara's eyes glance over Rhaelle's shoulder before looking back at her.
"Aemond's gone." Jaenara says as she touch her necklace, Rhaelle frown as she moves over to her neice.
"He didn't return after his talk with Daemon?" Jaenara shook her head.
"No, he did, but when he came back we got into a argument and then he left. I haven't seen since that night." Jaenara sniffled, Rhaelle eye her neice for a second before asking the obvious.
"You think his...with his lover?" Jaenara glance at her with a small frown, the thought cross her mind but something in her was telling her that he wasn't with Rivers.
"It cross my mind, but no..." She said honestly making Rhaelle nod as the older woman take a seat at the end if the bed, "...I'm just worried about him," Rhaelle look at her neice wishing she could say something to make her feel better, but she knows better than anyone that there isn't anything she could say to ease her worries. 
"Do not fret too much, Jaenara." The young princess use her knuckle to wipe away a escape tear before looking at her aunt, "Aemond loves you, I can see in his eyes that he adores you and the babe, he probably needed some air and retired to his chamber after his walk. All men do it, they would rather walk into the ocean than talk about what they truely feel, only the gods know how many times Daemon talked out. But, they always come back, my dear. " Jaenara sniff.
"Yes, maybe your right." Jaenara nods her head slowly as she  convince herself of her auntie's words, "He will be back, he just needs space." Rhaelle eye her neice warily before plastering on a reassuring smile when Jaenara look at her again.
"Exactly" Rhaelle agreed.
「                            ⊹₊♚₊⊹                           」Jaenara look down at her door as she laid against the headboard, her fingers drum on the round surface waiting. After her aunt left to break up a fight between her son and grandson, Jaenara thought some time alone would do her some good until the dinner party started.
Not much she did or can do, she knitted for a period finally finishing her unborn child hat and coat, she read, she drew until she had to stop to relieve herself, before retiring to her bed to wait for her husband to get back or anyone for that matter.
A quick kick made her stop her fingers, she glance down at her belly with a pout after another swift kick had her placing her palm on her stomach.
"Uh-oh, did mommy wake you?" The babe kick again, making a soft laugh come from jaenara, "Oh, I'm sorry, my love." Jaenara move her hand up and down her belly in a comforting motion, as she begins to hum, the door to her chamber opened making her look up.
Aemond stood in the thershold, he was still wearing the clothes he was in the last time she saw him, he didn't say anything as he close the door behind him and make his way towards her. She watch him with weary eyes, he took a seat next to her at the edge of the bed, his eye caught the motion of her hand before he hestistantly place his hand on top of hers.
"Are you ready to talk?" Jaenara asked lowly as she peek up at him, aemond wore a conflicted look before sighing and bowing his head to peck her stomach.
"No," he mumbled before pulling away to look at Jaenara, "Is that alright?" He asked, jaenara stare at her husband, she really wanted Aemond to confide in her but she also didn't want to push him and make him go away again.
So, jaenara took hold of his hand and press his knuckles to her lips, she looks up at him to see him watching in mixture of surprise and awe making her smile softly at him.
"Come lay with me, I miss your warmth."
Jaenara let go of Aemond's hand as he stood, she watch as he took of his vest and boots before crawling on the bed to lay beside her. Jaenara laid on her side, her head resting on Aemond's arm as his other rest across her waist, Aemond brush his nose against her crown inhaling softly before relaxing as Jaenara move his hand on top of her belly.
Aemond smile faintly, he never imagine himself in this position, a husband and soon a father. He was very sure that he would die alone, unmarried without children, maybe that's why he always kept Rivers around. He knows he couldn't marry her, but he did think about getting her pregnant, hell he tried getting her pregnant but nothing happened. Aemond thought for sure he was sterile, until Jaenara, the first miscarriage burn him bad and the stillbirth of his daughter almost destroyed him.
All that pain could have easily been avoided if he done things differently, he wish he didn't lie to jaenara, he wish he didn't tell his mother about that stupid plan. He certainly wish he didn't  listened to his idiot brother, he should have waited like he promised he would to her when they were children, but he let his hatred for her brothers blind him and lead him to Rivers.
It's also the reason he and her are having problems now, he truely gave them the benefit of the doubt, and look what happened, all the work he put in to get back into Jaenara's good graces, to make her happy and trust him again all wasted because of those bastards.
Aemond wasn't going to lose Jaenara, not again, not after talking to Daemon, not after being given a second chance. He will not let Jacerys or his mother or his whore sister make a rift between him and his beloved, no, no one will stand between them.
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They're hands were threaded together as Jaenara smiled while Aemond gave a curt nod to another lord and lady as they give out congratulations and blessing to the soon to be prince or princess, it been like this for almost a hour and Jaenara was beginning to get ready to retire early.
Jaenara and Aemond shared a look when the lord and lady move along to greet her aunt rhaelle and uncle daemon, Aemond squeezed her hand gentle before relaxing and taking his goblet.
"How long do you think this will last, I'm beginning feel dense from talking to these people." Aemond asked aside as his goblet covered his mouth as he spoke to his wife.
"Atleast your not the one having to smile constantly, my cheeks her starting to strain." She said tersely in a low voice, "And let's hope not long, these shoes your mother gave me are killing me." Aemond hums turning his head to the side to look at Jaenara as he squeeze her hand.
"Maybe once this is all over, I'll carry you back to our chamber and rub your feet. I can probably sneak some tarts in my pocket for later, feed them to you like i did those sweets i brought you." He suggest with a smirk, jaenara look at her husband with a soft smile feeling spellbound by his words, she lift her hand to grasp his cheek.
"If we survive this evening, you can do more than just rub my feet and feed me tarts, my love." Jaenara purr low making Aemond's smirk grow into a grin as he lean in to his wife's touch.
"Promise?" He breathed.
"Promise." She rub his chin with her thumb before leaning forward to peck his cheek with scar.
She pulled back to see Aemond with his eyes averted down at their link hands and his cheeks a faint color of red, he looks up at her with a  coy look.
"You know how I feel when you do that." Jaenara smirk before brush her fingers along his jaw making him lean into her.
"But, i love it when you turn red," she coos, aemond smiles bashfully with a small shake of his head before grabbing his goblet, "It reminds me of that time when you were on your back, and I was doing that thing with my--" Aemond splutter his wine out making Jaenara giggle before patting her husband back, Aemond calm down before looking at his wife with a playful glare. 
"You will be the death of me, nuha dona." He spoke low before pecking her expose shoulder.
"Hmm, what a way to die." Aemond looks at her with a glint into his eyes, a look that she knew all well, making the smile on her hurt, but she didn't care.
"A beautiful way." He whispered, before brushing his lips on the spot on her neck that makes her mind go all muddled.
He pulled back to look at his lovely wife, he could see the cloudiness in her eyes, the one he take great pleasure into seeing. Ever since she made through her first trimester and came into the second, she been needy and demanding especially for sex. Aemond has yet to get use to her libido, but he doesn't mind it either, he love seeing Jaenara in control and on top. The way she use him like a whore and then acts all innocent like after as if she didn't leave scratches and bites all over his body, and induced a pleasure like no other through him.
"If you keep staring at me like that husband, and I think we might have to put on a show for our guests." She purred with a sly smirk as she grab her cup, Aemond hums low with a devilious smile.
"A show I am happy to put on to show these prigs, how to truely pleasure a man."
Jaenara shook her head at him at her silky husband as she sips her tangie juice with a small smile, Aemond could only smirk before they're attention had to be brought back to the next guests who walked up.
As Jaenara and Aemond laid eyes on the pair that stood in front of them, Jaenara felt her blood turn cold in her veins as Aemond gawk feeling his heart fall and scatter into a million peices.
"Lord Strong." Queen Alicent greeted with a smile before her gaze went to the woman in long black hair and dark green eyes with her hands in front of her, "And Lady Alys, such a pleasure to see you again, and I hope the travel wasn't too rough considering your condition." Alicent chirped, others at the table had quiet down and was watching after hearing the name Rivers from the queen.
"Well, I can not complain, my queen. I'm just happy me and my babe made it here safely." Rivers smiles grateful as her hand moves up and down her small belly, jaenara glance at the other woman's stomach before staring pass her livid.
"Aw, so caring, isn't she just so caring, Aemond." Alicent asked as she turn to her son, Rivers did the same with a meek look as she continues to rub her belly, Aemond had his eyes train on the table as he sat there in a mixture of shock and fear.
"Hmm." Was his only response, River frown a bit as the queen clench her jaw before relaxing.
"Where are my manners," Alicent started, making Jaenara glance her way as the queen turn in her seat to talk to a servant, "Please, bring chairs for lord strong and his friend, your back and feet must be killing you." Alicent added as she face the lord and lady again.
"Thank you, your highness." Lord Strong thanked, putting his stick aside as he take a seat, "Yes, thank you, my queen. Your kindness is too much." Rivers says as she too take a seat before getting it push in.
Aemond turn to his wife in a low tone, "We should leave." Jaenara look Rivers up and down as the other woman listens to the queen talk.
"Not yet." Jaenara responded in flat tone.
Lord Strong sat across the queen as they start to converse, his guest has the seat  across from Aemond.
"My prince." Rivers greeted, but Aemond only hums in response causing a small pout to appear, Jaenara sudden got a itching feeling of wanting to punch her. As if she sense Jaenara thinking about her, River turn her eyes to Jaenara before putting on a sweet smile, "Princess," she bows her head in greeting, Jaenara stare at her for a second before smiling at her.
"Lady Rivers." Jaenara greeted back, River glance at Aemond before looking at Jaenara.
"How far along are you, my lady? I am only six months in." She says, aemond wince in pain as jaenara's nails dug into his skin.
"Is that so." Jaenara ask leaning her chin on her palm to stare at Rivers with a placid look, "The father must be proud, where is he by the way." Rivers glance between aemond and jaenara, Rivers start to fidget in her seat at Jaenara piercing stare.
"Now, Jaenara, don't be rude--" Alicenit chided.
"How is she being rude? I am also curious about this father," Rhaelle spoke up making everyone at the table look at her in shock, including Jaenara and Alicent.
Rhaelle look away from the woman she raised to the woman who was sitting in front of her neice and cousin with a unsure look, the entire family look at Rivers awaiting her answer.
"Oh, w-well...he is here in king's landing, m'lady." Rivers answers nervously, jaenara hums with squinted eyes.
"Is he from here?" Asked Aegor from down the table making Rivers to look at him.
"Or are you just meeting him here to go somewhere else?" Alyssa questioned, making a smirk form on jaenara's lips.
"Are you two married?" Gaela asked innocently, making everyone look from her to Rivers, who looked speechless and flustered.
Jaenara couldn't help but chuckle lowly in her cup, as the woman tries to form a proper sentence.
"Now, now, children." Alicent quickly interjected, "Our guest had a long journey and I'm sure she rather--"
"Aw, come on, mother." Aegon slurs, as some turn their eyes to aegon, "Let the whore answer atleast one question from us," Aegon smile drunkley at his mother as his glare daggers down the table at him, before turning his lilac eyes to Rivers, "So, who's the father?" He asked giddy jumping to the point with his chin cup in his hand, Adrielle elbow him in the ribs making wince.
"That's a stupid question," Adrielle hiss, making Aegon frown at his long time friend, "We already know who the father is, what I want to know is why is this bastard whore sitting with us." Adrielle turn her light brown eyes down to the woman, jaenara along with rest of the family does the same.
"I wish to know that as well." Daemon added.
"Me too." Rhaelle agreed.
"As do I."
"Me as well."
"Same here."
"Same for me, too."
"Likewise."
"Ditto-"
Alicent slam her hand on the table, all eyes where on her, including one's from her court.
"Enough!" She exclaimed, jaenara raise her brow at the woman standing as Alicent glance at her with a look before clearing her throat to look at her family, "Apologies, it seem like I forgot myself for a moment, excuse me." Alicent move from leave her spot to walk around the table, jaenara looks away from her step-grandmother to her husband.
"Okay, now, we can leave." Jaenara said, before scooting her chair back, jaenara look at her husband to see him staring at his plate, her hand went to his shoulder shaking him awake from his daze.
Aemond looks up at his wife before glancing around, jaenara tug him up making him follow, Rivers got up too making Jaenara give her sneer.
"If you even think about causing a scene, I swear on my father and unborn child life that I gut that thing right out of you." Jaenara hiss low so only the people around the table could hear, River glance at you before eyes linger on aemond, "He won't help you," River looks at jaenara with a scowl, all jaenara did was smile in her face before grabbing aemond's arm to pull him away.
Jaenara pulled her husband along brushing pass Alicent, who was cutting the night short after her failed plan, jaenara ignore the looks and the whispers as she left out of the great hall.
"I didn't invite her." Aemond finally spoke, it was low but jaenara still heard him, making her side eye him as she grab his hand leading him down the hall.
"I know."
Aemond look at the side of her head, his heart was heavy and his chest felt like someone was pressing their boot on it.
"Are...Are you angry?" He fretted unsure, jaenara stop in the corridor making aemond's heart sink in fear.
Jaenara turn to look at her husband, her lips pressed into a line, she look over her husband before coming back to look him in his eye. She frown a bit, seeing the emotions that stirr in his lavender eyes.
"Yes," Aemond look grim, "But, not at you, your mother on the other hand, yes, she will definitely have hell to pay for inviting that whore here." Jaenara glance down the hall where the great hall is.
"Agreed." Jaenara look at her husband to see Aemond with a vex look, "I can't believe she would stoop so low, even after everything I told her." He utters the last peice, jaenara decided to ignore it for the time before she squeeze aemond's hand bringing his attention back to her.
Jaenara smiled at him sweetly before pulling him along again, aemond allow his belove to drag him through the corridors without complaint. Once,
Aemond realize they weren't going back to their chamber, he turn to his wife.
"Where are we going?" He asked as they stop outside the front doors, jaenara look at him with a smile before their attention was pulled to the carriage approaching.
Once the carriage stop, jaenara place her hand on her stomach before taking the steps slowly with Aemond help, before they got into the carriage.
"This isn't ours." Aemond comment, looking around the smaller carriage.
"I know," Jaenara says making awmond look at her, "We had to steal this one so we won't go notice." Aemond frowned.
"Jaenara, where are we going?" Aemond asked again getting confuse by the minute, jaenara look out from the city to her husband with a grin.
"Home."
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Jiao Yue's Ex Reference Sheet
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Meet Dong Syaoran! (His name means "Winter Wolf")...
He was born at a highly respectable family. He's currently 27. He's smart, naturally charming, strategic, and presentable to the public. He owns a restaurant in the city and knows a lot about entrepreneurship. He was also one of Mr. Ying's partners in business. But despite all that good public picture, he's not the kind of person most people think he is...
Syaoran & Jiao Yue's History...
(W: Toxic Relationship)
As mentioned, they used to date back at high-school. Though things happened and Jiao Yue had to left him. But why?...
As I've said, Syaoran isn't the perfect kind of man most people think he is because he is actually manipulative, controlling, and possessive towards her before. Back when they were still dating, whenever Syaoran didn't get what he wanted, he tended to let out his anger or frustration towards Jiao Yue. When Syaoran does something wrong to Jiao Yue, he gaslights her that it wasn't his fault. He also constantly uses emotional manipulation to get what he wants from her (validation, trust, materialistic items, etc.) Their relationship lasted for about 2 years and a half, starting from he was 18 to 20.
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During the first year of their relationship, Jiao Yue and Syaoran had an ideal relationship. They were both comfortable with each other, safe and happy too. But it changed when Jiao Yue tells Syaoran about her true identity (her being a senri) and that she may have hunt people before and killed them when she was venting to him. Syaoran felt a bit uneasy though he didn't want to show he was scared so starting from that day, he shows little signs of dominance towards their relationship and would also begin to get toxic towards her. Syaoran would constantly say things like:
"You think you're better than me?" (Dominance assertion)
"I gave you everything I had!" (Guilt-tripping)
"Are you going to cheat on me?" (Making her look like she's the toxic)
"How could you say that! It was never my fault! If you didn't brought that discussion up then we wouldn't be fighting, you started this!" (Gaslighting)
Etc- (other toxic stuff)
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Jiao Yue finally ends up leaving him when she also caught him cheating on her with another girl. Of course, she also decided to delete and remove all contact she has on him and had gained a lot of issues from now and then. (Trust Issues, Attachment-Issues, Being Emotionally Unstable, Constantly needing Reassurance, Etc.) But now at least he is out from her life..... for now.
Extra Note
Their ship name is called "SnowMoon" cuz yeh brr
Ngl... I may reconsider of bringing Syaoran to the comic for some angst <3
Oh and drama for Lunareclipse/Bluemoon..
So yeah, that's all! Sorry for the delay ahh school so busy TvT.. I will be answering any questions about Syaoran! :3
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Teammates and Tensions
Chapter Two
Summary: From the age of 9, you and Max Verstappen have been locked in fierce competition on the racing track. Growing up, you intimately learned each other’s techniques, paving the way for what could have been a formidable partnership. However, despite your shared prowess, there’s one glaring issue - an unyielding distant for each other. As you navigate the world of motorsport, your rivalry intensifies, fuelling both your desire for victory and your deep-seated animosity towards one another.
Warnings: Language, eventual smut, depiction of competitive sports (and some incorrect terminology), emotional conflict, Jos Verstappen, mild injury/violence -throughout the series
Pairing: Max Verstappen x RedBullDriver!reader
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As tensions between you and Max had reached a boiling point, not just for Christian but for the entire team, he decided it was time to address the issue head-on. This meant it would be the final time to confront the issue.
You and Max were summoned to the office, each unaware of the other’s presence. Christian had emphasized that this meeting was crucial and could not be missed. As you both approached the office, neither of you spotted the other, freezing at the sight of each other. Quickly breaking out of the initial shock, you gently pushed past Max to open the door.
“Excuse me!” He exclaimed, holding his arms out.
“Excuse me!” You childishly mocked, making your voice scratchy and reminiscent of a witch’s. You smirked to yourself as you dropped carelessly into the seat on the left side of Christian’s desk. Looking up at him, you saw him rubbing his brow bone in annoyance.
“Enough is enough,” he declared, his voice firm after Max sat down. “The constant bickering and clashes between you two are threatening the harmony of the team. We can’t afford to let personal animosities interfere with our performance on the track.” He glanced between the two of you. “You’re both twenty-five for god’s sake!”
You attempted to speak, realizing your twenty-fifth birthday was approaching in a few months, but Christian interrupted, “Not now, y/n.” You looked down, pushing your lips out awkwardly. “You don’t need to be so pedantic all the time.” Max took the initiative to remain silent.
“If you two can’t find a way to resolve your differences and work together as teammates, then I’m afraid we will have no choice but to consider other options.” Max was looking around the room, while you were picking at your nails. “Do you have any idea how many people dream of being in your positions? You’re acting like children.” His voice grew louder, and his face redder.
The sobering thought of being easily replaced in a championship-winning team weighed heavily.
Christian leaned forward, his gaze piercing. “I have come to the conclusion that for the two of you to get along better, you need to spend more time together.” This sparked outrage between the two of you. “Calm down!” Christian raised his hands. “It’s only during races. As for hotel situations, you two will be sharing a room.”
“What?”
“So, we get no privacy?”
“That’s not completely true..” He huffed. “You will share the living spaces, but have separate rooms and bathrooms.” Christian rolled his eyes. He could sense the tension was still high, even see it. Rolling his eyes, he finalized his statement, “All of the plans will be made for the next season. So, enjoy the final races, free time.” The pair of you eased slightly. “Maybe get to know each other more.” You and Max rolled your eyes in sync, crossing your arms. Christian looked at the pair of you, incredulously.
“I’ll see the pair of you soon.” He waved his hands, silently motioning you out of his office. Walking to the door with you, he paused as the pair of you were about to exit his office. “Just be happy we didn’t choose the other option.”
“What’s that?” You turned, standing between the two men.
“Dating for a PR stunt, regardless of what you had to say.” He closed the door in your face.
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'Please don't say that this is the end of us...'
Pairings: Husband!Hoon x fem!reader
Warnings: Swearing (you're gonna be on a rollercoaster of emotions lol)
Feat. Jay, Heeseung and Jake of Enhypen, Yeji (Sunghoon's sister), Jin Ae (Y/n and Sunghoon's child),
AND
Reesa (@dollywons), Haze (@pockettwinzz), Reina (@rinbowaman), Rin (@diorsyun), Nessa (@heeslomll), Aeri (@heeslut4life), Aria (@jaylaxies), Julia (@jak3slut), Rae (@hoonieshoneymain) (SORRY IF I GOT YOUR NAMES WRONG 😭)
Tagging my moots who wanted to read: @pockettwinzz @diorsyun @rinbowaman @heeslomll @heeslut4life @hoonieshoneymain @sungvrhs
Previous parts can be found here:
Part 6
Part 5
Part 4
Part 3
Part 2
Part 1
Preview
A/n: HI HI HIIII EVERYONE!! I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING MUCH FICS, I HAD A WRITER'S BLOCK MOMENT FOR A SECOND, SO FORGIVE ME 😭 ONCE THE POLL RESULTS COME, I'LL BE FOCUSING ON MAKING A NEW FIC BASED ON THAT PERSON. PLEASE SEND OPINIONS OR THE TYPE OF FIC YOU WOULD WANT FOR IT (I have no idea who's winning rn, don't wanna vote 😅) BUT YH, TYSM TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT, HOPE YOU ENJOY!!
Likes, reblogs and/or following me will be much appreciated!! 😚
Last chapter, part 7:
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'𝒀/𝒏, 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒏, 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒆?'
'𝑯𝒂𝒉𝒂, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔, 𝑱𝒂𝒌𝒆? 𝑰 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒔𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆... 𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍, 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒏.'
You drifted your attention to the churros stand nearby, wanting a sweet treat. You didn't hear Jake's evil, spiteful intentions. The tempting, lying snake hissed:
'𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞.'
He successfully did that with ease, which horrified you. And boy, the venom could've killed your happy marriage, almost. Luckily it was your faithful best friend that had it, or you would've been silently tortured with regret for not knowing the truth in his hell. Fucking hell, Jake, no wonder why people say you should run from a scorpio man.
But, let's forget about the shattered past, and focus on the thriving present, you and Hoon crying in each other's embrace, saying words filled with the upmost affection and actions that displayed their yearning for each other.
'Hoon...next time, please, tell me your thoughts, hm? I want to be with you, 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓.' You desperately plead, not wanting things to go haywire again.
'Mhmm, m'sorry...' He chokes out, clearly affected by Jake's mental abuse.
It was finally back to normal, back to a loving family. You guys could finally sleep in peace, Hoon's toned body moving so elegantly. It was so fast, making up. You even questioned if it was a silly dream. Either way, you wouldn't want to go back. And you weren't EVER going to see Jake enter your life.
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'Shh,' whispers Sunghoon cutely, 'let's wake up momma.'
The two loved doing that, waking you up with kisses and cuddles, before playing with each other for a short bit of time. The weather was bright and hopeful, which gave you the impression that, after a hard-fought battle, with determination, you can succeed. What a perfect day to wake up in, you could even cry.
Jin Ae crawls to you, giggling quietly and looking at her father with such amusment. She was like a piece of him, their smooth-riding relationship so wholesome. They both lean in, count themselves to three before launching their weapons of tender kisses.
'Hehe, hello my baby!!' You sleepily smiled, before welcoming the morning with your husband,
'Hello, daddy...' You smirked, knowing damn well how it gives him a dopamine and ego boost.
'Hello my pretty, beautiful, stunning baby wife...' He complimented, laying down and hugging you and Jin Ae, each on both sides of his chest.
'Ahh, my two girls, how lucky I am to have you all.' He kissed the top of your heads, 'Mine, mine, mine, mine, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞.' He said the last word like a hungry beast, but immdiately became a cute penguin, baby baekgyu. Jin Ae couldn't contol her laughter at this point, soothing sounds echoing in this haven.
'Baby,' Sunghoon started, pecking the two of you now and then, 'should we go to the park?'
Your jokes were as cringey as his, which is probably why many people were astonished by your humor.
'Which Park, your Mum, your Dad? Jay? Yeji?'
He chuckles whilst dies at your jokes,
'Babe, that was so...wow'
'You can't say much,' You said with a smug smile, 'imagine saying, "𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 '𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒐' 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚".' You came back, knowing he will be overwhelmingly embarrased.
'BABE!! Stoppp, that was one of my worst moments in life, frick Jay.' He whined, but made sure to keep the language child-friendly, knowing Jin Ae can learn quickly.
'Haha, but yeah, we should go to the park, and let's bring Jay and Yeji!'
'Mhmm, they deserve it, AND HEESEUNG. SHOOT, I FORGOT ABOUT HIM! He was like my lifesaver.. We should probably make them gifts...' He agrees.
'I know just the thing...' You said confidently, making Sunghoon look at you, wanting for you to continue,
'FOOD!' You happily shouted, and Jin Ae copied too,
'Food!' She chortled, clapping her hands. Her and Sunghoon's cuteness broke the scales, damn...
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'Heyy!! Thanks for tagging us along!' Says the three friends, excited for the payment of their therupatic actions.
'Where are we going?' Yeji asks, trying to contain the urge to just take Sunghoon's card and run off.
'Haha, we'll go to a kbbq place, Heeseung's favourite, especially.' You said, 'Oh yeah, it was Sunghoon's idea.' You grinned, because Sunghoon didn't want others to know how soft he was.
'Awww, thanks bro, come to my place anytime-' He stops, seeing your angry glare, 'OR stay with lovely Y/n right here...' He mumbles, rubbing his nape.
You guys ate like you were famished, finishing the bowl within a few minutes, but the food was definitely worth the hype.
'You know what, I feel like this is a bribe, BUT I'M ALL FOR IT.' Yeji proclaimed, earning a laugh from everyone.
'Y/niee,' starts Heeseung, doing something very unusual with his body...
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'Lee Heeseung...' You said slowly with a deep tone, looking as dead as Jay is, who ends up averting his attention to Jin Ae, Yeji and Sunghoon getting stitches from laughing too hard, 'what on earth are you doing' You fake cried.
'I WAS TRYING TO DO AGEYOOOO' Wanting to be six-feet-under.
'But anyways, where we going for dessert?'
The group pondered about the various options, Jin Ae just scribbling on the piece of drawing given by the staff.
'Oh, I know, why not we go and pop over to dollywon's bakery and order from there!' You implied, knowing everyone loves going there.
'YEAH, THAT'S A GREAT IDEA! I love her bakeries' Says Yeji, scrolling on her phone to look for the menu.
'Oh yeah, Y/n, can we go to a library?' Asks Jay, 'I've been wanting to read a few poets and authors'
'Of course! Hoon, you can go to the park with Heeseung and Yeji when that happens, yeah?'
Sunghoon looks offended, 'OBVIOUSLY, I'M NOT LIKE THAT GRANDPA.'
Jay swears in korean, knowing Jin Ae isn't that knowledgeable.
'Right, let's go!!'
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'Hi Reesa!!' Greets Y/n, who's happy to see her coquette friend. Y/n orders from her bakery when she's in need of something sweet, sometimes, she wants to take Reesa too.
'Hi Y/n! It's been awhile, I see we have a few costumers!' She notions to the group.
'Yep, all wanting a bite!' You chuckle, Jin Ae's motioning that she wants the chocolate muffin.
'Yup, all done! Thanks Y/n!' Says Reesa. 'Oh, and one more thing...' She takes out the chocolate muffin, 'I see mini hoon has been wanting this.' She smiles. She's so kind, no wonder why Jungwon took her as his girlfriend.
'Mmm,' hums Heeseung in delight, 'this is soooo yummy!'
The three manage to feed themselves, unlike your family. You're feeding Sunghoon like the baby he is right now, and Sunghoon's feeding the real baby. Jay takes a photo, knowing you'll want it in the picture book.
'Right,' burps Heeseung, 'let's go to the park, yeahhh?' He coos to Jin Ae.
'We'll be heading to the library, see you.'
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'Y/n, what authors do you recommend? I've been quite busy lately, so I wanted to take reading just to let my imagination run wild.' Jay asks calmly, passing each shelf of books.
'I've got to say, authors like Haze, Rin, Aria, Reina, Nessa, Juila, Aeri, Rae have been taking my time, and it was worth it!' You advised, knowing how good these people are. They're like the rulers of literature, and they certaintly produce the highest-quality works.
'Ah, I have heard of them, and they're works are quite...interesting.' You realise what he meant, and squirmed in embarrassment.
'That's why there are restrictions, dummy!' You hit him, earning a sharp gasp and hiss.
'Ha, imagine if Sunghoon found out-'
'Let's just find a story to read, yeah!?' You whisper shouted, annoyed by his teasing. The Park brothers sure have something in common.
'AHH, JIN AE-AH!! GO, GO!!' cheers Heeseung.
While Jay and Y/n were purchasing books, Yeji and Jin Ae were playing tag, Jin Ae being the tagger. Sunghoon's taken many videos of the moment, wanting to keep this memory.
'We're back!!' Exclaims Y/n, hugging Sunghoon who had his arms out open for you to come.
'Haha, you missed out on some beautiful moments' chuckles Sunghoon, knowing you'll be devastated.
'What!? When..' You whine, but Sunghoon's such a romantic. He back hugs you, places his head on top of yours, intertwinned you fingers with his and says,
'Don't worry, darling. We'll make more beautiful moments, forever.'
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A/n: AAAAAH, THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!! THIS MARKS MY DEBUT AS A WRITER. I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE MY WORKS AND I'LL BE POSTING SOME MORE FICS VERY SOON. ILYSM 💗
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