#those early ones are the worst

[sheliesshattered]

I’m always surprised by how exhausted I get after a bad dislocation. It happens often enough that you think I would have learned to expect the exhaustion, but nope, every single time I’m like whaaat, whyyy??

#it's usually just after a first or second time dislocating a particular joint #those early ones are the worst #by like the 5th time it's a little sore but it's whatever #but this time it was the right side of my jaw #and like. I dislocate my jaw all the time? #it's one of the few places I can reliably make go out of joint. if I'm chewing and start laughing it WILL come out #and I won't be able to continue chewing until I stop laughing #but that's both sides at the same time and this sort of upward motion (tho I know that makes sense to no one but me) as the muscles pull #but this time was way different and I suppose I have to count it as a first bc of how different it felt and how wiped out I am now #I had my over-ear headphones on and was like three bites into my meal and it just POPPED #had to paw off the headphones and get rid of what was in my mouth and massage it for a minute or two before it went back #weirdly the left side popped audibly but it was definitely the right side that got all the pain #and then I was like. in pain but still hungry and honestly not thinking very well #so I just got one of my ice packs and pressed it to the joint and just went on with eating #since the food was ready and I was hungry and I couldn't come up with anything else I could make that wouldn't involve chewing #not sure if that was a good idea or not. or if I would be in this much pain no matter what #but I went through like 3 ice packs before I was able to floss and brush and get my stupid trays back in #and now I am le tired #oh I should take an anti-inflammatory #I can't believe that JUST occurred to me but hey like I said: exhausted and not thinking well #spoonie life #Ehlers Danlos syndrome #EDS #hypermobility syndrome #tagtalking #this is my real life

[tittyinfinity]

so from my experiences of being around transfem people taking estrogen, it seems that your periods actually start to sync up with the people around you who menstruate

#girl got period cramps earlier than usual last night and I felt like it was my fault for sitting next to her w the worst period cramps ever😭 #happened after i had been sitting next to her for hours #this is one of those things where i'm like yeah this sounds more like placebo/conspiracy but nah it's been true every time #my period is somehow the strongest and i can make peoples periods start up to a week early just by being around them for a couple days #i've caused periods to be late too 😬 #it does NOT make sense but i promise you it DOES happen #i've had a lot of conversations w people about how freaked out they were by it #.bdo

[whentherewerebicycles]

question: when you're starting a new job, what do you most want out of your first week of onboarding? what's most helpful for you to know/understand upfront? also... what's not helpful? tell me your onboarding nightmare stories too lol

#i honestly do not ever think i've had a positive onboarding experience #in my entire professional life #i guess for me a lot of my early-job anxieties are around expectations and 'rules' #like i want to know what time i'm supposed to be there and what time i'm allowed to leave and what the dress code is #and how the hybrid schedule works #so i don't make dumb mistakes right away #i also think i want to be involved in the real work as early as possible #like i don't have to be DOING anything yet but i want to be watching people do things and shadowing in meetings #so i can start to develop a sense of who's who and what the actual work of the office/workplace looks like #and also because i really value getting a feel for personalities as early as possible lol i want to know what the vibes are #hmm and also maybe most importantly #i feel like in any new situation i need a very loose conceptual framework to hold the new information being given to me #otherwise it's just random pieces of info you know? like it's helpful when someone is actively helping me fit information into a frame #like they're saying 'here's the HUGE picture - now let's zoom in and start looking at this one corner of it - and as we add new corners #i'll actively help you fill in the connective tissue that holds these different parts of the big picture together' #hmmm #my worst onboarding experiences have been when the person training me comes in and throws lots of #long complex extremely context-dependent documents or readings at me #and is like ok spend the week reading those and get back to me #and i'm like ?????????? #i have NO understanding of what my role is or how this organization functions #at this point it is not helpful for me to pass my eyes over tons of dense info without a guide to tell me what's important #i have no way of gauging of something is important or trivial and then i feel stressed like i have to learn ALL of it #even though i know that a huge portion of it will end up being not that relevant to my day-to-day job

[anothermonikan]

wait the final chapter of MYM is only 3 episodes,,,,excluding the special,,,,man.

#Look I ENJOY TYT maybe that's an outlandish claim but I do it's fun it's silly #but man I gotta air my grievances with MYM ending so early. Like I know it's because it's target audience were more receptive - #- to TYT. but MYM got good!!! Like I know lots of people dropped it after season 1 was kind of whatever #I think chapter 4 - 5 was it's magnum opus yeah. those chapters are really good!! #mostly down to Misty character development....I love you Misty Brightdawn....one of the ponies ever #I think about Sunny Side Up from chapter 4 like every other day I love that episode man #got through the first episode typing these guys the dragon models aren't that bad #Like you purposefully went of of your way to take the worst screenshot of them flying so their tails looked unmoving #MISTY. MISTY I FUCKING LOVE YOU #Okay sorry sorry I'll actually post this now #sdjdsjhsdhsd #MLP MYM #MLP G5 #Android.txt

[pepprs]

ok i survived yom kippur. but it took every single scrap of strength in my body and i’m not completely better yet

#purrs #food #ask to tag #got my period thursday… bad cramps friday and saturday to the point where i had to go home early saturday (we were working lol 🤪)…. woke up #sunday with a. headache that got worse and worse throughout the day… 5-6 hours into the fast was in agony and felt like i was going to **** #so i… broke the fast and ate something at like 1am. then woke up in agony at 5am and then again at 9am and had a breakdown / fight with my #mom and then spend the whole rest of the fast deathly nauseous and my head hurting worse than ever. broke the fast an hour before everyone #else did (only ate a tiny bit) and then during the fast breaking dinner i started freaking out bc eating wasn’t making my head hurt less so #my grandpa told me to go lie down with a heating pad on my head and i did and slept for like 2 hours and it helped. finally feel better but #my head still hurts faintly and im scared it’ll come back. also i didn’t do my homework and missed class today to fast so im fucked #ive had headaches like this before but this is the worst one in a LONG time. it wasn’t a migraine bc those are in one specific spot iirc but #this was like… my ENTIRE face and the source of the pain migrated from my jaw to my temple to the bridge of my nose to the back of my head #etc etc and it kept moving around and was so sharp i didn’t even have the strength to open my eyes or walk around. and i think it was making #me interpret hunger as nausea. also i took my temperature bc i was flashing hot and cold and was like 2 degrees under normal body temp and #felt so weak and shaky and had body aches too. lol 😍 hpefully the worst of it is over but my head still hurts a little and im so scared itll #happen again. that was by far my worst fasting experience ever #delete later

[dazais-guardian-angel]

delighted that i'm so much more fond of chuuya at this point than i was just a couple years ago. it took the stormbringer play, the cannibalism play, and the fifteen manga (still haven't gotten to those two novels in their entirety, I Will Soon I Promise), it took 6ish+ years, but i can confidently say I Get It Now. Now i just need asagiri to break him (affectionate) in the manga and actually give him a character arc already <333

#i went through my own character arc okay i have Learned #still don't really get it from the pre-light novels era but i definitely get it now #he's actually written so well in those lns it's astounding. now fr if only that could be transferred to the actual manga *sigh* #if you can't tell i'm still so pissed and betrayed by the meursault arc. on all fronts lol but chuuya was one of the worst victims ughhhh #i may be hyped about this fyodor shit rn but do not mistake that as me forgetting how angry i still am over all that anticlimactic bullshit #happy birthday chuuya you really deserve so much better </3 #been thinking so much lately about what asagiri is planning for him. or if he's planning anything at all. the signs are so contradictory!!! #i know the fandom made him a huge thing from the early anime days when he probably wasn't meant to be more than an extreme side character #why? again i still don't understand (shipping. it's shipping okay; that's why i was always unfairly biased against him lmao) #but even if that's the case then he wrote the light novels that are SO GOOD so like!!!! #now there's buildup!!!! now there's expectations for him!!!!!! #you can't just never have verlaine and adam not come back in the story again at some point #in the same way that ango did from a light novel #and how oda HAS to be addressed by the end of the story #and all the lore bs in 55 minutes #just WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING WITH CHUUYA ASAGIRI. I NEED TO KNOWWWWWW #THE SIGNS ARE VERY WORRYING BUT IN A COMPELLING WAY AND I NEED THEM TO PAY OFF SO BADLY #me going literally insane lately over a character i still claim to not be one of my favorites. lmao

[leatherbookmark]

an interesting thing abt jgy antis is like. where is the source of their, shall we say, negative opinion of jgy? like, 1. jgy is a villain, he does horrible things with no remorse, he’s willing to do everything to achieve his selfish, egotistical goals. --> 2. the source of this claim: this, this and this scene. --> 3. alright, but to me -- says someone who’s not an anti -- this reads differently. that he did all those things, and did them on purpose and without remorse, is not that obvious to me. why do you think that? --> 4. well, obviously because he’s a villain and does horrible things with no remorse.

like... he’s evil because he does bad things, and he does bad things because he’s evil. i’m interested in how antis came by those opinions, but a, unfortunately i have them all blocked, and b, even if i or someone else made a poll, it wouldn’t be authentic because no sane anti is going to say “well, people hated him and wrote all those things about him on twt, so i started hating him as well”, or “i only care about wgxn, you could sell me anything about other characters if your arguments were convincing enough because i zoned out during the parts when wgxn weren’t on screen/pages of the book”. it’s all “written in the book/shown in the show” and “logical arguments you’d agree with if only you could read”.

#thinking back to my early c/q/l days where i reblogged this dumb ass meta abt how jgy FOR SURE pushed lxc away because he WANTED HIM #to be tormented by uncertainty forever. like 'the worst person you know just saved your life; what now' kinda thing #i was like oh... THIS IS SO RIGHT... because it felt bittersweet and painful and i am Still guilty of accepting/agreeing with headcanons #or interpretations that aren't 100% what i think because i have this ingrained idea that other people are always more mature and #sophisticated and smarter than me and so they Know Better #the person (i think?) later went on to write a meta abt how jgy is a badwrong narcissist. so #(this is also the reason why i spent months praising and getting excited abt a fic where jgy was dating nmj for like a decade despite #not loving him; and why he cheated on him many times with lxc Just Because. i didn't think jgy would do something like that but everyone #else was like omg this is SOOOOO good so i was like shit i guess it is! IT'S SOOOO GOOD OMG;;;;; have i mentioned i have no brain on #my own? yea) #anyway i'm not gonna paint myself as this genius from the first watch because I Too had wgxn goggles fucking ON and didn't even notice #the box hand touch during my first watch. (have i mentioned i am not very smart or observant) and when wwx was whistling ghosts at jgy #and jgy was clearly Going Thru It in the guanyin temple i was like 'haha good for him' #but iirc i Was nonetheless drawn to him (although xy was first <3) and it was like. well he's evilbad but maybe he felt bad when he murdered #his child? --> well maybe he's not 100% evilbad... maybe... --------------> a-yao did nothing wrong and i will kill you if you even suggest #otherwise. (<-- a joke.) #anyway a whole bunch of antis seem like kindasorta stuck in that initial wgxn-centered; everyone else either has 2 personality traits Max #or is either wgxn allies (good) or wgxn Haters (we hates them forever!) just like. unwilling to accept any new viewpoints At All #and then there are Types of those jgy antis because you have people who hate him for Other Reasons and people who hate them because they. #honestly seem like they've only read moralistic books for young children where the brave kind hero is the one you're supposed to cheer for #and want to be like; and the villain has all the traits you're supposed to know are Bad (mean greedy selfish lazy etc) AND NOTHING ELSE. #its like that *man who only saw boss baby watching another movie* damn this is giving me some serious boss baby vibes ! meme #anyway. love it when the tags are 3x longer than the post. cheers #shrimp thoughts

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[funfactory-moved]

the companies the fromies have been under have both been terrible but i feel like when they were w/ otr they at least had way more youtube content being regularly put out 😭

#bella.txt #and the content always had english subs right when the vids were uploaded. like even in the early toheart days #i never thought i’d think otr wasn’t the worst company in the world but pledis has done it #like we KNOWWW pledis has money and resources and they literally just. decide not to do anything w/ fromis and just let them sit there #srry to those who like 17 but if i have to watch them get 6 cbs a year while frommy maybe gets one i’ll kms #get frommy out of there now!!! or stop giving all the attention to 17 and let another group have smth my god

[thueenz]

i looove late autumn. when the air is crisp and its nice and cool. heaven

#i say late autumn because i live in one of those areas where in early to mid autumn theres about a swarm of 60 little bugs every 2 feet #its so crazy i thought everywhere had that but when i went to washington theres like nothing there #why are there no bugs #i got home forgetting about the bugs and immediately had to step out into a swarm #THEYRE GONE NOW THOUGH THANK GOD! until next year #in mid autumn after going for a walk i need to like get them out of my hair and off of me and try and dodge the swarms #summer worst season for me atm but i overheat easily #maybe id like it more if i had more to do instead of 'cooped up in house' but for now. worst season sorry summer lovers #pers

[justicode]

If you make ME2 deeper than they likely intended, you can read Morinth and Samara as two sides as of the same person, and killing one will always kill the other in some way.

#OOC / HOLLY. #MOBILE. #smth smth Morinth as all the freedom and hedonism Samara once reveled in #smth smth Morinth as all her cleverness and tenacity and strength #but also her capacity for violence and debauchery and flightiness #smth smth the fight between out worst impulses and selfishness vs the ethics and social norms that keep them in check #smth smth that quote from Stoker as having children so we can wipe the slate clean #but also smth smth generational trauma #smth smth Samara and Morinth being identical in appearance and Morinth being able to minic her exactly. to assume her identity #smth smth Justicars and Ardat-Yakshi as two ends of an extreme #both killers who can topple states singlehandedly #one bound by a brutal Code. one unbound and simply brutal #smth smth Justicars embodying justice and the norms of asari nature #Ardat-Yakshi representing destruction and chaos and the antithesis of those norms #I should sleep I get up early #but it’s JUST !! they are two ends of an extreme in every way #in a sense two ends of a whole person #killing one is always killing the other. the surviving one doesn’t survive for long / can never be truly complete #but they’re irreconcilable they can never come together #all those TOS eps where Kirk met his evil doppleganger only to learn the darkness is an essential part of himself but must be restrained by #his morals and compassion. then they merge and he’s whole and functional again #smth smth Samara giving birth to all her weaknesses all her mistakes everything she wanted to leave behind #but you can’t just lock that away #spend 430 years hunting literally your personal demons personified who si your daughter that you birthed and raised #I’m not making sense anymore I’m just half asleep and a lil unhinged about these two

[refractedglade]

i think it can digging in the mp3s for relaxing formatting....

#still very early but im having a nice time getting everything Organized #all WBG seasons have a track 0 for the sake of setting album art while letting the episodes have the track art #we're formatting the commen.tary seasons as we get to them. the finished ones have the cover applied #the instrumentals i think are gonna end up as one album with like so many hours of music? #also we need to move over all the bandcamp folders onto this pc as well so those are currently missing #the worst part of all this is manually downloading each mp3 from the patreon but oh well what can ya do lol #the woe.begone folder is getting Large

[unproduciblesmackdown]

also quite the illustration in wags being like "'not asking permission' - wags" and plowing through someone expressing a physical boundary but he was already intending to use physical violence & violation & assumed corresponding distress as a tool to get his way....amidst the typicality, "correctness," permissibility of all that around here like five times an hour

#winston billions #and in all ways like the [oh well but at least it's Not That Bad(tm)] / some theoretical peak lasting physical harm....not that relevant #not unlike how billions didn't need to put all that effort into supposedly not yet going ''yeah prince is the worst ofc'' in s6 #like oh he repeatedly took advantage of someone (not a cis man) he's ceo of; early 20s/abt the age of his kids so he could have sex #but then we have to be going ''oh but well at least it's Not That Bad'' like yeah wow & that doesn't matter That Much / make it That Good #it's all operating on the same logic & principles & that is the issue; there'll always be some theoretical worse instance.... #and what's it do for what's deemed [worse instances] to then just use that against ''lesser'' instances #rian out here apparently w/no idea abt power but also somehow aware she has to assert Fault for it herself thinking emoticon #but also rian being clueless / continuing not to think abt shit at all / maybe thinking fucking an old man makes her Mature is all like #more stuff that doesn't quite coalesce into anything consistent & instead is all incompletely gestured at as some Explanation Aggregate #sorry i've noticed that this is a leaking bag of gravel labeled ''rian'' and not a character #anyways. and wendy Would do aba & ppl Do already give the organic aba & it's abusive. check the ''not abt ppl's wellbeing'' & the ppl who #get to be In Charge of anyone else & the ''corrected'' ppl Not getting to be treated as people #rian's treatment of winston....all the Aggressive behavior only allowed to Some & that serves to get those people's ways #all the demeaning treatment directed at ppl so that someone can try using them as a stepstool for their feelings / ego #&/or simply to try to get their [being a person] to stop being a roadblock to their existence aligning w/only what you want from them #next episode sure could be about how Actually This Place Is Horrible For Its Own Employees; it has been; it'll continue to be.... #like a great time to deal with that. if wendy wants to consider if she's actually not doing anything Good here then like time for that too #might convince everyone else to (a) not quit for their own sakes & maybe even also (b) see wendy to make her feel better. again. #but maybe we still lose winston as the guy who (a) gets to peace out & (b) is just having one of the more miserable times over there #taylor's busier; sometimes in englander; no tmc niche; not close enough to tuk to chat; dollar bill's here; rian won't let him speak.... #and whether taylor Themself being unable to convince winston to return gets them thinking abt things & stuff. not like they've been unaware #at all of this Environment being hostile & miserable lol but nobody just kind of matter of factly wanders out w/o Basically being pushed... #& it's been a minute since they were a fellow nonboss employee. & maybe Winston quitting just shakes up assumptions & then why not question #more things & like; even if they suppose they're fine enough for Now & Could be happy w/a billion or their own place or something like #maybe you too can just walk out you can leave w/o having been forced to some Crisis Breaking Point about it #and not spend years more at the sunk cost factory of more problems worse times etc etc....a concept #&/or idk maybe also just pondering like oh also the way people here or anywhere are negatively affected even if you werent paying attention #this is all still operating off the one theory though of course #but also the actual text of this post needs no further canon info or context to be True / about what it is lmao. wags die challenge

[punkbxt]

idk man but the way that their asses look specifically in the voyager uniforms??? yeah happy pride to that specifically

#costume design babes said yall gonna be stranded in space but showing off those assets #wink wink wink #this is also about the early ds9 uniforms bc they wore the same ones ndmdmdd #pero i will die on my late ds9 uniform hate #that grey padding was the worst mistake costume dept ever did #star trek voyager

[elytrafemme]

not putting under cut bc i feel like thats weird idk but jsyk im doing more mental health musings here 

u know something i find really interesting is like. okay i’m on my 4th therapist right now, right? which sounds like i burned through a lot and i guess i kind of did but really she’s my 3rd, the first one stared at me blankly for one session diagnosed me with GAD and “a mood disorder” with 0 other specificity and then recommended i go somewhere else. but the other two that followed were at that same place and i guess i just find it interesting how ill prepared they were with dealing with like... complex mental health issues?

because i mean, i don’t think either of the people i saw were bad people. but like. i told the first one about this one time where i was in one of the lowest mental states of my life (and at the time it was the worst i had ever felt) and my friends had been laughing at me during it, right. and so i gave them the finger. and my therapist laughed and was like well if someone gave me the finger i wouldn’t want to talk to them either. and then my second therapist said i hadn’t dealt with any “major trauma” and would watch me have dissociative episodes and do absolutely nothing but go like “i know sweetheart i know” and then the session would just. End. 

and it’s like, they were helpful when it came to things like my school stress, or ... well i guess just that. it was very basic things they could help with, it was like a school counselor. and that kept me from making these realizations about my mental health because they did not know anything more complex and couldn’t talk to me about it. 

my fourth therapist has been different, obviously, treats me like a person. it just so happens she’s the only private therapist i saw, and also the most expensive one. so like. fuck. 

#nightmare.personal #it's strange because i recognize that i know more about my mental health than a lot of people do at 17 #like i've already gotten a lot of work done really early and stuff #and yet i mean. i spent like. so much time not? learning about myself #and i just have to wonder how much time i could have saved if i was told that me having dissociative episodes wasn't normal #when i was just thinking about a memory #how much time i could have saved if i wasn't told that giving someone the middle finger for laughing at my trauma was #unjustified God i'm still so angry about that #and it's been like what. 4 years? #anyway. i don't know. sometimes i wish that i went to a therapist earlier #but i also know that either way i would have only seen the one i'm seeing now #when i started because she also saw another relative so like #otherwise we wouldn't have known her so. no matter how early i started nothing would have changed #i consider being 15 the worst year of my life but by far all the years before when i was with those other therapists. were the darkest.

[widevibratobitch]

Top 5 worst Callas roles. Go on do your worse

1. ROSINA (t's just horrible. horrible.)

2. Mimì (thank god she only recorded it and never performed)

3. Gilda (just as with Mimì, i just don't believe her in that role, she's not an innocent young girl, she's a bitch - also hate how she kinda. artificially thins out her voice for that one. talk about things that ultimately ruined it...)

4. Konstanze (yes, I know there is no recording of her in this role, only the one aria which is horrible and I hate it, she shouldn't have been allowed to even look at Mozart, next)

5. ANYTHING she sung in the 1960s (and, oh god, the 1970s...).

go on, boo me, you know I'm right.

#TO BE ENTIRELY FAIR. this is a thing ive always said and i was never ashamed of it. she was AMAZING in the early 1950s #and in the few recordings we have of her in the late 1940s #her Lady Macbeth and Abigaille and Violetta and all she sang back then. even the Sweet Innocent roles like Puritani or Lucia. great. #cant say a bad word about them. #y'all need to understand i dont hate her for her singing. i think i could even say i dont hate HER per se. i just hate the fandom lol #i genuinely do think she'd never be such an 'icon' if not for the scandals and the media exposure and if people didn't love a good ol' #'tragic backstory' (which. she aint special! many singers had horrible lives come on lol). and while i do think she was one of the best #in her early years i just hate hate hate the approach that she was objectively THE best and people treating it like a fact and not even #bothering to listen to other amazing sopranos who could easily be called her equal or even better. #so yeah. say what you want but Callas's fandom is worst than m*rvel or sherlock or even spn fans. #there. here you have my full confession. but for the sake of the old traditions. #lets still pretend that i hate her with a passion <333 it's much funnier that way #ALSO. having said what i said about her Mozart. i would have LOVED to hear her Fiordligi and Vitellia. #she would have rocked it with that fearless chest voice of hers. also Elettra - since she loved those insane bitches so much. #sadly she has not been Enlightened and found Mozart boring which shows. so much. in her recordings of him. well fuck you too Maria. #and yes this goes into her tag mwah #maria callas #opera tag #ask #there you have it miky. are you happy now?????