#we never saw his wife

[extrashortshorts]

Someone has very specific...tastes🧐

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#i am not sorry #one piece #op live action #opla #monkey d garp #red leg zeff #zeff #garp #we never saw his wife #maybe she had a nice stache too

[gottagobackintime]

Something something, Ted calling Trent “Sport” after Trent points out that “sport, it’s quite the metaphor”. When they’ve both just heard Roy talk about his feelings about seeing Keeley again being back at Chelsea and agreeing that it’s better to be the one breaking up with someone rather than being broken up with to quit than being fired. (Also the song in the background going “you’re not alone, you’re not alone” as Trent and Ted are the only ones left in the office. After Ted jokingly “flirted” with Roy saying “if you wouldn’t have left Chelsea when you did, we probably never would have met.” And they show Trent’s reaction right after we’ve seen Roy’s. And Trent is smiling and then Roy looks at him and gestures towards Ted and Trent and Ted are left alone in the office where the aforementioned conversation about sport being used as a metaphor and Ted calling Trent “Sport” happens.

(I’m sorry if this doesn’t make any sense. It’s 4.30am.)

#ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #tedependent #trent/ted #also if Ted hadn’t left his wife back in Kansas he and Trent never would have met #yes I know that it was not entirely his decision to leave her back there but it was a way to give her space #and like why was Trent there for this extremely personal conversation and not Beard for example #like yes we saw Roy forgiving Trent for what he wrote years ago and accepted that Trent is there now #but for him to actually talk about that in front of him and exchanging glances #ESPECIALLY when he gestures towards Ted at the end before he leaves?? what does that mean #my shipper brain is going insane right now #but yeah it’s far too late to come up with a coherent thought #I’ll be thinking about this scene everyday until the next episode and probably after that too #also Trent being there feels like a fever dream #I can’t believe he’s back #nicole watches stuff

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[moe-broey]

HEARTBREAKING

Worst Dad You Know Has an Extremely Endearing (Now) Reoccurring Character Trait

For further context: this whole FB involved Sharena and Henriette seeking out lockpickers in the Order of Heroes to open this VERY SECURELY locked box from Gustav's room that took Tina's special staff to finally crack open (or rather -- "steal" the contents out of. No one could actually break the lock!)

And the first instance of this!

It makes me wonder if he saved anything related to Sharena..........

#fire emblem #feh #man. henriette's sad portrait w 'yes. he must have' carries so much bittersweet grief. augh #when it comes to sharena idk if i would be more angry if he did save something or if he didn't. i'm almost leaning towards the first though #like. idk if i can even word it but it fucking sucks when you have family that 'loves' you and they do actually genuinely love you #but they just. do it wrong. and fail you severely in the process. you think to yourself it would have been easier actually #if they had simply never loved you at all. or if they were upfront and told you they don't love you anymore. #at least then you can be as vindictive as you want and hold a grudge forever and be completely justified #but extremely begrudgingly this DOES make gustav a compelling character. in so many ways #you can see where it all went wrong. you can see henriette sees something in him that no one else can. and she's not crazy for it #she was probably there. she probably saw it all happen. she knows him w a level of intimacy no one else does. #and now you see these little humanizing traits. he loved his son. he loved his partner and wife. #juries still out on his daughter. #but you get what i'm saying right? it's terribly tragic. it's painful. #man. #i'm still gustav's number one hater though. just so we're clear. #AUGH IT'S JUST. THE PLAYFULNESS OF IT. IS ACTUALLY SO PAINFUL. LOOKING AT EVERYTHING WE KNOW #they had a rock competition........ to find the roundest rock.......... and she won....... and he saved the rock she found...... #THAT'S. AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #you cannot fucking IMAGINE gustav doing that. and yet. in another time. he did. and that's who henriette fell in love with #and that's who herniette still sees. and she's not fucking wrong for it. not entirely. he still has that fucking rock. #dude i'm gonna be sick. #fe gustav #fe henriette #sharena #fe tina #fe alfonse #he's. mentioned. might as well tag him LMFAO

[castlephantom]

More I start to look at Lisa and Elisabetha, they have few difference in their design.

First their the hair are blonde: Lisa's is an intense blonde, while Elisabetha's is pale blonde.

Second are eye's color: Lisa has light blue eyes and Elisabetha has (if we look closer) gray eyes.

Third is their hair type. At first we could see that they have wavy hair but...

According to this chart, Lisa's is 2a and Elisabetha's is 2c

And lastly is thier skin tone. Both indeed have fair skin, but Elisabetha's is much paler then Lisa's (because Elisabetha was born from a noble family)

#castlevania #akumajou dracula #lisa (castlevania) #elisabetha cronqvist #when dracula saw lisa for the first time he believed that she is elisabetha and came back to him #but i could see what kind the person is dracula and the real reason that he loves lisa #i could imagine that dracula never told to alucard about his first wife #and somehow learns that the real reason why his father loved her in the first place #possibily a drama and a conversation would risk if lisa also find it out #and if elisabetha learns that her dear husband married a different woman #she most likely demands an explanation and calls her beloved a selfish person #most fans says that “lisa is reincarnation of elisabetha” #but sorry #i don't see much similarity and the fact we don't know even their personality except that they were kind and loves their husband

[somethingsomethingcomic]

deadnamed at my father's funeral

#parental death tw #family death tw #not sure how else to tag this one #yeah december was a very rough month for me :))) #i actually drew this on the way to my hometown a couple days after i got the news that my dad had passed away #fully anticipating that one of the grueling parts of the process would be the incessant deadnaming and misgendering #bc my dad himself never once used my right name after i came out to him. not once #i asked and we even got in fights about it! bc he just REFUSED to do it #didnt want to think of me as a man at all. i was his only daughter and his baby girl and he didnt wanna accept that id changed #in that way #but i do know bc his wife told me that despite not really accepting the truth about my identity #he was very glad that i seemed happy about it #so i think thats whatll be important to me about it #he didnt get it and didnt really accept it for himself but he was happy that i was happy #anyway it was indeed annoying at the service but more people were chill about it than i expected #and i also had to deal with fewer people than i thought i would #was talking to one of his old band friends who i vaguely remembered and joked that 'i was a girl last time u saw me' #and he said 'youre still a girl' and i just went 'no i am not. the sideburns beg to differ.' #then at the end of the service when people were leaving he came and asked for my New name and when i told him #he was like 'ok ill try to remember that' #i like to think he realized instantly the faux pas he made and was like Yikes. This Is Her/His Dads Funeral. Maybe I Should Be Cool. #anyway. the whole affair was exhausting but i got some nice things out of it too #like hanging out w my brothers #then we got home and me and my wife both had covid bc life wasnt done kicking me in the dick i guess! #im good now i think tho. its fine its fine its fine

[ot3]

what’s the story behind your hot wheels pt cruiser (RIP 🕊🙏🏻😔)?

we spent $3000 within a single week, replacing the entire cooling system, only for it to overheat and cause irreparable damage anyway.

:( she is being scrapped tomorrow morning and i am very very very very sad about it

#or if by 'story behind it' you mean why do i have this car #the car i had before the cruiser got stolen from a khols parking lot while i was there spending 8 consecutive hours refolding levis #as i was to do during that era of my life #and so i needed a new car and my mom saw this one being sold online and clearly we needed that one #a guy was selling it because it belonged to his recently deceased wife #her name was tracy and she loved bigfoot. there was a huge collection of bigfoot stuff in their house when we went to go pick it up #there was a bigfoot air freshener in the car too. i never took it off felt disrespectful. #sorry i trashed your car tracy #actually on a related note every previous owner of this car is dead #which i think was around 3 or 4 people according to the guy who sold it to us #deaths completely unrelated to the car though he lost his wife to cancer. i dont think the pt cruiser had any malignant energy. #the guy selling the car was a mailman thats not very relevant but i just think its neat. i love mail

[igneous-croc]

Oh yes its all about "found family" and "families that aren't bound by blood" until I!! consider my father's brother's wife's sister's husband's brother's son my COUSIN, noooo then he's "not really a relative of yours, Dragon", HUH

#Dragon snorfs #Funnily enough we knew each other in highschool and we kept calling each other cousin despite every growing irritated with it #Then we uh finished highschool and never saw each other again? But also his uncle's wife divorced his uncle so um. Well. Um

[ghostfoolish]

xxx

#not to visit this tired topic again but even as a kid I just never understood the need to take pictures of celebrities doing shit #like with the recent Assad photos I just saw people freaking out about them and I’m like…y’all he’s just walking???💀💀 #same with the Assad and Sam photos #and the photos of Jacob and his wife and kid #they’re just sitting at a table and talking?? #they’re just out for a walk?? #I can go outside and see 60 other people doing the exact same thing they’re doing #I get they’re actors and we love them but…..🧍🏾 #do we really have to take pics of them out and about without them knowing over stuff like them walking or eating??? #also I do wanna add that I’m not trying to shame anyone #I’m just kinda venting

[starlooove]

so you anti black bitches weren’t gonna tell me Bruce got married to Queen Watevra?

#FUCK YALL #ITS CANON TO ME NEOW #bruce is like #‘im glad Selina left the wedding because it would’ve been awkward for her to realize we couldn’t get legally married 😔’ #every family member present is like “HUH?!’ #Dick and Alfred are the only ones that know #bruce never brings it up #like hes not ashamed he has no reason to #Alfred knows because Bruce was down terrible in the early stages #Dick knows because Bruce saw the discowing suit and went ‘watevra would’ve loved that’ and dick is like ‘who??’ #final straw before Dick officially iced Bruce out was that mf never telling him he was married ☹️ #no u guys don’t understand how seriously I’m taking this that’s his wife #idc idc

[conspiring-limabean]

i love lizards so much theyre literally just little beasts that scamper around and live their little lives. How can anyone not be completely transfixed by this

#when i went on vacation to mexico with my dads side of the family #the rental house had 2 iguanas that lived together under the steps outside #a male and a female #they were skittish but could be tempted out with food #another iguana lived a few meters away inside a hollow log #those were their houses they lived in them and returned to them every night and whenever they got scared #but the guy who lived in the log was very brave and wanted to be fed food by humans #when we sat in the grass the first time he came out of the bushes and ran right up to us #we gave them fruit #but the males were territorial to each other and if stair boy ever saw log boy he would chase him away #stair boys wife never gave a damn she was just there. and they lived in the same little hole together? #they were buddies they lived together? #with the hermit crabs? they live in a tiny house on the beach with hermit crabs and have drama with their neighbors. #where are they now. are they still alive. do they still live there #can you believe this shit #can you even comprehend the amount of uniqueness and individuality that can be found in every living creature #can you even believe the fact that there are stories and drama and history to everything that breathes on this earth #once i met a crawfish who was covered in scars and was the most savage little beast Ive ever seen #Ive never seen a crawfish that wasnt scared of me but he wanted to attack everyone and everything #and you could tell he'd lived his entire life doing that #where did he get each scar. why #he was one of a kind and he lived in a random little stream in illinois #once there was a flightless goose in a neighborhood pond who had a broken wing #that winter flocks of geese came and went as they flew south but he remained with his broken wing #but one flock left someone behind. and a goose stayed with him #and for the rest of the years i lived there those two lived together in that pond #staying there year round because he couldnt fly away to migrate south #theyve probably lived their entire lives by now #were they happy. why did the one that could fly give up that life in order to live with a flightless mate #thats insane. this is insane. go outside and find a cool bug to look at NOW

[urostakako]

there are many things my dad does that i cant be assed to bear a grudge over but what hes done to our birds is unforgiveable

#one of the first birds i remember having was mango she was the sweetest ever and i loved her so much we were best buds #and without telling anyone or giving any indication and AT NIGHT NO LESS my dad fucking sold her to some random dude #and we never saw her again #and we were all so mad at him I WAS SO MAD AT HIM because she was my best bud!! wtf!! #but i thought that was that. and then we got kona like 11 years ago the most handsome beautiful african grey ever #and he was also my best bud!! hes been there since forever even when our other birds died he was always there. precious beloved #and what does my dad do? he gives kona to someone to take care of him while we went overseas and i was like okay fine #but he didnt bother telling us that he gave him to that person to breed him with another parrot. and he told us that later #and we were like okay fine. theyll have some babies and then he'll come back right? and my dad was like yeah #but he lied he didnt bother telling us he never intended to get kona back and now he'll stay there with his wife forever #now we have two lovebirds and he cant stand them he cant stand taking care of them and he wants to give them away too #my dad can do the most annoying insufferable shit and ill move on cause hes my dad but this tamasha is unforgiveable i hate it so much #we were best buds!!! how could you do this #i miss kona so much everyday. at least i know hes alive unlike mango (status unknown) but i expect him to be there everyday and hes not #scream #aricouldyounot

[the-scarecrxw]

so the police report on Jonathan's mom's death said she was upstairs asleep when the fire broke out and Jonny and Gerald Crane were downstairs.

thought. maybe they were doing science experiments or something when the fire broke out and they couldn't get it out and Gerald was so focused on getting Jonathan out that it spread too far before he could get in and wake his wife. So it leads for double whammy guilt on both parties.

what if the fire was an accident on Jon's part. so there's a partial lean of blame put on Jonathan, both by himself and by his dad. His dad was scared of the fire and guilty he didn't save his wife that's why he "needed" to be cured. Jonathan "needed" a cure because he was so anxious and guilt ridden from feeling like his mother's death was his fault because he caused the fire.

#and that's also why gerald had no like... apathy when it came to forcing jon to take the fear ''cure'' or using him in his experiments #bc he was already a little biased with jon. their relationship strained. even if he never outright blamed jon for his wifes death #the thought was still there. #ALSO i hate that we never saw what jon saw in the fear toxin before the scarecrow. we only saw his view of his dad trying to calm him #while his vision wavered. which makes me think what if his father was his worst fear. like he was ready to run away before the second #injection. he didnt want to do it again he couldn't BARE to. that makes a lot more sense if it was his father he would see. #anyways yeah im building jonny backstory angst #Jonathan #my writing #I GUESS #analysis #gotham #Jonathan crane #my post

[mabelsguidetolife]

my half-sister who i don’t really know is divorcing her husband of like twenty years because their three kids are grown up and college-bound so they must not have any other reason to be together anymore

i personally think divorce is healthier/more practical sooner rather than later (as long as financials and potential dependents are both secure), but she was raised a christian AND as a child of divorce, so maybe there was residual guilt over it

#she wasn’t a planned child…. my dad and the mother got married for decorum but they had nothing in common besides their baby #i feel kind of bad because he was a very loving father to me and my sister who WERE planned and decades younger #and as i understand it her stepdad was a total asshole #anyway his first marriage only lasted a year and he was younger than i am now when it happened #he didn’t leave them on bad terms and even though he never really saw her as his own daughter sadly he’s kept in touch #it was an amicable situation #however my mom didn’t even know my dad had already had a child before they ever met until he casually mentioned his first wife #they were at a party and my dad was like ‘oh hey maybe you should meet cathy’ and she was like ‘WHO????’ #and he was like ‘yeah she’s over there and also we were married and had a baby together’

[deep-sea-horror]

***

#oh here we fucking go. #my sister just told my mom basically everything that she thinks of her because she keeps dragging us into her problems. #she told my aunt (on my dad's side who she doesnt even talk to and who last saw her throwing up all over her house) #that my dad used to beat her. #which as far as i know never fucking happened. #its plausible that he may have raised his hand towards her and they both used to condescend towards each other #but he's always encouraged her to be independent and always encouraged her to get out of the house and actually talk to people instead of #being cooped up #/she's/ the one that would freak out if he was out with friends. #she used to literally beat us and berate us all the time for nothing while he's never done anything like that. #she would literally start crying if we stopped her from slapping us. #i dont understand why she went to my aunt with this #even if it was true they are not close and have no reason to believe her and on top of that some members on dad's side of the family help #her with groceries sometimes. and now she looks worse for leaving us with an apparent wife beater. she is just not smart.

[patronsaintofmath]

hung out w grandpa daniel today. texted him after misa today & asked if he wanted to go walk or get some food or something & he was like yeah let’s go back to madera but we can take a different trail this time. i was early today. we took the van buren trail to the bluffs then went to sycamore island. on the way up, we talked about my parents’ work, my school, his dogs, the wildlife nearby, told him about the two times i went back to madera, & other things i cannot remember now. i walked through the bee boxes & the bees were everywhere. i was w him & he said it was ok as long as we didn’t disturb them. never before would i have thought i would be walking through a swarm of bees but i did. so we took a short trail up this incline that led to the bluffs. he said he liked going off trail & taking these sorts of trails but he can’t do it w the other folk he usually goes w bc they’re all older & weaker. (side note: this reminds me of the first time i went hiking w him. him & i were at the very front & we were deciding which way was the easiest to travel through & i went one way & he went the other. we did this just to scope out the trail. & he said i was like his scout. ok anyways) we were up there for a bit just admiring the view & taking some pics. when we went back down to get on the trail to sycamore island he was like oh let me get a pic of you in action. i knew what i looked like already bc my cousin has taken a picture of me in a similar position & it’s just not the best angle or position to be in 😭. but anyways then we went back on the trail to sycamore island & he talked about selling stuff online, the madera vs fresno side of the river, fishing, & math!!!!!!! & i don’t remember what else. we went down to the water just because. then i remembered skipping rocks w karla & diana. so i asked old man daniel if he knew how to skip rocks. we both tried skipping rocks but we sucked. i only got two skips & his just sunk. on the way back actually that’s when i talked about my parents’ work & the internet & then we talked more about his work & he talked about his dad. his dad won an emmy! his dad is an emmy award winner! i don’t know his name i should’ve asked him but i do know he won an emmy for video editing for a documentary on the black soldiers of world war 2. i don’t remember the name of the army 😭. i wish i could remember i will have to do some research but anyways yeah i just found that so cool. then he’s like you mentioned food do you wanna go to costco & i’ll buy you a slice of pizza? & i was like oh heck yeah boy i like the costco food court. i didn’t say it like that obviously i just said yeah! so we drove in our separate cars to the costco that was nearest which also happens to be the one that’s closest to his house. he got pepperoni pizza w a hot dog & a soda. i got a slice of pepperoni pizza & strawberry icecream. he was talking about the discontinued items from the food court then the stores he shops at. at one point (back at the trail) he was telling me that he shops at costco but since he doesn’t have a family he has to be selective about what he buys bc you gotta buy in bulk at costco. & it was just a sad phrase to hear. “i don’t have a family.” like i take my family for granted so often. idk it’s just something to think about. not rn bc my head is pounding a bit bc i need to go to sleep. but anyways. so then after a while it just got quiet a bit & i was like ok sir that’s enough talking about grocery stores. i didn’t say that aloud. in my head i was wondering why this man didn’t have kids. so i asked him that. looking back it now that’s kinda funny. us just sitting in the costco food court eating our pizza & out of the blue i just said “hey how come you didn’t have any kids?” i wasn’t sure if i could ask that bc it could be a sensitive topic for some. but i blurted it out. surely enough, he took a beat. then told me about his ex-wife who after only 1.5 years of marriage, they got divorced. that’s wild to me. well actually not that wild. 50% of marriages in the US end in divorce.

#i will continue this in the tags bc tumblr said i just wrote the longest paragraph ever #WHATEVER TUMBLR LET ME JOURNAL ABOUT MY DAY #ok so as i was saying #he never said he didn’t want kids. he & his wife just sucked at being together ig #then he told me about his family #some good some bad #& i was just sitting there listening w my back against the wall & sitting w my legs criss crossed #then when i saw he was done w his food & i was too #i gave him a thumbs up #& he gave me a thumbs up back which i notice people do that like if you give a thumbs up they give one back how neat #then the janitor came by & his name tag said Fidencio & i had never heard such a name so i told him i liked his name but in spanish of cours #& he smiled & it looked like he wanted to say smth else but i left #then i thanked old man daniel & dapped him up & we parted ways #truly i felt like i was just spending the afternoon w my grandpa