#well idk if this is wardrobe or not

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

#his outfit game this season is on point #well idk if this is wardrobe or not #but eric in denim is so hot #also griffith park #yes! #love #chenford #tim bradford #tim x lucy #eric winter #season 6 spoilers #6x7

[yesokayiknow]

okay so you know how it goes: fourteen comes to life in thirteen's clothes. and they're both too short and too loose and entirely too bright for his frame of mind. they worked with a doctor who hid everything behind a too wide smile; not so much with a doctor whose pain and tiredness is written across his face

he needs to change. obviously

and then the star beast starts, and fourteen leaves the tardis, and he's still in thirteen's clothes

he just. he doesn't know. how does he choose new clothes? he feels wrong. how will wearing something else change that?

(donna tells him that it's christmas, mate; it's bloody freezing. maybe wear longer trousers, yeah? also he's both too young and too old to wear braces. just a friendly note)

he doesn't have to explain who he is to the unit scientist, not with those clothes. instead he talks about how he doesn't understand why he looks like this. why he is this. why this face? why isn't he someone new?

actually. maybe he is someone new. was he ever this open before? hm

why do you look like that, sylvia hisses, trying to hide him from the daughter he destroyed ruined left

it's a lottery, he replies, purposely ignorant

he still has his thirteenth self's screwdriver. it's too small in his hands

(the whole time they were her, her hands were too small. she didn't like touching anyway, but whenever someone took her hand, it felt wrong. they were too small. sometimes it felt like if she worked fast enough, tinkered about without stopping, she wouldn't have to look at them)

everything goes wrong. his fault, like always

(blimey. of all the things to carry over from the first time he had this face, it had to be the guilt, didn't it?)

you shouldn't look like that, the doctordonna says, and he runs a hand down his face with a tired laugh

no, the doctordonna says, not the face. a hand reaches out to grasp at the collar of his shirt, at the dangling earring chain. this isn't you. who are you, doctor?

like he knows. like they've ever-

she dies.

she lives. he doesn't deserve it. it isn't about him. he still doesn't deserve it

we're letting it go, donna says, and he looks down at himself, at another him's clothes, another him's screwdriver

well, she never was subtle, his donna

the tardis is gorgeous, though when isn't she. he tries to show off his new console to donna, and she rolls her eyes, and drags him off to the wardrobe

unlike normally, where all the clothes are scattered about, the new tardis wardrobe now also has a line of wardrobes stood against the wall. fifteen of them, to be exact

the last wardrobe is open. and empty

he goes to the second to last, and opens it to reveal a wide array of rainbow patterned shirts. she probably would've hated for her things to be organised like this. always creating mess so she wouldn't have to think about anything important. he laughs. and he takes off the sky coloured coat and the worn boots and the earrings and gently places them inside. tag, he thinks, as he closes the doors

and then he moves down to the eleventh wardrobe, full of brown coats and blue suits and neatly pressed shirts and pairs of converse. and he stands in front of it. and he wonders

after a moment, donna's like wait do you want me to leave?? you never cared about nudity before, did you? and he's like oh actually i do feel more self conscious. huh. weird.

he doesn't have to say, i think i'm a different person. not to donna. she just gives him a smile, and a shoulder nudge, and tells him she'll see him in the console room

the last wardrobe is empty

he takes a breath, and then goes to rummage about in the rest of the clothes

#13 🤝 14 (🤝 12) -> dysphoria 😔 #doctor who #the doctor #fourteen #my fanfic #i mean ig #the tardis is including war. and so am i #the fugitive doctor's clothes are around somewhere also #then he leaves the wardrobe and donna's like literally all you've done is change your colour palette #and he's like oi i've only been me for a few hours! give me time to get a fashion sense! #and she's like well how long were you your last face #and he's like idk. bout a century? #and she's like i saw your clothes before this. that one had decades & never found a sense of fashion so i'm not holding my breath with you. #it's the new year i've decided to write about things only i still care abt probably dsakjlaskjl #why isn't this a proper fic. because i can't be bothered. hope that helps #bye im gonna go make brownies

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

What was Lights out! Frank's reaction to crazy ass Lights out! Wally?

ah i wouldn't call him crazy, Wally's just desensitized to the Horrors and acts accordingly. which is occasionally a little unhinged. but no yeah Frank has a proper freakout <3 he has a hard time adjusting to certain aspects of.... everything. including Wally yeah

(don't bother trying to read this i know its terrible handwriting lmao, it's p much just to show Frank's spiral <3)

#wally when frank first wakes up: omg!!! im not alone!!! a friend!!! #wally ten minutes later: hey frank maybe you should go back to sleep. just a thought #LISTEN listen when youve been completely alone for ages and you have a Routine and youre Used to it #its a little very much fucking annoying to have it all Abruptly Disrupted #wally is used to quiet. hes used to his version of peace and routine #then frank barges in with his panic and Noise and general Thereness #wally is understandably very quickly Done With It #scribble salad #wh lights out au #they do have a fight over The Arm™️ i think #frank doesn't really get it at first. he will eventually #eddie's hat becomes his version of it #and julie's necktie i think. he might wind up wearing it on his wrist. idk tho still workshopping the wardrobe changes and such #but uhhhh yeah frank reacts Not Well! #its just a long day of continuous: what the fuck? What The Fuck? WHAT THE FUCK?! #theres just such a disconnect between his and wallys experiences #he hasnt had the chance to adjust or even prepare #very jarring for them both...

[mitamicah]

I am continuing to have friends and family way cooler than I am :’D

Yesterday I met up with a friend who has a strong relationship (I’d say it sounds very queerplatonic and beautiful) with a finnish person so my friend has been visiting Finland a lot

Oh and then they casually mentioned having watched käärijä a few time saying being at his gig was a cozy time (even if they didn’t understand all he was saying)

I -

#safe to say I was just a little jealous :'3 #how can you CASUALLY mention you went to a FEW käärijä concerts like that and expect me to act cool :'D #I am happy for them tho #also sorry for not being very active yesterday #idk what happened but around 8 o'clock I was suddenly very dizzy (although I'd just eaten ) and my eyes seemed miscoloured so I got scared #I went straight to bed hoping it would be over today #I am still a tiny bit dizzy and I have semi-big black bags under my eyes although I slept more than 10 hours #I really hope this is not anything bad and just me not having slept well for a while #so my body is trying to ask me to slow down #wow look at me talking nonsense in the tags as usual #but yeah #it was nice talking to my friend yesterday #hope to talk with them more in the future now that they've moved to the same island as me #(I can use more rl nonbinary friends :3 :'D) #also yeah now I have a sister with a casual käärijä wardrobe and finnish roommate #and a friend with a finnish partner that have watched käärijä live #what's next :'D? #micahs thoughts #personal

[solthesilly]

hahaha i just love watching digital horror knowing damn well im not gonna be able to sleep!!

#lacey games #art #procreate #lacey's wardrobe #lacey's diner #lacey's petshop #idk if i should tag all the games but oh well #:3

[rainc0at]

I LOVE THIS FUCKIJG FILM SO MUCH EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS PERFECT

#the casting is so good its oerfect they all do such good jobs iCAAAANNTT #roman and zsasz do SO WELL they creep me OUT its so GOOOOODODODO #“fuck fsmily! all due respect but fuck that!!!” all his. tantrums? how else would i word thst idk so. and like from the little bits we see #we learn so much about them. like idk shit avout them sorrt im a poser. but FUCKKXKCK its just so good #obviously margot robbie does incredibly. and cassandras actress! i know people have said they sorta dilute her character down which IS sad #esp bc i dont know anything about her either. but fuck #and the way it depicts gotham!!!!!!!!!! ive talked about this alot before and god its always sssoooooo #ITS JUST ALL SO GOOD. the humor THE WARDROBE. once again the causal lgbt rep. all the sexism stuff. #its just perfect its genuinely perfect #AGRGRHFHSJ I LOVE THIS FILM. #birds of prey #AND JUST THE WAY EVERYONE TALKS AND THE DELIVERY OF EVERYTHING. I DONT KNOW ITS JUST ALL. PERFECT. #also another mention to roman and zsasz. they do it SO. WELL. the changes in zsaszs voice AND JUST HIS GENERAL ATTITUDE. sionis and how wel #his actor does the quick switches. and again the delivery of ALL his lines. also special mention to his little spin at his first scene. #ALSO HIS AND ZSASZS LAUGHS ohmyod #and montoya does it all so well and inlove her voice and same with canary and i cant say much on them because its ALL so good that i cant #pinpoint it?????? #ALSO THE HAIR TIE SCENE ���💘💘💘💘 #also forever thinking of roman and his thing with how people pronounce words. actually im sorta just always thinking about him and zsasz #zsaszmask hoffstrahm and now hannigram all live in my head. and another ship i wont say incase noah sees this. OH AND SUKEVE. #another mention to the soundtrack. oh. my. god. #another mention to how it depicts gotham. like you just see people living. in the daytime. hanging out living rhwir lives. and you see smal #businesses and a supermarket and a club and the graffiti and just somuch of the film being. in. the daytime. AND THE SKATING DERBY! #GOD i love this film so so so much can you tell #also why is all the content of my posts only ever in the tags. like okaaayy sure. #DINAHS SIDE EYE AT ROMAN AND ZSASZ WHEN THEYRE BEING EXTRA GAY I CANT DO THIS #am i gonna go and look at loads of zsaszmask content now. yes. dont judge. #also anti-big establishments moment (her robbing the store) and her promising to get sal the 75 cents. support small businesses #also bruce wayne mention theyrr always so funny #rain rambles

[troublcmakcrs]

//why are you booing him? he's right

#vis :: ( tweek ) #ver :: adult . early ( tweek ) #vis :: ( craig ) #ver :: college ( craig ) #mun art #//mistakes were made in this but idc #//i decided i wasn't going to spend my entire life perfecting a dumb meme drawing LKFDJSJF #//i noticed a trend in people not giving older versions of the sp characters facial hair #//so spitefully i gave craig some #//eli gave me the idea to give TWEEK a lil scraggle as well but i had already almost finished tweek by the time he suggested it so next tim #//craig's was inspired by jakob dylan in ''one headlight'' #//who i was considering making his fc #//but then i went home and looked up jakob dylan and recoiled at how much he just DIDN'T work at ALL so still no fc for craig #//craig's design is by no means finalized (his hair fought me tooth n nail in this piece) #//(and idk about his wardrobe other than he definitely does own that t-shirt) #//but again... meme drawing. i'll figure him out in a more serious capacity... Whenever

[mechahero]

//messing around with items again

#//hi i just logged on #//sorry i havent been doing much in the past couple of days i've been sick :') #//i need to get more clothing items in general but idk i had an idea #//tried to lean more on the scene kid aspect of lambda's wardrobe but idk if came across that way #//oh well! #//need to stop posting rh lambda but he's silly so idc #backup log {ooc}

[rikli]

the other week my cat peed on the $300 carpet and a bit of $1200 sofa today puked all over the other $300 carpet......... things are useless i shouldn't have invested money in the apartment and just buy the cheapest shit 🤪 i honest to all deities want to just throw the carpets away i'm so exhausted by life

#personal #it's like a cherry on top tbh #work is ass i'm always so damn tired #doing daily tasks of idk laundry and dishes is... not always happening #and now this???? #i'm not even sue the other carpet is salvageable bc it's jute... #anyway welcome to my old cat crib! it' #it's a mess #the whole apartment complex is actually big mess #and it's not even one year old lmao #anyway all i feel rn is 'i give up' #ah right the flooring is now stained too ..... so yeah don't buy expensive sstuff guys #it makes zero sense later on #well 2/5 of my wardrobe leds stopped working too #but i have zero strength to deal with these guys #kmsing would be easier tbh 🥴

[handgiven]

going through my old emmanuel blog and not judging my past self per se but very much disagreeing with so many things on it -- and wondering how did it come about that i'd settled on emmanuel being the way he is right now over the years when i didn't do any writing, i just kept rotating him in my mind and ---- here he is

#ooc tbt #past me: 'em just miracles cups clean after drinking tea bcs hes quirky and lazy like that haha' #me now: 'WRONG he enjoys the sensation of water upon his skin AND savours the sanctity of such mundane rituals and he would NEVER' #past me: reblogging cool dapper kind of vintage suits as a wardrobe reference #current me: ........... 'he exists mostly in sweaters and other loose and layered attire. the last time he wore a suit was in 1953.' #it's funny the way he's evolved past just. whatever he was before. #but the funnest part abt ocs really is that it doesn't feel like i'm making them up but rather. discovering them. #like. they are a certain way and i get to figure out why. and when i do it well they /feel/ realer because. they make sense. #idk if this makes sense rn my brain is a piece of jello :')

[autism-corner]

wait i might have actually lucid dreamed. wait.

so i was having this dream and it started at work. after a bit I began to notice something where the furniture wasnt right, like two coffee machines or my literal own personal wardrobe just. standing there. then, somehow they said it was friday evening, which isnt possible since i KNOW i have important irl stuff then. So i was trying to figure out if i was correct in the incorrectness. i started telling the supervisors that this wasnt correct and that the dates are wrong (not really the best decision in hindsight i think). they were looking at me like i was stupid and insane, so i just tried to wake up. which actually worked. wth.

#during the furniture realization i tried to make levi come in for. reasons :). but that didnt work. #i only really tried to manipulate it at that moment i think. after that it all became too hectic unfortunately =w=pp #i couldnt actually controle anything i think. maybe that takes practise/time. i wont even know if/when it happens agian. i'll see. #i dont have a mind eye; if i try to imagine an apple or whetever i can think about it but it doesnt form an image. if you get that. #aphantasia. if your familiar with that #thats what makes me scared bc. maybe i just cannot change the dream due to my lack of visualisation. no matter how hard i try. #i have never actually tried to lucid dream so this is a fucking suprise. #it feels SO real i thought i was going irl insane bc. maybe i just took my wardrobe to work or something idk?? #maybe i just didnt go to my own graduation?? #i was already crazy bc the 'workload' i was given was actually WAY to much for just me. #sillyposting #WILD to experience. let me tell you #i can also recall everything very well (which i rarely can). idk if thats bc of the lucidness or bc i just woke up... #... during the dreamcycle-segment that makes remembering easier. #maybe its a combo where i was able to wake up thanks to the lucidness + it being in the remembering part of the cycle #idk =w=b

[ferretrade]

I don't mind that I've gotten fatter (I like being softer and squishier tbh) but I do mind that clothes I liked don't FIT and now I have to replace things??? somehow this is the fault of capitalism

#ferretalk! #all pants need to be stretchier or somethin #bc bottoms are the real problem #and i cant help being like 'well maybe i should save these things bc maybe theyll fit again' #do i just have two wardrobes in case??? #weight tw #idk what to tag tbh

[vampfucker666]

growing hair out is so fuckinggg awkward and im at least another 6 months at BEST from reaching classic 2010s manbun length so i just have to wear it loose. so thats driving me nuts but i am mostly enjoying my hair otherwise...

#my hair is long enough to tie back but not long enough to tie back flatteringly #in a way thats not very college girl #most evil thing for me personally is mostly liking women and being kind of fruity AND being ftm bc now im like #idk what to do with myself style wise lol most of ehat i find appealing is on girls. and i dont like wearing it myself. outside of a moment #one guy i heard say he would dress himself up like the kinds of girls he was into and thats my entire fashion struggle rn lol #im having some intense tshirt snd jeans moments rn. well i want to move to 1940s/50s sweater man at some point #but you know. i fucking hate trying to get pants #at this point i feel like i HAVE to wait until ive been on t for a while before i work on my wardrobe at all #also im kind of scared all my tshirts are going to look horrible on e agter that lie theyre going to be way too large. so as to be unfltteri #so that is haunting me every time i buy an xl instead of an l.

[hirazuki]

I think I forgot to post -- Illumi’s outfits came in! :) They both need some altering to fit better, but I’m really happy with them overall. I’m also super excited to be able to use my own hair instead of a wig XD Now, I just need to make his needles and his hunter exam badge, and he’ll be set to shoot. 

#i originally planned to get his blue dress outfit from the movie but #then i found out he has a black/red outfit in the original 1999 series so. i had to get that one #even though i overall prefer the 2011 series #and his casual outfit was on sale so that was a no-brainer XD #i will prob have to get a wig for him at some point though because i'm considering going back to my red-orange hair... #idk i'm so torn. i really like the black but i also really miss my bright hair #esp since my wardrobe is so dark it worked really well as a pop of color #but black is so much easier to maintain and doesn't look bad at all when my roots grow out #aaaaaaaa i have to think about it more #def keeping the black till the summer though as i do want to do a beach/sea shoot with illumi and hisoka #cosplay #hira cosplays illumi

[longingforacultparty]

i miss wearing menhera. i should get back into it.

#the bin #never got a chance to get many oieces cause i was a teenager when i was real into it before #i kinda ket go of it when i moved over to tumblr and had really bad experiences in the community. idk what its like now. that was years ago #i miss the amino i used to be in. it was really nice. #now that im an adult and i can buy and wear what i want tho i shoudo really get back into it #i probs wont get much into the tumblr community tho. idk whatbits like now but considering what a lot of other adjacent communities #are like for other styles ill probs mind my own business like i do with the other ones #i remember when i was trying to convince my mom to let me buy some medical themed jewelry from an etsy store and it had the tags #more menhera on it and she looked it up and came to me supwr concerned and i lied and said oh no no no im not into that style #thats just ankther style that usedbthese things but if u see here it also has tags fir these styles and those are the ones im into #and apparently she actually did believe me. i kinda assumed she didnt but i talked to her abt it more recently and apparently she did #i kinda wanna go back and read menhera chan. its a shame the creator sucks abt stuff but i do still like the character and aesthetic of it #but i wouldnt wanna give him money so id probs not buy anything not second hand. idk. the character used to really important to me #ask a very sad teenager. idk. i like menhera much more outside of that character tho. #hmm. well. add it to the list of styles i wanna grow my wardrobe for. i also miss drawing menhera art a lot. would love to get back into it

[frogcoded]

i'm actually really liking crocheting, my only problem now is that i actually only wear really fine knits usually + wool is way more expensive than cotton but i don't know if i really vibe with summer knit tops

#idk we'll see #i'm crocheting a vest now :3 #stupid decision really because i've never worn a vest in my life #but that's what i had yarn for honestly so vest it is #+ now that i spent a few months with this yarn looking at me from a shelf in my room i don't actually love the colors that much anymore #they are really pretty but they're not colors i actually wear a lot #it's mostly bright blues and i don't have anything bright blue in my wardrobe #so honestly. it's okay if i finish it and it doesn't get a lot of wear #it was mostly to try the whole thing out and i'm having a lot of fun with it #mostly i'm crocheting while watching better call saul these days which is not great because so many things happen on screen #but oh well. i have to finish it someday