#what was i sayibg

[werewolfwebsite]

q!bbh and q!foolish is enemies to lovers without the lovers do you understand me

#i think this is their vibe outside of qsmp as well but im gonna be real my dsmp knowledge is somewhat limited #i only got into it in the middle of last year and i could only catch up on so many vods. i watched hundreds of hours back to back #to be fair ive also been doing that with qsmp to catch up and im so close. im like a month and a half behind #i have watched hundreds of hours. my autism is fucjing insane. you dont understand #what was i sayibg #qsmp #landduo

[gayforcarstairsgirls]

I had forgotten how religious Narnia is, like fully at the end of the third film Aslan says "I am god and the next time you see me will be when you die" and I had completely forgotten that

#like yeah i know it's all an allegory for christianity #but like it's so much less subtle than i remembered #narnia #ugh i love these films sm #also obvs the post is not a direct quote but like that is literally what he was sayibg #saying* #wild

[mejomonster]

Being nonbinary and dressing feminine sometimes despite very much not being a woman is. Its like hello strangers hello new friends im making please dont immediately steamroll

#contemplating a lot #rant #feel free to ignore #i just. so like. im very nonbinary #which i suppose many nonbinary people are #to the point im like. well i cant go to a transmasc support group or a transfem support group cause i doubt either would #see me as someonr who fits (wish my city had a general trans meetup but we arent big enough i guess) #i know I KNOW theres a bunch of cisgender fucks who think nonbinary = woman and it drives me up a Fucking wall #i know theres (even more ouch) a portion of lesbians and queer ppl who see nonbinary as woman-lite or feminine man #and just dont fucking put in the effort to grasp what being outside man or woman (or overlapping) could be #(probably ovdrlaps w ppl who refuse to grasp pansexuality or bisexuality) #and like. when i was young? maybe i wouldve seen myself as a trans man #but when that didnt totally fit i felt well. maybe bigender then. nonbinary. yeah that fits i suppose #or maybe i am a trans man who just doesnt want to change myself for societal pressure #but i do relate to being a woman too? so nonbinary feels best. but i certainly dont feel like a woman #im okay with she he they. but if i tell strangers theyll usually default to ONE so i just say #THEY so strangers dont immediately try to basically pretend im not nonbinary by sticking to another pronoun they feel is easier to them #and if i say They the fact remains: are these new strangers or friends dicks who dont respect my gender even tho they #accomodated to sayibg they? do they say she in private to friends. do they refer to me as a gender im not when im not present #idk i have been... interacting with a lot of straight dudes lately. and im like? im bi and nonbinary so im like. well if ur straight dude im #not sure u would even Wanna date me? u are aware im a dude too? are u okay with that? can u respect that??? #which has NEVER happened to me before. cause i only dated bi guys nonbinary peeps like me or nonbinary lesbians #ive never dated a person i feared may actually not see me as I Actually Am and have accepted iy

[luvring]

Pooh, Moots Bingo? How does that work?

honestly Beats Me. like i'm really not sure what the appropriate order of events is. u can ask me to do my opinion on u!! or if u reblog i will Automatically do my opinion! and then... also send an ask back... asking if u would do it for me... ?? since ur here I'VE DONE IT ALREADY! one less step ^____^

ur creativity and ideas astound me for realsies!!! & i don't think questions count as ranting but if u ever wanted to i would also enjoy that!! YIPPEE !!!

#🧾nia.answers #<3 dira #my confusion... somroengelp... #if u'd like to do ur opinion on Me i think u can just send an ask (that's what i did when i rb'ed) #more older sibling than parent. not sure if ur familiar with the usage of the korean term unnie . Um. #like. at parties/events ur brought to. often by parents #ud be who i stick by or ask for the wifi password . or the older coworker id gossip with. does anyone understand what im sayibg. #as for actual family. im gonna be honest im really bad guessing if ppl have siblings so i dont try. r u the youngest. ...Hm. Well. #ALSO thank u for ur silly questions. making sure i think of spectacular not too rambley answers.. 🙆🏻‍♀️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ #.? DIRA DID YOUR BIRTHDAY PASS. HELLO

[graniteknight]

be real do u believe in macy and aaron transmasc realness

As someone has the most fantastical transmasc swag ever, absolutely. The sillies ever have been given the swag transmasc-ness.

#The knights are not cisgener for a reason #it’s because they’re all transgener?!? #The transmasc swag of Macy and Aaron with the Nonbinary swag of Clay is the biggest knight swag #Idk what on earth Im sayibg .. but I am #Idk if I finished that sentence.. Aaron and Macy transmasc realness is the the realest ever

[borderlinegerard]

its always morally correct to wish death on your ex

#personal #my posts #i am actually doing Generally okay with all of this #i fucking hate him and i hope he dies. but jm okay #im having these weird mixed emotions #i cried twice today in second period but like. im laugjing more #and i keot sayibg i wanted to drop them all anyways #i guess they did it for me? #still hurts more than anythinf #“i loved him” if yoy did then why did you break up with me lol #“oh maybe we can try agaib one day” we Both know thats only happening if i reach out first #youdidnt care enough to text after months until i did it first #but honestly im trying my best not tk think about it because being upset is what he wants from me #imnot govinf him that. im not feeling bad over something he caused #i hate him and i hope he dies. but its okay #maybe kne day i can be hashtag normak enough to talk tk him without bursting into tears #hes really sayinghow imade himfeel fuckcjing manajic wheni had panic attacks because the guy who sits across from me #in art class looks lile him #like ughhow fo you not see what you did to me! you caused the worst 3 months of my life. thanks i guess... #but i find it hard tj care seeing as im always second best #i knownyou like that fucking guy better than you ever liked me #but it wouldve been nice if you ag least tried to hide it #all of that said. i might be okat

[heartandmusic]

me when i showed up at work on friday and someone submitted four digitization requests in a row for 14 different huge art books from the 1800s that are falling apart and 8 of them have cataloging errors and i have to send them down to the cataloging office to be corrected before we can scan them

#see this is the problem with there being a fandom with your job title in it #i cant just rock up like i totally relate to what he is saying but i have no fucking context for why hes sayibg that. #anyway no offense to oomfs who like this je t’embrasse

[faeriesuns]

just realized my texts haven't been sending for like the past 5 hours

#fuck #it keeps sayibg pending no matter what i do #this phone is such a piece of shit

[hoodie-prince-kid]

Oh wow i havent done anything self indulgent all day have i. Like not even thoughts

That is a big oops but im tired now i hope its not too late to fix it

#Ive been so caught up with this other thing i havent given myself room for. Well. Myself #And as much as i love the other thing i dont really wanna intoxicate myself with it so #Uhhh i guess i'll go spin a wheel and see what works #Some help would be greatly appreciated tho (nudging that one friend you know who you are) #(Yknow. Cuz youre always sayibg you like to fan the flames kf my brainrot lmao-) #(You also supposedly have notifs on for me and you almost always see my posts so...)

[ethotv-archived]

biting at the bars of my enclosure Hi.

#SORRY. oh my god i cannot stand this. NOT NORNALLY LIKE THIS IM HAVING. A TIME. DONT MIND ME #lplease do please say hi please start a conversation ask me about something i like #please. but also ignore me im going crazy i dont know what im sayibg

[butchsenshi]

my awesome powers such as being able to hold 12 trains of thought at once ( i am comprehending none of them )

#i have to backtrack so hard just to know wtf im thinking about . its actually starting to affect conversations i have n shit 💔 #mostly irl tbh which is ok . when im typing i get to see all my words so im usually like ohh thats what im sayibg

[mystqueerion]

This is so mystechaos... I'm losing my mind

#i already loved this song sm but last night I had the epiphany #i got to see it played live hashtag flex #not tagging bc its just me rambling but anyway YOU GUYS SEE WHAT IM SAYIBG RIGHT. #“GRANDSTANDING GASLIGHTS BLACK EYES AND FISTFIGHTS I ROMANTICIZE” LIKE? #okay plus the vibe is very tropical which is one of my fav parts about the song #and that can reflect to bunny if im insane enough about going native and making up parallels #plus the chorus is Literally about dying ABOUT KENNY. WHO ALWAYS DIES. and mystechaos especially for this its just perfect guys uugghh #the next line is also 'what made you think you could come over six eyed and with a champagne shoulder' #six eyed like venmous further emphasizing the toxicity of it all and how bad they are for each other #showing up unnanounced at one of the others bases is like my fav thing for the two of them too #champagne problems is the need to make decision between two desireable outcomes. AKA BEING WITH YOUR ENEMY OR HATING HIM LIKE YOU SHOULD #and cold shoulder combining those sayings UGHHH

[booitsbeloved]

What brain melting iq would I have if I can't listen to "Mr blue sky" the same because all I can think about is the valentines day stream Ranboo did.

#sayibg it now because my mom is blasting it across the house #founder with the tapes over the speaker style if you get what I mean 😊

[slvt4em1lyprenti2s]

Hi hi ! I was wondering if you would do Amelia Shepherd x fem reader fic where R is the third twisted sister to Cristina and Mer, Amelia and reader have been in a relationship in secret for a while because they afraid of Mer’s reaction. They finally tell her and she gets protective of R but at the end she is very supportive and protects them against a patient’s hate comment? Xoxo

You’re dating my sister?

Summary: see req above!

Pairings: Amelia Shepherd x fem!reader

fluff, slight angst, homophobia, use of a homophobic slur

Word Count: 1.04k

NOT PROOFREAD

SET WHEN MEREDITH DIDNT LIKE AMELIA MUCH IN THE BEGINNING

Reader pov:

One year. One whole year me and Amelia have been dating for. It’s crazy how fast time feels when you’re in love, I do t know what I’d do without her. The only issue is my best friends, Cristina and Metrdith. Not that I’m afraid of their answer, well. I’m not staid if Cristina’s answer.

Meredith’s husband happens to be my girlfriend brother. It’s a minor detail, and you know, Meredith isn’t the biggest fan of said sister. Me and ames have talked it over and we’re going to tell people soon, but leave Mer till last, what could go wrong right?

Cristina went wrong.

“Hey! Cristina!” I whisper yelled across the nurses station.

“If you have another twisted-sisters-almost-died-or-had-a-traumatic-event drama to tell me save it for after my surgery. Please.” She sighed out.

“No it’s not that I have to tell you something. But you can not, and I mean can not, tell mer.“ I insist

“Dann what did you do screw her sister or something?”

I stay silent at this and her eyes go wide. “Oh. My. God. No you did not.”

I nod my head profusely and respond “We’ve been dating for a year Cristina. Me and Amelia, what am I supposed to tell her?!” I start to panic just thinking about all the different ways this could go wrong.

“Ohh I have no idea! Good luck, you’re gunna need it, oh and tell me when you’re telling her so I can watch.” I rolled my eyes as she walked away from me towards the OR to scrub in.

I walk to my patients room pondering ways to tell mer about me and Amelia, it was going to be a long day.

Amelia pov:

“Derek! Come here!” I call out to him across the neuro floor.

“What do you need I’ve got a surgery with Yang in like, 2 minutes?” He says looking bored before I even start talking.

“Hey you could at least act interest in what I’m about to say, oh and don’t tell mer yet. Please.” His interest was piqued at this so he gave me a look as if to say ‘keep going you’ve got me hooked’ so I continued “Me and y/n have been dating for a year, and we are o my just telling people ad were scared how mer will react because she’s not exactly my biggest fan as of right now and her and y/n/n, and Cristina obviously, are like twisted sisters or whatever.” I took a breather after sayibg all that and my brother just looked like he wanted to laugh in my face.

“Well, good luck!” He smiled and walked off to the OR.

Well shit.

Reader pov:

I walk into my patients room still deep in thought when he speaks up, he’s fairly old, around 70-ish and was in for a broken hip. “You seemed pretty serious with whatever you were talking about back there and now I don’t even get a hello? Something’s gotta be on your mind Doctor.” He gave me a knowing smirk as I open my mouth yet no words come out and let out and exasperated sigh.

“Ah you know, trouble in paradise, well, paradise’s surroundings at least.” I say trying to be as brief as possible.

“Happens to the best of us kid.” He seemed like a genuinely nice guy and to be honest I needed a break so instead of getting a nurse to check his vitals I decided I was going to do them, although it seemed someone else had the same idea.

“Hey y/n/n what are you doing here?” I hear a voice I know all too well say from behind me.

“Hi Ames, just doing Mr Davison’s vitals, are you okay?” I say giving her a smile.

“Funny I was just coming to do the same thing.” she walked beside me and trailed her hand lightly over my lower back which didn’t go unnoticed by Mr Davison.

“Your ‘paradise’ is a she? Ugh just another dyke, exactly what we need!” I stare at him shocked, as does Amelia. His sudden outburst seemed to pull some attention from outside and the one person that I didn’t want to walked in, walked in.

“Is everything okay in here?” Meredith asked.

“No get these people away from me! Horrible people you lgqbt whatever people!” He flailed his arms about like a toddler as he was ranting and raving. Immediately Meredith jumped to our defence.

“Excuse you? Who do you think you’re talking to? I have you know you’ve just made and enemy out of the best neuro, general and ortho (sorry callie) in the state. It’s 2024 in the USA for gods sake, get a grip man!” With this she ushered us out of the room and then into an in call room so she could talk to us.

•

“YOURE WHAT?!” mer practically yelled

“Keep your voice down, yes we’re dating.” Amelia said to mer try help her keep her head on.

“Look Amelia, I love y/n with my whole heart she’s my sister okay? So, if you hurt her, break her heart or do anything to even slightly harm her, I will hurt you twice as much. She’s the best thing that’ll ever happened to you, so don’t screw it up okay?” My heart warmed after hearing just how much mer cared about me and that she would protect me but also slightly concerned she just threatened my girlfriend.

“Yes ma’am.” Amelia murmured clearly slightly intimidated by mer.

“Okay, now that that’s out the way, I’m so happy for you guys!” Me and Ames say thanks and mer’s oager goes off so she has to run so me and amy are left alone in the in-call room.

“I love you Amelia.” I say as I peck her lips and wrap my arms around her neck.

“I love you too y/n/n.” At this she pulled me into a passionate kiss and lowered us both down onto a bed.

When in an unoccupied on-call room…

#wlw #lesbian pride #wlw fanfic #lesbian #sapphic #wlw pride #greys anatomy fanfiction #greys anatomy #amelia shepard x reader #amelia shepherd x reader #amelia shepard #amelia shepherd #meredith grey #cristina yang #derek shepard #derek shepherd

[taegimood]

YESSSS u get it, u just get it 😫 (re: size kink prof!soob)

neoww on the topic of boobin i have been summoned back to this https://www.tumblr.com/taegimood/736742187688214529/ok-so-this-is-abt-soobin-but-what-else-is-new-i

100% switch idc. theres toooo much sub!soob evidence, esp that degradation comment he made on live lmfao

but then a short/reel i used to see pretty frequently when that monday monday is fun todo ep was released and id see a clip where kai said soob was like an evil game character for tickling him n jjun get posted a lot

and then now that the jjimjilbang ep dropped i keep seeing the clip of gyu reacting to kai, soobin n tyun aegyo baby talk to him,,, except idk if it translates the same but soobin told huening to stick his tongue out (i think to enunciate better bc he was mumbling cutely) but the voice in head saw "stick your tongue out" and she said ok! bet! yes sir 🧎🧎 (am i sick for this yes or no /rh /nsrs)

idk this ask was v ugly im sorry bae 😞 and i didnt rlly know where i was going w that but i also don't wanna delete it 💀 n e ways i will be waiting for prof!soob with waited breath (is that how the sayibg goes) (but i also will not be breathing till then anyways! /j)

“boobin” obsessed w that

no but i also think switch.. also lowkey a certified Brat no matter what he is, cuz we see how he literally is one OUT of the bedroom 😭😭 always the full pout and crossed arms and everything 💀 and we’re so big on the bratty beomgyu agenda that we forget how teasing and sassy and sarcastic soobin is... big teasy dom vibes (*cough*prof!soob*cough*) and mischievous sub vibes all in one sigh

he’d be the type of sub to be teasing and sassy and bratty and then the minute you show him you’re fr he’s instantly like a submissive lil puppy dog 😵‍💫

actually, an interesting take: if soobin’s a dom, i feel like he’d be a really casual one. doesn’t take himself too seriously. like, if you try to take control and flip him over onto his back to ride him, he’ll just smirk up at you lazily type shit. i could elaborate a lot on this actually omg i sense another post coming if i’m not careful..

ANYWAYYY AHEMM thank you for the support and soobin thoughts and i hope you like professor!soobin when he comes 😩 (pun unintended) pls breathe! p.s it’s bated breath but i like your version lmfao

#ask mj ♡ #mj’s hard thoughts #soobin #soobin hard thoughts #txt x reader #taegimood #nonnie!

[pebiejeebies]

I like to think my three sonas are just me in three different people

they all have the same origin, all of these are me, and I am them

they are me

me is them

I is we

and us is me

we… what am I sayibg

#osc #silly #golden #object show community #object shows #my art #object show art #osc oc #sona #my sona #sona art #my persona #foursona #cabsona #objectsona #osc art