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grumpyfaceurn · 1 year
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it’s unfair. people keep telling you things will get better and they never do, not after years and years and YEARS of therapy, not after antidepressants, not after adhd medication, it’s just all the same shit over and over and over again and here I am having a fucking meltdown on christmas eve because my kitchen is dirty and everything is out of control, you take two steps forward and three steps back and people tell you to look at the two steps not the three but all you can think of your mother losing it more and more and more and not remembering your birthday and constantly trying to pack to leave somewhere and not being able to say where but she has to go and honestly I have about as much over my control now as she did and
FUCK
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jane-wei · 5 years
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3am bordem
1 Favorite place to be?
A quiet cinema with a massive screen
2 Something I can never live without?
Water
3 Hobbies that I’ll never give up?
baking
4 Three words to describe me?
Proffestional, day dreamer, loyal
5 My biggest fear?
ebaressment
6 What makes me angry?
ignorance towards others
7 My inspiration?
creativity and passion of others
8 Favorite wild animal? Why?
any big cats, because they literally are just big cats
9 Favorite food?
pizza, always
10 First memory of life?
probably playing with lego and having my dad make me spaceships out of lego
11 The best advice I got?
write every day
12 Where do I see myself in 10 years?
hopfully own my own flat or house, maybe running my own production company, maybe acting in some plays
13 Books reading these days?
im not a big reader, but when i read i read loads, i must read DUNE soon
14 The fictional character I want to be?
Luke Skywalker
15 My hidden talents?
quiet farts
16 Favorite type of music?
electronic or classical, if its both at the same time its magic
17 When do I feel happy?
when things are going right for collegues or loved ones
18 Which song would I like to hear to be happy?
duran duran ordinary world
19 My favourite word in English?
surety
20 My favorite word in Spanish?
da nada, that count as two?
21 Top 3 things on my bucket list?
visit hobbiton, sky diving, meet mark hamill
22 The most heard song in 2017?
redbone by childish gambino
23 Last book you’ve read?
probably a comic book or an excerpt from a book on how to direct actors
24 Favorite quote?
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king. 
J.R.R. Tolkien
25 If I had a superpower what would it be?
Creating objects, although that has a lot of responsibility, but it would end world hunger
26 Favorite sport?
rugby, its the only one id watch begining to end, but to play definatly badmington, brutal game
27 Biggest Dream?
be a jedi
28 Favorite Singer?
the chap who won x factor uk last year, Dalton Harris, that guy can create magic
29 Favourite Cusine?
italian
30 A positive quality about me?
I want to know what you have to say, i might get  nervous at the answer or speaking other people in general but im interested
31 A negative quality about me?
push down my self confidence
32 Best place I’ve visited?
brecon beacons in wales
33 When do I laugh the most?
when something is funny, but also breaking through social conventions in a dark kinda way, nothing insulting just a little dark here and there
34 When do I get creative?
when travelling, trains and buses are great, but only when i can see a wide vista, so trains goign through the countryside are ideal, or in a creative soace with othe rlike minded creatives. enough of creativity for now eh?
35 Favorite lyrics?
nothing overlly specific, but i like Plan B’s stuff, Radiohead always do somethign interesting, A Tribe Called Quest are geniuses with words
36 The most scary thing I’ve done?
confront people, its tough, especially when you know something has to be resolved by words and talking
37 Biggest accomplished achievement?
going to film school, something i thought was impossible for a working class lad like me
38 What am I horrible at?
not keeping healthy
39 Favorite book genres?
sci fi and fantasy for sure
40 Any adventurous thing I want to do?
travel
41 Something I would like to try?
sports, i feel that if i was encouraged at school in sports id be a real jockey
42 Optimistic or pessimistic?
depends on the day, optimistic is the goal, that way your always looking up
43 Favorite TV show host?
Mel and Sue, old school bake off
44 A talent I want to acquire?
playing the violin and anoy other musical instrument i can egt my hands on
45 Something from my childhood that I still have?
1 teddy bear and 1 fluffy teddy style cat, those are going to be family heirlooms
46 If I had a chance to change something what would it be?
death of family members, but you cant dwell on such things, itll drive you mad
47 What would I do to calm myself?
music and cleaning
48 When do you find yourself singing?
while out walking or home alone
49 What do I consider unforgivable?
any attack on others, physical, psycological, verbal, insinuated
50 Have I ever sleepwalked?
as a kid yes but not since, if i did id definatly wear some kind of body camera and find out where id go
51 If I got a chance to go somewhere, where will it be?
everywhere, every continant at least 5 times
52 What is my dream career?
feature film writer/director
53 An impossible wish?
a real lightsaber
54 Who is my greatest role model?
i like elders who are accepting of others and those who take great joy in heling others
55 If I could live in any home on a television series, what would it be?
does the U.S.S ENTERPRISE count?
56 Favorite song currently?
Tiny Dancer by Elton John
57 Advice to people?
try to be understanding of others, dont put yourself or your skills down, make every day count, give yourself some credit for what youve done so far, make sure you get a little tlc every now and again
58 How do you handle jetlag?
sleep
59 Describe your style?
nerd
60 Favorite makeup product?
i dont use any, but i do get asked if i use mascara, all natural
61 What’s a guilty pleasure you have?
early naughties action movies, Van Heling with Hugh Jackman the main culprit
62 Favorite Star Wars Character?
The crew of the Ghost, you could never pick one over the other
63 Any pet peeve?
laughs with high pitches
64 If you could die your hair, what color would it be?
red
65 What’s your schedule these days?
in need of a job so a lot of job hunting, school is 2 days a week(ish) got a few writing jobs so putting pen to paper, need to start learnig lines for a play in the summer
66 Have you ever cut your own hair?
only the fringe and i didnt think it was that bad but when i got into school EVERYONE laughed #embaressmentismykryptonite
67 Who’s your style icon?
my friend zach, simple gorgeous colors
68 Do you consider yourself a good liar?
if the lie is a simple one
69 Favorite movies as a child?
star wars, star trek, lord of the rings, predator which i watched way before i was supposed to, i was also in the spy kids generation
70 Last show you’ve binge watched?
star wars rebels and the eric andre show
71 First toy you’ve had?
probably my teddies, but i do remember having star wars actions figures and lego very early on
72 What can you see from your window?
a main road which many buses travel down, a bus stop, a residential row of houses leading to a park, a betting shop
73 What’s for dinner today?
my other half makes great tempe and gyoza
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dont-doubt-dopple · 6 years
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Not a Couple, I swear
V-Day Fic for @blasteroftheass featuring cute fluffy H2OMoo. And no, I haven’t read Darius’s Fic but I’m 90% sure I’m going to get my heart broken because he’s really good at that and it scares me sometimes. Tissue Box is on standby. But enjoy!
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Word Count: 1645
Prompt: You’re my best friend, and we’re both single for Valentine’s day. Let’s go on a platonic date. What’s the worst that could happen? (Also said by Del pretty early on.)
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Delirious: What are your plans for Valentine’s Day?
Moo: Nothing exciting. I’ve got all the stations playing the Olympics queued up and ready.
Also a lot of Ice Cream for When figure skating comes on
Delirious: Boring!! We should do somethign
Moo: What and why?
Delirious: You’re my best friend, and we’re both single for Valentine’s day. Let’s go on a platonic date. What’s the worst that could happen?
Moo: You “accidentally” set something on fire
Delirious: that was one time
Moo: is there a way I can glare at you through the screen
there have been several intances of that
Delirious: look I admit I’m not perfect
Moo: From any stretch of the imagination
Delirious: but I have a plan
HEY
Moo: 🙂
God I have to turn that setting off
Delirious: okay
so plan
two of us go see Black Panther movie everyone including me is so hyped about
then we kid out with the carnival in town
Moo: Black panther comes out after vday
I know
me and ev have plans to see it opening night
Delirious: fuck!
okay, what movies are out?
15:17 to Paris
The Tom Hanks Meryl Streep one
 the new Liam Neeson movie on a train
Proud Mary
Peter Rabbit
Fifty shades freed
Delirious: the last one plz
Moo: but Proud Mary looks soooooo good
plus Marcel would kill me if I didn’t see it
Delirious: it’s Valentine’s Day. We’re going as cheesy as possible
we’re watching the rom com
Moo: Del, no
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Brock wished there was something he had to cover his face. The blush was very apparent in his cheeks as Jonathan talked to the older woman at the ticket counter. A platonic date, he was assured. As the two friends went to see the most romantic movie of the season and Jon was not. Holding back. At all.
He had shown up at the door in a dress shirt and clip on tie (“little dressed for casual, isn’t it?”) with a heart shaped box of chocolates under his arm (“Thanks. But you know this isn’t a romantic date, right?”). Jon had even tried to get Brock to hold hands as they came into the theater (“Platonic, Jon. Are you sure you know what that means?”). It was a little over the top, considering they were two friends going out because they had nothing else to do today.
“Two tickets to Fifty Shades Freed.” The woman said, handing the tickets to Brock. “Theater 5 on your left. Just remember, be mindful of other patrons if you do decide to become … intimate during the film.”
“Oh, we’re not …” Brock began to say, trying to gesture to himself and Jon. But the other man had already run off to get onto the concessions line, determined to get as many sugary snacks before Brock could get there. “We’re just friends.”
“Standard procedure, sir. We have to do this for every romantic movie.” She smiled, but Brock didn’t have to worry if she truly meant it. Jon was already coming toward him, candy snacks piled in his arms.
“I got you your favorite.” He said guiltily, passing over a package of M&Ms Brock’s way. Brock didn’t budge, the disapproving motherly look still on his face.
“I told you before, only one sugary snack, popcorn and maybe a soda.”
“Well, you left me unsupervised. And that’s kinda your fault.”
“You’re an adult, Jonathan. You should not need my supervision.”
“We both know that I fail at adulting.” Jonathan refuted. Brock sighed. If there was one thing he had learned from their friendship, it was that Jonathan could not be argued out of something he believed in. Arguably very frustration at times for the Mom friend, especially when he knew he was right.
“Fine. But don’t blame me if you end up throwing up at the carnival.” Jonathan nods furiously, before Brock grabs his wrist and drags him toward the ticket guy. It’s an older gentleman again, and Brock tries to hold back his eye roll.
“Tickets please?” Brock hands the guy the two tickets, and he hands the stubs back equally as fast. “Enjoy the show.” The man’s voice is flat, clearly eyeing the two with contempt.
“We’re not boyfriends, just guy friends.” Brock assures him, before Jonathan jumps in.
“Brosexual, if you will.”
“Not helping.”
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“I told you. You wouldn’t believe me, but I told you.”
“Shuch up!!” Jonathan yells in response, before beginning to feeling queasy again. He leaned once more over the bucket they had found, letting the contents of his stomach go once more. Brock patted him on the back, making sure none of the vomit got on him. The smell of food around him didn’t help, buttered popcorn and funnel cakes drifting toward their noses.
“Is … he okay?” Brock turned to face the girl who asked him. The teen is extremely pale, like she went on too many rides as well. Her auburn hair was messily tied back, and black glasses still lay loosely in her sweatshirt pocket.
“He just went on too many rides, that’s all.”
“Ditto.”
“I blame you.” Jon stated, using a nearby napkin to wipe excess vomit. “You made me go on all those rides after eating that pretzel.”
“No. After the pretzel I specifically said, ‘Jon, we should take a break. You’re going to throw up if you keep going on all the spinny rides.’ To which you responded, ‘You can’t tell me what to do.’, before going on all the rides.”
“You should have been taking better care of me then.”
“I am not your mom!”
“You are the mom friend. Does that count?” Brock hears the girl besides them giggle at their bickering.
“You guys are honestly couple goals.”
“Platonic!” Brock refutes, clearly getting flustered at the topic again. “Look .. look it up. In the dictionary.”
“Sorry. Geez, didn’t mean to hit a sore spot.”
“KATIE!!”
“Coming Mom!” The girl shouted, slipping on her glasses before walking toward the rest of her family. Brock sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose and shaking his head. Why did people assume he and Jon were on a date?
“Can I have a teddy bear?” Jon blurted out, “Not like one of the tiny ones, but the big ones that you win at the games. Can you win me one?”
“Jon, you know I don’t have an athletic bone in my body and my luck is even worse.”
“But I want a TEDDY BEAR!!”
“How about this.” Brock proposed. “I run out to the Walmart shopping center and see if I can find one. While I do that, you can wait in line for the Ferris Wheel. Okay? Can you do that for me?”
“Yeah!” He cheers excitedly. God, he really is an overexcited child.
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“This is was a good day. Did you enjoy it? I enjoyed it.” Jonathan squealed, clutching even harder to the giant bear Brock had gotten him from Babies R’ Us (but don’t tell him that). It took up about a third of the seat, but Jonathan never care. And neither did Brock right now. He was just glad that one of his best friends had managed to drag him out of the house and just enjoy the 14th of February. The smile on his face was genuine as the car they were in stopped right at the top. The view of the lights of the city was breaktaking, even if they weren’t that high up.
“Wow.” Brock breathed, the car swaying back and forth.
“Yeah, It’s pretty, isn’t it?”
“Beautiful.”
“I just wish I could see the stars.” Jonathan reminisced. “I remember Luke and I would just drive for hours to find this nice quiet place away from the lights and noise of the city. We’d take turns driving while the other goofed around in the back, singing to the radio at the top of out lungs off key. We’d leave at the beginning of the day and just get to the spot around midnight. Both of us would be tired but we’d pull an all nighter just to watch the stars disappear and the sun rise. I miss that. The two of us for three days.” Brock didn’t say anything, just tried to formulate words as the wheel started up again, pulling the view away from them.
“Why didn’t you guys do that this year?” He finally asked.
“He met Genay. And while I love her, I really do, it’s just don’t have that much time to hang out with him anymore. I just … I needed to get out of the house and do something. Sorry, if this is making you think I think you any less or you were just my second choice. You’re one of my best friends, if not the best. Just .. yeah.”
The two sat in silence the rest of the ride, which wasn’t long. Brock kept replaying Del’s confession in his head, trying to remedy what his friend had told him. And when the two had gotten off the wheel, Delirious was clinging to his teddy even tighter than before.
“Hey, Jonathan?” Moo spoke finally as the two headed toward the exit, the night getting late and Jon’s eyes struggling to stay open. “How about next Valentine’s Day, if the two of us are still single, we take a road trip?”
“Where to?”
“Oh, I was thinking maybe the middle of nowhere.” Jonathan’s eyes widened, and before Brock knew it he was being lifted into the air via Delirious’ hug.
“OMG YES!!! BEST VALENTINE’S DAY OF MY LIFE!!!”
“Best Valentine’s Day of your life so far.” Both men smiled, having a feeling the comedic remark was going to hold true. That next year was going to be even better.
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kookie-vith-suga · 6 years
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Supergirl
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Word count: 2324
Warnings: Angst, Domestic violence PLEASE DON’T READ IT IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS THEME!!!!
Mentions of smoking... I know it is not bad but I actually hate smoking. So don’t smoke kids! ;)
Author’s note: Kinda random. Inspired by Reamonn “Supergirl”
–> Masterlist <–
Recent: Snitch 
“Mommy, why are there only male superheros? Aren’t women also super?” The small girl pulled at the hem of her mom’s shirt to get her attention.
“Of course they are. But you are right there are not a lot of female heros. There is at least one very famous one. She is called superwoman!” 
“Oh so when I grow I can be a superwoman right?” She exclaimed excited.
“But you are already superwoman, honey!” She crouched down next to the small girl and stroked her cheek.
“No, you are superwoman mommy. I am only a girl.” The small girl smiled brightly.
“Oh you are right again. Such a smart girl. Then you must be supergirl! I totally forgot about her! She is even stronger than superwoman.”
“Wow supergirl is stronger than superwoman?”
The woman nodded while smiling at her daughter.
“I am supergirl then!” She bounced up and down.
The woman closed her arms around the little girl. “Yes, you are my precious Y/N.”
You took some water in your hands and let it splash over your face. Then you smacked your cheeks lightly and pinched them. “Stay awake Y/N!” Just another hour. Your eyes wandered to the clock at the wall. You had to take a step closer to be able to read it through the dimmed light.
2 pm. Soon I am done.
You exited the bathroom and immediately you could feel the bass of the music running through your body. You picked up two trash bags headed to the backside. You threw them away and wiped your hands on your apron. You walked towards the steps and sat down. Then you fiddled one deserved cigarette out of the backpocket of your jeans and slipped them between your lips. You lit them up and took the first deep drag. Your felt your body relax. At least a little bit. You blew the smoke into the air watching how it danced around before vanishing.
“Shouldn’t you be working?”, a voice disturbed your peace.
“Shouldn’t you?”, you laughed and took another drag of the cigarette before holding it up with an outstretched arm.
You felt it been take away. You tilted your head back and watched your boss pull on it.
“Well I am. Scolding my employee for taking unauthorized breaks during working hours is pretty much considered work.”
“Is that so? Then give me my cigarette back and I will be back to work in no time.” You streatched your arm out with a smirk on your face.
“I also see myself forced to confiscate this. It is not good for you.”
“Excuse you! Who are you to decide that?”, you acted offended.
“Your boss?”
You shook your head
“Your father?”
You shook your head again but this time you could not stop yourself from laughing out loud. You have not laughed like that in a long time.
“Your friend?” He let himself fall down next to you and held the cigarette towards you.
“Tsk. You wish.” You fetched it from him and put it between your lips.
He smile formed on his lips but he did not give you any sassy respond like you were used from him. He just stared at you with that idiotic smile.
“Do I have something on my face?” You pointed at yourself.
“No, no”, he detached his eyes from you and shook his head slowly still smiling.
“You are scaring me Kim Seokjin.” You faced the front again while pulling your knees up so you can rest your chin on it. You blew some of the smoke to the air. Your eyes stayed up and a comfortable silence spread between yourself “The sky is beautiful tonight. So many stars.”
“It is true. It is a breathtaking view.” Somehow you did not have the feeling he was talking about the night sky. The thought alone let your chest tighten.
A little too quickly you got up coughing and mumbling: “I should get back to work.”
“Y/N”, he called after you but you just headed in ignoring him.
~Flashback~
“Stop hurting mommy!” you screamed from the top of your lungs.
Your father turned around with a shocked face. It was way past your bed time already. You were not meant to hear him coming home only “a little tipsy” as he called it and scream at your mom why she did not cook something fresh. Hearing her screams of pain a little later from the force he had pushed her against the kitchen counter. Not meant to hear the noise of a fist meeting a body.
Your father walked over and kneeled down in front of you. “I love your mommy Y/N but sometimes adults have to fight. That is normal.” He wiped away a fresh tear that had escaped your eye. “Do you understand that?”
You nodded.
“Good girl. So can you promise me one thing?”
You nodded.
“Don’t go to your friends or anyone else and tell them what just happened, okay? Cause this is family business so nobody needs to know. Do you understand that?”
You nodded.
He picked you up and pressed a kiss to your cheek “Very good. You are my little supergirl. I love you, Y/N.” When he said those words it sounded like someone was scratching his nails over a board. “But you know what they say about supergirls right?”
You nodded.
“Supergirls don’t cry”, you said in unison.
“Right, that is my big girl! So you can stop crying now and go back to sleep, alright?”
You nodded.
“Then let’s get you back to bed.” He smiled his happy father smile and started heading upstairs. Over his shoulder you watched your mother coming to a sitting position. Blood was dripping from her face.
I am sorry mommy that I could not protect you. I am so sorry.
~Flashback end~
“Y/N that is it! It is all over. My whole career is ruined!”
“Whoa Bethany, don’t panick! What happened?”
“The guys who should have set up everything for my exhibition got everything wrong. I don’t know how but they got an old plan and now everything is in the wrong place! What am I suppose to do now?! I cannot take down everything on my own and anyone who could help me left already also I still have to write the text I want to have in the information flyer, have them printed, pick up the bottle of helium and inflate 200 ballons. How should I be able to manage that in ONLY five hours?!? So I think I am very well allowed to panick!”
“Okay breathe. I can be at the gallery in 30 minutes and together we will manage that.”
“B-B-but don’t you have work soon. I cannot claim your time!”
“First of all you are not claiming anything. I decided to do so. Second of all I will talk to Seokjin. I am sure I can manage it somehow. Don’t worry.”
She exhaled long. “You are my saviour Y/L/N Y/N!”
“Let us get to work first before you thank me.”
“You are right. See you soon.”
“Bye.” You hung up and immediately dialed Seokjin’s private number he gave you for emergencies. This was clearly one!
“Hello?”
“Hey Seokjin. Here is Y/N!”
“Y/N? Did something happen? Are you alright?”, he instantly questioned with a worried tone.
“Yes I am totally fine! But my friend isn’t. Her art exhibition is opening tonight and everything that could go wrong did went wrong. I am currently on my way to her and I wanted to ask if it is possible that I can come a little later to work. It will only and hour maximun three. I know this is on real short notice but everything she has worked for depends on this night and I cannot let her hanging!”
“I understand. Where is it?”
“What do you mean where?”
“Like the address.”
“Herlington street 54. But why?”
“I am coming.”
Your mouth gaped open.
“You are what?!”
“I am coming to help you”, he repeated his words a little slowlier.
“Oh no this is really too much to ask!”
“I would not offer my help when I did not have time!”, he pointed out.
“B-b-b-ut the bar?”
“Yoongi can do it. He is pretty skilled.”
“B-b-b-ut..”
“No more buts. I have to pick something up so I can be there in two hours. Is that good?”
“Totally fine!”
“Alright then we will see us later!”
“Yes. SEOKJIN!”, you exclaimed before he could hang up.
“What Y/N?”
“Thank you.”
“Anything for you, you know that!” And like that he hung up letting you with an gaped open mouth and a beating heart.
“Thank you for all your help, Seokjin. I don’t think I could have finsih it without you.” Satisfied you looked at the sea of ballons which flooded the whole entrance hall.
“That is not true. You would have managed it as good as you did it now.” He patted your shoulder.
“No, seriously. Without you it would not have worked that way!” You nodded encouraging and smiled.
His lips curled up as well while not being able to take his eyes off you.
“Oh before I forget it. The actual reason I came to be honest is...”, he fiddled something out of his jeanspocket, ”Here”, he held his closed fist towards you.
“What is this?”, you wondered.
“Give me your hand.” With a skeptical look you did.
“And close your eyes.” You did as you were said. Something small glided into your hand.
“Open up.” You did and inspected the object in your hand. You could feel his eyes were trained on your face to see your reaction.
“A necklace?” It was rather a statement then a question.
“I want you to have it.”
“Why?” You were confused.
“Because I like you and this reminded me of you.” You turned around the pendant. It was a star adn somethign was written on the back: The most breathtaking view.
“No.” An apologetic smile spread on your face.
“No?” Now he was the confused one.
“I am sorry but I cannot take this.” You held it back for him to take it.
“What are you saying?! Of course you can!” His voice raised itself in frustration.
“This is too much“, you argued.
“Not it is not. Actually it is not enough. You are doing amazing working three jobs while studying for school and still being the nicest person I know and help each and every living soul out here. For you Y/N this by far is not enough.”
“This is not true. I don’t deserve all these kind words.”
“Why are you thinking so low about yourself?! I have never ever witnessed a girl as strong willed as you Y/N. When you set something in your head you are doing it with all your heart. Look at all this here. How many hours have you worked today to get it all done huh? Don’t tell me you know one other person who would drop everything as you did today if one of their friends said they needed help? Don’t tell me there is someone as selfless as you out there? Because that is simply not possible!”
“Stop it!”, you shook your head vehemently, “Just stop it.”
He cupped your cheeks in his big hands which made you stop shaking your head.
“Listen Y/N, I want you to see how beautiful you are to me. That is why I bought this. Maybe it is unusual to confess like this but I cannot keep it in anymore.  You have all my adoration. I want to see that smile of yours every day, every minute, every second. I love you, Y/N.”
I love you. The words echoed through your head. I love you. I love you. I love you. They seemed meaningless to you since no one who ever said them to you was honest.
“This is too much for me!” You pushed his hands away and tried to move away. He wrapped his hands around your wrists before you could do so.
“Don’t run away from me Y/N. I know you love is not easy for you! I know you have been hurt and I will not pressure you into anything. But I can make you happy.”
Happy You nearly laughed out loud. Truely happy is something I haven’t been in a long time.
“You don’t understand it and I probably will never be able to make you understand but you have to believe me when I say I cannot be with you!”
Your eyes had locked with his and they were fighting a bloody fight while the both of you remained totally silent.
“No, you are wrong. I do understand”, he said after a long time. Every sparkle had vanished from his eyes and he looked at you emotionless. “This is not about you not being able to be with me but you not wanting to be with me.”
You could see the hurt in his eyes. You could see he wanted you to disagree with him. Tell him he was wrong and you loved him back. Maybe you even did so but you could not say it. Those words would never leave your lips again. Not in this life.
“I am sorry.”
The necklace slipped through your fingers before you slipped out of his hands as well. You ran towards a cold night. It was dark and the stars where out. But you could not see them. Tears were burning in your eyes. You stopped after a while breathing heavily. Your hands ran over your face through your hair. You tried to catch your breath.
Don’t cry Y/N.
You are a Supergirl.
And Supergirls don’t cry.
This got longer as expected and it is fucking late: Goodnight!
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