#xander needs therapy

[z-1-wolfe]

in which xander is no longer a twink

#fire emblem #fire emblem fanart #fire emblem conquest #fe xander #fe camilla #fe leo #fe corrin #fe elise #zenta draws #just some silly little guys #corrin is ready to go to war if it means they get to become buff #hmm stuck in a few of my own headcanons as well #xander needs therapy

[haunted-xander]

Do you think Saix' emotional co-dependence started as a Nobody or did it start as human Isa and just grew to an unhealthy degree?

#i like to think it started as a human partially bc that would make the most sense to me #(as xemnas/org xiii likes to use its members established weaknesses against them and saix/isas attatchment to axel/lea would be very easy to #manipulate him) #but also it furthers the parallels between saix' jealousy and rikus arc in kh1 #which i think is fun #obviously it wouldnt have been nearly as big a problem back then as it ended up being later on #partially bc isa wouldnt have been manipulated and gaslit so much but also #bc he wouldnt really have any fuel for it like saix got #no super-important super-secret mission they have to do #no forced emotional distance #and the idea of being 'replaced' would have been much more fueled purely by anxiety than any actual possibility of happening #oh and he also would have at least one other friend (subject x) #even if its one he wouldnt be able to talk to all the time #anyway im rambling. saix/isa got fucked up bad and i hope he gets loads of therapy bc god does he need it #isa #saix #lea #axel #leaisa #akusai #it feels kinda wrong to tag their noboy names when its them as a kids #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts birth by sleep #kh #kh bbs #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

[moondust-on-the-hijabi]

guess who finished tig in two days instead of doing maths 😃

#grayson needs a hug and years of therapy #eve can go jump off the cliff like she said she would #avery and jameson are so hot #i love xander and his dad #also libby and nash #i'll the brothers hawthorne tmrw #moonhalo talks books —✧ #the inheritance games #tig #the hawthorne legacy #the final gambit #avery grambs #avery kylie grambs #jameson hawthorne #grayson hawthorne #xander hawthorne #libby grambs #nash hawthorne

[riddles-n-games]

They may not always be in Texas, but Tobias Hawthorne still has a chokehold on them. 😭😭😭

Ladies and gentlemen, Texas Hold' Em, the Hawthorne Version:

Tobias Chokehold 'Em, the Graveyard Shift Edition.

#nash westbrook hawthorne #grayson davenport hawthorne #jameson winchester hawthorne #xander blackwood hawthorne #hawthorne brothers #tobias tattersall hawthorne #tobias hawthorne #hawthorne shenanigans #hawthorne brothers NEED therapy #tobias stop haunting them #find a new hobby you sissy #song parody #texas hold 'em #beyonce #the inheritance games memes #tig memes #the inheritance games #tig

[anxietea413]

what even started emily's evil arc? i mean sure she had strict parents who barely let her do stuff cause of her heart disease. but that's no reason to become a psycho. she still had friends and ppl liked her (kinda)??? WHAT WAS HER REASONING?? rebecca had a lot of patience and self-control, i could never put up with emily if she were my sister. she was severely neglected, judged, and shunned by her sister. she deserves way much better.

#rebecca's a great character #id like to know more abt her #emily single handedly gave gray and jamie ptsd #thats some psychotic behavior #i need therapy after that #emily laughlin #rebecca laughlin #evelyn shane #the inheritance games #the grandest game #nash hawthorne #the hawthorne legacy #xander hawthorne #avery kylie grambs #jameson hawthorne #the brothers hawthorne #the final gambit #grayson hawthorne #savannah grayson #gigi grayson

[echothelover]

There were three stages to my development as a Juri fan.

Stage one, you are 100% pro Juri and too emotionally close to the conflict, and thus it hurts when Shiori does anything. Wtf was Ruka's part of the story even about.

Stage two, you relate to Juri just a liiiitttle too much. And you become a Shiori apologist. Shiori may be mean but she's not THAT bad. I mean, Juri is pretty cold to her too. Surely there's a REASON Juri liked her in the first place. Also Ruka GET AWAY FROM THEM.

Stage three, you are now a fan of both Juri and Shiori but please please please stay away from each other til you've both got years worth of shit figured out. Shaking Juri by the shoulders- i get it, i understand, but GET OVER IT. Cheering loudly at the scene where the locket is cut off. Appreciating Ruka's narrative for shaking them out of their patterns (but still hating him so so much and laughing when he dies offscreen). Get therapy please girls. And then, if after lots of self reflection and improvement you still love each other, THEN... you should keep going to therapy but also add couple's therapy into the mix.

#xander's personal rambles #rgu #first watch through: 'shes just like me fr (ouch ouch ouch /pos)' #subsequent watch throughs 'shes just like me fr (/derogatory /affectionate)' #looked at her character flaws. went haha i do that. #then started throwing popcorn at the screen like 'boo we worked this out in therapy already! get over her!' #and while you're at it get over your awful self perception and recognize there's nothing wrong w/ you! #(well. there are many many things wrong with you. but not what you THINK is wrong with you. that part's fine) #this whole post can be summed up as: #stage 1. relate to juri DONT ship jiori #stage 2. relate to juri. ship jiori #stage 3. relate to juri. think both juri and shiori need to move on. still kinda ship jiori but dont think its the best outcome for them #(i think the best outcome for is they dont see eachother for a long time. both get different girlfriends. and then meet again. #and just. see each other. and acknowledge that they both made it through. and admit how much their relationship consumed both of them. #and then part on good terms again.)

[thefatedbonechameleon]

I just finished chapter 49 of The Brothers Hawthorne and HOLY SHIT.

I thought that Tobias freaking Hawthorne was an absolute psychopath in The Inheritance Games Trilogy but this bitch defies all my expectations and then some. Calling him a psychopath is too nice. We need to invent a new word for this mf because WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK MAN?!

#this dude is insane #being a hawthorne means having shit tonnes of money but still not being able to afford therapy #someone give grayson a hug #someone give all of them therapy please #they severely need it #childhood trauma? whats that? #the brothers hawthorne #the inheritance games #the hawthorne legacy #the final gambit #grayson hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #xander hawthorne #tobias hawthorne #avery kylie grambs

[bewilderednobody]

I need a few hours to think about the Hawthornes

#the inheritance games #the hawthorne legacy #the final gambit #they all need a hug #And some therapy #please i'm begging #grayson hawthorne #nash hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #xander hawthorne #i want to study them under a microscope

[cherryschaos]

This is going to be long, but I promise it's worth the time

I think Grayson also knew how manipulative and abusive Emily was. Hear me out, during the two books whenever Jameson knows/figures something out there's a 95% chance Grayson has too and vice versa.

My theory is that while Jameson saw this and was like "you don't do this to people" and confronted Emily because 1) break up with her and tell her how awful she's being and 2) protect Grayson (remember that "it's one of us we protect it" then "SHE is one of us we protect HER" part in THL at the foundation 100% applies to the brothers' relationship) Grayson saw it as how their grandfather was to them their entire lives and thought he just needed to solve the riddle.

If/When it comes out that Jameson watched Emily die. Because it's really convenient that this one secret has actually stayed secret in that family. The relationship between Grayson and Jameson will be massively shaken. We forget that while Jameson saw her die and left, Grayson who at the time believed that Emily chose him, found her dead. He had to call for help, he had to wait ALONE (most likely) for help to arrive.

Why is Grayson avoiding Avery? Because the last time a girl liked both him and his brother, he found her dead.

They all need hugs and therapy

#bookish #hawthorne brothers #grayson hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #xander hawthorne #avery grambs #the inheritance games #nash hawthorne #gravery #javerson #love triangle #i ship this #they need therapy #they need hugs

[exandr0th-0f-viscera]

(UNRELATED, I CAN'T BELIEVE SOL HAS LOST HIS SQLOINT PIN) (DOES SOL ENJOY GETTING UNREASONABLY STRESSED) (I AM JUST GONNA HAVE TO FIND IT HUH)

#XANDER TXT #(ANGER AND FRUSTRATION BUILDING) #(I NEED THERAPY OF SOME DESCRIPTION)

[haunted-xander]

comic wip- I realize I ended up drawing Ryne with the same resting sad face a lot lmao. poor girl, it's not even a sad comic (for once!) but it does have Emotions involved so,

+ A bonus Gaia face I lost it at lmaoooo

She looks so done with Everything

#i draw ryne with this sad little wet cat look a lot #but to be fair. she IS basically just a sad little wet cat looking for love and acceptance #bbygirl needs some therapy. badly. #and also probably needs to learn how to deal with emotions bc she absolutely did NOT learn shit from thancred or urianger on that front #gaias here to help tho. shes gonna say it as it is and ryne would very much benefit from that #ryne waters #gaia #ffxiv #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art #work in progress

[persephone11110]

Self Control

Jake Seresin x Reader

Three times you should’ve stopped fucking Jake Seresin, and one time you finally did.

tw:one night stands, insecure reader, KINDA DARK, mentions of sex throughout—DUBIOUS CONSENT fic,Dead Iceman->reader is grieving and doesn’t how to process her emotions properly, asshloe J.S->cheater Jake, they both need fucking therapy!!,—jake abusive childhood Jake chokes reader->bruises, happy ending, the two kazansky children seen in the movie are cannoned just gave them names(Xander,Ana Kazansky),self-slutshaming, reader calls herself whore 2-3x, mavdad—feminist icon

WC : 2.7k

AN: I really can’t tell you how this fic was born tbh, but enjoy❤️, title from Self Control- Frank Ocean

—

THIS FIC MENTIONS SEX ALOT, I PUT DUBIOUS CONSENT BCUS READER & JAKE ARE NOT IN RIGHT STAND OF MIND, PLEASE BE CAREFUL!!!

1. his bedroom

You’ve been thinking to yourself lately,everynight you lie in bed in wondering if you should be tired of doing this?, giving a piece of yourself to Jake Seresin three times a week.

You wondered if the man even cared enough to get to know you, after all you’ve been acting as his bed warmer for the past three months.

But that just it, you were warned of how this would work, you both agreed to emotionless sex— being each other’s fuckbuddies when work got to much to emotionally handle.

As it seemed neither of you had the mental capacity to have a healthy coping mechanism. You sat on your floor infront of a mirror trying to cover up a neck bruise, Jake had a nightmare again—the same one as usual, Instead Jacob Sr was the one doing the choking.

“Jake, Jake!” your throat was closing, Jake hand around throat was tightening—his fingers digging deep into your skin Again. You were begging for him to release you. You stared into his green forest like eyes—their so fucking beautiful.

At first he doesn’t acknowledge your pleading tone, Jakes most likely still stuck in nightmare from hell “Jake please let go”. Your voice was dry now, tears sprung from your eyes as it did his.

A loud thump happened as your body rolled of the bed to the floor. You heard heavy breathing which normally signaled Jake had finally woken up . He banged his head against the headboard loudly. Jake utters a small—“I’m sorry”before leaving you alone in the room to gather himself.

You sat on the floor like fucking obedient dog waiting for Jake to come back and tell you what do next. While you sit there in silence apart of you wonders were the strong Y/n“Killerfrost” Kazansky went, the woman who didnt break a sweat while looking death in the face. The woman who flew more colder than Iceman more crazier than Maverick. What happened?

Death happened,cancer stripped your dad of his life. Sitting at his beside watching him struggle take his last breath, shushing him he because he was pushing himself to use his voice.

Going on base and listening to the Admiral Simpson go over on the speaker and tell the base that Admiral Kazansky—your dad drew his last breathe. Which led you to Jake Seresin bed.

Younger you would be so disappointed in you right now. Younger Y/n Kazansky would rather die before laying down with man who’s ruining their mental health. If someone told you ten years down line you would be fucking one of the worst men as an emotional outlet. You would’ve laughed in their face repeatedly till you passed out from lack of oxygen.

“Tom Kazansky would be so disgusted with his daughter”, a thought lingered around your mind, “Dad wouldnt even want to be in the same room as you”.

You picked yourself off the floor as you heard Jake’s footsteps getting closer. Your legs were bouncy as anxiety was coursing through your veins—flying never did make you feel this, but leave it to Jake‘Hangman’Seresin to.

Jake voice was low and rough,“See you next week”. Before you could say something to the man, he already had his back turned walking away from you.

Your cheeks flush with embarrassment,“How am I falling for a man who doesn’t love me and never will?”. You continue to slip your clothes back on as you toss the thought around in your head, careful of your sore neck skin. “You should be ashamed of yourself Y/n Kazansky, you were not raised be a whore who re adjust their clothes as a John throws a fucking dollar at them., You were raised with dignity”.

Whore. Y/n Kazansky callsign should be Jake Seresin whore.

Your pressed your head into the shower wall, allowing the hot pressed water to soothe your aching muscles.“I’m so sorry daddy”.

—

2. Family Dinner

You kept tugging at the hem of your turtle neck, it was to hot to be wearing this damn thing in the first place. But last thing you wanted to was to worry your siblings as they had just lost their father. That last thing they needed was their weak sister falling apart at the seams, as if they weren’t either.

Two times a month your siblings held saturday dinner. The idea was to keep up with eachother.

Guess who’s been missing family dinner to fuck Jake Seresin?, the answer is Y/n Kazansky.

You stood on Ana porch quietly, wondering if you should even go in, not wanting the catch the end of your short-tempered sister.

“You plan on standing there till hell freeezes over?”, a voice pulls your from your thoughts, Xander Kazansky was standing behind you with pie in his hands. “Come on sis, Ana been waiting to see you”. He smiled, softly pulling on your wrist to get you into the door. You mirror his smile, forgetting all about last night. You closed the door behind you.

“Hey kid”, you stand there waiting for him to put the pie down before you pull him into a tight hug. Your ruffling his hair, with one hand.

“I have you know Y/n I can legally drink alcohol”. Xander pouts like little kid.

“Y/n didn’t wait until she was twenty one drink”. Ana tone of voice was sour as she gestured the both of you to sit down.

“Ana I—“ Your cut off by her harsh words.

“Y/n the longer you spew bullshit at me the longer its takes to bless the food”. Ana states before bowing her head and closing her eyes.

You and Xander make eye contact before joining her.

“So us non-aviators aren’t good enough for you anymore?” Ana asked you in calm tone, yet you could hear how angry she truly was.

Xander was to busy scraping at his dinner plate, shoving food in his mouth—not wanting to be caught in the middle of his sister’s argument.

You bite at the inside of your cheek unsure of what to say back. Can’t say the truth because then Ana will really flip out if she finds what her little sister been doing lately.

You glanced at your plate again thinking up lie to tell her. “I’ve been busy Ana, since the mission the dagger squad have become a permanent squadron”. Your telling the truth but the full truth.

You pray Ana takes the bone you threw at her and leaves it alone. Ana gave you a dirty look before picking at her broccoli and shoving it in her mouth. Thank god neither of your parents were here as they would’ve picked up on ticks, the picking at your nails, nibbling at your bottom lip.

“Sweetheart you can tell us whats going on you know that right”, your dad would say while nudging your shoulder, “Your off the clock, you can retire Killerfrost till your up in the air”.

You thought Ana had let it go as she stopped acknowledging you, and was only talking to Xander. "I hope that whatever you been doing was worth it Y/n, you haven’t even seen mom in goddamn month”.

“Ana” Xander sighed, he was getting tired of his sister remarks, you didn’t wanna defend yourself anymore, not that you even tried to.

You bowed your head in shame, no longer wanting to make eye contact with either sibling.

“What Xander?”, Ana raised her voice,”It’s the same fucking thing dad would’ve say to her too,I’m getting tired of her acting as if she’s the only one who lost a dad, like mom didn’t lose apart of her”.

You could feel the tears attempting to escape from your eyes. You placed the silverware back in its place, you stood from the dinner table. Casting a look between the both of them—“I’m sorry Ana, Xander” before you walked out of her house with tears rushing down your face.

Your sitting at a gas station thinking about everything, you really were acting selfish.

Maybe fucking Jake Seresin was a bad idea?

You picked up your phone, eyeing the text message. “I can’t sleep Y/n, come over if your aren’t busy”.

And just like that, Jake was telling you to come over it’s like he knew when it was a bad time for you. How dare you say no to him?

You put the key back in the ignition and start to slowly pull out of the parking lot.

Your on the back road, the shortest way to get to his house.

3. All I Could Was Cry

She was standing there with my man.

I heard them promise death do us apart.

A woman who looked like Marilyn Monroe was her descendant hung off of Jakes arm, she wrapped her hand around his bicep. They both shared a smile with one another, “I’m busy tonight Y/n“, he texted you this morning.

They were pushing eachother into the water- her screams of joy as Jake playfully her slammed into the water. She leaned into to him pushing her tongue down his throat.

I was losing the man I loved.

“Falling in love with a man like that is dangerous game Y/n” A familiar voice interrupts your self pity. Uncle Maverick is standing behind you with two beers in his hands and small smile. “Scoot over kiddo” Your sitting on cold sand, pretending to be okay with the scene infront of you.

“Uncle Mav if your here to give me I’m so disappointed in you speech, I’ve already gave myself one more than once I-“. He gently cuts you off when he pulls you into a tight, rubbing his hand up and down your back.

“Your mom been worried about you, so has your siblings , me and the daggers”. His voice is laced with worry, you hated making people worry about you. “Your flying been…crazy these past couple of months”. Maverick struggles to find more words to say, unsure if he does it might push into Jakes arms.

He was right you been flying like your ass was on fire, and if you’ve been pulling maneuvers even he wouldn’t dare to.

“Ana Kazansky is worried about me?”, Your eyes widen at that,“It didn’t seem like that a couple nights ago when she was going for my head”.

“Ana is like your father, arguing with them is like sitting on the stand defending yourself against a criminal charge”. Uncle Maverick explains with a soft tone, “I would know after pissing your dad off for over thirty years”. You swear he blinks away a few tears before continuing.

“I have everything under control, yes I like Seresin and I understand he doesn’t want me”. You feel indifferent as the lie rolls off your tongue through your mouth. “I’m Killerfrost Kazansky who doesn’t allow her emotions to get the best of her”. Your eyes shift away as you attempt to not hold eye contact with him.

“The same bullshit your father tried to pull with me years ago, your Y/n Kazansky the woman who just her father, the woman who misses her father dearly the man who showed you how to spell your name, the man who managed to get out of deployment early to drop you off for the first day kindergarten”.

Tears pricked at your eyes,“I didn’t think about it that way,maybe i’ve been to hard on myself?”. Your voice cracks with emotion. “As much I hate to say it— It feels nice to be ‘wanted’ by someone, Mav”.

“Kid, I was that man thirty some odds years ago when Goose died, I had sex with any woman who looked my way and said yes”. Maverick pulled away from you, gently wiping away your tears. “It’s going to hurt kiddo for awhile, but I promise you its gets better, the last thing Ice would want is for his daughter to lose herself, to allow a man to tell her how worthy she is”. He presses a kiss into the side of your head“It’s okay to feel emotions Y/n Kazansky”, he said low enough for only your ears.

After leaving you alone with your thoughts, your phone blinks as a notification pops up.

“Y/n I need you over tonight”. Your walking back to the car, hand on the car handle. “10 is good”. Your driving past his house, your driving to your apartment.

4. Happier Again (3months later)

He’s in standing your doorway with roses in his hand, and red wine in the other. When you heard knocking on the door you expected Ana because it almost time for movie night or Harvard because he’s sucks at cooking and needs help. But not him—Jake Seresin was standing in your doorway looking apologetic.

The new you wants to slam the door in his face, forcing him to catch a hint that the nights you spent in his bed were over. Deciding against your gut you decide to allow him in, for what you’ll never know—maybe he’s here to offer a peace offering.

You still had to work with him still— the dagger squadron is permanent till Cyclone and Cain think otherwise.

Jake goes to open his mouth but nothing leaves it, which is a first. The great Hangman is left clueless not a insult dripping with anger and sarcastic comment in sight.

“Come in Jake” He cocks his head to the side unsure if he really should.“If you want stand outside and look stupid thats fine by me”. You turn on your heel,but before you get far he grabs you by wrist, pulling you into a kiss.

The roses, the wine—he loves me, Jake“Hangman” Seresin finally loves me. You feel the old you try to blossom like a dead flower, attempting to sprout back to life.

“Stop!”You shoved at his chest he falls back alittle. “No, I’m not doing this again with you Jake”. Your cheeks are starting to get red,“What about that woman from the hard deck?”.

His lips slip into a tight smile“She and I are going through a rough patch right now”. Jake steps into your apartment, “Y/n its nothing to worry about she wouldn’t know”.

You shake your head at him,“You haven’t changed?”.

“Oh come on darlin it’ll be like old times”, He stands tall, his hangman smile is fully on display.

You scoff, doesn’t he understand what I just said?

“Jake you have a girlfriend, its make you a cheater!” You jabbed a finger into his chest. “Your cheating on your girlfriend”. He doesn’t give a shit.

“And your such a fucking angel darlin, we fucked for how long Y/n?”. His voice is harsh, anger bubbling—getting ready to explode like a volcano. “Were’s ya fucking halo at?”.

“I didn’t know” you yell back at him—standing your ground. The one bad thing you inherited from your dad was his temper, when your button been pushed for too long.“You must fell from heaven when your father casted you out, huh?”. A low blow that was uncalled for, but he’s taking it there.

“I need you darlin, I need to fuck you!”. he screams, your pretty sure you and Jake are one second close to having the cops called for a domestic disturbance.

“You and I need therapy Jake”, your voice returning to a calm tone.“Fucking you was worst shit i’ve ever done, I’ve been using you as a tool”. You step back from him.“Jake you can’t honestly tell me we aren’t ‘broken’ a little bit, sane humans don’t do this shit”.

Jakes eyes were squeezed closed, your cupped his jaw with your hands.“It’s okay not be okay, but its not okay to be doing this”. You sighed,“As much as I want to, its not healthy Jake”.

Jake opened his eyes, tears were rolling down his face. “I’m so sorry Y/n I just needed a break, I needed a break from being Hangman”.

“A smart guy told me once your no longer in the air, there’s no need to fake who you are”. Your eyes are beginning to become teary, “We need help Jake”.

“Your right Y/n” His eyes were still wet.

“Go back your place and try to figure out what went wrong with you and her”. You gently told him. “Work buddies?”. You had hope in your voice, you put your hand out.

A wet laugh fell from his mouth,“Work buddies”. He shakes it.

#top gun #top gun maverick #jake seresin #jake seresin x reader

[riddles-n-games]

The Hawthornes as a family are the definition of generational trauma and all are required by law of The Inheritance Games fandom to go to therapy. 

#nash westbrook hawthorne #nash hawthorne #grayson davenport hawthorne #grayson hawthorne #jameson winchester hawthorne #jameson hawthorne #xander blackwood hawthorne #xander hawthorne #skye hawthorne #toby hawthorne #zara hawthorne-calligaris #nan hawthorne #pearl o'day #alice o'day hawthorne #tobias hawthorne #tobias tattersall hawthorne #they all need therapy #seriously if you look up generational trauma they show up #i dont even know #they need help #billions and brilliance but no brains for their trauma treatment #crying in the corner #jlb i'm looking at you #smh #the inheritance games #the hawthorne legacy #the final gambit #tig #thl #tfg

[trumpets0ng]

250- “Good”

Beginning / Previously /Next

((BRKN - Madison Ryann Ward))

For easier reading, please see transcript below the cut:

The rest of the day was far less eventful, which worked for me. I knew I’d need all my mental energy for my breakfast with Xander the next day. I’m not sure when Obie changed his mind on Xan, or even if he did. However, that morning he kissed me on my forehead before dropping me off at Topper’s…

X: Hey.

W: Hi!

X: Sorry I’m late. I got a little turned around.

W: *giggles* I’m just glad you made it. I was starting to think you stood me up.

X: *smirk* The thought did cross my mind… *Walker rolls her eyes* Why’d you choose this place?

W: They make the best Sunset Valleys. I took the liberty of ordering you one. *Xander looks dubious* Trust me!

X: We’ll see… *warm smile* I’ve missed this.

W:  Me too.

X: I’ve missed us… *heavy sigh* I’m sorry I shut you out.

W: Straight to the deep end, huh? *Xander smiles ruefully* In that case, I should be the one apologizing. I left you alone in all—

X: It’s not like I gave you a choice. This isn’t on you.

W: We both know that’s not true.

X: *smirk* Fine. It’s not completely on you.

W: *sad smile* If it weren’t for me, you and Yasmin would probably be married by now. And your baby—

X: Stop. Believe it or not, I wasn’t trying to rehash the last 3 years. It’s done. Ok? You and me? We’re good.

W: *skeptically* Just like that?

X: Just like that… *shy smile* Plus 4 months of therapy, give or take.

W: *shocked* What?! Um… uh… wow.

X: *chuckles* Yup.  

W: No, that’s great. I mean…. I just… *deep breath* Not quite sure how to respond to this one.

X: *smirk* Say you’re happy for me.  

W: Of course! Of course, I am! I mean, is it helping? Do you feel more yourself?

X: Depends on the day, but, yeah. Dr. Miyazaki’s been very helpful.

W: If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I wish it wasn’t necessary, but—

X: Even if we never happened, it was necessary. Something inside of me broke long before all of this… but I’m figuring it out. And Dr. Miyazaki has been great. Coco too. She can be brutal, but I appreciate her.

W: Coco?? Coco from Jackalope Jane’s, Coco? *wide eye excitement* Are you two—

X: *laughs heartily* Not even close!

And just like that we were on to the current day…

#always walker #black simblr #sims of color #walker pearson #xander adebola #yasmin ghomari #dr. miyazaki #trumpets0ng

[ask-the-no-killing-game-au]

Ok, so Arei, Xander and Teruko need to pull Arturo into visiting Veronika and ( hopefully with Teruko’s luck) trap all of them in her room so they can talk and prevent stuff!!! Xander could probably stop her from doing it despite being stuck! If not, then…

Like, please have a therapy session. Pretty please!

They tried.

Teruko is too worried about her luck to hang around in someone else's room, and Arei would rather be in the playground, so Xander is going to stay in her room.

His sense of guilt for being unable to save his family is strong enough that he'll do anything to help Veronika... he won't let anyone else die.

#danganronpa despair time #drdt #danganronpa despair time au #drdt au #ask the no killing game au #drdt no killing game au #drdt non killing game au #non killing game au answer!! #xander matthews #teruko tawaki #arei nageishi #arturo giles #veronika grebenshchikova

[aingeal98]

My favourite thing about the buffy fandom is that the show is filled with evil awful men who consistently drag Buffy down and make her miserable but fandom will ignore all that to focus on a few of the traumatized child soldiers who are either orphans or have abusive parents and they'll be like hmm actually THIS character sucks and is the worst because they were not nice to Buffy. If I ignore everything else and focus only on a handful of episodes it proves that they were horrible people the entire time and Buffy deserves better. The only one who was REALLY there for Buffy is MY fave.

(Their faves tend to spend a solid third of their screen time being misogynistic but shhhh no trust me he GETS Buffy like no one else. It's a special romantic bond, dark gothic horror or whatever. He calls her a bitch 10 times but look how sad he is when she finally snaps.)

Like absolutely Buffy deserves better she deserves therapy and a fresh start and healthy boundaries but we simply wouldn't have a show if they weren't all messed up kids with ptsd who hurt each other horribly and the love that saves them is also what dooms them, an endless vicious cycle until the whole city collapses. They start off as friends and end up as... something else. Buffy and Xander and Dawn are family and no matter what happens or how shitty they are to each other at times nothing can change that loyalty. It doesn't matter if x or y deserves better they're never going to go searching for it they've simply been through too much trauma for anyone else to come close! Willow would need an entire other post to summarize the friendship development she and Buffy go through but it's so good exactly because of how it goes from sweet to pure pain and grief.

Everyone is free to like and dislike whoever they want but I do feel bad for people who genuinely hate Buffy's friends because what a miserable way to watch the show considering what a huge part of it they are lmao. Yeah yeah Angel and Spike scarred her for life and their love is so powerful whatever. Willow literally will not let Buffy stay dead she is going to get an A in best friend sidekick, something that is normal to want and possible to achieve. Buffy has no choice in this she's the hero so get your ass out of heaven girl we need you to pose and fight monsters so Willow can pretend to have self esteem. Oh you got shot? Walk it off bullet fixed. You might be needed later if the one who healed you decides not to kill the entire world.

Cordelia and Anya take turns being the funniest and most refreshingly straightforward person on the show. Tara is genuinely lovely and I am so sorry Willow and the Scoobies happened to her but it is very nice that they all get a kind friend who stays kind until the end. Dawn is so fascinating her life is a horror story and she wasn't even real at first or there at all for the first four seasons and yet I clap and cheer whenever Buffy gets extra violent with the people that hurt her. Xander... yeah no I get the Xander hate fully he's exhausting especially as a teen. But the fact that the mental wellbeing of two of the most powerful people on this planet is tied to the aliveness of Just Some Guy? It's delightful. He made friends with a shy autistic girl in kindergarten and they later both trauma bonded to Buffy and it saved the world. Amazing.

#i always find the “scoobies or dawn or x character” were awful to buffy arguments so funny #because beyond their first season not a single dynamic on that show was free from toxic codependency #it's the trauma bonding your honour #like yes they suck. absolutely! that's why it's so fun #the counterarguments of “No they were really good actually” are equally funny because sure they were at points #but they were definitely all fucked up #I wouldn't love Willow or Faith as much as I do if they weren't just. Awful people. Nightmare kids who grow into even worse adults #before eventually mellowing out a tiny bit. #btvs #btvs rambles