#y'all i dont even know

[standbyyourmantis]

Soooo somehow this morning I got into a multi-hour conversation that has segued into me being 500 words into writing a virgin Dorian sweat kink Dorym docking fic with some power play and D/s themes. As an exchange.

You know, as one does.

In case anyone was wondering how my day is going, there's your answer.

#dorym #wip #y'all i dont even know #it started with dropping a 2 am post on discord about how genasi are partially descended from humans #which implies a compatable reproductive system #(same with tieflings #elves #and orcs) #but halflings aren't #so therefore orym could have literally any kind of genitalia #and things spiralled #like #a lot #also xenodick orym when?

[modelsof-color]

the increase of ppl using Tumblr got me new followers so fast lately, thank you 🥹💞 now that I have your attention, any TERF in my notes - this is your reminder , this is not a space that will be kind to you. This blog is a safe space for trans folk. I definitely don't need your likes / follow , get the fuck out of here

#i dont even need to pin this #its not hard to understand what my blog support or not support but it's always good let yall know I see y'all and i dont like it #text

[pasta-pardner]

spotify | john marston's revenge quest, set to music from 1960s spaghetti westerns.

Fun detail: the opening cutscene for Red Dead Revolver (2004) features an instrumental version of "His Name Is King". The lyrical version is oddly fitting for John, given that it's a song about seeking vengeance for a dead brother.

#red dead #rdr2 #john marston #arthur morgan #pardner playlists #pardner posts #tagging arthur in this bc even tho its a john-centric playlist.. its about the way john grieves arthur #y'all know me !!! im always a sucker for a revenge story!!! #so i cant help but dwell on johns attitude of ~i will throw away my chance at a future because i'm stuck in the past grieving you~ #like thats a banger. thats a good revenge story. the ultimate act of devotion is also an ultimate act of betrayal. #this is admittedly a kind of pulpy playlist and im embracing that. im a fan of 'horse opera' westerns and im attaching that to epilogue joh #anyways. all the songs on this playlist were released btwn 1966 - 1971 so its definitely a vintage vibe. #i tried to match that vintage energy with the graphic design. the cover art is screenshots of rdr2 that i've /heavily/ edited in photoshop #i wanted the images to look like those oil and/or acrylic paintings done for old movie posters #it took a lot of filter adjustments and paint-overs to get to this stage. i spent a lot of time on it. (please clap) #i initially wanted john to be wearing arthur's hat for this but . hdkhjdf ran into some difficulties sourcing usable screenshots. #i refuse to accept unmodded epilogue john as canon. i dont know what you think that thing is but that is not my son etc etc. #its jmrp or bust for me #most of the jmrp screengrabs i could turn into a workable composition featured the john hat so i just went with that. unfortunate but mehh #sidenote. plz click for quality bc a lot of the paint texturing in these covers gets lost in the compression #alight yall. have fun with the playlist !! lmk if u end up giving it a listen. #rdr2 spoilers #🤠 #art

[smultronviol]

Honestly I think the most unforgivable crime comitted by the new ATLA adaptation is bringing back the fucking kataang/zutara discourse🥰

Like, I can forgive a lot, but I can't forgive the fact that my own eyes, in the year of our lord 2024, have to be subjected to takes I first saw on 2011 DeviantArt

#tbf not to poke the hornets nest but its honestly just zutara people complaining abt 'haters' and being 'bullied for their ship' #like could you guys at least double check that the 'hater' opinion ur disagreeing w has actually been expressed by anyone THIS DECADE lol #atla #natla #avatar the last airbender #zutara #kataang #|<- REALLY poking the hornets nest by maintagging these lol. but you know what. maybe i do wanna fight. just to feel something #in that case to be clear im not talking abt zutara fanart or whatever im specifically talking abt the dumb discourse #y'all might not have been in the trenches but i was there and boy was there so much DUMB SHIT from both sides #i dont even care abt either of them lol. literally babys first fandom experience and i had to learn QUICK to avoid both #of them like the fucking plague #honestly is the concept of a 'shipping war' still a thing even? #i havent really been involved in fandom for a while lol but it just feels like such an early 2010s thing #looking at these posts in the atla tag really feels like a time window back to like 2014. even the tone #like is that still a thing? #are you guys bringing back the concept of 'lemon' and 'no flaming plz' next #you really dont want to revive 2012 fandom culture guys fucking trust me

[the-writing-mobster]

Hm. I don't think we should support this artist.

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#I have too many friends in the Frans community who are queer #hell #even muslim #to be giving this shithead any support #STONE TOSS!? #y'all #stonetoss is a LITERAL NAZI #like... #no. #absolutely not #idc if theyre a good artist #idc if they have a shit ton of followers #this behavior can not be rewarded #without hurting our own community #fuck this guy #also if you fucking follow me and you're a BIGOT!? #im massacreing you with a hammer #I DO NOT PLAY ABOUT THIS SHIT #and OGs will know that #numbers dont mean shit to me when oppressed people's peace of mind and safety are being threatened #frans #sans x frisk #frisk x sans #call out? #i fucking guess 🙄 #mob rants #mob talks

[kraviolis]

do y'all newer owl house fans even understand the validation and vindication i felt when luz and amity actually became romantic interests in the show? i was shipping lumity since the first episode they ever interacted in. i was in the lumity vs willuz trenches when everyone was trying to say that lumity was abusive/toxic but i never gave up on them. the emotions i felt during the grom episode... i am literally never going to experience a high like that ever again

#krav talks #i was actually screaming and crying over the grom episode. y'all dont even know #especially bcus i ID'd as a lesbian when that episode first aired #toh #lumity

[cistematicchaos]

The “when can I hang out with y’all? never!” part of chronic illness really sucks. Like, sometimes you can do things like watch TV, or other activities that require very limited mobility but a lot of people want to do things like go out, go on a walk, go see x thing at x place and being crippled af, I can’t do that.

So I have to say no, not today, no I can’t do that, no maybe another time, over and over and over and it gets to the point people aren’t sure if they even believe i WANT to do anything with them because their favorite things to do are so mobile and I can’t participate. Like. I don’t hate people. I really like people! But there’s so many things I can’t do. Sometimes I don’t even have the energy to TALK. So people drift away or just straight up cut me off and it sucks because no matter how often or well I explain it, they just don’t get it. :/

#one of the reasons i love tumblr tho #like i get easy interactions #and nice people #and interesting discussions #and ppl who dont mind the fact i'm weird af #i even get people who LIKE that im weird af #like ;_; y'all dont know how amazing that is to me #but offline relationshipS? #most of them SUCK #chronic illness #disability #chronic pain #cripple punk #cripple life #chaos is speaking #ableism

[dirtytransmasc]

Yes, she decided. The moment she continued to go in his chamber, she could advice him to wed laena instead of trying to have a relationship with him, she could have remember him of his duty. She had a choice as everyone has

clearly logic is something that will not reach you no matter what I say but let's try again shall we.

first off, Viserys married for pleasure, not power or political gain. he knew his duties he knew what was best and had no interest. he married Alicent because that's what he wanted. it would be insanely inappropriate for a girl to advise a king on political matters AND it should not be the job of a 14 year old child to tell a king what he should be doing.

second off, she had a father to please, cause again, to reiterate, she was his daughter and she had a duty to him and her house. this was not a duty she wanted, but she didn't have a choice. she was young but se wasn't stupid she knew what her father expected of her, and if word got back from Viserys that she was actively advising him to marry someone else, she would then not only bring disobeying her father but going against him.

thirdly, and more minorly, "she should have pushed him to marry laena" isn't the gotcha you think it is. laena was even younger than her, and even if it was politically expected of him, still fucking gross.

lastly, cause I apparently can't stress this enough, SHE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE, plain and simple. she had no agency, she had no power, she had no out, she was at the mercy of her father, she had to obey him, she had to do what he said, even if it meant walking herself to slaughter. once she met with the king, he took a liking to her and DEMANDED her presence, he the DEMANDED her hand. again, there was no point she could have said no. she couldn't say no to her father, she couldn't advise the king (he barely tolerated it when she was literally the queen, let alone if she had just been some girl entertaining him in his chambers), she couldn't deny the king of anything, she didn't have a choice.

she was 14 and scared, 14 and trying to survive, 14 and trying to please her father, 14 and sent to a man 3 times her age's chambers, 14 and lusted after by the king, 14 and knowing of her place in the world and what was expected of her. like every other woman in their history, she couldn't escape, she couldn't, there's no plainer way to say it. she faced her duty with poise and a stiff lip, cause that's what you had to do, but she was just a child.

you can't expect her to have been some radical icon, there were none, women who went against their station in life were punished or killed or put into god awful betrothals to lessen the shame brought to her family. she was a nobleman's daughter, she had a house to bring honor to. she did the heartbreaking thing of giving up, for the benefit of her father and house, doesn't mean she wanted it, doesn't mean it was ok, doesn't mean she isn't deserving of pity. giving in to your duty =/= wanting it.

"she had a choice as everyone has" she had a choice every woman has; accept it with grace, be forced into it, or damn herself to a fate much worse (and that's being generous, most didn't even have that many choices). it's the men who had choices, Otto offered his daughter up, he didn't have to, he had no obligation and nothing to lose if he didn't. Viserys had every choice, he could have married whoever he wanted, he could have denied her the second she entered his chambers. the men in her life had every choice to change her fate, yet they didn't take it, and you would rather blame her over them?

and listen, I know your set in your mindset of victim blaming a child bride who was raped until her husband didn't have the health or stamina to keep it up, and that you'll choose to blame her over the men in her life who damned her to such a fate. nothing I say will ever convince you, cause you clearly hate her past where logic will reach. you can keep sending asks with your terrible takes that have no backing or logic and actively ignore the political and societal state of the times and what it means for her as a young noble girl, and I'll keep answering them cause I have nothing better to do and I'll defend my girl to the grave.

#actually unbelievable #I cant wrap my head around this lack of logic and common sense #like her offering up the 12 year old is any better #cause if she did y'all woukd be all over her like a pack of dogs #calling her horrible things #whether or not he even took laena's hand instead #she would have been the evil girl throwing a 12 year old at an olf man to save herself #and the “she had a choice thing” is such a tired insanely incorrect take that is frankly mind numbing #she didnt #that was the point of her position within the plot #she had no choice no power no agency #she did ehat was expected of her to survive #just because she accepted her duty doesnt make it right #I dont know what else I can say about that #its just the fact of the matter #thats what it was like for women #pro alicent hightower #alicent hightower #pro team green #hotd #house of the dragon #currently gnawing on my own leg with anger

[samijey]

#you know me better than I know myself

#sami zayn #jey uso #samijey #wwe #wweedit #jeysami #ah yes my fave quote #y'all dont even know where it's from #but don't matter #it fits so well here #stuff i made

[penofwildfire]

-Barred from Eden-

(repost from my other acc)

#ninjago #garmadon #wu #fsm #angst #ignore the fact that theres two nunchucks of lightning #mmmmm I love this piece y'all dont even know

[theflann]

part 1 of a thing me and my sibling did growing up that i thought fit these dummies

Part 2

sorry about the sketchyness i’m trying to figure out a good format so i can post as much as i want

more coming soon! if the adhd gods bless me that it!!

#rottmnt #tmnt #tmnt2018 #saverottmnt #turtle tots #obsessed rn #srsly they are all the art i've made in like a month #i watched the show twice #they speak to me in ways no cartoon has #i don't have sibling trauma you do #guess which one i was lol #y'all dont even know me lmfao

[nerves-nebula]

*voice of exhaustion* you guys are like, so moronically white

#nnstuff #rambling #this is about the murderbot fandom. dont talk to me about it but y'all annoying as hell sometimes #but im black what did i expect #had one critical thought about murderbot casting #and then decided that its actually groundbreaking that its being played by a white man because... why exactly? #thats literally seen as the default. there's nothing challenging about a white man playing a characater who has no gender #white men have played all kinds of characters including women and minorities #specifically because being a white man is seen as the default experience. so of course a white man can play a genderless robot #its not groundbreaking. no one is gonna be shook by a white man playing a robot saying that it has no gender #you guys are sooooo easily swayed its embarrassing #you know what would've been really cool and played into the themes of un-personhood within capitalism? #a trans black person. or even just A Black Person #a black man would've been doubly good imo because black men are seen as hyper masculine and aggressive #so it having no gender would push against that #and a black women could make the audience think about what traits they see as gendered #and both would make u think about how race plays into being owned under capitalism #and why it would unexpected to see that kind of face on a badass security construct #that would've been something at least

[m0rninglatte]

So...The Underworld Saga from Epic is dropping allegedly on April 26th 2024...

That means the full Monster song

What if I just wait for that to come out and just say hey fuck it let me do the entire thing as an Icarus animatic-

[So that means y'all get a different animatic treat teehee, still Epic the Musical tho]

#thats like- 3 weeks of waiting and then add more for the making- #welp im doing it fuck it #i thoughts #i have feelings #with this song for Icarus im doing it #fsmp #fsmpblr #fable smp #fable smp icarus #icarus morningstar #i now just have 2 on the roster to complete yippie #y'all dont even know the second this drops im ranting about it on tumblr

[that-pineapple154]

Y'all I absolutely looooooove this fella. Like seriously it was love at first site. He might be my new fav fnaf character, if not one of the top 3. If anyone else has done art of this boy, puhleeeeease show me. I will reblog any and all art of Carnie <3

#fnaf art #fnaf #fnaf fanart #carnie fnaf #fnaf help wanted 2 #fnaf animatronics #thatart154 #digital art #art #artist #digital artist #I love Carnie so much like y'all dont even know ahhhh

[blacknidstang]

No fandom has ever given me an evergrowing reading list and new poems to discover the way wincest fandom did. Like legit these insane web weaving and edits people make, pheww. I think personally this hasn't been as prevalent in other spaces I've been?? I think this is also why wincest on tumblr is so amazing while i preferred twitter for other series. Like web weaving is so unique to tumblr and wincesters thrive here more and more every day. God bless you all.

#spn #wincest #im not counting bsd bc it's the show itself that urges you to read books #not gonna jinx it but beside amazing friends i know in other fandoms #wincest has been the greatest fandom experience so far #like in a much larger scale #yes i have found most beloved friends from worst fandoms but wincest is fandom really makes my day better everyday #all the ppl i am not friends with or i dont even follow #but come to my dash with great posts #love love love y'all

[degenderates]

i hate to say it but forcemasc is the new cannibalism and i dont mean this as a good thing even though i deeply enjoy both

#i dont even need to go into it y'all already know #josiah speaks