#yall know what im gonna say here…

[criticalyasha]

Laura on her favourite moment from C3 so far

#critroleedit #critical role #cr spoilers #the insinuation that her favourite is the imodna scene #imodna #imogen temult #laudna #laura bailey #yall know what im gonna say here… #yes we do yes WE DO #thank you laura bailey #captain of this ship and BEYOND #BYEEEEE

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

yeehaw just wrote over 3k and i can't publish Any of it without miles of fantasy au context

#technically its a full scene and a half #brain: hey what if a solid thousand words was just silly puppets having breakfast #and then i said 'damn youre so right' and yeah. silly puppets having breakfast and arguing over ale vs mead #i love writing from barnaby's pov. im so unfunny that its ruining his reputation #i go There Could Be A Joke Here #but head Empty so there isn't one. i continue on. rinse and repeat #anyway big scene of barnaby and wally bonding #as i was writing i was honestly like 'the wallaby enjoyers would have a field day with this' #am i one of them? no. however i know my 'qp barnaby and wally' belief bleeds into my writing #so yk. its easily read either way. #of course i immediately counteract it by sprinkling in a laughingstock crumb or two but yk yk #fantasy au is so fun to chew on... everyone gets to say Fuck and threaten genuine violence... #absolutely unprompted #speaking of writing im actually going to Attempt nanowrimo this year #im gonna try to belt out the roughest rough draft of a standalone book idea #i still need to finish the outline but! im sure i can do that in 10 days! #but anyway ive been having so many fantasy au feelings lately idk why #i think i need to rewatch lotr! extended editions of course im not an animal. #well i am. but - yeah whatever yall get it #im craving that sweet sweet high fantasy & worldbuilding & high quality cinema

[the-deadlock-south]

good morning yeehan community

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #cole cassidy #yeehan #art tag #im lying it's like six o'clock it's well in the evening now #also i finally drew OW2 cass :) idk if ill ever get used to everyone getting thicker beards but ig i have four months until OW2's launch so #BUT ANYWAY i've been MIA from the internet and i'm only just now learning there are charms in OW2??? and cass gets hanzo's lil bottle??? #OW really gotta step it up after the #wait who were the gays that got confirmed recently #yeah them anyway OW really better step it up after THEM this aint enough but i guess its a start #this shit been going on for six years if yall dont just jump right into the bush and stop tiptoeing around it im losing my mind #i was gonna draw a mini comic of cass just being a dork and hanzo being Himself but i have a pounding headache #plus i really havent been in the drawing mood as of late however i felt a responsibility to at least doodle something with this #anyway hanzo thinks its stupid and says so In Hanzo Fashion but cass knows better #hanzo's always had a funny way of saying he loves something Is What Cass Is Telling Himself #there's a junkenstein joke here #idk theres a lot of potential with this dinky little charm but Again. Head Hurts #also hence the very sketchy and I Dont Give A Shit RN nature of this scribble #so forgive me everyone i can only give something subpar #i hope someone does better than me #but for now im gonna go lay down or something- maybe have dinner #my head's REALLY killing me

[fluxydrawings]

Read the first chapter (all thats out atm) of ‘digital in reciprocation’ by Anonymous on ao3 and got fuckin, possessed ta draw this. The prose is SOOOO good,,, heed the tags but if ur interested give it a gander, im personally Very excited ta see where it goes :D

#lifesteal smp #lssmp #branzy #branzycraft #rasplin #mcyt #my art #fanart #fic art #tw suicide #thats technically whats goin on here so ta be safe kawkejrkjewk #also its a clow nzy fic just so yall know but i aint taggin that for this lmao #OKAY now that those r outta the way i have ALOT ta say bout this one #im like. super proud of how this came out akjwerkjkjawerkjkwjkjrwk very fond of sillouhettes #also LOVE how rasplins hair came out specially in that last panel <33 hair <333 #its a human au so i wasnt gonna put alotta shit from his design BUT i was drawin n was like OOOO i can make his hair look like horns >:) #also i looked up 'how to draw fire in paintoolsai' n went ta google images n vaguely skimmed what was there but i do like how the fire came #out <3 #the text placement of this one gave me some grief theres like. 3 variations of each panel before i settled on what i like dkawkerkwekjkjr #fond of the font i found its Cinzel Decorative #thought it matched the vibe #OH ALSO okay so like #when it comes ta highschool aus my thing for those is they GOTTA be silly. its highschool for gods sake. if u wanna make it dramatic but sti #ll in a school setting make it a college thing #but alongside that you can Also get me ta read literally anyfin if its well written enough n BOY HOWDY THIS FIC #i have an inkling that this anonymous is the same author who did those other 2 rlly pretty prose french title fics that im in love w/ which. #author if ur seein this n u Are that person. pls tell me if i can podfic that one i left a comment on im so in love w/ it. if u are Not that #person just ignore me <3 akjwerkjkwjek #okay im done now. send tweet

[todayisafridaynight]

‘The worst thing she can say is no’ and its the proposal scene from LAD8

#snap chats #HELPPPP THATS SO SAD #im an asshole for not posting the vid but if anyone asks ill share it #im just on mobile and im lazy LMAO BUT ANYWAY #NOOOOOO LIKE. I CANT TELL IF THIS IS BETTER OR WORSE #i thought saeko blew up or would have a volatile reaction #like i was holding my breathe waiting for her to hit him or yell because thats so typical innit #but no she just. Lets Go Home :) My Answer? Uhh Let’s Go :) #LIKE MISS MA’AM???? DAMNN poor ichi #twelve bucks saying they get married at the end #BUT GOD DAMN THATS LIKE.. SOMEHOW WORSE THAN JUST SAYING NO #ichi pouring his whole heart and soul out… ALSO THIS ISNT A DIG AT SAEKO AT ALL NO NEVER #JUST… MAN… i wanna know what shes thinking…. #shes shown shes not used to having friends so never mind the thought of marriage and a KID #i mean presumably they mustve been dating a while but either way…. wow….. #jan 26th get here soon. im having a horrible day just please distract me #i told yall going to my moms is always a nightmare i wanna leave but i cant go until monday #anyway bye……. im gonna just. sit here LMAO

[arsenicflame]

i mean, i still don't actually talk to people, but my god getting back on tumblr has been so good for me. who knew interacting with people who share your interests could be so good for your mental health?

#the sense of community yall make me feel. im so emotional #most of my interests r. super niche so getting into a proper fandom where people interact and care about it??? #like sure i don't talk to people but. yall are my friends. i dont feel so alone #like its so dumb but knowing even one (1) person might listen to my sewing ramblings because they WANT to is such a ???? #it fills me with warm fuzzy feelings is the best way i can describe it #irl i always feel like i piss people off when i start going off about it but theyre too polite to like. not interact you know? #they aren't gonna tell me to shut up or anything but they would rather i did #but if i write a post on here. its entirely your choice to read it so if you do its bc you want to and the thought. that people want to #hear what i have to say??? in any capacity??? sobbing crying #nyxtalks

[the-kneesbees]

he texted me "hey uhm finn/idk if you're sleeping or not/doesn't matter"

so I said, like an hour later "sorry, I was busy/everything ok?

and he responded right back "yeah/I'll tell you later"

...he then proceeded to leave me on delivered for an hour and said

"don't worry, I'll tell you tomorrow at school"

#brother i am worrying #if something was actually wrong hed just tell me #you CANNOT be doing this to me man #if he says anything other than like. heres this funny picture of a dog i thought youd appreciate. #.... #i cannot #yall KNOW what i mean and i better be imagining things or i swear to fuck #post posting #also obviously he didnt call me finn but yk #i felt like it was important to add the fact that he said my name in this text #i fr dont even want to know what hes gonna say istg it better be something normal. like asking me if im going to jazz band or something #seriously what can you possibly have to say to me that you texted me THAT over #and then decided it was best to tell me in person #literally what

[jyndor]

the girlies’ rifles were in sniper configuration

sapphic sniper farmer wives? sign me the fuck up for that and on a totally unrelated note: is it just me or was that imperial ship that landed similar to krennic’s? either way i don’t think it’s a good thing that someone from coruscant is coming to town

#im here for it #yall KNOW they're gonna have an argument at some point lol #i could taste the tension #cinta kaz #vel sartha #vel x cinta #velcinta #idk what are we saying guys? #star wars andor #andor spoilers

[dragonji]

its time for yet another brain game of am i like fully neurotic or was this genuinely not a cool situation . prize is jack shite and yet im playing anyways👍

#j.txt #vent #just like. to preface. im not bringing any of this up im just going to stew in it for the night and then move on as per usual #alright disclaimer made now i can get to the point. So. tonight is my close irl friends bday right but she didnt tell me about any plans #so i naturally assumed she was gonna do her own thing and not really celebrate. Ive had work all day and while working get a text frm her #asking if we want to go to this restaurant i introduced our group to for dinner. so i respond saying oh im off at this time if yall want to #go even tho its late i can. Never get a response so i assume theyll bring it up when i get back. get home and no ones here not a word abt #whats going on. i do my usual unwinding get ready to chill etc which takes abt half an hour. she comes back with our other mutual friends #and theyve already gone to the restaurant which is fine i get it. but they get back and say oh now we're going to this themed music night at #a club we've all been to before as soon as (other friend) changes. and then just. dont offer for me to come along or anything and leave. #which like. whatever its happened a hundred times before im used to it but Still. does it not even occur that I might want to participate?? #if i had Any notice that this was happening I could have been getting ready instead of slacking around waiting for someone to get home #its so. i try extrememly hard not to be a downer or just invite myself to things bc I Know this is how they all operate but it does still #sting that it feels like im not even thought of if i dont happen to be in the room when plans are being made lol. #and obv I am Not bringing this up rn and ruining what im sure was a really fun night for all of them #its just truly a goddamn bitch of an unsatisfactory situation yknow. but such are the whims of fate and i shall endure as always✌️

[littlecutiexox]

I know healing takes a long time but god I’m tired of being a mess

#ive just triggered myself really #remembered the whole convo and the ‘ sorry i didnt realise’ and fucked myself over mentally #maybe one day I’ll be able to control my emotions and not spiral but today is not the day #i should really up my therapy sessions im such a mess #had to mute her on social media because eh #which sucks majorly because shes a great person and a great friend #but how am i meant to be around her without thinking #hey your boy did this to me #and he had nothing else to say other than sorry didnt realise #last time i checked people saying no should make you realise #people physically stopping you should make you realise #AGREEING to do nothing more than kissing should make you realise that i didnt want anything more than kissing #okay okay this is gonna probably lose me followers and i know thats not what yall are here for #I’ll go off for the night #maybe post some ass tomorrow #idk we’ll see #but im typing this out because sorry i trauma dump on tumblr a lot #it helps me cope #ahhhhhh #so done with it

[thebewilderer]

I just saw someone claiming that it's sexist to point out that women are less likely to be believed by doctors and I gotta say: I've no idea how some of y'all took "women and men are equal" to mean "pointing out how the way people are treated differs based on their agab is sexist"

#im just baffled by this take #''on average women make less than men'' ''thats SEXIST because it acknowledges a difference'' #like holy shit #cant wait for the sequel ''its transphobic to acknowledge that trans people face different struggles than cis people'' #i just dont understand how some of yall have come full circle back to supporting conservative ideals but with liberal lingo #like ''its sexist to acknowledge sexism'' my brother in christ i think you might just be dumb #ih #me being problematic probably #because fuck knows someone is gonna come out of the woodwork to defend this take #yeah i know my phrasing somewhere is gonna be taken as offensive #but i do not have the mental to edit this over and over and over and over to comply with tumblrs I Refuse To Acknowledge The Point- #-OP Is Making I Will Instead Fixate On This Tiny Wording Mistake So I Can ''Call Them Out'' For Being ''Problematic'' #policy which is just way too fucking complicated for me to understand #yall know what im saying here dont pretend like you dont #misc

[todayisafridaynight]

GORGEOUS case bro I've never seen one with a continuous design like that and the embossment itself is so tasteful... always happy to see Mr. Dunkulous too <3

ALSO AYO YOU WATCHED MONDAY? How was it? Either way you're almost done with the Sabu Tsutsumi catalogue then... that's epic... I'm glad you liked Destiny too, it really is such a cute movie

Also I'm pretty sure PS4 preloads are open too BUT I'm still salty Xbox gets it a day early </3

Its one of the first designs i ran into while looking up wallet cases LMAO lucky me me thinks…. Its very pretty <3 mr dunkulous here to stay and keep me company lest i totally lose my mind <3<3

AND I DID i mentioned so durin stream yesterday ! i REALLY loved it, sabu keeps putting ttm in terrible situations and it makes me giddy seeing him panic 🥰 AND DESTINY WAS ADORABLE it was so cute….. really wholesome and what my soul needed….

OH PS4 PRELOADS OPEN ? Ill check it out when i get home later……. Why does xbox get it a day early thats rude me thinks…..

#snap chats #cancelling a post i was gonna make to bitch in the tags of this one <3 #anyway on this day this monday we remember the words of our king ryuji goda #A Real Man Oughta Be A Little Stupid DO YALL WANNA KNOW HOW MAD I AM. #HOW I JUST SPENT A FRACTION OF MY FOOD MONEY ON A STUPID CARD #WHEN MY FUCKING ID WAS UNDEE MY TABLET. CAN YOU IMAGINE MY RAGE. MY ANGER. #I TORE UP MY ROOM ALL WEEKEND BUT NEVER THOUGHT TO CHECK UNDER MY FUCKIN TABLET #its a lilfunny….. im tryna make the most of it ok GODAMMIT IM SO MAD THO I CANT #$20 is like $5 in todays society everything is twenty fuckin dollars i cant live like this #at least my deadnames not on my id anymore… and it doesnt look like its falling apart ig… #STILL HAVE THIS TERRIBLE PHOTO AND ID RATHER BE DEADNAMES AND HAVE $20 THAN NOT HAVE $20 #NO ONE TALK TO ME ANYWAY kinda funny. hang on. #at least i dont have to get a new sticker… i just scalpe the old one from my oher card.. lol… knife came in handy… #was leaving to Waste Twenty Dollars when i ran into one of my roommate’s boyfriend for the ninth time this semester #and we both clamber into the elevator and he like ‘ive seen you a lot lol so uhh whats your name :)’ #and the struggle i had… do i say Aforementioned Dead Name do i say my Thinking Of Changing First Name do i say Last Name…. #the safe answer is always last name so thats what i did but god i floundered..i stared at him for a second longer than i shouldve #today sucks. at least i dont have a night class today… #i’d stream y0 but streams dont go well when i stream them at 5 #plus i have to work on a comm… ouugg lemme cap it here before i rant for thirty tags straight LMAO #anyway. love my new case. destiny was cute. angry jealous frog ttms funny and sad at the same time. monday made me giggle 🥴 #this was a good post to make while making sure my cars battery didnt die LMAO ok bye <3

[dream-launch]

How come when people talk about like tryna support people who are in a very rough place mentally they always give the usual you're not alone I'm there for you but never actually make any effort to be there - no reaching out, no desire to even wanna talk - like it's just bullshitting cause they know it would sound too obviously mean to be like oh your not okay? Well too bad don't bother me with that shit I don't care enough about you.

#like i know there are people ive spoke to who put on the fake like youre not alone i care im here dont be sad #but if i reached out this minute being like hey i am very much not okay #they be liek ha yeah we all got problems pls dont complain to me cause then ill feel bad too and thats not fair on me boohoo #and like yeah im not tryna be a burden #but dont fucking lie to me and say your gonna be there when your not #if i am falling apart and wanna vent dont claim your okay with that and then get annoyed when i do #its like they never give a fuck #we only ever talk when they wanna and they never guve a fuck about anything i have to say anyway #its just straight onto whats going on in their lives #which especially sucks cause like their is literally never anything good going on in my life #like the only remotely positive things i have to talk about is the media i consume which they especially dont care about #like nothing actually good ever happens in my life #i have bad shit happening or nothing #and the nothing is usually just cause i havent spoke to anyone in person in over a week and im super lonely #this does not apply to people i speak to online cause i know yall cant help living in different countries #it would just be nice to have something in my life who genuinely cared about me and wanted to listen to me #and i dont think thats selfish to want cause i know if there was someone who cared that much about me id be obsessed with them #so it would be mutual

[isa-ghost]

🅱️ruh

#rant incoming #dont rb or ill block you btw #just in case bc some people on this hellsite be like that #I haven't said anything genuinely or intentionally aggressive on this site in forever #and I keep getting anons bitching at me about being ?????? #Ok just unfollow then?? I'm not intentionally doing shit. #yall are misreading and making assumptions and then attacking over it??? #1. its really annoying 2. ive clarified my intended tone w like 2 dif people #but they continued assuming my tone was negative anyway?? like. what happened to 'if you arent sure just ask op what tone they meant' #long time followers know that the brand(tm) here is light heartedly being a loud passionate shithead. why are people getting pressed. #and again: why are people getting pressed instead of just curating their experience and leaving my blog alone :/ #im gonna get paranoid everyone just chooses to take every single thing i say seriously & thinks im a hateful pos or some shit again 🙃 #either ask me to clarify tone or leave my blog if you cant handle the energy here. i dont want to hear it. esp when youre mistaken abt it

[myownprivatcidaho]

ok ive held off on saying this for months now but he smiles at me like this

#especially that last frame when i was telling him i liked him. god i KNEW it was gonna Haunt me and god fucking dammit it DOES #i try not to think ab it and then at the WORST times of the day the image just comes to my mind #quite rudely and inconveniently i might add #like for a good couple MONTHS after i told him i was able to like. block out the imagery #everytime i remembered that convo id focus on the sidewalk or the wall behind him but not HIM #cause i knew it would HURT. and then. im not even sure how or when but its like something Broke #and i cant unsee it whenever i remeber The Conversation i cant forget it i cant refocus. its THERE #and god. i just dont know what to do man #nd idk how to describe the feeling. i feel so warm. and held #kinda drugged. #and like he doesnt make a POINT of it a lot of it is stuff i Catch him doing #god. #it drives me NUTS cause im over here like What Does It Mean Whag Does It All Mean #and the one time i gather the courage to try and actually Discuss this with him hes like no <3 :3 #DO YALL SEE MY MOTHERFUCKING DILEMMA. #that one crush situation lol #anyways. all that to say back in the fall inwas saying he looks at me like im made of gold and it feels like i have wings i MEANT it ...

[adlibitur]

i dont use the term "zionist" in general discussion because i can be precise and direct with my words without sounding like I'm quoting david duke actually, and its not that hard.

#im sorry but the fact yall will use these words while also not being able to tell if something is a david duke quote or not tells me all #most of you dont know what it means or use definitions created by outgroups or persecutors #its not that hard to use direct speech to address what you have issue with so you dont end up parroting the former kkk grand wizard #i do actually look down on people who use the term haphazardly and generally because you have become no different than david duke #i also think its incredibly interesting yall will define a jewish movement by outgroup definition but lose your goddamn mind if #say for example yall dont let christians define jihad but yet you do here? oooookay i see you #im not actually sorry for being able to avoid falling in to the mass hysteria directly segwaying you into neonazi ideology #like the only time i use the term is talking about actual jewish zionist thought im not gonna call random fucking jewish people that #and the fact yall do is a glaaaaaring red flag #the fact someone had the audacity to ask me why quoting david duke was a problem and that she should be allowed to for The Cause.... #no wonder jewish people are scared i am scared for them you all are too fucking stupid #thinking about the quote from the indigenous farmer who lives near my old home #'nothing more dangerous than a group of white people who think they have your best interests at heart' he said when people were demanding #that normies share war gore and he had to detail why thats actually the opposite of helpful for americans #these people dont want peace they want their idea of moral purity and at the cost of the people directly most affected