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boysbeloving · 2 years
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Porsche Pachara Kittisawasd
for @nattaphum
(Happy Birthday, Cris!)
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so. The Lights Out AU. Those that are asleep? Where on earth are they? Like where the heck is Eddie? Laying in some puddle somewhere? in a bed? Is Frank looking after him until he wakes up?
they were originally in their houses, but after a ah... incident, Wally moved them into storage room off-set. it's a bit small so they're a little crammed in there with other Props and shelves and boxes and such, but it's not like any of them are awake to mind it. Walls regularly checks on them (usually along with removing them for one of Sally's plays) and makes sure to keep the door shut tight
#EDDIE LYING IN A PUDDLE SOMEWHERE LMFAO#frank: wheres eddie#wally: uhhhhhhhhhhh#frank: wheres eddie.#wally: oh.. you know... the puddle...#frank: the WHAT#eddie - elsewhere: *family guy death pose*#wh lights out au#rambles from the bog#but yeah they're all safe and tucked away. gathering dust and such#wally makes it a part of his routine to go in their and dust them off. make sure theyre comfy as possible and Undamaged yk#& shoo the moths away from barnaby's exposed stuffing ofc#there are probably roomier storage areas but wally doesn't know where#it's very very dark and it was the only open storage room door#its a bit of an Ordeal dragging them all the way back to set for soothing Sally#but it's not like wally has anything else to do! outside of his basic routine of course#now if you would please consider the horror of waking up in a crammed pitch-black space#with your dear friends who won't stir from their slumber no matter what you do#trapped in this space not knowing where the door is or if there even is one#now imagine you're frank frankly-#realizing i don't portray how fucking dark it is well enough#like i imagine that the puppets can kinda vaguely see due to having like. Magic Puppet Eyes or whatever#like they're not biological. they shouldnt even be alive. why shouldn't they be able to see a little bit in the pitch blackness#i imagine to them its like when you wake up in the middle of the night but your eyes have adjusted so you can kiiiiinda see?#color is gone and shapes are fuzzy/nebulous but its not pitch black yk yk#anyway. yeah wally shoved them all in a closet#at least now they have sleeping buddies!
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cairafea · 11 months
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little 3am procrastination doodles, good morning shino nation
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bumblingbabooshka · 2 months
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Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.
#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me#but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is#'Wow it smells awful in here~!'#DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE#HEHEHHE#C'MON MAN#B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes.#'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!!#Janeway & Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#I can see why she and Tuvok are friends#'I understand you're upset but fall in line'#You can be upset but not if effects your work#<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager#I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting#aspect of her personality#Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired#Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions??#you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway#Voyager a ship full of contradictions#they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation#but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy#and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me#but you're also a valued cog in the machine#and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine#but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once.#all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments#Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...
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mutiny-huyutiny · 8 months
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my dear friends I'm still searching co-players for burakhovsky rp. please. don't leave me alone with my brainrot. ru\eng
pluses:
- i'm funny
- I think I have interesting headcanons
- I have a library of aus in my mind
- maybe I'll draw some pictures
minuses:
- english isn't my native I can use weird constructions...
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lee-minhoe · 2 years
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blue tyong for @tyongsies
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
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salty-an-disco · 20 days
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🐥🧡💘
also already like you! :D
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pttucker · 7 months
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⸢"When he comes back this time, let's just throw him inside a coffin and bury him somewhere. It'll be better to let him out only after the scenarios are over."⸥ Lee Jihye said something hair-raisingly scary just then. I watched the kids sitting together on the screen and my heart began aching as if I had been sneak attacked just now. It hadn't been that long since we parted ways, yet I missed them already. Whatever the cost, I had to return to them.
How I'm picturing all of Kim Dokja's Company responding to Jihye's suggestion:
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Also, awwwww.
Dokja wants to return to them just as much as they want him to return. 😭
They've all grown so close and now the end of this novel is just a neverending cycle of "I want all of my beloved friends to be safe next to me" from all sides of the equation.
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washimbembe · 2 years
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You may currently be in a sandstorm, but there will be oases
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foxgirlmoth · 10 months
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I don't talk about this stuff on here pretty much at all, but a past relationship really broke a ton of bits and pieces of my brain and heart in weird ways (I'm finally thinking about him almost never but the shit he pulled was abusive as hell and still affects me sometimes). Being in love with my current girlfriends for a while felt almost. Painful? Almost like I should be ashamed I can fall so deeply in love with people, and especially how quickly that can happen sometimes too. Thats how it kind of felt. I tend to get overwhelmed with emotions if I'm feeling them very strongly, and that has been extremely embarrassing and also felt almost like I was being a burden to those I love (which love is the main emotion that can 'get dialed up to 11' for me). It IS debilitating in some ways!!! It hasn't gotten bad enough I've been nonverbal in a really really long time but that happened this past week and it was wild to me.
Things are getting better now though! Therapy in the past has helped, and honestly having such patient and understanding partners has made a world of difference ;w;. my wife is someone who was one of my best friends and I had a huge crush on and now I can ask for cuddles and we can nap together and I've fallen so much in love. Her and her presence are literally heaven for me, I don't know if anything has ever made me happier than just laying next to her and feeling her warmth.
Worries of course flare up and I feel like I need to lean on her a lot during those moments, but I don't feel like too much of a burden to her. I love seeing the posts that say stuff like 'Its okay to be a burden' or 'its okay to be annoying' because really truly I think I need to be those things to survive sometimes. I can be 'a lot' and I can be a little bit obsessive and those things aren't inherently bad or evil of me. I just make sure I'm feeling okay during and after and make sure I'm checking in on myself often. I'm a bit of a broken girl, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely happy and living a life I love. I've written poems and everything about how it feels like it must hurt to love me and my broken jagged edges, but hey, even if it does a little bit, it doesn't mean someone like my girlfriend/wife won't go through a little bit of burden to love me, and I'm more than happy to return all of this and more for her as well if she's ever in need or feels broken ;^;
#Not to be too gay but I wanna build my life with my princess more and more#She's. So good to me and she's so pretty and she's so beautiful and attentive and she listens to me in ways I feel no one else has#She understands me so well!! And I hopefully make her feel the same#But yeah I've been a burden a lot to people due to autism (which I didn't know I had for fucking ages) adhd and physical disabilites#And she feels like she isn't taking care of me which is good because I'd honestly hate that#But she understands me and makes me a better person and that's exactly what I've wanted for forever.#And being demi/aspec is awesome with her since she's aspec too and there's no pressure for sex or sexy times but if we both want it#It can still be super fun!! We gotta figure more of that stuff out if we want but knowing each others kinks (and sharing a good bit) rocks#Idk its so so so so easy to love my wife Maxie#She's so dear to me and we've only been dating for 4 months but they've been 4 months I've felt the most alive and seen#Its so easy to be cringe but free with her too idk#She makes me better and I hope I do the same for her. I don't want either of us to stagnate yknow?#But anyways yeah this is just a big journal entry of some kind I might do these every once and a while#Not to like. Brag??? I guess. Or show my mental illness so much. Its just kind of nice if friends know where I'm at in my life I guess#And idk having outside input on thoughts can be good. If any friends see this and go 'Hey Runa this is real weird maybe tone it down'#I can look at that stuff a bit more#Gonna tag this in a way I can find it and others in the future too#Runa diary logs#But yeah you're not hearing this from me but I wanna be with Maxine for the foreseeable future more than anything.#Gotta get my degree and a good job too and she's ofc not the only person in my life (I have Sara who is so very dear to me too ;w;)#Nor is she the only 'goal' I have either. I wanna make games I wanna make art. I wanna make something that other trans people#And queer people and just minorities in general can look at or play or experience and just go. Life is worth living#I love my life right now and I'm so glad I've made it to my late 20's.#Its only uphill from here :3#Wanna add on when I say she's not the only person in my life I mean that I have so many friends and people I love who love me too :3#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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itoshi-s · 1 year
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head empty just poly reonagi :( sigh
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vegaseatsass · 1 year
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Vacation Laura and I have finally started Bad Buddy together! We just watched episode 4, it's making me a smidge euphoric, I have to externalize a bit of the giddiness so I can go to sleep.
I have watched and read so many enemies or rivals to lovers stories, and the draw for me has always been as an audience member, enjoying the tension and conflict that resolves into confused mutual pining. This is the first time I've watched rivals annoy the shit out of each other and thought to myself "I want what they have." Truly!! Like I've never felt two rivals/enemies enjoy each other so viscerally that I want to feel that myself, but Pat/Pran did that. Gotta get me a girl who pesters me and shoves my head into her stinky armpit and doesn't want to play sportsball unless I'm on the opposing team.
Speaking of stinky armpits: Love how much these men smell each other. Very enjoying the sheer amount of sniffing and scenting.
Ep4 makeup removal scene is new product placement scene of all time, for ME. Certainly there have been more hilariously memorable ones (Farmhouse), but Bad Buddy had their leads use a cosmetic product in a normal and everyday way, instead of bringing women in for just that scene, or making it a joke scene between two men. For this I love them.
I usually hate being spoiled for ships and romance storylines but I loveeeee knowing InkPa happens because it makes the Ink scenes, already delightful for Pran's heartsick eyes alone, exponentially more tantalizing. Pa is staying out of the way for her brother's sake? Oh girl you just wait.
As mentioned: I love Pran's heartsick eyes, love when tears gather just in the corners of them in bedroom scene at the end of ep 4. Nanon's so good at looking wounded, makes it an artform. I ALSO love: Pat's stupid giggle; Pat making people give into him with whiny coy puppy-dog begging.
I would like to see Pat in a dress.
That's all for now haha
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edsbacktattoo · 2 years
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Chapter Thirteen: When the World Is Over
Yippee! Chapter thirteen is up and you can find it right here.
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lesenbyan · 9 months
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I think it says a lot about the narratives we're still not allowed to tell that I always feel immensely more kinship with sci-fi and fantasy biracial characters than those in fiction that more mirrors current day
#personal;#there are VERY FEW things i've seen in current day that have black/white biracial characters to be fair#but considering one of them is Dear White People but they never ever Once in what i saw cover the micro aggressions black people do#towards those of us who are half white#not nearly so well as like. that spock gifset i just rb'd#or the way the academy on vulcan treats him bc his human half#vulcans see him as human and humans see him as vulcan and that isn't what i see in things set in fictional Today#bc the moment you show black people microaggressing against another PoC you're called racist#when like. i have faced SO MUCH MORE microaggression from black people than white#black people who call me oreo. who 'shame about the white'. who have literally threatened my safety.#it's never been white people#the only oreo jokes i get from white people are from white friends with permission and that's it#other than yanno. the systemic shit that individual people can't change#it was a black person in high school who threatened to rape me (and i proceeded to forget about for years bc who could i talk to about it?)#black people who hit on me and then when turned down turn it into disparaging me for being half white and how i'm tainted goods#but the MOMENT you start talking about or displaying that you're called racist#even if it's your lived experience#in my experience white people have treated me far more as a person. and black people treat me as a color.#anyway i guess this is gonna be my day
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miyakuli · 2 years
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Finally updated my Steam profile <3
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I had so many points since so long I decided it was time to use them x’D
➡ My Steam page
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GIFTS FOR FRIENDS PT. 3
SNIPPET FOR @queerlilchinchin
Dear Han,
thank you for everything. You're one of the most talented, kind and encouraging people on this app. Your writing is absolutely stunning and do not get me started on your characters, wip ideas and world building. You're truly one of the best people and a good friend. I decided to do a small gift for you based on your description of Mercedes simply because I fell in love with the idea of her soaking up new topics.
~ Love, Leia
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It was silent in the library. No one was there yet except for the staff of the university library. No students filled the reading rooms and small workrooms yet. They were not yet searching for books, nor were they preparing for approaching exams or assignments. Granted, it was only 7:04 a.m. and the library had just opened its doors. Granted, the sky only now started to be coloured in the rising sun's colours which painted cirrostratus clouds in pale pink, peach and violet.
And yet one person had already passed the entrance and was now striding through the empty corridors of the library. Blonde hair with green strands had been tied up in a braid. Her heels echoed muffled off the floor as pale green eyes eagerly absorbed the titles of the books. In her left hand she held a basket belonging to the university library, which slowly filled with books about the long-gone advanced civilisation of the Romans and Celts and their architectural masterpieces, as well as other archaeological finds. Books about the universe were added before the young woman found a quiet place in one of the upper reading rooms near the window front. She settled down on the chair and placed a notebook and pen on the tosch before sorting the books by subject. When she picked up the first book, which dealt with ancient vase painting, she had to smile slightly. Some of her fellow students did not understand why she was dealing with a subject outside her field of study. Only a few could understand.
Reading broadened their horizons, made them educate themselves and develop an opinion on new topics. Learning something new and studying it intensively meant being able to ask and answer new questions.
Yes, Mercedes had understood how to use her curiosity for new things. Reading meant knowledge and knowledge meant power.
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