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#i hate myself for such such silly little things living in this household it’s so unfair #like why do i think i’m a moral failure of a human being just because i find it difficult to get in the shower before 10pm #like these things are not real!!!!!! #it’s fine i’m fine i’m normal #i chant to myself on the verge of tears lol #ANYWAY #s

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this has taken the absolute wind out of me

#HELLO??

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body paintings by Karen Turner

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so much of taking care of yourself as an adult is just learning to eat at home and going on walks

#christ it really is

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#incredible

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sometimes u have a nose bleed and take selfies for the aesthetic but then ur really feeling your makeup especially after you’ve had half a bottle of wine and a mojito innit

#FEELIN MYSELF init #do u guys like my new phone case #i switched so it has the magnets in the back #i’d had my last phone case 3 times in a row bc i loved it so much so this is a bit of a Change #but i’m liking it i think #metallic dog stickers courtesy of my 5 yo goddaughter who is the fucking cutest and i can’t say no to #s

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no third option you have to pick one, reblog after voting <3

#how the fuck is this not more of a mango sweep you people are unhinged

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Polyamorous relationships were meant to be 3 bisexual men and one fujoshi or like 17 lesbians not one guy and his 6 girlfriends who can’t interact with eachother. Jesus said that it’s in the Bible

#my poly friend from the kink club #has her 6ft rugby player asexual boyfriend at home #and then from the kink club she has picked up two more boyfriends #one beautiful tiny long-dark-haired femboy #and one beautiful long-fair-haired actor who was formerly a stripper #and i for one say good for her

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I had to find this post. I read this in 2017 and it had a profound effect on me. I couldn’t stop saying it. It was echolalia. And now to this day, for seven years, I can still quote it perfectly Word for Word and often do when I do something stupid. This is the perfect post in my opinion 

#my god

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#oh an icon #art

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#gay john turturro i will love you forever i can’t wait to see you again #severance

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ANDREW SCOTT | NT Live: Vanya

You won't forget me.

#i went to my local indie cinema to see this and brought the average age down by about twenty years #because everyone else in there were posh rich members of the theatre attached lmfao #ANYWAY it was insane he is insane he plays like 8 different characters and fucking kills it man #he is literally a generational talent and he better be internationally recognised for it one of these days #or it might become my villain origin story #andrew scott #vanya

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oh i don't know what young adult needs to hear this but you should google what day your 10,000th day will be & set a reminder in your calendar. it happens somewhere in your 27th year. i was really bummed when i googled my own and found out i had missed it by like 2 months.

(if you missed yours too, no worries, we both get another chance to celebrate 15,000 at 41. Unfortunately you will be 54 years old before you are 20,000 days old, at which point we will have overthrown the concept of linear time anyway)

life is very cute, and you have struggled a very long time to be here, and i love you. sometimes i think we need to invent our reasons for celebration. maybe today you are 10,345 days old. or 12,345. or 8,435. maybe u should just celebrate because it is a weekday, and those are hard days. i love u , light a candle and blow it out. i'm proud of you for staying.

#ahhh october this year #what delightful serendipity that i should see this post with plenty of time to go #doing a reminder rn i love this post

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A Muttsy aka Mutsy story

It's been a little while since I told a story about a Gund Muttsy (spellings may vary). There are a lot of them out there, each with there own story, and well loved by their person.

Here's an image of a vintage one:

Of course, by the time they get to me, the leather has worn through on their paws, or the fur has compressed, or they're balding. They're pretty thin to begin with and they get really skinny as they're hugged over the years as well.

The most recent Mutsy to visit the hospital came from New York and had an interesting balding pattern. Here are his diagnosis photos:

His footpads were surviving quite well, and he has that one inner leg that's in great shape (there's also healthy fur inside an ear) but most of him was very bald. It was important to keep as much original as possible, including the well loved eyes and nose, but to treat the balding so he could continue to go on adventures with his 8 year old human. There were concerns that he'd be too different (they didn't want him to look new) so while the plan was to recover him everywhere he was bald and give him new stuffing, I agreed to send photos after the first new fur was on for approval. If they didn't like it, I'd take it off, no harm, no foul.

There were several fur options:

I also sent swatches so they could feel the fabrics. They chose a furry fleece because it was a very good color match, and visually in between his surviving long fur and his bald skin.

Meanwhile, he got restuffed with his heart of original fabric:

Here is the first "ok to continue?" photo:

That's all one panel of fabric. The answer was "Looks good!" so surgery proceeded.

And here he is all better, ready to fly home:

His family wrote:

"B and I were so impressed with Mutsy’s restoration. Musty hasn’t been put down since he arrived home. (By B or me)

Thank you again for an amazing fix."

#i think my period is on its way #but ‘he got restuffed with his heart of original fabric’ made me cry real tears #my god #PEOPLE

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kunichi_nomura Can’t believe that you’re already 30. But I guess 30s is new 20s. Happy birthday best British gentleman ㊗️🎊🌹 @harrystyles

#kunichi literally always delivers #HBD henry how fucking insane

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#this is not the first time i’ve said this but it does my fucking nut in that this meme has reached peak popularity #and everyone reads it backwards #the FLOW is INCORRECT if you read it from the top #it is supposed to be the BOTTOM tweet FIRST #i will die on this hill

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#this press tour is one of the best things to happen to me in a long long time