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female bodied (bi curious) reader

touka likes you & is kinda shy in showing it, but trust.. she SHOWS IT.

she’s a lil apprehensive cuz she doesn’t even really know if you like girls, but she can’t help herself either way.

there’s small gestures here & there, like tucking your hair behind your ear when you’re talking.. or fixing your shirt if it’s a lil out of place.

if you’re wearing a dress or skirt, maybe even shorts that are a bit too short, she’s always standing behind you acting as a shade from the public.

when you’re cold, she ALWAYS offers you her jacket, even if it means she has to freeze.

& if it’s a bit too hot outside, she carries a small hand brush nd hair tie so you can put your hair up. she may even do it herself if she notices you heating up a lil too much :(

if you have a date or something, as much as it pains her.. she always helps you pick out your outfits & even does your makeup sometimes.

touka has been there every time a boy left you heartbroken or disappointed. she’s been there when you cried over exes, been there when your talking stages failed you..

she’s always the one making you feel like life isn’t too bad.

she takes notice of your favorite things, like animals & characters- eventually she ends up buying you plushies of said animal or character.

touka sometimes just ft’s you just bc she wants to hear your voice. she could literally listen to you yap for hours & never feel the need to interrupt.

even on days where you’re not feeling as talkative, she just enjoys your presence.

every other week touka ends up at your door randomly, asking if you wanna take a walk to the convenience store for snacks. there’s never a time you tell her no. 

being that touka.. is a girl. she learns what products you prefer & keeps em at her house just in case you need them when you’re there.

if you leave clothes at her house, she washes them & folds em up so you have stuff of your own to wear when you’re over.

she considers you her best friend, so she never really expected to catch feelings for you. though, being that she did.. it’s hard for her to even think about confessing bc she doesn’t wanna ruin your friendship.

you start to notice her lingering touches, her prolonged eye contact, her constant compliments.. it all starts to make sense.

one day you guys were having a sleepover, as you usually do; you straight up ask her if she likes you & she says yes.

no pauses, no need to think about her response, nothing. she just says yes. you ask her if she knows what sense you mean it in & she nods.

all you can do is say okay. she doesn’t really ask you if you like her back, she’s reveling in the fact that you’re not mad or upset.

by the end of the night, you guys have ate all your snacks, already had your random out burst of energy at 3am..

now the two of you are all sleepy & giggly. so touka suggests you both finally settle down for the night.

you’re both under the covers & she’s facing you but your back is turned to her. you’re kinda just thinking about earlier. how she said yes without even second guessing herself.

you flip to her & it’s a bit unsettling, the way you just look at her.

“i think i like you too, touka”

ew, gay ppl.

i love women.

#anime #fanfic #manga #tokyo ghoul #headcannons #fluff #tokyo ghoul re #touka kirishima #touka x reader

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gamer bf kaneki..

he def plays ow, val, cod, & fort.. all the sluttiest games a man can play.

trust he sweats in each game too.

he'd be caught dead before he's ever bad at a game ..

he literally spends most of all his days gaming, it's a lil insane how much he just lets it rot his brain

he never rage quits but he screams so much & it's hilarious

eventually he realizes that he hasn't given you any attention & tells his friends that he has to get off for a couple hours, just for you

ken decides to start streaming one day & that day marked your fucken demise

he sets up a hand & face cam.. when you're against it, he's so confused.

you're sat there for at least ten minutes explaining to him how girls will go feral for this

one day you tune into his stream & you see multiple comments like "for free??" "wish he'd play with me" "why's he kinda.." "the veins.."

on one hand you're jealous, but on the other- you're happy knowing that he's your boyfriend

"baby can you bring me some water please" ken says in the softest voice ever, it damn near has you topple over nd roll around

you bring it to him nd he thanks you with a couple pecks

the chat is going absolutely wild?? both over his voice & him actually not being single

but what could they expect?

ken was a good looking, handsome, pretty, charming boy.. & literally every other word you could think of

he always had that sleepy look & he usually paired it with blue light glasses that made him look all the more nerdy

sometimes he'd even be shirtless & his collarbone would have you gasping for air

on some days ken didn't care about streaming

he'd sit you next to him or even on him & just have you watch him play

he'd look towards you after hitting the nastiest shots/clips on kids to make sure you saw it

some days you ask him if he wants to play minecraft with you & he never objects.. he will always make time for you when you ask for it

he introduces you to the game "it takes two" and streams when the two of you play

everyone ends up loving the dynamic you have & the way you treat each other

eventually chat starts suggesting that ken teaches you how to play the other try hard games.. so he starts with the easier one: fortnite

you think to yourself why any of them thought this would be easy for you bc it has you screaming for kaneki's help half the time you get into a close combat gunfight

he tries teaching you how to build & you end up putting random walls & stairs everywhere

he just laughs at you bc he genuinely finds it easy & can't seem to understand why it's difficult for you ??

"no sweetheart, you actually have to have structure behind your building" "i'm fucken trying ken??" "not hard enough??" "ok then you do it???"

bro builds an 8 story mansion in 20 seconds and it has you gagged

whole chat is like "were you silent or were you silenced..??"

when you start wanting to take gaming a lil more seriously, he teaches you how to play on mouse nd keyboard just like him

he even buys you a cute lil setup, & ofc its right next to his

when he introduces you to val, all the pick me's are targeting ken & it's funny asfk when they find out his gf is in the game too

they're all like "you're shit at the game anyway stfu" like HUHH?? mad bc he ain't yours lmao

also can i mention that ken is a proud "shit on" SCREAAAAMER

he has your initials in different colored keys than the rest of his keyboard

holds one of your stuffed animals on his lap when you're away from home

jokingly asks you for support under the desk (its not a joke..)

#anime #fanfic #manga #kaneki x reader #kaneki ken #tokyo ghoul #headcannons #fluff #tokyo ghoul re #kaneki #xoti writes

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YOUR LITTERALLY MY FAV WRITER RAHHH

what can i say

LMAOAOAOA JK!

THANK YOU SM WTFK THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

i enjoy writing & completing your guys’ requests (if i have the mental capacity for it LMAO)

i’m so glad you like it!!

#anime #kaneki x reader #tokyo ghoul #xoti speaks!

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can I request more of gamer bf kaneki🙏

and I love Ur writing litterally omg 😽

expect it later tonight!

#anime #kaneki x reader #xoti speaks!

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☆,

biker! ken hcs! (& car! guy ken cuz why not??)

biker ken

he rides a ninja 400.

before meeting you, he was for sure reckless. but after the two of you got involved with each other, he promised himself he’d be a lil more careful for you

everyone knows riding a motorcycle is dangerous as fuck, so he never wanted to have you worried

sometimes there’s night where he may go a lil too fast & ends up getting chased by police..

he texts you & tells you to have the garage open so he can just come in & have you close it immediately.. trust, you end up reprimanding him

he always takes you on rides when the sun is setting. idc, he tells you it reminds him of you

does wheelies just to scare you

one day you ask him to teach you how to ride & he says “last i checked, you’re already good at that”

you were left confused until it hit you.. “that is NOT what i meant!”

whenever he gets hit on, he mentions you with so much quickness

if a girl does happen to ask for his number, he gives them yours 😭😭😭 they don’t even know until they text you

if he ever gets injured, the first person he goes to is you, even if he feels that you can’t help. you’re his sense of comfort

like boy could lose a whole leg nd he’d prob call you first to let you know LMAO

his friends hate you bc they say you made him “soft” but you disagree completely!!!

you fear for your life half the time you're his backpack

he speeds through the smallest little cracks between vehicles on the freeway

he uses anything as a ramp & you hate it

when he's making sharp turns he touches the fucken ground with his hand "look how close we are!"

whenever you're in your car & he's on his bike, he always gaps you nd you think it's so mean. yet, he laughs every time

sometimes when he picks you up, he makes sure to make the most noise ever. that's mainly how you can tell he's arrived

i feel like his wardrobe is all black. the only color he has are the clothes you buy for him bc you tease him for being too emo

you also buy him a pikachu skin for his helmet as a joke, but he ends up loving it

he plays deftones on his rides, that or cigs after sex idc.. maybe even sign crushes motorist.. i feel like he's always in his feelings LMAO

whenever you guys are stopped next to a bus or a big semi truck, he always touches it

records pop vids & sends them to you..

car guy ken!

i honestly don't know what kind of car ken would drive..

it's between a supra mk4, nissan 350/370z, or maybe a 2013 bmw 3 :>

i mainly see him in a supra ngl

but whatever car ken drives, he puts WORK into.

you love being around whenever he's working on his cars tho, he'll be all dirty with oils nd shit but its so rawr

ken gets excited over new car parts too

one time you bought him a carbon fiber front bumper and he damn near cried over it

he put starry lights on the roof of the inside of his car to give you something pretty to look at

he lets you keep your little essentials in his glove department or his arm rest

you leave a scrunchie around his gear shift & glosses in his cup holder, plus lil makeup wipes in the lil side compartment on the door

i fear ken has road rage.. he hates slow drivers and flips people off so fucken often

not only that but this man never goes the speed limit???

his car is all blacked out.. so flying down dark highways with his headlights off is his fav thing to do

he hates when you opt out for driving your car.. especially when there's other cars being loud nd making noise. he feels left out, like a puppy taken from its owner

"baby, i wanna make noise too.." with the biggest pout you've ever seen.

one day he suggests that you guys save up for miatas so that your cars can make cute faces at each other & date. it was the sweetest idea ever

car guy ken handles all your car troubles. he's like your personal mechanic

he does donuts in empty parking lots

he did a burn out in your exes drive way & you didn't find out until said ex texted you fucken PISSED

"ken what the fuck??" "what.." "you know what!" "nuh uh."

takes you to car meets so he can teach you more about different cars & the mods you can add to them

can tell a car from the sound the engine is making..

lets you drive his car once & it was the scariest thing he'd ever done

"SLOW DOWN PLEASE"

"i'm going 70!??!"

"this is my baby, i don't want you to crash..."

whenever a car passes him, he takes it as a challenge & gaps them.

#anime #fanfic #manga #kaneki x reader #kaneki ken #headcannons #tokyo ghoul #fluff #tokyo ghoul re #kaneki #kaneki x you #xoti writes

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I hope this is not too forward, but what do you think it would take to convince Shironeki to let you peg him? Do you think he would be a good bottom or would he manage to be annoying down there too

i lowk don’t think it’d be too too hard? like ofc he wouldn’t be like, absolutely babe!!!

but i think he outright says no at first. because he can’t fathom letting anyone do that to him. then, the more you push & the more you ask.. the more he kinda considers it.

i mean it’s on his mind A LOT. he’s constantly going back & forth with himself in his head. one night he’s kinda just like yeah.. fuck it.

he just walks into the bedroom & says he’s ready to try it, you get a lil too giddy & it kinda scares him..

“why’re you so happy.. what’s gonna happen to me..??”

“don’t worry abt that! just lemme take care of you ken” you say with a lil smile.

& as for him being a good bottom..? i lowk think he’s very obedient & compliant. mainly because he’s left a whimpering mess if he isn’t.

there’s bratty moments but they’re always corrected. sometimes he’s even begging for forgiveness & spewing empty promises about how he’ll be good from there on out.

you find it cute! he really trusts you with so much of himself. as you do with him.

#anime #fanfic #manga #kaneki x reader #kaneki ken #headcannons #tokyo ghoul #xoti speaks!

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Hello, I just wanted to show you a cute picture of Shironeki :)))

he’s got a cake!

literally mid fn game opening this LMAOAOO, THAT’S SO CUTE!!

#anime #tokyo ghoul #xoti speaks!

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comp sci! ken so real and true in our hearts🥹🙏🙏 i love loveee how u write him as a hugeee acts of service guy>< i wonder if i can also ask for ken's kinks hcs bc i genuinely believe he has breeding kink more or less><

-mimi

i was working on a response to this but i’ll just make it separately bc ion want you to think i outright ignored you lol!!! it’ll be coming very soon! <3

#anime #fanfic #xoti speaks!

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your writing gives me life😩🙏 plsss give us more biker!ken, like hcs and overall relationship.

thank you, love you, and take careee👩🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏻

i will try my best.. as soon as i get off fortnite. 🤣🔥💯

#anime #fanfic #xoti speaks!

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mmm, a kaneki that knows you’re his..? like you guys can fall out, stop talking, take breaks, fuck with other people openly; but even if you did.. he just knows that it takes one call for you to be right back at his place.

even if kaneki is fucking another girl, he literally has your fucken lips tatted on his lower abdomen, with your name above it. every other girl has to see it, whether they like it or not.

don’t think ken is nice nd sweet to them either. he gives no kisses, no gentle touches, kind words, or even aftercare. why would he..? he’s not obligated to. there’s been times that you’ve literally texted him midfuck, & he wasted no time in leaving.

“fuck- i gotta go..”

“i- what..? go where??”

“mind your business”

“kaneki.. you’re gonna go see y/n huh? cmon now. just stay with me”

“are you fucking stupid?” & then he’s sliding on his clothes & putting his shoes on before he’s literally going 100 in a 50 to see what his sweet girl wants.

sometimes you like your guys’ dynamic. especially when he gets extra jealous or overprotective. there was a time he caught you with a hickey that he hadn’t given you. you seriously fucked up posting a selfie a day after having seen urie.

kaneki was quick to call you.

“stop letting ugly ass little boys ruin how pretty you are, okay? cover that up & delete the story, now y/n. i love you” & the line would end.

you'd be rolling around your floor GIGGLINGGG. it was just something about the way he said everything so calmly too.

ken's lowkey like a crazy ex that you can't get rid of. trust, there's been times where you wanted to be done, where you were tired of the toxicity, tired of the arguments & the constant disagreements. you just blocked him completely & stayed away from home for a week or so.

.. only to be met with him sleeping in your bed when you finally arrived back home. he had even brought a duffle bag of clothes!! i mean.. the audacity this fucking man has.

he said he wasn't gonna leave until you guys talked & resolved all your issues. it was easy for him to sweet talk you. though, if he felt himself failing, he'd talk to your parents & say you were acting out.

this would lead to your mother calling you, "are you okay? has kaneki done something to make you upset? why're you shutting him out?"

he's doing anything to make sure your mom thinks of him as nothing as a complete sweetheart, because at the end of the day.. all he really wants to do is love you.

best believe the make up sex is amazing too, boy will have you running from the dick, practically sobbing over it. sometimes it's mean.

you'll be ready for a break, ready to just lie down & sleep.. you think he's done more than enough. yet he fully believes otherwise.

"alright baby, just lay down.. you don't have to do anything" & then he's pulling your legs apart & settling his head between them with his arms hooking your thighs to make sure you're not gonna run.

trust in the after care being the sweetest ever, though. he's telling you how good you did & how proud of you he is. then he gets you all cleaned up & pulls the covers over you bc he knows you're gonna be knocked in just a couple more minutes or even seconds.

you're with him for life! whether you like it or not.

#anime #manga #fanfic #headcannons #kaneki ken #kaneki x reader #tokyo ghoul #fluff #tokyo ghoul re #kaneki

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all of ur thoughts abt biker!ken is so soo reaall im crying, kaneki ken the man that u are😞😭😭 i also often like to think abt him in just a normal college au... im curious what was his course bc i dont remember it was showed in the manga? im such a nerd omg im sawry, if we're talking about white haired kaneki somehow he gives me computer science type of guy? but i definitely want to hear your thoughts abt it!!! (haise sasaki is definitely a human understanding and social sciences guy i just know!!!)

-mimi

i can’t tell if ur asking me but if u are.. YOU ARE ASKING THE WRONGGG PERSON LMFAOAOAO. 😭

& i also think white haired kaneki gives computer science typa guy, or cyber security. something or anything to do with computers. either that or he’s stuck in business & hates his clssses bc they’re so boring nd he already knows all he has to know, yk?

he lowk prob doesn’t come to school much bc he knows he can miss however many days & still do the work in a timely manner. bro usually ends up being the mf who just has half of his classes number bc they’re constantly asking him for the work, & he’s way too sweet to say no to anyone.. especially y/n!!

i mean he’ll write little side notes further explaining any material that he kinda struggled with at first. so he wants to make sure you’ll have no issues at all!

ken even stays up extra late, just in case you wanna text or call him when ur doing ur assignments right before the deadline.

he’s for sure half asleep the entire time, giving you soft mhms & uh huh’s when you’re repeating things to make sure it’s correct. poor baby comes into class the next day with bed head & horrible eye bags.. safe to say you’re the reason too.

but that doesn’t stop him from bringing you a coffee or an energy drink bc “you worked really hard last night, you must be tired” like ..

he even forgets to buy himself something. 😭😭😭😭😭

you end up sharing! >.<

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haise anon here! yes kaneki is truly a great written mc 😞🙏 sorry for yapping too much the last ask i hope i didnt bother u! (i should definitely give myself an anon nickname, maybe mimi?) my tg obsession just resurfaced recently and its quite hard to find someone to discuss abt it ue😭😭 anyways! on the topic of ken in diff aus, what do u think abt biker/motorbike racer! ken 🙏🙏

girl the way i just said OUUUU OUT LOOOUUUUDDDDDD. i go feral at the fucken THOUGHT OF IT. CAN WE PLEAAAASSSEEE JUST STFU???? I CANNOT. 😭😭😭 bro like he def gives off tiktok/insta reels biker guy. nd not the cringe booktok kind. BUT THE GOODDDD KIND. the ones that’re tatted, have some sick design on their helmet, nd wear clothes that make them all the more pretty. 😭 KANEKI WOULD BODYYYY ALL OF IT. he doesn’t even really try to woo anyone with it. it’s just how he is, & a hobby he somehow picked up.

you’d prob fucken get his number when you’re both stopped at a red light nd he’s just rolling his shoulders back before he glances your way. YOU LITERALLY GEEKKK IN THE CARRRR. window immediately flies down & your phone shoots out the window with ur contacts opened right up. 🌚

ken would def eventually buy you your own lil helmet, nd he’d take you on fun joyrides

lowk not so fun when he’s pushing 110 & ur scared for ur fucken life

but whooo caressss, yk he gon go home nd give you da PIPEEEE. (i’m so sorry..)

either that or y’all are stopping in a dark alleyway and/or parking lot bc you or he can’t wait 🎀

you lowk be getting sick at the thought of how other girls are looking at him when he’s out on the streets ridin around without you..

like hellooo?? 😭

PLZZZ JUST STAY HOMEEE PLLLLLLZZZZZ

also your yapping wasn’t a bother at all! i’m enjoying it! ^.^

also the nickname is cute, mimi it is!

#xoti speaks! #anime #fanfic #kaneki x reader #kaneki ken #anon ask

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haise anon here!!! and yes! there's quite a whole lot of other distinct personas of kaneki (at least around 7??) but i genuinely believe that haise and kaneki are two entirely different people (as it was very heavily implied in the manga abt how haise IS haise, theres also this conversation with haise and kid! ken about him telling haise to not 'erass' him. idk how much i could tell without spoiling omg...) there's also this one distinct persona of him that the fandom calls as the black reaper, its basically haise but with kaneki's memory, he's described as the darkest out of all his persona. but if we're talking abt haise in the beginning, he's generally a very kind person, he acts really motherly to the quinx squad and sees ccg as his family even though he knows it's just play pretend😞 (theres actually a chapter in the manga where all of his distinct personas talked to each other)

oh cute .. he’s quite the man huh! 🤣

idek what else i can say to that. it feels like uncovering someone’s dirtiest secret

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hello vro

hello nigga ❤️

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haise anon here!!! plzzz when i saw ur fixation on kaneki i was immediately curious on what are ur thoughts on haise 😞🙏🙏🙏 i think the manga did him better, hes such suchh a loveable character i couldn't get enough of him!! omg so sorry for yapping too much (just as u know im also tattoo artist!ken anon WHDBWUDB) im just really fascinated abt kaneki and his other distinct personas😞 namely haise being my favourite😞😞😞

other…? 🌚 meaning there’s more than one…? 🤣⁉️ does bro have dissociative identity disorder & no one questioned it???? I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST HAISE.. or maybe i’m not remembering it well. oorrrr maybe i’m misunderstanding you.

idk, i watched tg in middle school & i’m almost 19 now LMAOOO. from what i CAN remember. in MY OWNNN opinion. i don’t think haise differs from ken too too much. maybe in the sense that he wants to do nothing but good for the community around him. & i rmb him being a lil more quiet & closeted? (i could be so off ☠️☠️) like in a sense that kaneki was always trying to convince haise to let him take over again because he knew/thought he was far too weak to fight his own battles. 😭 kinda like an itadori & sukuna type thing?

the whole haise & kaneki situation is silly & muddy. the anime did terribly at easing him into the plot. i never questioned it back then, but now i understand that it kinda makes no sense. & i never got around to reading the manga bc well, idk? after finishing a show, i don’t really revisit any aspects of it. kind of an anime only typa girl.. unless we’re talking abt aot. i read ALLAT.

but this for sure is a case study!

nd don’t worry abt your yapping, its welcome here ^.^

#xoti speaks! #anime #fanfic #anon ask

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hii omg i was the haise anon pleaseee i feel so so sad for him i dearly love him sm omfggg he deserves so so much love 😞😞 i often think abt an au where kaneki and haise are twins rather than two different people who shares the same body

OUUU THATS ACTUALLY SO GOOD?!?!?! i will def be remembering this for later! 🌚 i do rmb haise & how kaneki lowk tormented him but i feel like i don’t rmb enough of his personality yet to write for him. so.. yeah.

maybe jog my memory a bit?

but have faith in me fr!

the rewatch might have me writing for other characters too, shiii 🤣

#xoti speaks! #anime #fanfic #anon ask

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helloo! ive read ur intro and i have noticed that you mainly write for tg >.< i wonder if u also write for other tg characters like maybe haise sasaki? thank u sm~

HELPPP OKAY.. erm 🌚

i’m ngl.. i mainly only write for kaneki bc he’s the only tg character that i really remember (??) like his backstory, his fucken villain arc.. all that. LMAOO. tg was the first anime i watched, & then i flooded my life with a hundred others. but maybe i should rewatch..

GIRL DW I WILL GET YOU YOUR HAISE CONTENT!!!

just you wait!! ^_^

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