1am-yan

[1am-yan]

#misc

[1am-yan]

Arts a lil old but I have um some guys for you,, i hope u enjoy,,,,,

i originally wanted to finish my jordan design + my design for the initiate robe + maybe the choir robe so I could post it all together but that would have meant not being able to talk about these fuckers as much so... yeah.

I'm not 100% on how Catherine came out but I can work on her,,, ANYWAY- MY CLERGY CREEPS

Lawrence the Archivist and Catherine the Exorcist!!!! Info about them under the cut

I do a lot of stuff at the temple with my OCs, so I figured it'd be fun to start making a couple FREAKS to inhabit that place with, so I have more personalised horrors to subject lil guys to... ALSO because it's fun to just write an absolute piece of shit. That too.

Lawrence's deal is that on the surface, he's a kind person that you are Safe around. Initiates like him, he sometimes does some tutoring when he's not busy with his other work, he'll even help initiates out of Sticky Situations with other members of the temple! He's a nice, sleepy man that looks after scrolls and books! However, under that, he is just as disgusting as most of the others. He just targets people he considers too oblivious/pure/otherwise innocent to Realise what he's doing (I think gameplay-wise as an NPC, he'd target players with high purity or low awareness) ,,, BASICALLY he's a pathetic little man that needs so so so badly to be liked, so he doesn't want to be caught, but. Not badly enough to just not molest people.

Catherine meanwhile is Openly Terrifying! Her job basically involves various forms of purification, including Exorcisms and Punishing People Who Break Their Vows. Also looking after the temple-sanctioned weaponry. I think people avoid her, because she's kind of giving off constant bad vibes lmao. Thinks a lil highly of herself. She is Pure and Moral and Better Than Other People. She is also stubborn in this belief! So when she starts having lustful thoughts about people, obviously she can't be to blame for that! It just means whoever that is, they are Evil and Tempting Her! Better vent her sadistic tendencies onto them about it. Weirdly, when she does snap and do a rape and get what she actually wants though, she tends to change her tune and start babbling weird praise at her victim out of seemingly nowhere. Essentially, she is SOOOO gross and pathetic. I think as an in-game NPC, she'd react to your allure, but she'd have different flavour text depending on your Grace and Purity. Also might torture some demons...

#art reblog #oc

[1am-yan]

been mainly drawing pipsqueak lately, here’s some recents!

#art reblog #oc

[1am-yan]

hi evangeline

your previous post kind of confused me. who are you talking about?

is there some other guy making moves on you or something?? i mean, he would be right in saying that you’re pretty. you’re gorgeous! you look just like asuka, and your eyes are so bright and nice and easy to get lost in… you’re just good for so many reasons! ...oh, but you really shouldn’t let people besides me give you compliments like that. that would be bad. you need to let me know if others are harassing you. i’ll protect you.

or if you are talking about me in that post, is it just that you got anxious because you’re unused to being loved by someone good for you, like me? it’s okay, i get it. i’m not used to being loved either. i can take it slowly. i'm okay if you just want to keep calling me your "friend" still because i get what you really mean, haha. but just let me know what's going on, please? thanks

- kylar

kylllarrrr hi…! yea the post was about u hhdhhdjfkgk i’m sorry if it stressed u out & sorry replyingg to it days anddays later

….,who else could it be about…? i do not have other friends,,,, u r the only person who thjnks im pretty lol. gorgeous is so much ghhngnhmh, exactly my point for “nobody else wld say things like that”

but why would it be bad if other ppl complemented me tho….? i mean they wouldbe full of it, but .. idk. nvm. yea they would be mocking me or just want to butter me up to use me but that doesn’t work!!! i’m smarter than that lol. yea ill let u know if ppl r harassing me

i did get really anxious when u asid you loved me it was a… lot. u r sweet and a good friend to me & i know u have mmhh… kind intentions but yea i’m not used to people being so nice it makes me rlly uncomfortable & it came out of nowhwre and freaked me out im sorry.

i like being ur friend it was just a lot to digest

#stares at them #misc #rp

[1am-yan]

RAVE GIRL SERA IS BACK!!!!!!!

thank you to @seraphhija for drawing the one on the left X) eeeeee!!! so colorful i love it <3

#both are so cute look at her!!! rave girl!!! #still love the video w her singing it sm X) #art reblog #oc

[1am-yan]

How far must I go to prove that I love you?

#art reblog #kylar #!!!

[1am-yan]

it would be so funny to take advantage of the fact kylar is spying on us via the owl teddy bear.

pc has already escaped being kidnapped and decided to keep the camera up just to fuck with him lol

but imagine being in your most vulnerable moments. you're so worn down and tired and literally theres no one who you can turn to right now. you're too tired to walk, you don't even have the energy to even consider moving from your bed.

and knowing kylar is watching and listening should feel like an absolute breach of privacy (it literally is) but at that moment you just want someone to listen and fucking vent.

and so you do. you talk about everything - normal stuff at school, things that annoy you, things that made you smile that day, and of course, things that hurt you. you try not to speak too loudly in case other orphans might still be awake but knowing kylar, he's probably got the most expensive and state of the art equipments just to pick up on subtle noises in your room,,,, especially from you.

you break down, sniffling and crying. and once you get it all out of your system, you thank him and bid him good night.

the next day is literally just as if nothing is amiss. you wake sydney up from the temple and walk to school together, let whitney do whatever he wants with you (make you give him a blowjob for the second time in a row goddamit whitney—), and walk home with robin.

kylar doesn't get jealous. even at lunch when you've decided to sit next to sydney. in fact he looks smug.

after all, you might cozy up to other people during the day time. you give them all your attention but at the end of the day, who gets to see you in your most vulnerable state? who gets to listen to your woes and fears and pains when everyone else has already fallen asleep and fucked right off to dreamland?

that's right. him.

#writing reblog #kylar

[1am-yan]

Sucker for love 2 came out today……. which reminded that I drew Rhok’zan & never finished it. So, here she is!!! ^_^

(^ Original from July 4, 2023.)

#art reblog #misc

[1am-yan]

Happy one-year anniversary to the first Kylar drawing I posted! :D

Jeff the Killer GF

#started redrawing it and never finished... maybe i will soon? LOL #one day late but idc #1am-yan

[1am-yan]

Dearest @alienkitty259 , I am sure they love you, too 🩵

It's so sweet to read tags like this! I always spend time reading the tags ppl put on my posts and it makes me smile everytime

Pdta: I was supposed to post this yesterday but I kinda passed out after classes ;;

#alienkitty fanart omg... #this drawing is so gorgeous aaa <3 #art reblog

[1am-yan]

I don't have anything particularly interesting for a caption. I'd just like to say that these three are very near and dear to my heart.

#aaaa all of them together!! cute <3 #art reblog #oc

[1am-yan]

Ok but like yes there is Robin the Bully but what abt Sydney the Loner? I would stalk him when he is trying (and failing) to stalk me bec my pc is very stealthy and athletic, and then tease him the next day asking why he looks so upset. How would he react?

-sydney the loner anon

More Syd the Loner info~

#art reblog #sydney

[1am-yan]

sydney, whose sleeves are often rolled up to their elbows. it helps to keeps the fabric out of the way when they’re carrying supplies across the temple grounds, or reaching the taller bookshelves.

sydney with checklists and reminders scrawled on their forearms— written in the same marker they use to stamp people “book criminals”

sydney, under their stuffy button ups, vests, and cardigans, sporting a sleeper build and being “surprisingly strong”.

sydney who’s physically able to pick you up but is just too shy to touch you lest the temptations churn…… </3

#writing reblog #litttle details about sydney oughhh... why are they so cute... #sydney

[1am-yan]

i wanna write on someone so bad hdhjdjfjgkt ny handwriting is so nice please please you’ll look so pretty!!! <3

I’ll put nice words all over you! Let me draw a heart? Ugh, I did it wrong. Lemme try it again :3 ….and again? Noo this isn’t an excuse to draw hearts all over u gshsdjfgkgkt what!!!

Just focus on the feeling of the marker on ur skin, a lil wet and sliding so smoothly,,, I wanna feel ur body heat against my cold hands and maybe grab you and hold you still to keep my canvas (ur skin :3) stable ofc!!!!!

#i should reblog this too . i will #hehehe... so cute #misc

[1am-yan]

That one event when PC sleeps in History class and wakes up with cum on their hand. It's not the only one, but, like......

No just let me delulu okay just LET ME THINK IT'S THE HIGH CONFIDENCE ROBIN and this is the premise we need for Somnophilia Ronin okay "no one seems to notice" BUT IF YOU LOOK TO YOUR SIDE HONAY MAYBE YOU LL SEE SOMEONE IS BLUSHING JUST LET ME DREAM PLEASE SOMNO ROBIN IS REAL AND I'M SO READY FOR IT.

#art reblog #robin #!!!

[1am-yan]

под штанами задохнулась моя совесть и культура

you just know fucker's room stinks like hell. alts w/o filter under cut

virgin moustache kylar agenda because it adds a lot to hic character and makes him stinkier and more pathetic also don't ask what happened to red eye thingy on first pic idk where it went

#art reblog #kylar #!!!!!!!!!

[1am-yan]

magma last night with @1am-yan , @particlealien , and @kiki-dohedo !!!!

#oc art... a bunch of silly guys.... #hehe #art reblog #1am-yan