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Am I banned?

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“I believe that my life is so important that it affects the lives of everyone else. I believe I am God. I believe everyone is their own God. I dreamt I was the Antichrist, and I believe it.” 

— Marilyn Manson, The Long Hard Road out Of Hell (pg: 213 / part 3, chapter 14)

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I wasn't built different I'm a factory reject

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idk what i expected to happen-

i thought it was enough but i’ll never be enough.

not for him, not for anyone.

im pathetic

#i hate myself #i just relapsed #relapse #tw relapse #self harrrm #self harrm #im sorry i cant be better #i don’t want to feel like this anymore #i cant do it anymore

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I’m… disgusting.

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Maybe I'm better off dead

If I was would it finally be enough

To shut out all those voices in my head?

Maybe I'm better off dead…

All she wanted was to be enough.

— Sleeping With Sirens, Better Off Dead

#somg lyrics #lyrics #sleeping with sirens #better off dead #i dont belong #voices

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14/09/2021

thats when we do it. thats when all my suffering ends. thats when everyone can be happy.

#self harrrm

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0 days sober…

i fucked it.

5 days sober…

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5 days sober…

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I have an interview today, I’m excited… the last one didn’t go so well (haven’t heard back from employer) but I’m optimistic! :)

#fingers crossed #interview #super excited #nervous

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“In the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take, relationship we are afraid to have, and the decisions we waited to long to make.”

— Unknown (via surqrised)

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Ich kann nicht mehr.