analyfeglory

[analyfeglory]

Biggest motivation for staying alive is wanting to self harm deep enough to atleast make a traumatising dead body

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[analyfeglory]

People should just not mention anything even remotely destructive in front of me… my mom mentioned the name of her sleeping pills today so guess who’s prepared for their fourth suicide attempt of the month now?

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[analyfeglory]

If you’re awake past midnight then your suicidal thoughts are a canon event.. The only way to escape them is dying and that’s pretty counter productive

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[analyfeglory]

From a failed suicide attempt to an entire day at a water park.. life is kinda wild sometimes

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[analyfeglory]

Suicide attempt went a little bad so now my friends won’t laugh at my suicide jokes anymore..

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[analyfeglory]

Somehow managed to have another birthday guys.. yay me

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[analyfeglory]

The distinctively awful time when you go to school mid overdose and now all your friends think you’re super suicidal but really you don’t even remember taking the pills

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[analyfeglory]

Feeling a bit coquette rn, might kill my self later 💓🎀💕✨💝🦋

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[analyfeglory]

No body knows me like you do

Self harm is really just self-bdsm. People I’m not depressed, I’m just kinky

[analyfeglory]

Ever look at pictures of you as a toddler and imagine all the shit you’ve done to your body on theirs and tearing up because holy shit that’s awful? Because same

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[analyfeglory]

I might be doing something for my birthday instead of sitting home and being miserable about it.. still feel like shit about being alive tho

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[analyfeglory]

Do not want to be alive on my birthday. I really want to skip that day… four more days and I’ve never dreaded anything this much

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[analyfeglory]

I dream of killing myself the same way I dream of college.. I wanna do it with every fibre of my being but I know I’m not efficient enough to actually succeed

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[analyfeglory]

When the cut you made accidentally ends up being deeper than the cut you tried to make deep-

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[analyfeglory]

At a place where I’m really looking forward to my birthday but really dreading it at the same time so I’m kind of looking forward to the existential dread I’m about to feel in a few days

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[analyfeglory]

Confession

I’ve been telling everyone I can’t celebrate my birthday because if cousins wedding when really I’m perfectly free the entire day on my birthday but I don’t have the heart to stand in front of a cake and blow out the candle with the world’s biggest fucking reminder that I’m alive. So instead I’m “busy” on my birthday and the party will happen “later” (it won’t)

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[analyfeglory]

Cvtting tips please?

Guys this is very toxic but I’ve been trying to cut my thigh for one hour but because of the skin texture i can’t make any deep styros from my usual technique and I swear to god if I don’t make a decent cut soon I will kill my self at right this moment. The lack of blood, the lack of depth in the cuts keeps making feel really nervous and anxious and I hate it

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