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Lets catch up:)

Hey guys, sorry it's been a while, I sadly forgot about my Tumblr account:/. It's been a hell of a ride so far. How have you guys been¿ I've been okay. A month ago I have my quinceanera, after a year of having to move it back because of Covid. I had a great time, friends, family, dancing. That was one of the best nights of my life. I've lived a good life, thanks be to God. I can only say thank you, and not just for the good that life brings, but for the bad. Alright I'll close it out with this verse: Ephesians 1:16 "I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers." Love you guys!

-BigBelieverMilkshake<3

#love yall

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I've been going to in person school lately. Does anyone ever get a runny nose when wearing the mask but can't take it off to blow it so you just sit there with a runny nose? No? Just me? Well...

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I'm currently in my psychology class and it's really strange because my teacher hasn't said a word since he started the meeting. I've been watching Criminal Minds quite a bit recently so I've been getting more and more paranoid since lol. I can't help but wonder, is something wrong? Is he being held captive but the killer doesn't want people to think he's missing? I know it's super not likely but I mean, do you think the people that are being held captive right now thought they were going to wake up one day get taken? I don't know, I could definitely be over exaggerating. As y'all can tell I do lol. But just think about it. Be thankful that wherever you're reading this, you have the ability to read it.

-BigBelieverMilkshake<3

#givethanks #love yall

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Oh, guys I forgot to mention. Today is the first day of my "eating healthy and working out". I think I'm doing good so far! I need to finish homework, and then I'll get on my workouts. Anyone have any healthy breakfast, lunch, or dinner ideas? Also workouts that have helped you would be great! Thanks a lot

-bigbelievermilkshake<3

#self care #workout #pls help #health #day one #letsmakehealthyhappen

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Hurt

Grab a drink and some popcorn, because this story is very long. Full of twists and turns and most of all heartbreak.

Me and this this guy, Issac, were really close. I met him at my 9th grade orientation and have talked to him since (this is almost two years of being friends. ) Ever since Covid started, I hadn't been able to see him. We talked almost everyday and it was awesome, but at the same time, you still feel like your missing something. So on January 1st of this year (2021) I snuck him into my room. It was 12:30am when he got to my house, everyone was asleep. This was the most risky thing I had ever done. It was something I thought only happened in movies. But it was exhilarating. We started watching movies, and by the end of the night we were cuddling and he reaches over, grabs my face, and kisses me. This was my first kiss, and I couldn't have imagined it any better. And at the end of the night, he left and I thought we were going to last forever. But a month later, my mother saw that my window didn't have the screen on the outside, which it always does. There was no way to get out of it. So I told her what happened, and what she did was very unexpected. She calls Issac with my phone so he would answer, and tells him to leave me alone. To never have contact with me. "I'm trying to raise my daughter right and you aren't helping". Issac responded to her like he didn't care that he couldn't talk to me anymore. So ever since that day, I have not spoken to him. I haven't spoken to the person I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I haven't spoken to the person I thought I was going to travel the world with. Then, out of nowhere he texts me. I had a choice to make; Am I going to start talking to someone that doesn't really care about me? I replied and after our 4 reply conversation, I blocked him and deleted all of our messages. I figured, why should i keep reminding myself of someone that didn't actually care for me? Hopefully I feel better soon, cause right now, my heart kind of hurts. I hope no one reading this has to go through something like this. I just have to remember that this situation is in God's hands now. To the person reading this, know your worth. I know, easier said then done. But every single one of you are the most precious things out there. "Before you were born, I set you apart" Jeramiah 1:5.

#yourspecial

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Wow. Just wow. I'm currently going through a friendship breakup and this hurt me in ways I can't explain. I'll explain more in a separate post. It's very complicated.

“I love you. I worry about you. I wonder whether I tell you enough how I love you and want you and need you and how I am diminished.. when you are not with me and how I am multiplied when you are here.”

— Pat Frank 

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One Day:)

Am I the only one that wishes they were out of the house already? I just long for the day I'll get to travel the world with my soulmate. But until that day, I'll be here, dreaming. Dreaming of the day I'll be free of responsibility. Dreaming of the day I'll get to live like there's no tomorrow. But until then, I'll be here.

-bigbelievermilkshake<3

#manifestyourlife #one day

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first tumblr post:)

"Go ahead, put anything." This is really intimidating lol. I'm not really sure what I'm going to use these posts for. I think I'm going to use this as a diary. I like the feeling that someone out there can get entertained by the things going on in my life. It can get pretty chaotic if you ask me. But then again, that could just be because it's my life huh? I could be biased lol. Anyways, have fun fellow.. tumblrer? Is that what we're called? Idk. Okay. Bye.

-bigbelievermilkshake<3

#first post ever #have a nice day #heres to hoping