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[bitcheslovekoi]

I kinda binged yesterday and I’m saying kinda not because of the amount but the things I ate weren’t really fatty foods

I ate dinner it was like 250-300 cal and then I baked cookies and had one and a half and lots of peanuts (again binging on peanuts I gotta stop) annd some dessert we had at home that really fucked me and a banana like it was bad but could’ve been worse

Also down some weight I weighed myself this morning and 43.7-44 smth I’m loosing weight again so happy 💕💕

#tw ed descussion #tw depressing thoughts #tw body talk #anor3c1a #anorecyc #tw weight #tw binging #tw ed diet #tw edtwt #tw ed ana #ed tmblr #tw weight gain #i wish i was weightless #low weight #weight loss motivation #tw weighloss #tw body check #tw body image #fuck my body #tw ⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️rve

[bitcheslovekoi]

Watching super-sized vs super skinny. They said a one to three-year-old child is eating about 1200 cals. I'm eating less than a one-year-old. It's really satisfying.

[bitcheslovekoi]

I have decided. I believe ⭐️ving more than 50 hours leads me to binge so I’ll do omad on weekdays (max 500 cal) and exercise regularly then on weekends I can’t ⭐️ve because of doctor checks and my parents so I’ll eat less than 750 cals and burn at least 300 active calories

I’ll occasionally do 50 hour fast especially on exam week I’ll try to go for a whole week of fasting

I hope I can reach 40 kg and maintain during summer

#diary #diary entry #girlblogging #tw ed descussion #daily life #tw depressing thoughts #tw body talk #anor3c1a #anorecyc #tw weight

[bitcheslovekoi]

65 days till summer,

don't mess this up.

[bitcheslovekoi]

i have two 📌 terest boards

1 full of skinny gals

1 full of huge plates of f00d

[bitcheslovekoi]

Frr

I wish there was an ED summer camp so we could all meet up and ⭐ve together

#3dtumblr #a4a diary #ed relapse #thin$po #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw ed but not sheeran #tw skipping meals #tw thinspi #diary

[bitcheslovekoi]

how the hell do i have an 3d successfully while at home w parents HELP MEEE

[bitcheslovekoi]

I need my clothes to hang off of me and make me look like I’m nothing

[bitcheslovekoi]

Do it for the

Thin legs

Skinny waist

Visible ribs

Dainty shoulders

Elegant hands

Striking collarbones

Feminine neck

Hollow face

Sharp jawline

🦋 🦋 🦋

[bitcheslovekoi]

I don't want to eat, I wanna keep getting skinnier every day

[bitcheslovekoi]

Body positivity is bs

Everybody is judging you in their head so stfu and 🌟ve

[bitcheslovekoi]

why does everything have a million calories in it 😃…

[bitcheslovekoi]

Feeling super suicidal

I just want someone to care about me

[bitcheslovekoi]

parents are not at home i can finally starve myself!! :3

[bitcheslovekoi]

Ive been fasting for two days now and I am dreading the day I have to eat anything

Might just kms tbh

[bitcheslovekoi]

I think of this everyday I sometimes imagine I kms so I stay the same weight forever and di€ pretty

i'd rather be dead than be fat

#tw ed ana #tw ed diet #ed tmblr #tw depressing thoughts #tw kms mention #tw sui talk #tw disordered eating #tw disturbing

[bitcheslovekoi]

My mirror watching me lift my shirt and turn to the side for the 10000th time that day like: ._.