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blushyeleven · 23 days

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hey! So this is my first fic in like 3 months and I promised I’d write one so here! And it’s not great so air that😭 but hey.. I promise I’d write a fic.. I Never promised it would be amazing💀

EXPLANATION TO THE FIC (read before reading the fic) this fic is based on shifting, the fact that we can go to alternate universes (if you want to know more look it up on tiktok🫶) and this is basically a fanfic of what’s gonna happen as soon as I shift.

warnings: tickles, swearing

characters: ler!tarayummy, lee!y/n

(also I’m literally obsessed with tara yummy rn.. so expect a lot of my content to be ab her atm😭)

𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎

your eyes flung open. You sighed as you looked around. Another failed attempt. The soft clashing of rain was audible outside your window as the light seeped through your blinds. You rubbed your eyes, adjusting your vision to the light off your room as you turned around to check your phone. 11am.. 11am? Shit!? You slept in?! How?! How did your alarm not go off?! How did nobody come in and wake you up?! You immediately ripped your covers off, exposing you to the cool, chilly atmosphere of your room. As soon as you moved to throw yourself out of bed you heard footsteps approaching your door. Your mind spun with confusion and you froze. Awaiting for the entrance of whoever was outside your door.

Your door slowly opened. You froze. Completely froze. You felt your heart stop in that moment as time stopped moving. Tara yummy was standing at your bedroom door. The realisation finally hit you harder then a sack of bricks. You did it. You shifted. Finally after 3 years off your sleepless and restless nights and the hours you spent doing methods and trying to shift.. 3 years of putting in all your effort and energy to get to we’re you were sitting now. you did it. And it was all worth it for this moment of just seeing her. Standing infront of you. Her damp hair with her grey crop top matching with her lighter grey baggy joggers. “Oh hey! Your awake!” She said with a soft smile. You were still stunned. Struck. Every emotion you could possibly feel was rushing to your head. “You oka-“ That’s when you did throw yourself out of bed and instead threw yourself onto her. Wrapping your arms around her torso and embracing her in your tight, suffocating hug. you nuzzled your head on her shoulder as you felt the water well up in your eyes. It was real.

Tara was clearly taken aback by this sudden act of afffection but chose not to question it as she also swaddled her arms around you. Clutching you against her chest as you couldn’t help but listen to the comforting sounds of her heartbeat. Slowly the water in your eyes began to trickle down your cheek as you sniffled, swallowing the lump in your throat and fighting back the urge to breakdown into sobs. Happy sobs. Tara heard your snivels and immediately looked down, tightening her grip around you before speaking in the sweetest and most comforting tone. “heyy.. what’s wrong?” She asked gently as she continued to hold you.

That’s when you realised how insane you probably looked. Without any reasoning you just clambered out of bed and practically pounced on the poor girl. Your mind scrambled for an excuse. It’s not like you could tell her “oh my bad, I just spent years trying to shift to this reality to meet you and now I’m here and crying because of it”?!.

There was a slight pause. A moment of quite. Tara was so patient with you as she continued to cradle you in her arms

“I just had and bad dream and I just.. really love you” your response caused Tara to let out a soft chuckle as she looked down at you, tucking your hair behind your ear and using her thumb to lightly brush under your eye as her lips were curved into the most endearing smile. All while keeping her loving gaze locked on you. “I love you to” she said ingenuously.

“I’m gonna go downstairs and make some breakfast, you want anything?” She asked, turning to leave. “No I’m okay thankyou” you replied before Tara immediately answered back with “to bad I’m making you something” she giggled before she was about to walk away “come down in 5?” You just nodded as you watched her leave. Your eyes tracing her every step.

As soon as she was far enough away you clasped your hand to your mouth, trying to silence any sound of screaming that you so desperately wanted to let out.

The sudden wave of happiness hit you. The sensation was better then anything you ever felt before. It was overpowering. It was the type of happiness that felt like you could completely combust in that second. The feeling that you waited so long to finally feel. The feeling of accomplishing your life’s dreams. The feeling of finally having everything you’ve wanted most out of life. The feeling of completion.

With that, you took yourself back to bed to check your phone, your socials. It was all there. Your YouTube channel. All the pictures of you and tara with friends, partying, on holiday or even just selfies of you and tara chilling indoors. It was all there. Infront of you.

Although you felt the extreme happiness coursing through you, you also felt tired. You rubbed your eyes again and you yawned, just going through your phone and checking absolutely everything. A few more minutes pass by you hear the footsteps making their way back up to your room “y/n?” The familiar voice called out as she came back in your room and saw you still in bed. Honestly, your mind was still racing. You didn’t think you could ever get use to the feeling of her being right there.

Upon seeing you still lazily layed in bed she sighed, rolled her eyes and gave you a cheeky grin “come on, get up” she said just standing there. You groaned and stretched “I can’t be bothered.. can’t we just lay in bed?” You asked in a whiny voice. “Nuh uh! We have the party later, remember?” She insisted, stepping closer to your bed and just staring at you with a raised brow “but that’s ages awayyyy” you countered, really persistent on staying in bed for longer.

“if you don’t get up right now I’ll tickle you.” Tara stated casually. Your cheeks immediately reacted with a piercing blush, making your cheeks glow with a radiating pink. See, you imagined this moment for so long.. and you knew it was going to happen. But you didn’t realise exactly how flustering it was going to be in the moment. You just layed there. Silent. Your mind not processing any words to say. “I-“ “right, that’s it” she said before climbing on top of you, sitting on your waist.

“nononono! Tara- come on!” During your plea your voice gradually became a few octaves higher. “Oh come on, you practically asked for this” she snickered before waisting no time into skittering her black finger nails straight onto your exposed sides. Causing you to jump and let out a squeal, you instantly covered your mouth out of pure embarrassment before the giggles just flowed out. Meanwhile, Tara looked at you with pure joy. Well.. her version of joy as her lips were upcurved with a smirk as her fingers just carried on their quest to relentlessly assault your sides. “Wahahahait- tahahaharaaa!!!” It was hopeless, there was literally no escaping now. It was your fault really, you should have seen this coming. (Some would say this exact moment was intended (but those people would be wrong.. obviously)) “no I can’t, you look so adorable right now” tara said with her own giggle,well that comment didn’t help your blush. And Tara never stopped her scribbling fingers as she tickled up and down your sides, watching you be reduced to a blushing, giggling mess. Your brain was so focussed on the ticklish sensation coursing through you and your seemingly never ending laughing fit that it didn’t have any time to function properly, let alone come up with any sort of coherent response.

“stahahahappp!!” Was all your brain could think of to say. Taras eyebrow quirked “stop? why? you know you love this” she replied with another snicker, moving her fingers to your ribs as she began scratching at them. “shuhut uhuhuhuppp!!” You giggled out. It’s not like Tara was wrong. She knew you loved it. It also didn’t help that you were just laying there giggling and making no actual attempt to escape or stop it. “you know it’s true!” She smirked, her every word she spoke was announced with the most teasing tone. You almost felt your cheeks burning. She used her nimble fingers to scratch and spider across your ribs, not stopping for even a second as she drained the laughter from you. “nahahahha I cahahahnntttt!!” Your squirming was pointless. It didn’t get you anywhere, nor did it help the almost electric feeling tingling over your whole torso. Each little movement of her fingers were like bliss hell as she continued to drive the giggles out of you by targeting all of your weak spots. “Well this is what you get for being lazy” she stated simply. “thihis is so uhunfahahair!!” you whined like a toddler, although they were pointless as they mostly fell on deaf ears. “unfair? How is this unfair?” she asked ‘innocently’ “behehecause it ti- fehehells fuhunny!!” You protested, your wiggles becoming more frantic as your legs began kicking more. “it tickles?” She corrected you, knowing the fact you were unable to say that dreaded word “well obviously, it’s not my fault your too ticklish” again, stating the obvious. Your blush reached a whole new level as it glowed. “noho ihim nohot!!” You said through your giggle fit “oh your not? then what’s all this giggling about?” She pointed out, I would write next something like ‘leaving you silent’ but that would be a lie; you were far from silent. Your squeals and laughter was practically bouncing off the walls. But nonetheless, the question left you without a response. Proving her point.

“I don’t think I’ll ever get bored of tickling you” she said, again, so casually. “I-“ with that she moved to your stomach, clawing at it with her black nails. “You just look so adorable.. and it’s also really funny to watch” Tara observed, simply just smirking at you and your state. “Well are you gonna get up yet?” She asked, again, her smirk still prominent on her face. “mahahaybe..” that answer clearly didn’t satisfy tara as she kept on going with her tickle attack. “you know im beginning to think your just refusing to get up because of how much your enjoying this” the way she said all of her teases so nonchalantly made it so much more flustering to you. “nohoho that’s nohohot-“ “oh it’s not? yeahh.. okay” she said in the most sarcastic tone followed by a giggle of her own

she then decided to move her wiggling fingers straight into your armpits, repetitively scratching at them, driving you insane. “WAHAHAHIT-“ your giggles turned into full blown laughter at this point as you couldn’t even control yourself. Your kicking and squirming becoming a lot more desperate and ferentic as you immediately tried to bring your arms down to your side to try and block out the overwhelmingly ticklish feeling (again, on instict not because you weren’t ever so clearly enjoying every second of this) “you know I’m not gonna stop until you get up” Tara snickered, she really was ruthless. You were literally going crazy. Laughing so hard to the point we’re your eyes were watering slightly. “OKAHAHAY!! FIHIHE!! IHIL GEHEHET UHUHUPP!!!” you practically screamed and Tara finally let up, still sitting on your waist and just watching you try regain control of your breathing.

She just simply smiled at you before getting off “right come on! Breakfast is almost ready!” she said standing up to leave, leaving you laying breathless on your bed. “that was mean..” you giggled out, breathing heavily. “Well I had to get you up some how” Tara also giggled before walking out. You were quick to follow her downstairs, knowing you had the best day planned ahead of you and that you got to spend every second of it was Tara. Your dream was finally happening.

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #tickle fic #tara yummy #tara yummy tickle #tickle fluff #tickle tickle

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blushyeleven · 1 month

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I just finished the first night of my production (Aladdin) and now I’m sat in bed sobbing because I don’t want it to be over

#shitpost

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blushyeleven · 1 month

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following @lopsicle footsteps I’m also gonna be writing what I plan to do with this blog.

Now I know I haven’t written for months and I don’t upload frequently anymore but 2024 so far has been the shittest year and it’s not that I don’t have the time to write, I’m just not motivated enough and id rather give you guys actually well structured fics when I’m motivated rather then publish work that’s half assed and I know I’m not proud of because I’ve forced myself to when I haven’t been motivated.

I have had a few ideas on fics but I’ve been focusing on other things like my production (which is on Thursday and Friday) my grandads funeral (next week) and also shifting and also trying to find myself. But next week I have 2 weeks off and so if I have the time I may try and start writing again, although no promises for consistency or a fic at all😭 but I’ll try.

what I’m trying to say is is that after I get everything in my personal life out of the way I want to start focussing more on this blog. Thankyou all for being pacient even tho there’s literally been no content in the last 3 months💀

but I love you all🫶🫶

(also lowkey kinda obsessed with Tara yummy rn.. so expect to see content of her🤭)

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #tickle fic #tickle tickle #tickle fluff #blog #update #sorry guys

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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Platonic tickling is quite literally my favorite thing. Building a bond with a friend, or having a certain amount of trust in them to even admit you enjoy being tickled/tickling is dope. Having that consensual, close environment is healthy. Keep that energy with anything.

Tickling is not inherently sexual, tickling is not inherently romantic. You aren’t weird. Remember that.

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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Is it possible you are lacking motivation because you're lacking tickles?

possibly, but I’m also lacking motivation due to stuff from my own personal life

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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if this is rlly true then I’m praying it means I’m gonna shift (I’ll be happy forever)

Happiness Will Come To You.

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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1, 6, and 8 (lowkey always been scared of this one rip)???

1. What’s the most intensely ticklish sensation you’ve ever experienced, even if brief? What was the situation?

-definitely the time I was with my friends (chanelle And amelia) and I was fake sleeping and chanelle was full on sat on my waist (I was laying on my stomach) and she was tickling my sides

-or the time when chanelle had to hold my arms and tickle my side while amelia was tickling my feet😭😭

6. Does your laughter tend to build gradually or explode instantly?

-nope, I explode instantly 😭

8. Do doctors exams tickle you and how do you react?

-well I don’t really go to the doctor so unfortunately no!

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #tickle fic #tickle fluff #tickle asks

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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22. What are your go-to begging phrases when being tickled?

-definitely “I’m sorry!” (All the time), “no!”,“don’t!” or just “stoppppp!!”

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #tickle fic #tickle asks

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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stomach!!

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #tickle asks

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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since I haven’t been writing lately!!

New tickle community asks!

1. What’s the most intensely ticklish sensation you’ve ever experienced, even if brief? What was the situation? 2. What’s the longest you’ve ever been tickled for? What was the situation? 3. Do you have spots you consider off limits because they’re too ticklish? 4. Are your toes ticklish? 5. Do you have friends who tickle you? 6. Does your laughter tend to build gradually or explode instantly? 7. Do pedicures tickle you and how do you react? 8. Do doctors exams tickle you and how do you react? 9. Have you ever had a ticklish pat-down and what was it like? 10. Have you ever had a professional massage and what parts tickled? 11. Have you ever been tickled in front of people? What was the situation? 12. What was the most terrifying time you’ve been asked, “Are you ticklish?” 13. Have you ever been asked, “Are you ticklish?” right before or during an unintentional tickling situation? 14. Do you try to hide your ticklishness or try to get people to find out? 15. How would you describe your laughter? 16. What size are those extremely ticklish feet of yours? 17. How would your describe your ticklishness? 18. What % lee/ler are you? 19. Do you have a tickle spot that makes you react violently? 20. If you’re in a relationship, how does your partner feel about tickling? 21. Have you ever had someone suck on your toes? What was it like? 22. What are your go-to begging phrases when being tickled? 23. Where is your most ticklish spot? 24. In what situations do you feel most embarrassed about being ticklish? 25. When was the last time you said The Word in front of someone else? 26. Playful or torturous tickles? 27. Unintentional or intentional tickles? 28. Are you known for being ticklish amongst your friends and/or family? 29. How hard is it for you to say, “I’m ticklish?” 30. Tummy tickles or feet tickles?

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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sorry. my motivation to write is so gone. I’ll try write soon guys🤟

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #shitpost

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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Everytime I speak with my mother I take three points of psychic damage

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blushyeleven · 2 months

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what goes around comes around hehehe tkl hcs for sam carpenter !! ler and lee pls

ah crap i'm flustered now but okieee

gonna parallel some of yours for Tara just because i can lol (not stealing, just writing sam's version k? 🤭) 🧡🧡🧡

tkl hcs \\ sam carpenter version

gif by BLACKSWNNS

lee:

▸ she's actually very ticklish, she just doesn't pay much mind to it because she never thinks about it.

▸ if she's comfortable with someone, she'll admit to being ticklish but ONLY if it was instigated when they were around and noticed it (like if they touched her a certain way). she's lowkey embarrassed about it, so she'll be shy about revealing. if she doesn't know someone very well (cuz the girl's got trust issues, her words not mine) and they pop the question "are you ticklish?", she'll avoid giving a yes or no answer. you could say it's one of her secrets. 🤫🤫 ssshhhhhh

▸ like i said, she's very shy!! even verbal teases before any tickling is done will get her blushing like crazy. and if she's in a position where she knows she's screwed, she will cover her face with her hands while she's being attacked and melts into defeated giggles.

▸ is a hardcore sleepy lee. she's usually resistant to tickles but if she's really tired, she doesn't try to get away. she just tries to cover where she's being tickled and squirms a bit.

▸ teases make her extra weak. things like emphasizing just how ticklish she is or saying "tickle, tickle~" makes her SO flustered.

▸ death spots: underarms, neck (especially on the sides), and ribs.

▸ is susceptive to air tickles during an attack.

▸ she's a strong resister! the girl's like a dog bred to pull sleds, so good luck keeping her down. (unless it's Danny, Billy, or more than one member of the core four. yk those who can definitely handle her with ease lol. ik Billy's dead but i see it meep)

ler:

▸ if she tickles someone, it's because she's really close to and comfortable with them, AND she knows they're ok with it. she protec, she wrec, she respec! 🫡

▸ will go after Tara just because. she doesn't have to have a reason, she just loves to tease Tara because she always wins and well... Tara's Tara. (why else?? hehehe)

▸ SHE WILL ATTACK FOR REVENGE.

▸ she plays innocent in her teasing. she'll say things like "i don't know why you're laughing, it's really not that funny" or "maybe it wouldn't be so funny if it was here?"

▸ she's not afraid to invite herself beneath her lee's shirt. she's Billy Loomis's daughter... she's not afraid PERIOD.

▸ she likes to either hold her lee or pin them down, because she knows she has the strength to control and dominate.

▸ she knows when enough is enough and will make sure her lee is able to calm down. she's very affectionate in the aftermath too. she'll hold/hug, pet, nuzzle, etc. it's safe to say she finds the vulnerability shown to be endearing, so she's really cuddly.

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blushyeleven · 3 months

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tara tkl hcs?? lee & ler pls :)

tkl hcs | tara carpenter edition

these aren't all obviously but i have to stop somewhere xD

some hcs inspired by : @blushyeleven 💛 requested by : i know who you are and i'mma get you back for it hehe

as a lee :

✧ “ DENY DENY DENY ” that’s her motto. she doesn’t want anyone knowing she’s ticklish but once discovered, she gets crazy flustered and can’t stop smiling.

✧ she’s a screamer. hit her death spots and she shrieks like crazy.

✧ she’s a kicker. that’s the head canon.

✧ on the outside she objects big time to being tickled, but on the inside, she actually enjoys it and doesn’t fight much when attacked.

✧ due to her asthma, she tends to wheeze, cough, and gasp through her vocalizations. but as long as she is still smiling and laughing, she’s good.

✧ she immediately gets flustered when anything with the word “ tickle ” is said.

✧ she's the BIGGEST squirmer. not just with tickling, with literally anything. sleeping, cuddling, being pinned, etc. she just moves. a lot.

✧ death spots ??? stomach/sides and toes

✧ after being wrecked, she wants cuddles. that’s her thing. she loves cuddling and will most likely fall asleep because her energy level hits rock bottom if the tickling is intense.

✧ lowkey still believes in the tickle monster as much as she did when she was little. like say " i'm the tickle monster " and wiggle your fingers and she's a blushing, smiling, giggling mess.

✧ having a tickle fight ? she's determined to WIN. she's very competitive. but 9 times outta 10 ( especially with the other members of the core four ) she loses. but the " 1 " times she succeeds, she obsesses about it and take full bragging rights. she is dead serious about her wins.

as a ler :

✧ likes to whisper teases in your ear and in general, but mainly in your ear. she finds it fun and more or less adorable how her words can make you melt. she loves it tbh.

✧ will chase you if you run.

✧ SO PLAYFUL. as long as you’re having fun, she will keep tickling you. she enjoys spending time this way and finds herself giggling alongside your laughter.

✧ she likes sneak-attack tickles. catching you off-guard and spontaneously attacking is her favorite and she tries to make a move every chance she gets if given the opportunity ( and in the mood ofc hehe ).

✧ likes sitting on top of you because she feels more in control. She feels empowered when you melt at her fingertips. she can be playfully mean too - pinning your hands above your head, laughing at all your cute reactions, teasing you like there's no tomorrow. . . but she knows boundaries, so when you can’t breathe, are no longer having fun, or if your face gets too red and she gets concerned, she will seize. but if you want more, she will happily give it to you.

✧ did something she wants revenge on ? she will wreck you. ( all in good fun or for silly reasons ) pull a prank on her ? steal her clothes ? intentionally ignore her ? she’ll pounce on you like an alley cat.

✧ BUT. if you don’t like being tickled or are not in the mood to be, she respects that and will refrain.

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