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if you don’t love me at my wall of tags you don’t deserve me at my proper hc post

#i’ve been made self aware . DLDJFKJGKFJFK #SORRY 2AM DASH. ITS JUST EASIER. #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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1:30am. plagued by thoughts of michael and everything going on in his tiny 10-13 year old head :(

#like obviously. problems and issues then on and before SKDJFMG #but yeah while a lot of his behaviors as a young teenager are influenced by home life (ranging based on portrayals but i always make sure #it’s got similar roots and feelings) as well as social standing a LOTTTTT OF IT is very extremely tied to mental illness that did not get #acknowledgement or treatment.. that was the age his very intense depression started to come in Swinging along with increased anxiety/panic #and. neurodivergence is still a greyer area because it’s definitely there in the way i write him but how it mixes with ptsd #(plus the question of how much of that is just. Me LMAO) always has me ??? about making the call i’ve talked about this #BUT YOU GET THE POINT THERE’S A LOT!!! #he’s gutwrenchingly depressed and in pain and has been TAUGHT by observance and emotional neglect and [insert other aftonisms here] to Bury #that and is so convinced his emotions are a sign of weakness and That’s Why He’s Not Good Enough so he compensates however he can #and there’s no excuse for what it snowballs into but ohh my god JUST GET THAT BOY ON SSRIS #he didn’t even have the words for so much of it but there were so many aspects of himself that he was utterly convinced made him wrong #his actions become as drastic as they do because it’s EVERYTHING around him reinforcing the root problem #how am i supposed to sleep when im sick about him #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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[text - Mikey] Quit smoking nuggets with the puppets and come smoke cigarettes with the marionettes (charlie-)

SOMEHOW SHE KNEW Michael was standing in the dark pizzeria right by the prize counter when his phone goes off, definitely not suppressing a sudden jump. He can't quite shake the feeling of the plushies' eyes on him when he reads the message, though— he WOULD get out of here to smoke cigarettes in a heartbeat but... what the fuck does that mean.

[text] smoking nuggets?????

#CRYING #sorry immortalizing your shame #god help them this is why old fnaf couldnt take place in modern day #⁂ ･ﾟ: and through it all the rise and fall the bodies in the streets ➛ in character #damagecompilation #⁂ ･ﾟ: i feel more free than i have in years‚ six feet in the ground ➛ answered

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#SO GLAD SOMEONE DID THIS LMAO #FIRST JOKE I MADE WHEN I SAW THE TWEET #⁂ ･ﾟ: i’ll stare directly at the sun‚ but never in the mirror ➛ visage

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FIIINE /V LH can we get some pre-scoop maychael. having some silly fun times perhaps. (if you feel like it!!)

sorry this is fun to him

#⁂ ･ﾟ: i’ll stare directly at the sun‚ but never in the mirror ➛ visage #⁂ ･ﾟ: do you ever think of me and my two hands and wonder why? ➛ queue

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living deliriously

#⁂ ･ﾟ: did i beat you at your own game? typical of me to put us all to shame ➛ musings #⁂ ･ﾟ: do you ever think of me and my two hands and wonder why? ➛ queue

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it is only 11pm and i am so so eepy

#'only' Yeah. #finished todays tasks but booo i want writing break time #i miss replying to things!!!! #is it not enough. to rotate michael around in my mind. join me in the rotating #my brains too empty for silly hc posts too i cant have SHIT #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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"what if i'm misinterpreting this character whose only discernable character traits and motives are being impossible to interpret" and other rational fears

#LMAO #in a more literal sense than most. Yeah #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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Sometimes your comfort character gotta be a rotting corpse with daddy issues

#⁂ ･ﾟ: i’ll stare directly at the sun‚ but never in the mirror ➛ visage #⁂ ･ﾟ: do you ever think of me and my two hands and wonder why? ➛ queue

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i love u characters who are victims who don't show things in a way that's appealing i love u characters whos trauma leaves them with anger issues, with violence issues, with issues with connection and trust and being truthful i love you characters who don't get "better" in a way that's palatable, who don't find growth and meaning in their trauma

#⁂ ･ﾟ: did i beat you at your own game? typical of me to put us all to shame ➛ musings #⁂ ･ﾟ: do you ever think of me and my two hands and wonder why? ➛ queue

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ewan mcgregor in shallow grave has the exact michael haircut

#sometimes i see a random photo on pinterest and it sends me on an investigation #it’s TOO LIGHT!!!! but on god thats the Exact Cut #me and my ever growing list of no fcs only vibes #i should just start rbing random gifsets of assorted actors/roles with michael energy lmao #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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okay sorry for the cancelled spam i'm done now LMAO

#back to the cruel reality of my tasks #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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killed bees despite their importance to the ecosystem :/

@deathsbecome // tell me why my muse would get cancelled

BOLD OF YOU to assume he's done anything around bees besides scream and flail around pathetically-

#it's the embarrassing fear for a reason. he just Yelps #⁂ ･ﾟ: and through it all the rise and fall the bodies in the streets ➛ in character #deathsbecome #⁂ ･ﾟ: i feel more free than i have in years‚ six feet in the ground ➛ answered

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little fuckin freak.

anonymous // tell me why my muse would get cancelled

"Yeah."

#this. is all he had to say im crying LJDFSKHGJVSDFJBK #⁂ ･ﾟ: and through it all the rise and fall the bodies in the streets ➛ in character #anonymous #⁂ ･ﾟ: i feel more free than i have in years‚ six feet in the ground ➛ answered

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underage substance use, manslaughter, destruction of property, assault, arson (x2), tax evasion, theft, biological warfare on grounds of existing, trespassing,

anonymous // tell me why my muse would get cancelled

HE WAS JUST feeling a little silly........

#more accusations from the anti-whimsy society i see 🙄 #⁂ ･ﾟ: and through it all the rise and fall the bodies in the streets ➛ in character #anonymous #⁂ ･ﾟ: i feel more free than i have in years‚ six feet in the ground ➛ answered

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ollie vc traumatized his twin by choosing to stay at crazy fun park despite her literally begging him not to

@feardrummed // tell me why my muse would get cancelled

EVERYBODY gets a fun afterlife except for Michael? No fun for Michael?? Only doomed to go to the animatronic facility and get his organs scooped out of his body for Michael???? Everyone HATES Michael?? Jail! Crazy Fun Park jail for one thousand years!!!!!!

#does not seem fair to me smh #⁂ ･ﾟ: and through it all the rise and fall the bodies in the streets ➛ in character #deathsbecome #⁂ ･ﾟ: i feel more free than i have in years‚ six feet in the ground ➛ answered

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bitgrls duke vc: guy whos a werewolf.

@bitgrls // tell me why my muse would get cancelled

"IS SPENDING a night a month in the hole not enough?" As if he doesn't completely agree with her for the most part—

#⁂ ･ﾟ: and through it all the rise and fall the bodies in the streets ➛ in character #bitgrls #⁂ ･ﾟ: i feel more free than i have in years‚ six feet in the ground ➛ answered