butterflysadie

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I MADE IT TO THE 70SSSSS IM AT 78.4 !! YALLLLLL

#i will be skiny #4na blog #4n0r3x14 #straving #4na thoughts #tw ana thoughts #th1nn #f4sting

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IM BACK ! coming in with the weight of 84.6lbs yesterday i was like 88 i would check again but like cmon no appointment is coming soon nobody will know my weight ITS MY SIZE my thighs are too big 17 inches i would go out run or walk but i just can’t ive been active at school tho walking around the school taking extra steps etc.. but lmaooo i’m back cause there’s so many things for me to get out and this is the place i’m going to i couldn’t do i am sober that’s for recovery im not recovering at all

#4na blog #th1nn #4n0r3x14 #4na thoughts #i will be skiny #tw ana thoughts #tw ana relapse

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byeee yall i’ve been fasting exercising no weight loss but i feel like i had a weight loss NVM I CHECKED LMFAOOOO BOOO okay but yeah i’ve been fasting for like a week or so and nothing soo i’ll just binge the night away and start over tmr cause this ain’t ittt i hate it

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okay so you know that last tiny portion from the cart ?? right wellll since i’ve been fasting that portion WORKSS it’s fucking 5:43 AND MY EYES WOAHH insane , and yall could say “yeah it still has an effect” DONT FUCKING LIE it does not ive tried it when i was in……..binge days i wouldn’t feel anything trying it but only when i feel light as a feather and i think that’s pretty cool only cause most kids at my school ofc not all of ed’s or anything but they couldn’t feel that wait holy shit OMG OKOK cause i see them eat you know not saying anything but like i’m not eating at all and it’s full effect and i ahve more carts (4more) not included the one right now OH WSIT I HAVE ANOTHER ONE i couldn’t get the cart out of it tho it had to stay because i got it from my fathers car LMFAOOOO i needed it i had to feel something and i started binging and i only eat whenever i’m high soooo it felt right !! but he only had that type because his other one got taken by a BIRD jk it was me and he was like who took it he accused me but like you know i don’t spill unless im like deeply insult wsnt it than like i dunno but anyways yeah sooo i did thatt lol LASO I HAD A SUNMER JOB NO CHECK CAMEEEE $300 CMON ! i need if at least $45

#4na blog #tw ana thoughts #tw ana relapse #life #ana trigger #so idc #my life lol #lol

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yall i’m in the middle of my relapse right and i have not watch a single mukbang its traditionallll

#4na blog #i will be skiny #th1nn #4na thoughts #4n0r3x14 #mukbang #tw ana relapse #tw ana thoughts

[butterflysadie]

UN SAYUNG THIS BECAUSE I MEAN THIS

i rather die skinny than be fat ! not lying idc my family is losing someone they love i love being skinny the euphoric feeling starving yourself is incredible and hiding it is the fun part it’s a game

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ive been out for a little while but i’m back now trying to get back on track

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one of those nights when i feel like having a whole thin crust pizza with ham/pinnapple and bacon :/ but i wont tell my family about it because i didnt have dinner cause i truly didnt like it and my mother knows but i think she gave up on me

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82.6 LETS GOO OMG

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big day in 8 minutes i have my doctors appointment for the flu shots and they have to check me weight so let’s see if i hit my goal

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finally im back to my hip bones popping out not as much as i would like tho :/ but it’s progress

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“are you okay” OFC I AMMM 🫶🏼

NOT.

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i wishh my chest bones popped out like im so jealous and the thigh gap !!

#4na blog #i will be skiny #th1nn #th1n$po #chest bones #thighspo #skiny legs #skinnysp0

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UGHH OKIK i’m going to six flags with my family tomorrow or technically today and after we’re definitely gonna go to chilis but I DONT WANT TO HAVE CHILLS AGAIN! doctor appointment is monday if im not at my gw (83) IMA BE SOOO DISAPPOINTED AND DISGUSTED im at 86 right now so i’m closeee i have to lose three more poundsssss ANS SIX FLAGS WERE SWIMMING AND GOINF TO THEME PAEK THE STEPSSSS OMG 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

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i feel like a fat pig :/ i just finished eating my first meal in 3 days and i regret it sooo much !!!! WHHYYYY UGGH anyways definitely doing more exercises and i am definitely purging idc if my face gets puffy this sucks worst part is i already feel gross and my stomach touching my shirt AND THE TOO THAT OFF I HAD CRUMBS ON MY JACKET LUKE WHAT A SLOB

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WHY IS IT EVERYTIME I STARVE MYSELF SUDDENLY MY LEGS LOOK SKINNER ?!?! UGGHH. i hate it so much i know it’s not real but that’s what i seeeeee

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seeing improvements 🥰🥰