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Hello! I hope you’re having a good day! I really miss your writings❤️ my country blocked tumblr, so i need to use vpn to open it and your blog is one of the reason that still bring me back to tumblr❤️ please don’t forget to be happy💞

Oh you’re an angel. Thank you! Please be happy as well.

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“I think people would be happier if they admitted things more often. In a sense we are all prisoners of some memory, or fear, or disappointment—we are all defined by something we can’t change.”

— Simon Van Booy, The Illusion of Separateness (via wnq-astrology)

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ive reached that point again where i am crying bec i feel so many things. like worrying about job and not seeing a friend again for over a year and whether what i am thinking is correct and if my feelings will go away soon, etc. im sorry if you will come across this just ignore it really. i just feel like i will never stop crying if i don't let this out and i don't want to burden my friends so yeah. ive literally stopped crying now thank you bye

#personal #im sorry #i didnt want to be like this

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[2018.08.08] ✨

📸 yolo__yeoni

#he's so skinny

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100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

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superior look

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Simon’s Biggest Hype Man = Mom & Dad

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Since none of y’all are talking about this

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SMDCafe

One of the things Kiseok did not expect he would be doing late on his free nights, upon reaching past the age of thirty, was going to a small cafe under the disguise of his mask and hood to watch the live band on the small stage, a few feet away.

A neon orange sign hung on the brick wall beside the door of the cafe. Inside, the walls were still made of red bricks adorned with vines spouting with tiny flowers that looked too real to be plastic, but they were. The guests were mostly couples who looked for a place away from noise and filled with an adequate amount of light for them to settle to themselves and occasionally glance at the band. Sometimes there came small groups of friends, people both young and old enough to be called youth, and on some nights, people like him with no company.

Kiseok always ordered a cup of coffee. Black. The staff soon learned not to meddle with his affairs, for they knew that neither the beverage nor the impression of the place was his objective like others. It was, in the very first place, the girl sitting on the stool in the front center of the stage, one hand curled around the microphone, and singing their choice of song for the night.

Once the hands of the clock struck eleven, he would still be sitting there in his solo table, waiting for you while you helped your friends put the stage back into order. Then you would turn to him, smile, and go down in counted steps on your way to him.

“Hope you didn’t wait too long,” you would say.

A/n: This has been sitting in my drafts for months and now I have finally decided to put it up. I hope you enjoyed this bit of light reading (insert reference lol). I love Simon and I hope he smiles more. He looks good in red, but he looks better smiling. 

#khh scenarios #aomg scenarios #simon d scenarios #simon dominic scenarios #aomg fanfiction #simon dominic #simon d #jung kiseok #aomg #fanfictions

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[2018.08.04] 💛✨

📸 @lamour_0107

#yessss #smdc #simon dominic #simon d

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[2018.08.04] 💛 SMDC 💛

🎥 @go_opolo

#he's gotten so skinny #i missed him #smdc #simon d

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Helloooo, just dropping by to let you know “Not One, But Two” was the one of fics I read so you know.... you could say you inspired me to start writing ✌️💕

To be told that, I am just very grateful. Truthfully I still can’t believe that I can inspire people, but if I really can, I’ll do better and hope that I won’t let you down (even though I already might have lol). Hope you’ll have a great day ahead! :)

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kinda feel like I need to go outside and be absorbed by fog or somethin. become one with the creatures in the mist. become the physical manifestation of the sound the highway makes in the distance. be my own liminal space. self care, yknow

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sometimes you gotta ‘its not that deep’ yourself

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Becoming an adult is so hard. An unoriginal, yet most true thought I have been thinking recently. Getting a job and thinking it's good, only to realize the earnings aren't enough to live solo. Getting tied up with laws because you signed those papers without fully knowing where you're headed to. Worrying about whether you're living up to what everyone expects you to be or what you wanted for yourself when you were just a clueless undergrad who lives off from your parents' hardwork earned money. I can't stop thinking how my parents got us through, to be honest. I'm lucky. Wish I could've made better choices.

#personal #i'm doomed #how do you adult

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whats cooler than being cool?

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nobody likes the “bad boys” who insult and degrade their partners while wearing pastel polos with popped collars, people like REAL bad boys who wear leather jackets and take a lot of care in how they shape their pompadour and carry around stiletto switchblades and care about their communities and ride a motorcycle and rebel against the government and says stuff like “NOBODY insults my gal” and gets in fistfights with dudes who catcall their girlfriends. THOSE bad boys are the guys everyone wants.