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died and came back exactly the same but something was so so so wrong with me before and now I have an excuse to really lean into it

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do you have james fancast in mind?

nooo i’m not a huge fancast person!! i respect them for the sake of edits and think it’s super cool what ppl can do with a bunch of random movie scenes spliced together but in terms of how i ‘see’ the characters…. they exist in my beautiful mind palace and that’s it. there’s some art out there that’s pretty similar to my idea of each character’s appearance but i cant think of a real person that really fits

#is this bc i posted about jegulus edits LMAO #i loveeee edits but they don’t influence how i see the characters!! #ask

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why has nobody edited jegulus to strawberry blond by mitski 😔

#what happened to YEARNING. where are the ppl who YEARN!!!! #‘you tell me you love her i give you a grin oh all i’ve ever wanted is a life in your shape’ COME ONNN YEARNERS #dil.txt

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in the google doc. straight up "writing it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. Nothing

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in the google doc. straight up "writing it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. Nothing

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in the google doc. straight up "writing it". and by "it", haha, well. let's justr say. Nothing

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okay i couldn’t resist (original under cut)

#thye're both sooo good at their job (being war criminals) like soooo amazing they're captains of the industry

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A persons fanfic tells you a lot about them, i , a fanfic writer, realize in terror

#teehee <3

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stop this madness. jegulus is nerdjock4nerdjock realness

#they both know how to ball… and they both know aristotle 😔 i know this truth in my heart #dil.txt

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verso books has made books on palestine, mass protests, and student rebellions free to download on their website

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anatomically impossible

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the thing about reg/remus is that i can totally see the vision of the remus wanting regulus (the younger more self-aware more malleable more easily-discardable version of the person he's in love with) but then it's like. i can only assume that regulus would want to fuck remus if there's smth vaugely freudian going on

#i.e. regulus wanting to fuck the person his brother is in love with as a substitute for the love of his brother #(this was sitting in my drafts btw. i've decided to put my freudian analysis out into the world) #dil.txt #ALSO. i may be jegulus pilled but like as a source of venting sexual resentment i don't see why reg would go to remus #when james is literally right there.

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘my body is a slaughterhouse’.

[text id: and i carry a rib retractor with me, ready to pour my heart out to anyone who would listen. / i have broken everyone with how hard it is to be around me.]

#words

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Love Me More - Mitski

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snippet tag <3

i was tagged by @itsjaywalkers and @lilysrosier

i honestly haven't been writing that much due to finals but here's smth from postwar jeggy:

These things should come with warnings, James felt. There should be a sign on every door that said Hey! Watch out! By choosing to enter, you may or may not see the person who broke your heart when you were sixteen and faked his death when you were nineteen and didn’t explain any of it to you!

He guessed that would be too long to fit on a sign, anyway. 

i'm pretty sure there's no one i can tag that hasn't already been so i'll leave the tag open!

#my writing #jegulus