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Since I’m in the buisness of trying to get back into writing again... I’m back. Again. Like this if you want a starter and reply with who <3

#rp #indie rp

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I disappeared for a while. My life took a hard left turn and long story short I have custody of another kid that I’m fighting for custody of. But I’m coming back to this blog.

#Out of Wonderland || OOC

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I just wanted to apologize for not being on. I promise you I'll be back. It's been a really hard summer for me and my family.

#out of wonderland || ooc #ooc

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I’m alive. Just had to take a step away for a little bit.

#ooc #out of wonderland || ooc

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inexorcble​:

Her instinct was to move away again but Ariella forced herself to stay still. Her instinct to be disregard everything he said would need to be worked on. His gentle touch caused her heart to skip a beat. If she was younger, she would have more of a reason to argue. The pressure her father originally put on her and her sister was astronomical. But now? She was getting her masters degree and living totally independently. She barely talked to her father. If she really thought about it, she was worried about the hit to her reputation. Ariella bit her lip as she studied his face. “If we’re doing this, no one can know. This will be weird enough as it is without other people getting in the way of the ‘coasting’.” She tried not to roll her eyes at the term but it was doomed to fail. “But is this even worth it, Theo? Sure, there’s something between us, but it’ll be so much effort and it’ll probably just hurt.”

Theo knew about the following that his family had. He knew the reputation that followed with being a Graves. He worked closely with the twins and saw Poe often enough to know what people said about his cousins. He may be one of the lesser-known Graves kids, but still held the same status and name that they did. Was held to the same expectations (if not higher) that they were. “Secrecy,” he purred, taking a step back, “is my forte.” And it was. Theo did most things in private. In the company of only himself and maybe his father. He let out a soft laugh “I don’t think much will change if I’m being honest. But the call is yours, Ari. I’ll go with whatever it is you want.”

#im sorry this took so long #im glad you liked the playlist(: i have a longer one too for them

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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

“ am i not good enough? ”  

“ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ”  

“ why did you help me? ”  

“ who do you fight for? ”  

“ why do you hate me? ”  

“ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”  

“ you’re not dating anyone, are you? ”  

“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”  

“ where do you think you’re going? ”  

“ how long have i been asleep? ”  

“ are you going to kill me? ”  

“ why can’t i come with you? ”  

“ we all have secrets, don’t we? ”  

“ did you want to be alone? ”  

“ why should i trust you? ”  

“ wait. did you hear that? ”  

“ promise me? ”  

“ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ”  

“ do you remember anything at all? ”  

“ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ”  

“ you wanna know what your problem is? ”  

“ may i have this dance? ”  

“ can i ask… what happened? ”  

“ how many people have you killed? how many? ”  

“ do you ever hear yourself? ”  

“ would you run away with me? ”  

“ could you be happy here with me? ”  

“ you can’t or you won’t? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

“ well, how do i look? ”  

“ after all you’ve done how can i possibly trust you? ”  

“ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ”  

“ what did they do to you? ”  

“ so why’s it so important anyway? ”  

“ where have you been? ”  

“ why are you looking at me like that? ”  

“ why did you come? ”  

“ what are you doing out here by yourself? ”  

“ is… that my shirt you’re wearing? ”  

“ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ”  

“ why does it always have to be a fight with you? ”

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ can you forgive me? ”  

“ what if i never see you again? ”  

“ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ”  

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”  

“ are you… smelling me? ”  

“ how did you get this scar? ”  

“ what do you want in exchange for it? ”  

“ what did you want to tell me? ”  

#meme and meme accessories || memes

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muse: Ruby Sinclair

open to: anyone

about the muse: youngest of three, a medium, black sheep of family because she won’t conform to her mother’s expectations

“Yeah, I get it,” she said, exhausted, “but can we, please go home now? I’ve used all my spoons today already and I’d like to just lay down and go to bed.”

#indie rp #rp #independent rp #supernatural rp #if the moon smiled she would look like you || ruby starters

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mixed tapes & mixed feelings: a playlist for ariella klein and theo graves

{001.when you’re around by motion city soundtrack \\ 002. jasey rae by all time low \\ 003. maniac by conan gray \\ 004. a story to tell your friends by every avenue \\ 005. i guess you can say things are getting pretty serious by forever the sickest kids \\ 006. is there somewhere by halsey \\ 007. belt loops by the films \\ 008. baby come on by +44 \\ 009. drugs by lil aaron \\ 010. the way we talk by the maine}

secret bonus track: knuckles by moose blood

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CREDITS: template by yellowhelper & psd by cavalierfou

#i realized i used the wrong form of 'you're' after it was too late #it is also passed 1 am here #and i am very sleep deprived #mixed tapes & mixed feelings

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does anyone else completely ignore the queue option on tumblr. i’m here when i’m here

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nyctcphiliacs​:

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Brows lift in surprise she hadn’t been anticipating that answer. The words were mostly a tease for the man who was rarely forth coming with his emotions. Dark eyes trying desperately to search for the answer in his own, “I guess there would only be one way to find out.” Shrug of shoulders, she wasn’t about to admit feelings with out knowing where he stood. 

Theo knew what she was waiting for. Some kind of confession, him to make the first move, something along those lines. But she would be waiting a lifetime for those things. There wasn’t a Graves alive that would be caught dead doing any of those. Least of all Theo. Even if his heart did beat for her and her alone, he would rather eat his own tongue than admit anything. “Guess we’ll have to test the waters to see.”

#idk why but small text isnt working while im on firefox? #but yes new thread is totally fine with me!

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“God,” Athena started, a teasing smile on her face, “you… sure aim high, huh?” She laughed a little, “very ambitious.” She thought a coffee was worth little to no compensation for what he’d done, but she wasn’t going to argue even if it was in her nature to do so. “Op, there is,” she nodded, a short laugh following, “I’d rather clear my debt with you now, can’t have you letting ‘em stack high enough to be worth more than coffee.”

“Hey, go big or go home, amirite?” If there was one thing that he genuinely liked about Athena’s company--it was her sense of humor. Which was very close to if not identical to his own. Craven loved his cousins, but being around them as much as he was required to these days was suffocating. It was like none of them knew how to just play around anymore. Not since his aunt Rita was, well, frozen to death by Theo. “I mean it will only probably amount to multiple coffees,” he mused, “But who knows, maybe one day I’ll get a wild hair up my ass and ask for like a neck massage or something one of these days.”

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It definitely took him a little more than a minute to understand it all. Sometimes his brain didn’t work as fast as he wished, and this had been one of those moments. “You’re a fucking evil genius, cariño,” hands raising as he dramatically bowed to Remy. He even laughed a little, absolutely thrilled by Remy’s plan. “I think it’s perfect, exactly what he deserves.”

“You don’t fuck with a Starr,” she shrugged, “I’d much rather watch the light leave their eyes when they realize that their life has been ruined than sit around crying and eating chocolate for a week straight. Had that been a low blow at her mother? Yes. But to be fair, her method proved to be much more effective. “And this is why I have my Rules of Relationships to follow. Leave before you are left. It’s nothing if not effective.” Remy knelt down next to her duffel bag she had brought, rummaging through its contents. Moments later she pulled out the catfish she spoke of--wrapped in brown paper. “This is also why you’re one of my best friends and I may have already bought the catfish.”

#i adore them so much #like look at them #small text command isnt working while im on firefox and idk why

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inexorcble​:

Ariella stood still as she tried to process what he was admitting. It was what she anticipated and it was the same way she felt but still. “You gave in first, huh.” She took a deep breath and moved forward again, closing the distance between them again. She was automatically softening, unable to maintain her anger when he looked so dazed. “I figured that out last week, you dummy. I started looking forward to your texts instead of dreading them. That’s why I wanted to leave. I don’t think… I don’t know, I guess I just stopped hating you at one point.”

Finally, they were on the same page about something. A soft smirk pulled at the corners of his mouth. Theo reached for her, the distance between them now gone. He brushed the back of his fingers over her jawline. Memorized by her and the way she breathed. It was an odd feeling. But he welcomed it. “Sure did,” he teased, a little breathless. He closed his eyes, shaking his head at her comments. Theo knew what she meant. He knew that neither of them were very good at feelings or relationships. But he was willing to do anything to keep her in his life. “Fuck our parents and what we’re supposed to feel, Ariella,” he breathed, “Fuck ‘em. My mom is presumed dead, so as far as she knows I hate you. My dad? Pretty sure he doesn’t give a shit, and maybe we aren’t ready to label whatever we are after this. Let’s just..coast.”

#i mean at this point yeah #ngl probs gonna make an aesthetic and playlist for them

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“Yeah well, it’s not the first time that you’ve gotten rid of a dead body. Or gotten your brother to do it.” Sila was knowledgeable about the people who could do her favors in the city and unfortunately, Poe was one of the best to know. “My blood is red, you know that. You’re being rude.” Just because she had powers didn’t mean that her internal structure was any different from regular humans. “Hurry up, please. It’s really unpleasant to be living with my guts nearly hanging out.” She moved to the couch and eased herself down. After gingerly lifting her shift up, Sila looked at Poe. “You weren’t doing anything better, I assume.” She sat back. “Although you could be out there, saving people and actually making a difference. This guy? Killed two kids the other day.”

She wasn’t wrong. Everyone who knew the Graves kids knew that that all came with a reputation. Poe’s was that she was nothing if not ruthless? Violent? Brutal? All of those things could be used to describe the curly haired witch and none of them would be wrong. “You sure you wouldn’t rather see him?” she mused, “Bram’s thing with the darkness and shadows might be more useful here than me.” Not that she wasn’t fully capable of ridding them of it herself. Poe scrunched her nose at the other. “You wouldn’t want me any other way, now would you?” Rolling her eyes, she wordlessly followed a Sila, taking her seat on the edge of the couch. Without removing her gaze from the wound, Poe placed her hand lightly on Sila’s abdomen. Magic was extremely useful if you knew what you were doing. It just required you to be very precise about what you wanted from it. “Unutra,” she began, “Zatvorite, guérir.” Every spell was one word of what her magic was supposed to do. Each one serving to heal Sila step by step. Poe sat back now that her job was done (well, halfway at least). A perfectly plucked and shaped brow quirked at the jab. “Cool, so you did the world a favor. You want a brownie? A trophy? There’s several other guys out there, or women for that matter, doing shit to little kids and other horrific shit. But mommy and daddy don’t believe little Suzy so not shit gets done. The system is corrupt and with my gift if I take care of it, I’ll land my happy ass in jail.” Maybe she had been a little too harsh. Then again, Poe didn’t really care. She had been one of those kids the system had failed.

#xknvjdsf sorry for the novel #all spells are either in latin or french btw

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I am 90% better! Still have a cold and am congested. But it turned out to not be covid somehow? Still not sure what I was very sick with. I keep getting migraines and was diagnosed with cluster migraines and tension headaches. Have an ultrasound coming up and a referral to neurology. But with that being said, I’m getting some replies done and will probably dish out some starters!

Oh, and my sideblog just needs the bios of the muses. So, if you want those muses go ahead and follow that! You can follow it here!

#ooc #out of wonderland || ooc #indie rp #independent rp #supernatural rp

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My secondary blog is pretty much ready. Just needs finishing touches. However, I somehow got covid and feel like death. So as soon as I can manage to keep my eyes open for more than a few minutes I will work on replies.

#out of wonderland || ooc #ooc #if you don't want to catch me on my mobile don't call me on my mobile || mobile post #mobile

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#i heard it through the grapevine || lilith