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i have not eaten for 22 days

i am not goals

i am not something to be aspired to

i am dying

we are all dying

i see so many minors interacting with my posts and it breaks a part of me. get help please, i am 23 and have lost my entire life to this. i am all but on paper a college drop out, i had to move back home to a bad living situation, i'm not working and i've isolated myself from all my friends. please, please, get help.

i know treatment isn't accessible to everyone or even therapy sometimes. but as minors you have access to someone at school. a social worker, guidance counselor, a teacher, someone. there are also free online support groups and people who will help you find resources. please, you are sick enough. you have always been sick enough for help. healthy people don't feel "not sick enough". healthy people don't want to be sick.

here's a few support groups that are virtual and FREE

support group for teens with eating disorders who are in therapy (if you don't have a therapist they can help you find one or provide you with one)

Contemplating Recovery Group (after you RSVP the screen will show you that you have to schedule a free phone consultation. you do NOT have to do this, your RSVP will have already gone through and registered you for the group)

For Adolescent Individuals in Eating Disorder Recovery

and as always the NEDA Hotline

they are incredibly helpful and will look up the therapists and treatment options for you and take into account which insurance you have.

You are sick enough for help. You have always been sick enough. Everyone. deserves. help.

I'm rooting for you.

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you don’t have to cry everyday to feel like you’re valid enough to get help.

you don’t have to starve yourself until you pass out to get help.

you don’t have to cut your whole arms and legs to get help.

you don’t have to have a suicide attempt to get help.

you don’t have to be sick enough to get help.

your pain is valid. you are valid. if you are struggling you can get help and should not feel like you’re not sick or traumatized enough.

feel hugged, i love y’all <3

#anxitey #anamia #anorexyc #anorexa #bulimiia #bulimix #anxious #eating disorder #tw disordered eating #depressed #depression #suicde #i need sleep

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Please reblog if you‘re over 20 and have an ed. I need people to follow ❤️

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:/

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Garfield without garfield comics are an absolute treasure trove for mentally ill moods just LOOK

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i want the romanticized version of an ed not whatever the fuck this shit is

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your blog isn’t fully developed until youre 25

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I redid this older comic I made for my storytelling class based on this post. Have some cute wlw love in your day.

It’s hard, if I had more free time I could make it so pretty, this is what I could throw together for the assignment.

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“why don’t you just…?” the answer is either money or anxiety

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You’re always going to be young in someone’s eyes and old in someone else’s, talented to one and terrible to the next. The worlds never going to agree on a definition of what you are so you might as well ignore that shit and be whatever the fuck you wanna be for yourself.

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OUR YOUTUBE

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Also I hope this doesn’t come across as rude, but please don’t reply to my posts ( or anyone’s) like “OMG I could never eat 1000 cals 🥺🥺 I would literally ball my eyes out if I ate anywhere near the amount YOU eat” because it makes anyoneeee feel like pure shit. It makes me feel like I’m eating too much, which is ridiculous because I’m not, and I know that. But before you say something like this it please reflect on how it could impact others.