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[clsky]

the things that were never said.

and never will be.

i hope i ruined family guy,

i hope i ruined instant noodles,

i hope i ruined march 30th,

i hope i ruined star shopping, or peep entirely.

i hope i ruined moss balls,

i hope i ruined that space on your wall, at least for a little while. and i hope those thumb tack marks in the wall remind you of me, that cute little picture i hate so much.

i hope the colour pink fucks you up a little inside

and i hope every so often you think of me when you’re lonely, and horny in the middle of the night.

and i hope when you’re with the next girl, sleeping over at her house, showering with her, letting her wash your hair, that it all seems a little bittersweet and the memory of me flashes just for a second before you lock eyes with her again,

and as your eyes trail down her body you remember exactly how mine felt to you. every line and curve and dent. all my perfections and imperfections i shared with you. and i hope your hands feel out of place for a second.

just one second is enough.

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