cocotook

[cocotook]

Not so sweet

pairing: Armin x afab!reader

cw: NSFW 18+ only, mean!Armin, toxic relationship, overstimulation, pain, emotional distress, established relationship

It is so easy to fell for Armin. He is a caring man who would do anything for his friends. He is selfless in his belief, which makes you want to become a better person. Armin is intelligent, but will never make you feel foolish.

You loved it all, really.

Sometimes you wondered if he’s your soulmate: somewhere in between him gently holding your trembling arms or placing a reassuring kiss on your temple.

You endlessly adore the kind man standing beside you. But sometimes you think that his kindness is too stretched over everybody alse to be left for you.

His face is embellished with a little smile. Armin always includes some little talks, and you still cannot figure out if he really likes it or just feeling obliged.

‘You’re doing so good, baby. A little bit more, yes, that’s it’ you cannot help but notice how his smile never reaches his darkened eyes.

Sometimes you ignore how Armin likes to make you cum on his cock, and instead of stopping he starts slamming into you harder, his fingers continue making rounds on your clit. At this point the stimulation is rather hurts and you cry out. The sensation stings and you try to move away, eyesight blurred with tears that started forming. But you know because you had lots of opportunities to see it before. You know that in this very moment Armin’s eyes, darker than ever, were crowned with smiley wrinkles. You can feel it through the way his arms held you more violently, pinning in place and sure to leave bruises, which he will apologize for later. You can feel it, the way his cock is twitched inside of you. You can feel it through the way your throat tightened in a slight lick of fear and devout vulnerability under his body.

His hips moved violently, making wet thrusts echo off the bedroom walls, and you let out a hysterical sob.

‘Shh, that’s alright. I am right here’, Armin run his thumb over your cheek wiping a single tear, but there was nothing tender in his touch. When Armin is inside you, he cannot caress your skin anymore. ‘Hold yourself a little bit more for me, ‘kay?’

Sensation started spreading in your tummy again, despite pins of pain resonating from your abused clit. Maybe it is the way his tip slams into your cervix with each hard thrust. Maybe there’s just something wrong with you, and you get off of the thought that Armin is the happiest when you’re crying beneath him. Some little devil grain of sand inside your soul because there must be something that still makes you love him.

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