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Please go follow me at the non-sideblog version of Lillian @compellingthought if you like!

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Apologies for being so quiet the past few days, packing for a move and writing at the same time are not my strong suits.

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B132// OLD VALYRIA. a psd .

this PSD will be for free upon request. if you can't afford the PSD and wish for the free link, you must DM me and then provide proof of credit (be it in your carrd, tags, pinpost, wherever) and you must reblog this post. then the link for the free download will be provided.

this psd is soft and is inspired by a song of ice and fire's old valyrian features (silver hair, purple eyes). it also highlights some reds.

remember to reblog if you save/use.  credit has to be visible on your carrd/doc if you use. (reblog, not like. please.)

consider donating through paypal or buy me a coffee through ko-fi.it truly helps me a lot. i am currently in the need of some cash so if you can spare a dollar, that would be great! if not, please just spread the art!

this psd is FREE (VIA DM AS SAID ABOVE) or 5 DOLLARS VIA PAYHIP. if you only use one panel, still has to credit me. i'm specially in need of cash this month, so any donations count, please!

#[ considered using this one as well ] #[ but I'll have to find another time to use it because it didn't work as well with the TVD lighting ]

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B142// THE SIX. a psd .

this PSD will be for free upon request. if you can't afford the PSD and wish for the free link, you must DM me and then provide proof of credit (be it in your carrd, tags, pinpost, wherever) and you must reblog this post. then the link for the free download will be provided.

this psd is medium and gives a soft pastel look to everything. highlights reds, pinks and specially purples, softens skin tones. this psd is poc friendly. you must use the adjustment folder in order to get the desire coloring (specially leves + selective color + color balance.)

remember to reblog if you save/use.  credit has to be visible on your carrd/doc if you use. (reblog, not like. please.)

consider donating through paypal or buy me a coffee through ko-fi.it truly helps me a lot. i am currently in the need of some cash so if you can spare a dollar, that would be great! if not, please just spread the art!

this psd is FREE (VIA DM AS SAID ABOVE) or 5 DOLLARS VIA PAYHIP. if you only use one panel, still has to credit me.

#[ again ] #[ this is the one ] #[ I can't reccomend their stuff highly enough ] #[ they do bundles as well so you should check them out! ]

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if you’d like to write together, SEND ME A MEME or like one of my STARTER CALLS here. ✨

#ooc #psa

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SHIPPING CALL, like this wee post for me to drop into your IMs to plot some ships between Lillian and your muse. As she’s bisexual, Lillian is open to muses of any gender as:

Friends

Family

Enemies

Allies

and last, but not least lovers

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PROMPTS FROM RED, WHITE & ROYAL BLUE *  assorted (and slightly adapted to suit this meme format) dialogue from the book by casey mcquiston, adjust as necessary

on purpose. i love him on purpose.

i've always thought of myself as a problem that deserved to stay hidden.

i'm going to have you offed. you'll never see it coming.

take anything you want and know you deserve to have it.

get in there.

you're literally putting your dick in the leader of a foreign state.

before you, i was all right letting everything happen to me.

i can't believe even mortal peril will not prevent you from being the way you are.

sorry, are we not? did i skip ahead again?

you've been warned.

he died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock.

my life is a cosmic joke and you're not a real person.

hey, have i told you lately that you're brave?

i honestly have never thought i deserved to choose.

we're gonna make it work. you and me and history, remember?

if you finish that sentence, i'm gonna spend tonight in jail.

but the truth is, also, simply this: love is indomitable.

i actively wish for the sweet release of death.

yes, good, carry on.

i won't hear a word against it.

we're gonna do it together.

i said you look great, baby!

i meet you in every dream, and when i wake i cannot close my eyes again for ruminating on your sweetness.

i'm so in love i could die.

you can take your legacy and your decorum and you can shove it up your fucking arse.

i wonder if it's too late to swan dive off the roof.

i'm learning all your hidden depths today, sweetheart.

you must invent an entirely new system.

a curious thing about grief is the way it takes your entire life, all those foundational years that made you who you are, and makes them so painful to look back on.

he's proof that it doesn't matter where you come from or who your family is.

i've bloody well had it!

we can unpack the ironic symbolism later.

that's beyond our sense of decorum!

i'm not afraid of anything i feel. i'm afraid of saying it. i'm only afraid of what happens when i do.

aw, you do care.

if there's any legacy for me on this earth, i want it to be true.

straight people probably don't spend this much time convincing themselves that they're straight.

the moment you first called me a prick, my fate was sealed.

you are the absolute worst idea i've ever had.

should i tell you that when we're apart, your body comes back to me in dreams?

can you perhaps stop putting your sodding life in danger now?

what are we even defending here?

history will remember us.

when i sleep, i see you.

i hate this so much.

every person who bears a legacy makes the choice of a partner with whom they will share it with.

we're just gonna fucking fight.

he is my choice.

i can appreciate that maybe this isn't your fault.

i've been gay as a maypole since the day i came out of mom.

when i wake up in the morning, it feels like i've just been with you.

i can feel your skin against mine, and it makes every bone in my body ache.

your spine's a ridge i'd die climbing.

for a few moments, i can hold my breath and be back there with you, in a dream, in a thousand rooms, nowhere at all.

the phrase 'see attached bibliography' is the single sexiest thing you have ever written me.

i promise you, one day we'll be able to just be, and fuck everyone else.

give yourself away sometimes, sweetheart. there's so much of you.

i want to set myself on fire, but i can't afford for anyone to see me burn.

you see, for me, memories are difficult.

never tell me the odds.

i wish there weren't a wall.

jesus christ, it's like they can see into your soul.

you're it, okay? i'm never gonna love anybody in the world like i love you.

i'm finished. i don't care.

god, i want to fight everyone who's ever hurt you.

the whole world watched, and history remembered.

are you quite finished?

just so we're clear. i'm about to have sex with you in this storage closet to spite your family.

you insane, hopeless romantic little shit.

#ask meme

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KATHERINEPIERCE  THE VAMPIRE DIARIES (2009-2017)

#Lillian

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OK but, Carlisle turned Rosalie (in part) hoping that she and Edward would fall for each other right? What if instead of going off to do her loner thing, she and Rose hit it off and were mates. Idk I just think that would be 😘👌🏽. 

#wishlist #ship ideas #[ look ok Rose has always felt sapphic to me ]

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I’m tempted to remake as a full blog because being a sideblog kind of sucks.

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Send “📚” and I will flip to a random page in a book and use the first line of dialogue I see as a starter.

#ask meme

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ELENA GILBERT, S01E01

#gabriella #rosefromdeath

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SHIPPING CALL, like this wee post for me to drop into your IMs to plot some ships between Lillian and your muse. As she’s bisexual, Lillian is open to muses of any gender as:

Friends

Family

Enemies

Allies

and last, but not least lovers

#shipping call

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She’s so pretty 😭

#ooc

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𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 🔁 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐬.

#ask meme

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NETFLIX'S   LUCIFER   SENTENCE   QUOTES.   all   sentences   on   this   meme   are   taken   through   all   of   the   seasons   of   the   hit   show,   lucifer.   mentions   of   angels,   demons,   morality,   god   and   more   can   be   seen   on   this   meme,   please   stray   away   if   any   of   these   make   you   uncomfortable.   change   pronouns   and   names,   locations   as   you   see   fit.

People don’t have power over us. We give it to them.

People sometimes kill the people with whom they’re in love. The heart’s mysterious.

What I hate more than anything is a liar, a charlatan, someone who doesn’t believe in what they say.

People don’t arrive broken. They start with passion and yearning till something comes along that disabuses them of those notions.

I’m like walking heroin. Very habit-forming. It never ends well.

If you desire something, just take it.

Sometimes we are what we are, and we should embrace that.

A deal’s a deal, especially one with the Devil.

Where do I begin? With the grandest fall in the history of time? Or perhaps the far more agonizing punishment that followed?

 To be blamed for every morsel of evil humanity’s endured, every atrocity committed in my name? 

 I’ve been shown how truly powerless I am. That even the people I trusted, the one person, you, could be used to hurt me.

When angels fall, they also… rise.

The best way to be first is to know it’ll happen beforehand.

I’ve met your type before, so desperate to control their lives, they forget to enjoy it.

We need the most love when we’re being most unlovable.

Never been thrown out of anywhere before in my life. Well, except for Heaven, of course.

We can’t control what happens to us, only how it affects us and the choices we make.

I find people who are rude usually feel powerless in their own lives. Terrified of not being in control.

Sometimes we get along best with the people we’re most different from.

Sometimes we need to lose something before we can understand its value.

For your penance, ten Bloody Marys and a good shag.

The good news is that whilst all dogs go to Heaven, you’d be surprised how many pigs are waiting for you in Hell.

Desire shouldn’t be contained, it’s unnatural.

You’re the devil. But you’re also an angel.

So you want to destroy me. Well, get in line.

I’m done trying to please someone who isn’t ever here.

If you go looking for loopholes, you’ll always find them.

This is a place built on lies where nothing is authentic or genuine. 

Why do humans think they can rectify one evil with another?

#ask meme

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🌷 [ HOPE ] liked for a starter

“My family and I claim this territory.” Lillian began, trying to sound more at-ease than she felt. Staking claim to territory with others of her kind was never comfortable with Lillian, it was a new experience after all, before 1986 she’d never really had  'territory’ to speak of, she’d always been on the move, “We live here permanently, we even have a home so that we can blend in with the local humans.” she explained, “So what I’m saying is: if you planned to hunt in this area, you know, don’t.”

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