hi I'm free to do art you can ask! I use they/them pronous. I love bsd . writing angst gives me life btw. I have a ao3 account if you want to read my stories and aus uh, have a nice night/dayyyyy
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
someone tell me if the link doesn't work please
pfp art by my friend @lyn-ne
As someone who goes mute when I get stressed or otherwise I feel like Stanley is my spirit animal in this. Like the narrorator is my mom. Sorry I literally will have a panic of I make any noise rn mom sorry I can't speak please stop yelling at me.
Tw ableism
I know this isnt the actual meaning for this ending but i saw it like this, and it may be partly because i was saying nightshark over n over into my mic when i got this ending akshakshaxk. Also i like the headcannon that stanley was mute before the parable but the narrator still took his ability to make ANY noises <3 hes a lil silly like that <3
me when i wanna talk about my special interests but i got the vampire autism where you gotta invite me to talk about smth first, otherwise i wont say shit or dont know what to say because i feel like im annoying
Every time someone talks about how it's our "purpose" or how we're "meant to" to reproduce, I want to tear my reproductive organs out and slam them down on the table.
I need people to start showing more traumatized Toya to me. He is not one of the most abused characters in pjsk for nothing.
Make him have a breakdown over not being able to open a popcorn bag (he's never done it before), watch him collect the little blobs with tears in his eyes when he opens it the wrong way.
Make him lock all the doors behind him (he was never allowed to) just in case someone bad comes in. Just in case he gets kicked out for good.
Make him jealous of the littlest bits of affection; of the hugs and kisses and frolicking that parents do with their children (he never needed it anyway, so why did it hurt so bad?)
Make him hitch, make him flinch, make his eyes bloodshot like those of a sacrificial lamb. Make sure he knows he's not safe. Make him wait for it with white knuckles and soundless steps.
Make him struggle with tying his shoes (nobody ever taught him how to).
Make Vbs tell him they'll teach him. All these little insignificant things that shouldn't matter— they'll teach him. They'll take care of him. They'll support him through it all.
Make Toya Aoyagi suffer — but most importantly — make him heal.
I have a story about this with cat guarding my door.
The first year I got my cat, her name is domino, I went to camp for two weeks out of state. It was overnight. So when I come back I'm really wanting aome kitty snuggles. So I get my cat, whi at this point is only around a year and a half old. And I bring her to my bedroom for kitty snuggles. She keeps jumping out if my bed to sit at the door.
To make I don't leave and no one comes to take me. To this day whenever I pack a suitcase she hops I to it and tries to mysurei can't leave. I LOVE HER SO MUCB AUSBDNDHJDN
Here's my baby
She's very unphotogenic
I recently had surgery, and at the time I came home, I had both my cat and one of my grandma's cats staying with me.
- Within hours of surgery, I wake up from a nap to my cat gently sniffing at my incisions with great alarm.
- I was not allowed to shower the first day after surgery, and the cats, seeing that The Large Cat is not observing its cleaning ritual, decided I must be gravely disabled and compensated by licking all the exposed skin on my arms, face, and legs.
- I currently have to sleep with a pillow over my abdomen because my cat insists on climbing on top of me and covering my incisions with her body while I sleep (which is very sweet but not exactly comfortable without the pillow). She also lays across me facing my bedroom door, presumably on guard for attackers who may try to harm me while I'm sleeping and injured.