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On Shopping While Fat 2: Son of Fat

#that is fucking amazing

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Happy Mother's Day!

#sobbing

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It's been chaos ever since

#so true

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My boyy, my chiiild

#miles morales #you are perfect #and i love you

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Well hi, I'm Leo, nickname for Léonore, and I am french, but trust me you do not live in my shadow

(Also I'm non binary)

I was thinking about names again today and remembered how when I was a kid my mums showed me the piece of paper on which they wrote baby name ideas before I was born, and I discovered that if I had been a boy they would have named me Corentin. A pretty average name in France, but they added “we would have nicknamed you Tintin!” which made me feel like I’d dodged a bullet. Their top girl name was Éléonore but they changed it at the last minute. They said “we hesitated, because we liked the nickname Léo for a girl” and I was so mad at them for changing their minds. I felt like I would have been so cool and popular as a Léo, like it would have changed my entire personality. For weeks afterwards, when I felt shy or awkward I wondered What would Léo do? and tried to act more confidently. Or I’d think, no way a girl named Léo would have acted so dumb. I grew to hate Léo. It was hard living in her perfect shadow and the solution child-me came up with to feel better about myself was to add my Discarded Boy Name-persona on my other shoulder. It worked. For a while I went through life caring a lot less if I messed up because what would Tintin do? something much stupider, no doubt

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are you still into dsmp? cause i was looking through old artist i follow on tiktok and came across your account.

i just miss seeing your art content about it haha

Hi ! Sorry I answered so late although I don't exactly know when you asked

I still like it from afar, but I probably won't make any more fanart of it, I'm glad you liked it enough to miss it though ! It warms my heart !

I will try to be more active (art-wise) on here tho, fanarts and maybe ocs someday ? Depending on my current hyperfixation. Rn I have two stranger things fanarts that I've posted on instagram and twt but not here, and a gouache painting of Galahad from the arthurian legends that I'm working on at the moment !

#dreamsmp fanart #legende arthurienne #arthurian mythology #arthuriana #galahad the pure #galahad #stranger things

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galahad

#the only marysue

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Mordred about being king

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“Oriented Aroace” 💜💚💛

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Does anyone else on the arospec feel incredibly isolated from almost everyone? I don’t mean in a, “they can bond over same-sex relationships/being trans” way, I mean in a, “I no longer see things through an amatonormative lens but almost everyone I talk to does” way. 

The entire concept of love has been shifted drastically for me, but for other people, it’s rigid, inflexible, set in stone; romance is romance, friends are friends, there’s a line, it’s absolute, it’s simply the way things are. 

But so much of that confuses me, now. How can something be inherently romantic? How is teasing and complimenting people considered flirting, which is considered being romantically interested in someone? How is acting or looking at someone in a certain way somehow different between friends, lovers, family? How is platonic intimacy considered simply a stepping stone to romance? How is being emotional with people a sign of attraction? How?

I just don’t understand. And not being able to understand these things leaves me isolated from others, sometimes entirely, and it can be so exhausting sometimes. It’s exhausting to always have to justify why you don’t see things the same way they do, because the way they see things is “right” and “that’s just the way things are”, because “it’s a part of being human”. 

And, unfortunately, a lot of that comes from the LGBTQ+ community, especially when it comes fandom spaces. If you speak up about a same-sex/gender couple perhaps not being romantically interested, or you headcanon someone as aro, it’s always, “why does this happen when it’s a sapphic/mlm couple/lesbian/gay headcanon?” 

The implication that we are homophobic because we don’t see love in the same way others do hurts. The way that so many people see fans who want aromantic representation as simply not supporting gay people. Or when we speak up about people continuing to ship a confirmed/implied/coded aromantic character in romantic relationships, and we’re told to “stop taking it so seriously”. 

Arophobia is isolating, and unfortunately, it’s everywhere. The way society has regulated people’s lives, telling us how to be happy, who to be happy with, the rules of happiness, has long-since ingrained internalized arophobia into everyday life, and it’s so hard when you’re aware of it, but can’t do anything about it because no one wants to step away from their easy, comfortable ideals.

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what i really love about heartstopper is that none of the characters’ queerness was ever used as comedic relief. so much media takes cheap shots at queer characters to hint that they’re weird or awkward or abnormal and heartstopper never did that. the audience was never made to feel that these kids were lesser for their queerness and casual homophobia was shown as real homophobia and it was never allowed to be funny. i just love this show and the actors and the writers so much

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oh my fucking god can we kill the whole thing of “platonic friends don’t DO that!” shut UP oh my god. fuck offfff pleaseeee <33333 platonic friends can be the most important people in the world to each other, platonic friends can think about each other a lot and be inspired by each other and choose to live for each other and be possessive in life or death situations and be intense i’m so tired of people acting like platonic friendships can’t be that i’m tired of them being viewed as less as!! this is exactly what i mean when i say platonic relationships are not less than romantic ones!!!!!!!! and i’m so so tired of people misinterpreting that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sshhh, don’t wake them 💤 

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Listen, everybody makes mistakes @theyellowartist

i am actually not a mordred apologist because mordred has nothing to apologise for 😌

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hi tumplr I can’t do anything but doodle lately .. here’s a few mushy c!crime doodles and unt song

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when i started writing this comic, there were courses on duolingo for klingon and dothraki, fictional languages that are only spoken by characters on television shows who don’t exist, but the course for yiddish, a language spoken by jews – real, living, breathing people – for generations, didn’t exist until april 2021.

in 2017 a jewish employee at the anne frank museum was asked to put a baseball cap over his yarmulke. yeah, you read that right – an employee who worked in the house anne frank and her family hid for two years was asked to hide his judaism when he came into work. 

what i’m saying is goyim are trying very hard to pretend jewish people don’t exist anymore, and it’s safer for a man to tattoo a swastika on his face than it is for me to wear a necklace with a symbol of my culture on it.