Split up - Part 14
Part 13 here
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Katsuki noticed two things. The first one was a pained expression on his future self. That was already disturbing because what had him like that and why was he showing it. Like⌠he doesn't show feelings. Not externally, not unless it was a hard one he couldn't ignore. So what the fuck happened with him. He wouldn't tell him, of course. That arrogant bastard.
The second thing he had noticed was a change in Deku's smile. It wasn't that genuine anymore. It was just a pull of the corner of his lips when someone greeted him. It was a tiny laugh when someone made a joke. It was a little more elaborated when it was pointed at one of the Katsukis, though. The one directed at the kid was the more authentic one, closing his eyes and everything. The one directed at himself was a full smile without reaching his eyes, aka a fake as hell one. The one the adult was getting was more elaborated in the lie, like he feared the young adult would notice, and quicker, with only a second of eye contact. That was odd enough. But the strangest of it all was the tiny bit of shyness in the smile the teenager was getting. And he remembered receiving those from time to time. He doesn't know what that means, but it was odd seeing another person receiving it. Well⌠it was not another, but you know.
He noticed this first thing in the morning, and things just got weirder.Â
After class, Deku flinched out of the way of the middle schooler. Just the way he would do being a middle schooler himself. And that was weird because Deku didn't do that anymore. He hadn't been doing it, why now? And he did the same with the older one. They were subtle changes, but he noticed them.
And finally, when he tried to approach Deku himself, he sneaked away with an excuse. The fuck?Â
At lunch, Deku almost dropped his try when he turned around and found him and the middle schooler standing behind him, waiting in line. His green eyes kept switching between him and the younger boy before running away to his table. He didn't avert his eyes from his food not once.
Katsuki sighed and turned to the boy sitting near him.
"Okay. What did you do to him?"
"What do you want?" Said the younger one without looking at him.
"He's avoiding me. Heâs avoiding all three of us. What did you do to him?"Â
"Deku?" Katsuki just rolled his eyes as an answer. "Is he avoiding us?"Â
"That's what I said! Did you not see his reaction earlier?"Â
"...I didn't think it well enough" Murmured the teen, his eyes finding Izuku eating quietly with his friends.
"What- What did you do, fucker?"Â
"I just wanted to mess with you, I didn't think he wouldn't⌠I'm a real asshole, ain't I?" He dropped the chopsticks on the tray.Â
"You think?! Can you fucking please tell me what did you do?"Â
"What you didn't do!" Said the teen between gritted teeth. Before Katsuki could ask what he was talking about, the teen continued, more and more angrily. "What you're afraid of. I get now maybe you had reasons to not doing it, but fuck, you're the loser here!"
Katsuki's eyes ticked. "I don't have any fucking idea what you are talking about. I swear to god, if you hurt himâŚ" His shoulders were tensing and his mouth closed in a pressed line, leaving the threat flowing.Â
"You still like him, right? Because if not, it doesn't matter, honestly, just blame me, but if you still do, and I know you doâŚ" He rolled his eyes dramatically with the last part. "You better wake up. Really? All this fucking big words about accepting my feeling and the factsâŚ" He was getting closer to Katsuki, his tone low but the anger very present. "That shit doesn't apply to you or what? I can't believe I'm the one coming clear with these shit"Â
Katsuki's eyes were wide open, his cheeks a tint of red. "I wasn't talking about that!!" He whisper-yelled.Â
"Oh, so you know what I'm talking about. So this is still going around" He waived his hands around. "See? That why I'm telling you you're the fucking loser here"Â
"I don't want to jeopardize our relationship, okay? We have more important things to attend to. And it's none of your business, either way!" Katsuki tried to defend himself.Â
"Okay, keep telling you that if it makes you feel better"
"It doesn't. You better than anyone know it's not that simple. You know IâŚ"Â
"It's impossible he reciprocate you"
Katsuki kept silent.
"No, it's not that" Their eyes met and both knew what was coming next. "It's because you don't deserve him"Â
"Deku!"Â
Deku jumped at the voice, focused as he was on his homework. He was in the common area and Katsuki was just marching towards him.
"Kacchan!"Â
"Need to talk"
"I- hm. I'm a little bit busy hereâŚ" He pointed at his books, trying not to look him in the eye.Â
"It'll be a second" Katsuki took a seat in front of him. "IâŚ" He averted his eyes, thinking. "I was with the middle schooler earlier and I⌠Look I don't know what he did, but-"
"I don't really wanna talk about it" Interrupted Izuku.Â
"Why not?"Â
"Because I don't. It's justâŚ" He shrugged and smiled, a fake smile. "He is like that, just wanna mess with me, right?"Â
"I guess"Â
"It's all good" Katsuki wanted to protest, to tell him that if everything was good, then why was he avoiding him, why was he not smiling like usual, why was heâŚ
"Why are you sad, then?" That took Izuku by surprise. Katsuki saw how he was about to lie to him, but when his eyes met, the lie died in Izukuâs tongue.
âItâs complicatedâ
âHow come?â Katsuki sat a little closer in response to Izukuâs silence. âI know he's an asshole, I know Iâm still one-â
âYou are not. Iâm justâŚâ Interrupted Izuku, but didnât continue.
âHow bad was what he did? Iâll blow up his face, I swearâ Izuku smiled lightly. âThe fuck youâre laughing about?â
âNothing, I just knew you would say something like that'' Said Izuku, remembering himself saying Katuki will do just that to the middle schooler when he found out. âBut donât do it, heâs gonna be gone soon and we can forget all about itâ
âDeku⌠You know Iâll know everything when everyone leaves, right?"
"Oh-â Izuku paused for a moment. âJust⌠don't be mad,okay?"Â
"Can't you just tell me?"Â
"No" Izuku shook his head no. Then he eyed Katsuki, panic setting in his voice. "Wait. Are you gonna absorb the adult's experiences too?"Â
"No? You were there when they told me that. I'm not him yet, so I won't have his memories from this day until⌠well, until it happens in the future" Katsuki frowned deeply. âWhy, thought?â
âItâs nothing! We just talkedâ
"Then why? I'm getting fucking tired of all this secret shit between you two!"
"There's no secret. We just talked"Â
"Yeah, but about something you don't want me to know about" Katsuki crossed his arms and looked away. He was visibly pissed off.
"He's just more approachable to certain things, itâs not like-"
"I thought you knew you can count on me, Izuku"
"I kno-"Â
"No, listen. I know I still have a long way to go-"Â
"That's not it!" The boy sighed. "You know you're the one who knows me best. You can read me. But he can read things you can't read. Or you don't want to. And I get it, it's fine, but that's just why"Â
Katsuki stayed silent, watching Izuku intensely, thinking about what that all means. Izuku sighed again and turned his body to face the blond. âJust so you know, I trust youâ
Katsuki let out a sarcastic laugh.
âI mean it. Iâll trust you my lifeâ
âYeah⌠But not thisâ Katsuki got up and marched towards the door. He didnât know why he was acting like that. The middle schooler boy had told him he did something related to his feelings towards Izuku, so why was he pushing to know? He didnât want to give excuses nor tell the truth to Deku. He didnât wanna talk about his fucking feeling for him with him. He didnât wanna share his feelings. He didnât want to face that. Didnât want to make up some stupid reason the younger boy said whatever he had said when it was probably the truth. So why was he this⌠hurt? He knew well enough Deku trusted him. He knew Dekuâs secrets, Dekuâs fears, Dekuâs dreams. And it was irrational to feel this kinda⌠jealousness towards his future self. That was what it was? Was he jealous?Â
âKacchan, wait!â He turned around, his mind still spiraling. Deku was standing five feet apart. âHe kissed me. But it doesnât mean any-â
Katsuki didnât hear anything before the kiss part. So that was what happened. The middle schooler Katsuki just happened to kiss Deku. He didn't hurt him or confess to him. He kissed him. He just stole Izuku a kiss. His Izuku. His first kiss.
Katsuki's left eye ticked and he turned around and stomped out of the room without saying anything.
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Split up - Part 13
Part 12 here
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Katsuki was not having a great day. The first day landing in the past was fun, seeing his friends with a few less years and a few less injuries and scars was something nice. Seeing a very tiny version of himself who was the only one - aside from himself - who knew how to treat Izuku was really nice. And the silent competition with that blonde brat was actually fun. But seeing Izuku there, clueless, was not nice. Seeing Izuku and couldnât hug him, kiss him, assure him he loved every inch of him, was not nice. It was tough. And it was getting tougher.
He was 22, a pro hero already in the top five. It was a tough job and things happened all the time. And the more you scaleted the top, the more things happen. But he always had Izuku on his side, since the very first day of his career. A Izuku who knew about his feelings, who knew about his struggles and accepted him anyway, who agreed to accompany him in that journey and to be accompanied by Katsuki. A Izuku who knew him transparent, emotionally naked. Not this 17 years old boy who was in the way to be that but was not quite there. This boy wasnât his to hug, kiss or void to. And having an Izuku around, but not his Izuku, was hard. Yes, he would tousle his green hair and tease him (and the other Katsuki at the same time) a little, but that Izuku was not his Izuku. The Izuku in front of him now wasnât the one he opened raw in front off and was not the one who accepted all that. This Izuku was his Izuku once, but again, he wasnât his Izuku.
And he knew that the Katsuki there (the 17 yo) was not himself either. That Katsuki needed to learn, to open up, to let Izuku in. But before any of that, that Katsuki needed to realize and admit his feelings for good. Because the fucker was that dense and stubborn. And Pro Hero Dynamight wasnât ever known for his patience, but he wouldnât interfere.
Not directly, at least. Because he wouldnât mess with the past. He wouldn't push things he knew were going to happen anyway. But fuck! That dense clueless dumb and emotional constipate motherfucker!Â
The thing is, when you learn something, it is really hard, impossible, he'll say, to unlearn it. And he learned to love Izuku. He learned he always did and always will do. He learned how to make Izuku happy and seeing his emotional constipated past-selve being a dumbass was trying his patience for real.
So he was just longing for his Izuku, admiring this Izuku and aching for his dumbass past-selves at the same time.Â
Now he was running really early in the morning around the ground of UA when he heard heavy footsteps getting closer. Looking over his shoulder, he could see Izuku running towards him. He waited until the boy reached him before greeting him.
âGood morning, nerdâ
âGood morning!â
Katsuki looked at him and immediately noticed something was not right. âCouldnât sleep?â
Izuku used a few seconds to get his pace matching Katsukiâs and then shook his head. âNot muchâ
âHowâs that?â
âKacchan kissed meâ
Katsuki stopped immediately. âKacchan did what?â
Izuku paused as well and looked at him with those big pretty green eyes full of emotions. The boy was scared, insecure, a bit sad, worried, hopeful and pretty much confused.
âHe kissed me! The middle schooler! I-I donât know. Maybe I only dreamed it, but mini Kacchan was pretty mad at me after that and I had trouble making him sleep, so I donât think I could dream all that, you know? But none of this made sense. Because it was Kacchan, and it was the middle schooler! And he kissed me. In the mouth! With his mouth!â
âOkay, cool, relaxâ Katsuki grabbed the boy by his shoulders and squeezed them to ground him. âTake a deep breath and start againâ
Izuku closed his eyes tightly and took in a deep breath, elevating his shoulders in the process. He retained it a few seconds and then let it go slowly, relaxing his posture and opening his eyes to look at Katsuki.
âOkayâ
âBetter?â Katsuki squeezed him again and Izuku nodded. âOkay. Now. What happened?â
âLast night. I was in my room with Mini Kacchan, you know, heâs been sleeping with me these daysâ Katsuki nodded to let him know he was paying attention. âAnd then somebody knocked on my door and it was Kacchanâ
âThe middle schoolerâ
âThe middle schooler, yeahâ Izuku nodded, his eyes very focused on Katsuki's. âAnd he apologized, and I was like⌠what? Because⌠the middle schooler!â
Katsuki nodded, crooking his head a little, he knew.
âAnd he said he always wanted me to quit my dream because I might get hurt, and I didnât know thatâ Izuku lifted a hand towards his own face and started chewing his thumb, looking to the side. âIs⌠Is that even true? I-â
Katsuki let go of one of Izukuâs shoulders to run a hand through his hair. Letting go a tiny sigh, he said yes.
âDo your⌠I mean, did I know? Like, in the future? Did the other me know about this?â Izuku kept chewing on his thumb but looked at him again.
âYeah, I told him⌠Eventuallyâ
âOkayâ Izuku looked to the side again and chewed some more. âOkayâ
âDid he kiss you then?â Asked Katsuki after the silence lengthened for a while.
âYeah. No. I mean, he asked me if Kacchan and I were friends now, and I said yes, and he kept asking a few questions until he grabbed me and kissed me. Like⌠He kissed me. He grabbed me by my shirt and pulled forward to kiss me. And then he just went. Well, no, he told me he always wanted to do that, but I know thatâs a lie, so maybe he was just messing with me all the time, right? Because even if the part of wanting me to quit my dream was true, it doesnât mean he wasnât messing with me, right? Because it was the middle schooler Kacchan, who was the worst era in our relationship, in middle school, you know. Of course you know. Well, unless we had it worse in the future, but you said we were still friends so I donât-â
âIzuku, ohmygod, stop itâ He tightened the grip on the boyâs shoulder to ground him again and cut the mutering. âI guess you should go talk to him. Or the Katsuki your ageâ Izuku didnât like the idea, if his expression was something to go by. âI mean, I canât do anything for you. Theyâre me but not, you know, I haven't been here at 14 and lived through the things he did these last daysâ
âYeah. Yeah, youâre right. But not way Iâm gonna talk about a kiss with Kacchan. No way. Neither of themâ
âYouâre talking to me about itâ Katsuki smirked at him.
âB-but you are the most approachable. I knew you wouldnât blow my face off. Maybe Kacchanâs. But not mineâ Izuku looked at him with panic in his eyes. âDonât blow Kacchanâs face off!â
Katsuki laughed and Izuku blushed. âI wonât. His face is too prettyâ
âYeahâ Blurted Izuku, before blushing even harder. âI-I mean⌠I didn'tâŚâ Izuku looked at him and quietened. Katsuki was smiling like a fool. He knew that that action was what made Izuku stop in his panic. He could feel his smile stretched so wide all his teeth were visible. And he couldnât stop it. Izuku was just too cute, too honest and with a big crush on his Kacchan. A crush so massive he now questioned how blind he was when he was 17. Or how dumb. Because it was pretty obvious.
Izuku might notice that too, because he dropped his eyes to the ground and embraced himself, moving out of reach for the blonde. âI know you said you were not gonna tell me anything about the futureâŚâ
âA couple times, yeahâ Said Katsuki with care, concerned by the change of attitude.
âYeah. But⌠Do you know if I get over my crush on him? Because it made me look stupidâ
And Katsuki was not good at feelings. He was not good at knowing what he was feeling. He improved by the years, yeah, but right now, in that specific moment, he was feeling so much. It was like a heartbreak, because there were the love of his life feeling bad and stupid about loving him. Because he thought the feeling was one-sided. This boy was aching for somebody he feel was impossible for him, inreachable, when it was the other fucking way around. This boy was wishing to move on to his crush on 17yo Katsuki because he thought it was useless. And he knew that. He knew it too well because his Izuku had told him once, but seeing it in Izukuâs face, hearing it in present time, was something completely different.
And it hurt too that he couldn't tell him anything. Because it wasnât his place. He was dying to tell Izuku that he wouldnât have to get over his crush because it was reciprocated. Because theyâll confess their feelings one day and theyâll become one. Theyâll have amazing dates full of adventures and domesticity until they finally set and move together, making almost every day a date. Theyâll be happy together. Reaching their dream as a team.
But he couldnât.
And it hurted him.
âSorry for asking. I gotta goâ
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Split up - Part 12
PART 11 HERE
(little reminder that this mess of story is self indulgent af so sorry not sorry if you find this update a little occ, I really wanted to read this so I wrote it lmao)
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âHeyâ
âWha- Hm. Do-do you need something?â Izuku struggled with his own tongue, trying to mask his surprise upon seeing the 14yo boy in front of his door.
âI just⌠Sorry, I guessâ Blurted the blonde in front of him.
âWhat? For what?â Izuku was beyond confused.
âBeing an asshole with you for years?â Katsuki raised a brow, looking at him with low patience. That confused Izuku more, who only opened his mouth to let out a little âOh, that...â. They shared a weird silence for a few moments and Izuku could tell Kacchan was struggling and not enjoying the uncomfortable atmosphere, so he tried to make it easier for both of them.
âYou donât have to do that. Kacchan already did. The Kacchan my age, I meanâ
âI supposed. But being here and all this shitâŚâ Kacchan seemed confused as well, something Izuku wasnât able to see in his eyes before. For the first time, Izuku thought about how all this might be impacting the younger boy. If himself was confused and feeling too much, he couldnât imagine just how much of that this young boy might be feeling. He felt bad about not having done anything for him, even if the boy wouldn't want Izuku to do anything for him.
âItâs okay. I understand itâs overwhelming. Thanks for coming here to say it to me. I appreciate it so, so muchâ
The teen huffed annoyed and hid his hand inside his pockets. He remained silent for a few moments, looking somewhere down the corridor. âIs it true?â Katsuki asked. When Izuku didnât respond, looking at him with a crooked head, Katsuki clicked his tongue and looked at him with an exasperated expression. âDid you obtain the quirk when you were fourteen?â
âOh, that. Yeahâ Izuku nodded his head. âAnd in fact, you were the only one who knew that information for a long time. Well, the other Kacchan, you knowâ Izuku started fidgeting with his shirt. âI-I obtained it from someone elseâ
The silence they shared was full of emotions, full of unsaid words; neither knew how to feel or what to say. Until Katsuki murmured âWhy?â
âWhy what?â Izuku was still fidgeting with his shirt.
Katsuki stretched the silence some more until he finally asked, looking intensely at Izukuâs eyes. âWhy? Why couldnât you just stay quirkless and live a normal life?â
Izukuâs eyes widened, not believing what he just heard. âWhat!? Kacchan, it was always my dream to be a hero, you know it!!â
âI know! I fucking know! But you donât have even a little bit of self-preservation. You are gonna get yourself killed!â The blonde had an expression Izuku was sure he was one of the few people who had ever seen it.
He looked... vulnerable.
Izuku opened his mouth, then furrowed his brows and closed it. His eyes widened slowly in realization. âIs that what you always tried to make me quit my dream?â
âYeah!â Said the blonde, like stating the obvious.
â...I didnât know itâ
And Kacchan seemed startled by that. âThe other one didnât tell you...â
âNo, I- I had no ideaâ Izuku shook his head, his face dropping to a pensive expression.
At that moment the kid slid beside Izuku, looking up at Katsuki, who ignored him completely. "You are not Big Katsuki, you are the middle schooler, right?â He didnât wait for an answer and asked. âAre you worried about him? You don't need to, I'm right here"Â
"What the fuck? Who said I'm worried, brat!" The teen scowled at the kid.
"You are, I can tell!â The kid looked up at Izuku and repeated. "He is. I told you he loves you, this one and the other two as well. I always will!"
Both Izuku and Katsuki stopped dead at that, eyes widening and faces starting to blush. The silence felt tense as their eyes collided. Izuku yelped and tried to fix the situation, face completely red out of embarrassment at that point.
âDo-donât mind him. He doesn't know what heâs sayingâ Izuku shook his hands in front of him, scared of the reaction of that Kacchan. He had enough drama that day. âWe were talking earlier about how Kacchan and I are friends again and-â
Katsuki interrupted him, looking annoyed but not sounding too harsh. "So you two are friends now huh?"Â
"Um, yeah" Izuku nodded his head effusively, still trying to prevent an explosive reaction from the teen. But Katsuki kept talking, his face changing to a more pensive expression.
"And what? You ask each other about your days and talk about your feelings and shit?"Â
"Yeah? Well, kinda, yeah" Izuku started to relax, letting his hands fall down to his sides.
"But you two are only friends, right?" The blonde raised a brow at him.
"What do you mean? We are still rivals, in some way, if that's what you are asking for" Izuku crooked his head trying to get where the boy was trying to get.
"Okay" A brief pause before a light smirk danced in the blondeâs lips. "You know what? Fuck it" Katsuki reached a hand forward and catched Izukuâs shirt to pull him towards his face, making their lips collide in the middle. After a few seconds, Katsuki pulled Izuku off a little and whispered at him. âThat bastard spilled too much at me to handle at once and didnât even break a sweat. Iâm just returning the favorâ He then let go of the other and turned around in time for Izuku to not be able to see his face. âJust so you know, I always wanted to do thatâ
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Split up - Part 11
PART 10 HERE
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Izuku was now waiting for mini Kacchan outside the showers area. Kacchan had insisted he could do it himself, so Izuku just let him. It was the last few hours of the afternoon. They had had dinner already and now they were getting ready for bed. Izuku was there alone thinking about the interesting stories about Mini Kacchan that his classmates had told him earlier.
When the kid called him, claiming he was done, Izuku went inside the area and knelt beside him to help the kid accommodate the little new clothes Momo made for him.
âThe guys told me youâre being rudeâ Izuku said, closing the last button of the little piyamas shirt.
âNo, Iâm notâ The kid protested.
âThey told me youâre sticking out your tongue and making offensive signs to themâ
âWhat? Theyâre all snitches!â
âThey arenât!â Izuku laughed. âAll of them find it adorable, but itâs not the right behaviour, Kacchan. I want to know why you would do thatâ Izuku grabbed the little red superhero shirt and the shorts the kid was wearing earlier and put them away to wash.
âBecause I have to let them know I won!â
âWon what, Kacchan?â Izuku grabbed a stool and sat on it.
âThey all like you. I have to compete with all of them!â The boy walked to be in front of Izuku, eyes full of determination.
âAre you having a competition for me with all my classmates and your future-selves?â Asked Izuku, incredulously.
âYeahâ The kid nodded. Izuku laughed at that, and the boy crossed his arms in response, angrily. âDonât laugh!â
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry! But you donât have to do thatâ
âWhy not?â The kid pouted, embarrassed, still with his little arms crossed over his chest.
âThey are just my friends; you are all my friends. Iâm allowed to have friends beside you, right?â
âYes, but only if Iâm your best friendâ
âYou are too cute. Come hereâ Izuku opened his arms and the boy reluctantly got between them. âThatâs why you are my favorite. You are my favorite, remember?â
âYeah, butâŚâ Mini Kacchan pulled back a little and frowned, looking thoughtful. âWhat will happen when Iâm gone?â
âWell, Iâm gonna miss you a lot, thatâs for sureâ Stated Izuku.
âI donât want to leave you here aloneâ The tenderness of the child was melting Izukuâs heart but he tried to ease the boyâs concern.
âI wonât be alone, Kacchan. I have all my friends. Iâll be fine, okay? And youâll have mini Izuku to play with you againâ
âThatâs good. I like you but I miss my Izuku tooâ
Izuku smiled tenderly at him, tears burning his eyes. âIâm gonna miss you lots, babyâ Izuku hugged him again and Kacchan hugged back, even if he was scolding him for calling him baby.
âIâll tell Big Katsuki to take care of you!â Said the kid, turning around and sitting on top of Izukuâs legs.
âOh, no need to do thatâ Izuku grabbed a towel and began to dry the kidâs hair with it.
âWhy not? He should be doing it already!â
âAnd he is. In some way. I guess. I donât know. I guess all the class are taking care of each other in one way or anotherâ The kid turned to sit facing him.
âArenât you good friends or something?â The kid seemed really concerned about it.
âWe areâ Izuku noded. They were. But their relationship was much more and much less at the same time.
âBut he doesn't take care of you like I do. And I didnât want it to happen while Iâm here, youâre mine, but you didnât hug him or cuddle with him or anything like thatâ Izuku blushed at that. âNot even when heâs mad; not even when youâre sad. And I know you need that, you always needed the cuddlesâ
Izukuâs expresion turned a little sad, cheeks still pink, but he smiled at him either way. The kid was all nostalgia. âWe... are not like that anymore. But thatâs fine, we have other things nowâ
âBut why not? Donât you love him? I know he do, Iâll love you foreverâ
Izuku sighed, looking away. âThings are not that easy nowâ Izuku resumed drying his hair. âBe quiet, will you? Let me finishâ
âYou didnât answer thoâ Said the kid after a minute of silence.
âListen. Of course I⌠love him,â His voice turned out stained. âbut things are different now. We are not kids anymore, and he cares for me, I know that, but I doubt he loves me. And thatâs okay! I mean-â
âBut he does!â
âNo, Kacchan. I- Nevermind, ok? Letâs go to bed nowâ Izuku let the kid on the floor and got up, placed the things in its place, and started to walk towards the elevator.
âYou just said you are friends, but youâve been calling him by his last name all day. Are you not friends anymore? Is that why you think he doesnât love you?â
âWe are friends, Kacchan. I just got a little mad earlier, I donât even know why Iâm still doing it. Itâs⌠Donât worry about thatâ
âWhy are you mad?â
âI donât know. I get this situation is exhausting for him but itâs weird for me too. Weâve known each other our entire lives and all of you had an impact on me. Itâs exhausting sometimes. Itâs just⌠Iâm feeling too much in a short space of time. And I have to get rid of all this fee-â Izuku stopped and looked down at the kid, an apologetic smile on his face. âIâm sorry. Forget it all. I donât want you to think I donât like having you around or anything like thatâ
âItâs okay. Itâs weird for me too. I donât know anyone but you and youâre all big and Iâm not. Well, I am. But thatâs not me even if itâs meâ
âYouâre so smartâ Izuku tousled the kidâs hair. Once they reached Izukuâs room, the child climbed the bed and Izuku sat beside him. âTomorrow Iâll spend the day with you, ok? I donât want you to feel weird hereâ
âOkay! But you can spare with Big Katsuki, I wonât get jealousâ
âItâs okay. Letâs get him aside for nowâ
âAre you still mad at him?â
âIâm not. He gave us snacks, after all, I think itâs a pretty good apology, donât you think?â Izuku smiled, trying to reassure the kid that things were good, but the kid frowned a little, inspecting all his face with his curious eyes.
âBut you seem sad. Are you sad?â
âIâm not-â Izuku started, but he couldnât lie to Kacchan. âIâm a lil bit sad, but itâs okayâ
âBut why?â The kid seemed concerned, and Izuku sighed. He kept fucking all up, huh?
âJust⌠I wish I could be honest with Kacchan, with Big Kacchan, I mean, but heâs⌠I donât want to take steps back in our relationship, but I canât stop feeling the-â That moment someone knocked on the door. Izuku sighed and got up to open the door. Opening it, he almost didnât believe his eyes.
âKacchan?â
The young teen, the fourteen years old Katsuki, was there.
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The kid ran towards Izuku the second he put a foot inside the common room and glanced at the teen behind him. But he decided he wasnât a threat; the teen just continued walking without looking at his Izuku and sat on the farthest seat available. That was right. He already had enough with that half white-half red hair boy and the spiky rocky one that afternoon. Why were there so many people trying to get to his Izuku? Didnât they know who he was? He was Izukuâs best friend, future hero partner. They were gonna live together and be the best together. Maybe theyâll even marry each other, because his parents lived together and were married. Maybe adults only could live together if they were married. Either way, he was okay with that. But he had to be alert because there were many people there who wanted to be at Izukuâs side. And he couldnât just allow that. After being around Izuku while he talked with his friends and so on, he finally guided Izuku to the center of the couch area to arrange all the All Might pillows, plushies and blankets. When all was ready, he made himself comfortable. He glanced at the teen blonde once more, just in case, because he was sitting nearest that he thought, but he was minding his own business. The other two blondes were even farther away. Cool.
A boy with glasses asked everyone to take a seat. He was using the control to play the movie on the TV and give some orders while the film started. He pulled Izukuâs hand to make him sit beside him in the nest of soft blankets and accepted the juice Izuku was offering him, tasting it through the straw.
âYammyâ Izuku smiled at him and Kacchan shoved the straw on his face. âDo you want some?â
âNo, Kacchan, Iâm fineâ Izuku laughed as he dodged the straw. Mini Kacchan shrugged and took another sip.
âHey, are you watching a movie without inviting me?â A brightly blonde wined, throwing his body on top of Izukuâs back, making him bend over. âHow mean, Mido-chanâ The guy pouted and Izuku was quickly apologizing. Who was this?
âSorry, Kaminari-kun, Iâm sure I sended a text to the whole class. Maybe you didnât read it?â The blonde left Izukuâs back and lay beside him. From where Kacchan was sitting on the other side of Izuku, he could only see the boyâs head. He was still pouting. âSo can I stay?â
âOf course. Everybody is welcome!â
âYeeyâ He yelled, getting up and running calling for somebody else to join them all. Mini Kacchan frowned. So he was not safe even watching the movie. He would have to be on guard. He looked around the room, glaring at everyone individually. Some of them smiled or waved at him; he stuck his tongue out at them. The last he glared at was his younger teen future-self, who now was analicing Izuku with a strange focused face. He glared more fiercely, but the boy wasnât noticing him. So he got up and sat between Izukuâs legs. Heâd made sure anyone could have a chance.
The movie started and he was so invested in it he almost forgot his mission. But then someone sat beside him and Izuku.
âWhat are we watching?â That was the other Katsuki teen; the âoriginalâ.
âThe second All Might movieâ
âDidnât you watch this same movie last week?â His big self grabbed one of the All Might plushies and was inspecting it, seeming uninterested.
âAnd what about that, Bakugou? I like it and the younger Kacchans didn't watch it yetâ The kid noticed how tense the teen was. Both were tense, to be honest. He placed a hand over Izukuâs hand and he looked at him, a small smile on his lips. âAre you enjoying the movie?â
The kid only nodded. At least he released some of Izukuâs tension. The other teen left the plushie and got up, marching towards the kitchen. Was his future-self always annoyed? When he is annoyed with his mother or another kid, he always counts on Izuku to make him feel better, playing heroes or hunting bugs. Maybe big Katsuki was missing big Izuku.
Big Katsuki came back a few minutes later with two bowls of popcorn. Mini Kacchan looked around and saw that some of the others had their own bowls. Maybe he can snatch some. But that wasnât necessary, because Big Katsuki handed one to Izuku.
âHereâ Izuku looked up at him and fearing he wouldnât grab it, the kid grabbed the bowl himself. Izuku helped him to settle it down and looked again at Big Katsuki.
âThanksâ
âAre you two okay sharing? I can bring more if you wantâ Big Katsuki asked them, still standing beside them.
âItâs okay. We can share. Thanks againâ Izuku smiled at him, lightly, but smiled. Mini Kacchan shoved a few popcorn on Izukuâs mouth, making Katsuki snort.
âI can eat myself, Kacchanâ The kid shrugged and shoved the next handful of popcorn in his own mouth.
âIs it okay if I stay here?â Big Katsuki asked softly. Izuku looked at Mini Kacchan, and asked in a soft voice himself.
âWhat do you think, little boy? Do you mind sharing?â The two teens were looking at him, and he thought about it for a few seconds.
âYou brought snacks, so itâs okay this timeâ He said to his future self, shrugging and making himself comfortable on Izukuâs lap again. Big Katsuki sat beside them, putting his own bowl of popcorn between him and Izuku.
âSorry about earlierâ The kid heard the blonde say after a few minutes. He looked back at him, and then at Izuku. Izuku looked a little surprised and a little... sad.
âItâs okay,â he murmured, looking at Katsuki with a faint smile. âIâm sorry, too. I shouldn't...â Izuku shook his head a little and found the kid staring. He smiled wider at him, but it didn't really reach his green eyes. âLook, this part is really goodâ He pointed at the TV and accommodated the little boy on his lap again. And he was right. The movie was awesome, and he even forgot his mission or wondering about what happened between big Katsuki and Izuku. In the more exciting scenes of the movie, he would even jump out of Izukuâs lap and jump in place, or kick the air trying to copy the moves on the TV. Izuku would smile fondly at him and Big Katsuki would snort but smile at him. Some of the others were recording him with their phones; some even joined him.Â
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Katsuki was angrily coming back to the dorms, freshly showered after running out of energy training on his own. On his way, he found Todoroki already looking for him. Shouto talked all the way back to his room.
âI think you should come, your quirk is not fire but...â
âMaybe next time, Iâm not in the mood for Todorokiâs drama this weekâ
Todoroki nodded and sended a few texts while the two of them entered his room.
âYou are annoyedâ Said Todoroki after a brief silence.
âYou think?â Katsuki barked.
âYeahâ Todoroki crossed his legs over his futon, looking at the blonde with a blank expression. âMore than usual, I meanâ
âPiss off manâ
âDid something happen?â
Katsuki groaned and fell flat on his back over his own futon installed on the otherâs room floor. âI just want all back to normal, this is all too exhaustingâ
âI was talking about you being annoyed, not exhausted, but okâ Katsuki rolled his head to look at the other with a scowl. âWhat? You areâ Defended Todoroki.
âYes, I am. And you ainât helpingâ
âDid they keep âgetting in your wayâ?â Asked Todoroki, bringing back Katsukiâs own words from last night.
âI tried to get some sense in the troublemaker, but the kid is now against me for some fucking reason I donât know about and the adult is being as annoying as alwaysâ
âAnd?â Todoroki stated, grabbing his phone to scroll through his notifications, uninterested in them.
âAnd what?â
âAnd what more?â Katsuki sighed. Todoroki peered at him above his phone. âHow long have we been friends? I just know you, Katsuki, donât be annoyed about thatâ
âOkay. You know what? Fuck itâ The blonde straightened up and sat up leg crossed in front of his friend. Todoroki let his phone aside. âI was pissed off and argued with Deku, ok? And now heâs calling me Bakugou? Like, who? He never called me that wayâ
âAnd you donât like that, right?â
âNo, I donât fucking like it. Are you listening?â Katsuki ran his hands through his hair. âItâs all that fucking extra and his fucking stupid quirkâs fault. Whatâs the use of splitting up a person in different ages, huh? Fucking uselessâ
âI think it can be useful as a therapy tool, to discover origins of trauma or to help with cases of amnesia. Maybe?â
âOk. Whatever. Thatâs not the fucking point hereâ
âYeah, okay. So why donât you tell him to not call you that way?â Genuinely asked Todoroki.
âBecause I tell him to not call me the same way he calls the kid and he chose to change the way he calls me, instead of him. Which I donât understand, because Iâm Kacchanâ
âHeâs a kid?â Todoroki almost laughed.
âAnd?â Katsuki rolled his eyes.
âDo you expect him to call a kid by his last name?â
âI donât know. He can call him by his first name. Fuck, he could call me by my first name, why my last? Fucking nerdâ
âIf you two had argued, maybe heâs just giving you a lesson. I donât think Izuku is even able to stop calling you âKacchanââ Todoroki smiled slightly at him. âIs it really that important, tho?â
âItâs my last name, man. We never called each other by our last name. Itâs upsetting. Heâs calling âKacchanâ the middle schooler, who is my lowest, and not me. I canât stand thatâ
âDo you want me to talk to Izuku about it?â
âNo, I fucking donâtâ Katsuki groaned and let himself fall back on his back again. âI keep fucking it all upâ
âI honestlyâŚâ Todoroki paused for a moment. âDonât get this wrong, ok? You said sometimes Iâm too honest and that, but-â
âJust spit it out, ohmygod!â Katsuki groaned again, rolling his eyes.
âOkay. I was thinking maybe you need to be honest. With Izuku. I know you donât like to talk to people, but you can be honest with me because we are friends. And you both are too. More than that, Iâll say. Izuku is a very comprehensive boy, Iâm sure it all would be okayâ
âYeah, youâre talking nonsensesâ
âIâm not and you know it. I know you like himâ
â...I miss the days you were too dense to know even what the fuck was happening around you, man. Fucking annoyingâ
âSeriously, you need to stop being annoyed by the truthâ Stated Todoroki, which led Katsuki to throw a pillow to his face. âOkay. Letâs go watch the movie. Maybe you two can make peaceâ
Todoroki smiled faintly at the first âBakugouâ and Katsuki almost blew up his face at that. But he couldnât help it. It was incredibly odd in Midoriyaâs mouth. But he noticed the way Izuku seemed uncomfortable doing it, so he thought it would all be fixed in a maximum of a few days. When the younger Bakugou exploded, Izuku called him Kacchan, like always, like he always did, and Todoroki understood better.
â...the fucking middle schooler and not meâŚâ Murmured the blonde. Todoroki patted his back in comfort before Katsuki marched towards his younger self and Izuku. He wasnât a good example of good communication, but the past years he had been learning and definitely those two needed to talk.
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âHereâ said the stranger.
The teen looked at the stupid All Might plushies in his arms. He was ready to blow them away when he recognized one. The colors were a little faded and in the brand label there wasn't any letter remaining. He had given that to Deku when they were very little. He had won the same prize twice in a game and gifted one to Deku when he didnât win one on his own.
âShouto-kun, thatâsâŚâ Izuku tried to stop his friend, fucking apparently, giving the first name shit thatâs going between them. But the Canadian-flag-hair boy was already leaving. Searching for Katsuki. Was there another Katsuki in there? Was that boy talking about his future self? Did the nerd and him share friends now? Apart from the fact that they were fucking friends now?!
When Deku tried to take his things back, apologizing and looking at him with a scared fucking face, he murmured a âfucking shut up already, nerdâ and keep going, carring the stupid nerdy stuff.
Entering the common room, he just went to the farest seat available, leaving the plushies beside the blankets and pillows tower placed in the middle of the room. There were a few of Deku's classmates there. And they started talking all friendly with the nerd. So now he had all this attention, huh? All these other people.
The kid kept himself around Deku all the time, always gravitationing around him. He remembered the time they were inseparables. They would go to the forest to hunt bugs and to the park to live adventures. They would spend entire afternoons talking about superheroes and how they would fight evil together. When they both had their quirks. But Deku didnât have one.
And never would.
And still, he always was more of a hero than himself. He would always get into trouble without being able to get out of it without suffering. The fucking idiot. Always getting in trouble for the sake of others. Always being beaten for the sake of others. Always protecting others like he had the fucking stregh to do so. He only would leave hurt.Â
Katsuki feared him. Always afraid of not being better than a nobody without power. Always afraid of losing him for good. The fucking idiot and his fucking big heart. Ready for anybody to destroy it. Fuck.Â
And now there he was. Wearing that big kind heart on his sleeve and all these people around him acting like it was okay. His future-selves acting like this all was okay. Like it was okay for Deku, who doesnât think about himself first fucking ever, to be a public hero.
He had a strong quirk now. Okay. Whatever. Thatâs just a bigger diana on his back.
The boy sighed. He was so conflicted. Seeing the little kid excited because they would be hero partners in the future, a duo, and the adult fucker smiling like it would be just like that⌠made him feel things. And thatâs fucked up. Had he spent all those years pushing Deku away from him to now feel like he wanted that? Bullshit. Fucking bullshit.
âHeâs gonna make it and we both know itâs better if Iâm there with himâ
What kind of bullshit was that too? Like he was gonna spend his life protecting and keeping fucking Deku out of trouble. He would never sacrifice anything for him. Anything. Never. He wasnât worth it.
Two fuckers sitting nearby almost jumped out of their skin when an involuntary explosion cracked on his hands. It annoyed him to no end knowing that wasnât true. Had spent years trying to convince himself hadnât changed shit. And that annoyed him. He was mad. Mad at himself. At Deku. At his future selves. At his past self. Mad at everyone in that room. At everyone in that world.
âKacchan?!â
When he raised his head, all his other versions were looking at him, along with all the other people in the room. But Deku was the only one who walked towards him. While the original blonde now present there tried to stop him.
âAre you okay?!â
âLeave me the fuck aloneâ Murmured him, embarrased his emotions made him explode in that place, with all that people looking down at him. He brushed his hands on his pants and crossed his arms over his chest.
âYou know we are friends, you can talk to meâ Insisted Deku, talking quietly so only Katsuki could hear him.
âWeâre not fucking friends, shitty nerd. Leave me the fuck alone. Iâm only here because I donât have anywhere to go, ok? And donât pretend you careâ
âIâm not pretending, Kacchanâ Said Deku, a hint of sadness in his voice.
âLEAVE ME ALONEâ
âCome on, Deku, leave himâ The original came to grab Deku and mouthed a âcalm downâ to him.
âMind your own business, blondieâ He retorted. The two blondes rolled their eyes at each other and Deku sighed. Suddenly a brunette entered the room, ready for a fight.
âDeku-kun? What happened? What was that noise?â
What.the.fuck?! Did that chick called him fucking Deku? And the nerd wasnât complaining but smiling friendly at her while explaining? What the fuck was hapening? Now it was a pet name or what? While he was trying to explain to himself what all that means, another boy comes into the scene. He called for attention and all students sat down in different places while the said boy put up a movie. Katsuki couldnât pay attention to the film; too many things to think about.
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âYou have so much power! So cool! Youâre like All Might!!â The kid was jumping around Izuku, excited to finally have seen his quirk.
âAnd you havenât seen everythingâ The young adult decided to leave his teen versions alone and was approaching the other two. The kid turned his eyes to Izuku, shining like stars. âIs that true?!â
âYeah, I have a few more⌠moves. Kacchan and I tend to practice like this, sometimes itâs just hand to hand, other times itâs all in the air, other times we only use quirks movesâŚâ Izuku scratched his cheek, not wanting to explain the whole multiple quirks to the little kid.
âWe can fly?!â The boy was fascinated and excited about the news. Izuku smiled brightly at him.
âSomething like thatâ Mini Kacchan started jumping again and approached the adult one.
âSo you can fly?â
âYeah. I use really big and focused explosions to keep me in the airâ He turned one hand toward the high ceiling and let off an explosion that seemed like fireworks. The kid tried to do the same but his hand only cracked little explosions. âDonât worry, you would be able to make it one dayâ
âOf course Iâll do it! You are just much biggerâ To emphasize his point, the kid put his little hand on top of the adult's. Izuku covered his mouth in a cute movement seeing the little soft hand on top of the big and calloused hand of the adult. The young adult winked at him and Izuku hid his entire face in his hands.
When mini Kacchan saw the original approaching them, he tugged on Izukuâs shirt and asked to be picked up. Izuku did immediately, and the little boy hugged Izuku tightly without taking his eyes off of the other. Katsuki raised a questioning eyebrow at that, so mini Kacchan showed him his tongue.
âWhat the fuck, brat?â
âKacchan! Language!â Izuku scolded him, hugging the little kidâs head. And that made the kid smirk at Katsuki, who frowned this time.
âDo you know Iâm foul-mouthed anyway, right? I-â Katsuki shook his head, incredulously. âI canât believe you sometimesâ
âI-I donât want him to be swearing around here, okay?â Barked Izuku, but his cheeks were a little pink.
âWhatever, nerd. Letâs just finish thisâ
âSureâ Izuku made an attempt to leave the kid on the floor again but he wouldnât let go of him. âKacchan? Honey?â
âEw, donât call him thatâ Izuku turned to look at the original blonde, knowing perfectly it was him who had said that.
âHeâs not you, remember?â Katsuki frowned, knowing Deku was returning his own words to him.
âDonât call him the same way you call me, thenâ Retorted the blonde. Why was he pissed with Deku now?
âMaybe I should call you âBakugouâ from now on, thenâ Katsuki opened his mouth to answer, but was interrupted by the tiny blonde still between Izukuâs arms.
âIzuku, I donât wanna spare you anymore today. You said this morning you were gonna play with me and you didnât yetâ He pouted a little at him, and Izuku knew he couldnât deny anything to that face even if his life depended on it.
âOf course, Kacchan. Iâm really sorry. We can go play now, okay? Either way, I was done with Bakugou hereâ Izuku grabbed his things and went to the locker room without looking back.
âYou fucked up, kidâ Older Kacchan said, smirking, while getting up and leaving behind Izuku. âMighty boy, Iâll play with you while Izuku changes, okay?â
âOkay!â
âAnd since when are you two friends, hah?!â Yelled the original blonde, pissed off. What the fuck was going on now?
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After playing for a good amount of time with various toys, Izuku was now grabbing some blankets and pillows to build a nest in the common area.
âDo you need help?â
Izuku turned and saw the young adult blonde there leaning against the door frame. âKacchan! Actually, if you could carry thisâÂ
âSureâ
Izuku passed the stuff to the other. âIâm gonna go grab a few All Might themed things to my roomâ
On his way back to the common area, Izuku found teen Kacchan. Izuku bite his lips, wondering if he should do it or not. He opened his mouth and closed it when the boy made eye contact with him. Then he smiled lightly. âHey, Kacchan. Are you busy?â The teen didnât respond. âWell, I- Um. Weâre gonna watch a movie in the common area, if you wanna joinâŚâ
The blonde kept not answering, but when Izuku resumed his way, he followed him, hands inside his pockets and gaze somewhere else but the greenette.
âIzukuâ
Both jumped, Izuku because he was so focused on Kacchan he didnât hear anyone there; Kacchan because he hadnât heard that name in a while.
âShouto-kun! I didnât hear you!â Izuku crouched down to pick the things he had just dropped.
âSorry. Where are you going with all your stuff?â Todoroki helped him carry a few things for him and Izuku smiled apologetically at him.
âThanks. We are gonna watch a movie in the common area, do you wanna join us?â
âItâs only the two of you?â Todoroki glanced at teen Kacchan and he frowned at him. âIâm Todoroki Shouto, by the wayâ
The blonde only clicked his tongue and looked the other way.
âNo, thereâs a few people already there. And Iâm carrying all this stuff for little Kacchan. He was complaining I didnât pay enough attention to him so Iâm making it up for himâ
âHe really likes youâ
Izuku laughed awkwardly. âIf you wanna join us Iâll reserve your place for youâ
âNah, it's okay. Iâm actually looking for Katsuki, did you see him?â
âNot in the last couple of hours, maybe heâs still training?â
âIâll check. Thanks, Izukuâ He turned aways, ready to leave.
âShouto! The plushies!â Todoroki turned, looked at his hands and walked back to him. Seeing the volume of things in Izukuâs hands, Todoroki turned to the blonde and pushed the plushies on his arms.
âHereâ
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