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do i ship wincest. yeah they're an inseparable pair on a narrative and thematic level, can you truly understand one without understanding the other? they're two halves of a dialectic on heroism and sacrifice. they're two points on the family trauma survivor spectrum, sometimes opposing, sometimes intersecting. they're like watching your parents who should've gotten a divorce years ago somehow stay together, against all reason. they're two inheritors of a rugged American masculinity and isolated individualism, internal and external violence springing forth. regressing to the nostalgia of frontier brotherhood as substitute for the nuclear family. they're a set of quintessential outlaw lovers. maybe true love only exists in the kind of freedom you keep when you're always moving, on the road, in your childlike bubble excluded from society, left with nowhere to burrow your roots except into each other's very being. they're the world's loneliest childhood shared between two feral dogs, one biting down on the other, unable to let go. they're the fantasy of an unconditional love so powerful it can survive the apocalyptic enormity of your own self-loathing. they're a set of matryoshka dolls, one consuming the other. journeys end in lovers meeting, but what kind of journey is it really when you've never left home: it's been sitting in the seat next to you this entire time. your haunted house is not a home but a person who'll never let go. they're an erotic fantasy of domestic horror as a sweet, sickening embrace as opposed to an all-consuming fire, a car driving off into heaven's sunset as opposed to one crashing into a tree. (wrong: they're both). so horribly enmeshed and trapped in a magnified love so destructive to the world around them they leave catherine and heathcliff wuthering heights in the dust. they're two brothers trapped in a 15 year long spiral of an abusive codependent pseudo-marriage, in part due to a network unable to let go of a successful show format, thus unable to afford them any growth that might disturb the status quo. but the implications of it all.

#samdean #have some meta

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Exactlyyyy

Men that Dean would have had freak nasty life changing sex with if the network and executives weren't cowards and allowed him to explicitly be bisexual instead of hiding his sexuality behind subtext and implications.

#supernatural #samdean #real freak sex

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Jensen ackles on his alt account seeing all the posts about what misha collins is doing

#supernatural #stop the madness but really it’s just having Misha’s mouth sewed shut so he can stop this bullshit

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hey would you guys like to see me start supernatural discourse

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You're the loss of my life

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"I'm the one who fucked you hard and raised you from perdition." -Misha Collins, 2024

"If the CW wasn't so homophobic, Dean and Cas would've been balls deep for sure." -Misha Collins, 2024

April, 2024

#prev #we're really never getting out of this #neither us or the fucking actors #name another media piece where the cast keeps pulling this shit #misha collins #man he really has foot in mouth disease

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At the next con a fan is going to tell Jensen what Misha said and then Jensen is going to put a hit out on him

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sam winchester in s2 ep10 hunted

#some sammy for your sunday #Sammy

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a thesis.

#the good supernatural that lives in Kripke’s and Sara’s head

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Stackednatural- 284/327

Angel Heart (10x20) April 29th, 2015

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dean jacket this and dean jacket that. NO! i’ve had ENOUGH! tell me what you know about this mf. literally the most important piece of sam’s wardrobe and it just vanished. I NEED ANSWERS!

#this brown jacket moved mountains #sam winchester #supernatural

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Rewatching supernatural from s1 is like watching an animal be raised for slaughter. Like it genuinely hurts my heart. Sorry Sam, full as you are of anger, and passion, and ambition to fight for a way out, a better life, your destiny hangs over you like the unseen axe head. Sorry, yeah everything you have ever done has been to claw your way out, for survival - you may be in uni now but you're still on the farm. Sorry dude I wish I could get you out of it too but its inescapable, it's IN you, you don't know it yet but it is. Yikes.

Alternatively watching supernatural from s1 is great. Gothic horror, monster adventures and strained family relationships yes please. Let's hunt monsters whilst working out our deep seated issues about our father and how his treatment of us had turned by fundamentally into the people we are now. Yippee.

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At twenty three on the verge of spontaneous combustion. Woe-is-me.  But I guess that it comes with the territory.  An ominous landscape of never-ending calamity. (x)

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I don't know how to stay tender with this much blood in my mouth (x) (dean's version)

#Sammy

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i wish the winchesters had had way more strange folksy rituals rooted in the lore. they SHOULD have been grappling with their own faiths way more explicitly and deeply. they should have been covered in tattoos of protective sigils, protective oils rubbed into their hands, charms woven into leather bracelets and necklaces.

#supernatural

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Happy (late) Birthday to HER <333

#i stand with amber heard #amber heard #oh these are so cute!