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long time no see!!! 🩷🩷

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i hope someday i find this account and look back on all the good and bad moments and realize how much ive grown

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a little update on my life-

recently i heard my ex was going through some really bad issues so i texted him and we talked until 2:30 am about his feelings and he added me on snap and now we talk and snap regularly. it doesn't really feel flirty but i still love to have him in my life. he's sweet when he wants to be and it hurts to see him go through this when i know deep down it's killing him. he went through issues with a girl and i let him vent to me. it hurt especially since this girl is like a total bitch and i wanted to like fight her after hearing how she's treated him but whatever. i sent him a text before i went to bed letting him know im proud of him and that im always here and he said "thank you (my real name) <3 that means so much to me. really" i have a feeling ill always love him. i do love him but sometimes things just don't work out the way you want and its okay. in the end love always wins 🤍

#love #ex #lol #real

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““Can I see you again” is such a sweet thing to say.”

— Unknown

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thinking about jeff buckley being asked, "how do you want to be remembered?" and answering with, "as a good friend."

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81 days since the split, he hit me up recently and told me that he misses me and then he left again and is now going out on dates with this girl who is literally my clone personality wise?? this girl kept sending me pics of him and her in his truck. like how childish and petty is that? i've been nothing but extremely nice to her but whatever... ill always love him but i want him to be happy with this girl and i hope she gives him that 🤍

#ex #breakup

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its been 58 days since the split, i begged and begged for a month straight after and it didn't work and now im alone while he gets to go through all these girls and ive never felt worse about it

#breakup #lol

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nevermind she just used me to get back with him

over the past couple of months me and my ex boyfriends ex have become good friends and we always go to each other about boys and stuff and shes the one girl who really understands what im going through

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i broke up with the guy i loved because i love myself more, i am a sophomore, ive been losing friends left and right, life is crazy

guy i liked rejected me and called me ugly, i got a boyfriend who treats me right, i am going to be a sophomore soon, life really is crazy

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i miss him so much but i know my worth

#breakup

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ive been on my own, ive been all alone

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over the past couple of months me and my ex boyfriends ex have become good friends and we always go to each other about boys and stuff and shes the one girl who really understands what im going through

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he's so dear john coded

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giving yourself the chance to let love in again

Speculative Realism, Bradley Trumpfheller | Backwards, Warsan Shire

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my boyfriend cheated on me today when i was at a event with him. his new girl (whos his ex actually) tried jumping me and my friends and calling me a whore! im sad but ill be okay