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okay it's been a long ass time since i put together a dnp-related rant on tumblr but today is worthy of it jesus christ

Phil has seen every single version of Dan starting with when he was 18 ;__; If we are reduced to tears for the bits and pieces of Dan we’ve had the privilege of seeing, imagine the emotions for someone who has truly seen it all. He’s been w Dan literally thru every stage; before/during/after law school, depression, working together, moving 3x w one another, etc. I can’t imagine how emotional it would be to watch someone’s ups + downs for 13 years and then come out triumphant with a beautiful stage show. Like.. Phil is really someone who has seen Dan through his entire adult life. The beginning of it, the present, right up until the end.

We get emotional making comparisons of WAD to 'Hello Internet' because it's really unique to have your development as a person just pasted all over the internet. But all we have ever known is Dan's internet persona. Sure, we get pieces of his personality and we have a gist of what he's like, but we don't know him the way Phil does. Their connection is unfathomable and Phil knows him in a way no one ever will. We've heard of Dan's perspective going through challenges, struggling with existential crises, dealing with depression, seeking therapy, etc. We've heard those anecdotes after they happened; Phil lived it with him. Which is why I think today is just that important to Phil.

Phil got to see 'Hello Internet' before it was even posted onto YouTube for the first time. Fuck, he gave Dan advice and encouraged him to post for the first time. He supported Dan from the start. He has seen everything that we haven't, and now that WAD has come to a close and it's on YouTube forever, it's all come full circle. From helping Dan with his first YouTube video to sitting with Dan to watch this beautiful stage show on that same channel, Phil has been there with and for him since the beginning.

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danny h, 2012 (20 yrs old) cold beer & hot women

lydia (me), 2024 (21 yrs old) i ❤️ titties & beer

gay people and fashion in action (colorized version)

#somebody submit this to phil’s video #i dont have twitter #its not a roast because its iconic #phan #dan and phil #dnp #dan and phil games #amazingphil #daniel howell #danisnotonfire

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i love being emotionally stable 🤩 (crying my eyes out to Golden Pig by DanAndPhilBEATS)

#does that make any sense? #phan #dnp #dan and phil #dan and phil games #danandphilbeats #amazingphil #danisnotonfire #daniel howell

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are you still taking doodle requests? dan and phil as scraggy and steve would be so cute. (make the birds kiss) jk! do whatever you want with the birds :))

in every universe 🧡

(X) send me doodle requests and I’ll tag them as phan!

#AHHH THE PIGEONS #this is amazing 😭 #thank youuu queen #phan #phanart

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rewatching the connections video and had the realization that even their old usernames have a sort of connection. danisnotonFIRE and SNOWdude. like natural elements or weather or whatever

#okay maybe this is just young me being silly #BUT when i was younger i thought that their usernames were supposed to be opposites #on fire is slang for being like super cool so dan is NOT on fire #i thought it was a self deprecating joke #to go along with the humor of his channel #and then there’s AMAZING phil who’s channel is all about embracing your weird self #i now know that dans username was completely random and has no meaning #but idk my brain always reads their users that way #phan

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okay y’all! so i’ve been having a think about maybe changing my user? im a little unsure. i made a post calling my cat angelina, phangelina, and ive been thinking about it ever since. it’s so very cute, right!

but then there’s the part of me that actually really loves this user as well. yes, it’s silly and cringey, but it’s supposed to be! i too am silly cringe. and truly at my core, its how i feel. (cw: depression) 2018-2022 were absolutely horrid years for me. my mental health was at an all time low and i honestly didn’t think i would ever get out of it (not alive at least anyway). and so when d&p came back? it was monumental to me. like holy shit, i survived. i made it through. and now i can enjoy life and watch new dan and phil content!! it means a lot to me.

so idk!! what do y’all think? lemme know :))) either way i’ll be happy, i mean i do love my cat more than anything so seeing phangelina daily would make me smile.

#phan #dan and phil #dnp #dan and phil games #dan and phil crafts #amazingphil #danisnotonfire #daniel howell

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for @jonsaremembers. Not by explicit request I'm just too tired to go to bed

#yep yep yep #iconic #phan

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brings a tear to my eye

#come on phannies number one here we come #phan

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Beautiful. Moved up SEVEN spots. Now let’s keep tagging Phan and getting it to number one!

#phan #phumblr wants phan to be number one

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Ships

Week Ending April 29th, 2024

Farcille Falin Touden & Marcille Donato, Dungeon Meshi

Buddie Evan Buckley & Edmundo Diaz, 9-1-1

Hannigram +6 Hannibal Lecter & Will Graham, Hannibal

Radioapple +1 Lucifer Morningstar & Alastor, Hazbin Hotel

Ineffable Husbands -1 Aziraphale & Crowley, Good Omens

Labru +7 Laios Touden & Kabru, Dungeon Meshi

Phan +7 Daniel Howell & Phil Lester, YouTubers

Destiel -1 Dean Winchester & Castiel, Supernatural

Narilamb -3 Narinder & the Lamb, Cult of the Lamb

Bucktommy -7 Evan Buckley & Tommy Kinard, 9-1-1

Satosugu -3 Gojo Satoru & Geto Suguru, Jujutsu Kaisen

Steddie +3 Steve Harrington & Eddie Munson, Stranger Things

Sonadow Sonic & Shadow, Sonic the Hedgehog

Ghostsoap +5 Simon “Ghost” Riley & John “Soap” MacTavish, the Call of Duty franchise

Stolitz Stolas & Blitzo, Helluva Boss

Jegulus +2 James Potter & Regulus Black, the Harry Potter universe

Zosan Roronoa Zoro & Vinsmoke Sanji, One Piece

Huskerdust -6 Husk & Angel Dust, Hazbin Hotel

Wolfstar +1 Remus Lupin & Sirius Black, the Harry Potter universe

Soukoku Nakahara Chuuya & Dazai Osamu, Bungou Stray Dogs

The number in italics indicates how many spots a ship moved up or down from the previous week. Bolded ships weren’t on the list last week.

#WOOOO BEST PHANDOM AWARD GOES TO US!! #COME ON YALL LETS KEEP IT UP #WE CAN GET TO THE TOP PHIVE IF WE BELIEVE #PHAN

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Web Stuff

Week Ending April 29th, 2024

Game Changer

Watcher

Fantasy High: Junior Year -2

Helluva Boss

Hermitcraft -3

Epic: The Musical

The Magnus Archives

The Magnus Protocol -4

Homestuck -4

Dan and Phil

Grian -5

EthosLab

Hatsune Miku -2

The Amazing Digital Circus -1

Matt Sturniolo +4

Starkid Productions

Critical Role -14

Chris Sturniolo

GoodTimesWithScar -5

The QSMP Minecraft Server -5

The number in italics indicates how many spots a name or title moved up or down from the previous week. The ones in bold weren’t on the list last week.

#I DEMAND A RECOUNT #dan and phil now is a perfect time to do something crazy #really launch yourselves into first place

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HUH?!? the youtube upload?? okay kings of free content

#phan #dnp #dan and phil #dan and phil games #danisnotonfire #amazingphil #daniel howell

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isn’t it crazy that we’ve gotten amazingphil, daniel howell, danandphilgames, AND danandphilcrafts videos this year? imagine telling a phannie in 2020 about this

(also dnpbeats my beloved)

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dan and phil as reductress headlines 2/?

#perfect as always ty #phan #dan and phil #dnp

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something suspicious is happening here...

#phan is literally trending what the honks :(( #cancel tumblr #homophobic #phan

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i think the reason why dan always credits phil in these things (BIG, WIQYT, WAD) is because, even though they are solo projects they are still incomplete/wouldn’t happen without phil being there on the side championing dan and cheering him on. like yes these are dan’s stories to tell, they are his creations but dan wouldn’t be here without phil and phil wouldn’t be the same person now without dan. they really complete each other, they’re their own people of course but they’re also a part of a whole that cannot be separated. their lives are entwined and it’s so true that they are each others biggest and loudest fans. and i think dan crediting phil, phil being so vocal about how proud he is, the devotion they have to each other and their work is such a big statement to their love for each other.

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hey quick question does this mean dnp have been each other’s strongest and sometimes only support system and safe space for nearly 15 years and built their custom forever home and got matching mugs and have a framed photo of their ff characters in the office and watch every movie together and get cuddles whenever they want and share clothes and speak what is essentially their own made up language and look at each other Like That and built their whole lives around how much they love each other and found a way to do so publicly without destroying themselves?