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dxsturbia · 10 hours
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No fucking way I didn’t even think about it oh my God OK you did call on Samantha it’s Val
I hate you both that’s amazing
He’s also Mona 

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dxsturbia · 11 hours
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Manager last summer walk past my door you just don’t even care do you
You’re not even pretending not to know anymore I’m just too High
Oh no ma’am with all due respect no I do not care
As long as you continue to rent to me you do not have to close the building you do not have to stop taking vouchers
The seniors that are disabled in the building next door will always be protected as well it’s difficult but not impossible and they made it so that you can condemn the building probably there’s probably a host of electrical issues because of all the smoke and chemicals in cigarette corroding shit
I don’t care what would you like how can I help you because I’m pretty sure I paid the rent my credit card statements looks like that anyway
I tried to be courteous of you and your air quality because I haven’t really smoked cigarettes outside of the pandemic since 2018 and I don’t necessarily enjoy the process of smoking marijuana
You have wanted a villain the entire time
You want me to not know better but I do and the population probably knows that but the actions of everyone involved suggest that you think I’m being influenced partly
The only thing anyone has ever been guilty of is doing their job to be perfectly honest with you I am disabled irregardless of what federal law says or the fact that this is an apartment I am and I asked someone to pick up the medication

If that’s not what you want for your community well then you know your options don’t you until then this is my home
I tried
do not give me a lecture on how I am not the only one that lives here
You wanted a villain you got it
It was me
it was all me the entire time
I was taking advantage of my privilege and I’m gonna keep doing that
You can wait until you get overdose call that will never come because these people don’t hang around anymore
Since you wanna threaten me you can wait until you get that call and I’m gonna go ahead and play my music like you said
shut
the
fuck
up
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dxsturbia · 11 hours
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I don’t see the use it’s not insurance you know in the way that you really get to shop around for the best plan
This is the list of providers they have some of them will provide the services I need 
Some of them will not and if I find a program that I has what I need
The issue is I signed up for this waiver program when I was 21
I was in a position where I was always in fighter flight that’s not really changed over the years but what was happening up until this new provider because I didn’t understand the way the program actually worked we hit the nail on the head with the first provider we found
But anyway after that I didn’t really need to contact my support coordinator outside of keeping the service is active so we get here and I have no idea what this woman’s job is my accountant
not my lawyer
She’s a desk clerk and research assistant
She does all of the application and allocate the money and that’s it she’s not a spokesperson for me an advocate for me hi I’m your client I knew you’re gonna deal with
do you see anyone else you don’t
Catherine tied us both up in some shit and ran out of the building OK
But here is what she requested there for my expectations are as follows
I know now

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dxsturbia · 12 hours
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OK so I can’t open up an investigation as far as you know what you’re doing with this money but that doesn’t help your case at all because you’re not telling me what’s going on yet maybe we can have Sidney do this this and that but I’m not aware that once a week Sidney is able to come over and help me with The house that’s not her job getting me out and connecting me with the world
So you have all these unbilled services and I’m just stuck here for the fucking year and for what oh well they just didn’t bill them
So you wasted an entire year of labor services when I could’ve been working to find the right provider for one thing and two things I could’ve been working to repair the damage to my relationship with my dad so that I could bill the services that I need on my own
And someone could actually really help me set up my business that isn’t 1500 miles away
So I’m getting screwed six ways to Sunday and stuff in the closet once a week and you want me to be respectful of you you’ve got me locked in with my hands tied
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dxsturbia · 12 hours
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No
…You guys remember Green Day they’re from where he’s from
Have you ever listen to clipping. no just because
Ashley is MY SISTER
She caught onto vocals
Never the music
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dxsturbia · 12 hours
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Start with the drum beat
That’s your anchor
Then bass
Then rhythm
Usually played by the singer
Then lead guitar
You don’t have to try to pay attention to Caleb you can barely understand him
Put the lyrics in last you have to kind of understand why it’s not just noise
But this kind of arena rock is made so many of us hybrid kids from the new millennium
Thanks Rick Ruben
Em
Kanye 
Brendan
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dxsturbia · 12 hours
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And I hope it’s shittyyy
Girl byeeeee
Bitch listen
Fuck yooooou
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dxsturbia · 13 hours
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instagram
You’re off key you’re playing and you’re still flat
Takes 59 seconds for ed to come in and get you on the right key
This is your song
You submitted this twice
You lost fair
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dxsturbia · 16 hours
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instagram
Your hair looks sexy pushed back
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dxsturbia · 18 hours
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Yea motherfuckin stupid
Who relies on the person living wrong
Oh let’s scare her
I’m sneaky af mf
I probably would’ve been right there with my sister if life had wanted that for me
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dxsturbia · 18 hours
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Hey you guuuuuuuuuys (goonies)
The album I’ve been waiting for for 20 years is coming out this summer 
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dxsturbia · 1 day
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it would makee sense if you knew
the role kind of got taken over by Christine when I started hs, but yep
every friday, eureka, doctor who, and sarah conner
i didn't have a dad
the chronically disabled are prone to depression, and there was something with her vision
sometimes he would take me to the video store too,
i remember we had this table top pizza maker
he would always get us a digorno
and then he would go back to work, until mom came home
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dxsturbia · 1 day
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ladies and gents........ in a one time only engagement....... for the first time since the end of 10 donna and rose........i might watch doctor who
for some reason i forgot i watched 9
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dxsturbia · 1 day
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they said NOTHING
they played a recording of a 911 call above my head. they had my friends followed and arrested over some stupid crime watch they cried inside their apartments? and now? what suddenly I'm supposed to do penance? give a fuck
everyone knows
everyone was complicit in killing a human
I was 22
im disabled im on benefits
you can disconnect them again for all I care
regulate your own space, if you wouldn't have put me on blast maybe we wouldn't have this problem
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dxsturbia · 1 day
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because im so fuckin sick of this man
its been a year
and 8 in total
its just not intermittent anymore
it was always heavy.
u shouldve spoken up. don't rely on my mental health
don't rely on coded language
you will make it through i promise
if not fuckin sue me, im broke i'll go to jail
y'all ain't on your jobs
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dxsturbia · 1 day
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What was that
I thought a bitch that won’t come out and face someone that can’t actually fight said some thing
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dxsturbia · 1 day
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For like two seconds
And I was immediately expected to be someone’s girlfriend out of character without my consent and reminded by dating on this hellsite is a terrible idea
Which I also may suspect to be Danielle
I don’t know how long

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