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hey guys ! as you know, i typically make my own theme backgrounds. with the latest feedback from my newest blogs, i’ve decided to open up theme bg   /   graphic commissions ! the theme backgrounds will not have any coding with it. unfortunately, i’m unable to code to a standard others would like. but i am decent at graphics so, why not play to my strengths? the question you’re all asking: why? i’m a freshman in college. and while i’m not exactly the worst off, i am pretty money tight and struggling. while i do have a job and am trying my hardest to money manage, i also pay for my parents needs. i.e., their health issues such as my mom’s heart condition, her mrsa and subsequent leg amputation   /   prosthetics, and my dad’s frequent lung issues. i also pay for my own medications, such as my mood stabiliser latuda ( which costs 1500 a month, though half is paid by my insurance. but then i have to pay for, you guessed it, insurance ! ) i think the biggest thing is for me to travel to new york and / or wales, my home country, to see my family grave, as my uncle recently passed away and i was unable to attend his service due to distance. new york is so i can attend a college that suits my needs better than my currently enrolled one, though that is of lesser priority than the one to have closure with my uncle. the other question you’re asking: how much? promos, gif or otherwise: $5 banners: $2 gifset promo: $6 theme background ( without code ! ) $8 - $12 examples found here: ( theme bgs ) x, x, x, ( promos ) x, x, x, x, x go ahead and contact me on my IM here on blindbound! previews will be given before payment is required, but full image won’t be delievered until payment reaches me. ( reminder ! i only take payment through paypal! that information will be given once commission is finished and ready to be given! ) thanks you guys! blows a kiss!

#ooc. #tbd #ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy help me out #again im p sure i might lower the prices i dunno bc they're just graphics and it's not like im gonna spend days on them #wait thats a lie of course i am

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WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE YOURSELF?                               ‘   not with their blood on my hands.   ‘                // written by zam

#self promo #love my son bc he certainly doesnt do it enough

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i dont have class and my gf passed out. again. so that means im gonna get v’s blog up and running. 

#ooc. #tbd #winks @

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hey it’s me: a huge fan of attention and validation

#.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby → become what you were always meant to be. not what you were forced to › a study in what masks can hide. #relatable

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y’all thinking my fav mm character is zen or v but you’re wrong. you’re so wrong. it’s yoosung. my heart belongs to yoosung.

#ooc. #tbd #i ... am finishing his route tomorrow #kneels and prays #what. a good. kid #i lvoe him. so much #gOOD ENDING HERE I COME #i was so scared of fucking up. i Survived

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if i did theme commissions ... like... theme bgs ... bc i cant fucking code to save my life ... would anyone be interested

#ooc. #tbd #i am poor and apparently people like my themes so

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It’s hard, isn’t it? Living with a shattered heart. You breathe in and hope the shards don’t pierce your lungs. But, eventually, they will. There is no escape from it. You will bleed. You will gasp. And you will scar. But what matters in the end, darling, is that you will survive.

it always gets worse before it gets better // k.s. (via worthystevie)

#taglater

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things to know about zen

hides behind his perceived good looks

is actually extremely self-conscious

despises his brother and mother and will probably never forgive them. he isn’t a forgiving type of man.

heals really fucking fast like woah calm down there superman.

has premonitions. psychic man.

has really sensitive hearing ( can hear typing from another room, closed door and all. )

wants to quit smoking but cant. please. someone. anyone. help him.

doesn’t like roses. at all. 

will kill a man for those he loves if they are in danger

is a very large flirt but it’s mainly used as a defense   /   what he believes is expected of him. is actually very loyal to his partner.

pansexual. fun seeking. pansexual. no preference.

is typically a submissive type of guy. 

high fashion taste, not a lot of money.

does not like to be given   /   handed things. will yell. do not test him.

likes half-underground places because it’s cooler. heat does not equate to a happy zen.

#.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby → perfection is double edged. do you know where one part begins and the other ends? › headcanon.

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LITTLE SONGBIRD, act one begins! chin up, smile on, no tears to be shed. curtains open, the scene descends. be careful, LITTLE SONGBIRD, or you will soon be bled. ( PENNED BY ZAM. EST. SEPT. 23, 2016 )

#self promo #beatboxes

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HEAD TIPS BACK   ;   a sign of submission as he allows hands to move him where the other pleases. the previous heat spreads to limbs, legs and arms beginning to harbour that signature tingle, as if he has been holding his body up for hours on end. gaze is trapped ( AS IS HIS HEART, HIS SOUL ) towards the ceiling, lips parted as breathing picks up faster and faster. he’s become expectant of this, of these touches that command   /   steal   /   simplify. the grip may be harsh, the sting to scalp sending shiver down spine, but the intention behind it is welcomed, the way it narrows perspective down to this and ONLY THIS   ;   a personal heaven, a sanctified union. he knows he could escape this. he knows with a single word this could end. he knows he could easily overpower the other, could stand and leave and say   ‘   no more !   ‘   but he chooses to stay like this, collared and leashed to the man below him, watching him with a hunger zen has only ever witnessed in the faces of adversaries, the faces of those who see him as another pretty toy to play around with. he doesn’t need to see those eyes to know how they feel against his akin, doesn’t need to lock gaze to know THE GENTLENESS   /   DEVOTION   /   CARE that lies within. he trusts him. he trust this stupid, idiotic, piece of work trust fund kid. he trusts him with his life.

   ‘   jumin ...   ‘   soft, breathy. he waits patiently, hanging onto every word spoken, given as if a treat. he feels that blank space tug at his consciousness, that sense of free floating invading senses. they’ve barely begun, and yet he cant help but revel in the touch, the harsh and the soft. hips move on their own accord, his body acting selfishly even in the face of the man who controls him. ( WHO GIVES AND TAKES AND MAKES EVERYTHING EASIER. ) yet the moment is broken by the teasing words he speaks, hips stilling as a small whimper morphs into a laugh.                                  ‘   huh ... ? you’re asking how to make me sing?   ‘   cue another chuckle, eyes falling closed again as he continues his movements from earlier, biting lip when he finally registers the heat from palms against his thighs.   ‘   you should know, asshole. you’re the one conducting me, aren’t you?   ‘

Zen’s reactions were certainly caught by the heir, and certainly got his attention. A content smirk settled on the older of the two’s lips, with a purr so low and subtle, one would have to be of Zen’s proximity to hear such sounds of approval. If you were where Zen was at this moment, you just might have been able to notice the distinct change Jumin’s eyes held. First, they were filled with a want. That there was something there that needed to be fulfilled.

Once more did his palm curl in a circle to tip the performer’s head further back. What Zen couldn’t see was that Jumin’s grin spread all the more. Eyes lowered just a touched when they met his prey; although Jumin was never the messy one to just dive on in to what he claimed was his. The thought had never crossed Jumin’s mind that Zen would have been in such a compromising position: albeit one that the executive director wouldn’t complain of anytime soon.

❛ You look so alluring when you get flustered like that. I like seeing the red on your cheeks–and not only there, I might add- ❜ His voice drops in pitch and volume–words only meant for Zen to hear. Those wayward digits still lightly brush on the marred thigh from the night prior.

Eyes looked over to the clock on his nightstand, noting 5:13 on his watch. Weary eyes then look to Zen before low chuckles then rumble out. ❛ What you lack in a proper selection of words is made up for in your voice. Sir, what would one have to do to hear you make such pleasant utterances once more? ❜ His proper tone was a farce, almost one that borderlines a mocking tone. Consequently, Jumin isn’t at all shy about letting his palms drift to inner thighs.

#.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby → chin up. smile on! the curtains rise! act one has only just begun! › majestic. mysterious. magnificent. #accruralic #me and silas are sinners #nsfw //

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LITTLE SONGBIRD, act one begins! chin up, smile on, no tears to be shed. curtains open, the scene descends. be careful, LITTLE SONGBIRD, or you will soon be bled. ( PENNED BY ZAM. EST. SEPT. 23, 2016 )

#mm rp #mysme rp #zen rp #indie rp #self promo #anyway i reposted this bc i wanted to use my side bar desc bc i still love it

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zam u and silas r cute go on double dates w/ me and cris

sign me up pidgeotto

#.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby → message receieved › answered. #tbd #i ha te

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when did you two start dating?

that’s funny you ask ??? uh. sweats. so, we don’t really know what day we started dating ?? it just sorta. happened. and we confessed feelings while on the phone and determined that we considered each other, well … boyfriend and girlfriend ! that was maybe mid-september ? but we’ve been friends for a whole month before hand, when we met in the voltron fandom. we met there and we plotted and eventually shipped and we talked every day and one thing led to another and now. here we are. and i love her with all my heart. she’s beautiful and kind and precious. she’s so much better than me but it makes me ?? wanna be better for her ??? she’s adorable, her laugh is the cutest thing in the world, and, even though SHE FALLS ASLEEP AT LIKE 11 ON THE DOT HER TIME, i am hopelessly in love with her entire being.

#.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby → message receieved › answered. #ooc. #silas who ???

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“Thank you for the short time we had together.”

Okay I had this theory: what if Zen, in fact, DO know about the reset by Day 11? Think about it, it’s always recommended to complete his or Yoosung’s route first before going for anyone else. What would Zen feel, knowing that he is never the final choice?

((I just really love this man okay don’t mind me))

#.✧. ↷ identifying ... standby→ zen / hyun ryu › you were always meant for the stars. it must be lonely watching over them all. #WHAT THE FUCK IS THI #S #DONT HURT MY SON #tho yeah everyone says go w/ zen first bc it's '' easy '' BUT FUCK U #MY SON DESERVES HAPPINESS #og my god i hate this i hate this theory #let him have the partner he deserves #looks at my gf. jumin. jumin will be the partner he deserves #GOD IM FUCKED

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yoosung is like that ‘’ YOU LOCKIN’ DOORS JOSEPH ?? ‘’ video but it’s ‘’ WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYES, V ??? WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYES ‘’ cue v screaming.

#ooc. #tbd #zam writes a quality post wow look at that

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@maleyed    ‘   i’m gonna rip your throat out wth my GODDAMN TEETH.   ‘

#maleyed #what is this. is this a short lil starter where zen is a feisty doggo #i suppose #im tired here he wanna fite #zen: swears #this is how u know he mad

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it  will  always  be  a  mystery  to  me.  how  TIME  can  pass  &&  yet    (    &&  yet    )    we  will never   forget   the  LOVE .  .  .                                                               the  LOVE  that  forgot  US.

( art )

#tagl #tfw jojo and #POINTS TO DISEYED #ARE GAY AF wtf #anyway im a slUT for this saeran like HOOOOOOOY FUCK