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hi im back

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the knowledge that it probably only liked me bcus im fat is plaguing me

#i hope it sees this. i know you have a fat fetish bitch.

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when my friend reminds me of rex and suddenly im reminded how it berated me for liking media it deemed problematic and shamed me into not enjoying music/youtubers/shows that were a comfort for me and treated being my friend like it was a chore and i constantly needed its help to stay alive and then it left me for making friends with someone "problematic" but they've been nothing but the sweetest person ever AND it just called me its "ben drowned friend" and how it needed a replacement for me but still had the audacity to send me an ask being all like 🥺 im doing this for your own good man FUCK YOUR BITCHASS!!!

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i so so so genuinely want to off myself if i wasnt a pussy i'd just fucking do it i'd go to the middle of nowhere and take pills and be done with this all

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ok guys act normal theres a cute guy on my blog now

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remembering when my gore art was used in a callout against me for romanticizing violence but it was a character holding a gutted version of himself like damn you must be stupid stupid to not see the symbolism. it was vent art too.

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#2

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"trending on tumblr today: gay" and the first post is just straight up porn

#im cool with gay sex but give me a warning next time ok tumblr?

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sorry still lowkey mad at the fact it was like "our jeff introject needs a new ben drowned friend" like oh okay yeah ok friends since 2019 but thats all i was to you. "i cant fight your battles anymore" i never asked you to. im glad to know our friendship was only so jeff could have his "ben drowned friend" and im glad to know you were so eager to leave me because... i didnt have twitter-level drama with a real life human being i met at real life college in the real life flesh?

i hope it sees this bcus i need it to realize the outside world exists and it needs to learn how to live in it.

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#2

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PLEASE REBLOG <3

broke ass queer college student here <3 almost out of toilet paper and dish soap, completely out of hand soap and trash bags.

here's my k0fi > https://ko-fi.com/grubbery

or you can contact me through discord for the pfps >

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tucks you in and kisses your forehead then shows you my knuckle tats that say SEEP TITE

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not strictly t4t but fucking me is an inherently transgender act so write that down

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#2

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SLIGHT REDESIGN FOR IT!

#mlp #my little pony #mlp oc #my little pony oc #my oc #my art #original character

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hope it knows even with it not in my life anymore.... all the people i've made friends with have been good to me despite our differences ^_^ isnt it shocking it didnt have to protect me or fight my battles