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[highcorpse]

Recently my friends found out abt my ed and now Everyday like they force me to eat and i feel bad and cant say no but afterwards i feel like shit like the whole day and hatr myself for it what should i do so they stop?

Personally I'd confront them and very firmly tell them they aren't helping you and if they don't stop just cut them off. Nobody can force you into recovery but if you want to try to recover there is no shame and it seems like it would make your friends happy. Sorry if this isn't much help stay safe love ♡

[highcorpse]

when people see you eat do you want them to think "oh thank goodness" or "again..???"

[highcorpse]

you ate?? that's not very skinny king of you :/

[highcorpse]

mealspo ♡♡

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[highcorpse]

Meanspo

if you're so upset about throwing away food, why do you eat it? I mean look at you...do you need it? either way you're wasting food; would you rather be fat and waste food or be skinny and waste food?

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[highcorpse]

My brain being like:

"You can't start your f4st on an odd number or something bad will happen to you."

[highcorpse]

Christmas is almost here idk if I should hang the lights or hang myself

[highcorpse]

this this is the goal this is what I will have no matter how long I have to starve I will starve till I die for this

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[highcorpse]

You're not bloated, you're just fat

[highcorpse]

ph my god pls for the love of god dont eat today. being full feels disgusting and its consequences last. would u not rather be light and airy

[highcorpse]

Cringe Meanspo

Food is fuel? No. Food is a drug. How else can you explain your behavior? You feel that high the moment the food touches your mouth and temporarily you feel great. Then your high comes down. Drug users will always seek that first high, that's why you binge. You're looking for the same happiness that food once gave you; but of course you'll never get that first high again. So you are stuck in this viscous cycle. You eat. The high hits. And then you crash back down again. You excuse it by saying you'll do better tomorrow, you'll kill yourself, you'll purge it out, ect ect ect. None of those will give you what you want; your body is polluted with this disgusting drug. No amount of purging will clean your gut. So starve. Of course your body knows what to do. It will get rid of the drug if you allow it. Starve and when you must, because society has taught us that we must have this "fuel", eat only the cleanest of foods. or don't. let the drug and those around you continue to control you.

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[highcorpse]

becoming so skinny people notice and are worried>>>

becoming so skinny people notice and are worried<<<

[highcorpse]

What's that?

You'll 'start tomorrow'

'Tomorrow's a new day'

'One snack/meal/binge doesn't make that much of a difference'

I've got some news for you, love. You are being delusional if you think putting it off and making excuses will get you anywhere. Guess who says they will 'start tomorrow'? Like every person on my 600lb life.

Have fun, you will be the laughing stock of the nation when that bite causes you to blow up, causes you to gain and lose control. Go ahead and be a pig

Or, my dear,

you can be good. Set that fork down, say you aren't hungry. Toss the food down the toilet or in the trash. Be a good little one. And you can achieve control and perfection.

[highcorpse]

I hate when people are like “so tell me about yourself :)”. What do you want like my trauma or my favorite color let’s be specific

[highcorpse]

It literally feels like my bones are drowning in fat this shit is claustrophobic fr