hiseternalmayfly

[hiseternalmayfly]

Been going through a rough spot and its led to Vash would never love you thoughts sigh

#rambles #vent cw

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I am so disinterested in honkai its not even funny just its existence makes my eyes roll back into my head

[hiseternalmayfly]

Can you spot @freyneuvis's F/O in the distance?

#rambles

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REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

[hiseternalmayfly]

Hey Everyone

I truly apologise for the radio silence, just know that everything is slowly getting complete.

You all deserve an update, so here it is:

I'm struggling. Mentally, emotional, you name it I'm not doing well at all. It has nothing to do with writing, I adore it and still do it, unfortunately irl events have been causing me to neglect it due to just trying to stabilize my life.

To make a long story short, financially I'm suffering and it's taken a toll on the luxury care I've been able to give Toast my bearded dragon. Multiple nights of losing myself to my mind has convinced me she deserves better and should be rehomed, but I'd like to try and get my life together before thinking too harshly, as she is my ride or die. The reason I've been able to push through life's struggles as awful as they have been.

So I've made the decision to open writing commissions through Ko-Fi, it was hard to decide this and it's no pressure to do so. It's just added benefits for a few things, and also skip the queue benefits and exclusive content/early peeks at my wips.

Again, it's no pressure to join, it's just so Toast can have a stable source of income until I can stabilize a couple jobs on top of my current one to ensure she can be taken care of so nothing drastic like rehoming can happen.

thank you all for your patience, and I promise to work hard on tumblr requests. They won't be closing, but won't have as high of a priority compared to commissions or Ko-Fi requests.

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#rambles

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Rb for larger data set yadda yadda

#black

[hiseternalmayfly]

As a self shipper you will be much happier if you just dont give a fuck about someone elses opinion trust me

dont spend ur time fighting w/ other blogs just block lol

#rambles

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hte real april foule… was you.

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Get booped nerds

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Reblog if you are okay with people giving you lots of boops!

[hiseternalmayfly]

I promise im still alive i just think all my gushes are repetitive and so i dont post them 😭

#rambles

[hiseternalmayfly]

Happy birthday. Hope you have a great day!

Thank you so much!

#rambles

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉

THANK YOUUUU

#rambles

[hiseternalmayfly]

You walk into the kitchen and witness me and Woof trying to make a giant cake around Vash for him to pop out of (it is not working)

JCJHZJJSKSK Is Wolfwood in his apron? Please tell me hes in his apron

Maybe if Vash wasn't so fucking tall

#rambles

[hiseternalmayfly]

I want you to imagine Vash celebrating your birthday with you. Holding you close to him and covering you in kisses, clinging onto you like a lost puppy. You walk into your room to see Vash lying on the bed, giving you bedroom eyes. He's nude with the exception he's wrapped himself up in ribbon, he's your gift.

HE WOULD TOTALLY DO THAT....STUPID EYEBROW WIGGLE AND EVERYTHING HESGHJIU

Im blushing so hard and dying this would be the most perfect thing...

#rambles #suggestive

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All I can think about is Vash...I want a birthday kiss from him....

#rambles